Chapter 18 "Rumours" XII

After Wu Fei resigned, she didn't have anything special to do except continue to have a tryst with Lao Mo as far as possible.In order to avoid hearing what her mother said about her, Wu Fei deliberately found fault with her mother and confronted her.Such days made her suddenly believe in Einstein's theory, that time can be objectively shortened or lengthened due to subjective mood. In addition to short and long changes in time, there will occasionally be a special feeling of temporary stagnation at a certain time. The two days of the "9.21" earthquake in Taiwan were very long.

It was a particularly boring afternoon. Wu Fei thought that she had left an important notebook in the office and forgot to get it back, so she called Lao Mo and asked Lao Mo to find it for her.Lao Mo said on the phone that he was dealing with an important matter and asked Wu Fei to arrange it by himself. Wu Fei was a little dissatisfied with Lao Mo's answer, and there was no other way.Although thinking of meeting those people in the office again, I felt a little grudge.But after wandering around for a while, there was no good idea, so I had to bite the bullet and go. As a result, when she went there that day, everyone was crowded in the conference room watching TV, and all the people in the office suddenly had their hearts on the other side, and no one of them paid special attention to her.

Wu Fei's cold expression that she had prepared for a long time was useless, and she was secretly upset.I thought to myself, what does the earthquake in Taiwan have to do with you people!As soon as this question came to mind, the model suddenly came up naturally.Wu Fei immediately broke out in a cold sweat, thinking that the Taiwan earthquake had something to do with her! From the first moment this association was formed, Wu Fei tried to contact the model.As a result, Fanfan couldn't get through on the phone. Wu Fei felt nervous and worried while thinking that there would be no "accident".

Many people subconsciously hope that various "big events" in the world will have a relationship with themselves.Wu Fei is one of the "many people". "9.21" can also be regarded as a "big event".Wu Fei was tormented by the sudden solemnity.What's more, the memory of a model is a very different mood.Since I can't share it with others, I secretly feel that this worry is very hypocritical.That's right, if Wu Fei told people that she was worried about XXX at this time, they would definitely be laughed to death, because Fanfan is a well-known artist on the other side.

On the third day after the incident, Wu Fei was chattering at home when she suddenly received a typical text message saying "I am D, I am still alive, I miss U..." It was probably sent to many people, so The tone is very "public".But Wu Fei still felt relieved immediately as if she wished for it, and ran to the outside room to hug and kiss Wu Ma.I didn't think it was enough, so I had to ask Lao Mo.When we met, I was troubled by this reason and it was inconvenient to share.Wu Fei didn't give up, so she had to make up a few other excuses, and took advantage of the opportunity to get intimate with Mo Xilun, interpreting the joy of learning about Pian Fan's peace into a strange sexual excitement for her lover.Lao Mo was happy to sit back and enjoy the success, and didn't delve into it.

The earthquake incident raged for a while, and finally calmed down a little. One night, while Wu Fei was insomniac, Fan Fan suddenly called. The two chatted about something else as usual. Fan Fan suddenly asked if Wu Fei was worried about him during the earthquake.Wu Fei said yes.For some reason, she concealed the degree of anxiety at that time, and deliberately expressed that worry in a rather perfunctory manner.After hearing this, the model was silent for a few seconds at the other end. "What's wrong?" Wu Fei asked, still pretending to be perfunctory. "Nothing." The answer was also perfunctory.

"What's the matter?" Wu Fei asked again in a straight tone. "It's nothing!" Fan Fan became even more reserved. "What's wrong?" "nothing." "What's wrong?!" "It's really nothing..." Fanfan was silent again, and then, without waiting for Wu Fei to ask again, he said to himself, "If you really die, you don't know who to notify." When Wu Fei heard about it, she immediately understood it, coughed, and deliberately smiled, "They're all dead, how can I notify you?" "That's right, I forgot." The model is sensitive, and immediately changed his posture, deliberately acting brisk on the phone, acting very "dramatic".

Wu Fei paused again, and then smiled softly: "Of course I am worried about you. Yes, I was so happy when I received your text message that day. I was so happy that I immediately forced my husband to go to the suburbs to have sex with me. To celebrate your safety. I forgot to take measures because of impromptu, so oh, if I will have a child because of this, the child will be counted on your head!" Fanfan laughed out loud after hearing this, and said, "It's disgusting, you woman!" After a pause, he said softly and slowly: "At this time, only you can make me laugh, so heartwarming."

After finishing speaking, he sighed as if aftertaste, and laughed again.This time, he smiled more sincerely, and could not hear the usual decoration. When he finished laughing, Fan Fan suddenly talked about his private affairs for the first time because of some nerve.After knowing each other for so long, Wu Fei heard for the first time that Fanfan was born in a single-parent family. His mother used to live in southern Taiwan and the family ran a grocery store.Because of his good looks, he was restless and ran out at a very young age. When he arrived in Taipei, he also helped out in a grocery store at first, but later on he did not do anything special.Fan never knew who his father was.Mom has never been married, but has always been in love.When the model grows up, all the bets in her life seem to be on the model.After he became famous, his mother would have even more reason and strength to fall in love everywhere.

Model said that the compliment his mother likes to hear the most is when people treat her and him as siblings, and the most common thing to do is to ask Model to come forward when they try to seduce someone or abandon someone. Model can’t do anything else, all he has is money and fame—the main purpose of using money to those who are abandoned by his mother is to keep his mouth shut; As a bargaining chip, Dian's mother is also very knowledgeable about current affairs, and will always pick someone among the relatives and friends of the other party's family who has a little girl who is her son's fan, and falls in love.

"Later, I didn't quite believe that blood relationship is more special than other relationships." Fan Fan said, with a sad tone: "On the day of the earthquake, my mother was on vacation with someone in Australia. When they found me, the first thing They still asked for money." Wu Fei didn't say anything, but just listened carefully, and when Dianfan finished speaking, she deliberately interrupted and asked, "Are you hungry? I suddenly really want to eat the pineapple cake and beef jerky you brought me last time, the spicy ones Kind of. It’s best to pair it with a cup of frozen top oolong, it’s really delicious! How about you? Do you want to eat anything from Beijing?” "Yes, I really want to eat candied haws in Beijing. I think candied haws are like a person's life!" "How?" Wu Fei asked. "That's right, at first when you ate sugar, you thought everything was sweet, transparent and sweet, but when you really bit into it, you found that the inner core was sour or even bitter, but you It's too late to let go, because you have been fascinated by this sweet and sour mixture, and you can't leave if you want to leave..." "Hehe, you think too much." Wu Fei interrupted him with a smile. She didn't want Fan Fan to know that she already had goosebumps all over the phone when he said that. After hanging up the phone, Wu Fei continued to suffer from insomnia. Thinking that she would have nothing to do tomorrow anyway, she let herself feel wildly: Thinking about the model, thinking that even though she had known him for so long, she had paid attention to him pretendingly for so long. Never knew any of his "family affairs". All of a sudden, I feel a little unworthy of being a "model", living the life of a public figure with no normal mentality in a mess every day, but after the disaster, after dreaming at midnight, waking up, at most, I just call a person like her who knows little about him stranger. Just as she was thinking wildly, the phone rang again. Wu Fei knew that she was still a model, so she hurriedly answered it, fearing that the ringing would wake her mother up.But after picking it up, neither of them made a sound.After a while of silence, in the middle of the night, Fan Fan asked Wu Fei softly in a seductive hoarse voice that can only be caused by a bad cold or excessive smoking: "May I sing for you?" Wu Fei didn't joke this time, nor did she refuse any more, she said softly but earnestly: "Okay." It was indeed the first time she really wanted to hear his singing. Then the exemplary voice came from the other side of the strait, over the sparse guitar accompaniment of his own playing: I met you in winter, Then I'll be with you, I'm afraid of the cold and bad weather and christmas under blue dress cold loneliness Maybe it's my winter blues Give up the truth if you don't have enough heat We hugged and pretended to be sweet don't think about it is it love Is there a tacit understanding? I plan to leave you when spring comes Before those rumors become memories I plan to leave you when spring comes Allow yourself to practice courage in the face of loneliness meet you in winter then we are together you are pastime i'm acting Is there a continuation of this season In fact, you and I are skeptical Wu Fei only realized halfway through that it was the poem she had written to Lao Mo before, and it was called "Winter Melancholy".At that time, it was also because of Lao Mo's incomprehension of the poetry that she sent it to Fan Fan. Unexpectedly, Fan Fan took it as a lyrics and actually composed music for it. After his singing stopped leisurely, Wu Fei was frozen by the remaining atmosphere, and couldn't help but realize that she had shed tears.She was a little puzzled by those tears, thinking that sometimes she shed tears just to prove that the sense organs are still basically functioning after being touched by external force. That moment of silence is very similar to a certain scene outlined by Zhang Ailing in the novel, but ordinary people like Wu Fei have not encountered the honor of "in an era of chaos and chaos, individualists have nowhere to go", so there is no need to be full of love. Experience the real arrogance of life when you survive the catastrophe. "This is the first time I've composed a song myself!" Fanfan said softly after singing, "I just don't know if it can be included in the album. The company feels that this song doesn't match the plan of the whole album, and said that the lyrics are still written. Compared with the mainland flavor, I say yes, because it was written by a mainland girl." "I hope it won't be used." Wu Fei sighed. "why?" "Because, I hope, it's just mine, because it's mine." Wu Fei said. "It's yours. I love it anyway, it's the first song I wrote. No, it should be, it's the first song the two of us wrote! Really, It's so cool to think about it!" After Fan Fan finished speaking, he laughed, and the haze just now disappeared from the laughter. Wu Fei breathed a sigh of relief on the phone, imagined Fan Fan's smile and impeccably beautiful front teeth, and smiled too. After waking up the next day, Wu Fei helped her mother buy vegetables. When she saw frozen candied haws in the supermarket, she suddenly felt a pang of affection similar to family affection. The post office sent it to Taipei by courier.