Chapter 8 chapter eight

Until last year, Cheng Zhen was still unconvinced and said to Dong Xin: "They see geniuses but don't recognize them. They deserve to read about me in the self-report now!" Cheng Zhen has seen that girl before, of course she is an adult now, her eyes are still big, but she is fat, her eyes are no longer bright, she works in a government agency, her position is not high. This is a past event brought up by the Atlantic Ocean. The secular vision is also improving, and he already knows how to appreciate special people and things, otherwise Cheng Zhen would not be famous. The weather was cold and there was no snow. Cheng Zhen didn't dare to neglect her. She was wearing thick clothes, including ski attire and a long down coat with a hood. She was still worried that she would not be able to bear it.

She was silent along the way. There were not many passengers on the highway, and they greeted and chatted with each other. Cheng Zhen covered her face with a scarf, revealing a pair of black eyes. There were not many local tourists and Chinese, and the driver thought she was an Indian. When we arrived at the hostel, the equipment was simple but complete. Cheng Zhen rested for a day, and set out to sea with a small fishing boat the next day. The owner of the fishing boat is a father and son. They toil all day long and get nothing. Their weather-beaten faces are silent and depressed. Back in the hotel room, Cheng Zhen still felt turbulent. She lamented that she would not dare to waste any leftovers after eating fish. It turns out that fishing is so hard.

She didn't sleep well. As soon as I closed my eyes, I heard Dong Xin's words: "I am grateful to you for the rest of my life." I really didn't expect someone to be so eager to leave her. When pursuing, it is not without effort, this part of Cheng Zhen is no longer willing to recall, the hero does not mention the courage of the past. Early in the morning, she went to the pier to watch the fishermen work. The scenery in the distance is shades of gray, layers of smog, which are still thick and dense after being peeled off. This is a world of difference from the bustling and bright metropolises on the West Bank.

Cheng Zhen sat alone on the pier. The naughty kid yelled menacingly behind her: "Shark!" She turned her head with a smile, "It's too cold, there are no sharks." It was really cold, as if the feet were resting on black ice, the cold air rose from the acupuncture points on the soles of the feet, quickly circulated through the whole body, and reached the head, making people's teeth chatter. No wonder Cheng Gong begged her to visit fashion shops in Paris. This was the longest vacation of her first half of her life, and she was going to spoil it mercilessly. At about 4 o'clock in the afternoon, the sun sets, and the twilight closes everywhere. Cheng Zhen thought of the story he saw in the children's playground when he was a child: the goddess of the night pulled a piece of dark blue velvet across the sky, covering the earth tightly and completely black.

She got up and went back to the hotel. Turning around, she only saw a tall figure standing in front of her in the haze, and Cheng Zhen was startled. The man said softly to her, "Shark!" Cheng Zhen didn't dare to cry, for fear that the tears would freeze on his face. He quickly lowered his head, "How did you get here?" "Cheng Gong tell me the address." "I hope you don't find it annoying and don't come to see me anymore, and I hope you don't find it annoying and can find me." "As long as you're on the ground, you'll always meet."

He walked back side by side with her. "How long have you been here?" "I'll see you sitting on the pier at noon." "Why did you wait so long to say hello?" "You are part of the landscape, and I happen to enjoy the landscape." Cheng Zhen smiled, "People live to listen to such good words." "I'll talk more as long as you're happy." Entering the hostel, the owner was surprised, and Tong Cheng really winked, saying, "It's really rare to catch up to this place." By the fire in the room, the two took off their coats.

Cheng Zhen wore several layers of clothes in total, and it was inexhaustible. Every layer was removed, making people feel that she was so thin in the past, and finally there was only one set of Kesmi underwear and a silk cotton vest left. Cheng Zhenxiao said, "This pile of clothes weighs ten kilograms." The walls of the room are strips of logs, and there are goose feathers flying outside the small windows, and it is snowing, a typical northern scenery. Sun Yuchuan put his coat on the back of the chair, ran to the fire and sat down. Cheng Zhen said: "I went downstairs to pick up dinner, and I heard that shepherd's pie and cabbage minced pork rolls are available tonight."

"Anything is fine, you can eat whatever you are hungry." Strange to say, before going to the kitchen, they already felt the aroma, so they rushed upstairs with the food in their hands. The two of them ate heartily, feeling that they had never eaten such a delicious pie in their life. Afterwards, there was fragrant and sweet coffee, Cheng Zhen said: "Although death has no regrets!" Sun Yuchuan felt the same way: "Being a human being is actually so simple. We urbanites are spoiled and have endless demands." "So come to the fishing village to experience life, and after returning home, you will live a peaceful life for at least a year."

Sun Yuchuan sadly said, "At most one month, he reverted to his old ways, worrying about fame, fortune and power." "you are right." Sun Yuchuan looked at her, "Do you really agree with everything I say?" Cheng Zhen said gently: "You are a guest from afar, so I will try my best to perfunctory." He smiled, "What if we're officially together?" Cheng Zhen was taken aback, and immediately said solemnly: "We have no future, and we will never live together." Sun Yuchuan raised his head unexpectedly, his face was cloudy due to the fire in the stove.

"I'm good at many things, but relationships are not one of them. What's the point when two people are together, whether they are cohabiting or married, and immediately start facing seven things to open the door and many bills? I have experienced it once and I am very tired I'm afraid, I don't want to be involved in a second relationship, please be my guest, if you are destined to meet from thousands of miles away, there is no need to change the status quo, I will be grateful to you." This is the truth. After speaking, cover your face with your hands. "But I want you to be by my side forever."

Cheng Zhenxiao said, "I'm not the person you imagined. I have a quick temper, and my job is boring. I'm either on a business trip or writing hard. I don't say a word for hours. You wouldn't like a person like that by your side." Sun Yuchuan remained silent. "As for you, I believe you are too busy at ordinary times. You have meetings and entertainments all day long, and it is difficult for your family to see you. Let us maintain the status quo until you feel tired. Why force the two of us who are good to become a couple." "I have requested separation." "That's your personal choice in life, not mine." Sun Yuchuan was silent for a long time. Cheng Zhen begged: "Do you understand? Please say you understand." Sun Yuchuan smiled and said, "I still want to be with you." "You don't understand!" Cheng Zhen was disappointed. "I can't keep up with you, I'm old school." "No, you just haven't suffered emotionally." Sun Yuchuan was surprised, "I'm suffering right now." Cheng was really moved. At this moment, someone knocked on the door, "Miss Cheng, your daughter and friends are looking for you." Cheng Zhen was startled, looked at Sun Yuchuan, "Do you want to avoid it?" Sun Yuchuan asked with a smile, "Why should I avoid it?" Cheng Zhen stepped forward, "There are outsiders, it's inconvenient, you just hide, it's for your own good." Sun Yuchuan still laughed, "Should I hide in the closet or under the bed?" Cheng Gong's voice came from outside, "Mom, are you in the room?" Cheng Zhen resentfully said, "You still came to look for me after hiding in Dadi Island, what's the matter?" Open the door aside. Standing outside the door were Cheng Gong and Tom Zeng. Cheng Zhen had no choice but to introduce them, but Cheng Zhen found that she was the only one who was embarrassed. The three of them nodded their heads generously, and Tom took the drink automatically and went to sit by the fire to keep warm. Cheng Zhen asked his daughter, "Why did you rush here?" "We have something to talk about. I don't know when you will be home." "Since you are here, please be safe. If you have something to say, please speak up." "Tom means that he can make concessions, but he doesn't want me to study architecture. Seven years is too long, and he hopes that I will transfer to another department." When Cheng Zhen heard this, he raised his voice, "Tom Zeng, come here!" Tom was depressed, "Cheng Zhen—" "How can a man bargain with a mother-in-law and a lover!" "But--" "No, but, but, but, you are so talkative." Tom once exclaimed: "I'm old in seven years." Cheng Zhen said: "You don't know it. You should be less selfish. You should be careful to lose Cheng Gong." Tom once heard this, immediately discouraged, bowed his head, and fell silent. Cheng Gong smiled and stood beside his mother. Cheng Zhen added, "This and that, it's clearly bullying my girlfriend's young age, I hate it!" Tom once argued: "I don't mean that, I—" He stopped, looking aggrieved, like a robber meeting a soldier, unable to explain clearly. Cheng Zhen spread his hands, "Love should not have strings attached." "I see." "The conversation is over, you two might as well go home and study the details." "Ah, there is one more thing," Tom once glanced at Sun Yuchuan, "Dong Xin and I will split up from next month." "That's your business entanglement." "I think it's a loss. Why? Did he tell you why?" Cheng Zhen smiled, "I never care about his affairs, he is the most free." "We all envy him, but he thinks you don't care about him." Cheng Zhen no longer commented, she hated self-defense the most. Tom Zeng still said: "Well done, I don't know why he asked for a breakup without any reason." Cheng Zhen remained silent. She hugged her daughter, "This is not a good place for a honeymoon." Cheng Gong laughed, "Not necessarily." Cheng Gong used to exchange pleasantries with Sun Yuchuan. During these times, Sun Yuchuan didn't say a word, just smiled. Cheng Gong had met him several times and had a good impression of him, and she was quite good at communication, so they chatted logically. Cheng Zhen said: "Look, when she graduates, you will add a good wife and help, and you will never break up." "Ah," Tom had said ecstatically, "I'll take your word for it." "She is young, you can have more children, Cheng Gong is more eager to have a stable home than ordinary girls, I believe you will not disappoint her." "Yes yes yes yes." Cheng Zhen sighed, "I'm old, my daughter is about to start a family." "Cheng Zhen, I didn't intend to hide it from you, it's just that it hasn't become a fact, so I don't want to disclose it." "I understand," Cheng Zhen smiled, "Look at how beautiful my daughter is, Tom, you are so lucky." "Yes, I know." "Love her, treat her well, and you will be happy. Don't worry, a man with a career is not easy to grow old." Tom said, "Thank you for your blessing." He coughed, and Cheng Gong immediately thought to him that the two had a good understanding, which is a good thing. Cheng Zhen asked herself if she was not so lucky. When she spoke to Dong Xin, she repeated each sentence several times, and sometimes Dong Xin turned a deaf ear. It must be her fault. If you admit your mistakes in advance, nothing will happen. Tom said, "Cheng Gong, let's go, it's okay." At this time Cheng Zhen asked instead: "It's getting dark, where are you going?" "We rented a room at this hostel." Cheng Zhen nodded. After the two quit, she and Sun Yuchuan were silent for a while, not knowing where to pick up the interrupted conversation. Cheng Zhen could only smile and said, "Look, this is real life, whether you like it or not, you have to deal with this kind of situation every day, and you have no choice." "You handled it well." "No, in fact, I am very worried about Cheng Gong's future happiness in my heart." Cheng Zhen poured out the wine, "When she was young, when I saw her unhappy, my heart would be cut like a knife." Sun Yuchuan smiled. "When you have feelings, you are no different from your own children." She put down her wine glass, went to fetch Sun's coat, and helped him put it on. He asked, "How did you know I was leaving?" "There is the sound of a car engine downstairs, it must be here to pick you up." "Yes." Sun Yuchuan laughed at himself. She sends him down. Goose feathers fluttered in heavy snow, Cheng Zhen wrapped his arms into his arms, the two of them looked like old friends. Sun Yuchuan looked at her, "Go back, you will catch a cold." Cheng Zhen turned around. "Cheng Zhen." He stopped her. Cheng Zhen turned around again. "Cheng Zhen, you never ask when you will see me again." She smiled. "I like surprises." "Aren't you afraid of impermanence?" Cheng Zhen shrugged his shoulders, "Life always has to bear some unsatisfactory things." "I'll see you as soon as possible." "I appreciate your effort." He hugged her tightly, his chin still resting on top of his head. Cheng Zhen smiled, "I just washed my hair this time." Both of them had tears in their eyelashes. He got in the car and left. Cheng Zhen found that there was a blanket covering her shoulders, behind her was Cheng Gong, she held her hand, "My daughter is grown up, take care of my mother." This daughter, lost and found, is very cherished. Cheng Gong asked: "Why does he come and go in such a hurry, the time is really so tight?" Cheng Zhen pondered for a while, "I don't think he's fully prepared yet." Cheng Gong said: "Or, old-school people like to flirt?" "It's also possible." "It has been dragging on for such a long time, if he doesn't take courage again, I'm afraid you will be tired." "I've been forced to haggard by life, so what's the matter with him." "If I were a man, I would love you, Mom, and I love you now." "Let's leave tomorrow, or the blood will freeze." "What a bitter cold place." He had already been here, and he didn't look forward to it anymore, and the cold became unbearable. The next day, the three of them took a car and transferred to a plane to go home. Dong Xin soon broke up with Tom Zeng, and notices were published in newspapers in both places. Cheng Zhen hadn't communicated with Dong Xin for a long time, and she began to hate him. Before, she never understood why the husband and wife divorced so terribly, but now she knows, it's because the other party doesn't leave any room for it. He will be grateful to her for the rest of his life! Fortunately, Cheng Gong worked hard and did not betray his adoptive mother, otherwise, Cheng Zhen would have no choice but to accept Dong Xin's kindness. In ten or twenty years, Cheng Zhen may ask his daughter: "Please tell me, did you consider Dong Zeshi at that time?" Let's talk about it in ten or twenty years. Cheng Gong and Tom were formally engaged, but Dong Xin was not present. He said he was in Tokyo. Cheng Zhen met Cheng Gong's biological mother. Dressed neatly, she was there early in the morning, and when she saw Cheng Zhen, she greeted her. It was the first time Cheng Zhen had seen her after she had been here for so long. Cheng Zhen smiled, "My daughter has a home, we should comfort her." She nodded silently. "Is it okay to stay here?" She replied in a low voice: "I am doing investment immigration." It must be the son-in-law's credit. "Come out soon." "Cheng Zhen, our mother and daughter are really grateful to you." "What am I grateful for? I've already got my reward back a hundredfold—countless evenings of exhaustion, when I return home, my daughter calls her mother, it's like a dose of medicine, and my body and mind feel at ease." The other party was silent. "Compared to ours, her generation has more choices. It is better than the previous generation. It is what parents dream of. You and I can rest assured." After toasting, Cheng Zhen left. She had been hoping that Sun Yuchuan would show up, but he didn't. Cheng Gong was right, if he dragged on, he would be like a shadow, fading away more and more. But this is an indelible shadow in Cheng Zhen's mind. After returning home from the engagement wedding, he saw a handsome young man sitting at the door with a small piece of luggage beside him, as if he had been waiting for a while, Cheng Zhen was stunned. Seeing Cheng Zhen, the boy heaved a sigh of relief and smiled all over his face, "Aunt Cheng, you're back." Cheng Zhen was stunned, stepped forward and asked, "Who are you?" "Auntie," the boy said impatiently, "I'm Zhao Baichuan's son Xiaochuan." "Xiao Chuan, you're here, come in, come in," suddenly remembered, sweating all over, blushing, "stay in sister's room first, and I'll clean it up for you." The young man originally thought that the door was closed, but his aunt was extremely enthusiastic and seemed to have taken a reassurance. He didn't open the letter or check the fax for a while, so he didn't know that Zhao Xiaochuan had already left, Cheng Zhen secretly felt ashamed. This boy, who hadn't seen him for a few weeks, has grown a lot taller and looks very strong, Cheng Zhen is very happy. "Sit down and talk slowly, which plane arrived? How is your mother? How are your siblings? Which department do you apply for? Do you live in a dormitory? When does school start?" Zhao Xiaochuan smiled at the questions like a cannonball. Cheng Zhen regretted, "My sister is engaged today, otherwise I will ask my sister to get you something to eat. My sister is a good cook." "Is there any seasoning? I'll make it." "Can you cook?" "I will take care of my siblings." "Ah, that's great." Cheng Zhen heaved a sigh of relief. She doesn't have to serve him, he will be in charge. Xiao Chuan had heard from his mother that this aunt was completely ignorant of housework, but she was a really good person, and this moment confirmed this. Cheng Zhen has his own way of dealing with children who come to study from afar, and has rich experience. He first checks his admission documents, and then checks his luggage. "Tomorrow morning I will take you to register for college, buy new clothes, and open a bank account. Yes, can you drive?" "I'm not yet eighteen." "Here, you can test your driver's license at the age of sixteen, and start learning right away." Ogawa laughed in horror, this aunt really pays attention to efficiency in everything. She talked with him about everything, with a sincere and sincere tone, which moved Xiao Chuan deeply. "How is your mother?" Xiao Chuan bowed his head and remained silent. Cheng Zhen sighed, "Communicate with her more often." "I know, Auntie." It's good to be young, Zhao Xiaochuan didn't feel tired at all, he packed all his luggage, made pasta for a full meal, and sat in the room watching TV. Cheng Zhen talked to him about customs and customs, and yawned, but he was more tired than him. When I got up in the middle of the night to find water to drink, I forgot that there were guests at home. When I saw the light, I was startled at first. Then he asked, "Haven't you slept yet?" Xiao Chuan was a little embarrassed, "I miss home." Cheng Zhenxiao, "If you have something to think about, think about it every day. You don't need to pile it up tonight, and the homework is the same." "Auntie, are you homesick?" "What do you say?" "think." "You guessed right, for the time being, this is your home. In the future, get married and have children, and organize a real home." Xiao Chuan laughed, "That's a long-term thing." Cheng Zhenxiao, young people think that thirty years old is already an octogenarian, out of reach, just wait and see. The next day, Cheng Zhen took Xiao Chuan around, completed all the formalities for him, chose more elegant clothes, shoes and socks, and accompanied him to a haircut. In the afternoon, Xiao Chuan's whole body was completely new. When I got home, the coach teacher was already waiting. Cheng Zhen said, "It's up to you." What happened on this day is more than that of Zhao Xiaochuan in the past ten years. Cheng Zhen was also very excited. It is an old saying that helping others is the source of happiness, but it is not wrong at all. She suddenly cheered up when she was in a slump, and was very busy. It is an honor to contribute money and effort. In the evening Cheng Gong came. Even though she was engaged, she still dressed like a student, plain and unpretentious. She was very happy to see Xiao Chuan, hit it off right away, and chatted endlessly about the university rules. Cheng Zhen knew that she was giving him a shot in the arm. Xiao Chuan was encouraged and cared for, and felt relieved. He suddenly felt tired and fell asleep early in the morning. The mother and daughter were left chatting in the living room. Cheng Gong was old-fashioned, "This kid will be promising." Cheng Zhenxiao said, "God is fair. He has deprived the Zhao family so much, and there will always be repayment." "I've also noticed this. The world is always difficult to complete. Is this correct?" Cheng Zhen rested his head on his hands and said suddenly, "Dong Zeshi hasn't asked me to sign the divorce yet." "Maybe he hasn't thought it through yet." "But I've made up my mind." Cheng Gong asked in embarrassment: "Why can't husband and wife live together for the rest of their lives?" Cheng Zhen laughed, "Because there is life and death in this world." Cheng Gong also laughed, "I still need to work on my marriage, it's better not to judge others." Cheng Zhen seemed to hear something, she turned her ears, "Whose car?" Cheng Gong went to the window to check, "There is no car." She was surprised, who is the mother waiting for? Cheng Zhen suddenly said, "It's a jeep." Cheng Gong said with a smile: "The jeep has already been returned to Dong Zeshi, and Tom said he sold the car." Cheng Zhen clearly heard the sound of the engine and saw it in front of and behind the house before he believed it was a hallucination. Cheng Gong saw it in his eyes, and said calmly, "I'm tired, go to bed early." "You're right." After Cheng Gong left, Cheng Zhen was still uneasy. In front of the TV, I kept watch until early in the morning, when I suddenly heard someone ring the bell, and immediately went to open the door. It was Sun Yuchuan standing outside the door. When she saw him, she felt at ease physically and mentally, and hugged him desperately. He lowered his head and tickled her neck. She thought, it's really rare that he and her have progressed to this point. She could hear herself say, "I miss you." He replied: "I am not." She buried her head in his arms, unwilling to let go. During the lingering time, someone suddenly called her. Cheng Zhen looked back and said, "Don't talk to me, don't talk to me." But the person who called him got closer and closer, "Auntie, Auntie." She woke up and saw Xiao Chuan standing opposite her. It turned out that everything was Nankeyimeng just now. It was already dawn and she slept on the couch all night. She stared at Xiao Chuan in a daze, thinking of Du Liniang's nightmare in the garden and her soul leaving her body, she couldn't help feeling dazed. "Auntie, someone is looking for you." "Who?" "it's me." Cheng Zhen turned his head and saw Yuan Xiaocheng standing behind him smiling. For some reason, Cheng Zhen broke out in a cold sweat, and stared at Yuan Xiaocheng blankly, at a loss. Xiao Chuan noticed, "Auntie, you look very pale, are you uncomfortable?" Cheng Zhen stood up and asked Yuan Xiaocheng, "What wind brought you here?" "I went to New York to meet up with Yu Chuan. I met a friend of yours and asked Yu Chuan to bring you a gift. I immediately volunteered." Cheng Zhenqiang asked with a smile, "Who is it?" "Her name is Liu Qun." The presents were wrapped in oil-skinned paper, and there was a big bundle, which could be seen as books, newspapers and magazines, which Cheng Zhen welcomed the most, but at the moment she couldn't get her mind together, and she didn't want to open them to read them. Yuan Xiaocheng was very funny, and said: "Etiquette is important to people." Cheng Zhen's back was covered with cold sweat. Xiao Chuan couldn't help but said, "Auntie, are you sick?" When Yuan Xiaocheng came over, he suddenly found out Cheng Zhen's heat in a friendly way, and Cheng Zhen couldn't avoid it. Yuan Xiaocheng laughed and said, "Hey, my forehead is hot, I need to see a doctor." The tone was very pleasant. Cheng Zhen suddenly understood that Yuan Xiaocheng was not confused at all, she knew everything. Cheng Zhen stared at her blankly. "Yu Chuan and I, meet in Taipei next week." At this time, even Zhao Xiaochuan realized that the guest came with bad intentions. Although he didn't know the beginning and end, he knew how to say: "Ma'am, my aunt is feeling a little sick, I will greet you another day." Yuan Xiaocheng still smiled, "You're welcome, we are neighbors, see you another day." She smiled crisply. Yuan Xiaocheng turned his head and walked towards the gate. Xiao Chuan closed the door and said apologetically, "Auntie, but I shouldn't let her in?" "No," Cheng Zhen said, "it's none of your business." She wanted to stand up, but her legs were numb, and then her eyes darkened. She was very calm and awake, but her body gradually weakened and fell to the ground. Xiao Chuan hurried over to help her. Cheng Zhen was unconscious. When I woke up, I was in the hospital. Consciousness recovered bit by bit, but he was unable to speak. Sitting on the edge of the bed was the older boy Zhao Xiaochuan, a good man is rewarded with good things, Xiao Chuan immediately repayed his kindness and took care of his aunt. As soon as Cheng Zhen woke up, the instrument rang immediately, and the nurse came in immediately. Xiao Chuan held her hand, "Auntie, I'll inform my sister right away." Cheng Zhen nodded, and Xiao Chuan immediately went out to call for someone. The nurse smiled, "How are you today?" Cheng Zhen opened his mouth, his throat hoarse, "Very well, what happened?" "Pneumonia is no longer a problem, and I can be discharged from the hospital in a week." Cheng Zhen was very sorry, "It's not a serious matter, is it?" The nurse was surprised, "Pneumonia can cause several complications, which can be fatal and should not be taken lightly." As soon as the door opened, Cheng Gong rushed in. Seeing that Cheng Zhen was unharmed, he burst into tears and fell on her body. The nurse saw it and said, "It's great to have such brothers and sisters." Cheng Zhen nodded, "You can say it again." The nurse ordered, "Let the patient rest more." Cheng Zhen said softly, "Aren't you going to school yet?" Cheng Gong and Xiao Chuan responded quickly: "Yes, yes." But their feet didn't move. At this time, Tom pushed the door open and came in. Cheng Zhen smiled, it's great, there are more sons-in-law now, he is holding flowers and two bottles of health drinks. Complaining in his mouth: "Everyone is fat after immigrating, how did you fall down?" He opened the bottle of glucose water and handed it to Cheng Zhen. Cheng Zhen sniffed it, and knew it was brandy. He took a sip, calmly, and screwed the cap tightly. Just about to say something nice, the door of the ward opened again, and this time it was Dong Xin who came. Tom said at once with good humor, "Let's get out of the way, boys." The three of them withdrew. Dong Xin walked to the window, "Look at you." The villain will file a complaint first. Cheng Zhen was annoyed, "Look at you, you have lost both money and money, and you don't know what to say. Dong Xin was silent. Cheng Zhen regretted that he had said such a bad word, so he drank a few sips of wine quickly. "What are you doing here?" she asked. "Files are ready." "Why didn't you bring me the hospital to sign?" "Let's talk about it after you get out of the hospital." "Thanks for the grace." "Cheng Zhen," he looked at her, "does the name Sun Yuchuan have special meaning to you?"