Chapter 14 "Rumours" Eighth

One week after Christmas, at the end of the year, everyone in the company will go to KTV together. It was Lao Mo's turn to perform in the middle, and Mo Xilun stood up amidst the applause of all his staff, stood in the center of the room, and sang Li Zongsheng's "Ghost Bewilderment". Picking it tremblingly, there are six beasts on the roof. Wu Fei sat in the crowd, at first she pretended to be nonchalant, nodding and shaking her knees following the beat, but suddenly found that the people in the room became strangely quiet one after another. Fei, didn't know where to look, so basically they kept their heads down or looked at each other in blank dismay, as if Mo Xilun's "ghost obsession" with Wu Fei was everyone's fault.

A gust of cool wind blew past the back of Wu Fei's neck, and she suddenly smelled something unexpected and dangerous in the air. Wu Fei doesn't know what the relationship between her and Lao Mo is. With her experience, she still hopes for a platonic spiritual love. With her experience, she is naturally not capable enough to create a standard for her to understand the relationship between them. the truth. Wu Fei has not yet adapted to the situation where the two entered the physical stage before they officially confessed their love.At that time, according to Wu Fei's rules, the "relationship" still had to be divided into several stages. For example, one had to have a relatively clear understanding of the other party's various situations, and knew some relatives and friends of the other party, and then waited for the opportunity to say " Be my boyfriend/girlfriend", say "I love you" to each other for at least three months, and kiss fifty times before entering the stage of considering whether to have sex.

In Wu Fei's opinion, it is a pity that she cannot know Mo Xilun's relatives and friends, and it is very difficult for her to say "I love you" to Mo Xilun—maybe she can betray the Yang Xiaoning in her memory , but she cannot betray herself. That Christmas Eve was just a momentary stimulus, and the fatigue after the stimulus wrapped Wu Fei's own moral standards, causing her to fall into self-blame that could not be called regret. Therefore, after that Christmas Eve, Wu Fei deliberately avoided direct contact with Mo Xilun.Going to work every day is a business-like and professional attitude, and there is no wordy word at all.Even if he had to look at Mo Xilun, his eyes were clear, as if that day was just an occasional drunken absurdity, and everyone should let the past go.

Wu Fei's attitude actually increased the excitement of this incident to Mo Xilun. Originally, he was a little worried, fearing that Wu Fei would become sad and arrogant from now on.Unexpectedly, Wu Fei gave him another surprise.He felt a little guilty for his own worries, and couldn't help but conclude that Wu Fei possessed the basic qualities of a lover, that is, "Don't ask about the past, and don't ask about the future."Mo Xilun's performance on the day of the end of the year was indeed beyond comprehension, and he couldn't help expressing his inner feelings through singing in front of the whole company.

Besides, basically, this matter was actually much simpler for Lao Mo.Like many middle-aged men in his age and situation, this is just another one of the countless stealths in his life. The only difference is that this time is a bit longer than the last time, which made him unexpectedly experience The stunning beauty of a long drought and rain. Mo Xilun still clearly remembers that his last extramarital sexual partner was four years ago, when he happened to be stationed in South Korea for a short period of time and met a local female student.That day, he purposely pretended to be wandering around the gate of the famous Ewha Womans University in Seoul (it was also called Seoul at the time), just in time for his future lover to leave school. The moment the Korean female student walked out of the campus surprised Mo Xilun. Heaven and man.This was a scene that Mo Xilun could never forget, so much so that he could no longer clearly remember how he seduced her afterwards.

What's even more remarkable is that the Korean girl can freely switch between her innocence in her school uniform and her lewdness after taking off her school uniform.That kind of exoticism that Mo Xilun is not familiar with, and the huge contrast with her calmness and movement left an indelible mark on Mo Xilun's life. In those days, he was fascinated by her, and he was so pained and happy that he couldn't wait. Since then, I will die under the Korean pear blossom! Therefore, for many years later, Mo Xilun always felt that he had a "girl student plot". Moreover, what moved Mo Xilun the most was that when he was about to finish his training in Seoul, he said goodbye to the girl seriously.It was night, after the Korean girl left the last string of gossip-shaped tooth marks on his body, she took the money he gave her and bowed away. Although there were tears in her eyes, she didn't hold any extra concerns. Mixed, resolutely left, without leaving any possibility of turning back.Mo Xilun is very grateful for this. In the past, he would have at least pretended to be a swearing-in partner, but who knows, he accidentally met such a sensible person, and Lao Mo was deeply fascinated by the sexy and decisive Gao Li's back. .

Looking back on the dozens of days they have been dating, she has always maintained a considerable standard.Since there is no language that can be used in common, they have not talked much, and the sounds they make are only "calling for bed" and giggling.Basically, when you enter the house, you have sex, and when you go out, you just eat. The only thing left in life is "food" and "sex". Simple and beautiful.Although there is a language barrier, they are on the same page, and each has given each other the most precious sincerity and understanding.Like Li Zongsheng's other lyrics: "Men don't have to be silent, and women really don't need to be pitiful."

Sex without verbal communication is a kind of realm, all derailments in the world should be so polite and restrained: when they come, they are thunderous, when they go, they are stormy, and no one needs any extra arrears or apologies for anyone. Based on such a high level of cheating experience, of course Mo Xilun, who has been in the sea, can't come back and burn any passion or desire for his first wife.Therefore, the most Mo Xilun could do to Wen Qingzhu was "eat with her". However, what was unexpected was that, because of his irresponsible behavior, he captured Wu Fei's heart that knew nothing about marriage.

Wu Fei was the only young woman Mo Xilun had seen after entering her forties who still had the aura of a schoolgirl on her body.He secretly rejoiced at the opportunity created by the company coup for him and Wu Fei. Since the first business trip with her alone, he couldn't help imagining the other side of Wu Fei. He stretched this imagination very long, like A rich foreplay is brewing, just to usher in the magnificence of "love is like a tide and surrounds the cheating lover" at the last moment.Of course, Wu Fei did not live up to his expectations. Wu Fei's indifference after Christmas Eve aroused Mo Xilun's fighting spirit and his infinite nostalgia for that night. He was secretly agitated, unbearable, and had no choice but to pass on his enthusiasm to the innocent Wen Qingzhu.So this old couple, who had been married for nearly twenty years, suddenly had sex twice in a week without any reason.

Wen Qingzhu is a Christian who is also deeply influenced by traditional Chinese education. Lao Mo is her first love and her only sexual partner so far.Therefore, Wen Qingzhu feels at ease about the close sexless married life that has lasted for many years. It was absolutely impossible for her to "proactively seek sex", but she also actively cooperated with her husband's sudden sexual arousal. With the attitude of a good wife, she did not have too many doubts. It was night, Mo Xilun wiped himself with a toilet paper afterwards, and said seriously, "I've been drinking that elixir you brought back from Hong Kong for the past two days, why is it so strong!"

Wen Qingzhu turned her back to her husband and said, "Oh, then I will buy it next time. But when Meimei comes back from boarding school on the weekend, you should stop drinking for two days." Wen Qingzhu is a woman with the "talent to be a good wife". With that talent, rather than saying that she doesn't doubt, it's better to say that she doesn't want to doubt at all. If her husband tells her that sudden hyperactivity is about tonic If that is the case, the only thing she is willing to do is to "believe" and then "cooperate" as much as possible. However, Wen Qingzhu's "no doubt" attitude and her physical behavior of cooperating with him cannot fundamentally solve Lao Mo's problem.He began to panic all the time, especially during the day when he had to face Wu Fei in the office pretending nothing happened under the prying eyes of everyone; what was worse, Wu Fei acted righteously, as if there was really nothing like that between them thing. Mo Xilun burned his heart with fire, lust. Mo Xilun finally survived for another two weeks, of course he won't just sit and wait for death. That day, Wu Fei's birthday, I invited a few friends to have dinner, pretending to be lively, but in fact it was boring.After finishing the meal and walking out of the restaurant, snowflakes suddenly fell from the sky.Wu Fei dismissed her friends at the entrance of the restaurant, sighed to the sky, and suddenly gave birth to some little feelings of self-pity and self-pity that girls are most likely to have on their birthdays, and walked all the way from the restaurant to eat alone on the snow. walk home. When he reached the gate of the community, he saw Mo Xilun's car parked there. There was already a thin layer of snow on the roof, and it was obvious that he had been waiting there for a while. Seeing Wu Fei, Mo Xilun got out of the car, approached her, and tried to lean forward. Seeing that Wu Fei didn't resist, he moved closer, hugged her gently, and said, "Happy Brithday! Here you are!" It’s a gift, do you want to see it?” Without saying a word, Wu Fei lowered her head and got into his car with Mo Xilun.The two sat in the back seat, and Lao Mo took out a beautifully packaged box from his bag and handed it to Wu Fei. Inside the box is a birthday card with a CD in the middle of the card, which is Judy Collins' album, and the name of the album is "Amazing Grace". Mo Xilun leaned forward and inserted the CD into the front speaker, and then sat back down. He held her hand and said: "Before I met you, although I was often dragged to church by my wife, I actually didn't have any faith. I didn't expect to hear so many hymns in my life. Only the one you sang a cappella really moved me. You let me I feel that the combination of two bodies can be so sacred. I really believe in the existence of God. I think we should be blessed. So, I want to tell you, 'Amazing Grace', I believe there is no other Yes, a word that more accurately describes how I feel when I'm with you." The singing of Judy Collins floated in Wu Fei's ears when the first snow fell after the new year and on Wu Fei's 25th birthday, and her heart trembled with the melody. Mo Xilun frowned with concern, took her into his arms, pinned her hair behind her ears, and said softly, "Don't worry." This is the second time he said "don't worry" to her. Wu Fei doesn't want to know what she has to worry about, but in that case, in that situation, it is enough to make her heart that has just stepped into her 25th year soften again. , she raised her face to meet Mo Xilun's, and let him kiss her. Between the warm lips and teeth, a little bit of cold salty taste suddenly mixed in. It wasn't snow, it was just Wu Fei herself. tears. The heat inside the car slowly coated the windows on all sides with a layer of mist. Wu Fei was sober that day. Without the help of alcohol, she was not able to fully adapt to the continuation of the chapter after the kiss, and she was not even very familiar with it. like.However, this matter is far from perfect. When most mature men give a little love-like care for the sake of sex, immature women have no choice but to accept the abruptness of sex for the sake of love.This is the only way for many people to grow up. Looking back, it is hard to say whether it will have another incongruous beauty of giving-if there is a chance, look back. In this way, the two people each ask for what they need, and in the almost misunderstanding of each other's needs, they officially start this journey that seems to be in love but not in love.