Chapter 3 2

He continued to tell calmly—— "I am a former student. According to regulations, the military academy does not accept students in my situation. In the year after I failed the college entrance examination, I longed to live a life like my university in Gorky. I dreamed of being in this society. I showed my skills in college. I have worked as a charcoal sieve and bricklayer, baked bread in a grain processing factory, planted rice seedlings in the countryside, and sold pork at the farmers’ market. It seems that the vigorous energy in my body can only be achieved by non-stop labor. It was exhausted. Later, it was my high school class teacher, Mr. Li, who found me back. He encouraged me to repeat my studies and let me live in his house. That year, I passed the college entrance examination with a score of 50 points. My physique is still Not bad, so Teacher He, who went to the Dabie Mountains to enroll students, took a fancy to me at a glance. Teacher He reported my situation to the leaders of the military academy. After careful research, the military academy finally approved me as an indicator, so I was admitted by the military academy I did. So, I was lucky.

Most people understand that going to a military academy means becoming an officer, and wearing a military uniform is very powerful.I just think that going to military academy is very suitable for people like me who want to make a name for themselves.Because I am always longing, longing to live a life that is not so conformist and can't be seen at a glance. I am very grateful to the military academy, sincerely grateful.Saying that the military academy gave me a second life might sound like a cliché, but it's the truth.I love the military academy, and the military academy not only gave me a chance, a chance to go to college.Rather, it gives me a chance to realize my ideal in life.I want to go to military school, even though I have no problem with other colleges with my grades.For a young man like me who came out of the lower classes of society, the military academy not only gave me knowledge, but also gave me the possibility to make contributions.So, I cherish this opportunity.I will let myself practice well in my four years of study and life..."

Every word he uttered, every word he uttered, really fell to the ground with sound, and seemed to have a special rhythm, like the accent on the piano, hitting my heart one after another.I held my breath and listened attentively. Before the lights went out that night, in our dormitory, the girls were mourning the loss of the speech.Hao Hao lay on the bed with his eyes closed, covered with a green military quilt, and a white towel on his forehead, soaked in cold water.Hao Hao, who regards honor as her life, suddenly developed a high fever of thirty-nine degrees five in this major defeat.The severe mental trauma made her lie down on the bed as soon as she returned to the dormitory, and she really became "weak".

Zhu Yan, Ding Sumei, Yao Xiaoyao, and I were sitting on our little horses around Hao Hao's bed. The atmosphere was quite solemn, and it was easy to think of some kind of grief-stricken farewell scene. . "Hey, my god, it's thirty-nine degrees five. Hao Hao, you can't take it by force. Let's go to the outpatient department. It's unbelievable." Zhu Yan squinted at the fluorescent lamp and looked at the thermometer, while facing the bed Hao Hao said.Zhu Yan, a girl from Jiangcheng, has a strong local accent, neither south nor north, a little dazed and cute. Zhu Yan's figure can be called Yushu Linfeng's kind, and her face is also very attractive.On the day of reporting, she had a neat ponytail tied behind her head, and a bright yellow dress set her off fragrantly.The most distinctive feature is her pair of furry eyes, with thick and long eyelashes, as if a few will fall off in a blink.She likes to squint her eyes when she sees people, which is quite flattering.But I know that Zhu Yan didn't do it on purpose, because mild myopia who don't like wearing glasses see people like this.She is obviously a black peony, her complexion is as dark as a minority girl from Guangdong and Guangxi.But fortunately, her black is not the kind of hopeless black like charcoal, but slightly black.It is a spring evening, and the sky will be the color of the evening.

"Hao Hao, your speech is really good. Really, I like to listen to it. After I came down, several people praised you for your speech." Ding Sumei also persuaded.Ding Sumei, an Anhui girl, has a very good foundation, with thin eyebrows and eyes, a standard melon-seeded face, and a natural delicacy and delicacy.When not speaking, a very weak and quiet look.As soon as he spoke, he suddenly matured and became much older. "Think about it. No one stumbles when you are a human being. Being a woman is hard, and being a girl in a military academy is even harder! It's even more difficult!" Zhu Yan got up and put away the thermometer, and quickly sat back on the pony pony, While turning over the towel on Hao Hao's head.The girls in the philosophy department seem to be born good at reflecting on life, and Zhu Yan has already shown this characteristic.

Yao Xiaoyao from Hunan didn't say a word, lowered his head to peel the apple, then cut the apple into small pieces carefully, and put it into Hao Hao's mouth with a toothpick.Hao Hao turned his head, shut his mouth tightly and refused to eat, acting like a girl who would rather die than surrender. I took it from the side and ate it with my mouth open.The apples are sour and sweet, Xiaoyao looked at me and smiled, and just started feeding me.Beauty is cute. Among our five girls, no, I dare say that among the girls in the entire military academy, Yao Xiaoyao, a girl from Hunan, is the real beauty. Red carpet.Her swaying and moving figure is wrapped in a fiery red suspender skirt, reflecting her brocade-like skin that has been conditioned by the water of the Xiangjiang River.She held her neck as proud as a white swan, and her long ponytail hung high from her head to her waist.As soon as this beautiful stunner appeared, all the male animals in the military academy were awakened in an instant.That was 20 years ago, a suspender skirt was much more eye-catching than the avant-garde evening gowns worn by actresses on the red carpet at various film festivals today.At that moment, her graceful demeanor was no less than that of the heroine Marina in the Italian film "The Beautiful Legend of Sicily", which had not yet been born.

At that moment, all the male animals living in the military academy, whether they were leaning out from the dormitory window to look at the neck stretched out like a duck grabbing food, or were playing football on the playground, suddenly staggered and opened their mouths. Entering samadhi, or standing on the boulevard to watch the flow of halazi, as if seeing the envoy of the beautiful woman Luofu, the flow rate of male hormones suddenly increased.Almost at the same time, the boys heard the sound of crackling, kicking and kicking in their chests, as if their ribs were breaking.That is definitely the beautiful sound of love and animals in heat.

Unexpectedly, this girl with absolute first-class lethality walked into our dormitory gracefully.That night, she lay on my upper bunk like a gentle kitten, and became my sister who slept on my upper bunk.I am really excited about the arrival of such a beautiful woman.I'm not jealous of Xiaoyao, we are obviously far apart in appearance. So, I choose to worship, which is the worship of beauty. Zhu Yan stared at me with her dreamlike eyes and said: "Ye Xiaomi, you have a good appetite. You are responsible for this matter. Before Hao Hao spoke, didn't he practice in front of you several times? What do you do? Turn it off?"

I don't like to hear that.I opened my eyes wide, pushed down my glasses, and swallowed a piece of apple whole. "If you don't investigate, you don't have the right to speak. I haven't mentioned this word after several times of practice. Hao Hao played it on the spot, so..." I glanced at Hao Hao, who was weak on the bed, and couldn't bear to continue. "Can you stop surrounding me like this? I'm still far away from Mixiao Jiuquan." Hao Haoteng sat up after holding on for a long time, and she finally broke out in silence. Laughter resounded in our temporary dormitory during the military training, and the spring water was like joy.

Bad luck.After Hao Hao and I stumbled and fell off the horse, soon after, Zhu Yan followed suit and won the title of "Zhu Heishou". It was raining heavily, but our training did not stop.The subject of training is crawling forward.There is a lot of rain in the south. It has been raining since midnight and has not stopped. By early in the morning, it has been pouring downpours.The more the weather is like this, the more difficult the training subjects for our freshmen will be. On the grass of the playground, Zhu Yan struggled to crawl forward.She wasn't afraid of this kind of training at first, but that day she happened to have an old friend on her body. When the rain poured, the military training pants were covered with rainwater and blood, as if stuck to her butt, which made her feel very uncomfortable.And the lower abdomen began to tighten and hurt, and the person crawled on the ground, and he couldn't help breaking out in cold sweat, and the movements of moving couldn't help but slow down a lot.Zhu Yan reluctantly moved to the front of a dirt slope, according to regulations, she had to turn her body sideways, and then roll all the way down.But just as she turned her body sideways at this time, she felt a sharp pain in her lower abdomen. She lay on the ground panting heavily, feeling that her body had no energy at all like noodles.She buried her head, which had been tilted forward, lying on the ground, not wanting to move, trying to gather a little bit of strength before moving forward.

She didn't want to be slapped on the buttocks just as she lay down.Zhu Yan turned around to look, but the rain and fog blocked her vision, and she was already slightly short-sighted, so Zhu Yan couldn't tell which boy in the class it was for a while.After thinking about it, maybe it was a misunderstanding, so she endured it, and quickly rolled forward a few more times. After rolling a few times, a sharp pain came up.Zhu Yan lay on the ground and couldn't move. "Hey, are you okay?" The boy followed, and Zhu Yan got hit on the butt again.Scholars can be killed but not humiliated, this happens again and again.All of a sudden, Zhu Yan was annoyed.She didn't know where the strength came from, she jumped up suddenly, squatted down on the mound of dirt.On the opposite side, a boy was looking up at her in a daze. In a fit of anger and impulsiveness, she stretched out her left hand, went up and slapped that face twice.Then, she shook her head, stood up abruptly, and walked towards the queue to collect exercises. Unexpectedly, the boy Liao Fan came to the door that night.Before turning off the lights, he stood in the corridor and yelled Zhu Yan's name.Recognizing that it was Liao Fan's voice, I poked my head curiously, and Liao Fan stopped me.Liao Fan came to report to the military academy by the same train as I did. He read "Thus Spoke Zarathustra" by Nietzsche and did not close his eyes all night.I judged at the time that this long-haired young man in a pink shirt was destined to be the leader in our philosophy class.Now, he looks like an angry youth filled with righteous indignation. "She slapped me. Two more. Left and right. Why? You said, I provoked someone. Absolutely, she has mental problems." Liao Fan was indignant.As a fellow of mine, I especially like to add the word "absolutely". "He hit you?" I was stunned.Was that gangster that Zhu Yan talked about for a day, that black hand who rubbed off on her, was Liao Fan?Impossible, absolutely! At this moment, in the dormitory, Zhu Yan, who pays attention to the quality of life, is changing the nightdress she is wearing.In order to meet Liao Fan, Zhu Yan, who was already going to bed, had to change into the military uniform again. Her so-called nightgown was a translucent pink silk dress. When I first saw her shivering in the dormitory, I was very curious and asked endlessly. "This is a nightdress. I wear it when I sleep. You are still from Beijing, so you don't even know this. Women, you just have to be careful." Zhu Yan explained to me very seriously that the nightdress is worn on the Her body, to be honest, really set off her somewhat gracefully.Not long after, when there was an emergency gathering at night, Zhu Yan actually wore the nightgown as a coat under the military uniform when the wolves were running around.At the end of the long-distance run, the sky was bright, and Zhu Yan's pink tail caused a lot of laughter.Under the watchful eyes of everyone, Zhu Yan immediately vowed to bid farewell to the high-quality night life, and fell asleep in the shorts and vests issued by the military academy like all of us, completely returning to the true life of a revolutionary soldier. Zhu Yan finally came out of the dormitory. Liao Fan, who had been persuaded by me for a long time, was still angry, and asked her why she slapped her twice.Zhu Yan was so startled that she took several steps back, pointed at Liao Fan as if she was singing, and said, "Strange way, strange way, you've been staring at me all day long." She immediately pulled her face and said, "Ah, that black hand It's you, I haven't looked for you yet, you've come to look for me." Liao Fan was in a hurry: "Who is the black hand? Who is the black hand? You are the black hand. Zhu Heishou! It was raining heavily, and I didn't wear glasses. Your hair is cut so short and you wear a training cap. I don't think I will treat you as a It’s hard for boys. You, Zhu Yan, must rehabilitate and apologize to me, otherwise I will never be able to be a human being.” Zhu Yan became angry: "You are so unreasonable. I have to apologize to you after being hurt. I didn't know until now that you were the one who played the hooligan." Liao Fan was very excited: "Speak clearly, Zhu Yan, who is playing a hooligan? In front of Xiaomi, you speak clearly." The two argued for a long time in the corridor. If I hadn't pulled them away, they would have continued to argue endlessly. That night, after the lights out signal rang.In the silence, a faint sigh came from my upper bunk. "Miss upstairs, you've caused chaos in the daytime, and it's so cloudy at night, do you have anything to worry about?" I asked Xiaoyao. More than 20 years ago, Miss was still a compliment. "Puchi." Xiaoyao on the upper bunk smiled. At this moment, Zhu Yan kept turning over on Hao Hao's upper bunk, she must be tossing and turning sleeplessly.That Liao Fan actually called her "Zhu Heishou". I heard Zhu Yan's restlessness, "Why are you sighing? Isn't it 'Zhu Heishou', much better than my '006'." I deliberately teased her.Immediately, a pillow flew obliquely to my face.I yelled "There are assassins!" "Yao Xiaoyao, why do you want to go to the military academy? What's so good about the military academy? There is no distinction between men and women." Zhu Yan, the pillow killer, ignored me and turned to Xiaoyao. "Don't slander our great revolutionary military academy!" I continued, and then turned to Xiaoyao. "It's very wise of you to go to the military academy, really. As soon as you showed up, all the boys in the military academy turned into the words at the entrance of the restaurant - raw seafood. Look at those boys at dinner, see You, staring at each other, almost fell into the rice bowl." "Is there a soldier in the family? Join the army for the father, no, the son inherits the father's career?" After the "weak and weak" mistake, Hao Hao didn't seem to rein in the precipice, but preferred to stick to words. "Tell me, you may not believe it. I came to the military academy to hear the lights out." Yao Xiaoyao said leisurely. "Is the number of lights out so magical? I've been listening to it for 19 years, and I haven't heard anything special about it." I was a little puzzled. "She's called the lights-out complex. I really understand." Zhu Yan was no longer angry, and talked freely, "My middle school is just across a small road from our military academy. As you know, the High School Affiliated to Jiang University is a national key point. Waking up early every day, seeing the green phalanxes on the playground of the military academy from the dormitory building, I feel so mysterious. I always think about what it would be like to wear a military uniform. No, here I am. " "You are a typical military uniform complex." I summed up with wisdom, and then I said to Xiaoyao upstairs, "Hey, Xiaoyao, we will call you a little demon from now on, you are a little fairy who turns all living beings upside down. .” Everyone responds together.Even Ding Sumei, who has been silent all this time, agrees. Xiao Yao has a "light-off complex", Zhu Yan has a "military complex", so why do I go to a military academy?Is it just because of the scenes in the old movie "The Big Wave Washing the Sand" that suddenly jumped into my eyes? The night at the military academy is so quiet.Not far away from the Yangtze River, there was the sound of the whistle of the river boat, which was far and long. "I support the military academy 100%!" My mother's attitude became quite friendly and open-minded when she heard that I had changed my family to apply for the military academy. "The environment of the military academy is good, the food is good, and the management is strict. I don't worry! Besides, there are more men than women in the military academy, and things are rare and expensive. It's easy to find a partner. When you graduate, you can solve your personal problems by the way, so you don't have to worry about it when you come back." Please trouble me.” My mother, the white-clothed angel of the People’s Military Doctor in the revolutionary army, always maintains a consistent objective rationality and frankness in her speech. "You can't lead me blindly, the military academy doesn't allow their soldiers and students to fall in love." My father, who has always been principled and has been in the army for nearly thirty years, said from the side.My father joined the army from his hometown in Sichuan at the age of 16. There were about 200 people on the same boat, and now he is the only one still wearing this uniform.He participated in the War to Resist U.S. Aggression and Aid Korea and the Southwest Border War. He was born and died under the hail of bullets, and his affection for the army was far greater than his devotion to his family. It has always been my dream and goal to apply for the Chinese Department of Peking University.When I lit the lamp and boiled oil and studied hard, and almost struggled through the difficult and obscure adolescence, I had already armed myself into a literary girl through and through, and at the same time, I set my life goal on the shore of Weiming Lake.But the mock exams before the college entrance examination, the score difference of nearly 20 points from the first-class key line, pulled me away from this dream. How can I be reconciled, before the college entrance examination, I will not change my original intention and still want to apply for the Chinese Department of Peking University. My ideal in life is to go to that prestigious school full of books to fulfill my dream of being a writer.I firmly stated that even if I fail to pass the exam this year and next year, in order to realize my ideal, I would rather sacrifice myself and repeat the exam for another year.My mother came out immediately, and not only stopped me with a strong attitude, but also destroyed my dream of being a writer once again with her ruthless words like the autumn wind sweeping away fallen leaves.In the eyes of my mother who is a military doctor, being a writer is like a mirage on paper, and learning Chinese is far less safe and reliable than having a craft.She insisted that I fill in finance or law, which were the hottest fields in those days.I am determined not to do it. These are obviously completely irrelevant to my writer's dream.My mother and I had a cold war for several days, and finally the situation was deadlocked, and the day to hand in the application form for the college entrance examination was approaching day by day. As if by God's will, a few scenes from the old movie "The Big Wave Washing the Sand" suddenly jumped in front of my eyes one afternoon. Before the college entrance examination, my key middle school paid attention to cultivating students' self-learning ability. In the beginning of spring, students were sent home early to review their homework. There was only one class every Saturday, and the teacher would answer students' various questions. Confused day".Reviewing homework is really not an interesting thing, and my mother confiscated all the novels and poems I loved to read. I was bored, and I secretly watched TV after my parents went to work.It was a spring in the late 1980s, and there were only two or three programs on TV, and old movies were staged in turn.On a dusty afternoon, I came across the old movie "Big Wave Washing the Sand".On the screen, those passionate youths wearing military uniforms, singing passionate songs, and striding forward in the revolutionary ranks, especially the heroic military school girls, instantly ignited me.The love between the male and female soldiers who wanted to talk about it, which was still soul-stirring, deeply hooked my heart. What if I can’t pass the Peking University exam?Instead of sitting still and waiting to die, it is better to find another way.I thought, why don't you go to the military academy to make a living?At that time, my idol was the writer Sanmao, and I always had an urge to wander all over the world and make my home. So, when I was filling out my application for the college entrance examination, I suddenly proposed to add this military academy in Jiangcheng to the early admissions column.My military parents were pleasantly surprised for a while.My older brother, who was studying engineering in college, had long hair and was obsessed with the Beatles and Cui Jian.Back then, my father mobilized my brother to take the military academy entrance examination. Unexpectedly, my brother refused to go, saying that he had had enough of the military camp management at home, so he didn't want to go to the military academy to suffer second-time crimes, and he had to deal with that kind of prisoner-like haircut.Now that I take the initiative to devote myself to the construction of national defense and go to the military academy, my parents are naturally very interested, and for a while it seems like a joy from heaven. My college entrance examination scores came out, and I performed well, one point away from the first-class scores.After successfully passing the physical examination of the military academy, the admission notice came.Then came two admissions teachers from the military academy. While visiting my home, they also brought opinions from the leaders of the military academy.It is said that the military academy originally planned to enroll a girl in Beijing, but considering that I am a descendant of a soldier, and the college entrance examination score ranks second among candidates applying for this military academy in Jiangcheng in Beijing, the school decided to temporarily add a female quota. I couldn't sleep almost all night, and I wrote a lot in my diary.The night before departure, my brother told me that since I entered the military academy, I had to perform well, so my mother specially called an old comrade-in-arms of my father for the sake of an extra quota of girls.I was very depressed all of a sudden, and suddenly I couldn't lift my spirits to go to the military academy.So, am I not a backdoor soldier?What a frustrating thing to do. It was almost time to board the train, and I was still muttering to my parents who were sending me off at the station: "I don't want to go! I don't want to be a backdoor soldier!" Behind the glasses, my round eyes must be wide open, I'm serious .