Peach Yaoyao was the first good friend I met online. In other words, she was my first regular chat friend. Before I met her, I had been wandering the Internet for not a short time.There have been countless IDs, the tacky ones such as "sweet little fairy, cute baby, Barbie doll", the more elegant ones such as "whoever listens to the broken string, the flowing youth, the bits and pieces of dreams" and so on. In the end I decided to call myself Thurse. It's a nice name. I sat by the autumn window looking at my computer thinking. The first thing Tao Zhiyao said to me was: "Can I give you a small quilt? You won't be cold."

Compared with those ill-intentioned people who said they wanted to hug me at every turn, Peach Yaoyao's suggestion seemed warm and practical, so I smiled back at her: ^_*. "Smile like a star," she said. "Because it's warmer." I replied. "It's the kind of quilt covered with small floral cloth." Peach Yaoyao added, "It's as soft as a mother's embrace." I was stunned in front of the computer, and then I said: "Thank you Yaoyao, it's really good." "Why is it cold?" she asked me, "Autumn hasn't quite come yet."

"It's just a code name," I said, "It's still so far away from spring, don't you also wake up?" "Huh. Sese is smart." She judged me. "You're not stupid." I flattered her with each other. "Do you like peach blossoms?" she asked me. "like." "I like it too. I like everything that is bright and alive." After she finished speaking, she sent me a flower online. It was really a peach blossom, and she was still nodding little by little, very cute. This peach demon seems to be a little lyrical, forgetting that the life of a flower is very short.But she really spoke differently from many people I met online, at least not vulgar, I fell in love with her, asked her for a QQ number, and listed her as a friend.

Sneak peek at her profile after saying goodbye.It read: Female, 19 years old, middle school student, Cantonese.Love singing and playing the violin. Oh, Cantonese.I like listening to Cantonese songs. But I can't understand the violin. Of course it doesn't matter. Who knew she was also checking me out, and sent me a message after a while, saying: "So we are the same age, uh, there are too many friends in QQ, I deleted them all, and only kept Sister." "Three lives are lucky." "Me too. I like Jiangsu girls, see you tomorrow." It's so easy to meet someone online.You can start over with another ID.But Peach Yaoyao gave me a slightly different feeling.My instinct told me she could be my friend.After coming out of the chat room, I saw a little poem by her in the community called:

You can't underestimate this peachy monster, he's quite talented. I don't know much about poems, but I know how to reply, and I replied with two words: amazing! Later, I also had a relationship with her, and I could always meet her in and out of the chat room.Once I saw two boys bullying her, I rushed up and killed them without hesitation.Yaoyao giggled, and said sincerely, "You are so amazing, Sese." "It's okay." I said, "I'll cover you from now on." After chatting like this a few times, we cherished each other, and then we met almost every day. She called me Thurse, and sometimes Arthur.I call her Yaoyao, and sometimes Xiaotao.

We chat for an hour a day on average.Mostly at night, the night wind blows through the air, and fingers jump on the keyboard.There are many topics about Yaoyao, and they are also very fresh.She is more proficient than me on the Internet, and she often introduces me to some cool or funny websites. When I was overjoyed, I also learned to send flowers. Picking and picking, the one I picked was a rose, and Yaoyao "bah" me over there. "About being online," she said, "my slogan is that it's all about love." "Damn." I scolded her, but I felt sorry for her.

"Love is so boring, and online dating is even more ignorant. So I don't chat with boys. I'm so happy to meet Seth." She said the third and fourth.There was obvious suspicion of flattering me in his tone. I am really happy. If I don't see Yaoyao for a day, I will think, QQ has been waiting for her, but I really can't wait, so write a MAIL and say a few nasty words.If I don’t surf the Internet someday, there will be a letter from Yaoyao lying in the mailbox. She is a little more sensual than me, calling me "dear." At the end of the letter, she also wrote: "Kiss you."

I giggled. This is slightly different from what I expected, because Peach Yoyo is a girl. Because in reality, I'm pretty much incompatible with all the girls. I remember that on the first day of high school, the girl at the same table asked the teacher to change her seat in front of everyone.I think she can't stand my dyed yellow hair, or it's my beautiful eyes with some bright powder eyeshadow. If a girl is jealous of someone, she can ignore everything. The teacher in charge is surnamed Yang, she is a very young woman.But she can't understand me either.She pulled me outside the classroom and told me that I was not allowed to wear makeup in school, and then reminded me that my grades were poor and that if I hadn't paid the sponsorship fee, I wouldn't have been able to get into this school.

I sneered and said who would want to come to such a crappy school, and whoever would come would do it to save face. She ignored me and arranged me in the last row of the classroom. The only ones who care about me are those boys in the class who are even more unpromising than me. But I don't want to bother with them.I only have one good friend. I met him when I was very young. He should be regarded as my relative. His name is Lin Bufan.Like his name, he is a very extraordinary boy. He is a sophomore in our most important middle school here, one grade higher than me.There was a time when I hardly wanted to talk to anyone, but I told Lin Bufan that I liked and would like to talk to him. When I was in a bad mood, he was very accommodating to me, no matter what he said, he would nod. Then he said, "That's right, Ye Fan, it's like this."

I never want to recall those days.There is also a vacancy in the memory. When the memory wanders there, it will be cut off abruptly, and then a large area will be black and empty. Only Lin Bufan's smiling face was alive. I admit, I was a little dependent on him at one point. Of course that was in the past. Since I went to high school and learned how to surf the Internet, I rarely bother Lin Bufan anymore. But on Saturday, Lin Bufan came to see me as usual, and I was having a good chat with Yaoyao, so I didn't have time to talk to him, so I asked him to get a Coke from the refrigerator.There was a loud "bang" when he opened the Coke, and I didn't have time to pay attention to him.

Until he covered my screen with a pair of big hands, looked at me worriedly and said, "Ye Fan, are you going to spend your whole life online?" "Call me Thurse." I looked at the screen and said, "I like this name better." "Screw your size!" He got angry at me rudely, not at all like a top student in a key middle school.I waited in good spirits for him to take his hands off the screen, but he didn't budge and asked me, "Can the course handle it?" I give him a blank stare. I didn't speak for a long time.Yaoyao is in a hurry.Started calling me on QQ, suspecting that I was disconnected. I said to Lin Bufan: "If you keep blocking me, you will be suspected!" "I'm determined to suspect the crime to the end." He was lukewarm and extremely thick-skinned. I had no choice but to give in, hurriedly said goodbye to Yaoyao, and told her that there were guests at home. "Honored guest?" Yaoyao cried, "You actually left me alone!" "No." I blocked Lin Bufan's eyes with an elbow, and typed with one hand, "A barking dog." Then quickly go offline and shut down the computer.Thinking of hurting Lin Bufan, he laughed hard in his heart.The corners of the mouth also raised unconsciously. Lin Bufan looked at me very angrily: "What kind of monster, people are not people, ghosts are not ghosts." After thinking about it, he said, "What's so rusty, what's wrong with Ye Fan?" "Go online too." I said, "You won't be so displeased with me." "I can do homepagy, can you?" he challenged me. "No." I said honestly. "Girls know how to chat." He identified my superficiality. "Can you manage it?" I also drank Coke, shook it hard and then opened it. I like to hear the sound and see the gas splashing everywhere. happy. "If you don't pay close attention to the courses now, you will struggle in the future." He was worried about the country and the people. "Lin Bufan." I tilted my neck and drank a big gulp of Coke and said, "You're so annoying." "real?" "real." His self-esteem was damaged, and he left with a big schoolbag on his back. When he walked to the door, he turned around and said, "You really have no conscience." I look away from him. Did not keep him. In fact, I have not forgotten, before I learned to surf the Internet.During many lonely weekends, Lin Bufan was always with me.In order to let him go back later, I took out the math problems that I had learned earlier and pestered him. He explained to me patiently, and there were often fine beads of sweat on his forehead.If my mother and the others haven’t come back, I hope that Lin Bufan will sleep on the sofa at my house, so that I can sleep peacefully and don’t have to worry about who will break into my house and won’t do those endless things. stop nightmare. Although I am a girl and Lin Bufan is a boy, when I am with him, no one will worry or have imaginations. As I said, he is actually my relative. Our relationship is a bit complicated. In the simplest terms, my mother and father married another man after they divorced, and Lin Bufan is that man's nephew. I used to call him brother when I was young, but after I became sensible, I kept calling him Lin Bufan by his first and last name.But I didn't expect that he really left. When I stood up and ran to the balcony, I could only see his back riding a bicycle.I found that he has actually grown very tall, and when riding a bicycle, his body has to bend down severely, a bit like a hunchback.The big schoolbag was piled up behind his buttocks, and it slipped out of my sight. Let's go, Lin Bufan. Let's go, I won't miss you anyway. I threw myself back on the sofa, I didn't want to do my homework, it was getting dark, there was no sound in the room, and I didn't know when they would come back.Not sure what to have for dinner. boring!Then turn on the Internet CHAT again. When Yaoyao saw me, she smiled and said, "Why, the dog stopped barking?" "Let's go." I said. Then I told Yaoyao about Lin Bufan. After hearing this, Yaoyao yelled and said: "Thurse, you are in the midst of blessings and don't know how to be blessed. How much I want to have a brother. It doesn't matter if you take care of me every day." "Then let your father and mother divorce." I joked, "Maybe you will have an older brother." Peach Yaoyao was silent for a long time before saying to me: "I left a long time ago." I see. It turns out we are the same fate. No wonder we hit it off so well. "It's nothing," she said pretending to be relaxed; "We can't take care of the affairs of adults, and we don't need to take care of them." "9494." "Tell me the story between you and Lin Bufan, it must be very interesting." She quickly changed the subject. "Okay. I met him when I was seven years old. My mother took me to a strange man's house and asked me to call him Dad. Lin Bufan is the nephew of that man. He walked away when I was sulking on the second floor. Come over and say to me: 'My uncle is a good man, you won't suffer if you call her daddy.'” "You listened to him?" "No. I pushed him down the stairs." "Oh, Thurse, do you have violent tendencies?" "It's a little bit. Later he didn't dare to come to my house because I was afraid I would beat him. Because I always thought of ways to deal with him. For example, put a dead cockroach in the noodles my mother gave him. For example, use scissors to strap his schoolbag shear." "Haha...you are ruthless!" "Later I went to elementary school, and he was a grade higher than me. He met me at school and walked around. Until one time when I was fighting with two boys, he came up to protect me desperately... After that time I consider him a friend." "Cool, keep talking!" "After my mother joined that man, she went out to do business and play cards with him every day. Most of the time, Lin Bufan accompanied me. The report card was shameful, so he pretended to be a parent and signed it for me." "Wow! My childhood sweetheart, I'm so touched." Yaoyao exaggerated, making a cute little human head over there, and was still wiping away tears. "Pull it down," I said, "I don't feel anything for him." "I'm not worth it for Lin Bufan. Faye Wong has a song called "Only Love Strangers". You really have no conscience, Sese." "Yeah." I admitted, "It's a bit." "But love is also meaningless." Yaoyao sighed. "It seems that you have been in love?" "Well, I fell in love with my Chinese teacher when I was in the second year of junior high." "Please! You also tell such a corny story?" "Hehe, I'm sorry, but it's the truth." "and after?" "I passed by the vegetable market once and saw him also buying vegetables, haggling with the hawkers, and almost quarreling with them. All good images disappeared like this. I went home and cried half to death." "It's that simple?" "No. It's vulnerable!" "Ha ha!" "What are you laughing at? Have you ever been in love, Thurse?" "Have." "Lin Bufan?" "of course not." "Don't you want to say it?" "yes." "Then don't talk about it. What are you most afraid of, Sese?" "...Lonely? What about you?" "I'm afraid of the cold. I remember when they got divorced in the winter when I was six years old. At that time, my family was still in the north, and I squatted on the balcony crying alone. I almost passed out from the cold and no one cared about it. After that, I was afraid of the cold. So Looking forward to spring. When the peach blossoms are all over the sky, it won’t be cold.” I embrace Peach Yaoyao. I cried on my shoulder, as if I was really moved. My heart is spinning and turning, I don't know how many memories are as dark and cold as ours. After crying, Peach Yaoyao said to me: "Thurse, you are a good boy. I envy you." "Where, you should be a better child than me." "Hehe, it's only you who say that. They all call me a 'problem girl'. Because I don't like reading, and I always write weird poems and articles. They don't like me." "Never mind, that's their problem." "Hee hee. Hee hee I'm so happy." After finishing speaking, she hugged me and kissed me desperately online.I slap her and log off. I have a lot of words that I don't have time to say to Tao Zhiyao because I'm hungry.Anyway, we meet every day, and it won't be too late to talk next time. As soon as I got off the line, the phone rang sharply, it was my mother.Over there, he said very dissatisfied: "Ye Ye, you are surfing the Internet again, I have been calling for an hour but I can't get through!" "Yes, I'm surfing the Internet." I said, "You come back and get angry at me when you have an opinion." "Later." Mom said shortly, "I can't leave now." "I'm hungry," I said. "There's nothing in the fridge." "Then I'll bring you KFC when I come back?" I hung up the phone with a click. KFC? She will always be my ten-year-old little doll. As soon as the phone fell down, it rang again. I picked it up angrily. This time it was Lin Bufan.He said: "I brought you a math test paper today, but I forgot to give it to you." "It's a good thing I forgot." I said. "Ye Ye." Lin Bufan said, "Have you had dinner yet?" I couldn't hear his caring voice, so I hung up the phone again. Everything is quiet. My eyes are dizzy with hunger.Finally found an apple in the corner of the room.She gnawed unladylikely.I looked at my fingers as I gnawed, they were long and white.Those are the graceful fingers of a girl, and I find that I am obsessed with the rhythm of tapping on the keyboard with it, like music.It was as if someone was pulling me unknowingly, making me want to swim into the net involuntarily. I don't know what's wrong with me either. In fact, sometimes thinking about it, surfing the Internet is quite boring. But I just can't help myself. I went online again. At this time, Peach Yaoyao should not be online. She should have a very rich dinner and won't be as unlucky as me.So I had no choice but to find a very boring person to talk nonsense, and endured his endless checking of my household registration: where are you from?How old is it? boy or gril? I lied a little happily, without any psychological burden. The night is beautiful and the wind is cool, I am looking forward to the appearance of Peach Yaoyao, I don't know if I should tell her, but in fact, I am the "problem girl" that everyone can punish. I'm sure that Sese must be more troublesome than Peach Yaoyao. Just like Ye Fan is actually lonelier than Sese.