Chapter 2 (2)

Haiping was almost numb. She decided to accept her fate.1:10 when taking the college entrance examination, no distribution when graduating, tenure tenure is abolished when entering the work unit, and no room allocation when getting married.The work unit has turned towards Qin Muchu, who cares about your house! Haiping feels that she is a born unlucky person, and all the injustices are spread on her head.Her mother always lamented that she was a victim of the times, Haiping thought angrily, compared to her, her mother's troubles are nothing! This is her life.She has to be separated by nearly a thousand kilometers from her son who is pregnant in October.She has to struggle for decades in this big city that looks extremely prosperous, but to herself, it is gorgeous clothes, and the flowers in the mirror are like moonlight in the water, but there is not a single tile that belongs to her. "There is no place to stand on the cone", she felt like the ancients said, standing on the tip of the cone and trying to balance.

Perhaps, her choice back then was wrong.If she didn't blindly pursue big cities, but followed her husband back to his small town, or let her husband go back to his hometown with her, then they should be very comfortable today, spending time at their parents' homes on either side. Drink, buying a house is not that difficult.With just one thought, she must be restrained by this city and stay here. Of course she has capital to show off.At least one household registration in this city is worth 500,000.If she can buy and sell privately, she intends to cash out the couple's household accounts and leave the world with a huge sum of money.However, this part belongs to intangible assets, which can't be cashed out.

3500 yuan per month.For a woman who studied chemical engineering and then changed careers to become an ordinary clerk, no matter how she changed jobs, this was the value of her going to bed at two o'clock in the night and being admitted to a key university.And this value has a tendency to depreciate.For a woman who is over 30 years old, has no master's degree, and has already given birth to a child, she is almost crumbling to the so-called white-collar class in the metropolis where so many young people from other places are staring at her.With only 3,500 yuan, I have to work hard and work overtime is common.

Su Chun is better.Su Chun majored in shipbuilding. Now he works in a shipyard and engages in technology. He earns more than 70,000 yuan a year.Although in this international city, the world's top 500 companies are everywhere, and Nanjing Road is a place where national brands are not allowed to show their faces. The income is not high, but for the sake of stability, Haiping can't say anything.In a family, only one can be adrift, and the other can at least keep his job. This is Haiping's requirement for life. So, the two of them, two graduates of prestigious universities, after working for seven or eight years, if they don’t eat, drink or spend every month, and save all the money, they can buy a square meter in the suburbs of this metropolis. m house.

But because people have to live, children have to be raised, you have to communicate with people around you, and the price of goods is still rising every day, so even if two people save more, they can only save about 1/3 of a square meter house. According to this calculation, if Haiping hadn't been laid off, it would have been so stable, and Su Chun hadn't changed, and his salary would have increased a little every year.If the parents of both parties are blessed by God, there is no disease or disaster, and the children are blessed by God, if they are safe and sound, then Haiping and Su Chun can afford a set with a building area of ​​100 square meters in the next 300 months, 80 Square meters of usable area of ​​the house.

300 months, 12 months a year, that is to say, in the next 25 years, until Haiping retires, they can finally own a house of their own in this city. This is a kind of physical uniform motion in a straight line, and all external forces must be excluded, and it is in an ideal state, without wind, friction, air, and nothing.It means that the banknotes do not depreciate, the state does not charge for education, does not cost money to see a doctor, does not need support for the elderly, and does not have any accidents. This is obviously impossible.So, Haiping thought pessimistically, it was obviously impossible to have a home in this city.

What am I struggling with? Haiping suddenly decided not to wait any longer.Although the house price is still refreshed every day like a triple jump, and it is bravely climbing to new highs every month, but when my deposit is still too far away from the first payment, I decided to buy a house because of my son's words. Haiping went home to see her son.This is the happiest time for Haiping every year.A few nights before leaving, Haiping was like a fully inflated ball, and despite the fatigue of a day's work, she still excitedly went shopping in various small shops. Carry the ground and move to the hut.

"I want to see my son! Hee hee!" Haiping held the little clothes in her hands, with infinite joy, and her tone was lighter.During the month and a half before the National Day holiday, I chanted it several times a day, and then before going to bed, I would kiss on the new clothes that had been washed and said, "Good night, baby! Mom is here!" Su Chun looked distressed.In fact, it has been two years since the child left his mother, and Haiping's longing for her son is almost like that of Mrs. Xianglin's.Every day when I have free time, I hold my son’s photo and look at it, and change the screen saver of the computer to a photo of my son.But this year's National Day, Su Chun can't go back to see his son, because he has another burden - his own parents.He only sees his son once a year on May Day.To be honest, he has almost no impression of his son, and all the information is conveyed by Haiping.In his consciousness, for a long time, he never thought that he was the father of a two-year-old child.The child made no mark on his day.

On the night Haiping returned home, Su Chun took her to the train station.As soon as he arrived at the square, Su Chun complained secretly.Every year, every time.There are huge crowds of people, and many people even sleep outside with their bedding.Haiping will suffer again along the way. Haiping didn't get a seat ticket, so she walked back standing up for 12 hours.But it doesn't matter, even if people's shoes step on Haiping's head, even if Haiping's feet are swollen like pig's hoofs, she doesn't feel bitter or tired at all, and she feels refreshed when she thinks of her son.Haiping is already very experienced. On the day of her departure, she didn't drink water or rice, so as not to cause trouble for herself. She went to the bathroom on the train, and with so many things and so many people, be careful that the baby will be touched.What kind of groceries are those, those are the thoughts my mother has accumulated for half a year.

Haiping hurried back to her mother's house, calling out her son's name as soon as she entered the door, and put down the big and small bags, only to see her mother choosing vegetables in the kitchen, and there was no sign of her son. "Where's Huanhuan? You know I'm coming back today, why don't you let the child wait for me at home?" Mother put down the dishes, quickly wiped her hands and handed Haiping a towel: "Wipe your face, wipe your face! You must be exhausted! There are so many people, it's so crowded every time. Take a rest and sit down! Son! Close your eyes." My mother poured out a glass of water, and brought out a basin full of breakfast, "Oh, the buns are cold and warm twice. Let me reheat them!"

Haiping hissed while taking off the socks: "The socks are almost embedded in the meat. Look at my legs are shiny! It's so swollen! Don't rush to eat, I'm too hungry. What about my son? You know that I came back to see him, and I only stayed for a few days. If I missed a minute, I would be sorry for my ticket price. You didn't leave him at home to wait for me." "You don't come here until you see what time it is! It's 7 o'clock in the morning on time, and it's already past 11 o'clock! It's been so long, can his monkey butt sit still? He clamored to go out early in the morning, and grandpa hugged him." I went out to pick you up a few times, but I didn’t pick you up. Now I’m at the entrance of the supermarket! I must be riding on that little e-donkey. One yuan at a time, your father’s salary was cheated by that e-donkey.” Hearing this, Haiping found the big slippers by the double door and ran out, and her mother yelled after her without stopping: "What are you in a hurry for? I'll be back soon after lunch! You should rest for a while!" When Haiping saw her son, the son was riding the little donkey and refused to get off, just as his grandmother had said! His buttocks were twisted into twists, and he sang, "Tang Monk is riding a horse! Grandpa, um! eh!" Pointing to the stopped donkey, he motioned for grandpa to put money into it. "Stop riding, let's stop riding, it's time for dinner. Go home, mom is here!" Huanhuan ignored that at all. "Huanhuan!" Haiping smiled like a flower, stretched her arms to the farthest point, knelt down and cheered her son. The son looked back, hesitated for a moment, and didn't move. Grandpa grabbed him and dragged him down, yelling, "Look! Who's here! Call mom, call mom!" The son timidly hugged his grandpa's leg and hid behind him to peek. Haiping squatted down Xiaoliu for a few steps, hugged her son in her arms, lifted her up, and kissed her son hard, almost tearing her little cheeks.Huanhuan was so embarrassed that he dodged left and right. "Call mom, call mom!" Haiping worked hard with his father.Huanhuan reluctantly shouted: "Mom!" Grandpa shook his head regretfully on behalf of his mother and said, "This child! Usually, when my mother is away, I hold the phone and call 'Mom, mother' all the time. We all tease him and ask: 'Huanhuan, where is your mother?' Covering his ears, he said 'Mom'. It took him hours to look at the photos of his mother. Why did he get so frightened when his real mother came? So you are Ye Gong and a good dragon!" After speaking, he scratched Huanhuan's nose. Huanhuan hurriedly stretched out her hand to be hugged by her grandpa. Haiping is already very satisfied.This time I am better than last time, last time I stubbornly called "Auntie", this time I called my mother.The two of them finally became acquainted, and it was time for Haiping to say goodbye. Bringing her son home, Haiping fed her son herself, completely ignoring her grandma's yelling, "Why are you feeding me again! You are training yourself to eat! What are you doing?" Haiping smiled and gestured to her son. : "Baby, open your mouth! Ahhh! Oops! What a big mouth!" Turning around, she said to her mother, "It's rare for me to see him, pet him, just satisfy me! You can continue training after I leave." Haiping bathed her son, and kissed her little butt hard, shouting while kissing: "It doesn't stink, we smell good!" The baby laughed, and pouted her buttocks to meet Haiping's face.Grandma shook her head again: "This is more than two years old, why do you still treat him like a baby for a few months? You must know that men and women are different." In Haiping's consciousness, the baby always stays as silly as when she was 3 months old. What she can coax is those skills.Whenever I see my son pointing at the book and carefully selecting the chapters to read, or standing on one foot, I am amazed.Little did she realize that the child had grown up. One day, Huanhuan did something bad on purpose and was caught by Haiping.Huanhuan took out Haiping's bag and found several coins inside. He picked out the coins and stuffed them into his pocket clumsily.Haiping found it when pinching his clothes. "Where did you get the money?" Huanhuan pointed to Haiping's bag. "Why do you want money?" Huanhuan pointed to the outside and said, "Tang Monk is riding a horse." Haiping actually wanted to laugh. Such a young child knew how to spend money, but considering the seriousness of the matter, he couldn't hold back. Don't laugh.Grandma also rushed over after hearing the news: "Oh! It's worth it! From thieves needles, to stealing gold when you grow up! This one needs to be beaten, and if you don't hit it, you don't remember it!" Grandma took off the pointer hanging behind the door.Haiping's mother used to be a primary school teacher, and the two sisters, Haiping and Haizao, taught them this lesson from childhood. Haiping stopped her mother: "We don't punish children physically. Your methods are old ways." Grandma hurriedly argued, "When did I hit him? Didn't I scare him!" Haiping said: "It's not okay to scare, there are threats of violence in it. Let's use another method. Huanhuan, it's wrong to steal other people's money and go through other people's bags without permission. Mothers don't like this kind of child, and children don't like it either." I like it. Say it yourself, what should I do?" Huanhuan started to shake his fat hand: "Don't fight! Don't fight!" Haiping: "Mom doesn't beat her. But she wants to punish Huanhuan. Tell me, how do you punish Huanhuan?" Huanhuan tilted her head and thought for a while, then replied, "Mom, give me a hug!" Grandma laughed, and grandpa laughed too: "Ouch! You little cunning!" Haiping was stunned, stunned, stunned, feeling like a knife was twisting her heart. Everyone was laughing, even Huanhuan was laughing, but the laughter around her was so far away from her that she spun around in the laughter. Two-and-a-half-year-old Huanhuan, although she still can't speak clearly, she already understands the meaning completely. Haiping wanted to punish him, but he chose to hug him.In other words, Haiping loves her son so much, she puts all her heart on this little thing, pours all her love into this little thing, but Huanhuan feels that being hugged by her mother is a punishment! Haiping remembered that no matter how she treats the baby, the baby must sleep with grandma at night; The child is already sensible.He knows who his relatives are, and he only communicates with those with whom he lives day and night.And mom, what is a mom?Mom is the "Hello" on the other end of the phone. Mom is the woman who comes for two weeks every year. Mom is a symbol, a symbol. "Why do I want a child? I want him, so that one day, when he thinks of me, he can't even remember what I look like? Is it just to give him a house one day? Is it just to leave?" Haiping suddenly decided amidst laughter: "I will buy a house when I go back! Buy it immediately! I want to live with my son!"