Chapter 14 second quarter

It's amazing, one night, I dreamed about my mother. It was the first time in so long that I dreamed of her so clearly.She was wearing a green dress, had a rosy face, and laughed loudly.She took mine with her warm hands and whispered in my ear, "Let's go, it's Anan's fortieth birthday, let's go buy him a new pair of leather shoes." As soon as I finished speaking, she let go of my hand and walked forward quickly. She walked so fast, I shouted and tried to catch up, but she finally disappeared slowly. The moment I woke up, I burst into tears. Although the tears came from a dream, they were so real and painful.I buried my head in the quilt, and suddenly wanted to cry loudly, regardless of it, and cried it out.

But of course, I didn't.Since the day she left, I seem to have lost the right to cry aloud.I just wiped away my tears quietly under the quilt, then got up, changed into my school uniform, took my lunch box, and prepared to go to morning self-study after breakfast. This is the third day of my study in Tianzhong.The dormitory I live in is in good condition. Besides me, there are three other girls living there.Because it was still early, they were still sleeping soundly.I come from the county, and the children in these cities have more pride and confidence than me.However, these did not cause me any pressure. I have always been used to living in my own world, guarding my magnetic field alone, and enjoying my own fun.

Just like what my class teacher once said to me when I was in junior high school.She said: "Ma Zhuo, you are an atomic bomb that stays quietly. Once it explodes, it will be nothing. Once it explodes, it will be amazing." This boast is the highest honor for a student.However, I am not complacent, but treasure it in my heart and become the courage to spur me to continue to work hard. The cool wind blew across my face in the early autumn morning, and I walked across the huge playground in the sky to the cafeteria to have breakfast.There are many cypress trees beside the playground, standing there, like guarding soldiers one by one.There was an advertisement for a women's theater on the billboard. A beautiful girl stretched her arms and looked up at the sky. There was a line of big characters beside it: Me and my blue ideal.The music in the radio room has already sounded, soft and soothing, beautiful and beautiful.How wonderful, everything is as I imagined, yes, I think I have fallen in love with the taste of this century-old school, it belongs to me, I should come here.

Although campus life is nothing more than attending classes, resting, eating, and sleeping, in my opinion, it is still extremely beautiful.I enjoy the repainted desks and chairs in the classroom to welcome new students, the water dispenser arranged in the dormitory, the tall and beautiful library experiment building, and the large blooming flowers and thick leaves on the back hill of the school. , enjoying the treatment that I never enjoyed in my previous school.Enjoying everything that I dreamed of and finally had after studying hard every night.Yes, I enjoy and cherish it. The class in the sky is not as tense as I imagined, and the teacher is not as serious as I imagined.It has been three days since school started, and the head teacher asked everyone to introduce themselves in Chinese class.

Our class teacher is a man, very young, about thirty years old.He has a rather weird surname, "Shuang".His opening remark was: "You are excellent, I am happy!" There was a lot of laughter on the spot.The classmates liked him very much and called him Lao Shuang affectionately.Lao Shuang's Mandarin sounds very magnetic and inspiring: "Everyone is the pride of the heavens. Today, I don't have class, and I will give each of you half a minute to go on stage to make an advertisement for yourself. In just half a minute, I hope everyone will seize the opportunity to show themselves and become a blockbuster!"

Not attending class always seems to be a happy thing. The students were very happy and walked up to the podium one by one in order.When I was admitted, my grades were not low. The class I was in was a key class. Every boy and girl in our class is indeed different, but the brief self-introduction is full of tricks and won everyone's applause or laughter. . The first person on stage was the boy sitting in front of me.As soon as Mr. Shuang finished speaking, he stood up quickly and walked onto the podium in a few steps.But to my surprise, his voice was very thin, and he kept pushing his glasses as soon as he came on stage, and he couldn't speak a complete sentence, which didn't match his bravery when he stepped onto the stage.There was awkwardness in the classroom for several minutes, and then a burst of laughter erupted throughout the classroom.

Shuang Laoban stopped everyone: "Please keep quiet!" "Xiao Zhe, no need to introduce, everyone remembers you!" The students in the key middle schools were all very proud, and almost no one listened to the old class at this time, but the boys with good deeds used it to mock him.Suddenly, as if a magical power erupted, he said loudly: "My name is Xiao Zhe! The reason why I was the first to stand on the podium is because my motto is: always strive for the first. I hope everyone will remember me !" In the last sentence, he was even a little hoarse.After shouting, he staggered off the stage with a blushing face.My deskmate Yan Shushu let out a "hum" in her nose dismissively.It seems that they have known each other for a long time.

When it was my turn, I put down my book, walked up to the podium, and said, "My name is Ma Zhuo. My hobby is reading. I hope to become good friends with everyone. Thank you." After speaking, I bowed to everyone and stepped down. The applause was hesitant at first, but finally it sounded politely. This should be the most ordinary self-introduction, but I don't feel any shame, because here, I just want to be an ordinary part. When class was over, my deskmate Yan Shushu leaned into my ear and said curiously: "I heard that you were the first in the exam in your county?"

"It's okay." I said. "What do you mean, okay?" She laughed, "It's really strange for you to answer the question." I smiled at her.She lowered her head, and suddenly kicked my sneakers very affectionately and said: "Don't wear this style, I will introduce you to two of the most popular shoes this year, and I can get A grade, which is not expensive. " "No," I said, "thank you." She seemed a little unhappy, she lowered her head and packed her books. Slowly, I discovered that Yan Shushu is an enthusiastic follower of the brand. Her schoolbag is from Jansport, her sneakers are from Pro-kids, and even the hairpins are from Hello-Kitty.With her tangible and intangible indoctrination, I have a little understanding of these brands.Once upon a time in junior high school, a pair of Nike sneakers was enough to be admired by a class, but I have never seen such a brand-name fanatic.Fashion is a kind of poison. Many girls in our class were influenced by her and began to buy her things. She is very happy to do these small businesses. Some people say that she can earn thousands of dollars a month.Although I don't know if it's true, but I know that she has a lot of customers, but, as her tablemate, I'm still not one of them.

It's not that I'm reluctant to spend money, but those things are really useless to me. When she failed to sell me a Clinique eye cream for the nth time, I felt like she was starting to hate me. "Hey!" She frowned unconvinced, clasped the table with her knuckles, and said to me with an ugly expression, "I'm doing it for your own good. You read so late every day, why don't you take care of it? You really think your skin is Iron?" Seeing that I was not moved, she said again: "How about the friendship price?" "Is money really that important to you?" I asked puzzled.

"If you don't buy it, don't buy it. Why do you talk so much! Kindness is not rewarded!" She was a little angry, her face turned red, and she threw the small eye cream into the drawer.At this time, the class bell finally rang. She moved her bookshelf to the middle of the seat and listened with her arms behind her back throughout the class.Also, she didn't talk to me in those days.When we met in the dormitory, we just passed by without nodding. I am very happy. Until that evening, when I was in the bathroom, I heard the girls talking: "She doesn't know anything, what's the use of learning English so well? I bet she can even misspell CHANEL as CHANNEL!" "Nonsense, she has no idea what Chanel is." "Maybe she thought it was the name of a flower, haha." "Don't embarrass her. I heard that her father runs a grocery store in the county, and Baiqueling is about the same. What else can she know?" While wiping their wet hands with paper towels, they stood beside the washstand and chattered, among them was Yan Shushu.They paid no attention to me behind me. Until I said, "Let me go." They looked at each other, and several girls walked away dejectedly.Yan Shushu and I looked at each other, I looked back at her calmly, and finally saw her with a big red face, she turned around and left the bathroom in two steps. I turned the faucet to the maximum and wiped my face hard. I walked out of the door of the bathroom, stretched my waist at the door, and took a breath of fresh air in the sky.I'm not someone who can't stand gossip. I've been surrounded by gossip since I was a child. I don't have a father, no mother, an illegitimate child, or a foreign girl.Nothing, it's really nothing. Now, at sixteen, I am even more fearless.You know, no one can affect my fighting spirit, and no one can stop my confidence in absorbing nutrients. I must be like a wild grass that is not afraid of the sky and the ground, and grow vigorously.When they found out that I was wonderful, they had no choice but to applaud. This is called the real "cool"!