Chapter 10 (9)

For a whole month, the little one stayed with me night and day in the quiet water room, teaching me how to increase the contrast between black and white, how to control the development time, how to partially expose some special effects, etc., and the little one followed me more than once. I said Yang Hong looks really energetic and beautiful, of course!If it was an ugly guy, you would have been sleepy long ago, I thought happily. The heating in the water room in winter is not very sufficient. Perhaps in order to drive away the cold, every night we chat softly while working. In our university, I clearly feel that the life in the university has disappointed Xiao Budian, everything here is even a bit cruel for a child like him!

I wanted to muster up the courage to formally apologize to Xiao BuDian countless times, but my stubborn personality made me unable to open my mouth anyway, "Fuck it! Anyway, Xiao BuDian knows it in his heart!", I decided not to compete with myself , I also think Xiaobudian can understand me, because he is an only child just like me! Although "Little One" doesn't like taking pictures very much, I was determined to take some good photos of him to show my gratitude. On the day of the 21st birthday of the little classmate "Ru Meng", as usual at noon, I would go to the tavern to drink too much. They recalled some touching stories in high school one after another, and finally attacked and taunted the girls in the class for a long time, before finally paying the bill with satisfaction.On the way back to the dormitory, I took pictures of everyone, and everyone looked forward in front of the camera like a commander.Later, old K was so drunk that he fell on the ground, and Xiao Rumeng scratched four big characters "the scene of the accident!" with a brick beside him, and everyone took photos with him.Everyone had a great time that day, especially me. I think it may be because of the little one.

Xiaobudian and I envy those children who have brothers and sisters, but we never talk about it, because we have exactly the same kind of sensitivity that only children have. In the process of growing up without peers, we all experienced the same loneliness and introversion. We are reluctant to communicate and communicate those inner emotions with our peers, because we are all afraid of being easily rejected by others. When you are really a child without siblings, you better learn to hide your emotions, because no one in this world comes from the same mother as you. We are doomed to be emotionally handicapped. .

We are like a bunch of younger brothers without an older brother. Orphans of a group of parents!