Chapter 7 Wuhenzhi·Dream Journey

Text/Qian Qiqiang Inscription: It may be impossible to have no trace, but many times the memory fragments will flicker unclearly, especially about dreams, but the scary thing is that maybe I don't know whether it is a dream or reality, and I don't know the moment of death or change , what we have will only be one piece after another of tile-blue voids. Book 1: Asura (one) "Where are you going?" the man in the coir raincoat asked me.His eyebrows are not clear, but he can clearly see that his black pupils are particularly large, and his body is covered with green will-o'-the-wisps, but he can clearly see his slightly rosy face, he is young, but his voice is thick and powerful, and I am in the same boat with him.

"Where are you going? Where are you going?" I muttered in my heart, I got up in a panic, and found that the boat was very small, I trembled slightly, I shook my body, but I didn't know the direction of the darkness, where is this?Where am I going? "Where are you going?" he asked me mechanically, his hat pushed back. "Where is this?" I didn't move forward, and sat down alone, wrapping myself in a thick scarf. "This is the River of Fire, leading to the Forgotten City." "Forgotten City, Hellfire River." I suddenly remembered my painting, the black endless lake, black coir raincoat and green will-o'-the-wisps, rippling water waves, this is my original painting .I lucidly feel that this is a dream.I took the scarf away, suddenly not remembering who I was.The memory was so strangely broken for a moment that I didn't know myself at all.

"Where is that on the other side?" "The other side, there is no other side here, there is only one way forward, or stop and not go forward. You see the water waves just flow in one direction, forever." "how far is Forever." He began to be silent, I asked him why I was on the boat, he just shook his head, shook his head.What the hell is wrong with me, am I completely insane?I hugged my head and wept a little bit, but the eye glands seemed to be blocked, and I couldn't shed a single tear. "This is the leading lake of the Forgotten City. Tears are not allowed, so no one can shed a single tear."

"Who are you?" I began to fear this man more than the darkness in front of me. "I am the god of death, Cymbidium, Pluto." He jumped into the lake, and the underworld fire disappeared and dimmed, and his body sank to the bottom of the water little by little.I paced and looked, but the lake was not clear at all because it was dark.I turned my face to the lake a little bit, and got closer to it. I even stretched out my fingers to touch it, and it was cold to the bone.Very quiet. Suddenly there was no way to go, so he grabbed the oar and paddled alone, but he couldn't hear the sound of the oar rubbing against the lake water.What's wrong.What's wrong.I kept asking myself, I said to myself, this is just a dream, just a nightmare, I jumped into the water, it was very warm, there seemed to be a warm current floating in the veins of my body, I closed my eyes and enjoyed the moment.Fall asleep a little bit, enjoying the caress of the sun.

After the sun opened the curtains, I was sure it was a dream.I picked up the pen and started to draw those, and it was black, with trembling girls, and drowned girls who died smiling. I am a person with a curse. My parents died when I was very young, and there is no trace of them until now.Everyone wondered that I survived in the woods while my parents disappeared.I was five years old and no one wanted me because I was strange to them.I don't cry, I don't smile, I only wear thin clothes all year round but don't feel cold.I even suspect that I am not human.Fortunately, my blood is normal red. When I broke the glass that time, I saw them flow and flow, but I also thoroughly discovered that my wound didn't hurt, and it didn't seem to hurt me.I started to live alone and moved to this new city. I was 21 years old at that time, and I called myself Norman.I actually don't know what my real name is.

Since my parents left, I started to have different and even strange dreams, as if they were going to tell me something, but I didn't know why they were only black and blue.And my curse is horror, I know I have the ability to curse and even hypnotize.I've killed a lot of people, even though they say I didn't do it. They are women from the orphanage. They saw the little girl jump down with their own eyes. They didn't know the reason was that she robbed my doll. Then I said, go to hell!Then she died, cursed!No one believes my curse.Later, I vaguely remembered the fragments in my memory, but I couldn’t piece them together, so I learned to draw and draw all the memories, I was afraid that I would forget.

(two) The girl Tong Xin asked me to learn painting. It seemed that she didn't want to. She was dragged by her mother just because I was a famous painter.I still don't know how I became famous, I just sold some paintings. The girl seemed to be very docile, with long hair and a dazzling red headband. She held a doll in her hand, and she never left her hand even when she was painting.The doll looked strange because one eye was blue and the other was black.Little girls like to tie and dye those pupils with paint, and my heart trembled inexplicably. Memory splicing, the little girl is holding a doll on the roof. The doll has curly hair. She holds a comb in one hand and keeps combing. She pulls out the broken hair, wraps it up, and throws it off the roof.And she didn't realize at all that there were hands pulling beside her, and those hands wanted to snatch the doll away, and at this second, a blue ray of light appeared on the little girl's body, and a piece of blue markings appeared, constantly Continuing from the back to the arms, the pattern of strange refuge.The owner of those hands, another little girl, was terrified, and she was struck by the light, which was clearly seen shooting into her body.She fell down like this, rolling down from the glazed tile roof, a puddle of blood seeped out of her body, and immediately wet a large piece of concrete floor.The little girl holding the doll kept her eyes closed, she didn't see the blue light, she didn't see the markings on her body.She thought to herself: Go to hell!Don't snatch my doll, with tears in my eyes.

"Teacher, is this okay?" Tong Xin handed me a picture, which was the same as the picture in my mind just now.Yes, she can actually enter my heart!I was invaded by her in a daze just now. This little child made me feel terrible. Her pupils were very dark and she seemed to be smiling. "What is this?" I smiled, pretending to be firm. "This is the teacher's dream!" "how do you know." "I have a natural perception. I can enter your mind and see every picture in your mind clearly." "Nonsense, I didn't think about it at all." I started cheating, and I knew she could feel that I was cheating.She was very obedient and turned around to paint on the screen by herself. She covered the original screen with black until the whole piece was black.Then hand it over to me and leave by myself, and I stay in the room alone.

The hot air in the bathroom is boiling, and all the hot air is attached to every corner of the bathroom like a ghost. I spent the whole day reflecting on the look the little girl gave me, and I wondered if I should decline or refuse to teach her again.And that piece of memory seems to mean that I killed that girl, how could it be possible.The second the strange thought came, I rejected it decisively.I continued to shower without letting myself think too much. It's just that Tong Xin didn't leave my life.She still arrives on time in the afternoon every three days, draws strange pictures, and her mother always smiles sunny, as if she doesn't know her daughter's special.

The peace of N City seems to have been broken.I continued to dream, strange dreams day by day. I saw that the flower bone was open like a flower, but inside was a child.She curled up, and then stretched out a little bit of wrinkled skin; then she smiled, and the way she smiled looked like Tong Xin, which was clearly Tong Xin.Just when she smiled, a petal of Huaguduo would spontaneously ignite and turn into ashes.After each piece was burned, she fell asleep again, and some blood-like liquid flowed from the bottom of the flower.And the flower absorbs that fluid and grows new petals.This is the dream I have been having recently. I drew it carefully, and then put it where Tong Xin could see it when she came. She just smiled sweetly and told me that the picture is very beautiful.

Who is she, who am I, and what are these secrets?The memories in my brain can't be spliced ​​together, they are all fragments of memories.My headache starts as soon as I think about it, so I'd better go to sleep! (three) It was dark again, and in the distance were crimson flower buds. My body is a blue ray, and the mottled lines are tattooed on it. The ground is very flat, there is no sound, no wind, no rain, only the buds that can be seen clearly from a distance beat like a heart, what is that?I approached step by step until I was close to it.When I touched it with my hand, my fingers melted into water, but after a while my new fingers grew out again.But the buds are very hot, and there is a girl sleeping in the flickering buds, she is very beautiful, even I think she is more beautiful than me. I climbed up, I could feel the burning pain in my body, but I wanted to save her.When I was at the top of the bud, the bud suddenly opened itself, and I slipped down, and I fell in.The girl is still smiling, her body is a little closer to me, she smells my body, and then I am wrapped by her.She even got into me, controlled me, possessed me, but kept smiling.Suddenly there was a beating sound, it was a hard object beating the flower buds, I saw a shadow of a person through the flower buds, he was beating and shouting something loudly, but I couldn’t hear it clearly at all, I could only see the shape of his mouth opening and closing.I can't get out and he can't get in. This dream came at a price, and I was in the hospital when I woke up again.My house burned down because of the candles, but I don't have the habit of sleeping with candles at all, and the knocking sound was just the firemen banging on the glass. The hospital is not comfortable, but strangely, I don't have any more dreams in the hospital, I sleep peacefully, and the doctor is also very good to me, always taking care of me.He is a handsome and young man, anyone who looks at him will be tempted!Besides, he is considerate.He told me that it will be fine soon, it's just a slight smoke inhalation, it's not serious. Tong Xin came to see me, and her mother.Her mum told me how sad she was because her daughter was about to have exams and I couldn't continue teaching, and I felt a sudden sense of relief.At this time, Tong Xin looked at me, and there was a trace of hatred in her eyes. She must have sensed my thoughts and made her sad. When the young doctor came in, Tong Xin's mother was still peeling fruit for me.I got up, gave way to his question, and at this time Tong Xin stepped on him, and then ran out alone.Her mother blushed with embarrassment, and she explained that she was acting surly due to the stress of the exams recently.He didn't mind, smiled, and I smiled and said it didn't matter.Tong Xin's mother left the ward immediately, leaving me and him alone. Of course, I didn't expect that there were still eyes watching from outside, but I didn't know the disaster was beginning. After the tenth day in the hospital, I began to feel reluctant.The mother and daughter Tong Xin came to pick me up. I was homeless.They want to take in, it seems very simple and ordinary.Say goodbye to the doctors in a hurry, but there is no trace of him, only know that his name is Liu Tong. I couldn't say I was grateful, and walked with them with panic and anxiety. During the period, Tong Xin smiled as usual, but a little unnaturally.Her mother drove to their house for about an hour, and she was a little grateful because they had to walk so far every time they came to see me. Get out of the car, it's already dark outside.The house is very big, an old European-style small castle, not very big, but separated by a large yard.There are many plants in the yard, which are hard to see at night, as well as small bridges and small streams with water.There is some miscellaneous grass next to it, which seems to have not been tidied up for a few days.Seeing these, I feel a little better, at least I can pass the time playing with flowers and plants.I have liked such plants since I was a child. I remember sitting in the pile of plants in my childhood memory.I am alone among the plants in the dark, but I am not afraid. I seem to remember that they still came to talk to me. Everything is an illusion.When the police found me, they were amazed that such a little girl didn't panic or cry at all. Tong Xin tugged at the corner of my clothes to tell me to be careful. She told me that there was a huge piranha beside the door.I looked at it in shock, and it was indeed very weird. The flower was orange-red, and there seemed to be a small tongue inside, but it was actually just its flower bud. It would move occasionally and contract freely. Dinner was rich, but there was no man in this family, so I choked up and didn't ask.I just went back to the room by myself with the candle holder.The room was very small, with only a small single bed and some damp bedding. It seemed that no one had been there for a long time.I suddenly sympathized with their loneliness and loneliness. The dream begins again. It was Liu Tong, standing in front of me with a smile on his face.The sound of chewing was heard, and the eyes kept looking down, down, the piranha was devouring him little by little.I told him to run away, but he still smiled, as if it didn't hurt at all.He was hypnotized, yes, his eyes were closed, as if enjoying a feast.I ran forward, but passed through his body, unable to catch him at all, and could only watch him.I'm going to wake up to this horrible nightmare. I wake up, gasping for breath, as I wish. Go downstairs and pour yourself milk.But there seemed to be a black shadow swaying, I held up the candle holder and approached, my hands began to tremble.The shadow was sitting there, even crouching there, eyes closed, bangs covering his forehead, it was Tong Xin.There was red liquid all over her mouth, and she licked it a little bit.Full of satisfied expressions, muttering something in his mouth.I moved closer to her, my ears close together.She was saying: "Sister, I'm hungry. Sister, I'm hungry, I'm very hungry. I dare not..." Holding a bottle of ketchup in her hand.I took her back to the house, and she slept next to me, hugged me, and soon stopped muttering.I helped her wipe off the tomato juice on the side of her mouth, and instantly felt warm in her body, and felt that she was no longer so weird or even scary. On the second day, standing by the man-eating lace and refusing to leave, I wanted to dig out its petals to see if there were any clues inside, and it was true that Liu Tong was missing.I called the hospital several times and lied that I was going to get medicine, but I was told again and again that Dr. Liu hadn't come to work for a few days, and he didn't ask for leave. He seemed to disappear from the world. Where did he go?I started feeling flustered and thought the dreams were so weird and I really didn't want them to be real, but the buds just wouldn't open all day. Tong Xin came over and pulled me, wanting to take me to see those black lilies, all of which are precious species, blooming in a corner by the side of the yard.They like dampness, so they generally need to avoid sunlight.These are what Tong Xin told me.I suddenly felt that she looked like a doll, with natural curly hair and uneven bangs.The eyes were large, with deep-set pupils, with a black hollow, and it was that hollow, which looked horribly at those next to it. I was afraid of being completely seen through by her, so I tried not to look into her eyes, other than that, she was a lovely girl.She sprinkled the piranha with tomato juice, and it opened its petals a little bit and began to lick.I stretched my head and looked in, but I couldn't see clearly. As I approached a little bit, its flower buds suddenly elongated and attacked me.I was pulled back by Tong Xin.She said: "The person you are looking for is not in there." She saw the mystery again. "Where is he then?" I asked her, looking at her. She shook her head, not knowing.Actually, I know she does.It's just that she refuses to say it, I know the secret will come out, it just takes time, I won't force her, I will water those flowers with her.She was holding the bottle of tomato juice, and she told me that such bright red tomato juice must be used to make the flowers look bloody. But the black lilies on the far side are motionless, growing naturally without any watering. (Four) It was night again, and I had to take sleeping pills, and I couldn't sleep well for a few days. In my dreams, I couldn't see the faces clearly.They call me Dao Qiluo, I guess I entered someone else's dreamland! When I can't sleep well in the middle of the night, I always go downstairs with a candle holder in my hand, and from time to time, Tong Xin always hides at the foot of the table and eats tomato sauce, mouthful after mouthful, and stuffs it before he finishes a mouthful. Another bite, very hungry.I would always pick her up and go to sleep in my room, holding her cold little hand.We fell asleep together. On the night of the thirteenth day, I still slept holding her hand, and I didn't tell any of her mothers.She was always infrequently present, only at mealtimes with bountiful food.I have been looking for a suitable opportunity to talk to her.That night, I poured my milk and prepared to go upstairs, where the stairs were curved.Sometimes I am worried that it will collapse, because every time I hear the sound of shaking, I feel shaking when I hold the handle.But this time it's not just the sound of babbling, but the wall is constantly rolling, undulating, turbulent like waves, and from one side of the wall to the other, there are many shapes like human heads protruding out.They stretched out their hands, and begged me for something?I heard the sound of their small discussions, and they seemed to be tearing through the walls and running out.I told myself it was a dream, completely a dream, but at this time Tong Xin pulled my clothes and said let's go, and I realized she came out of the room. I pointed to the undulating wall, and I said, look, the wall is moving, and she took my hand and said, you read it wrong!I said I didn't, I said I heard voices, I'm sure I believed it.Tong Xin's mother ran out and asked me what was wrong. I told what I had just seen, and she smiled and said, "Norman, have you taken too many sleeping pills recently and have hallucinations? I live For so many years, I haven't heard any sound at all, and I haven't heard any moving walls." do i really have a problemI asked myself.Am I really crazy?Where's my blue tabby?Why don't they appear anymore, are they all empty, are they all liars, are they all imagined by myself?I have a terrible headache.I quickly flashed into the room.I swallowed several sleeping pills and fell into a deep sleep. I began to feel that I needed care and pain. I was reluctant to get out of bed. I was afraid of seeing the floating walls and those strange plants when I passed the stairs.Although Tong Xin brought black lilies to see me every day, those made me feel uncomfortable.Of course I didn't say it, and she didn't use her insight. Everything seems to be very peaceful. And when I finished taking the medicine, I went to the hospital by car.After passing through the forest, I followed the route I had written down, but I kept walking, but I couldn’t get out of the forest, and there was no signal at all on my phone.I was lying on the ground alone, not knowing what to do.And at this time, Tong Xin appeared again, her eyes were very dark, and she seemed to be wearing black eyeshadow. She looked at me angrily, and she asked if I wanted to leave?Are you going to abandon her? I shook my head and I said I just wanted to get my medicine and I ran out of it.I don't feel well.She leads me.After a while, she left the forest and went to the hospital to get medicine. When we came out, her mother had already picked us up at the door.She repeatedly emphasized, don't run out alone in the future, the law and order over there is not good, and the mountain road is rugged, it is easy to get lost.I nodded, I was as surly as a child, feeling like something was missing in my body. And that night, I could clearly hear someone calling my name, Nuoman, Nuoman, every sentence was very clear.I went downstairs, past the wall, and the heaving started again.I'm sure those are true.I took out my mobile phone to take pictures of those things, but my mobile phone suddenly ran out of battery, and it was still on three bars just now.I ran down, all the way to the kitchen, picked up the knife, went to the stairs, hacked down, the wall cracked little by little, the wallpaper was broken, broken into small pieces, and the ups and downs stopped. It's just that the crack was very small, but it seemed to be separated from the mud inside, and a small hole came towards me, black and deep, and my eyes got in a little bit.It seems that there is a little light in it.I looked closer step by step, hoping to find out something, but the light disappeared the moment Tong Xin's mother appeared.I turned my head to look at her, she had a smile all over her face, obviously she didn't see the light just now, and she didn't feel panicked at all.I faltered a few words and buried them all in my heart.I decide when to come again, look at this wall, and I go upstairs alone. From that day on, I continued to dream again and again. The dreams were all in places I was familiar with, such as the downstairs of the apartment where I lived. On the road, it is extremely scary. In the dream, I could clearly hear the sound of chewing, pouring into my eardrum piece by piece.When I woke up in the middle of the night, I suddenly saw a black shadow standing on the edge of my bed, sticking my head up, and kept lifting it up.I can't see the eyebrows clearly, I can only see the long hair clearly.My legs went back all the way, and then I lay half-lying on my back, and turned on the light.It was Tong Xin, she was holding my calf, her eyes were half-closed, she seemed to be sleepwalking.I crawled towards her and stroked her hair, suddenly a familiar feeling came over my face.I hugged her tightly and tightly. (Fives) After all, I decided to drive to the hospital once. This time, I asked all the people, but no one knew why Liu Tong didn't come. All the nurses were busy, and no one would stop to talk to me.The disappearance of one person did not cause many people to panic, so everyone seemed to be working and living peacefully.Suddenly I started to hate, and I really hoped that they would all disappear.I really hate it, I was meditating on small things in my heart, I finally turned around, and didn't understand what I was talking about just now.Suddenly someone whispered to me in my ear, she said, they should all be damned.All should die.I shook my head, I hugged my head, I said no, no, who are you?The voice stopped immediately and escaped from my head.I could feel that she was still a little embarrassed, because she left immediately and instantly.I suddenly felt a little uneasy. The hospital is very busy, and I never noticed that there were many cars parked outside when I came today.Many people were sent in on stretchers, with a strong smell of blood, and many people were directly sent into the white room in front.I know where it is, it's the morgue. I suddenly found that the smell of blood made me feel sick, and I squatted in the middle corridor on the first floor, vomiting all the time.What was spit out was black liquid, viscous with some bubbles. how so.My body suddenly felt corroded.My heart is being invaded step by step, with the sound of rotting.I was picked up quickly, it was a doctor.He took me into the office, looked at me for a long time, shook his head and said that he had never seen such symptoms, and asked me if I had eaten something bad.I said I only had some bread and milk.He didn't know what to do. The nurse called him away, and another patient came. According to the nurse's account, his identity was unknown, his face was covered with blood, and except for the heart, other parts were shriveled due to blood loss. "Blood is missing." This was a bit similar to my dream. I chased after and asked the nurse where I found it.She shook her head and said that it was sent by a kind person.I ran out to look, and the man stood aside with a trembling expression, but he was clearly an honest person. I walked over and asked him, where did you find it.He turned his head, his lips trembled, and then he was at a loss. He started to go crazy and spit out white bubbles from his mouth. The nurse walking by immediately stuffed a gauze into his mouth. Seizures.He looked at me somewhat hopelessly.He seemed to want to say something, his eyes were bloodshot, as if something terrible had happened.I suddenly remembered my dream again, the sound of chewing and sucking blood, I seemed to be able to feel the fear brought about by the monster sucking all the blood from the person.I walked into him and I held his hand and I said, did you see something?He nodded, then bit hard, through the gauze, it broke and died. At the same time, the people inside also stopped their heartbeats, and the hospital sent them to the morgue.The doctor said that there were a lot of strange things recently, and Liu Tong suddenly disappeared without even asking for leave. I said, you are very familiar with Liu Tong? He nodded, and he said they shared the rent together.That day, he received a text message and disappeared.He said he was going to go out to treat a female patient, and then he never came back. Have you called the police?I asked eagerly. I reported it but there was no result, and recently there are a lot of medical records as you just saw, and many people have been drained of blood.Then it was sent over, but it was just waiting for death, and no suitable treatment could be found. I nodded, thank you, and walked out the door alone. At the door, Tong Xin's mother and daughter were waiting for me, and Tong Xin cried very sadly.I asked her what was wrong.She ignored me and wanted to go forward, but was grabbed by her mother, and her mother's face was not very good-looking.I knew they were blaming me and left without saying hello to them.But I don't think I'm their prisoner, and I don't want to be controlled like this. I said sorry first, and then said a few polite words.Then the three of us got in the car without saying a word, only Tong Xin's soft cry could be heard.After a few seconds, her mother asked her why she was crying in a tone I had never seen before.She stopped crying and restrained herself immediately, but when she turned her head, my heart ached for no reason.Her face makes me sad and sad, I can't seem to let her go. When I went back, I could still clearly see the piranhas that opened their buds. The flowers bloomed beautifully, and I seemed to be able to see the color of blood plasma, and the smell of blood came to my face. I've never been this close to it, I don't know what it needs? That wall was blocked by a painting in such a strange color that I couldn't see what it was painted on.The image is also a mass of black clouds and a few streaks of purple with enchanting feeling. From then on, I seemed to be able to sleep well, because no matter when I went downstairs, I could feel quiet, and Tong Xin never came to my room again.In the middle of the night, I sometimes habitually look at the head of the bed to see if there is any figure of the little girl, but in the end there is none.Sometimes when I go down the stairs, I want to find her and see if she is hiding in the corner eating ketchup. I start to care about this little girl. (six) One day, I still went downstairs to drink milk, when I was drinking, suddenly the light was not bright, I saw the milk turned black, I turned on the light, and it was white again.I think my eyes are blurred!I looked at it with all my strength, and my head started to feel dizzy. I know the dream is starting again because I can feel the lightness on the soles of my feet.I could see Tong Xin being beaten, she kept crying, she stretched out her hands and asked me to save her, she cried very sadly.She said, she doesn't want, don't. When Liu Tong appeared, he rushed over, hugged the girl, and told her not to cry.Then I could see Tong Xin's face suddenly became rosy and shiny, and the tears disappeared immediately, in exchange for a triumphant smile.She was attached to his body, holding him tightly, and then he fell down little by little, his body limp.I ran over to see what happened to him.But when I ran over, my body actually passed through.I don't exist at all, I just watched him fall down a little bit like this, and my heart felt a little bit, I don't know, could it be that I fell in love with him, why I miss him so much.And how did Tong Xin have such power?Impossible, impossible. I sat up immediately.Tong Xin sat next to me. I shrank back a little, and my back felt cold.Her hand reached over and touched my forehead.My body suddenly became cold, and I said I was cold, I was very cold.She climbed onto the bed, hugged me and said, don't be afraid, I'm by your side.She suddenly didn't look like a child, I was afraid of her, how scary she was in the dream, but I still couldn't squeeze her out, I couldn't bear it.My somewhat overwhelmed hands hugged her, warming each other. And where is my Liu Tong? I could hear him shouting suddenly, and I asked Tong Xin if he heard anything? She shook her head, no, she spoke firmly.But I still heard it, and I could hear it clearly.I said no, I actually heard it.I went downstairs and turned around, and the sound was far and near.He seemed to be shouting something, help or something, but it was unclear, but I could hear it, it was his voice. He must be here. I turned my head to look at Tong Xin not far away, I held her hand, and I said what did you do to Liu Tong, where is he, and what did you do to him.She starts smiling, then cries.She said, Nuoman, you still can't forget him, he is still in your heart, and he can't be changed even if he dies.He will only harm you, he is a disaster, you know? When I heard her words, I was even more convinced that he was afraid of her.He is suffering, or is dead.I abandoned Tong Xin like crazy and looked for it alone. I started to leave the house alone with my slippers on. I kept looking outside, but the sound became smaller and smaller.I look back, he, maybe in the house. I hurried back, Tong Xin was not there, and the whole room was empty.Where is her mother?I didn't think about it too much, I just opened all the rooms and windows by myself, but I didn't see it. I turned to the painting.I move it, it's huge, I can't move it.I went to the kitchen and got a knife, hacked a little bit, and then I saw blood come out.In that painting, that painting is made of blood, and it's full of blood bags.I kept on hacking until it shattered into pieces. The wall began to respond enthusiastically, it was ringing, it was trembling, it seemed to be in turmoil.I don't care, I seem to be able to feel the heartbeat a little bit.I had to open it, but the walls became extremely hard. Just when I seemed to be able to knock out the hole, Tong Xin's mother suddenly appeared.Her eyes were bloodshot, and she held my hand desperately.She turned into another look, ferocious and terrifying.I closed my eyes, the knife fell to the ground, as if I was about to die, I knew she was going to kill me.But it didn't. My hand waiting for death was released. I opened my eyes and saw Tong Xin grabbing her neck.She held her tightly, she said, go, Nuoman, go.I said I would not leave, I continued to hack the painting with a knife, blood came out, and Tong Xin's mother howled.With fire in her eyes, she finally broke free from Tong Xin, and rushed towards me. I was caught by her, and I floated up. I thought to myself, I am going to die like this. My body is floating a little bit, floating out a little bit, I look down.It is a huge piranha, it seems to be very hungry, and it seems to swallow a little greedily. And I really want to say goodbye forever!I glanced at Tong Xin, she fell to the ground, I couldn't see her face. My body fell little by little, and if I fell, I would die.I understand, goodbye, everything. At this time, the blue stripes woke up again, and the light shot out. (seven) Death may be the best relief. I asked the man in coir raincoat next to me.I know this is another illusory dream.This small boat that has been swaying, the lake that is so dark that no light can be seen, and the "forgotten city" that has no source in front of it.Are these illusions that exist in the back of my mind telling me that's where I should be? Suddenly feel cold, is this the feeling when dying?Is this the feeling that my body is gradually losing and detached when I am approaching another path?I asked myself, but I never knew whether to move forward or backward.But this road is a road of no return, we can only go forward, find the Forgotten City, and go there to forget.This is the dream in my heart. There is such a city called Forgotten, where there are things that are needed, because there are no tears.I can learn to forget everything, then I really forget, I really become new. The man in coir raincoat suddenly took off his clothes.That tall body suddenly became smaller, it was Tong Xin.She appeared in an instant, she smiled at me, said nothing, and then we were deadlocked for several minutes, and finally she stopped rowing and sat there, not moving the water, not moving the boat.She started talking to me, she called me sister.She said, the Forgotten City ahead, you can forget everything.She said that she is willing to give everything for me, and she only hopes that I can forget everything, those pasts.I said what is my past?She began to smile and said, since she had already begun to forget, why bother to remember.She said, you have to remember that I will always be by your side, and the road ahead needs you to walk alone, and I can no longer accompany you. After she finished speaking, she jumped into the water, and the black immediately wrapped her up.She sank little by little, her eyes were full of joy, and she was not in pain at all.She smiled brightly, but I was not happy at all.Who is she, the question is deeply imprinted. Something is moving in my heart, something is touching, something is flowing, waiting for me to struggle to open my eyes.The blue light is supporting me, it seems to be supporting me with all its strength, and I can clearly feel its strenuous effort. I wanted to go down, but found that the warm fluid was slowly moving with me, but it gradually stayed, then became smaller, and then disappeared.它消失了，然后我能听见童欣的话，她说，姐姐，永别了。我已经耗费了我最后一点力气，最后一点。 然后它化成一个点，冲向前方。她的母亲用惊讶的眼神看着她，似乎是不能相信。而那个点瞬间进入她的身体，她说，不要，不要，你不能这样。她的表情开始扭曲，她很疼，她的眼睛看着另一面。她没有朝我走来，她一步一步地靠近楼梯，似乎是已经不能用双脚去动弹。她拖着自己的身体，她咬着嘴唇。我想上前，但是似乎我也不能向前或者向后，蓝色的余晖照耀着我的身体，似乎是童欣用最后一点力气在保护着我。 我说，童欣，不要，这到底是怎么了。但是她还是在她的母亲的肚子里游动，她的母亲的身体总是凹凸不停，她在她的身体里滚动。 她痛苦的表情让我觉得痛，我说童欣停止吧，好吗。我说不要这样好吗？她似乎能听见。她缓慢地离开，从她的身体出来，站在我的面前。她的身体发着蓝色的光。我说你就是我身上的蓝色斑纹？She nods. 我突然觉得这是不是梦境啊。这些所有的景象，我都不明白，我不知道究竟这是怎么了。她们是母女啊，而我的蓝色斑纹居然是童欣，我的头疼症状开始发作，一点点清晰，我的脑神经在疼。光线在闪，画面蹦出，一片虚无。 (Eight) 那是遗忘城吗？不是，似乎是另一个地方，在一片环绕的水中央有一片睡莲，里面躺着一个女孩子。女孩子的眼睛是闭着的，皮肤是藕荷色，她似乎是沉睡许久。有人拉着我的手，我能感觉到被牵引的感觉。 那是个眉目清秀的男人。他牵引的感觉似乎是能带我去温暖的地方，我告诉他这里很冷。冷，这个词一下钻进了我的心里。那里面的女孩子眼睛还是闭着。然后我们离开。她起来了，她慢慢跳出水中央。 我叫她阿修罗。是的，我唤她阿修罗。她叫我姐姐。她跳到我的怀抱。她不喜欢那个男生，她抱着我很紧，似乎我都快喘不过气来。我说，姐姐不会离开你的，不要抱得这么紧张。而这些她都不管，她就是要，她撒娇，我没有放手，任由她如此。她是如此疼爱的妹妹。 那一场烽火。烟像是起死回生后的曙光向上猛烈地蹿，似乎能看见整个北面的天空。天空似乎多了一道裂痕。死亡之神终于出现，她居然是阿修罗。她拼命地向上涌，变成我看不清楚的样子，而我身边的男子，那个面目清秀的男子却举起了弓，他要射向她。是的，他要杀了我最疼爱的妹妹。而我居然不知道，他们是如此对立的人，一个是永生之神，一个死亡之神。 我的妹妹在空中说，姐姐，你不要被他欺骗了，他永远都不能和你在一起。他是永生之神，本来就是和我们家族对立的。他只是利用你，只是为了杀了我。 我面对着他，我问是吗？他不答，他只说，请原谅我，好吗，原谅我。他把原谅说的很轻巧，而他的弓立刻被我夺下，他死按住的弦断了，尖锐地穿入我的心脏。我死在了他的手下，可是我的意识很清醒，我能感觉到热浪一波又一波的向这边涌过来。我的妹妹发疯一样地叫着姐姐，姐姐。我知道她为我难过。可是我希望她停手，我知道她拥有我们家族所有的黑暗的魔力，她为了我的幸福而甘愿成为死亡之神。我的妹妹，现在是狠狠地报复，她要杀了他。 血溅了一地，似乎是我和他的血液都溶在了一起，而他就倒在我的面前，最后说了一句，对不起，以后我还你。我闭上了眼睛，任由阿修罗如何地呼喊都无用。 而这些都纠结在那个时候，而我也重新获得新生，变成一个普通的人。我要的也只是普通的生活。 (Nine) 童欣站在我的面前，她的全身都是血液。我说，你是阿修罗？她说她是。她说，对不起，对不起，我的姐姐。我为了要见到你，我答应了那个女人，我为了保护你，所以只能幻化成了蓝色的斑纹，为了能恢复法力，我必须听从那个女人。她比我强，比我更加能运用法力，而我在那一次激战中已经失去了许多了，我已经弱小了。但是姐姐，我可以用尽最后的力气去保护你。因为是你，让我能一直活下来，你记得吗？从那么小，你为了能让我热烈的身体不被烧坏，你每天给我换水，使得我能活下来，现在换我来保护你了。 她反过身子，就在那一秒，一个怪物跑了出来，它掐着她的喉咙。童欣的母亲，不对，是那个女恶魔，她站在对面，放声大笑。她说，阿修罗，你差一点坏了我的大事，你真是个幼稚的孩子，知道为什么我一直留着你的姐姐吗？因为我需要她的血液才能取消掉我丈夫的封印，他被封印在那面墙壁上已经千年了。只有你姐姐的血液才能解除，你被我欺骗了，你帮我吸来的血液，只是够他填肚子，而不是驱除封印。那只怪物的手的力度在变大，它把童欣举高，我跪着求它，不要，不要。但是它听不懂，它还是一样如此。我的妹妹憋着嗓子说，姐姐，不要给他们下跪，你快走。 我摇头，我说我怎么可能就这样一个人走了呢？我咬开手指，血液开始一滴滴的流，我说这是你要的，我可以把我全部的血液都给你。那些血液瞬间沾染在地上，一点点流淌开来。我能感觉到血液从我的身体里一点点流散开来，汇聚成一小条水流。从我这一边流向另一边。而怪物突然嗷嗷地叫，它的手松开了，它的眼睛里流着眼泪。血从它的脚边流过，止住了它的动作。它突然奔跑向那个女魔头，它对我摇摇手。我不明白，我的全身都软在地上，完全不能动，而阿修罗也在我的身边，我们的手握得很紧，她说一切都会过去的。不会有以后了。我说了那些以后呢？她笑了笑。 嚎叫，墙壁一点点的碎裂，我能听见剧烈的声音，而我也听见女魔头哭泣的声音，不能去接受的声音。她说，不要，不要出来，她说这样会毁了他的。可是墙壁里她的丈夫不听，不停地敲打。虽然我没有看到，但是我能感觉到，那些墙壁在一波一波地动着，他想要救，但是无力的挣扎只会让自己更疼。 最后轰隆一声。墙壁碎裂，我知道那是奋力的一击，那势必是向死亡迈进，而死亡的声音似乎已经在头顶荡漾开了。 那些死亡的痕迹，已经在我的面前一点点出现，我知道终究谁都会倒下来，那一面面倒下来的躯体。 我终于是知道，那个女魔头也是痛苦的女人。她只是一只普通的吸血鬼，为了丈夫而沦为吸血鬼，而她只是为了救她丈夫，而我的妹妹也只是为了救我。我能感受到我的妹妹，她的手向我这里摸索，最后握着我的手。她把她的血液输入到我的身上，她渐渐闭上了眼睛。她和我混为了一体，她说不能再保护你了。她说，那只怪物其实就是刘侗，而他也是当年的永生之神，是她把他变成了怪物。她说，他终究是把一切都还请了。阿修罗脸蛋上是微笑，脸上耀眼的光芒漫进我的心。而那一头，我似乎听到了刘侗的吼叫，他用最后一丝力气保护着我，真的，一切都已经足够。 我突然有点难过。我觉得女魔头的故事似乎也是一次悲痛的旅程，似乎他们最后还是不能在一起，因为我听见了他们各自的叫声。他们三个人最后终于是同归于尽，带着所有的爱以及记忆。 (ten) 热水温柔地扫过身体，每一寸都似乎掩盖着秘密，而秘密终于是知道了。 醒来的时候，发现自己是在床上，似乎一切都只是梦境。我没有到过任何地方，而日历似乎也没有翻动，一切回到了以前。 还是在下午三点，在午后的阳光下看书喝茶水，画画，画我的梦境。新的画叫《无痕志》，里面有个乖巧的女孩子，脸上洋溢着阳光，我喜欢这样的感觉，因为这样我的心会跟着温暖。 而童欣，我真的怀疑是否真的出现过，而那些蓝色的斑驳的确已经不见了，远离我了，而此刻我真的不愿意再去追究真或者假的。 而这个故事，到这里也该停止了，就算是真的，也已经过去了。前面，就在前面，或许还有别的故事等着我，而我只能选择用画笔画出来。而我的名字不是别的，我是诺蔓，诺言的诺，蔓藤的蔓。这是我的梦，我的故事。 华丽的意象 Stone Age 庄周梦蝶 接近一种本质 night rain send north 中原人卧室里的千军万马 当枯萎的灯光和灵感一起在黑暗中熄灭。