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Chapter 10 Chapter Ten Let go of my ears

knives and knives 何大草 5817Words 2018-03-13
The nephew of the director returned to the podium and gave us another class in the second year of high school.The stupid words he left at the scene were washed away by my words.All the audience in the city saw my defense for Xiao Ren on TV, and Bao Jingsheng's stable chance of winning was disintegrated.Of course, I didn't see TV, because I basically don't watch TV.I was the only one who didn't understand that Bao Jingsheng's failure was accompanied by Vice President Jiang and Song Xiaodou's miscalculation.This is all something later, I only found out later. I watched Xiao Ren reappear on the podium, I think this time I finally got it right, he really should be named Ren, although he doesn't look like his aunt, but he also has a broad, A handsome chin.In the past, except for Song Xiaodou, we rarely cared about the teacher's last name, just like we didn't care what he said.The teacher is on the stage, we are off the stage, that's all the relationship between us.Now, I figured out that this unlucky guy is Ren, not just a villain.But he had grown that handsome chin for nothing, and Bao Jingsheng completely lost even his little anger, and he turned into a kind-hearted little man.He didn't mention anything about Bao Jingsheng beating him, and he didn't give any explanation for his recent whereabouts, as if nothing happened. After reading aloud, zi/zhi is irrelevant, and e/wo is universal, so I explained it in a mumbled manner.Fortunately, we don't quite understand what he said, anyway, we usually don't listen to him.Xiao Ren turned his back to a blackboard in front and looked at the blackboard behind him, as if he was a little bear sandwiched between two blackboards, talking to himself.

The blackboard at the back is the wall newspaper of Class 1 of our sophomore year. On it, there are articles copied by Zhu Zhu from somewhere. The titles are scary: "People have seven embarrassments, dogs have eight flavors", "Mir Space Station Found mouse feces", "The whole body of a sow is treasure"!I asked Zhu Zhu, why are you interested in these shit?Zhu Zhu said, I love animals, because animals will repay their kindness, and humans are heartless things.I laughed so hard that I wanted to pinch her face, poor Zhu Zhu. Eva revealed in "Great Impressions" that Teacher Ren is only 23 years old and a graduate of the Chinese Department of Southwest Normal University. He is still in the trial stage of teaching in Paozhong.

During recess, I went to ask Eva what is dropout?Eva shrugged her shoulders, and she said, how can I tell you that you are driving without a driver's license, cooking without a chef qualification, arresting people without wearing a police uniform, and defending the country without a steel gun... I understand what I understand, but I still don't understand what is going on.It just so happened that Tao Tao was sitting next to Eva flipping through her "Great Impressions". I had never seen him read something so intently, sometimes he frowned, and sometimes he smiled foolishly.I asked, Tao Tao, tell me what is schooling?I called him three times before he was taken aback, as if he had been caught cheating suddenly.His eyes were rounded, his appearance was full of anger, and he yelled at me: "Damn X!"He dropped out of school to do your shit!

But in fact he didn't do that, he was right to do it, what I want is that he can still be furious at me like before.You see, girls are so pitiful. Even a "chivalrous" person like me is afraid that the boy I like won't yell at me.Yes, he just looked at me coldly, he just said those words with his eyes, and then he buried himself in "Great Impressions".I looked at Eva, and Eva smiled at me, like the female reporter eating popsicles, she shrugged her shoulders and spread her hands, as if she was helpless, sympathetic, or sorry, but more like a happy spring breeze. My heart is slowly becoming vicious, yes, why should Eva be sorry to me?Tao Tao is sitting next to her. He is obviously a burly and majestic big boy, but he is like a little bird, adoring her, relying on her, and using her "Big Impression" to help him lose weight little by little, reducing him into a manly boy. Unfeminine shit.I don't know where a nameless anger welled up, and I said:

Thank you, you hooked nose!I understand that failing school is just like you, obviously a fucking cripple, but not going to a school for the disabled! After I said this, I stared down at Eva, at her hooked nose, the freckles on either side of her nose, and her bean-sized eyes, and I wanted to see if she would jump up at me, spit on me, bite me, I eat it alive?But of course poor Eva couldn't jump, because she was really crippled.She also stared at me, her eyes were like two small knives.Hate first, then contempt, but my eyes met hers and I didn't budge.So her eyes finally squeezed into a slit, and it became a lady's smile as if she pitied a dog. She said, poor He Feng, He Feng... .

But I didn't say anything, just staring at her so stubbornly.I remember that once the hero Maimed was captured by the army, he just stared at his opponent without saying a word.He said a word, the eyes of a brave man become a knife, and the knife of a cowardly man becomes shit.Eva seemed to hear my voice, she finally buried her head, covered her face with both hands, and burst into tears.She cried ugly and ugly, like a stupid cat on the roof squawking. I was secretly amazed, I never thought that a girl who was so smart would cry in this cat's voice. Many people gathered around to comfort Eva, coax her, praise her, pat her on the shoulder, and look at me with condemning eyes.I folded my hands on my chest and remained silent.Eva was still sobbing, tears slipped from between her fingers, like snot hanging on the tip of an old woman's nose.

Zhu Zhu pinched my arm, she said, please apologize to Eva, just apologize and forget everything. I pushed Zhu Zhu away with my palm, and the tables and chairs creaked as if their joints were broken, and Zhu Zhu fell onto the confetti-strewn aisle.I still put my hands on my chest, I thought, now it's time for Tao Tao to jump up.However, Tao Tao did not jump up, and Zhu Zhu did not cry.Afterwards, I remembered that if Tao Tao jumped up, if Zhu Zhu burst into tears, I didn't know what to do at all.Tao Tao slapped me, would I risk my life to fight him?If Zhu Zhu cried, I would immediately become a mouse that everyone shouted and beat, and dozens of fists came over me, what should I do?Fortunately, none of this happened.Ali pulled Zhu Zhu up from the ground, Zhu Zhu smiled and said, this lunatic has gone wrong again.Zhu Zhu grabbed my arm in a more gentle way and pulled me away.

However, when the class bell rang again, Tao Tao did not return to his seat.He has stayed with Eva ever since.Eva's former tablemate obediently switched places with Tao Tao.After school in the afternoon, Eva sat in the back seat of Giant.Tao Tao was humming a song.I swear to Zhu Zhu that I have never heard Tao Tao hum a song in the past, and he would lose his tune as soon as he spoke.Now he's actually humming! Zhu Zhu told me softly that Tao Tao fell in love with Eva. I took a sip, and I said, Tao Tao is too much.Poor Eva, she doesn't know Tao Tao is playing with her, he wants to see me shed tears for him.

Zhu Zhu said, why can't Tao Tao love Eva? I snorted and asked her, would Tao Tao love a cripple? But Zhu Zhu also snorted, gently, like a kind smile, as if discussing something with me, she said, maybe Tao Tao loves the lame leg, right? I think Zhu Zhucai is really crazy. The next day, Bao Jingsheng also came to school.He is carrying a large fake Adidas bag, looks like a geologist, looks healthy, rosy, and has a sun-kissed tan in the red, not at all like coming out of a hospital, more like going to Hainan Or a long vacation in the wilds of Yunnan.On the outside of his school uniform, he wore a double-breasted coat that is said to be fashionable in Beijing courtyards, and a pair of old cloth shoes on his feet, which made his huge body look a bit top-heavy, how do you say it in an idiom?Is it tall and towering, and it is also in danger?

The last class in the morning was physical education, and it was raining in the sky, the kind of dark rain in late spring and early summer, covered with dust and mud, cold and dark.Because of the rain, the physical education class was changed to a self-study class.The playground was empty, and the mud dripped from the leaves, making it a bit pungent.The yellow mud runway has become a country road with stains, and a few deflated footballs are left on the road and no one cares about it.Looking down from the classroom on the third floor of Class 1, Grade 2, the school looks like a desolate village.Some students went to the corridor to skip rope, play badminton, play klang chess, or just flirt.Bao Jingsheng stayed in the classroom, like a magic trick, took out a lot of mangoes from his schoolbag, and repeatedly asked the students to eat some of them....He appeared generous, chivalrous, and generous, and he never mentioned the matter of the teacher beating the students.

Except for Zhu Zhu who was afraid of trouble, almost all the classmates ate his mangoes.The mango is already ripe, and the waxy yellow peel is stained with a wine red that is close to rot. When the skin is torn apart, it emits the smell of old wine.Naturally, mangoes are not enough, so everyone will eat them separately, you take a bite, and I take a bite.Tao Tao grabbed the biggest one and handed it to Eva. Eva ate half of it, and then sent it back to Tao Tao.Tao Tao gnawed gruntingly, like gnawing on a lame leg.I was so angry that I wanted to stick the mango skin on their beaks like a plaster.But I thought sadly, how pitiful I am, I can only think about it, if I stick it, won't I really stick her and Tao Tao together? !In the end, like everyone else, I threw the slimy core and peel all over the place.When I threw it, it was like throwing out all the disgusting things in my heart. However, the taste of the mango I ate was greasy, and it was already churning in my stomach. I was indescribably sad and nauseous, and the feeling of nausea kept coming up.Bao Jingsheng walked towards me, he smiled, ladies, are you okay? My stomach was churning, my face was sweating, and my face must be pale, so I said, it's okay.Don't eat for nothing. Bao Jingsheng leaned closer to my ear, and smiled more comfortably, but he clenched his teeth even tighter. He said, "Fuck, sisters, I'm afraid it's useless, you still owe me a debt." I covered my stomach and forced down the acid water that surged up, and the acid water turned into tears and secreted from the eye sockets, making my eyes blurred with tears like a little woman. I wanted to say something, but I couldn't say it. Bao Jingsheng's voice suddenly seemed a little surprised, so surprised that he was a little gentle, and he said, I'm really fucking blind. I heard Bao Jingsheng give himself a sip, and he said, ladies, I, Bao Jingsheng, have really opened my eyes today, your appearance is so painful.He put his hand on my board and touched it, he said, it's really comfortable. My eyes were black and I almost passed out.Fortunately, I stiffened and walked out of the classroom while holding on to the wall.I wanted to go to the bathroom, but as soon as I got to the corridor, I couldn't hold it any longer, bent over, and vomited profusely.However, what is there to vomit in my stomach, except for the mango smelling of wine lees, there is only bitter and astringent bile.I remembered what my mother had said, the worst thing was being beaten, it was vomiting to the last level, throwing out all the jaundice.Those jaundice are bile, I have nothing in my stomach except these jaundice.For so many days, I only had a bowl of water for breakfast and dinner, except that I had meals at school with meal coupons at noon.My mother hasn't come back yet, I hope she won't be robbed or trafficked to Inner Mongolia to be a daughter-in-law.For a while, my mother's image came to my mind. At her age, she is quite charming, at least she is more beautiful than Director Ren.But she never came back, and all I had in my pocket was the two dollars and thirty-five cents.Thanks to Bao Jingsheng's stinky mango for breaking my appetite, I think I will suffer from anorexia for at least three days.The walls of my stomach twitched in agony, and I didn't spit out as much as my tears and snot. Bao Jingsheng came out and squatted beside me. While stroking my short cut, he said softly, I'll invite you to go clubbing tonight. I said, I'll fuck your mother.But I was so weak, the sound I made was just um, um, um... Bao Jingsheng rested his index finger on my chin, and said, I'm shy.Even if you say yes, right? I raised my eyelids and saw a woman in red walking by on the playground from the guardrail on the third floor.She held her head up, a bit like Song Xiaodou, but she was uncertain because she looked taller.However, who has Song Xiaodou's single braid and that proud attitude?I don’t even believe it when I think about it. At this moment, I forgot about nausea, vomiting, and hunger, and watched the proud figure disappear behind a clump of privet. I looked like a zoo animal. The bear is looking at the tourists, what a poor bear. Bao Jingsheng said, ladies, ladies. My eyes were still focused on the clump of privets, and I felt that I was already very calm. I said, why should I go clubbing with you? He thought for a while and said, let's end the grievances between us. I imitated his so-called Beijing accent, and told him with a gun and a stick, if you want to invite me, please treat me to hot pot, and eat it firmly.What are you doing at the bar, fuck you, the aunt who is a nameless thing will faint when she sees it. Bao Jingsheng nodded and said, happy. Bao Jingsheng turned around and returned to the classroom, and announced the news to the public.He roared loudly, did you hear me, Fengzi wants to go clubbing with me! When I walked in later, I found that everyone's eyes were projected on me. They really seemed to be looking at a big bear that ran out of the zoo.Maybe, I thought, I was worse than a bear, staggering, my face was blue, and the corners of my mouth were still drooling.But I just pretend they don't exist!I walked back to my seat, picked up a book on the table and read it.Some words were hard to recognize, some content was hard to understand, maybe it was because I was not concentrating, so I tried my best to read them aloud. Suddenly, the thing in my hand was snatched away by a big hand.I saw Tao Tao standing in front of me angrily, and what he grabbed was Eva's "Great Impression".Immediately afterwards, I also found that those eyes staring at me turned into smiling mouths——I was dizzy, and I was actually sitting on that crippled seat. Tao Tao said, Feng Zi, you have gone too far, you have bullied others, and you have pissed all the way. I shook my head, and I said, I don't understand what you mean.I'm fucking famous for her and you gotta pay me a thank-you fee, don't you? Ali came over and stood between us. This was the first time that Ali stood between us since Taotao and I broke up.Ali's appearance is really indescribably pitiful. With a sad face, he persuaded Tao Tao, and then persuaded me. He said something like a mosquito in Tao Tao's ear, and said something else like a mosquito in my ear. .I glanced at Eva like lightning, Eva's eyelids drooped, her face was blushing, and she rubbed her hands repeatedly.I thought, she was so proud that I fulfilled her good deed.The passage I read was exactly her love letter to Tao Tao.I just said, you write really well. She didn't look up, she said, sorry you can't write it. I was stunned for a while, and couldn't find a word to repay Eva, so I became angry and suddenly pointed at her face and spit!Tao Tao rushed over and grabbed my hair, and pressed my head to death.But my board is too short, and I broke free immediately.I know that Tao Tao is determined, what can't a man do if he is determined?He grabbed my ear and pulled it desperately.After a burst of burning, my ears seemed to have been pulled off.His hands are really strong, and the backs of his hands have curly pig hair like a Yankee.I howled, damn it, my ears!my ears!And my ears! ! No one dared to answer, and no one dared to dissuade Tao Tao.He dragged me all the way to Eva, and I knew he wanted me to kowtow to her and confess my guilt.Oh, I'd rather die right now than put my head down, but my neck won't stiffen up, not harden up at all, and my head just goes down a little bit.Tears welled up and filled my eyes, I bit my lip, although I didn't make a sound, I was actually crying.I yelled loudly: Tao Tao, you really made me kowtow to the cripple today, I will kill you two dogs and men! Tao Tao loosened his hand, but did not let go. Bao Jingsheng came over and patted Tao Tao on the shoulder. He said, buddy, it's right to show off this little girl's arrogance, but don't play too much, right?You don't want it anymore, keep it for me, huh? Tao Tao did not speak. Bao Jingsheng put his finger on my chin again, and he said, "Little girl, come with me tonight?" I wanted to kick him twice, but I didn't have the energy.I just said, I'll fuck your mother!In fact, all I can say is, I soak, soak, soak.... Bao Jingsheng laughed, and then patted Tao Tao's shoulder, but he didn't let go of his hand.I guess Bao Jingsheng is trying harder, while Tao Tao is hesitating. I finally breathed a sigh of relief, raised my eyelids, and saw Zhu Zhu standing in a place far away, looking at us very quietly.Doubt flashed in my heart, how could Zhu Zhu be so quiet?But when I didn't have time to think about it, I glanced over and saw the poor lame with his hands folded in front of his chest, smiling and admiring everything Tao Tao had done for her. She was so happy that even her aquiline nose was twitching.However, I could also hear slyness and uneasiness in her triumphant voice. She said, Tao Tao, for Bao Jingsheng's sake, let the lunatic be spared this time. Ali's voice was trembling, and he was really panicked. He said, Tao Tao, Tao Tao, Tao Tao... . My heart was sour, poor Ali, he repeated Tao Tao's name in response to the cripple's request.At this time, the bell rang for the end of get out of class. Tao Tao took a breath, threw a mango peel at my ear, and walked away.But my ears don't know this, because they have long lost sensation. I straightened up and shook my whole body, like a poor dog crawling up from the water, shaking off the dirty water and all the disgusting things, I yelled and clenched my fists It hit Eva's hooked nose desperately! But the fist hit Bao Jingsheng's body.He held my fist and patted it lightly. He said, don't be crazy, don't be crazy, let's eat quickly, ah?He is lofty and magnanimous, as if what he just persuaded was just a trivial woman-in-law fight. When he talked about eating, my body softened all of a sudden.I put my face in my hands, I couldn't let anyone see me cry, and I said to myself, I'm fucking hungry.
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