Chapter 32 "Rumours" twenty-six

For a while, Lao Mo recruited a new assistant, a woman, very young.This girl doesn't do anything else in the company, she is only responsible for helping Lao Mo speculate in stocks.Maybe it's because people who have cheated on people are more sensitive to cheating on love. Wu Fei guessed that this girl is definitely not an ordinary person. I am afraid that the relationship with Lao Mo is not as simple as a stock transaction. But Wu Fei planned to pretend to be confused at the beginning.Her mood of pretending to be confused was very complicated. First, she recalled the unbearable experience she had with Lao Mo, and second, only Wu Fei knew secretly that since Lao Mo, the secretary, was more polite to her than before.No matter what the reason is, in short, the frequency of wars between him and her has been greatly reduced, and Wu Fei is happy, so she turns a blind eye and continues to busy with her own affairs.

Old Mo Xu thought that Wu Fei hadn't noticed, so she became bolder, and even repeated the old trick, blatantly pretending to be on a business trip with the secretary. Wu Fei endured it a few times, and was almost on the verge of being unbearable.That day, the husband and wife were having a meal, when the secretary called again.After answering the phone, Lao Mo started to look in a trance, staring at the dishes, while his eyes rolled rapidly behind the lens.Wu Fei understood his expression quite well, knowing that he was thinking about how to lie again.Sure enough, after eating two more casual bites, Lao Mo made up an excuse that he had to go out immediately.Wu Fei was instructing her aunt to clean up the bowls and chopsticks, while thinking about it, the more she thought about it, the more angry she was, she picked up her coat and went out.

Originally, he planned to go for a drive, but he didn't expect to drive two kilometers, and saw Lao Mo's car parked under a big tree on the bicycle path not far away. Wu Fei turned around and came back, also drove the car into the bicycle lane, stopped close to Lao Mo's car, and then turned on the high beam, she sat in the car and waited.After waiting for twenty minutes, I saw the female secretary get out of the car. When the secretary came out, she didn't feel any reasonable panic. On the contrary, she even deliberately passed by Wu Fei's car window, her steps were clanging, and her expression didn't change.For a moment, she made Wu Fei think that even if she did have some unclean behavior with other people's husbands in the first twenty minutes, she was only following in Wu Fei's footsteps.And Wu Fei, who is a role model, doesn't seem to have any right to be angry about the above plot.

The secretary stopped a taxi on the main road and left.After a few more minutes, Lao Mo got out of the car, walked over slowly, knocked on her car window and said, "Stop making trouble, go home." Mo Xilun has always been good at pre-emptive strikes, because he said "stop making trouble", so it was very strange that day, the two of them arrived home, and neither party lost control.They even poured themselves drinks in a leisurely manner. Lao Mo shook the red wine in his hand, carefully studied the fineness of the red wine against the desk lamp, and then, without waiting for Wu Fei to ask, he took the initiative to admit his relationship with the secretary: "There is no 'ambiguity', everything is 'clear' Very!" Lao Mo replied very confidently: "You have not paid much attention to me for the past six months, I am a man, and I have normal physiological requirements."

"Physiological requirements are irrespective of cats and dogs, can you go to it at any time? Besides, didn't you tell me before that you and Wen Qingzhu never once in a month or two?" "So I divorced her? Hmph, it's thanks to you!" Mo Xilun rolled his eyes plausibly: "Besides, I also think that with this relationship, maybe she will be more serious. , work harder to help me make money!" Wu Fei turned pale with anger, and finally asked struggling: "Mo Xilun, how can you be so brash when you say such a thing?!" Mo Xilun met Wu Fei's gaze and said, "How can this be brazen talk? Let's present the facts and make sense. Think about it! After you joined me, didn't you pay more attention to the company's affairs than others?"

Wu Fei was furious when she heard this, and shouted: "You, why are you so shameless now?!" Lao Mo shouted back: "watch your words!" Wu Fei trembled all over, and asked sharply: "Watch my words?! You are so humorous! Are you afraid of people saying that you have done all the fucking things?" "That's enough! Don't come and scold me with your shrew! What do you look like! No wonder someone warned me that a countryman in the suburbs of Beijing like you would reveal his true colors sooner or later, and it didn't happen!" After Wu Fei heard this, she was stunned for a long time before squatting down on the ground, nodding her head, and muttering to herself: "Yes, that's right, I'm a countryman, I'm a shrew, how could I Here? Why am I with you?!"

As he spoke, the tears couldn't stop rolling down.Lao Mo was used to Wu Fei's consistent confrontation with him, so he didn't expect her to cry like this.Lao Mo was very surprised, panicked, came over and knelt down beside Wu Fei, put his arms around Wu Fei, and tried to persuade: "Sorry, I was wrong, you are not a shrew, nor a countryman!" Wu Fei didn't struggle, and whimpered in Mo Xilun's arm for a while, then suddenly raised her head, and asked Lao Mo with tears in her eyes: "Is sex really that important?" "I don't know." Mo Xilun lowered his tone halfway, and it was rare for him to answer honestly: "I really don't know."

Mo Xilun helped Wu Fei to sit back, and he himself sat on the sofa opposite her.The husband and wife sat facing each other and looked at each other. There was no longer any flame of war in the eyes of the two of them, and what was left was just a puzzle that could not be solved. I don’t know how long after being silent, Lao Mo said first: “Xiaofei, have you ever thought about why people live? I have. It’s strange that I only started to think about it in the past two years. Me and Qingzhu, I’m sorry to mention Qingzhu again. , anyway, we have known each other since we were very young. She has always been good at reading. At that time, we felt that our family was poor, and we were afraid that we would live in that kind of poverty in the future. Graduated. Then got married, went abroad together, and had Meimei again. I remember that in those years in Europe, apart from working hard to make money every day, I cleaned up the weeds in my yard, planted winter melons, invited neighbors to play ball, and occasionally Qingzhu participated in a church activity together, and we watched Meimei grow up together. The life was very simple, just a little boring. On the contrary, at that time, I didn’t think about why people lived, anyway, they lived the same way whether they wanted to or not. What does it do? Later, I had the opportunity to come to China. At first I misunderstood that there were opportunities everywhere, but after I came here, I realized that there are opportunities, but they are not for people like us. When I met you, At first, I didn’t think about it. Yes, I admit, I have always had the experience of stealing, even when I was in Europe. But who doesn’t cheat? This is actually not a big deal! It’s like Like eating, when you travel to a place, you have to taste the local delicacies to make your trip worthwhile, right? Before I met you, I never thought I would fall in love with my sex partner. Yes, Believe it or not, for a while, I don't know why, I think I really fell in love with you. I don't want our relationship to be like the ones before, so I took the risk, although I can't figure it out What to do with you. In the end—don’t mind if I say this—it was actually Qingzhu who helped us make the decision: she gave up on me and fulfilled you. Of course, I believe we have some fate, but that doesn’t mean We just... I'm still not sure if marrying you was the right decision. Seriously, when I first got single, I felt so good, I suddenly found a lot, if it wasn't for you, I think I You will always be single. You said you were unhappy at the time, and I thought, you and I have been together for so long, and you can’t... But after we got married, you were still unhappy, and it seemed that you were even more unhappy! I am not happy either, this marriage We are not happy at the end. Now, Meimei has grown up, Qingzhu is married to someone else, and you are busy with your things every day-in fact, I don’t understand what you are busy with all day. Anyway, it seems that everyone No one needs anyone. So, I recently began to think again, why do people live. At least I don’t want to live a boring life every day. So, men, the world of men is actually very simple, sometimes it’s just looking for some excitement Forget those unhappiness. You can't give me those stimulations, and they won't invade you, so why do you care so much?"

In Wu Fei's memory, since she knew Mo Xilun, it was the longest confession he told her, because it was too long, so that she couldn't adapt to it for a while, and she didn't know how to answer it, as if facing the a stranger. In the end, Lao Mo sighed and said, "It's getting late, go to sleep." It was night, after the lights were turned off, Lao Mo gently hugged her from behind Wu Fei, and she lay tiredly in his arms, that was Wu Fei's most familiar and favorite sleeping position, at the beginning of their cohabitation , this posture once gave her a great space to imagine and enjoy the sense of security in it.

"Let's get a divorce." Wu Fei gently wiped away her silent tears in Mo Xilun's arms, and said calmly. Wu Fei moved out from her and Lao Mo's house the next day, and lived with Wu Xian for a while.Not long after, the company rented her an apartment at her request, so she and Mo Xilun officially separated. Wu Fei specially picked a day when Mo Xilun was on a business trip to go back and move things.That home was still full of her familiar atmosphere, which made her feel melancholy and hesitant like all young women who were about to get divorced.She walked into the study, stood in front of the bookcase, and marked a full stop on the edges of the logs on both sides of the bookcase.There were some marks on both sides of the bookcase. The left one is red, and the ninth character "正" has been drawn, and the right side is some other "正" characters, which are green, lined up from top to bottom, in a daze. There are always dozens of pieces in one piece, and the writing becomes smaller and smaller, as if it is almost impossible to squeeze.Those red and green "positive" characters respectively record the number of times Wu Fei and Mo Xilun have had sex and fights since they got married. The word was sent again in a daze.

Unexpectedly, Wu Fei, who was in the trouble of separation, moved into the apartment assigned by the company on the afternoon of the second day, was bored and prepared to enjoy the scenery outside the window of the new house, and unexpectedly saw her first love Yang Xiaoning. In fact, before that, Wu Fei would hear about him from time to time, the most recent time was from her younger brother Wu Xian. That day Wu Xian drove Wu Fei home, on the way, Wu Xian suddenly said: "Sister, guess who I ran into today?" After speaking, he turned to look at Wu Fei meaningfully. "Say!" Wu Fei has always maintained enough prestige and posture in front of her younger brother. It has been like this since the day Wu Xian was born, and it has never changed. "Hehe, Yang Xiaoning." Wu Xian said and gave his sister a sideways look. "Oh, so, whats your point?" Wu Fei asked expressionlessly, looking straight ahead. "Hey, I don't have any point, I just think that this world is too small! Sister, did you know that Yang Xiaoning actually works out in Xue'er's club!" Xueer is Wu Xian's new girlfriend and the marketing manager of a fitness center. "You're not talking nonsense, are you?" Wu Fei continued to ask with a cold face. "That can't be done!" Wu Xian said, with a lump in his throat, he glanced at Wu Fei and said, "However, I heard from Xueer that everyone in their club knows that he is a softie!" "Why are Xue'er telling you this so badly!" Wu Fei glared at her younger brother and scolded angrily. "No, I just saw him by accident, so I pointed at him from a distance and told Xueer that he was a former client of mine. Xueer told me this, saying that everyone in their club knew about him. The truth is that sometimes he also takes the cadres and elder sisters to the gym!" "Then did he see you?" Wu Fei asked. "No! I'm in Xue'er's office. I can see him, but he can't see me. Hey, he's really old. He's much fatter than before, and he doesn't look so energetic!" Wu Xian continued: " Sister, I just want to say, look, whoever leaves you will be unlucky, is a man alive to live like this? Hmph, look at my beautiful sister again, she looks like a flower, rich and rich If you have a career in your spare time, you really want to have Daquan and people wherever you want! Let him regret it to death! Not to mention the elder sister of the cadres in their family, counting the years, she is almost going to menopause!" "Fart!" Wu Fei blurted out, "Who did you learn such vicious words from! Who wouldn't grow old! Will you be willing to be told that when I get old?" "Sister, you are different, really! Everyone around me who has seen you thinks you are very beautiful and unique! Today Xueer even praised you, saying that you are a woman who has special requirements for herself. Really, you and Others are different!" "Why is she praising me? She hasn't seen me!" "Hey, although I haven't seen it before, this is not what I always say, sister, you are my pride!" "Anyway, I don't allow you to talk like that," Wu Fei said. After a long silence, she sighed again, and then said, "You, when you were young, Xiao Ning used to coax you to play with us every time you went to our house. Look at your homework. At that time, you knew how to hang around with his buttocks, open your mouth and shut up as "Brother Xiaoning", and you called him sweetly! It's not like now, calling him "Yang Xiaoning" by name and surname, saying He is the same as the security guard who used to guard the door! I won’t allow you to be so rude! He is more than ten years older than you! Besides, do you remember that when you first entered high school, you had to learn from others to ask for a computer. At that time, our family You are so poor, how can you have any spare money to buy a computer, or he sneaked out to buy it for you, and ended up playing it a few times, and didn’t see any improvement from you, you forgot, but I didn’t forget.” "Hey, isn't that because he hurt you? You are my sister, and my responsibility is not to make you feel bad. Back then, it was because I was young. If you want to put it aside now, I must protect you! The last time I have to do it He's a dead fish! Whoever bullies my sister, no one wants to live well for me!" "Bah! You'll talk to me! Come on!" Wu Fei smiled and reached out to pat her younger brother's head, and then said seriously: "But, what can I say, others can say that about him, you just say that." no!" Wu Xian looked back at Wu Fei and said with a smile: "Got it! But, sister, I found out that you still have him in your heart! Look, don't care what I say about Lao Mo, you won't scold me, so you can't say Yang Xiaoning , Hehe, it's really hard to understand the thoughts of you women!" In fact, even Wu Fei herself can't understand, probably out of habit, she has been unswervingly protecting the lover in her memory who has long been away from her for ten years. Meeting him is also a kind of harm to each other.