Chapter 8 chapter eight

Colleagues came to visit her, and she was taken aback. "Ah District, we all know that Dr. Deng is a good man. He is a good husband who has nothing to say. The problem is not with him. Have you checked with a surveyor when you moved into the new house? Could it be an evil spirit? Look at you, suddenly It seems to have been haggard for ten years." Shao Shao resentfully said, "Yes, it looks about the same age as you now." "Shaoshao, this is not the time to bicker, you must first find out the reason for your restlessness." "I'm tired." "Every time you stand up and fight again."

"I want to quit the rivers and lakes." "You want to leave? No one will cry. After leaving, it's better to just disappear. Don't even think about coming back. What are you doing at home, hatching bean sprouts? Suffocating you, the wives don't want to play with you, and the old colleagues have limited time." "According to you, do you want to be a cow for a lifetime?" "That's okay, let's be forty-five, I can retire at forty-five." "But I'm exhausted this year." "I'll bring someone to look at Feng Shui for you tomorrow."

When the colleague left, Shao Shao also forgot about it. Unexpectedly, a day later, she really enthusiastically brought the warlock to the door. The gentleman frowned as soon as he entered the door. He put out the compass, looked at it for a while, then suddenly raised his head, "All the windows in this apartment are in the wrong direction." When Shao Shao heard it, she felt that it was very entertaining, so she couldn't help laughing and asked: "Then what should I do, block it and reopen it?" "The windows are the eyes of the house. At this moment, all the windows are facing the shade, and what the eyes see are all unpleasant things. The owner of the house is naturally in a bad mood, and newcomers from the world often fall into dreams, don't they?"

Shao Shao was taken aback. "Move, Mrs. Deng, this is not the place for you." "Where are you going?" "Move West." Heh, Shao Shao raised his head, "Where is the west?" "You are fit for immigration." What, so far? "The west coast of the western countries is for you to live in. Leave everything behind and start over." Seeing that he spoke clearly and clearly, and seemed to understand her current situation very well, Shaoshao couldn't help but be in a daze. "Mrs. Deng, think about it." He stood up to say goodbye.

"Thank you." The colleague asked worriedly: "Before moving, is there anything that needs to be moved?" The surveyor pointed to a mirror, "Please take it out." Shao Shao asked, "How can I help?" "There will be fewer nightmares." But the vanity mirror was still my mother's old thing. At this time, Dr. Deng came back from outside, met the guests, said hello, closed the door, and then asked Shaoshao, "Intellectuals, why play tricks?" "I didn't find it." "Hey, there are eight wives everywhere, and you know a lot."

Shao Shao remained silent, touching the frame of the mirror, "Dazui, do you hold a Canadian passport?" "You already knew that." Shao Shao fell silent again. "Well, you want to immigrate?" "Will you ever get a job?" Deng Zhineng just smiled and said nothing. Shao Shao sighed, how could he believe Mr. Feng Shui's words. When people are in a desperate situation, they always hope to get instructions and protection, and their abilities are limited, so they look to the gods. Qifang came to see her the next day. Seeing Shaoshao tidying up her work clothes, she persuaded: "You are not well yet, don't try to work your life."

"I don't know until now that I own all of that job." "You still have Dr. Deng." "Qifang, he is him, I am me, he does not belong to me, he is just my partner." "It's so clear." "First villain and then gentleman, respecting each other is better than owning each other." Qifang asked after a while: "Do you still dream about your mother?" "Yes, she will always be in my dreams." "Didn't Mr. Feng Shui tell you to send the mirror away?" "When the mirror is gone, doesn't the mother's soul have nowhere to go? No, no, no, I'm not afraid of dreams."

"I never dreamed of her." "I'm truly attached to her." "Later, she didn't know the opposite sex either?" "Not at all, not a single date." "I always thought she should have long hair." There is always a spark in life, people go, leaving memories, far-reaching impact. Shao Shao went back to the office. Colleagues saw her come in and stood and applauded. That afternoon, she answered a phone call. It was Ou Yongliang, "The money I sent to Shanghai was returned, why?" Shao Shao replied coldly, "You don't need it."

"Come out and I'll talk to you." "There is nothing to say between me and you." "What I want to talk about is about your father." Shao Shao hesitated. "I have photos of your father's life." "Where and when?" Shao Shao thought, take the souvenir and leave. "I'll pick you up at six o'clock this afternoon." "Please be punctual." Shao Shao reported his whereabouts to Deng Zhineng, "If you don't see me in an hour, please notify the police immediately." "Be careful yourself, don't get too angry."

A big black car drove straight in front of her, and the driver got down and opened the door for her. Ou Yongliang motioned her to get in the car. Without waiting for her to speak, Ou Yongliang handed over an envelope. It was full of photos of Yao Xiangru and Xu Xuhao. Ou Yongliang said softly: "I took them all. If you want Xiangru's photos, you have to take Xu Hao in them. They are inseparable. At that time, all my pocket money was spent on that thing, sometimes three meals a day. Not to continue." The photo is black and white, small, about four or five centimeters square, glossy, most of the photo is a university scene, Xu Xuhao is wearing a leather jacket, combing Western-style hair, very handsome.

Shao Shao put away the photo, "I'll get off in front." "I have something to say." Shaoshao looked back suddenly, drinking him like a dog: "How many times do I have to say it before you hear it? I don't want to talk to you too much!" Ou Yong please don't turn your head away. After a while he said, "Yes, I was going to inform. I thought they assembled at the library gate that night." Shao Shao stared at Ou Yongliang with a livid face, his eyes seemed to burst into flames. "However, the place where Xu Xuhao was arrested was in Zhaofeng Park." Shao Shao was taken aback. "Someone with better information than me, someone who knows they changed the address of the party." Shao Shao covered her mouth, her thoughts were different. So many people wanted to harm Xu Xuhao at the same time, and they wanted to get rid of him quickly. From this, it can be seen that Xu Xuhao's attitude as a man has a lot to be questioned. In death, there must be fault, right? Shaoshao would not do so much, all hatred, if it can be resolved, it will be resolved, if it cannot be resolved, it will be far away, why bother to confront it head-on. Ou Yongliang said: "Another person betrayed him." Shao Shao sneered, "Therefore, your crime is not a big deal." Ou Yongliang's ugly complexion turned even paler. Shao Shao asked, "When did you find out about this?" "Two days ago, I visited one or two old classmates." "You must be relieved." Shao Shao continued to mock him. "You can say that." "Can I ask a question?" "Please say." "Father, what kind of person is he?" Ou Yongliang replied bitterly: "Arrogance, self-willedness, extreme." Shaoshao is silent, and Ou Yongliang is bound to be unwilling to say more once he opens his mouth. "It's his excellent background that spoiled him. He is unscrupulous and arrogant. I'm not the only enemy." "But only you, a wolf in sheep's clothing, only you, appearing as his friend." Ou Yong, please don't turn your face away. Shao Shao knocked on the front glass, "Driver, stop the car and let me get off." The car stopped. Shao Shao got off the car. It was drizzling, she didn't have an umbrella, her head got wet, and gradually her shoulders got wet too. She was used to a life with nowhere to shelter from the rain. When she was young, she already knew that no matter what she could survive on her own, she must not bring her troubles home to add to her mother's worries. She paced alone in the rain, went to the suburbs, and only went to the public phone booth to call Deng Zhineng. "Where are you?" "I have no idea." "What signs are there nearby?" She looked up, "Alexander Building." "Come on, stand there, don't move, I'll pick you up in ten minutes." Shaoshao left the phone booth. Alexandra Building, formerly known as Alexander Building, when she was in elementary school, her mother told her to take the tram up to her office building in Old Alexandra Building, she wondered, and asked her mother, "Why is a house called Alexander?" Mother replied: "Because its owner is called Alexander, or it is used to commemorate Alexander. For example, if you build a building in the future, it will be called Shaoshao Building." Thinking of this, Shaoshao shed tears in a daze. She is just a bean official in the government, how could she own her own commercial building, which disappointed her mother, but in the last ten years or so, she finally allowed her to live a stable life. When my mother visited the Xinlishan Building, she felt like she had returned home after being dressed in clothes. She loved to look at the watches at Ji Xiandi's boutique, and Shao Shao secretly selected two pieces for her. The mother hid the past so well that she didn't reveal it at all, and she was always happy when she received a gift from her daughter. At this time, a hand stretched out and put it on Shao Shao's shoulder, it was of course Deng Zhineng, he held up a black umbrella, and persuaded: "Acquaintances see you standing alone in the rain and crying, they will think you are middle-aged and old, broken-hearted, not romantic, But I feel broken." Shao Shao is angry. "How about going for a cup of hot rice wine with you?" Shao Shao is very good at drinking. When he was single, he often went to Japanese restaurants with his friends to eat randomly. The waiter saw Miss Ou at the door and had already ordered hot rice wine. Shao Shao asked, "Should I be punished for betraying a friend?" Deng Zhineng replied: "The method is clumsy. If there is a clue to fall into the hands of the people, of course there will be a prison sentence." "Why can Ou Yongliang get away with it?" "He's brilliant." "Will he be punished?" Deng Zhineng asked back: "Do you think he lives a happy life?" Shaoshao raised her head, "No, he never forgets my mother, and also, he always worry about betraying my father." "This is the greatest retribution." "It's not enough, I want to see him hacked into pieces." Shaoshao gritted her teeth. "No, you don't really think so." Shao Shao said with red eyes: "You're right, I'm just talking, I'm not cruel enough." "No, you don't hate enough. Auntie didn't plant the seeds of hatred in your heart. You and I should be grateful to her. She wanted to forget the past and didn't want you to carry that burden. She succeeded. Three months ago , you still don't know that there is a man in the world, Ou Yongliang, no matter how much you hate him, you won't want to pull his tendons and peel his skin." Shao Shao kept drinking. She remembered a writer who said that wine is man's best friend. "Big mouth," she said, "if you have a child, how can you tell him about your grandfather's whereabouts?" "What did your aunt tell you?" "Dad died." "Then let's say, grandpa passed away." "Will he believe it?" "What reason does he have for doubting?" "How did he die?" "The child doesn't know the details, so will you check on the whereabouts of grandpa?" Shaoshao remained silent, and sighed after a while, "Then, Xu Xuhao's deeds will be lost forever." "China's most unsung heroes." Shao Shao nodded and said sadly, "I know there is the Tomb of the Unknown Hero." "I went to inquire about it. There was an elder who lived in Hongkou District, Shanghai. At that time, he heard gunshots every night. He knew that another college student, Shao Shao, was shot, and Xu Xuhao was not the only one who died." Shao Shao held his head, "Maybe, if you don't go to college, you will have nothing to do." "Exactly, only people in their twenties and twenties have that kind of courage." Shao Shao pushed the wine bottle in front of him. Deng Zhineng knew it was time to go home. Sleeping until midnight, Shao Shao suddenly sat up from the bed. "I see, that person is Su Shunjuan!" Deng Zhineng was scared out of his wits by his beloved wife, "What's the matter, what do you know?" "Su Shunjuan, it was Su Shunjuan who betrayed my father. Why didn't I think of it?" She grabbed Deng Zhineng's arm, "Do you understand?" Deng Zhineng moaned, "Honey, try to test my wisdom after dawn." "It's her." It was like turning on a light in a dark room. Ou Yongliang figured it out before her. Shao Shao pushed Deng Zhineng, "Have you understood now?" Deng Zhineng deserves to be a first-class husband, he is already sober, and said: "It turns out that Su Shunjuan also loves Xu Xuhao." Yes, this is a tragic story, two boys love Yao Xiangru, and two girls love Xu Xuhao. Halfway through the story, Su Shunjuan couldn't get Xu Xuhao, and Ou Yongliang couldn't get Yao Xiangru. The two hated each other so much that they planned to betray Xu Xuhao and Yao Xiangru. Shao Shao said repeatedly: "It's Su Shunjuan." At this time, Deng Zhineng couldn't help fighting a cold war with cleverness, so Aunt Su is so scheming! In the dark, Deng Zhineng and his wife looked at each other, and found that Shao Shao felt the same way as him. After a while, Deng Zhineng said: "It was a great era, and people's hearts were subjected to extremely harsh tests, which were unpredictable." "is her." "Yes, it was her. When Ou Yongliang finally married Yao Xiangru, she stepped forward to sabotage the good deeds again, and leaked Ou Yongliang's whistleblower to Yao Xiangru, forcing Yao Xiangru to leave Ou Yongliang." Shaoshao suddenly laughed hysterically, "But Su Shunjuan has been living in pain." "If you believe in elementary school texts, you will know the saying that harming others will eventually harm yourself." "But others were harmed so badly by her." "Yes, but just think about it, when Xu Xuhao and Yao Xiangru arrive in this city, will they grow old together?" "uncertain." "Are the two of them sure to live to their seventies and eighties?" "maybe." They have a friend who has been missing her husband who died young. While remarried, she misses her endlessly. However, bystanders can clearly see that the two are not in harmony. If he hadn't fallen ill, he would have broken up with her long ago. "The world is unpredictable, go to sleep." "Still sleeping, you heartless thing, can you still sleep?" "Duh, as long as I'm healthy and pain-free, and you're by my side, I can sleep." Shao Shao was once again moved by Deng Zhineng's logic. Really, the purpose of a person's life is nothing but health and happiness, so why fight against yourself everywhere. Deng Zhineng could do what he said, turned around and continued to fall asleep. Shao Shao got up. Suddenly, she felt relaxed all over, went to the kitchen and made a rich breakfast for herself. Finally know who the enemy is, relieved. She ate slowly, and felt a little greasy at first, but gradually got used to it, and felt stronger after eating. Shaoshao thought sadly, could it be healed?Can such a big wound heal? The ability is too great, the ability to survive is too strong, Shaoshao couldn't help feeling sorry for herself. She knows that there is a kind of more noble person, once hit, he can't afford it for the rest of his life, he falls on the bed and groans, and spends the rest of his life. Neither she nor her mother was that kind of person. Shao Shao did not shed tears. Fortunately, there are more good people than bad people around her, and there is no one who betrays her. Maybe, maybe when the next dynasty changes, people's hearts will change drastically, and the trend of selling friends for survival, or selling friends for glory will rise again. Today, she is still safe. Shao Shao stood up sadly, showered and changed, and got ready to go to work. Back at the office building, because it was early and her colleagues hadn't arrived yet, she sat down alone and read the headlines of the newspaper first, when she heard a sound behind her, she turned her head quickly, seeing that it was her immediate superior, she immediately asked with a smile: "Good morning, Mr. Su, Do you have something to do with us?" "I forgot to bring a folder. You call the headquarters for me and have someone deliver it." What a Shaoshao, neither humble nor overbearing, put the phone in front of him, "Mr. Su, please." She is not his secretary, how could she dial the number for him, she did it this time, maybe she will have to buy coffee for him next time . Mr. Su was stunned, and immediately laughed. After all, he was a reasonable person. He answered the phone by himself. After speaking, he praised: "It's a virtue to go to work on time." "It should." Send him away with a smile. I laughed a lot, and my cheeks were a little numb. The difference in selling laughs is that there is a profession that specializes in selling laughs, and they, in addition to racking their brains, have to make up for laughs, which is considered a gift and free of charge, which is really flattering. The fax machine has already started to operate, the day has begun. Someone called and said "I love you" in a strange voice. "Big mouth, it's you." "I warned you, don't call me big mouth again." "Big mouth, I love you too." But it is not appropriate to talk about these during working hours. After a round of melee, it was time for lunch again, Shao Shao sat at the table eating an apple while reading documents for entertainment. Someone came up to her and stopped. Shao Shao casually said, "Did you go out to eat?" The man coughed. Shao Shao raised her head, "Oh, it's Aunt Su." Su Shunjuan sighed and sat down gently. Shao Shao stared at her, and suddenly, she looked like an old man, with white hair and wrinkled mouth corners, being a bad person is sometimes more tiring than being a good person. "Shaoshao, you are so smart, you already guessed it?" Shao Shao tugged at the corner of her mouth, "Guess what?" "I'm the one you're going to hate." "I don't hate anyone, I don't know you, I don't know what you're doing, I just feel that there was hatred in the air at that time, and you paid a huge price for it." Su Shunjuan stared at her blankly. "As for me, I have my future to pursue, so I don't live in history." Shao Shao paused. "However, I will not be friends with you, except for Qifang and Yanhe. They are more confused about history than I am. They are innocent." After a while, Su Shunjuan said, "Your voice and appearance are like the same imprint as Yao Xiangru's." Shao Shao sighed. "Xiangru is beautiful, smart, born wealthy, has everything she wants, no matter in her studies—" Shao Shao cut her off, "So you have to be jealous, no, Aunt Su, don't excuse yourself anymore, I am the opposite of my mother's background, I have been relying on tutoring and scholarships to go to school, but I have never felt inferior because of this, and I never thought about it. It is a matter of human nature and has nothing to do with the environment. Unfortunately, you and Ou Yongliang are very vicious people. I hate you, look down on you, and fear you. I don’t hate you. ." Su Shunjuan's face turned pale. Shao Shao looked at her, "You finally got your wish, you made Yao Xiangru's family die in the end, but are you happy? I hope you are." Su Shunjuan lost her demeanor, like a thief caught by accident, trembling, she was no longer that decent and intelligent Aunt Su. "And you, you didn't perform enough in front of my mother, and you still want to continue your good show in front of me. No wonder my mother has traveled so far, so I don't want to associate with you for life." When Shao Shao said this, he was still excited, stood up, and clenched his fists. A colleague outside heard the noise, opened the door and came in, "Sister, are you okay?" Shao Shao woke up, "You can go, we are going to start working." Su Shunjuan was stunned for a while. She remembered the day when she went to Ou's house to see Yao Xiangru. The tone and expression of the old classmates are vivid. Xiangru hugged the baby, obviously trying to make a difference and start a new life. But the devil is not willing to let anyone go, he pushed Su Shunjuan with his demonic palm, pinched her throat, and forced her to say, "Xiangru, let me tell you, the person who betrayed Xu Hao that day was none other than Ou Yongliang." Yao Xiangru opened her mouth wide, and Su Shunjuan felt really happy, okay, great, everyone will die together, and everyone will get nothing. "If you don't believe me, you can ask him, and he will admit it. Now, he is not afraid to admit that you can't run away with two children." Yao Xiangru asked tremblingly, "You, why didn't you tell me until now?" Su Shunjuan expressed her heart, "Because I hate you." "Hate me? Why?" "I'm doomed to hate you." Thinking of this, sweat dripped down Su Shunjuan's forehead. She raised her head and found that Shaoshao had gone away and left her there alone. After a while, she barely stood up and left his office. She thought that hatred could solve everything, but no, she was afraid of Ou Yongliang, she was also afraid of Ou Qifang, and she was most afraid of herself.