Chapter 5 4.

4. How many times have I watched Natural Born Killers?Seeing it, you can recite the lines in it.When they killed one person in the tavern, they said to that person: "Tell others that we did it, we are Mickey and Malorie." Every time I hear this sentence, I feel a hole in my body Come on, my heart is about to twitch with pain.I really love Melorie with her black hair, her flat breasts, how sexy she is when she twists her body, and how she wears a loose prison uniform in prison, holding her thin body and muttering: "I was born to be A badass, I was born to be a badass." We always unconsciously dream of being ourselves in the characters of movies, don't we?Although she is actually just a twenty-five-year-old girl with messy hair and a big bag on her back, walking slowly on the road in autumn.Oh, my God, it's already twenty-five years old, it's already 2007.And I was only seventeen years old when I saw this movie for the first time, crying when I saw the two of them cut their palms with a knife and the white veil fell into the valley.Astro Boy must have never seen this movie, right?He probably really died in his childhood or teenage years, but I remembered him.Once the valve is opened, the memory floods me overwhelmingly.I could smell the sticky stench of Suzhou Creek again. Every evening when the tide rises, this damp, salty smell envelops the whole of Shanghai, and then the whole chest seems to be submerged in water.Water was about to rush out of the mouth and eye sockets, making people want to vomit with their mouths wide open, but in the end they could only spit out a little saliva, so they had to be paralyzed and wait for the feeling like a rising tide to fade away.It's a secret, Astro Boy, and I'm breaking my contract.Our childhood is over.Now there is no teacher, no adults, we are all adults now, we will no longer be locked up for late school, no longer stand in a corner, no father who will break people's fingers, no need for the sad death forever My mother, there is no juvenile detention center, no police station, we should not be afraid anymore.

Oh we are Mickey and Malorie We are Mickey and Malorie We are Mickey and Malorie We are Mickey and Malorie.We are bad kids, but we struggle to grow up, we just learn to resist not to be destroyed.We are different people from you, and we will be adults different from you when we grow up.I am very sad, why was I always not brave enough, always so cowardly when I was a child, why can't I always be the person I thought I was?We are Astro Boy and Xu Sansan, saying this now seems like a joke.