Chapter 3 Chapter 2-1

Chapter Two Awakened Childlike Innocence She knew his eyes. Why?Why is that? His eyes lost the look they had when he was on the island, the glowing light inside, a little annoyed and desperate, he moved his eyes elsewhere in a panic. A hand like a body suddenly touched his wound, and he fled helplessly into the air. 1. Home is a place related to childhood and colorful candy colors. When it comes to Mingjun, everything is broken. This is just a high-level sojourn where he squandered his life. When Yanzhi came in, only the cleaning lady was wiping the already clean table in the hall.Seeing Ms. Yanzhi, she hurriedly said that Mr. Zhao was in the company, his wife was working in the inner room, and the two brothers were in their respective rooms.Yanzhi entered the inner room, and greeted Zhong Zhe's mother who was cutting and patching fabrics with a smile: "Auntie is getting busier."

Seeing that it was Yanzhi, Zhong Zhe's mother put down the tools in her hands, left her seat and sat on the sofa. "Come find Mingjun." "Ok." "He came back very early today. I said why he didn't go out today. It turned out that he asked you to come." Yanzhi understood in her heart, she just smiled awkwardly and said, "It's been a long time since I went to the commercial street with my aunt, let's go after the celebration, I heard there are many new styles now." "Okay." Zhong Zhe's mother felt very relieved in her heart, and stretched out her hand to shake Yan Zhi's hand.

"Then, Auntie, I'll go first." "Okay." Looking at Yanzhi's back, Zhongzhe's mother thought that even though Mingjun sometimes has a temper, it would be a great thing to have such a well-behaved child and herself as a family in the future. As soon as he walked to the corridor upstairs, he saw Ming Jun coming out of the room, as if he was about to go out. "Come with me to the street." Yanzhi said. "I have something to do." "We must go this time." "As I said, I have something to go out." Ming Jun's voice suddenly became louder, even though the reason he went out was only to drink.

"You can't dress like a stranger during a celebration, can you?" "so what?" "At least, I am different from you. I want to be a daughter who obeys my father." "I hope that's all." "Then what else do you think?" "That's best." Ming Jun said that he rushed downstairs first, walked in front of Yan Zhi and drove out the car.Yanzhi felt that after she said it in a fit of anger, she didn't feel any joy in her heart, but a faint pain, which would not disappear immediately, like a wilderness with nothing left after being swept away by the cold wind. The hope of coming back to life after a long wait appeared.She didn't know when the conversation between herself and Ming Jun began to turn into this old enemy-like guard and attack, and maybe there was resentment.However, she understood that it was not each other that they hated each other.Perhaps, this is the only hope in her heart that can encourage herself to persevere and not give up.

In the expensive fashion store that usually provides clothes for the family, Ming Jun casually told the waiter about the style and color, and asked for a solemn and decent feeling to appear at the banquet.After choosing my own suit, including Yanzhi's style and the necessary accessories, I also decided here, and I didn't go to a second one. The two put on their respective clothes and stood in front of the mirror, and the shop assistant couldn't help applauding.Yan Zhi looked at Ming Jun beside her, it seemed that there were piles of words in her heart, and they were no longer the usual simple words like a treaty.She thought that if she met him in another way, she would definitely have this kind of feeling for him. Even if she just met now, the feeling in her heart would never be less than the feeling in the past 20 years.Beside him, wearing a brand new suit, how handsome he is now, she wanted to tell him.

"Okay, let's go." Ming Jun's urging words disturbed her mind, "Oh... let's have a look again." Yanzhi walked to the connected second-tier brand area, took out a simple and elegant black satin dress from the hanger, and asked the clerk the price.The clerk next to him told Yanzhi that because of the simple style and moderate price, it is very popular among white-collar women. "Okay, just choose size 160 of this style and wrap it up." Ming Jun came over, glanced at the clothes in Yan Zhi's hands, and said, "Change the grade? 160? A gift?"

"It's specially prepared clothes for the spokesperson of the new music project. She is going to play Dad's previous works at the celebration. I heard that she is an overseas student, so maybe she is worried about not having suitable clothes." Yanzhi said these in a light tone. When Ming Jun heard the words of foreign students, the appearance of Yin Qi suddenly flashed in Ming Jun's mind.He looked out of the window, where there was a lively and bustling street scene, and colorful streamers caressed people's sight.Yes, this place is so different from outlying islands, he seems to feel that time is rushing away from him, and he is also swept away in the whirling vortex, while Yin Qi in the memory is still waiting alone In the slowly flowing time of the outlying islands.

Such a feeling made him panic for no reason. Back in the car with Yanzhi, he didn't say a word until the car stopped at the door of Yanzhi's house.Neither can barely say goodbye like normal friends, yet both are waiting for the other to make a move. "Yanzhi, is this a possibility in your life?" After a long time, Ming Jun spoke first, referring to obeying the wishes of the family to decide his own future. "I am very satisfied and happy." Yanzhi felt happy because the person she needs to obey is him by her side. "You know very well that I will not love anyone, nor can there be only one woman..."

Before Ming Jun could finish speaking, Yan Zhi suddenly turned around and approached him, covering him who was speaking with her lips, a little hurried, clumsy and reckless. But it was just such a light touch, and after feeling that she had touched his lips, Yanzhi immediately sat down again, turned her head and looked out the car window, not wanting him to see her agitation. Everything was so sudden, Mingjun didn't know that Yanzhi would make such a move.Since she was a child, she has always been polite and cautious. How can someone who carefully considers everything... His outstretched hand slowly moved towards his mouth, wanting to wipe away the scent that belonged to her lips that remained there, the tense and awkward atmosphere made his raised hand change direction, and moved forward as if meeting a savior , firmly grasped the steering wheel.

Silence is like petals floating in running water, staying between two still rocks, spinning, spinning again, not going away. "What... what are you doing?" Ming Jun bit his lower lip with his teeth. "This is not your first time, is it? Do you still remember who that person is?" Yan Zhi, who had calmed down a bit, stroked her hair with her hands, and looked straight ahead. "What?" Ming Jun knew what she was referring to, even if she was talking about other topics, he would still only say these two words. "The one who had your first kiss..." "..."

Ming Jun lowered his head and stared at the steering wheel in his hand, thinking of the girl in the class next door in junior high school, whose name she couldn't remember, and even her face was blurred, and later, it should be the other girls who sent him admiring eyes Bar.He doesn't believe in love because of his mother's death, because his father brought other women back in less than three months, and because of his brother who suddenly appeared.Is that love?If there is such a soul living in the place where love is attached to, he will not want love, nor will he love anyone. Never love anyone, is that right? Yanzhi was lost in thought, talking to herself. "A long time ago, I wanted to do this for a long time, but I was afraid. The first time I saw you kiss someone else, I realized that I had lost it. Seeing you now, I am even more afraid, afraid of myself because of you like this And give it up, to get revenge...but I want to give it to someone else, anyone but you." After Yanzhi finished speaking, she opened the car door and got out of the car, opened the back door neatly, and lifted the three bags containing clothes. bag, closed the door again, and hurried up the steps in front of the gate. On the back seat of the car, a row of small letters were printed on the large bag containing the new suit. It was ironed into silver and sunk deep into the grain of the cloth. 2. Yinqi smelled the aroma of cooking instant noodles as soon as she entered the door. "Cheng Min, have you cooked the noodles? Didn't you agree that I would cook them?" "You are lucky today to taste such good food. Of course, there is something to celebrate." Cheng Min came out of the kitchen with thick gloves on, holding a small pot of cooked noodles, and put it on the table , and turned around to get two bowls, and then went to get two pairs of chopsticks.Seeing her flustered appearance, Yinqi sat down and looked at the pot in front of her, and said, "It's really delicious, but I still have to wait for me to cook it in the future, otherwise, I will not be able to pay off my rent." The two looked at each other and smiled, picked up the bowls and chopsticks and put the noodles in the pot into their own bowls. "What did you just say? What is something worth celebrating?" Yinqi rolled a lot of noodles onto the chopsticks at one time, and while sending them to her mouth, she looked at Cheng Min who was sitting across from her, and asked. "I can't say it now, I can only say it after cleaning up. Or, why don't you think about it?" Cheng Min had already taken a bite, and stretched out his chopsticks to pick up the kimchi on the plate. Looking at the mysterious Cheng Min, Yinqi smiled and said, "Your painting won an award?" "My paintings often win awards." "Win the lottery?" Cheng Min looked around and said proudly: "Now that you don't have to win the lottery, others will be jealous." Yinqi pointed to her face, and gave Chengmin a "so thick" wink. "Your birthday?" "Are you only giving this to Cheng Min on her birthday?" Cheng Min has already picked up the bowl and started drinking the soup. "Ah, did you see them glow?" "What? Glowing?" "I raise fireflies." Yinqi looked upstairs in surprise, and got up to go upstairs to have a look. "No!" Cheng Min finally surrendered and put the chopsticks and bowl back on the table. "You asked me to guess." Yinqi looked aggrieved, and packed up the things on the table and went into the kitchen. Cheng Min followed to the kitchen door and stood leaning against the door, and asked Yinqi, "Did you never think that someone gave you something?" "Who will give me something for no reason?" Yinqi wiped off the water on her hands and walked to the living room.Cheng Min surrounded her and asked, "Is there someone you're dating? It's an expensive gift from him, admit it quickly." Then he turned and ran to the living room to take out a large delicate box and put it on the table. A pink gift box with a royal blue ribbon, I don't know if it's a mistake, but at least it looks very flattering.Yinqi looked at the box, just looked at it, clasped her hands tightly on her lap. "Quickly open it and see who gave it to you? I've wanted to take it apart a long time ago. I waited too long for you to come back and cook the noodles when I have nothing to do." Cheng Min almost wanted to take it apart for her. "Cheng Min, maybe I made a mistake?" "Wrong? The dispatcher asked very politely, 'Excuse me, is this Miss Feng Yinqi's residence?' Who else is named Feng Yinqi? Alright, let's tear it down quickly." Yinqi pulled the ribbon with her hand and opened the lid of the box, revealing a black satin dress inside.Both were surprised.Yinqi saw a card next to the clothes, which read: Miss Yinqi: Welcome to the MBG 30th Anniversary Birthday Party, It was a pleasure to hear your excellent performance that night, Hope you can wear this dress that was picked exactly in your size. Han Yeon-ji Also comes with a business card. "Han Yanzhi? Your friend?" Cheng Min asked curiously. "I don't know." Yinqi was at a loss. "It can be seen that they are very caring, and even sent you suitable clothes for their banquet." Seeing that the answer to the riddle was unexpected, Cheng Min lost interest, turned around and picked up the remote control to turn on the TV, one channel at a time of the conversion. On the contrary, Yinqi breathed a sigh of relief and said, "I really don't have any suitable clothes to wear." "As expected of MBG, the attention to detail makes people speechless. Well, let's try it on." Cheng Min suggested. Yinqi nodded and went back to her room upstairs with the box in her arms. After a while, Cheng Min heard Yinqi calling her upstairs. When she looked up, she saw a girl in a little black dress standing at the stairs. It was Yinqi like this now, she showed up at MBG's 30th birthday party on time. 3. The waiter at Shinhwa Hotel showed a stunning smile to Yinqi.With the same satin-like black hair hanging down her shoulders, and the simple attire, everyone couldn't help but look at her a few more times. The hall is brightly lit, with bands, food, and beautiful men and women. Apart from sweetness, there is only joy in the air. Yinqi found her position for the night with her eyes from afar, looking straight at her, silently chanting the melody of the piece she was going to play in her heart, her steps became lighter because of her confidence. As soon as he sat down, the impromptu string band stopped, and a middle-aged man, the one who went to Professor Jin to get Yinqi's materials, stood in front and began to speak.Because Yinqi was thinking about who Han Yanzhi was, she didn't hear what he was saying at all. When the final applause sounded, she heard the most crucial part: "...Then I invite Mr. Han Renbing, the leader of MBG for 30 years, to speak." There was another burst of applause. "Han Renbing? Han Yanzhi?" Yinqi thought that there might be some connection between these two names.A middle-aged man, who looked about 50 years old, maybe a little younger, stood up from the guest seat, wiped the front of his suit, and walked calmly to the front of the stage, making a 45-degree angle with Yin Qi and the piano.Therefore, when she raised her eyes, she saw his sideways back. "Thirty years ago, a 23-year-old young man rented a cheap basement as a studio because he liked music. With dreams in mind, he could only write the designated background music for unknown TV series for a long time. What I want to say is that MBG with music production, media advertising, and hotel management is not the goal of that music studio back then, it is just the beginning of this dream thirty years later. I also want to tell everyone that MBG will cooperate with the most powerful Film and television group cooperation..." There was a burst of applause from the audience. Next to Yinqi, two members of the band were discussing in low voices: "Hey, with so many tricks, isn't it just a commercial marriage?" The cellist looked disdainful. "Business marriage?" The violinist didn't understand the situation, and his tone showed his strong interest. "The daughter of MBG and the son of CBS, ah! I really have everything, I only owe Dongfeng." The cello seemed to be at the key point in every sentence. "What Dongfeng?" Violin asked curiously. "Time, it takes time for people to grow up and get married. Did you see, look, those two people, one has a frowning brow, the other has a blank eye, tsk tsk tsk, it seems that the situation is not good!" The cello said like himself It is the only insider who actually only sees the fur at the key points of the problem. "..." Yinqi looked over the brackets of the lighting equipment and cast a glance at the guest room upstairs, which was full of well-dressed strangers.On one side of the empty seat was a middle-aged lady; on the other side sat a young woman who looked about the same age as herself, her hair was all combed back, revealing a beautiful forehead, and between her eyebrows, there was a hint of Delicate and calm, but giving people a feeling of worry, this should be the "frowning" daughter.Beyond that is a man in a dark suit, his eyes... 4. The look she knew. He was drifting somewhere unknown, perhaps not in this hall at all, Yinqi thought. Sitting in front of the piano for the first time and feeling at a loss, she turned her eyes back to the black and white keys in front of her and took a deep breath.But he couldn't help but looked up and saw the people around him, that was Yanzhi's mother, President Zhao, Zhongzhe's mother, Zhongzhe, and Yanzhi, they put their hands on their chests and started applauding in unison .And he.His eyebrows, his nose, the corners of his mouth, maybe even his heart, are not here.Yinqi felt that the man sitting below was as cold as a strange shell, so he was not the one smiling on the island, was he? Yes, it must not be that person.Yinqi looked at him, and set her eyes on his empty eyes that didn't know where to stay, and repeatedly confirmed this thought in her heart, feeling sad in her heart. He shifted his gaze to Yinqi's side.Originally, the eyes that drifted out of nowhere seemed to see something small that had been lost or neglected by him for a long time appearing in front of him, and suddenly lit up like a spotlight.Looking at the eyes that suddenly came alive, Yinqi was sure it was him, the man she met on the outlying island. Are you OK?what happened to you? Yinqi's eyes were asking him. Why?Why is that? His eyes lost the look they had when he was on the island, the glowing light inside, a little annoyed and desperate, he moved his eyes elsewhere in a panic. A hand like a body suddenly touched his wound, and he fled helplessly into the air. Yin Qi retracted her eyes and landed on the keys again, feeling empty in her heart.Is something lost? "Because I was engaged in music production at the beginning, I specially arranged this session. On the day of MBG's 30th birthday, let everyone relive the hardships and fulfillment at the beginning of the business." The middle-aged man who spoke at the beginning turned to look at Yinqi and Qin , everyone's eyes are also on her. Yinqi, who knew what she was going to do, became uncertain about everything. The tune and melody of the song all disappeared, and her mind went blank.She looked at the keys in front of her, her hands hanging down, motionless. Seeing this situation, the middle-aged man quickly added: "Miss Yinqi, a music student from China, will reproduce the moving melody 30 years ago for us, and she will soon become the spokesperson of MBG's music production project..." There was thunderous applause from the audience, and Yinqi felt a chill from her back to her forehead.Her hands trembled a little, and she couldn't help but look at the position of the guest seats in the audience.As if he had already sensed the help-seeking gaze, Ming Jun slowly focused his gaze on the person in front of the piano. This was the chasing light who had found his target on the stage, and he couldn't leave for a moment. what should I do? Yinqi asked him again with her eyes, she was so flustered that she almost ran away, leaving him like this, even if she stays in the unknown where there is no reunion. Don't be afraid, trust yourself. Ming Jun looked at the piano on the observation platform, and gave her the look of "it will guide you". Yinqi raised her hand slowly, and when her fingers touched the keys, everything seemed to return to her memory.Her right hand quickly slid across the keys, like in ILL MORE, her fingertips were full of vitality, and she began to dance nimbly. Incorporating the tunes from 30 years ago into her own understanding and modifying the phrases appropriately, Yin Qi's performance has her own style without losing the original intention. The people standing in the hall gave warm applause while discussing with each other.Yinqi sat there, feeling the applause and gazes intertwined in the hall, mixed into something she didn't know, and then fell on her together.She was hot all over, and even felt the pain of being bumped. The dance music of the band started, and the figure of the waiter began to walk through the crowd below.Everyone was intoxicated in the sweet air, and the band used music to prompt that it was time for the first dance. The middle-aged man came over and congratulated Yinqi. "May I have the honor to invite you to dance?" Yin Qi raised her eyes to look at the place upstairs, but there was no one there.She sighed softly in her heart, and smiled politely and apologetically at the middle-aged man in front of her.Turning around, people's figures passed by and saw the picture on the other side of the hall. Ming Jun walked slowly in front of the young woman. Yanzhi stretched out her hand and placed it on Mingjun's. This is the beginning and the climax of the banquet. Along the edge of the hall, Yinqi walked slowly towards the back door, from where it should be the garden.Because she was eager to leave, she accidentally bumped into the waiter holding the wine glass, and the aroma of red wine followed her body, like fragments of past memories that could not be shaken off.The flustered Yinqi felt severe pain when her foot hit the chair leg—— Ming Jun bent down and squatted down to grab her sprained foot, and took off her shoes and socks regardless of whether she wanted to or not.Even though his hand touched the swollen area lightly, she still felt the pain and retracted; He took out the safe water from his pocket, wiped it on and around the swollen area, held it with his hands and rubbed it carefully; He stood at the door, saying good night... Such a picture appeared in Yinqi's mind like a 32X playback clip in the film. She touched the injured place with her hand, stood up and walked to the garden behind. In the circular space surrounded by everyone, Ming Jun and Yan Zhi who were spinning were receiving all the envious eyes, and perhaps some thoughts mixed with jealousy.But in Ming Jun's eyes, their faces and the colors of their clothes gradually turned into chaotic and indistinguishable lines, and only one face was flying in front of his eyes.But it is so confusing and unpredictable.For a while it was Yanzhi, for a while it became Yinqi, for a while it was Zhongzhe's mother, and for a while it was changed to mother again.Ming Jun stopped in fear, and dropped the hand that was holding Yan Zhi, and stood there numbly. "What's wrong?" Yan Zhi asked concerned. "It's nothing, just a little tired." After finishing speaking, Ming Jun walked out of the surrounding crowd alone. Standing outside the crowd, through the transparent glass window, Ming Jun saw the back of Yin Qi standing alone in the garden. Ming Jun didn't know how he should face the reunion with Yinqi here, on such an occasion.If the person on the outlying island is the real self, then the current person is just a person named Mingjun in Seoul.Did someone named Ming Jun make her feel confused tonight?Why is she standing alone in the garden?In my heart, I wanted to run behind her immediately and explain all this to her, but the real Ming Jun stood still and asked him: Tell her that you don't want to play a realistic role and want to stay with her on an outlying island?Maybe she just felt that it was too noisy inside, so she went outside to get some fresh air, that's all. But, at least, it's time to say hello, the real Ming Jun comforted his lost self like this. Ming Jun, who was constantly arguing in his heart, finally mustered up the courage to walk towards the back door. "Ming Jun." Dad called him from behind. Just like that, he who wanted to go to the garden was suddenly pulled back by another force. Ming Jun stopped, turned around and saw Ming Changhe standing with another tall, thin middle-aged man with a protruding head. Together. "Come here, this is Uncle Yuan who came back before you entered middle school, and you were clamoring to go to America with him..." Ming Jun walked up to his father and the middle-aged man with a protruding head, with his back to the garden, Yinqi turned around and glanced at the hall, saw Ming Jun and the middle-aged uncle with a protruding head talking and laughed.She looked down at the satin black skirt on her body, feeling sore in her heart, and walked towards the parking space in front. Back to the place where he lived, Cheng Min was not there.Yinqi went upstairs, changed out of the outdated clothes, and snuggled up to a corner of the sofa in a daze.She thought of what Mingjun said when he said goodbye to the outlying island: "The sunrise here is beautiful. If you want to see it tomorrow, you should have a good rest today." Yinqi stood up and walked to the table, and took out a mango-colored cardboard box from below, which contained the clothes she wore when she left the outlying island. I can tell by your eyes that you've probbly been cryin forever, and the stars in the sky dont mean nothin to you, theyre a mirror. I don't want to talk about it, how you broke my heart. if I stay here just a little bit longer, if Istay here, wont you listen to my heart, Whoa, heart? if I stand all alone, will the shadow hide the color of my heart, blue for the tears, black for the nights fears. ... Sod Stewart's voice wafted from the timer radio set by Cheng Min: "I don't want to talk about it, how you broke my heart..." Looking at the mango-colored carton in front of him, bits and pieces of outlying islands came to mind.The melancholy singing is slowly softening Yinqi's courage to persevere along the way, melancholy and melancholy permeating into her heart little by little. The person I met by chance on the outlying island, the one who stooped and lowered his head to wipe the potion for himself, was another person.However, it has been far apart.He should also return to his own life and live a completely different life. Gently sticking her face to the clothes, even though the soapy water had washed away the remaining smell of the outlying islands, Yin Qi still associated this faint fragrance with the neatly dressed Ming Jun amidst the bright lights. 5. "Good morning, Professor Park..." "Hi Professor..." The students who came out of the classroom greeted Professor Park politely when they passed by him. "Hello, Professor." Zheng Xun came from behind, and walked a little slower when he walked to Professor Park, so as to keep pace with the professor. "Xu Zhengxun, how do you plan to spend this full summer vacation?" "Maybe the professor has better advice." "Oh? Would that be what you hoped for?" "Professor, there should be at least one thing in life that is the most important thing, and there are other important things and some important things, and then you should do it..." "Well, Xu Zhengxun also had times when he was confused, but I really didn't expect it." Zhengxun stopped what he was saying, and glanced at Professor Park, who happened to meet the eyes that Professor Park turned his head to look at him. "Go to my office, I just want to talk to you about something." Sitting down on the sofa in Professor Park's office, seeing the professor coming with two glasses of water, Zheng Xun quickly stood up and took the glass from the professor's hand.Holding the cup with both hands, he thought about the possible reasons why the professor called him here, and waited for the troublesome to speak first. "Zhengxun, have you thought about the future? For example, a plan for a year later." "Professor, it is very lucky for people who have just left campus to be able to work in a job they like. Therefore, I want to work first, try more, and hope to have my own animation studio in the future." "How about CBS?" "Professor, I..." "What's wrong? Just asking if you have the opportunity to join CBS a year later, would you like it?" "Of course, working in the company of Chairman Myung Chang Hyuk is the dream of many people." "In that case, come with me to Mandore this summer and be my assistant." "Animation City?" "Well, the world's largest animation art festival, this year's big host is CBS." "Mandol? But Professor, I..." "As my assistant, is there a problem?" "No problem." Zheng Xun smiled. Walking out of the office, Zheng Xun realized that it was time to make some preparations for the Anime Art Festival.Libraries are a good choice.Go there to find some information and recharge yourself. Zheng Xun whistled, and walked into the library door with cheerful steps. The administrator gave him a warning look.Zheng Xun looked up, and the students in the library who were studying hard were all waiting for this bad guy who sabotaged their studies. Zheng Xun stuck out his tongue mischievously, gave a standard military salute to everyone to express his apology, and then found a sunny seat and sat down quietly. The shadows of the sunny south windows cast obliquely on the library seats.Cheng Min, who was sitting under the window, had a panoramic view of Zheng Xun's playful actions. "This guy is still the same." Cheng Min showed a sweet smile and looked in the direction where Zheng Xun was sitting. "I have to leave him a souvenir!" Cheng Min raised the corners of his mouth badly, took out the pencil he carried with him, made a few gestures in the direction of Zheng Xun, and then quickly lowered his head to write on a clean white paper. What is painted on it. Zheng Xun picked up the book in front of him, it was a fairy tale written by the French.Open the book, the first page reads: Is time the same for the bird that stands still and the fish that chases in the water? What is time to the homeless man on the highway and the soldier in the field? Zheng Xun looked at the shadow of the leaves imprinted on the book outside the window, watching it walk past the lines of writing in the book with soundless steps.Time should be precious to them.That's why they can fully release their beauty at this moment, and never miss any opportunity to show themselves. A small leaf knows how to show its beauty to the fullest, let alone a human being.Wait, Anime Art Festival!Wait until I, Xu Zhengxun, fight with fists and kicks. Zheng Xun is immersed in his happy reverie, and Cheng Min has finished the final work of the drawing.She looked at the work in her hand with satisfaction.Start tidying up things on the table. The reflection of the leaves disappeared, replaced by a slender figure.Zheng Xun raised his head suspiciously, and saw Cheng Min standing in front of the table. "This is for you!" Cheng Min put the newly completed drawing on Zhengxun's desk, turned around with a snicker and walked towards the library's gate. Zheng Xun frowned, and picked up the sketch on the table suspiciously.On the drawing, there is a cartoon portrait of myself, making cute faces mischievously. "Smelly girl, what are you painting?" Zhengxun shouted happily, while quickly packing up his things and chasing after him. Unexpectedly, he was caught by the administrator after he ran out of the second part, and he taught him a lesson. After a meal. Zheng Xun could only watch as Cheng Min hopped away while grimacing triumphantly. Twenty minutes later, Zhengxun came out of the library with a book in hand, walked along the street to his residence, and passed a 24-hour convenience store.It may be Sunday, there are many people in front of the supermarket, it seems that people come out because of the promotion of new products on Sunday. The instant noodles I bought last time have already been eaten, and Zhengxun thought that he should take some back along the way, so he went into the supermarket. There are fewer people inside than outside, and the music on the radio is creating a lively shopping atmosphere. "This is the 'still old place' where we meet everyone every Sunday morning. In the first song, we will mention a girl named Min-yakun. Because of the feelings of opposition from her family, I wrote a letter and wanted to give him some Encouragement. I want to tell him now: she will persist until everyone admits it. Are you on the radio also longing to be hugged by your lover and see his happy smiling face? Do you still have a relationship Unspoken mood? Please send us a letter, mail or call, there is someone waiting in the 'still old place'." Hey, does anyone still use something like this?It really is…… Zhengxun laughed in his heart as he listened to the uncreative way in the radio.He took two boxes of noodles of each flavor, and pushed the shopping cart to the checkout counter in front. Cyndi Lauper's song is playing on the radio, and the girl named Min-yakun really knows how to choose.Standing at the back of the line, you're on your own right away.Zhengxun lowered his head and smiled, took out the wallet first and held it in his hand. "La Vie en Rose..." The spoken French suddenly made his heart tremble slightly, and Cyndi Lauper's hoarse voice reminded Zhengxun of another person. Unconsciously, he raised his eyes and looked outside. The weather was fine, and there seemed to be many people surrounded outside. I don't know why, but my heart is suddenly heavy, and I can't be happy anymore. 6. There are more and more people, and it seems that something happened outside. "How can Miss Cosmetics have such an attitude!" A young bastard stood on the street and yelled loudly at a female student in promotional clothing. The female student burst into tears out of fear. Passers-by on the street stopped when they heard the girl's cry, and looked curiously at where the girl was. "What happened?" "This little girl is so pitiful!" "This young man is too much, he looks so fierce, it's scary!" People passing by were talking about it, probably because of the vicious look of the young man, no one went up to help the poor cosmetics lady. "It's too much!" Yinqi from the crowd rushed out angrily, pulled the crying girl behind her, stood between the two of them and shouted at the young man, "You! Apologize to her!" Seeing Yinqi, the young man said with a playful smile, "It seems... your cosmetics are still effective... what brand? I'll tell my brother too." As he spoke, he grabbed Yinqi's hand, and Yinqi struggled to break free, but Still being held firmly by him, in a fit of anger, Yin Qi, who felt disgusted, slapped the guy loudly with the other hand, causing the onlookers to burst into laughter.Seeing himself being beaten by a woman, the guy became furious and raised his hand to hit Yinqi. Zhengxun looked over the crowd and saw Yinqi standing there.The change and the wallet on the counter were not collected by the cashier, so he rushed out with instant noodles. "Sir, your money..." The guy who was about to slap Yin Qi with his hand was suddenly slapped heavily on the face.Zhengxun grabbed the clothes on the middle-aged man's chest, twisted him and stood in front of Yinqi, and shouted: "Now, apologize to her!" That guy stared at Zhengxun and Yinqi fiercely with his eyes, and refused to speak. "I'll say it again, apologize to them!" "Apologize to her? What? Apologize to her, first see who I am!" The guy actually sneered. Seeing his face, Zhengxun was so anxious that he had already clenched his fist and pointed it at the left side of the guy's face, and gave it a solid blow. Like a volcano erupting suddenly, that guy threw Zhengxun's hand away, wiped the corner of his mouth with his hand, saw the blood on his hand, and hugged Zhengxun like crazy. "You dare to hit someone!?" "I did, how about it?" The two wrestled into a ball on the ground.First, Zhengxun rode on the guy's back and gave him a slap in the face, while Yinqi watched from the side not knowing what to do.Seeing that Zheng Xun was being pressed under that guy, she became very anxious, picked up a bottle of Duli water sample on the makeup cabinet next to it, pointed it at the guy's face, and sprayed it vigorously. The cold and sticky thing touched his face, and his eyes might also feel uncomfortable, so the guy just covered his face with his hands in a panic.After Zhengxun pushed him to the ground, he grabbed Yinqi's hand and ran. 奔跑，自由的飞。 两个人跟着人群进了公园。 两棵柳树将长长的枝条垂进湖里，风轻轻摇动它的时候，枝条在湖面上划出一圈圈细小的波晕。 “坐一会吧。” 两个人慢慢停下来时，正勋用手撑住膝盖，喘着气说话，一屁股坐在了湖边的草司上。 “你是来买东西的吗？”正勋笑着问。 “不是，我是路过，看不惯那个坏蛋欺负人。” “真看不出来，你很勇敢啊。” “什么？”音琪不知道正勋指的是什么。 “刚刚给那个家伙狠狠一巴掌，又跑这么远……”正勋说着笑了起来。 “平时睡觉太晚都不敢关灯的人，怎么说都和勇敢二字一直很远吧。是胆小，很胆小。”音琪望着刚落在湖面上的叶子正顺着风原地打转，笑着点头强调。 “怕黑只是生理上的感觉，胆小却是心理上的反应，不一样的。”正勋解释道。 “每年，在自己生日的时候留下照片，将它们放在一起按时间排列好，一定可以看见时间的影子吧。”音琪突然说到这个，让坐在一旁的正勋扭头定定的望着她。 “怎么了？”正勋十分好奇。 “想有一架相机，记下自己是怎么一年一年，一点一点的变老的，记下那个让自己牵挂，不想忘记的人……”音琪的声音好小，正勋几乎没有听到她后面说的话。 音琪此时想到的是明浚。那个人现在正在做什么？像那种家庭里的孩子，可能要出去度假的吧。这个时候想到他，音琪的脑海里满是自怨，从那天到现在也已经过去不短的时间，为什么还想起呢？因为没有归还的衣服吗？ 她甩了甩脑袋不去想那些事情，便故意大声的问身边的正勋： “学长，你会那样做吗？” "what?" “生日的时候替自己拍下照片啊。” “好象是很简单的事情，可许多人应该都不能坚持下去吧。我常常来这个湖边，心情不好的时候，觉得迷惘的时候，每次看到它的表情就觉得平静许多。好象只有它能理解我。可即使这样，也不能每天去做，因为总觉得有什么阻碍着自己……” “湖？那它现在是什么表情？” “你可以试着看它的样子。你看那边的草丛，今天早晨一定和一群野鸭嬉闹过，落叶也很悠闲，柳树的枝条并不是静止的，它们一定在谈论我们。” “谈论我们？” “是啊。柳树说：”他们才不像那些顽皮的孩子，一来就折腾着扯我的头发，恨不得看到我变成秃子。'湖就说：“是啊，看上去很安静的样子，到底在说些什么呢？哎呀，听起来可真费劲呀。'” 音琪看着正勋认真的换角色说话的样子，忍不住捂着肚子笑了起来。 “你是话剧社的吗？”音琪好奇的问。 “哦，看起来是不是特别专业？看来即使以后找不到合适的工作，也不致于挨饿啊。”看到自己的话把她逗笑了，正勋才开心畅快的大声笑起来。 两个人的笑声一定感染了湖，湖面上漾起了一层浅浅的波晕。 音琪轻声甜美的笑声渐渐收住，一会儿，望着湖面发起呆来。 “是不是还在想刚才的事情？”正勋边说着边调整了一下坐姿，侧过脸看着音琪，有些担心的样子。 “唔，是啊，不知道什么时候才能有自己的相机呢？”音琪轻轻的摇了摇头。 轻轻送过来的风在湖面上留下浅浅的痕迹，但只是一瞬，这温柔的足迹便又被风自己的翅膀擦去。 “学长，你喜欢摄影吗？”音琪突然问道。 “有时候要查阅各种环境资料，所以平时会简单的拍摄一些用于功课中。音琪你很喜欢吧，所以才想到要买相机？”正勋用一只手臂支撑着身体，把弄着手中的草尖。 “哦，对了，你的手机，拿过来一下。”音琪说着将手伸到正勋面前。 “手机？”正勋一边望着音琪，一边从口袋里掏出手机安放在她手上。 音琪将成敏家的电话还有自己的邮件地址全都存进正勋的手机里后，又将电话塞进他的手中，然后郑重地对他说： “如果成为朋友，就应该知道对方的联络方式。” 正勋抚弄着手机外壳，过了一会抬起头问：“那把你的也拿来一下。” “去离岛时丢了，还没换新的呢。”音琪随口说着便先站了起来。 “……”正勋想将自己的手机放进她手里，告诉她“你先用着吧”，却不知怎样开口才好，便沉默的昂起脸望这眼前的音琪。 接近中午的天色很蓝，树底下的这两个人就像海底某个角落单独生长的珊瑚丛。 云像列队航行的巨舰从蓝色海上驶过。 “我先走了，刚才……谢谢你。有时间打电话，下次介绍你认识我的好朋友。” 音琪一边往公园出口处走，一边将手放在耳边做出打电话的样子。 正勋望着湖面，不再说话。 2004年6月28日。 像蓝色水晶一样透明的天气。 和她第一次牵手。 坐在柳树下面，正勋将心里的话说给湖水和路过的风来听，像写进湖中的日记。 7. “狮子座是夏天夜空中偏南的星座，象征天才与未来，守护神是Uranus.因此，狮子座的人富有冒险精神，聪明、理性，会不断追求新的事物与新的生活方式……” 在ILL MORE二楼事先预定好的地方，大家围坐一起，自称是星座专家的支支正在高谈狮子座的特点。支支说着端起自己面前的水喝了一口，继续说到：“如果遇见属于自己的真正爱情，狮子座是个执着的家伙，绝不会放弃，而且他的霸道与专横甚至会为自己赢得爱情……”接着她将目光投向妍智，诡异地笑着说：“妍智，你有福啦。” 坐在长条形桌一端的妍智听了，只是低头笑笑，不说话。 “知道吗？狮子座的人很敏感，他们与冬天出生的魔羯座可是天生的一对哦……” “什么？魔羯？支支！”座位上不知道是谁大声嚷道。 依然情绪高涨的支支一直就没停，可话一出口，支支便意识到了属水瓶座的妍智，捂住了嘴巴不再说话。 “怎么还不来？”妍智望着楼下门口的方向，装着若无其事的看了一下手机上的时间，便站起来离开了座位。 望着妍智的背影，大家面面相觑，接着都将责备的眼光砸向支支。 “你又闯祸了。”身边的一个女孩推着一下支支的手臂。 “祸从口出，我早跟你说过。”支支身边的隆再瞪她一眼，扭头盯着她。 “是谁先给妍智打电话提议的？唉，还不如回到以前，他们之间现在都很奇怪了。” “什么奇怪？他们会结婚呃，难道没看到报纸上说的吗？” “结婚有什么用？那小子现在像炸药包，谁都别想靠近。” "..." “你们有完没完？”支支突然冒出一句，大家都闭上了自己的嘴。看到自己再一次成为大家眼中的敌人，支支赶忙又拿起面前的水杯，一阵猛喝，但水早没了，她留下一句“对不起，方便一下”，便溜之大吉。 这时不知是谁看到楼下进来的人，连忙小声喊起来：“快！快！他来了，他来了。” 大家将灯熄掉，各自躲了起来。走到楼上的明浚什么也没有看到，他一边拿出电话准备拨，一边自言自语的说：“二楼不营业吗？灯都不开。隆再这小子搞什么！” 昏暗的角落里闪现出手机上的幽蓝光芒，跟着，那蓝光跟着摆动的手臂晃动起来，形成光束，先是看到了的“明”字，接着是“浚”字，然后陆续出来“生”“日”“快”“乐”的字样。他站在那里，内心不觉一震，突然，亮起一束柔和的光，照在明浚身上。 大家拿着道具——手机，一齐唱着“祝你生日快乐”从暗处围拢过来。 明浚不自然地说：“你们这些无聊的家伙。” “感动吧？！谢谢妍智吧，是她叫大家一起过来的。”大伙说着将生日礼物送上来。 “妍智？”明浚觉得意外。 "yes." “妍智！妍智！”支支已经叫开了，“她好象在后面的阳台上，我去叫她。”。 “她也在？” “当然！这可是她准备了很久的呢。” “准备了很久吗……”这样的妍智，虽然没有爱的感觉，平静自然的相处也一定会是很不错的朋友吧。至少，他自己以后说话不要那么尖刻伤人了。想到这里的明浚，不禁觉得愧疚起来。 他将抱着的礼物放到一旁的沙发上，自己也随即坐了下来： “既然这样，你们就开心的玩吧，由我付帐。” “臭小子，难不成你还指望我们埋单？今天我们要努力将你卡上的位数减少到零，已经商量好的，你们说对不对？”以前最顽皮的男生顶着一脑袋金色头发大声嚷道。 “没问题！” “妍智不见了呢。奇怪，刚刚还在的……”支支跑进来说。 “机会来了，明浚。该你出马的时候了……” “嗯？”明浚莫名其妙的看着面前的朋友们。 支支拿出电话开始拨妍智的手机号码，电话那边好象有人等电话似的，很快就有人接听了。 “你好，哪一位？” 支支一听是妍智的声音，赶忙将电话丢给了明浚，“是妍智，快跟她说啊。” 他拿着电话不说话。 “请问是哪一位？”妍智在电话里问。 “哦，我……明浚，你过来吧……他们都在，都叫你过来这边……” “我就不过来了，生日快乐。”听到明浚说是大家叫自己去，妍智失落的挂了电话。 明浚听到那边传来的挂线音，将电话给了支支。 “怎么样？来吗？” “不来了。” “她那么快接电话，一定是在等你打过去，你要说是你希望她来。好了，再打。” "never mind." “臭小子，你追隔壁班的女生时，可以在人家教室前面唱那么丢脸的歌，现在连打电话都不敢？” “刚刚不是打了吗？她自己说不来的。” “她为了准备今天晚上的派对预定地方，准备礼物，她怎么可能不想来呢？真是的，你就不能温柔点？你有点人性好不好？” 礼物？ 明浚抬眼看到幕墙前面有一个袋子，他走过去从里面的东西拿出来，看见盒子上印着天使翅膀标志的“M”，便知道是自己喜欢的MORINAGA的糖果。拆开盒口，取出里面的小铁皮筒，亮黄的，是童年的底色；上面铺满一粒粒彩色糖果，是缤纷难忘的记忆。 这就是妍智的想法吧。 明浚拿出电话，将刚才的号码重拨过去，过了一会，听到妍智的声音，他对着电话的声音像变了个人似的： “妍智，每年的今天不都有你在身边吗？过来这里吧。” 挂上电话转身，看见背后的支支他们全都看着自己，明浚看着手中的糖果，对着门口喊道：“服务员！啤酒！” 8. 音琪看看墙上的时间，已经过七时半。她换好衣服下楼，准备去工读的ILL MORE酒吧。 “你今天别去吧，我打电话替你请假吧。这几天你的脸色一直就不好。”望着面色不佳的音琪，成敏担心的说。 “不行，今天有一个生日派对。” “以前有生日派对，不都提前回家的吗？”成敏走到音琪面前，态度很坚持。 “也许，又是很特别的客人吧。” “要一起去吗？” “没事，有事他们会往家里打电话的。下午睡的太久了。” 到酒吧的时候，离八时还差一点，音琪在后面的休息间坐着。整整一下午的时间，她觉得自己迷迷糊糊的似睡似醒，好象一直在看一部很长的影片，电影里的人是她自己，还有一个人不停的出现，好象是明浚。 他们在离岛的海边守候着黑脸琵鹭，海面上吹来的微风让一切看上去都是那么的美丽。“沙沙”的声响在耳边回响，她依偎在他温暖的怀抱中，是多么的温暖，多么的安详，仿佛世界就在那一刻停止了运转。 一个巨浪袭来，琵鹭惊叫着四散开，慌乱地冲向未知的远方，消散在暮色苍穹之中。冰冷的海水顷刻将自己紧紧地包围，似乎要将自己吞噬在深蓝色的深渊。 惊慌、惶恐、不安……无助的自己伸出手臂，向海边的身影求救。 没有焦虑，没有关怀，迷离中，只有一种冷漠的眼神射向自己，不带任何的感情，没有一丝温柔。 “为什么？这究竟是为什么？”她挣扎着，追问海边模糊的影子。 听到自己的声音，影子颓然跌坐在海边，“你知道吗？你们的距离你知道吗？没有资格做选择的人，应该不要再奢望……况且他的旁边还有一个那么相称的……未婚妻……” 突然衣着光鲜的他，还有和他一起旋转在舞池里的人……又再一次的出现在了音琪的面前，他们在她的面前不停的舞着……舞着…… “不要——不要——”音琪抱着头，蹲下呜呜呜的大哭了起来。 “音琪！！音琪！！” 一阵急促的呼唤声在音琪的耳边想起，难道是他——音琪猛的一惊，抬起头，才发现自己是在做梦。 这时，嘴唇被涂得很厚的家伙突然出现在她面前，让她惊了一下。再仔细看，是泽秀那只经常换妆的SD人偶娃娃—— “音琪你干吗哭呀！” “没什么，梦见妈妈了，有点想她了。” “是不是今天的晚上又吃速食面了？所以想到妈妈做的好吃的菜了啊，没关系，泽秀哥哥想你吃饭吧！”“ 听到是泽秀平时主持节目时的声音，看到人偶娃娃手舞足蹈的滑稽模样，音琪忍不住低头笑了。 “笑了笑了，泽秀快看，姐姐笑了。说吧，什么时候去？” “今天，哦。太好了，太好了……”SD娃闹腾着倒在音琪肩头。 看到音琪的笑脸，泽秀从后面窜出来，唧唧喳喳继续说起来：“音琪，利川路那边新开了一家料理店，大家去过一次，说味道很不错，下次我们一起去吧。” 音琪笑着，不说话。 泽秀见她不答应，便又躲到她身后，将人偶娃娃举起来。 “去吧去吧，就你和泽秀哥哥没去过那里了哦。”人偶娃娃一边说一边用小手扯着音琪的胳膊。 望着人偶娃娃可爱的样子，音琪忘记刚刚自己还那么沉重的心情，温和的笑着对娃娃说：“好的，我答应了，不过你要对泽秀说，时间由我决定。” “好的好的！”娃娃一边说一边摆着手往通往外面的门口退去，在门口转身的时候用尖细的声音对音琪说“谢谢。” 门关了，突然又打开，泽秀伸了个脑袋进来，冲仍坐在那里带着笑意的音琪说：“由你来决定，不管什么时候，我都可以等。”说完就消失了。 望着泽秀那双即使离开校园还是稚气未脱的大眼睛，音琪觉得自己以前更加快乐，也许像泽秀一样快乐吧。她站到休息室巨大的镜子面前，望着里面的自己。 这种变化是从什么时候开始的？从离岛回来以后吗？她不确定。 酒吧经理走进来，摩挲着手掌站在音琪面前，音琪抬头便看到他一脸想要拜托的样子。 “什么事？经理。” “音琪，对不起，你已经很辛苦了。可……我该怎么说？” “是不是又要延长演奏时间？” “哦，不是，是别的……” "What's the matter?" 休息室外面已经很热闹了，音琪看见正举着人偶娃娃表演的泽秀。 “晚上好！大家一定都在等ILL MORE庆生使者出现吧。不过，先别着急。派队最高潮时，按照惯例，寿星许愿之后，酒吧会送上客人想听的歌曲。所以，我待会出现的时候大家都要准备好掌声……” 音琪对着镜子深深吸气，站起来准备出去。 “音琪，乐队主唱突然来电话说赶不回来了……”经理慌慌张张跑进来对她说。 “那就用演奏代替好了。” “可今天有客人庆生，很早就预订了歌曲……” “经理！你每次都这样，我该怎么办？钢琴会唱歌不错，可它没有安装人声装置，可况还是主唱的！！” “音琪，只能拜托你了。” “我会多弹半小时。” “韩小姐特别嘱托一定要唱的歌……由你唱一定行，你刚来应试的时候演奏唱得就很好，加油，拜托了！”经理说着将节目单放在音琪手中，转身就走了。 “经理！你越来越过分……”音琪将手中的节目单扔到桌上。 “现在，我要在这里介绍今天的寿星lark明……还要谢谢ILL MORE永远最优秀的琴师——音琪小姐。” 外面的泽秀说着向门口投来鼓励的目光，准备走到外面的音琪转身拿过桌上的纸团，走到钢琴前面坐下。 亮起的追光打到楼上的时候，一伙人正在喝酒，闹成了一团。只有支支听到了主持人的声音，她站起来对大伙说：“仪式要开始了，别吵啦。”大家这才安静下来坐好。 “妍智怎么还没到？” “明浚，怎么回事，这么久还没到？会不会……” “呸呸，你少多嘴啦。”支支连忙将话截住，不管那家伙想继续说什么，应该都不是什么好事。 “没事，一切按照原计划进行，我们也要在这里留很久。”支支提议道。 三层的白巧克力蛋糕上面，依次插着16根、6根及1根蜡烛，望着分三层插的蜡烛，明浚在想着怎么吹灭的时候，支支拉了拉明浚的衣角，做着鬼脸说：“等会你只要吹一下就好。” 灯关了，明浚将脸凑近蛋糕，只轻轻吹了一口气，蜡烛便一齐全灭了。 “谁帮忙了，说！谁是叛徒？是谁？”大家纷纷将目光移向支支。 支支见势忙躲到了明浚身后，说：“明浚哥，以前可就我一个人没有叫你'云雀'……” “可你一直管他叫'大叔'。” “大叔？”明浚转身盯着支支。 支支连忙解释道：“他们污蔑我，大叔，我……去看妍智来了没有。”说完，跑到了楼下。 望着支支跑下去的背影，明浚转身拿起酒杯笑着喝下去，说：“支支真像颗开心糖果，当时怎么没发现呢？”听到明浚的话，一旁的隆再终于忍不住站了起来，冲明浚及在座的人大声说：“我喜欢支支，她可是我的糖果。” 大家哄堂大笑，都说：“隆再，你这么认真，支支她知道吗？” “臭小子，那得加油啊，小心你速度太慢，支支她真喜欢上别人了。”明浚拍着隆再的肩膀鼓励。 “不知道，不过，我会告诉她的。”自信满满的隆再拿起桌上的雪利酒喝下满满一支。 见隆再的样子，大家突然都没了话，沉默下来。