Chapter 4 Chapter 4 The War of Two Girls

I don't even know who initiated that boring "class flower competition". What is ironic is that the laurel crown is actually worn on my head. In fact, most of the time at school, I felt like I was in a trance.I don't have any friends in class, and I'm talking to a few boys sitting in the last row of the classroom like me.I know that in the hearts of many girls, I am a different kind, so I have not and cannot integrate myself into the collective life. I am a little angry and helpless when I am involved in such a appraisal. I asked Li Youfeng what was going on in private.

Li Youfeng smiled and said to me: "It's boring, everyone is happy. But Ye Fan, you should be happy, because most of the boys voted for you. They think you are not only beautiful, but also have character, dare to act , very cool. There is a different kind of beauty." "Really?" I said coldly, "Aren't you afraid of being mistaken?" "That's it!" Li Youfeng commented seriously, "You are the most likable when you are like this, you are different from other girls, special! Special!!" "Stay away." I warned him, "If I know who is making fun of me, I'll never end with him."

"It's not finished." Li Youfeng said, "I did it. I'm happy that you never finished with me." Shameless. I turned my head to look out the window and ignored him.I said to myself that it was a trivial matter, so I don't have to worry about it with them.It's best to laugh it off. I really didn't think that the little things would spread, and it would spread out of control, and even start a war between me and another girl.This war has been fought from offline to online. It can be said that it is unprecedented in all times and in all over the world.Eye-opening.

My opponent is Zhuang Ni. She is my classmate, that is, the girl who feels good and refuses to be at the same table as me when school starts.I've never seen such a stinky girl who changes clothes every day, and when talking to boys, her voice is so whiny that you can't help but frown.It stands to reason that in a run-down middle school like ours, there could be any kind of person. Even if I don't like her anymore, I don't want to have any trouble with her, but she just competes with me. Like me, she also often surfs the Internet, and has a very beautiful screen name on the Internet: "Dream of Water Lotus".

I meet her occasionally on the Internet, but we never speak. We each have our own friends, and we are as estranged as we are in life. Our conflict was related to the damn Li Youfeng in the beginning. Early that morning, as soon as I entered the classroom, I saw a notice written in colored chalk on the blackboard. Looking at the horrible bad characters, I knew it was written by Li Youfeng. The content of the notice was as follows: Seeing me staring at the blackboard, everyone burst into laughter. I almost fainted out of breath. When I wiped the damn notification and returned to my seat, I passed by Zhuang Ni, and heard her sneer softly but very clearly: "It's true that women are not bad, men don't love them."

I stood beside her and asked her, "What did you say?" She raised her head, looked at me innocently and said, "Did you say anything?" "Repeat what you just said!" "What are you? Why do you ask me to do this or that?" Zhuang Ni stood up not to be outdone and said, "I warn you, Miss Banhua, don't feel too good about yourself!" She deliberately bit down the word "Miss Banhua".Deliberately embarrass me. I've never been so angry before, I couldn't help it, I slapped my face and slapped it away.With that crisp sound, the whole class boiled like a frying pan.

Zhuang Ni screamed and jumped up to fight back, but I dodged it all at once. "Ye Fan, I must make you look good!" When Zhuang Ni continued to rush towards me, she was stopped by Li Youfeng, and said with a playful smile: "Stop it, stop it, it's ugly for ladies to fight." Zhuang Ni pushed him away and said, "Who is she to you? You protect her like this?" "It's not a fight." I said word by word: "I'm just teaching someone who talks nonsense. Let her know that there is a price to pay for talking nonsense." Li Youfeng signaled me to say less with his eyes, I knew what he meant, the teacher is coming, but what am I afraid of, I, Ye Fantian, am not afraid of being famous.

As a result, both Zhuang Ni and I were called into Yang's office. Yang said: "Students in the foreign class are all standing on the third floor and the third floor. Why don't you throw your shame on the street?" Zhuang Ni broke down in tears: "Mr. Yang, Ye Fan is unreasonable at all. I have grown up so much, and my parents have never hit me, woo~~~~~" "Okay, okay, you go back to the classroom and take a rest first." Yang probably got a headache from Ye Fan crying, so he sent her to leave first, and then said to me: "Tell me, how you want to make a fuss is the end. ?”

Yang speaks much softer to me these days, because since she and my mother have met a few times, one of her nephews has been arranged to work as a temporary worker in my mother's factory.But I don't want it to make me feel special, I just want her to do things fairly. "No matter what you say, beating someone is wrong," Yang said. I bowed my head and remained silent. Yang said again: "Everyone is like you, isn't that class like a battlefield?" I still kept my head down. So Yang said again: "Let's not be an example. This time, if you apologize to Zhuang Ni in private, I won't let you do the examination in public. Girls are always thin-skinned. What do you think?"

I said, "No way." Yang looked at me angrily and embarrassed. I added: "I don't have any opinion on how to deal with it. There is no way to apologize." "So," Yang asked me, "Can you give me a reference for how to deal with it?" "That's your business," I said defiantly. "She will be beaten if she says something she shouldn't say. I will never bow my head in front of my self-esteem. So I will never apologize!" "Ye Fan," Yang finally said, "When you enter the society like you, you will definitely be beaten to death. You must know that your mother can't protect you for the rest of your life."

"Thank you for reminding me." I said, "Teacher, if you have nothing to do, I want to go back to class." Yang waved his hand to signal me to go. You could tell she was exhausted. I'm not happy, upset to the extreme. As soon as he returned to the classroom, Li Youfeng leaned over to ask questions, and I said with a straight face that you'd better stay away from me, or I'll beat you too. Seeing that I was really angry, he obediently hid away. For several days, Zhuang Ni was waiting for the result of Yang's treatment, but it seemed that Yang hadn't given her an answer.She just called my mom and said it.I hope my mother can do my job, after all, she has to give the whole class an explanation. I told my mother the whole story. After hearing this, the mother sighed and said, "You child, do you have to use violence?" "I can't help it." I said, "I hate people calling me bad, and I even hate the bullshit title of class flower. She just provokes me out of anger." My mother looked at me even more surprised: "You actually speak foul language?" "What foul language did I say?" "Shit! Didn't you say that?" I pour!Is this also considered foul language?It seems that I am really used to chatting casually on the Internet, and I don't feel it at all. Mom said again: "You have to give your teacher a step down and apologize to Zhuang Ni." I thought for a while and said, "Yes, but on the basis of her first apology." My mother agreed, but she said to me very worriedly: "You can no longer beat people at will. Before doing anything, you must think about it with your brain. You are in class. If you are in society, who can keep it safe?" Are you hurt?" "But mother," I said, "didn't you say that the weaker you are, the tougher your opponent will be?" My mother held me in her arms, and she said: "Everything has two sides. If you treat others well, others will definitely return you." "It's a trade of money and lust." I said sharply, "Just like you and Teacher Yang." My mother hugged me tightly with some fear: "Yeye, I really don't want you to see the darkness in this world. For a sixteen-year-old girl, there should be sunshine everywhere." I don't want my mother to cry, my mother's tears always make me very sad.I put my head on her lap and promised, "Mom, Mom, I will try to live better." At that time, I even thought that saying sorry to Zhuang Ni was actually nothing. She was slapped in the face in public, no matter what, it was a humiliating thing, and I didn't suffer. The key is to stop worrying about mom. But things didn't go in the direction I imagined. From that night on, my forum started to have posts scolding me.The person who posted the post was a person named "Li Jian", and his post name was: Expose the true face of Seth. "Everyone must really like the owner of this forum, Miss Seth. What I want to tell you here is a sad news. The innocent Seth you know is an extremely nasty and shameful person in life. She is only sixteen. I don’t know how many boyfriends I have changed, she is no longer a virgin, but she still puts on a naive and lively look to deceive people on the Internet, everyone, don’t be fooled by her!!! You must make a clean break with her limit!!!" I was stunned when I saw it.Although I know that on the Internet, abuse and attacks are very natural.But no one has insulted me directly since I went online.Fortunately, I am the moderator, so I quickly deleted this post, and checked the person who posted it based on my IP in the same city as me. Yaoyao went earlier that night. Of course, she had seen the post before I deleted it. She said to me: "Fortunately, there are not many people who saw it. You should check carefully and find out who he is, and wiped out his whole family." ! Let him know how powerful you are!" "Forget it," I said, "who should be so serious about things on the Internet." Yaoyao disagreed with my opinion, she said: "Netizens are also human beings, and they also have dignity and personality. You must not be soft-hearted, otherwise the enemy will go too far!" Facts have proved that Yaoyao is correct.I wanted to forget about it, but when I was chatting with a new netizen named "Absolute Anime Fan" about my favorite cartoon characters, I heard Yaoyao whispering in my ear: "It's terrible, hurry up Look, that post is up again." I refreshed the forum, and the guy named Lijian really reposted the previous post, and it wasn't just the previous post, there was an extra limerick called "Warning Thurse" below: "It's too much~~~~~ It's too much!!!" Yaoyao yelled: "Block his IP, block his IP!! There is really no law! Don't look at whose territory this is!" I said, "He is on dial-up, and his IP is dynamic and cannot be blocked." "You seal it up and see, I'll deal with him for you, and let him know who is the real king of limericks!" Yaoyao said: "Whoever dares to bully my dear Sese, I must make him look good." After a while, Yaoyao's poem was posted: The uninvited guest named Li Jian did not show any weakness, and returned to the song after only a short while: I said to Yaoyao: "The visitor is not kind, it seems that he is here to make trouble?" Yaoyao said: "Don't be afraid, look at me." Yaoyao likes to write poems on weekdays, and she has nowhere to display her talents. This opponent named Li Jian makes her more courageous: This doggerel battle lasted for one night, and the BBS was full of smoke.Countless people followed the post and booed, and in the end the person named Li Jian had no intention of fighting, and hastily withdrew his hands and left, ending with Yaoyao's complete victory. While we were proudly celebrating our achievements, a good netizen reported that there were posts scolding me in the most popular forums on the website, and there were so many words that were simply unsightly. In the chat room, some people started to swear at me non-stop.Someone even changed her name to "Surther is a bitch." Oh my God! On the Internet, I felt helpless for the first time.The network administrator was not there when it was time to come, and Yaoyao called on everyone to collectively screen the lunatic who swiped the screen, and I chose to quit without saying a word. Yaoyao was worried, so she used QQ to find me and asked if I had offended anyone recently. Jonny's name flashed through my mind.But after thinking about it, I felt that it was impossible. The one named Lijian gave me a hunch that it was a boy. I told Yaoyao about Zhuang Ni and me, and Yaoyao said, "I think it's probably her." He also said: "Thurse, you are really powerful. Don't look at me slapping people on the Internet, but if it comes to the truth, I really can't do it." I hilarious. She doesn't know, I've done more violent things, a slap is nothing! "Thurse, don't take it to heart. If she goes too far, you can sue her." "Can you report things on the Internet?" I thought it was funny. "Of course!" Yaoyao said affirmatively, "My father is a lawyer. Last time he saw a case of a netizen suing a netizen for defamation on CCTV. He was very interested and even recorded it." "Oh." I said. But I still can't let go of those posts posted by that person named "Li Jian", they are now flying all over the website, no matter what, on this website, there are many people who know me, and those who like me There are not many, but after reading these posts, they will definitely have new views on me.Thinking about it again, in fact, that sharp sword post was not completely unreasonable, and my mood sank to the bottom. I used to think that on the Internet, in my own virtual world, I could live a more confident and cheerful life. I really don't want anyone to cruelly tear apart this tranquility and vent the noisy and filthy and ruthless reality. put in.And I was helpless and helpless. Not in the mood to chat anymore, I logged off the line early. The night is still insomnia, I force myself to dissociate from the past, but time and time again I fall into the vortex of the past and cannot extricate myself.That rainy night, the bright red blood, my uncontrollable screams and the scary eyes of Lao Mai. Can't help but call Lin Bufan. Thank goodness he picked it up.I don't have to put up with her mom's endless inquiries. Lin Bufan said, "Ye Fan, can't sleep again?" "yes." "Unhappy again?" "yes." "They didn't come home again?" "yes." "Why don't you go online?" "I'm not allowed to be idle anywhere." I told Lin Bufan what happened on the Internet at night, and he laughed: "Fortunately, you still call yourself an old netizen. Don't you know that there are many pranksters on the Internet? They are just making trouble Play around, but you think too much, this is asking for trouble!" "I was never a good girl," I said. "Where," Lin Bufan said, "Ye Fan is a good girl, the very best girl." "Lin Bufan, you lied to me, I am totally useless." "Look at you, think about it with your head. If someone else is just playing for fun, you don't have to be angry. If he deliberately wants to make you sad, you are in the trap of others. Smart Thurse, don't you understand this? " "Thurse? Don't you hate calling me Thurse?" "I don't hate it, Sese is as cute as Ye Ye." Lin Bufan yawned and said, "Go to sleep, I will go to sleep after I finish this question, believe me, you will forget it tomorrow." When saying goodbye, he reminded me again: "Counting sheep, one, two, three, is better than random thinking." After listening to his words, I did not know how many sheep I counted before I fell asleep. When I met Zhuang Ni at the door of the classroom early the next morning, she smiled at me proudly and said, "I did what happened yesterday, so you don't have to think hard about finding the culprit." I pretended to be happy and said, "It must have cost you a lot of manpower and material resources." "I think it's worth it." Zhuang Ni said, "It seems that you are very angry, but to be fair, that friend of yours is really good at writing doggerel. If you do it yourself, you will definitely lose." "It seems that you are not convinced?" "Of course I'm not convinced." Zhuang Ni said: "Since Teacher Yang is reluctant to deal with you, I will deal with this matter in my own way. I also want to let you know that beating someone must pay a price." "There's a price to be paid for talking nonsense," I warned her. Zhuang Ni laughed and said: "Maybe in real life, but not necessarily online. China's laws are not perfect enough to deal with a virtual ID. At most, you can block my IP. I'm not afraid. " "It's up to you." I tried to pretend to be indifferent, "as long as you are not afraid of being tired." "I'm not afraid." She said complacently, "I won't stop, unless you apologize to me in public, otherwise I will let you have nowhere to hide online or offline!" While saying these words, Zhuang Ni kept smiling gracefully. At that moment I bowed down, I used to think that I was already a bad, bad girl.It never occurred to me that a sixteen-year-old girl could be so much worse than me. That kind of bad, or can be called vicious. I was a little shuddering, because I already clearly felt that the war between me and Zhuang Ni, the "Dream of the Water Lotus", was just the beginning. Of course, I will never give up easily. Even if it is a game on the Internet, I have to play it all the way to the end.