Chapter 30 "Rumours" twenty-four

After that day, Wu Fei moved out. In order not to worry her mother, she didn't go home.At that time, Wu Xian's work went smoothly and he had ample money, so he rented another unit outside because it was not convenient for appointments.Wu Fei lived with Wu Xian temporarily, but she kept her dignity as a sister and didn't say anything to Wu Xian. Wu Xian tried to find some topics for her to resolve while watching her words and demeanor. One day after dinner, Wu Fei came back to work overtime with some work materials. Wu Xian was watching a football game. Is it?" Wu Fei snorted without raising her head, Wu Xian stood up, took a bottle of beer from the refrigerator in the kitchen, poured another glass of juice for Wu Fei and handed it in front of her, then said to Wu Fei as if suddenly remembering something Said: "By the way, sister, did you know that the old woman has breast cancer."

"Which old woman?" Wu Fei continued to browse through her information without looking back. "That's the one, our dad's best friend from back then replaced our mom's one, hehe." Wu Xian drank beer and sat back in front of the TV. "Oh? Who did you hear from?" Wu Fei looked up at Wu Xian at this moment: "Is it true?" "Hey, anyway, I just heard about it, and the news is absolutely accurate! Besides, I'm fine, what is 'Fang' doing with her!" Wu Xian said, looking back at Wu Fei. "Oh, really." Wu Fei looked back at the file expressionlessly.

"I heard that the mastectomy is going to be done, it's over, now our father should have nothing to do!" Wu Xian took a sip of beer and said with a smile: "Next time whoever goes abroad, I want to bring him a D cup plastic doll back for him play!" "Stop farting! Why do you always talk like a little hooligan!" Wu Fei angrily scolded with a smile. Then the siblings were busy with their own affairs, and didn't mention this matter that night.But that night, when Wu Fei was dreaming, she unexpectedly dreamed of her childhood home, "Huo Yuanjia", and her father. In the dream, sometimes her father and Mo Xilun became one person. The dream made her extremely depressed.

A few days later, Wu Fei went to the pharmacy to buy a bunch of various supplements, took another 20,000 yuan, and asked Wu Xian and the two to drive to their father's house in Huairou. When approaching the door of Wu's father's house, Wu Fei stopped the car about ten meters away, lowered her head and thought for a while, and said to Wu Xian, "Go by yourself, I won't get out of the car." "If you don't go, I won't either!" Wu Xian said. "Go!" Wu Fei ordered with staring eyes. "Sister," Wu Xian frowned at her, "Why are you bothering?"

"You want to take care of it?! If you are told to go, you can go!" After Wu Fei finished speaking, she pushed Wu Xian out of the car. After Wu's father and Wu's mother divorced, they still lived in the suburbs. They married the woman who had been with him for many years, and the two started a small estate together to do business in the suburbs. some money.Later, Wu Xian did not do well in his homework. Wu Fei thought that she had always dreamed of going abroad but failed, so her younger brother would have to fulfill this gilded dream. Anyway, there was no hope of entering a domestic university, so it was better to go directly to a school that paid for it abroad. At that time In my mind, it doesn't matter what level it is, as long as I go abroad.

So Wu Fei hid her mother and went to her father's place to make trouble a few times, asked for a large sum of money, and gave it all to Wu Xian in stages, and sent Wu Xian to Singapore to study in a not-so-reputable technical school. At that time, Father Wu was rich for the first time in his life. He was not a person who was stingy with his children, but he didn't like his daughter taking his money and pretending to continue the class struggle. Wu Fei's troubles were not purely about money, there were some things she couldn't say, and only asking for money could relieve the anger in her heart!As a result, after several quarrels, even though they got the money, they also wiped out any remaining guilt that Father Wu had towards the pair of children.The last time Wu Fei went to get money, it was thrown out by his father.Wu Fei later recalled the scene where she gritted her teeth and picked up banknotes in the yard. She was very puzzled. In fact, she did not have any grief at all, but since then, she and her father have not heard from each other for many years, and they do not want to have any thoughts about each other. Mix with it.

In recent years, Wu's father and his later wife have both entered old age, and they have no other children under their knees. The management of the manor is neglected, and gradually the business is not doing well. desolate.Wu Fei seldom mentions her father in front of others. It was not until Wu Xian came back from Singapore that there were sporadic news about her father. Wu Fei knew that Wu Xian had always been in touch with her father, and guessed that Wu Xianxu had secretly visited them. My father did not pursue it several times, but just ignored it. As for that stepmother, Wu Fei actually didn't have any special impression.I remember when she was a teenager, one day when Father Wu came home from get off work, he suddenly took out a bright and beautiful hand-woven scarf from his bag and gave it to Fei Wu. This was something that had never happened in the history of the Wu family, and Fei Wu never received The experience of her father's gift, she was flattered for a moment, she didn't know how to react, she opened her mouth and stood in front of her father in a daze.

"Stupid boy! Look good!" Father Wu said with a smile on his cheeks, cheeks flushed, and even scratched Wu Fei's nose like a normal father. The strange thing is that the scarf suddenly disappeared after being tied around Wu Fei's neck for a few days; what's even more strange is that Wu's father didn't beat and scold Wu Fei because of it, but just ignored their mother and son.Wu Fei has always been unbelievable, because "silence" is really not the style her father usually expresses when dealing with children's mistakes.After waiting for many years, the answer was finally revealed on a certain Mid-Autumn Festival that only Wu Fei and her mother spent together.Mama Wu proudly recalled that she threw the scarf into the public toilet because it was woven by Papa Wu's friend.

Mother Wu hardly knows any "female workers (pronounced hong)", and even she herself regrets it, so she has all the more reason to hate those behaviors that dove into Nestlé. Twenty minutes later, Wu Xian came out of their father's house. Wu Fei was sitting in the driver's seat smoking a cigarette. The car had never been turned off. She saw her father and a strange woman in the rearview mirror escorting Wu Xian to the gate of their courtyard. . Those two people looked at the direction where Wu Fei was parking from a distance. In Wu Fei's memory, this was the only time that she finally found an expression of his expectation for her on her father's face. Although it was far away, such an expression seemed to have silently appeared in her heart. Waited for nearly thirty years.

Wu Fei couldn't help tearing her eyes, she suddenly couldn't face up to or bear her own expectations, the reflective distance between them and Wu Fei's own tears made everything seem unreal. At that time, Callas's natural singing voice was playing in the car. It was a classic aria in Puccini's work "Gianni Schicchi", and it was also Wu Fei's favorite aria.No one told Wu Fei that the title of that song was "My Dear Papa". Wu Fei turned the volume of the CD to the maximum, stepped on the gas pedal a few more times, and as soon as Wu Xian got into the car, she put down the handbrake and flew away at the same speed as taking off. The final understanding with each other is left in a certain clump of nameless yellow sand in the suburbs of Beijing, regardless of the past, and there is no future.

When I got home in the evening, I saw Mo Xilun standing at the door of Wu Xian's apartment in a black windbreaker from afar.After the siblings parked the car, Wu Xian walked forward with Wu Fei on his arm. When he reached Mo Xilun, Wu Xian lit a cigarette, took a sip, and gently poked Mo Xilun with the hand holding the cigarette. He said slowly on his chest: "Brother-in-law, today, I call you 'brother-in-law' for my sister's sake, I don't know what happened between you two, I just know, my sister, she is a Good woman! It is a blessing from your previous life to marry such a good woman to you, so you must treat her well! Do you hear me? Next time, you have to let me know how wronged she has been, and I will tell you You old Mo, you'd better not let your unlucky daughter appear in Beijing! Otherwise, just let me know, I found someone to make her, do you understand what 'doing' means? I, Wu Xian, do what I say Here!" After speaking, he threw the cigarette butt on the ground vigorously, crushed it with his foot, wearing the pair of "Dr. That was the only time Wu Xian spoke like a hooligan and Wu Fei didn't stop him. Mo Xilun didn't argue with Wu Xian, but just lowered his head and said to Wu Fei: "Let's go home?" Then he turned his head and calmly said to Wu Xian: "Thank you for helping me take care of your sister these two days." On the way home, Lao Mo tentatively reached out to grab Wu Fei's hand while driving. Wu Fei didn't resist, so he grasped it even tighter, and even pulled Wu Fei's hand in front of him to touch his own face.Wu Fei didn't know why she forgave Mo Xilun so easily, she just knew that during those few days, she especially needed to feel like "family", apart from Wu Xian, the real "family", and only Mo Xi Lun's body exudes the breath closest to this feeling. After waiting for two red lights, Lao Mo asked cautiously, "Why didn't you tell me that you helped me save Meimei?" "Don't mention your daughter in front of me again, okay?" Wu Fei was annoyed that her reverie was interrupted, so she yelled viciously. "Ok, ok don't mention it, my good wife! My wife is the kindest person in the world!" Lao Mo coaxed hurriedly. After being silent for a while, Wu Fei suddenly said to herself in a crying voice: "My stepmother has cancer." "Your stepmother? Why have I never heard of you having a stepmother?" Mo Xilun asked in surprise. "Yeah..." Wu Fei answered the wrong question, and suddenly realized that tears were streaming down her face. Mo Xilun looked back at her, held the steering wheel with one hand, hugged her with the other, and comforted her: "Let's find a way, it's okay, what kind of cancer is it? Do you want me to see a foreign doctor?" ?” "Let's go home, little dad." Wu Fei didn't answer Lao Mo's words, and used the address they used to call him when they were in love, and then leaned over to lie on his lap, just like when she was having an affair, she stretched out her arms and hugged him tightly. Lao Mo's knees, trying to feel what she has been uncertain about, the love that once seemed to be invisible and the marriage that is already done. Wu Fei was very strange. Ever since she and Mo Xilun got acquainted, every time their relationship progressed, they always relied on other factors.She was still unwilling to admit that she and Mo Xilun had some mutual illusions, which made them believe that love had actually taken care of their relationship, even though, in terms of physical performance, it was A closer relationship than anyone.However, the illusion, in the end, it seems that it can only be an illusion at best. "Love" is between them, just like many other ordinary couples. In order to continue, they occasionally squeeze out individual illusions, making everyone's life seem like fireworks, relying on the beauty of a moment to continue walking. walk alone.