Chapter 3 First Love Part 1 First Love 1 day

1 Wen Jing lay on the bed, and after listening to the whole song "Welcome to Beijing" on the phone's alarm clock, she slowly got up. Today is the weekend. Last week, high school classmates made an appointment for a party on Renren. It is said that it was a rare and neat one. Thinking about it, even a person like her who basically faded out of everyone's sight after graduation was notified, which shows that it is indeed a large-scale event. . Wen Jing didn't want to go at first, instead of recalling the past with her old classmates, she wanted to sleep well at home.She is not as enthusiastic as Susu, and she works very hard. In addition to the time crowded in the subway, Wen Jing spends at least 12 hours a day outside.The historic, majestic and grand Beijing that has always made her proud has now become a burden.

Beijing is too big, it feels far away to go anywhere, and it feels far away to think of everyone.So Wen Jing has been trying not to think of Du Xiaofeng, deliberately compressing the seven years of feelings into a small stone, and throwing it behind the times.When talking about it with others, he also pretended that it was just an immature infatuation in his youth, smiled lightly, and sighed twice, if life is just like the first time he saw it, that's all. But she knew, obviously not. Wen Jing and Du Xiaofeng only broke up last year. They have been dating since the second grade of high school, and they had been working for two years when they broke up.When Wen Jing joked about getting married on the day of the Olympics, Du Xiaofeng fell in love with someone else.It was very helpless and cruel, but it was still something that many people have experienced, so that when they found Susu to confide, Wen Jing really couldn't say anything.No matter how many beautiful adjectives such as sadness, mourning, and resentment are combined, they all show a very simple fact: Du Xiaofeng doesn't love her anymore, he fell in love with someone else, and then dumped her.

Wen Jing has seen that girl before, but she can't say how beautiful she is, but she is very cute, loves to laugh, and can bounce around when shopping with Du Xiaofeng, sometimes on his left and sometimes on his right.Wen Jing looked at them from afar, thinking, oh, he likes such a girl now, then turned and left. She saw them hiding in the place where Du Xiaofeng lived. There was a large clump of lilacs outside the unit door. Du Xiaofeng fell in love with this place when he was renting a house after graduation. He said that the smell of lilacs was very similar to that of Wen Jing, so he passed by every day like this. This lilac bush will remind her.

But now Wen Jing is hiding behind this clump of flowers, but Du Xiaofeng didn't notice her at all.He just pulled his new girlfriend and skillfully took out the key to open the unit door.The CS doll hanging on the key ring was given by Wen Jing. It was impossible for her to let go of the seven-year relationship. Susu gave her advice at that time and sent her a lot of posts on MSN every day about defeating the mistress and snatching her boyfriend back, for her to learn from.And when seeing other people's various sufferings, Wen Jing always feels the same, and then shed a few tears, and then cursed "I've had it every three years, especially recently".

Wen Jing really thought about defending her love, but when she saw that girl, she gave up.What should she do?Wearing a baseball cap, wearing a brightly colored T-shirt and capri pants, walking around Du Xiaofeng?Make yourself pitiful and use Du Xiaofeng's sympathy and conscience?Or under the banner of doing it one last time, and deliberately let that girl know?These might work for Du Xiaofeng, but Wen Jing couldn't bear it. Du Xiaofeng was her first love, and she harbored all the beautiful dreams for him.So what Du Xiaofeng broke was not only their seven years of lingering love, but also the faint love that she cherished the most in her heart, which could never be retrieved.It turned out that Wen Jing felt that first love was like a crystal, no matter what kind of love she experienced in the future, it would shine with an indelible light, but now she knew that it was just a drop of water held in the palm of her hand, and it disappeared as soon as she let go of her hand.

Perhaps everyone enjoys first love, no matter whether it is successful or not, no matter how embarrassing it has been, no matter what that person has become, after many years, they will still talk about it with a smile, as if they never forget it.Susu is like this, she always likes to talk about Meng Fan, who is also their classmate, a very handsome and quiet boy, his first love was Susu, but Susu did not get along with him.At that time, Susu liked a very cheerful boy who was the striker of the football team. They jokingly called him Captain Football. "At that time, Meng Fan asked Wen Jing for my phone number many times, right?" Susu's eyes lit up when she talked about this, with a unique playfulness, as if she was still a teenage girl.

"Yes." Wen Jing always answered cooperatively. Susu frowned affectionately, with a contented face, and said with a smile: "But he never called me in the end, only a few times, and the other side didn't speak when I picked it up, it must be him. Meng Fan is that kind of person, he Too shy, otherwise I might have settled with him! Hey, there are many girls in the class who like him, right?" "Yes." Wen Jing replied. This passage has been repeated many times, and Wen Jing knew that Susu was going to tell the story about Captain Tsubasa next, and she would say "yes" several times in the middle.

Relatively speaking, Susu will also be very cooperative with Wen Jing. "She is the happiest! Du Xiaofeng is her first love! It is a miracle that her first love is so good now! Isn't it?" Susu would make a fuss every time, and the people around must also envy her.In the end, when it was Wen Jing's turn to talk about her first love, she could only say "yes". But Wen Jing is very satisfied, she has always been very satisfied with her first love.The first person I like is my last one. Such a perfect first love even Wen Jing finds it inconceivable, so that she gradually ignores the problems that arise behind each year.So although she also wanted to tell those people about her and Du Xiaofeng like Susu talked about Meng Fan and the young football player, every time Susu finished a few sentences for her first, she was not unhappy.After all, other people's first love is only a story, but hers is a continuing fact.

Now her first love has also become a story, but she will never tell this story to anyone.Because it is no longer a story, but an embarrassing joke after talking about the age when the first love should not be the first love. While Wen Jing was still savoring the bitterness, Susu's phone call came in. "Wen Jing, are you getting up? Don't change your mind! It's okay to go, if you don't go, people will definitely say that Du Xiaofeng dumped you, and you are so devastated that you can't face him anymore." A piece of clothing." Wen Jing sat up from the bed and lied casually.

"That's good! Wear it nicely! Last time we went to Lufthansa to buy the skirt, that's it!" Susu said without authorization. "Okay." Wen Jing smiled and hung up the phone. She opened the closet and found out that Baozi dress, which was quite expensive, two thousand yuan, and it was bought with Susu Sweeping Street when they just broke up.Wen Jing put on the dress, zipped it up, looked in the mirror, and couldn't help smiling.There is more than two inches more in the waist, and it has been thinner for more than a year, and the belt is getting wider. Wen Jing simply took off her skirt, randomly picked out an usual cardigan and put it on.In fact, no matter how she behaved today, she was lying. What Susu said was the truth: Du Xiaofeng dumped her, and she was so devastated that she couldn't face him anymore.

Wen Jing felt a little bit regretful and agreed to go with Susu.