Chapter 9 Chapter 9 Farewell to Sese

May Day is a seven-day holiday. My mother insisted on taking a vacation, saying that she would take Lin Bufan and me to Qiandao Lake with Lin Bufan's uncle.Lin Bufan said disdainfully that there is something to see in Qiandao Lake, if he wants to go to Tibet, or not. He recently became obsessed with Tibet and collected a lot of things about Tibet, so he didn't take my mother's love at all. I scolded him angrily and said, "You like Tibet so much, why don't you move to Tibet?" "It's totally possible." Lin Bufan said, "It's a good choice to work there."

"Then your mother will definitely be pissed off." I warned him, "Your mother told me last time that she still expects you to take her to settle in Europe!" "Then she has no hope." Lin Bufan said unconscionably, "I must stay in China, I like China." "Then you don't like Qiandao Lake?" I robbed him and said, "Isn't Qiandao Lake Chinese?" He can't tell me.I had to say: "Ye Ye, you are more and more fond of bickering now, and you learned it all from the Internet." "Yeah," I said, "you're finally admitting that you can learn something online again."

"Actually, I'm not so against chatting." Lin Bufan felt relieved for the first time, he said, "Your friend Yaoyao is very good, he writes doggerel very well." "Huh?" I said, "You talked to her." "No, no." Lin Bufan said furtively, "I just read the forum." "I'm going to interrogate Yaoyao." I said, "If I know that you two have something to hide from me, I will never end with you!" "I wish you a good time in Qiandao Lake!" He seemed determined not to go. Regardless of whether Lin Bufan will go or not, I want to travel anyway. I haven't been out of this city for many years, and I'm almost like a frog in a well. Besides, my mother finally has time to accompany me, and I am willing to go anywhere.

But what I didn't expect was that I couldn't even go to Qiandao Lake. My mother said to me very apologetically: "There is a very important client in Guangzhou waiting for me, and I must sign a contract." Guangzhou! Ever since I met Yaoyao, the city of Guangzhou has had a lot of different meanings in my heart. A good friend of mine lives there. We share happiness and sorrow together. It seems that we are separated but actually we are very close. I want to see Yaoyao!After this idea came out of my mind, I couldn't get rid of it. I said to my mother: "Mom, can you take me to Guangzhou?"

"I'm going to work, I'm afraid I won't have time to play with you." Mom said. "I don't need you to accompany me!" I said, "I'm going to find a netizen, the girl I mentioned to you last time, I've known her online for almost a year, but I still don't know what she looks like Woolen cloth?" "Meeting netizens?" Mom jokingly said, "Yeye is so trendy!" "Are you sure?" I asked her anxiously. "Promise!" Mom is good at this, and she is straightforward. I happily went online and waited for a long time before Yaoyao came up. I couldn't wait to say to her: "Yaoyao, we are going to meet!"

"Ah?" Yaoyao said, "What do you mean?" "I'm coming to Guangzhou!" "Ah?? When?" "May Day, my mother is going on a business trip, so take me with you. But I'm here to see you." "Oh." Yaoyao thought for a while and said, "Thurse, do we really want to meet?" "Don't you want to?" I could feel her hesitation. "No, no." Yaoyao said quickly, "I really want to see Sese too. It's just that the news is so sudden that I can't bear it all at once." "Nothing." I said. "Aren't you afraid that we are different from what each other imagined?" Yaoyao asked me. "Not afraid." I said with certainty, "We are different from other netizens, right?"

"Yes, yes, yes," Yaoyao said, "I'm not afraid either." "Accompany me to visit Guangzhou?" "Okay, okay, I still talk with you until dawn." "Okay, okay." I left Yaoyao my mother's mobile phone number, and also downloaded Yaoyao's home phone number, and told her that I would contact her as soon as I arrived in Guangzhou and settled down. "Okay." Yaoyao said, "I'll wait for you." Lin Bufan was very surprised when he knew that I was going to meet Yaoyao in Guangzhou, he said: "Ye Fan, Ye Fan, why are you so vulgar, it's not easy to feel good online, but you insist on destroying this good feeling ,fool!"

"No." I said confidently, "I will not let Yaoyao down, and Yaoyao will definitely not let me down." "There is a distance between the Internet and reality," Lin Bufan warned me, "You have to accept this fact. If the beauty disappears, you and Yaoyao will not be good friends on the Internet. What a pity." "Scaremongering!" I scolded him all the way. "If you don't listen to the adults, you will suffer in front of your eyes." He still shook his head. I was so angry that I dropped the phone again. Compared with Lin Bufan, the master of humor seemed to be more reasonable. He said: "Nuannuan and Yaoyao are going to meet? Good news, the two girls should have endless things to say. And there is no need to hand over to China Telecom." Money is really enviable!"

"Hehe, Master, have you met the netizens?" "I've seen it many, many times." "Then... will you ever be disappointed?" "No." "All to your satisfaction?" "I'm an adult." The humorist said, "I can think. For example, before meeting a female netizen, I would say to myself, there is no fairy in this world. If I go to meet a male netizen, I will Think, there is only one Chow Yun Fat!" "Hehe, master, you really know how to joke!" "Why don't you dare to be called a master of humor? Haha! But then again, friends must be made with heart. A heart-to-heart connection is better than anything else. What do you think of Nuan Nuan?"

"Yes. But you always forget that my name is Seth." "One day you forget yourself, and I will be happy." The master said, "I wish you a happy meeting with Yaoyao, and greet her for me." "Ok." I said. I'm going to see Yaoyao, I'm really a little excited. But things are not as beautiful and simple as I imagined.As soon as the plane landed in Guangzhou, I realized that Lin Bufan was a bit prescient. I called Yaoyao’s phone number for me several times, and the notification tone I got was “The phone number you dialed is empty. Please check and call again."

what happened? ? ? ? I'm going to stay in Guangzhou for three days. Before I left, I posted on the forum and told Yaoyao about my arrival and departure flights. She probably didn't know that I had arrived. Could it be that I misremembered the phone number? But my mother's cell phone never rang, and I was really anxious. My mother comforted me and said: "Don't worry, wait a little longer, maybe there is nothing wrong with her." My mind was full of strange thoughts running around. "I'm going to do some errands." My mother left the phone to me and said, "Wait for your call." She gave me another hundred yuan and said, "If you're bored in the hotel, go outside for a walk. Hit, remember the way back, and don’t run around.” "Got it." I said. I stare blankly at the phone, expecting it to ring, only to be disappointed over and over again. Yaoyao where are you?What is the matter with you?Are you deliberately not wanting to see me?You know, I'm here to see you. Countless question marks linger in my heart. Guangzhou without demons has become a meaningless empty city to me. In those two days, I didn’t want to go anywhere. My mother took the time to accompany me to the street, but I also refused. I only went to the Internet cafe near the hotel. I stayed in the Internet cafe for a long time, constantly refreshing and searching. There is no trace of Yaoyao, and my intuition tells me that she has never been on the Internet, and she just disappeared out of thin air. Knowing my situation, Lin Bufan laughed at me over the phone and said, "I told you earlier and you didn't listen. Now you're being teased, right? You deserve it!" "But I really can't figure out what's going on." "Don't think about it, that Yaoyao may be a man, shemale, shemale!" Lin Bufan laughed over there. "No way," I said, "I spoke to her on the phone." "So what? Have you forgotten the story of Li Youfeng?" Lin Bufan said, "You have spent so long on the Internet in vain, and you always don't understand the rules of the game on the Internet. If you can't afford it, don't play it." "I'm already very sad, Lin Bufan, don't talk about me anymore!" I yelled at him. "Okay, okay," Lin Bufan said, "If you don't talk about it, don't talk about it. Come back early, and I will teach you how to make a personal homepage." "No more internet. It's so sad." I was on the verge of tears. "Cry!" Lin Bufan said, "You will feel better after crying, but I won't waste my phone bill listening to you cry, I'll hang up!" After speaking, he really hung up. Leave me alone in an empty room in a daze. I don't know when the mother's dinner will end. I don't want to go anywhere, and I don't want to go to the Internet cafe. I have completely lost my confidence. The day after tomorrow, I will leave by plane. The beautiful reunion in my imagination, I didn't expect such a cruel ending. Just then, the phone rang. A familiar voice said to me: "Excuse me, is this Sese?" "You are?" "I'm Yaoyao. I called your mother's cell phone just now, and she asked me to call here." "Yaoyao?" I said eagerly, "Yaoyao, what's the matter with you, I've been looking for you for a long time." "I know," Yaoyao said, "Thurse, I'm sorry. Let me explain to you tomorrow, okay? Tomorrow morning at nine o'clock, I will wait for you in the Xinlan coffee house. I wear shawl hair and blue colored dress. You should be able to see me at a glance." Then she left me the address, told me how to get there, and hung up. I had almost no sleep at night.I just want to see Yaoyao sooner, so that I can know what's going on sooner. I started to wash up early in the morning, anyway, I don't want Yaoyao to see me tired. My mother said worriedly: "You are a bit weird as a netizen, I think I'd better go with you." "No, Mom," I said, "nothing will happen in broad daylight." "Okay then." Mom said, "Leave the phone to you, just in case." I took it, but my gut told my mom to make a fuss and it would be fine.I can guarantee it.It's just that things may be a little bit different from what I expected. What is a little bit different in the end, I have no way of guessing. At exactly nine o'clock, I opened the door of the coffee shop on time. I saw Yaoyao almost at first sight. She was sitting with her back to me, with long hair in a shawl and a long blue dress.I gently walked behind her and called softly, "Yaoyao?" Yaoyao turned around. I was taken aback. I was really taken aback. On Yaoyao's left face, there was an ugly dark red scar. "I'm sorry, Thurse." Yaoyao whispered, "I scared you." "No..." There was a sharp pain in my heart.I imagined all kinds of situations about Yaoyao, not beautiful, not cute, fat, ugly, even disabled, but I didn't expect it to be like this. I said distressedly: "Yaoyao, is it because of this that you don't want to see me?" "Yes." Yaoyao looked at me bravely.What beautiful big eyes she has. "But why did you suddenly change your mind?" "I've been hesitating and struggling these days. You've told me your most secret story. How could I be so selfish and not be honest with you! But my call was a bit late after all, I must have broken your heart, right?" "It's not too late, Yaoyao." I said, "I don't blame you at all." After finishing speaking, I held Yaoyao's hand, which was so slender and warm.The throbbing flowed from that hand like a thin spring, and slowly spread throughout my whole body. Yaoyao continued: "Because of this, I hardly have any friends by my side. Later, I learned to surf the Internet. On the Internet, I met Thurse. She is such a lovely girl with character. I can feel her The loneliness in my heart is exactly the same as mine, how much I like her." "Yaoyao," I said, "I like you too." "What about now? Do you still like it now?" "I like it more." I said sincerely, "I feel very kind when I see you." "Thurse, you didn't lie, did you?" Yaoyao said incredulously. "The conscience of heaven and earth." "Thurse, you are so beautiful." Yaoyao said, "You are much more beautiful than in the photo." "It doesn't matter, friendship doesn't care about these." At this moment, the young lady came over and asked me what I wanted to drink. While she was asking, she glanced at Yaoyao. I slapped the table hard and said, "Coffee!" The lady said "Oh!" She was so frightened that she hurried away. Yaoyao smiled and said, "Thurse, you are exactly the same as on the Internet." "Hey." I said, "Don't worry, I'll cover you wherever you are." Yaoyao looked at me and said, "It's great to have a good friend like you. You see, I almost missed it because of my stupidity." "Yaoyao." I asked her, "Can you tell me what's going on?" "I was ten years old that year. Four years after my father and mother divorced, I returned to Guangzhou with my mother. My former relatives ignored us. My mother took me to live a very hard life. One day, she I didn’t come back either. I was so hungry that my stomach was growling, so I scrambled eggs and fried rice by myself. Actually, it was not the first time I scrambled eggs and fried rice, but something happened that time. hide……" "Is there no way?" I said, "Medical science is so advanced now." "It's been treated," Yaoyao said, "it's much better than before. My mother said that there must be a solution. If I have money, I can also do skin grafting." "My mother is rich!" I said impulsively, "I'll ask her to help you!" "No more." Yaoyao said, "I have a good friend, Sese, and you don't dislike me. I'm already very satisfied." "You will be beautiful again." I encouraged her, "There will be a day." Yaoyao said sadly: "But on that day, I won't be sixteen years old. How wonderful it is to be sixteen. I really can't bear to live it all at once." "Then let's live slowly together." I said, "Count each day carefully and live well, shall we?" "Okay, okay." Yaoyao said, "Do you still remember the screen name Humorous Master gave you? He must call you Nuan Nuan. I think your name Nuan Nuan is more appropriate. You make people feel warm." "Putting up!" I put on a straight face. Yaoyao giggled, it was the laughter I was familiar with and liked, like the sunshine scattered all over the ground. "There is more." Yaoyao said seriously, "You can't tell Lin Bufan." "Oh?" I said. "I can't tell him until the day I become beautiful again, can I?" "Sure!" I promised her. She smiled again, she was so cute when she smiled, if it wasn't for that scar, she would be a very beautiful girl. "So," Yaoyao said, "Curther, you are really luckier than me. Do you think so?" "If it is true," I said, "I will give you half of my luck." Yaoyao put her face in the palm of my hand, her scars were close to my palm, a little rough, but the same kind and natural. That night I took Yaoyao to see my mother, I pushed Yaoyao to her mother and said: "Mom, this is my best friend Yaoyao!" Mom is really a good and knowledgeable mother. She didn't show any surprise at Yaoyao's appearance, but hugged the two of us and said, "That's great, we Yeye also have good friends." After dinner, we walked Yaoyao to catch the bus together. When I passed a movie theater, I saw a huge poster, which was a new movie made by my father, and it said "Premiere". I hesitated for a moment and said to Yaoyao: "This is a new movie made by my father." "Your father is Ye..." Yaoyao covered her mouth in surprise, "You never mentioned this to me." "Because I never thought of him as a father," I said. "But he is still your father." Yaoyao said, "This will never change." "Do you miss your father?" I asked Yaoyao. "Sometimes I think about it." Yaoyao said, "Sometimes I don't think about it at all." Mom was listening to our conversation.She kept smiling slightly, not expressing her opinion.After sending Yaoyao away, she suddenly said: "Let's go to the movies, it's been a long time since I watched a movie." My mouth opened into an O shape. "Let's go," Mom said, "Your dad's movies should be right!" The movie my father made was a romance movie. The hero and heroine went through a lot of hardships, but in the end, they still couldn't be together. The movie made a lot of tears in the end. I saw tears flickering in my mother's eyes. Lying on the bed in the hotel that night, the lights were turned off, and I heard my mother's breathing, like a fish swimming in the dark, every breath.I couldn't help asking my mother, "Mom, do you hate Dad?" This is a question I've been meaning to ask for years. My mother's answer was beyond my expectation. She said, "I don't hate it." "Why? He abandoned us so cruelly back then." "I used to have no time to hate, and I was busy with business every day. Now, I can't hate anymore." Mom said, "When I am old, hate is such a debilitating emotion." I've never talked to my mom on such an equal footing, and it makes me feel so good. Mom said again: "Yeye, love and tolerance can make life better." "Then," I said quickly, "I don't hate Old Mai either." Since the accident, this was the first time I mentioned Lao Mai to my mother. My mother was obviously a little surprised, and it took a while for her to say a word. She said, "OK." I fell asleep contentedly. Early morning flight the next day.Yaoyao specially rushed to the airport to see me off. I hugged her tightly and made an appointment that we must be admitted to the same university in the future, and then we bid farewell. When I walked to the security checkpoint, I suddenly heard Yaoyao's loud and loud shout: "Goodbye, Sese, goodbye, Sese!" I turned my head and waved to her, she put her hand to her mouth, then bent down and shouted loudly: "Goodbye, Sister, Sister, goodbye." Her smile was so bright, completely ignoring the eyes of people around her looking at her . I tried to smile too, then turned around quickly so she wouldn't see the tears in my eyes. Before take-off, I carefully fastened the seat belt for my mother. My mother smiled in relief, but she didn't say anything, and picked up the newspaper in her hand and read it leisurely. I looked at her and said, "Mom, you are not old at all." "Really?" she said humorously. "That's good. I've been worrying about that." Innocent blue, I will soon fall into its arms and enjoy the wonderful taste of flying.I have some excitement, some surprises, some melancholy, and some eager to try.Because I know that at this moment, I have completely bid farewell to Thurse, and also bid farewell to my dark and rebellious girlhood. And "Farewell to Sister", in the late spring and early summer days when I was sixteen, will become the warmest and most exciting word on the BBS of my life. (full text)