Chapter 19 Chapter 18 Submerged-2

After Fangyuan left, Zhou Xin took Jinkui to visit the courtyard of the verandah painting building, and briefly introduced the purpose of each house, as well as the facilities such as air conditioning, floor heating, and electric plugs in the room, and occasionally asked about Jinkui's family and history. "...How long have you been here from Yunlang? It's been a month. Oh, do you go to school or work in Yunlang? This is a big living room, and the light switch is here. Usually, when there are no guests in this room, try not to turn on the lights , to save electricity. Are your parents still in Yunlang?"

"My parents are still in Yunlang. After graduating from middle school, I helped my parents with housework and odd jobs at home." Jin Kui answered like an endorsement, so Zhou Xin looked up and down, only to find that the girl was slender and tall, and she didn't look like she had worked, so she couldn't help asking: "What odd jobs have you ever done?" Jin Kui was dull for a moment, and replied: "Our family makes straw baskets, and we sell straw baskets. We don't make much money, but we still have enough to live on..." "Straw baskets?" Zhou Xin walked to another room and asked casually, "You can also make straw baskets?

" Jin Kui's footsteps were a little chaotic: "Yes." Zhou Xin said: "Yunlang grows bamboo, why not make bamboo baskets?" They left the house and walked into the garden along a narrow path.Some noble concubine bamboos and early garden bamboos are planted in the garden, which are dry and leafy, dark green and attractive. "Almost..." Jin Kui answered rather vaguely. Fortunately, Zhou Xin didn't pay attention, and the topic changed immediately: "There are lights in the garden, and the switch is over there. I'll tell you later. Be sure to check it every night. Look at the garden, and every house, and see if the lights are out, and see if the doors of every house are shut."

"Oh." Jin Kui followed suit, listened to Zhou Xin's directions, walked out of the garden, the two went to the living room, and sat down in the living room as the guest of honor, Zhou Xin's tone became more formal. "Xiao Jin, the reason why I trouble Lao Fang to help me find someone is because I want to invite a reliable person. Because my work sometimes requires business trips to other places and sometimes abroad, so I must keep a reliable person at home." Jin Kui nodded. Zhou Xin also said: "The work of caring for patients is dirty and tiring. You must have a sense of responsibility. If you don't have a sense of responsibility, you will definitely get bored after a few days. When patients are sick, they are usually sad, and sometimes they have weird personalities. It's easy to lose your temper or something, you have to be patient. To be patient, you must have love, can you have love for him?"

Jin Kui's voice was very low, perhaps only she herself understood the root of this promise: "I have it!" Zhou Xin smiled in satisfaction, nodded and said, "That's good." She and Zhou Xin cooked dinner for Jin Kui on her first day of work in this yard.In other words, she was the one who helped Zhou Xin do it.Zhou Xin told her what Gao Chun usually likes to eat, whether to take medicine first or eat first, etc., and pointed out all kinds of cooking utensils, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and other ingredients to Jin Kui one by one.When the soup was ready, Zhou Xin asked Jin Kui to send it to Gao Chun for him to drink first.Jin Kui carried it away.She went out of the kitchen, walked through the corridor, knocked on the door and walked into Gao Chun's bedroom.Gao Chun was sitting on the bed in a daze, not knowing what to think, seeing Jin Kui walking into the room alone, his eyes were very surprised, and he couldn't help sitting up straight.

This was the first time that Jin Kui was alone with Gao Chun after entering the compound.Jin Kui brought the soup to Gao Chun's bed, and she said: "Gao Chun, the soup is ready..." She herself didn't know where the trembling voice came from, because that was not what she wanted to say at the moment! Gao Chun stretched out his hand, but instead of taking the soup bowl, he spread his chest and hugged Jin Kui. Jin Kui also hugged her lover tightly, the soup bowl fell to the ground with a bang, and the soup flew into pieces.They still carried each other with forgetfulness, but suppressed their crying at the same time, the tears quickly wet each other's shoulders, and they could hear the wail rushing from each other's chest.They both thought that they would never find each other again, and maybe they still can't believe that this situation is not a dream; maybe they still can't believe that what they hold tightly in their arms is their eternal love.

Jin Kui can only be happy, only happy, and after finding Gao Chun, happiness will have a foundation and a future.Although she clearly knew that Gao Chun was already disabled, she clearly knew that Gao Chun was already the husband of another woman. This woman is Zhou Xin, who would have thought that? When Jin Kui objected to Gao Chun's job as a "private detective", she certainly never imagined that the woman Gao Chun followed would become his legal wife one year later. wife.All Jin Kui had to think about at this moment was that Zhou Xin was still cooking in the kitchen not far away. The simple meal had been cooked and placed on the tray, and Zhou Xin had brought it out of the kitchen, and walked through the coldly lit veranda into the High purity bedroom.What Zhou Xin saw after entering the bedroom surprised and upset her. The little aunt she invited threw the soup bowl on the ground on the first day of work.She saw Jin Kui squatting in front of the bed with her head bowed, cleaning up the mess, Gao Chun on the bed seemed to have been wronged, her eyes were red, and her face was more embarrassed and nervous than Jin Kui.

On the second day after Jin Kui went to work in No. 3 Courtyard of Renli Hutong, Fang Yuan came again, and he helped Jin Kui bring her luggage.Yesterday, Jin Kui just came to see a job, and I didn't know whether Zhou Xin was satisfied or not, so she didn't move all the big boxes and small bags together like moving house.Not long after Fangyuan put Jinkui's luggage in her room, Master Li and Junjun also came back from Yunlang's hometown.Judging from the faces of the father and daughter, Junjun should have done well in the exam.When she entered the courtyard gate, she ran all the way to her mother's house. The mother and daughter hugged each other, laughed and cried.Master Li put down his things and went to the backyard to find Zhou Xin to sell the vacation, and met Jin Kui at the door of Gao Chun's bedroom.Both of them were startled, and before they could speak to each other, the voices of Zhou Xin and Fang Yuan had already been heard.Jin Kui held the washbasin and bowed her head to dodge. Just as Master Li said the word "gold", Zhou Xin had already stepped forward to greet him:

"Master Li is back, when did you arrive?" Fang Yuan also greeted: "Master Li, you are going back to Yunlang, how is Jun Jun's exam? " When it comes to Master Junjun Li smiling, his mind immediately shifted: "Okay, okay, the test is not bad, it's okay. Oh, just let fate hehe." Zhou Xin said: "Junjun studied so hard, he must have done well in the exam." Everyone walked towards the front yard while talking, Master Li was still looking for Jinkui, he said to Fangyuan, "Hey, I saw Jin just now..." Fangyuan immediately interrupted: "Master Li, you have been away from Yunlang for a long time. , How do you feel going back this time, have you finished your house demolition lawsuit?" Master Li was busy coping: "Ah, this time I go back mainly to take the exam for Junjun, and I don't have the heart to ask about other things." So Then, already in the front yard, Zhou Xin went into the house to make out with Jun Jun. Master Li was about to follow, but was stopped by Fang Yuan behind him, and pulled to the side of the corridor door.

"Master Li, let me tell you something." Of course, what Fang Yuan told Master Li was about Jin Kui.Of course, Zhou Xin, Jun Jun, his mother and daughter in the room did not hear what happened to Jin Kui. In the evening, when the lights were turned off in bed, Master Li told his wife and daughter what Fang Yuan said. The wife and daughter were very surprised, almost in unison: "Golden sunflower?" Junjun was especially puzzled: "Why didn't Uncle Fang let you tell Sister Zhou Xin that you knew Sister Jinkui?" Master Li said: "Cough, how do you understand this... Cough, what Fang Yuan said is about the relationship between emotion and law. This relationship is too complicated, and I can't explain it clearly!"

Master Li's wife has been ill for a long time, her mind is becoming more and more confused, and she is even more confused about complex issues: "...the law, what law did they break?" Master Li tried to explain: "Jin Kui and Gao Chun are emotional issues, Zhou Xin and Gao Chun are legal issues, they are different." Looking at the faces of his wife and daughter who are still bewildered, Master Li frowned and said: "Hey , don’t talk about other people’s affairs, go to bed quickly! We are under the eaves of the people, and we bow our heads sooner or later. During the day, we eat our own food, and at night we have our own dreams, so let’s go to sleep!” On the second day after entering the No. 3 courtyard of Renli Hutong, Jin Kui started to cook independently in the evening of the second day.She cooked spicy steamed fish, salted eggs, sugared lotus root, and steamed pork that Yunlang people love most. Steamed pork with rice flour and spicy steamed fish are both the signature dishes of Chaohuang Restaurant, and Jin Kui's father's specialty dishes. Jin Kui has eaten them for more than ten years. In the past, Gao Chun mostly ate in bed, and most meals consisted of one dish and one soup, which was very simple.But the meal with four dishes and one soup couldn't fit in the bedside table, so it had to be placed on the small round table in the bedroom.Zhou Xin tried his best to move Gao Chun from the bed to the wheelchair, and pushed him to the table. Before he stopped, Gao Chun said, "Bring another chair, let her eat with us." The girl Gao Chun was talking about was of course Jin Kui who had just brought the food into the house.Zhou Xin hesitated for a moment, but followed Gao Chun's wishes, brought a chair, and brought Gao Chun's cup from the bedside to the table.She was afraid that Gao Chun's feet would be cold, so she took another pair of fur slippers and put them on Gao Chun's feet.But no matter what she did Gao Chun didn't care, his eyes stayed on Jin Kui all the time. "what do you drink?" He asked Jin Kui, Jin Kui was startled, and Gao Chun said, "There are juices, mineral water, and cola..." Gao Chun's enthusiastic "caring" for this little aunt, although Zhou Xin felt a little abnormal, he didn't think much about it, he just thought it was Gao Chun's kindness to the fellow.So she also echoed her husband's enthusiasm, and pretended to Jinkui: "The drink is in the refrigerator, you can get it yourself." Jinkui then walked to the refrigerator, but she was still serving the owner. She asked Zhou Xin: "What do you drink? I'll get it for you." Zhou Xin said: "Drink mineral water." Jin Kui asked again: "Where is Gao Chun?" Zhou Xin said: "You don't need to worry about him, he just drinks this chrysanthemum tea." Jin Kui brought a bottle of mineral water for Zhou Xin.Zhou Xin asked, "What do you drink?" Jin Kui said, "I drink the bottled one, which is in the kitchen." Zhou Xin went over to help her get a bottle of mineral water, and said, "Just drink this." The three of them sat around the table, and Gao Chun raised his glass with tea instead of wine: "Thank you for cooking so many delicious dishes." He thanked Jin Kui, completely ignoring Zhou Xin who was also busy all the time.But Zhou Xin was very happy that Gao Chun was in such a good mood today. Jin Kui first filled a small bowl of soup for Gao Chun, but unexpectedly Gao Chun drank it all in one gulp.Jin Kui immediately went to get the soup bowl that Gao Chun put down, but Zhou Xin took it over: "I'll do it." It seemed that the right to take care of Gao Chun's meals should belong to the hostess. Jin Kui was embarrassed for a moment and could only sit down. go back. Gao Chun ate three bowls of rice for this meal, and his appetite was unprecedented.Every time Jin Kui involuntarily reached out to serve him rice, Zhou Xin stopped him from taking the rice bowl.Zhou Xin asked Gao Chun with a smile: "How can you eat so much today, are you tired of eating the food I cook?" Gao Chun said "ah" straightforwardly, confirming that Zhou Xin would not come down to the stage.Jin Kui saw that Zhou Xin had lost face, and hurriedly smoothed things over: "My dishes are definitely not as good as sister Zhou's. He may not have eaten hometown food for a long time. Our Yun Lang's dishes are heavy, so he will eat better." " Zhou Xin said: "Oh." Asked Gao Chun: "Is that so?" Gao Chun looked at Jin Kui and said, "I used to eat like this, and I like to eat like this." Gao Chun's answer was like A kind of emotion, this emotion seems to have some deep meaning.Zhou Xin looked at Gao Chun and then at Jin Kui, not knowing how to answer the question.The three of them ate at the same table, watching each other secretly. Zhou Xin seemed to notice that Gao Chun's eyes were not without exception. Fortunately, Jin Kui kept her eyebrows low and reticent, which made people doubtful.Zhou Xin also took the initiative to take care of Jin Kui: "Hey, you should also eat more vegetables, don't be too polite." The atmosphere remained relatively harmonious. After the meal, Jin Kui cleaned up the table and chopsticks, and Zhou Xin took care of Gao Chun and went to bed.She turned on the TV in front of the bed for Gao Chun, but Gao Chun watched it absent-mindedly.His eyes still lingered on Jin Kui from time to time.Jin Kui went out with the leftovers. Zhou Xin looked at Gao Chun, then at Jin Kui's back, and asked, "What, do you still want to eat? Are you still full?" , and replied: "Ah, I'm full." Zhou Xin smiled and asked: "Is the girl beautiful?" Gao Chun was stunned: "No..." Zhou Xin helped him put the pillow on, changed the subject, and asked, "Watching TV, or sleeping?" Gao Chun didn't answer. He lowered his head as if he was in deep thought. Zhou Xin looked at him strangely, not sure if he was really tired or excited. Gao Chun's gaze, Jin Kui, of course understands, even though she has thousands of words, she can't say them.Everything has to wait until Zhou Xin goes abroad, until the moment when he can be alone with Gao Chun.When she put the leftovers back into the refrigerator in the large kitchen in the front yard, Master Li was boiling water in front of the stove. Seeing no one outside the house, he quietly chatted with Jin Kui. "Jin Kui, how are you doing now? I didn't know you were married until I heard what Lao Fang said. You said you and Gao Chun, how did you make such a mess by accident.You came here to talk to Gao Chun... how about it?You know that Gao Chun and Zhou Xin have already... Is it still useful for you to come back now? " Jin Kui put the vegetables in the refrigerator, and his movements were a bit slow. It's no wonder that Master Li didn't open any pot and lifted which pot, and every sentence mentioned Jin Kui's pain.She didn't know if it was useful for her to come here, she could only restrain her sadness and grievance, and answered as calmly as possible: "I came here to take care of Gao Chun, as long as Gao Chun's illness can be cured, I will do anything. " The date for the Great Wall Art Exhibition to go to Europe is imminent. Zhou Xin hurriedly made the final preparations for her long trip. The core of the preparation work was to teach Jin Kui how to take care of Gao Chun.Jinkui needs to be familiar with a lot of work, including how to make Gaochun’s bed, what things Gaochun should put on the bed before going to bed—water, cups, TV remote control, paper towels, etc.; and what curtains must be closed before going to bed What not to use; also learn how to lift Gao Chun from the wheelchair, how to wash Gao Chun's face and feet.You don't need to wipe your body every day. If you need to wipe your body, you can ask Master Li to come.Master Li is a man, which is more convenient.There are also high-purity excretion problems, and Master Li can also be asked to help.Even so, Zhou Xin expressed his gratitude to Jin Kui again and again: "Serving patients is a dirty and tiring job. Thank you if you don't dislike me." Zhou Xin sent the urinal brought back from the hospital to Jin Kui. Aoi demonstrated, showing her how to angle without getting the bedding wet. "Every morning you empty the jug, wash it, put it back in, and let him pee again at night before he goes to bed. When he wanted to defecate, he was pushed to the bathroom.If you can't hold him, call Master Li to come and hold him, it's okay. " After explaining the demonstration, Zhou Xin arranged for Jin Kui to move from the front yard to the back yard and into a small room not far from Gaochun.She also asked Master Li to go to the street to buy an electric bell, saying that it would be installed on Jin Kui's bedside. In case Gao Chun needed someone in the middle of the night, Jin Kui would come by pressing the button.It was almost noon after Jin Kui moved the house, Zhou Xin looked at his watch and asked Jin Kui to go to the kitchen to heat up the meal.She said that there is not enough time so don't make new dishes, so let's reheat the leftovers. Gao Chun liked those dishes yesterday. Jin Kui nodded in response and went to the kitchen in the front yard to warm up the dishes. After entering the kitchen, she opened the refrigerator and found that the leftovers had disappeared.She was looking around in a hurry, and Junjun came in with the empty dishes. Just as Jun Jun said, "Miss Jinkui, did you make this steamed pork? It's so delicious." Jinkui recognized the utensils in Junjun's hand, which she was looking for frantically.Her voice couldn't be controlled for a moment, and the question came out of the blue: "Why did you eat the food?" Junjun was taken aback, and Jin Kui complained repeatedly: "This food is still useful, why don't you eat it with me?" Say it!" Jun Jun was stunned in the kitchen, embarrassed to put the dirty dishes and bowls in her hands, her grievances piled up on her face: "My dad gave it to us." She asked Jin Kui: "Do you want to eat this dish?" Jin Kui was a little annoyed: "I didn't eat it, but Gao Chun wanted to eat it." The embarrassment on Junjun's face turned to his mouth, and his tone became a little stiff: "Then I don't know. When my dad comes back, he will give it to you again. It’s fine if you can’t do it.” While the two were talking, Master Li came back from the outside.Hearing the sound of the courtyard door, Junjun called "Dad" loudly, and the tone of his voice was full of displeasure.Master Li came in after hearing the sound, still holding the wire and electric bell he just bought.Junjun put down the dishes in his hands, and said to his father: "Dad, sister Jinkui is upset that you took the vegetables from the refrigerator." Then he said to Jinkui: "My dad took the vegetables, please tell him .” Then he pushed open the door resentfully and left. Master Li looked at the plate first, then at Jin Kui, but he still didn't understand what was going on: "What's wrong?" Jin Kui was anxious and annoyed: "How did you eat the leftovers I put in the refrigerator yesterday, why didn't you say anything?" Master Li was also not happy: "Hey, there are a little leftovers, it's not enough. I'm in a hurry to go out I went to buy an electric bell for you, Zhou Xin was in a hurry, and I didn’t have time to cook for Junjun and his wife, so I reheated the leftovers for them. Gao Chun, don’t eat leftovers, they are not nutritious.” Jin Kui turned around anxiously and looked through the refrigerator again, saying, "Zhou Xin is going to eat out soon, and Gao Chun still wants to eat the leftovers from yesterday, so you should say so if you want to eat." Master Li said: "I'll do it for you right away, what do you say?" Saying that his leftovers will be eaten by his teacher's wife and his junior sister, he will scold me! Can you please!" "Forget it," Jin Kui's mouth softened, he swallowed his anger, and hurriedly placed the hot pot on the stove, "I'll cook some noodles for them." Master Li sighed sullenly, and pushed the door to leave, Jin Kui turned around and called him back: " Then can you help me buy some dried noodles? There should be some in the non-staple food store at the entrance of the alley." Master Li stood still, and dawdled: "How much to buy, I don't have enough money. " Jin Kui hurriedly took out eggs and vegetables from the refrigerator, at the same time hurriedly took out money from her body, stuffed it into Master Li's hands, and said, "Hurry up, the water will boil soon." Master Li took the money and went out of the kitchen. He went back to his room first and put down the electric wires and bells on his hands. His wife probably just heard Junjun’s complaints, and asked her husband tremblingly: “Is Jinkui unhappy? Because we ate just now..." Before he could finish the question, he was interrupted angrily by the husband. "Have you finished eating? After eating and going to bed, I worry about everything. Is your illness okay?" Jun Jun was still upset: "I don't like women the least. Women are narrow-minded. In fact, Brother Gao Chun is not so difficult to serve." Jun Jun's dissatisfaction was obviously not only directed at Jin Kui, but probably also Zhou Xin, the hostess of the compound.Master Li let out a rough breath in empathy, and his face was gloomy.He said to himself: "Gao Chun is rich, and the people around him will also lose their tempers. People are like this, and their faces change when they get rich. Junjun, you must give me a good chance to get into college." , You have to give me good grades after being admitted to the university. In the future, you will earn a lot of money and become famous, just see how others treat you!" Master Li took the money and went to the non-staple food store outside the alley to buy dried noodles, but the anger about the money was still stagnating in his chest.The money Jin Kui gave was not a lot, only enough to buy two catties of ordinary dried noodles. He weighed the dried noodles and the remaining change and walked back to the alley, when suddenly a woman called him from behind. "Sir, are you from Courtyard No. 3?" Master Li stopped and looked back at the woman.The woman was about thirty years old, not tall, with calm eyes, somewhat masculine features, and a rough voice. "Are you from Courtyard No. 3?" The woman stepped forward and asked again.Master Li nodded in a daze: "yes." "My surname is Sun, what's your surname?" "What's the matter with you?" "Is this family's surname Gao?" Seeing that Master Li was vigilant and did not answer, the woman leaned closer and whispered, "Can I have a chance to talk?" "What are you talking about, where are you from?" Master Li's eyes were alert and he stopped.The woman surnamed Sun didn't change her face, she took an envelope and handed it to Master Li, "Just a few words, thank you for your hard work." Master Li took the envelope and took a look, there was money inside, about four or five bills of one hundred yuan, pinched in front of the envelope. In the hand, it is quite stiff. He pushed the money back, "You're welcome, you're welcome..." But his own voice was much more polite: "Where are you from, what do you want to talk about?" The dried noodles went down into the pot, and the boiling water sank.Jin Kui was busy pouring the cooked marinade into bowls, while Master Li stood in front of the stove, staring at the pot of chaotic bubbles in a daze. Jin Kui divided the cooked noodles into two bowls, added a bowl of marinade, put them on a wooden tray, and brought them into Gaochun's bedroom.At this time, Zhou Xin had just closed the window for ventilation, and seeing the lunch on the tray, he couldn't help but wonder: "Why are you cooking the noodles? Where's yesterday's food?" Jin Kui said: "I forgot to put yesterday's food in the refrigerator. I'm afraid it won't be fresh after a night." Zhou Xin said: "It's okay, that dish is quite salty, and it won't go bad if left overnight. You'd better warm it up and bring it over. Let him eat if he wants to eat." Jin Kui stood still, hesitated for a moment and said, "I, I was poured." Both Zhou Xin and Gao Chun looked at her strangely.Zhou Xin said: "Why did you fall, where did you fall? " Jin Kui hesitated for a while, and had to say again: "I ate it." Zhou Xin was stunned and didn't answer, but Gao Chun immediately said, "Ah, then I'll eat noodles, I really like noodles." Zhou Xin looked back at him: "Didn't we eat noodles a while ago? Are you tired of eating?" Although Jin Kui said: How about I go out and buy some food and cook it again, and steam some rice for an hour at most, Zhou Xin still criticized Jin Kui.Of course, the criticism was not in front of Gao Chun, but after leaving the bedroom with Jin Kui: "You can eat," Zhou Xin said: "But we must first think of the patient and ensure his needs first. You Do you agree?" Jin Kui lowered her head and said: "Agreed." Zhou Xin added: "And you must not think that people who live in this kind of yard have money anyway. Even if you really have money, don't waste it, and don't throw away leftovers that you can eat. Everyone should get into the habit of thrift. Do you agree?" Jin Kui lowered her head again and said, "I agree." The day came when Dumu Painting Workshop went to Europe to hold an art exhibition. On the day of departure, Gu Zi drove a jeep he bought at the second-hand car market to pick up Zhou Xin in the No. 3 courtyard of Renli Hutong.While moving the luggage outside, Master Li also pushed Gao Chun to the front yard, ready to see Zhou Xin off.The last thing Zhou Xin had to do before leaving was to show Jin Kui the big dragon-carved cabinet where the money was kept in Gao Chun's bedroom.After getting out of the bedroom, Zhou Xin instructed again: "Don't put Gao Chun's ID card and passbook in the same drawer every time you run out. I gave Gao Chun the key to the drawer. When you need money, ask him for it. After withdrawing the money Just return the key to him in time. Except for the necessities of your daily life, you must call me and ask me if you need to spend money elsewhere." Jin Kui helped Zhou Xin carry the luggage and asked, "Wan What should I do if I need something urgently and I can’t find you on the phone? There is a time difference between Italy and here. If there is something urgent, can I ask Gao Chunxing?” Zhou Xin thought for a while and said: “You should ask me, I will The mobile phone is turned on 24 hours a day. Gao Chun is too soft-hearted and will not reject others." He also said: "Although the money is from Gao Chun, Gao Chun's property is now managed by me, so I have to pay for it. He takes responsibility." Zhou Xin and Jin Kui walked to the front yard together, and Master Li and Gao Chun were already waiting at the gate of the yard.Before Zhou Xin got into the car, under the watchful eyes of Gu Zi and Jin Kui, he kissed Gao Chun's cheek.Her parting kiss made Jin Kui in front of her and Gu Zi behind her both tighten their mouths and stare intently. Zhou Xin got into the car, and the car drove away.Jin Kui and Master Li pushed the wheelchair into the hospital together, and Master Li helped Jin Kui lift the wheelchair up and down the steps in the front and back yards, and the cooperation was quite tacit. Although Gao Chun is thin, he is tall and not light in weight. Pushing it to the backyard, Gao Chun suddenly said: "Master Li, thank you." Then he said to Jin Kui: "Jin Kui, push me to the garden for a walk, I want to bask in the sun." Master Li let go of his hands knowingly, watching Jin Kui push the wheelchair into the garden, his eyes were fixed on the full moon-shaped doorway in the garden without turning around, as if trying to hear some movement in the garden... ...But, apart from a faint sound, he didn't hear any sound. In fact, Gao Chun, like Jin Kui, has recovered from the excitement of meeting for the first time. What they want now is not just hugs and kisses, but heart-to-heart communication. They first talked about the illusion of history, Gao Chun said: "I always thought you were married, everyone said you married a rich man..." Jin Kui said: "I will not marry anyone but you Yes." Gao Chun wanted to cry, but held back: "But I'm married, so I didn't wait for you. Jin Kui wanted to laugh, but also endured it: "But I found you!"I have been thinking for so many days, every day, as long as God can let me find you, let me see you, no matter how I am punished, I am willing.I don't care if you can walk or not, I don't care if you are married or not, as long as I can see you every day, I will be satisfied. " Gao Chun still cried, tears streaming down his face.Jin Kui grinned, but her eyes were full of tears, she said: "Really, I think my luck is really good, it's like losing a favorite treasure, suddenly one day it belongs to me again... But Gao Chun shook his head: "But I don't want you to come back like this. I once swore to let you live a happy life!" The day Yun Lang ran out, I swore that I would be with you in this lifetime! Aren’t we together now? To be together is happiness!” Gao Chun said: "But I don't want to be together secretly like this, like now, hiding in a place where no one is talking, crying and laughing have to find a place where no one is. I want to live with you openly like in the past, What I want is such happiness!" "But it's impossible for us to do this now," Jin Kui originally wanted to comfort Gao Chun, but the words choked up a little at this point, "It's impossible for us to practice dancing together in the morning, and you pick me up at night Now, we can only be like this now, avoiding people, separated by walls, can only think about each other in our hearts, and be thought of by them in our hearts, this should be considered happiness, we can't be like the past. " But Gao Chun said: "No, nothing is impossible. As long as you still love me, we will be able to get the kind of happiness we want. Anyway, I have died once, so I am not afraid of anything. I can be with Zhou Xin divorced, I can leave the house and money to her, and then I will follow you!" "what?" Jin Kui was taken aback, she didn't expect Gao Chun to have the idea of ​​elopement.Abandoning his property, his wife, and this deep palace-like compound he owned, he would not hesitate to be empty-handed and suffer all his life, to follow her! She was really taken aback, and she couldn't help lowering her voice, so soft that only she could hear: "What did you say?" That night, Fangyuan came. Fang Yuan was taken into the courtyard gate by Jin Kui, deliberately avoiding the row of upside-down houses where Master Li's family lived in front, and did not go to the backyard. That hill, in a flat-roofed house on the hill that is not afraid of the ears of the partition wall, I met Gao Chun waiting here. Fang Yuan was invited by Gao Chun, and Gao Chun invited Fang Yuan to make a special night visit, which meant a lot to him and Jin Kui.The issues they want to discuss with Fang Yuan are related to his and Jin Kui's future fate, as well as their lifetime happiness.They may have been blinded by the longing for happiness, so that they didn't expect that the decision that made Gao Chun swear by it and Jin Kui was surprised and happy would be poured cold water by Fang Yuan without hesitation, chilling the heart. "divorce?" Fang Yuan was obviously surprised when he first heard this word, and immediately shifted his gaze from Gao Chun's face to Jin Kui, as if this must be Jin Kui's idea, Jin Kui's instigation.Jin Kui opened his mouth to explain something, but Fang Yuan had already looked away, and his reasons for objecting sounded quite powerful, not only citing morality, but also affirming interests. "Gao Chun, don't forget that although your father inherited this yard and his personal savings for you, the premise is that your sister Cai Dongping will manage it on your behalf. The reason why you can really control and enjoy these properties now is because Zhou Xin married you! Zhou Xin will manage these properties as your wife instead of your sister. Once you file for divorce now, Cai Dongping will definitely take advantage of this opportunity and make a comeback like a returning home. You are young and do not understand the law. If you make a fuss, you have to mess things up." Jin Kui still wants to argue: "But I love Gao Chun. Zhou Xin married Gao Chun just to help him, that's not love! Although Gao Chun's legs are bad, he still needs love. Only I really love Gao Chun!" Fang Yuan did not agree with Jin Kui's statement, but he did not directly argue with Jin Kui, but still cast his eyes on Gao Chun: "Do you think Zhou Xin doesn't love you? Do you think she married you because she fell in love with the gift left by your father?" Your savings, have you taken a fancy to this yard of yours?" Fang Yuan's attitude in life has always been round but not square, and he is rarely so horizontal: "Gao Chun, look at yourself, Zhou Xin wants to be tall and handsome She looks good, and he is also an artist. Where can I not find a good man? Lu Ziqiang has chased her hard enough, she is not tempted. Everyone knows that if she marries you, she will be a widow for the rest of her life. Isn't she In order to repay you, I will use my life's happiness to fulfill this responsibility to you! Today's young girls, these people who are engaged in art, how many people care about responsibility!" Fang Yuan was questioning Gao Chun, but it was Jin Kui who answered for Gao Chun: "We thank Zhou Xin, she can now find the man she likes, an excellent man, we don't need her to repay Gao Chun anymore, no need What responsibility does she have anymore, she doesn't need to make another lifelong sacrifice, now that I'm back, I can fulfill this responsibility for her. I don't care whether Gao Chun can stand up, walk, or have children I will take care of Gao Chun for the rest of my life!" Gao Chun also opened his mouth, and his words were more tactful than Jin Kui, but the meaning was the same as Jin Kui: "I am very grateful that Zhou Xin can marry me. I will not let her fulfill this responsibility in vain. I can give my money and This yard is left to her, and then Jin Kui and I leave here. Even if we still live in the garage before, I still want to live with Jin Kui. This yard is very valuable, and there are a lot of furniture here. The painters saw it once, and they all said that many of the furniture here are made of red sandalwood and huanghuali, and that these furniture are very valuable. I will leave them to Zhou Xin!" "You can leave the yard to her, yes! But can she get it!" Fang Yuan sneered at Gao Chun's "divorce condition": "Don't say you left, you are dead... Don't blame me for being unlucky, even if If you are dead, this yard will not be inherited by her. In order to successfully accept your father's inheritance and get the money for your life-saving as soon as possible, Zhou Xin signed and renounced the right to inherit the No. 3 yard. Needless to say you Divorced with Zhou Xin, as soon as you leave this yard, your sister will be able to triumphantly and take over here in a justifiable way! Don't think about things too simply, how much did it cost us to invite your sister out from here? Twists and turns, you don't know this process! I have participated in this process, and I know Gao Chun better than you!" "But Gao Chun doesn't love Zhou Xin, why force him to stay with Zhou Xin for the rest of his life!" Jin Kui choked up, Fang Yuan wasn't tempted, but he finally turned his gaze to Jin Kui: "Jin Kui, do you know that Zhou Xin didn't love Gao Chun back then, but for Gao Chun's benefit, she decided to stay with him for the rest of her life?" Together!" "What Gao Chun wants is not money, not this yard, not the dead furniture in this yard, what he wants is living people, people who can truly love him!" "Yes! You are right. When Zhou Xin and Gao Chun got married, what she brought to Gao Chun was not love. But do you know what she brought to Gao Chun? It was life!" Fang Yuan stared at Jin Kui, His face has never been so serious, "At that time, Gao Chun had no money to treat the disease, and the hospital had almost stopped treating him. At that time, Gao Chun was waiting to die! If a person doesn't even exist, how can there be love? At that time, Zhou Xinrang Gao Chun survived, and lived to the day when you can finally meet him. So not only Gao Chun, but you also have to repay Zhou Xin well!" Jin Kui cried: "I can repay her, I can repay her in any way, but she should also admit, admit the history between me and Gao Chun..." Fang Yuan interrupted Jin Kui and concluded: "She only wants you to admit the reality! The reality is also formed by history. Your love for Gao Chun is history, and her marriage to Gao Chun is also history. Moreover, it is not only history, but also reality. Respect The reality is to respect history. History is: you gave Gao Chun love, she gave Gao Chun life. The reality is: you are Gao Chun’s nanny, and she is Gao Chun’s wife.” Jin Kui's tears dried on her face, her eyes were stuck in the air.Gao Chun looked at Jin Kui and Fang Yuan in bewilderment, the two stopped arguing and remained silent like a blade.Gao Chun's eyes were blank... After the silence, Jin Kui still persisted stubbornly, but calmness had replaced choking, pleading had replaced argument: "Old Fang, do you really want Gao Chun to be like this for the rest of his life?" "What kind?" "Gao Chun's current situation...he needs to feel happy more than ordinary people. He needs a woman who loves him." "How do you know that Zhou Xin doesn't love him now?" “你刚才还说，周欣是出于同情，才和高纯结婚……” “可他们毕竟结了婚！他们毕竟生活在一起了，你怎么知道不能日久生情？周欣对我说过，她说她既然嫁给高纯了，就一定会对他负责一生。她不愿意像高纯父亲和她自己的父亲那样始乱终弃。高纯你自己说，周欣对你怎么样，她是不是在尽心尽力地照顾你？这次如果没有找到让她放心的保姆，她甚至决定放弃去欧洲参加画展。能参加这样的画展，是她从上美术学院那天起就梦寐以求的事情！高纯，你公平地说一句，周欣对你到底好不好？” 高纯张了半天嘴，不得不承认：“……好，她……她是好人。” “那就好，”方圆看了金葵一眼，对高纯说了最后一句：“别伤害好人！” 方圆走了。 金葵代高纯送别方圆，他们没有再走后院的小路，而是抄近穿过前院，从李师傅一家亮着灯光的房前走过，出了三号院的院门。 出了院门，站在门洞里，方圆才开始埋怨金葵：“我带你来这儿之前咱们不是都说好了吗，你怎么不守信用！你的心情我可以理解，可你也得替我想想，人家周欣那么信任我，让我给她找人照顾高纯，走的时候又把高纯托付给我，让我有什么事及时帮你。她万一要知道了我给她介绍来的就是高纯原来的女朋友的话，那她还不得气疯了！ 如果你再挑唆着高纯跟她闹离婚，那周欣还不得跟我翻脸了。 " 金葵不再吭声，黑暗的门洞里，只有低声啜泣。方圆这才把口气放缓，连嗔带劝：“而且现在高纯的这种现状，他面临的主要问题就是治病。医生认为他现在的病情正处在一个十字路口上，治得好可以向好了转，治不好也可以向坏了转。他姐姐那边还在虎视眈眈，随时等着机会再杀回来，这种时候你们怎么能折腾这么大的事呀。你要真爱他就好好照顾他，帮助他把病治好，在他的身体还没恢复之前，什么事都别提，都别节外生枝。来之前这些情况我都跟你说了你也都答应了，早知道你这么不懂事我真不该把你带过来了。” 一辆空驶的出租车路过，方圆喊出门洞，上车走了。金葵在他身后说声“老方再见”，声音哑得连自己都没听清。 方圆走了。金葵留在门洞里无声地哭了一会儿，让积在喉咙里的眼泪尽情流出。她走回院门时在黑暗的门道碰上了一脸鬼祟的李师傅，她忙着擦眼泪，李师傅忙着装正经，他说：哟，还没休息？她答： 啊，这就休息。其实金葵何等敏感，她知道李师傅说不定已经在院门的背后，听了很久很久。 那夜金葵照顾高纯回到卧室上床睡觉，她默默地给高纯擦脸擦手，两人之间不知还能再说什么。金葵起身离开时高纯抱了她。他们抱在一起流泪，所有铭记不忘的往事，都随着泪水在心里流转。 夜里，金葵按周欣的要求，检查了前院后院及花园的每个角落，关好每一盏灯，锁好每一扇门。然后，她就睡在了后院的那间小屋。 小屋和大屋距离很近，相连一条曲折的游廊，游廊两端的一对男女，如咫尺天涯一样煎熬。 高纯与金葵同样无法入睡，他从床上起来，想拉过轮椅不成，失重摔在地上。他拖着没有知觉的双腿，爬向一侧的柜子。那是一对黄花梨的雕龙大柜，是父亲生前心爱的收藏。他吃力地将一个柜门打开，柜子的底部有一个隐蔽的闷户橱，他用尽全身力气将闷户橱的盖板掀起，累得额上布满汗珠。他在闷户橱里摸索良久，摸到那只存放户口本房产证之类证件的小盒，打开盒盖最先入眼的亮物，正是那只碧绿的琉璃。他把琉璃攥在手里，连柜门也不去关闭，用剩余的力气爬回床头，按响了呼叫金葵的电铃。 金葵很快赶到了，吃惊地看到高纯靠床坐在地上，面色苍白，双颊汗湿。她连忙问他怎么了，是不是自己摔下来的？高纯并不答话。 他在金葵试图抱他上床时拉住金葵，出人意料地将那只琉璃戴在了她的颈上。 忽现的琉璃让金葵凝神息声，这是他们久违的信物。她把那颗心形的琉璃托在四目之间，那透澈的光泽难以承受，这块碧绿的完璧制造了心碎的时刻，金葵的眼泪随着哽咽一起迸出。 “我想过，我想过它应该还在呢，但我没敢问你。你现在应有尽有，我不敢问它还是不是你最爱的东西，我不敢问它还是不是属于我。” 高纯无力哭泣，无力拥抱，他只能伸出手来，将金葵眼角的泪珠轻轻擦掉，“它是你的。”高纯还可以发出声音，声音和碧玉一样清澈：“是我们俩的。” 那一夜两人没有更多言语，他们坐在高纯的床边彼此相倚。清晨来临高纯才将将睡去，金葵让他枕着自己的双腿，看他睡得如婴儿一样安宁。天亮后她扶高纯上床盖好被子，自己起身到前边的厨房去做早饭。饭快好时李师傅也来了，在火上为妻子女儿煮药熬粥，见到金葵眼睛通红，不由主动表示关切。 “怎么了，昨晚没睡好啊？” “没有，”金葵说：“昨晚高纯不小心从床上掉下来了，我过去帮他来着。” 李师傅说：“照顾病人是不容易，也够难为你的。”又问：“高纯对你还好吧？你们过去感情不错，高纯是个念旧的人，这一点我最了解。” 关于她和高纯关系的任何话题，都是金葵理应避讳之处，她潦草地应付一句：“啊，还行吧。”别无多语。 李师傅却很执着，继续追问下去：“还行吧是好呢还是不好？” 金葵不得不正面表态：“李师傅，你知道我到这儿来，就是来照顾病人的，对我来说，这只是一份工作。病人对我好与不好，都无所谓的。” 李师傅愣了一下，马上点点头：“那倒也是。”他不知怎么忽然看到了金葵颈上的那块琉璃，立即大惊小怪地叫了起来：“哎，这不是高纯的东西吗？” 金葵转身把琉璃摘了，收进兜里：“这是我的。” 李师傅点头笑笑：“噢，对对对，是那时候高纯给你买的。”他看看窗外，凑近金葵，压低声音：“哎，周欣以前没见过你吧，她知道你和高纯过去的事吗？” 金葵有点反感：“我和高纯过去什么事啊？” “你们俩……你们俩的事呀，你们过去的关系……” “她不知道。”金葵断然说明：“过去是过去，现在是现在，现在我就是来打工的。我挣我的钱，做好我的事，别的不想。” “对对，那是。”李师傅同感：“我现在也是，我也不提我和高纯过去的关系。高纯还叫我师傅，那是客气，那是人家的仁义，我可不凑上去倚老卖老摆师傅的架子。”稍停，李师傅又问：“周欣每月给你开多少钱呀？” “九百，管吃住。”金葵不认为这是秘密。 “九百？太少了。”李师傅有些不平：“在北京，请人照顾病人一个月至少得一千二。照顾病人又脏又累，你看你昨晚一晚上都没睡好吧，九百太少了。你没跟高纯说说？” “我跟高纯，不谈钱的。” “你们过去可以不谈钱，谈感情嘛。现在谈不了感情了，那就得谈钱。经济社会，谈钱不丢人的。何况你就是来挣钱的，干吗跟他们客气！现在高纯的钱都是周欣管着的，这工资标准肯定是周欣定的，要是高纯定高纯肯定不会给这么少的。高纯这人我了解，最念旧了。 周欣不行。 " 金葵停了动作想了一下，然后继续低头做饭，未置一词。李师傅暗暗看她表情，猜不出她是心被说动，还是无动于衷。 金葵做的早饭是牛奶、果汁、煎蛋、火腿肠和烤面包，丰富诱人地摆在一只大托盘上，李师傅帮忙打开厨房的门，看着托盘上精美的食物问了一句：“你们两个人够吃吗？”金葵说：“我就吃点面包，其它是高纯一个人吃。” 金葵端了托盘朝后院去了。李师傅转头看看灶台，灶台上热着自家的早饭，只有粥和馒头，配了酱豆腐和一碟咸菜，与高纯的早饭自然不可同日而语。他发了会儿愣，脸上不知在想些什么。或许人与人的命运千差万别，温故而并不能知新吧。 金葵刚刚照顾高纯吃完早饭，周欣就把一个越洋电话打到高纯床头，她告诉高纯她已经到了意大利的首都罗马，这几天正在加班布展。她问高纯身体好不好，是不是按时吃药，按时去医院治疗。还问高纯一个人孤单不孤单，想不想她。孤单的话可以给她打电话，可以看看碟看看书……高纯一一应答，金葵一边收拾碗筷一边听他们夫妻对话，能听出电话那头的女人，也是真的牵肠挂肚。 金葵默默地把碗筷端出卧房，端到前院厨房去洗，李师傅过来说他上午要出门办点事去，托金葵代为请假。上午推高纯去花园晒太阳的时候金葵把李师傅请假的事和高纯说了。两人聊起李师傅这么多年为妻子女儿操心劳力，既是义夫，又是慈父，不容易的。金葵说：如果有机会，我也是个贤妻良母的女人，我也会好好爱我的爱人。高纯说：这我知道，所以你不应该在这里呆着。你应该好好去练舞，你还年轻，基本功又好，练过童子功的人无论停了多久，一练还是能很快恢复的。你应该练好了去考舞蹈学院或者舞蹈团，你应该去完成你一直梦想的事业。有了事业你就可以去找一个配得上你的人，结婚，生个孩子……高纯见金葵眼圈红了，又说：我真的不希望你放弃理想，放弃你应该有的幸福。金葵说：可跳舞是我们共同的理想，没有你我不会幸福。高纯说：是啊，我们从小最大的梦想，就是成为最好的舞者，征服舞台，征服观众，征服一切喜爱舞蹈的人。现在我已经跳不了了，可我真想让我的灵魂，我的梦想，附在你的身上，让你代替我，去实现这个梦想，去实现这个誓言。我们不是为爱而生的，我们是为舞蹈而生的！我们是天生的舞者！ 金葵眼里含了泪水，她仰起头不想让泪水流下。仰头时她看到了太阳，太阳迷惑了她的双眼，让她想到了舞台上辉煌的灯光，灯光带动了音乐，音乐带动了幻想，她仿佛看到了台下黑压压的观众，观众的专注给予她久违的激情，激情是舞蹈的源泉和动力，让她想象到他们曾有的英姿——旋转的优雅，腾跳的飘逸——冰火之恋的一招一式，在幻觉的舞台上行云流水，水起风生……