Chapter 15 "Love is gone" Chapter 15

It was dawn, Dong Xiaohan opened his eyes, and drank a glass of water first.She didn't boil the water, and there was a half bottle of mineral water on the table that had been left here for some time, and the taste was a bit stale, but she drank it anyway.The headache has disappeared and the brain has regained its clarity. She took out her mobile phone and connected Su Jing's call.She told him she had some ideas about the case and wanted to talk to him.Su Jing was sitting at the dining table at home, having breakfast with Qiao Yu.Su Jing said: "Okay, then you go to the team later, or should I go to find you?" Dong Xiaohan said: "There is no need to meet, just talk briefly on the phone." Su Jing said: "Okay, you Speak.

" Su Jing gestured for Qiao Yu to fetch a pen and paper.Dong Xiaohan said: "If I want you to tell me what you have mastered, this kind of thinking is a bit naive. Therefore, I just want to remind you that your investigation is in the wrong direction. You should focus on investigating the relationship with Lu Xiaokun. There are people who are really conflicted, instead of focusing on me, it will make you lose your good judgment and waste your time and energy, of course, this is just my personal opinion, believe it or not." Dong Xiaohan hung up the phone. Su Jing held the pen, but hadn't written down a single word.He thought about Dong Xiaohan's words.Qiao Yu picked up the paper he was writing on and took a look, but it was still blank.Su Jing took the white paper again, crumpled it, and threw it away.He asked Qiao Yu, "Why are you so curious? Want to see everything?" Qiao Yu asked him, "What did Xiaohan say?" Su Jing said, "Let's justify herself." Qiao Yu's eyes flashed a trace of worry: " This is completely understandable, if it were me, I would also defend myself." After a while, Qiao Yu said again: "I have to take some time to see her, I don't know how she is doing."

Putting down the phone, Dong Xiaohan opened the door of the hut. Chen Feng's car stopped at the door.The back seat of the car was flattened, and Chen Feng was half lying on it, with his legs half stretched out. His usual sleeping position was to stretch out his body to let his body stretch out.He was still asleep, with a worried look on his face.This expression made Dong Xiaohan feel so heartbroken that he could hardly stand still.At this moment, she really wanted to hug him, put his face in her arms, give him tenderness, caress him, and want to be tightly integrated with his body. She wanted to apologize to him for what she had done yesterday.

However, Chen Ying's face suddenly flashed in front of her eyes. Dong Xiaohan's eyes that had just been wiped dry were filled with tears again.There was a kind of helplessness and sadness in her eyes.She collected herself and wiped away her tears again.She reached out and tapped lightly on the window glass. Chen Feng is having a dream.In the dream, he kissed, caressed, and lingered with a woman. Just when he was so excited, the woman suddenly pulled out a dagger from her arms and stabbed it at his chest.Blood spattered out, the woman looked at him with a vengeful pleasure and a sneer on her face...

The sound of thump thump rang in my ears.Chen Feng struggled to sit up.Dong Xiaohan called: "Feng! Feng! Wake up!" Chen Feng suddenly opened his eyes.When he turned his head and saw Dong Xiaohan's face pressed against the glass, Chen Feng's scalp went numb and he was startled! "Xiaohan! Xiaohan!" He was startled suddenly, "I didn't kill your husband! You have to believe me!" Dong Xiaohan smiled at him, trying to make himself smile softly and warmly.She knew that he was still in the terrible mood of the nightmare, and she wanted to help him dispel the nightmare.However, she laughed so sadly, her heart felt sore, she called out "Ah Feng", two lines of tears rolled down uncontrollably.She turned away, not wanting him to see her tears.

Chen Feng has woken up from the nightmare.He rubbed his eyes, looked at her with some surprise, and reached out to open the car door. She wiped away her tears and turned around.The four eyes meet, don't have a feeling in my heart.The face you've been thinking about day and night is right in front of you, within reach.Chen Feng looked at this face, overnight, she seemed to be thinner again, and her eyes became bigger, this change made his heart ache.He looked at her with pity, his eyes were eager and loving.Dong Xiaohan's gaze slowly turned cold.Words flooded her mouth, but she swallowed them back.She just asked: "Did you have a nightmare just now?" Chen Feng nodded: "I dreamed that you stabbed me with a knife!" He took her hand and pressed it on his chest, his heart was beating wildly .He wanted to pull her into the car, to his side, he wanted to hug her tightly.

However, Dong Xiaohan withdrew her hand, and she deliberately distanced herself from him. "Don't do this, Chen Feng." She told him. Chen Feng looked at her, a little embarrassed. His nightmare, what he just said to her, made Dong Xiaohan very sad and heartbroken!She felt that her behavior yesterday had indeed brought him an indelible trauma.She was very sad.Would she do that?She would rather stick a knife in her chest than hurt him... Chen Feng opened his mouth and said: "Xiaohan, you...have misunderstood me." Dong Xiaohan interrupted him softly: "Stop talking, it's all my fault.

"Chen Feng stopped talking. After a while, Chen Feng looked at her and said: "Xiaohan, let's go have breakfast together. Dong Xiaohan avoided his gaze: "No." "Chen Feng asked: "Aren't you hungry?" Dong Xiaohan sighed: "Chen Feng, I have something to say, I hope you can understand it, okay?" "Chen Feng smiled wryly: "You want to say, let's stop dating again, don't you?" " Dong Xiaohan nodded. This time, Chen Feng didn't ask why. "From today onwards, go back and work hard, live well, and don't think about these things anymore, okay?" Dong Xiaohan paused, "Because it's not good for you, and it's not good for me either."

Dong Xiaohan felt cramps in her heart, and the pain made her unable to breathe.She turned away, tears rolling down involuntarily. Chen Feng went to the company.This day he was disheartened and without any enthusiasm for work.After work in the afternoon, I returned home early.The living room was very lively.Chen Ying was there with her husband and son Huihui.The large plasma screen hanging on the wall is playing a specially recorded special episode on SARS by CCTV.While watching the program, they discussed the various transmission channels of SARS enthusiastically.Chen Feng greeted them with a nod and went back to his room.

After a while, Chen Ying opened the door and came in.She handed half a bowl of dark brown liquid to Chen Feng and asked him to drink it.This is the medicine prepared by the Chen family, and everyone has to drink it for three days to prevent the SARS virus.Chen Feng picked it up, frowned and drank it in one gulp, the sour and bitter taste filled his mouth.Chen Ying asked him if he wanted a shot of globulin, and said that the whole family had had it, and he was the only one left.Chen Feng said in a low mood that he could keep exercising, and any injections would be futile without exercising. Chen Ying turned around and asked him, "Let's talk about it. Did you see her yesterday?" Chen Feng nodded.Chen Ying asked with concern: "Excuse me?"

Is it settled? Chen Feng nodded. Chen Ying said: "Speak up." "Chen Feng hummed, and said it was resolved. Chen Ying sat down beside him, and said kindly: "This kind of thing must be cut quickly.Maybe you will hate me now, but after a few years, when you look back, you will find how correct my decision is today, and then you will be grateful to me. "Chen Feng said in a low voice: "Sister, please stop nagging, isn't it just breaking up?"I haven't proposed it yet, she has already proposed it first.Take it easy, it's over. " Chen Ying said: "If you don't want to listen to me, I don't have to. But let me ask you, where were you last night? Did you go out in the middle of the night?" Chen Feng stopped talking.Chen Ying said again: "I won't ask what you are doing. Today, I solemnly remind you that this kind of thing can't happen again. Now I'm covering you up. Don't stab Dad at that time, and let the whole family People are not happy. Chen Feng closed his eyes: "I see." " Dong Xiaohan went to the company.When she knocked on the door and entered the manager's office, the manager suddenly opened his eyes wide and looked at her in surprise and surprise.Evidently, the manager suffered a mild shock.Dong Xiaohan hurriedly said, "I'm sorry, manager, for causing you trouble." The manager recovered and forced a smile: "Sit, sit." Dong Xiaohan sat down.The manager thought to himself, wondering why she had come.He didn't know how far her case had gone, and he didn't know why she was released suddenly, but it was inconvenient to ask her about it.Dong Xiaohan asked in a low voice: "Recently, are you all okay?" The manager politely said: "Okay, okay, okay. Drink water?" The manager stood up and was about to pour water.Dong Xiaohan said: "Don't be busy, I'll leave right away." The manager sat down again and sighed: "Xiao Dong, the situation is like this, your position was really inseparable from people at that time, so let others take over , Now, the business has come to the off-season, and the manpower seems to be plentiful..." Dong Xiaohan was extremely chilled.She glanced at the manager, stood up and said, "I'm sorry, I'm here today to pack up my things, and I'll come over to see you by the way. You should be busy first, I'm leaving." The manager was a little embarrassed and was about to say something to appease him.Dong Xiaohan had already said goodbye, opened the door and went out.Dong Xiaohan went to his office to pack his things.When almost all colleagues saw her, their eyes showed unconcealable surprise and alertness. There was even a female colleague who couldn't help screaming when she saw her suddenly, and the documents she held in her arms fell off. land.The female colleague's eyes showed not only surprise and guard, but fear! Dong Xiaohan realized that these people regarded themselves as a murderer. A staff member came over and said to Dong Xiaohan: "The manager asked me to tell you that your personnel file has now been moved to the office. If you have time, please transfer it to the talent exchange center." Dong Xiaohan said thank you and turned around. About to leave, the clerk stopped her again: "Xiao Dong, the manager said that if it is convenient, you'd better make up a resignation procedure...it may be beneficial to your future development." "Thank you!" A word, Dong Xiaohan's mood was extremely gloomy, and her heart was bleeding, but her expression didn't change much, she simply said that she knew. Coming out of the company, Dong Xiaohan sat on a wooden bench on the sidewalk.She felt indescribably depressed and sad.The husband died suddenly.A good family suddenly disappeared.She can't do her job, and she doesn't have any spare money for her to live on, what should she do?Look at the pedestrians passing by in a hurry on the main road. The reason why they are in a hurry is because everyone has their own future and their own goals, and they are busy with their own life and future.Where is her life?Where is the future?Maybe a few months ago, she was living a happy and leisurely life and working happily like others.Now, everything has changed.It was as if the sky was falling and the ground was sinking, she was at a loss as to what to do.This huge blow and worry about the future not only kept her up at night, but also lost her appetite. Her husband was assassinated suddenly, and she was also a victim, but who believed that she was innocent?The matter of Lu Xiaokun may be complicated, and because it is too complicated, the police's investigation may be subject to various restrictions, so it cannot be detailed and in-depth.In order to cleanse herself, she must help them find clues.No matter how complicated it is, we have to find a way to figure it out and find out the real cause of his death. Otherwise, twelve months later, if the police can't catch the real murderer, they might put her back in again. Thinking of this, Dong Xiaohan couldn't help shivering all over. Dong Xiaohan went to the supermarket.There were many people there, which made her feel safe and warm for a while.All supermarket staff must wear disposable sanitary masks.There are very few customers in the supermarket who don't wear any safety protection on their faces like Dong Xiaohan. Dong Xiaohan originally planned to buy a water dispenser, but after hesitating for a moment, he went to the counter selling kitchen utensils and chose a stainless steel electric kettle to replace the water dispenser.There is a long queue in the place where cleaning products are sold.Dong Xiaohan walked over and saw a sign that said: "Each person is limited to one bottle! Do not repurchase!" After watching for a long time, I realized that the people in line were rushing to buy 84 disinfectant.In front of a car cabinet, surrounded by a crowd of people, they are rushing to buy plastic gloves. In the afternoon, Dong Xiaohan took some nutritional supplements suitable for the elderly and came to the residential area where he used to live, to the familiar building, and to the door of the house that used to be his home.But she didn't use the key to open the door, and she didn't knock.She just stood still, watching affectionately for a while.Then, he turned around and rang the neighbor's doorbell. In the neighbor's room, a middle-aged woman glanced through the cat's eyes and saw that it was Dong Xiaohan. A panic expression appeared on her face, and she tiptoed back immediately.Dong Xiaohan continued to ring the doorbell.After a while, a middle-aged man opened the door. "Mr. Liu!" Dong Xiaohan called out bravely.The man nodded and asked suspiciously: "Xiao Dong, are you...do you have something to do?" Dong Xiaohan said, "Have you seen me...the people in this family recently? Are they okay?" The man hissed: "Uncle Lu just came back from the hospital not long ago, and it seems that he has added several diseases, which are common diseases of the elderly. Xiao Lu and his family A little girl came from the village to take care of the old man, but I don't know anything else. Dong Xiaohan nodded, and put the things in his hand at the door: "Please hand these things over to them, don't say I sent them, okay?" "The man looked at the bag and became suspicious: "Is this...suitable?" "Dong Xiaohan's eyes were almost begging: "It's for the elderly... sorry for your trouble. " The man nodded reluctantly. When Dong Xiaohan came down from the stairs, his whole body and mind felt scarred.Just as she was about to leave the community, she suddenly saw a familiar figure.Accompanied by a little girl, Father Lu came from a distance.From a distance, Dong Xiaohan saw that her father-in-law's hair had turned white, his face was haggard and old, his steps were staggering and slow, and his expression was dull and dull. Compared with before, he seemed to be a different person.Dong Xiaohan felt sour for a while, fearing that Lu's father would see her, she hurriedly hid behind a bush and waited for them to pass before coming out. Dong Xiaohan and Qiao Yu met in a restaurant with sluggish business.During the dangerous SARS period, everyone avoided activities in public places as much as possible. Dong Xiaohan undoubtedly became a brave person. In her brain, SARS basically has no concept.The worst outcome is death, but for her, the worst thing is not death. The "murder suspect" hat is scarier than death. In this special period when people are afraid of meeting and getting together, Qiao Yu took the initiative to find her, which moved Dong Xiaohan very much. However, after a month, when Dong Xiaohan and Qiao Yu faced each other again, they already had a feeling of reunion after a long absence, as if they had been separated for a lifetime.Qiao Yu was still in his usual black attire.Qiao Yu seems to exist for black. Except at home, almost all her clothes are black when she goes out. If she occasionally sees other colors on her body, it must be accessories. Seeing Qiao Yu, Dong Xiaohan felt like seeing a relative, so he didn't need to hold on anymore.All grievances and troubles, including tears, can be poured out in one go.No one can replace the kindness and warmth that Qiao Yu brought her.The two discussed where Dong Xiaohan would live.Qiao Yu knew that it would be inappropriate for him to invite Dong Xiaohan to live in his home again at this time.Let Dong Xiaohan and Su Jing look up and look down, how do a suspect on bail get along with a policeman?But Qiao Yu was worried about Dong Xiaohan's residence.She said: "You live alone in that hut, the road is in front of the door, people come and go, safety is also a problem." Dong Xiaohan said: "So I want to find another place, please help me ask, Find a one-bedroom apartment with simple furniture and a stove, as long as you can cook, sleep, be safe, and the rent is not too expensive." Qiao Yu said: "That's no problem. Our newspaper has information about real estate agents every day .” Dong Xiaohan took out a stack of materials from his bag, handed it to Qiao Yu, and said, "This is the basic material for that hut. Help me get it to an intermediary agency and sell it." Qiao Yu was a little surprised: " Why?" Dong Xiaohan said in a low voice: "I've thought about it, it's useless to keep that hut." Qiao Yu asked: "Do you need money? I can lend it to you." Dong Xiaohan said sadly: "Do me a favor and put it away." Sell ​​it, I've already decided." Qiao Yu looked at her and looked through the materials, which were copies of the house's real estate certificate, land certificate, etc.She asked with concern: "How much do you want to sell?" Dong Xiaohan said: "I don't know the details, just follow the market price. If you meet a sharp owner, it doesn't matter if it's less, the important thing is to pay in cash." After taking a few mouthfuls of food, Dong Xiaohan stopped chopsticks, remembering something, and became sad again.Qiao Yu looked at her and said cautiously: "Xiaohan, I don't know if I should ask you something, don't be angry." Dong Xiaohan looked at her: "I know what you want to ask me. Do you want to ask me? What did I do?" Qiao Yu was silent.Dong Xiaohan said slowly: "Ah Yu, I have always regarded you as my relative. If you don't even believe me, I should really jump into the Yellow River." Qiao Yu said sorry. Qiao Yu said the three words "I'm sorry" very seriously and sincerely. It should be from the bottom of my heart, without any falsehood.After being silent for a long time, Dong Xiaohan said, "For a while, I doubted that it was Chen Feng. But looking back, I really shouldn't have." Qiao Yu said, "Why shouldn't it be?" Dong Xiaohan: "He won't." Qiao Yu said, "Why?" No? If it's really him, he's doing it for your own good and loving you, so why should you make things difficult for yourself?" Dong Xiaohan said blankly, "Isn't this incredible? Since you love me so much, how could you kill my husband? Framed me?" Qiao Yu said: "Didn't he rescue you in the end?" Dong Xiaohan still shook his head: "It can't be him." Qiao Yu comforted: "Okay, natural disasters and man-made disasters have happened, you now Taking care of yourself is the most important thing..." When night fell, Dong Xiaohan went back to her hut.Walking at the intersection, Dong Xiaohan saw Chen Feng's car parked at the door from a distance, and Dong Xiaohan's heart felt hot, and he really wanted to walk over quickly and hug him.However, she stopped herself.The figure of Chen Feng comforted her tired and hurt heart, and happiness was just a step away from her, within easy reach.But before her eyes, Lu Xiaokun's face appeared again, and she felt that he was looking at her with a pair of mocking eyes, and behind the irony was helplessness and sadness.In the depths of those eyes, there is deep sadness, sadness, and a deep love for her. It made her very sad. And Chen Ying's eyes.And my promise to Chen Ying. A melancholy feeling pushed away the impulse in Dong Xiaohan's heart. Chen Feng was wearing a milky white T-shirt, looking so clean.She couldn't see his face clearly, only his figure.He was sitting on a stone platform in a corner, smoking a cigarette.In Dong Xiaohan's memory, Chen Feng has no addiction to cigarettes.Now she is far away I saw that he was smoking one puff after another, and the cigarettes never left his mouth.She looked at Chen Feng from a distance for a while, then turned around and walked away quietly. Dong Xiaohan had nowhere to go.At this time, she didn't want to disturb anyone she knew.Besides, she knew that now, except for Qiao Yu, no one liked to associate with her.Those acquaintances took a guarded attitude towards her, no less than they treated the SARS virus.Dong Xiaohan was walking blankly on the street, and unknowingly came to a nearby elementary school.Across the iron fence wall, the school playground has a panoramic view.The playground lights were on, and two boys in gym shorts were playing basketball.The two boys are tall and slender, like bamboo poles, and they play basketball with ease and agility like apes.There are happy, carefree expressions on their faces.Their happiness and worry-free made Dong Xiaohan envious.On the sidewalk not far away, a young man is walking with a baby in his arms. The man's arms are a natural cradle, and the baby is gently rocked in his arms. The man's face is full of unspeakable satisfaction. and happiness. The happiness of the two boys playing basketball and the young father infected Dong Xiaohan.A smile escaped her lips.It was the first time in many days that she laughed, the first time that she laughed from the heart. This kind of smile appeared on her face, making her still as innocent as a child. Dong Xiaohan just smiled, smiling, unknowingly, two lines of hot tears rolled down from her eyes, irresistible.How much she envied them, these ordinary people, their life is plain, simple, warm and down-to-earth, how happy they are.She originally had such happiness, but now, she lost them.She lost her happiness and didn't know where to find it.At this time, she had a strange feeling that she wanted to become a baby, lie in the arms of an adult, and start life from scratch... But, is this possible? Dong Xiaohan quietly walked into the small playground of the school.She sat down on a stone bench, and she sat there until late at night, when two overplayed boys had to leave the playground.She has fallen asleep.She was lying on the stone bench with tears in the corners of her eyes and a smile in the corners of her mouth. In the early morning of the next day, Dong Xiaohan returned to her hut. At the door, she looked down at the corner where Chen Feng sat last night, where dozens of cigarette butts were piled up.She squatted down, picked up the cigarette butts one by one, and held them in her hand like a handful of jewels.She gently picked up one of them, held it in front of her eyes, stared at it, held it under her nose, and breathed it... She couldn't help it teary eyes. She knew that there was Chen Feng's lip print on the cigarette butt. Dong Xiaohan came to Chen Ying's law firm. Before coming, she talked with Chen Ying on the phone.Chen Ying said, come on.Chen Ying was very polite to Dong Xiaohan, but from her indifferent tone, Dong Xiaohan could tell that Chen Ying didn't welcome her.When she saw Chen Ying for the first time in the detention center, she could read the lawyer's disgust towards her from Chen Ying's eyes, and even Chen Ying looked down on her. Before meeting Chen Ying, Dong Xiaohan felt admiration for Chen Ying.However, ever since she saw Chen Ying in the detention center, the tall and perfect image of her in her heart collapsed in an instant. Chen Ying is selfish.For her brother, she has no regard for other people's feelings.When her husband was killed, Dong Xiaohan was accused of losing her freedom, when she was in the most pain, helplessness and despair, Chen Feng became the only comfort and support in her heart, but Chen Ying made a cold request to her.Chen Ying thought she was a scourge, and wished she could be cut off from Chen Feng's side. Why did Chen Ying treat her like this?Did Chen Ying really think that she was the murderer who killed Lu Xiaokun?Think she's going to kill her brother again?Compared with Chen Ying, Chen Feng was just the opposite.He desperately tried everything possible to help Dong Xiaohan, and she was deeply moved by this.But she knew that she had to leave Chen Feng.What Chen Ying said made sense. Without her, Chen Feng would fall in love with other girls and have the happiness that truly belonged to him.She couldn't give him a happy life, leaving was her only choice. Seeing Dong Xiaohan, Chen Ying didn't have any expression on her face, she just politely asked her to take a seat and wait.Chen Ying's assistant brought Dong Xiaohan a cup of tea.Dong Xiaohan was sitting on a sofa, and there was a female client wearing a famous brand and jewelry on the opposite side of the sofa.Chen Ying is receiving a male client who is presenting a murder-related case.Half an hour later, the male customer put down a bag of materials and got up to leave.The female client stepped forward and sat down at Chen Ying's table.Dong Xiaohan continued to wait, and after another half an hour, the female client stood up.This is Dong Xiaohan's turn. Chen Ying politely asked her to sit in the seat where the two guests had just sat.Dong Xiaohan said: "Attorney Chen, I know you are very busy, but I don't want to disturb you." Chen Ying said: "It's okay, just tell me." Dong Xiaohan said: "I also know that you don't want to see me." Chen Ying said: "Then why do you think I still agree with you to come here?" Dong Xiaohan said: "Because of Chen Feng." A smile flickered across the corner of Chen Ying's mouth: "That's right, Chen Feng is a child who pursues perfection. Sometimes, he always hopes for an ending that can give him peace of mind." Dong Xiaohan felt blocked and couldn't say a word for a long time.Chen Ying smiled: "Okay, let's talk about things." Dong Xiaohan said: "I want to go back to my hometown and see my parents." Chen Ying expressed her support: "Leave this place temporarily and adjust all aspects. I'll write the application for you, and you can leave after it's approved." From Chen Ying's tone, she highlighted the three words "all aspects".Dong Xiaohan understands, including feelings.Chen Ying asked her to adjust her emotional problems as soon as possible.Dong Xiaohan nodded: "Thank you." Just as Dong Xiaohan got up to leave, Chen Ying called her again: "Xiaohan!" Dong Xiaohan turned around and looked at Chen Ying.Chen Ying's voice was still low, slowly: "I have a question I've been wanting to ask you, I hope you don't mind." Dong Xiaohan said: "You can ask." Chen Ying asked: "Do you love Chen Feng?" Dong Xiaohan didn't hesitate "Love!" Chen Ying asked again: "Do you love your husband, Lu Xiaokun?" She highlighted the word "husband", and Dong Xiaohan felt a twinge of pain in her heart.She was stunned for a moment and said: "Love!" A strange smile flashed across Chen Ying's face: "Do you understand love?" Dong Xiaohan stared at Chen Ying's face, feeling that something that had been suppressed in her chest could no longer hold back: "You want to tell me that love must be dedicated, and you want to make me feel ashamed, right? I can tell you my truth Feeling, I have a kind of attachment to Lu Xiaokun, just like I have feelings for my brother. Only when I met Chen Feng did I truly experience the taste of love and the feeling of heartbeat. I also want to tell you that Chen Feng’s life looks superficially Going to the city is very prosperous and lively, as if he lacks nothing, but in fact he lacks warmth and love, which are what he needs most. Under the strong appearance, he is lonely in his heart, longing for tenderness and care. Finally, I will Let me tell you, Chen Feng also loves me very much. He didn’t let me go when I was in trouble. When everyone regarded me as a murderer, he still stood up to support and help me. This kind of courage is no one. There will be. Now that I am determined to leave Chen Feng, this is by no means a compromise to you. There is only one reason, and that is love, because of love. And for this love, I forgive you for hurting me. Goodbye! Lawyer Chen!" Dong Xiaohan turned around and left. With a snap, Chen Ying broke a ballpoint pen in her hand. Dong Xiaohan boarded the train home. In her luggage bag was not only the crystal sheep that Qiao Yu gave her, but also the suit of clothes that Chen Feng brought her when she came out of the detention center.Ruo Xue's red short sleeves and Ruoxue's white trousers.She only wore them once that day, and she took them off and carried them with her at all times. She must go home.Because she really can't bear the pain of losing love.It was as if she had cut a piece of flesh from her body by herself. This emptiness and pain made her insomnia, haggard, and in a trance, which made her feel heartbroken.She needs the reassurance of her loved ones.She hopes to use the meeting with her relatives, with the help of family affection, to dilute her pain.She felt so miserable, so alone.Seeing a leaf blown off by the wind from a tree branch, seeing the appearance of being alone, without support, and not knowing where to go, is like seeing yourself. Also, she had to go home to find out the details of Lu Xiaokun's purchase of potassium cyanide. Before entering the station, Dong Xiaohan accepted an important part of the SARS prevention work program at the railway station: measuring body temperature.This is a necessary procedure for passengers to enter the station, and no one can make an exception.Her body temperature was thirty-six degrees two, I don't know if it is considered low temperature.In the hard sleeper compartment of the train, it was deserted, and most of the berths were empty.There were only a few passengers here and there, all wearing masks, except for Dong Xiaohan.A passenger was talking to someone on the phone, telling the person on the phone over and over again to "wash your hands frequently and eat more vegetables and fruits".This made Dong Xiaohan feel very ridiculous, and this ridiculous feeling gave her a moment of relief. Until now, Dong Xiaohan still has no deep understanding of SARS.Qiao Yu gave her two bottles of 84 disinfectant, a pot of peracetic acid and a stack of masks.These things were all thrown into the corner by Dong Xiaohan, and they were never used once.The matter of Lu Xiaokun occupied her whole mind, and everything else became unimportant.Life is precious, and people's fear of SARS is mainly due to the cherishment of life. But why did someone take the risk of his life, bet his precious life, and deprive Lu Xiaokun of his life? The passenger who was unwilling to be lonely sighed again on the mobile phone: "Oh, how happy it is to be able to breathe freely..." How happy it is to be able to breathe freely, Dong Xiaohan remembered this sentence. The train whined and headed home. The last time I was home was last spring.Because of getting married, accompanied by Lu Xiaokun, he went back to announce the good news to the whole family.That time was full of joy and happiness.After buying a round-trip ticket, Lu Xiaokun rented a car directly from the rental company after getting off the plane in ⅹ City.The few days when I went home, every day was beautiful and beautiful, so unseemly, I aroused envious eyes among many relatives and friends.Patting his conscience, Lu Xiaokun loves her.On the wedding night, he said that he only loved three people in his life, one was his father, one was his sister, and the other was her. But only one year later, when she came back, she was left alone.And before he died, she betrayed him and made him suffer the unbearable insult of a man.With the pain of being humiliated, he was plotted against and lost his life without any precautions. *9 Changshi Railway Station.Dong Xiaohan walked out of the station, and saw his younger brother from the crowd at a glance.She searched for a long time in the crowd, but did not see her father and mother.In the past, any time I went home, as long as the family received a call, one of the two elders would come to pick me up.Even if she did not want them to come, they must come.Once when I flew home, because there was no direct plane, I arrived at the airport in a neighboring city. My father took a three-hour long-distance bus to pick up the plane. But today, Dong Xiaohan did not see her parents in the crowd.Only her younger brother Xiaorun, with a ray of doubt on his face, was waiting for her.The joy of reuniting after a long absence is nowhere to be found.Dong Xiaohan felt deserted, lost, sad, and sad in his heart. The younger brother has grown taller again and looks like a man.He took the luggage bag from Dong Xiaohan, and the two looked at each other, walking in silence.After walking a few steps, Xiaorun suddenly said: "Sister, maybe I shouldn't talk too much, but your matter is really outrageous. Brother Xiao Kun has always been very kind to you, how can you..." Dong Xiaohan turned her head and looked The younger brother took one look and stopped.There happened to be a small shop next to it, and Dong Xiaohan felt powerless, so he sat down on the steps in front of the shop.The younger brother glanced at her and sat down too. After a long time, Dong Xiaohan asked him weakly and aggrievedly: "Do you really think I killed Lu Xiaokun?" Xiaorun said without holding back, "I don't think so, and I don't believe you will kill people, but you kept it from Xiaokun. Brother, with one... Forget it, I won’t talk about it.” The younger brother’s tone was very helpless, and he didn’t finish his sentence.Dong Xiaohan already understood what his younger brother meant.It seems that the family knows everything.So, what is there for her to feel wronged?Does she have the right to be wronged?Everything is self-inflicted.Not only did she have no face to face the Lu family, but she also had no face to face her own family.Her father is a soldier, and her mother is a teacher. She has received strict moral and traditional family education since she was a child.All behaviors of the Dong family must abide by the code of ethics.outrageous behavior is not tolerated What is allowed is unacceptable.It is unforgivable, especially for someone like her to be so disobedient and to kill someone. Dong Xiaohan sat on the cold steps, stayed for a while, and asked his younger brother: "Are you looking down on my sister now?" Dong Xiaorun's eyes were red, and he whispered: "I don't look down on you, sister, I just... can't forgive you. You." Dong Xiaohan felt as if a sharp knife had been inserted into his heart again, and there was a sharp pain.In the eyes of her relatives, what kind of woman has she become? After a pause, Dong Xiaorun continued: "After receiving the notice from the Public Security Bureau, my parents set off to see you, but on the way, my mother suffered another migraine, and the pain was so painful that I couldn't seek medical treatment on the train, so I had to get off halfway. I stayed in a hotel in a small city for two days, but when I was on the bus, my wallet was accidentally stolen by a thief, and I lost 1,800 yuan at once. My parents felt frustrated and went back home After returning home, Dad didn’t eat a single bite for three days. During this time, the whole family was in a state of anxiety. It can be said that the cats and dogs were restless. While waiting for the outcome of the matter, the family members were discussing countermeasures, and they didn’t know what to do.你要做好思想准备，到家以后，如果爸妈对你有看法，你就忍着吧，也希望你能理解他们……”家里发生的一切使董晓晗心痛得无法忍受。她摸出纸巾擦了擦泪，站起来：“走吧，回家。” 本来她回到亲人身边，是想寻求一点安慰的。现在看来，这只是一厢情愿。她的行为已制造了一场巨大的精神灾难，让亲人遭受了严重创伤，他们比她更需要抚慰。