Chapter 7 Sections 31-35

Chapter 31: Take away the love, take away the commitment Finally you still left me, took love, took promises, The expected result, scene after scene, our story is overwhelmed by time. ... After Shan Zijia finished singing, he walked off the stage amidst the applause and screams of the crowd, and asked Yilan, "Do you like it? I wrote this song especially for you." Yilan looked at him speechlessly. Then, according to the script, Shan Zijia would say: "Don't look at me like that, if you look at me like that again, I'll kiss you!" After speaking, he would hug her and kiss her.Then, Yi Lan pushed her away again, and ran outside.

The scene was extremely quiet, only to hear Shan Zijia say: "Don't look at me like that, if you look at me like that again, I'll kiss you!" Before he could make his next move, Yilan had already stood up and sprinted outside. "Stop!" Cheng Fan said angrily, "What are you doing!" Ye Mei smiled like something, and was glared at by Cheng Fan. "Again, you can run away after kissing." Cheng Fan said, "Lanlan looks at Shanzijia's expression more innocently, and Shanzijia's dialogue should be more affectionate!" "OK!" Shanzijia said to Yilan, "Are you ready?"

Yilan held her beating heart and nodded. "Then let's come again, don't be nervous." Shan Zijia comforted her softly, "Don't worry, I'm just putting on a show." The scene became quiet again, and with the director's "start", Shan Zijia said affectionately to Yilan again: "Don't look at me like this, if you look at me like this again, I will kiss you!" But before Shanzijia finished speaking, Yilan jumped up like a frightened deer and ran outside. Everyone couldn't help laughing this time.Except for Cheng Fan, who asked angrily, "Yi Lan, what's the matter with you? Do you want to shoot again?"

"Director Cheng, this is Yi Lan's first kiss." Ye Mei quickly explained for her. "Shoot another scene first!" Cheng Fan said, "Who can stand running around like her, let's talk about this scene tomorrow!" "You can hide from the first day of the junior high school, but you can't hide from the fifteenth day." When eating boxed lunch at noon, Ye Mei persuaded Yilan, "Anyway, Comrade Shanzijia is also a handsome guy. You won't suffer if you let him kiss you." , why bother asking Cheng Dao to find someone to give you psychological counseling, do you think it's tiring or not."

"Is there no play for me this afternoon?" Yi Lan said, "It seems to be your play." "What do you want to do?" Ye Mei asked. "I want to go for a walk." Yilan said. "Alright, let's go relax and think about it. There will be a big event at night, and you must be back at seven o'clock." "Okay." Elan said. Back at the old place again, Yilan turned around and registered with the guard before she could enter the community. The security guard was the same as last time, and seemed to recognize her, and nodded at her.Putting her hands in her coat pockets, Yilan walked slowly to the front of the villa, wondering if he was there, hesitated for a while, and reached out her hand to ring the doorbell.

The door opened, and it was he who opened it.Seeing Yilan, she looked a little surprised. "I'm not welcome?" Yilan asked. "Where." He stepped aside and said, "Come in." Yi Lan entered the door and bent over to change his shoes. He stood behind Yi Lan and asked, "Aren't you busy filming?" "Busy." Yilan said. "Then you're still here?" "Don't drive me away." Yilan turned to look at him and said. "Look what you say," he said, "it's too late for me to welcome you." "Really?" Elan asked looking into his eyes.

He dodged, walked into the house and said, "It's cold, come, I'll make you a cup of hot tea!" "No!" Yilan stretched out her hand to stop him, "I don't drink tea." "Then..." he said, "what do you want?" "I want you to kiss me." Yilan said firmly. "Hey." He touched his eyebrows and said with some embarrassment, "what's the matter with you today, girl?" Yilan stood in front of him, with her hands behind her back, stood on tiptoe, and closed her eyes.And his kiss never fell, what fell was only Yilan's crystal clear tears.He stretched out his hand, gently wiped away her tears, and said softly, "Silly girl, don't force me to make mistakes."

"I don't want to give my first kiss to others." Yilan said, "Don't worry, I am willing and will never pester you." He let go of Yilan, sat on the sofa and said, "Actually, you shouldn't take on this scene. I don't want you to enter this circle. There are too many right and wrong, you can't handle it." Yilan approached him, knelt down in front of him, put her head on his knee, and said softly: "When I was seventeen years old, I met a handsome boy. I naively thought that it was love. Until Only when I met you did I know what a sense of security is. It is a heart that has been wandering, a harbor that can anchor. But I dare not approach, lest it is a dream. Reunion makes me believe in fate. I said to myself, I can't throw it away, I want happiness. I want to own my happiness, Mr. Shan, please don't be too cruel, okay?"

Section 32: The vast sea of ​​people, arranged by God. Shan Liwei couldn't be moved by Yilan's words. He helped Yilan to sit next to him, looked at her big foggy eyes, and pressed an affectionate kiss on her forehead. Happiness finally came overwhelming, Yilan only felt dizzy and sinking helplessly.In an instant, the lyrics of Shanzijia came to my mind: the vast sea of ​​people is arranged by God.I just cry for you. I just cry for you. last scene Yilan climbed to the top of the high building, and the wind blew up her skirt.Step by step, she walked with difficulty. Above the head, there is a starry sky that is so beautiful that people cannot speak. The stars are motionless, shining coldly on a girl's loneliness and helplessness.

The blue screen of the phone flickered.The short message said: "You are the farthest star in the sky, to me. Please forgive me that I can't love you, I can only watch from afar." Yilan dialed the number, pressed her cold lips against the phone, and asked softly, "Are you looking at the stars?" After a while, a blunt male voice replied: "No." "The stars are beautiful tonight." "You should go to bed early. It's good for you." "Yes, sleep now." "……goodbye." "Goodbye, I love you." Yilan kissed the receiver.

There was a click and it hung up. Yilan threw the phone into the distance vigorously, the phone drew a beautiful arc in the air, and then began to fall straight, almost at the same second, Yilan stretched out her arms and flew along the same track as the phone. The beautiful skirt is like a pair of golden wings. After a loud bang, the screen went dark, and the subtitles slowly appeared: At one o'clock in the morning on November 8th, Lanlan, a girl star who became popular all over the country because of her starring role, jumped from a 29th-story building and committed suicide. He was nineteen years old. Immediately afterwards, the beautiful theme song sounded: sky high i want to fly catch a blue star make my wish You always say I'm too greedy Coveting the oath of youth, the meager faith ... The singing stopped, the lights of the venue were turned on, and after ten seconds of silence, there was thunderous applause from all around.This is the premiere of the film. After the first printing, the film began to be screened across the country one after another, and the box office has been rising all the way. This youth drama called "Youth Pain Drama" seems to have injected a dose into the domestic film market that has always been flat. A shot in the arm, the youthful and beautiful Yilan became the idol of boys and girls overnight, with more and more film appointments, her net worth doubled.And Ye Mei was once again loved and affirmed by the audience because of her outstanding performance in this drama. At the celebration banquet, Cheng Fan smiled all over his face and said to Yi Lan: "I'm already preparing for your next movie. Sister Wu will be your agent. She is very capable. I believe you will like her." "I want to quit," Elan said. "At least, I want to take a break." "Strike while the iron is hot." Cheng Fan said, "You have the talent to be an artist, it's a pity to waste it, you can do better, much better, you have to believe in yourself." Yilan saw him out of the corner of her eye, and he was also tonight's guest.Yilan has been busy these days, and hasn't seen him for almost half a month.After hastily perfunctory Cheng Fan, Yi Lan hid in a corner and called him, and said bluntly, "Let's go, shall we?" "Wait a minute," he said, "I have some things to do." "No." Elan said. "Good boy," he said, "I'll treat you to supper when I'm done." He seemed to have something to do, and after he finished speaking, he hurriedly hung up the line. Ye Mei walked over with her wine glass in hand, and said to Yi Lan, "What? Hiding here to call your little boyfriend?" "Nothing." Yi Lan put away the phone and said, "I don't have any little boyfriend." "Shanzijia is not bad." Ye Mei pointed forward with the finger holding the wine glass: "He is handsome, he sings well, he looks healthy, and I think he takes good care of you, anyway, your first kiss I gave it to him too, why don't we just make a fake show and do it for real." "Thank you, you appreciate it so much, I'll leave it to you." Thinking of the supper at night, Yi Lan was in a good mood, so she joked with Ye Mei. Ye Mei laughed loudly: "I treat him like an aunt, what can I do?" "Sister-brother love is popular now." Yilan said. "Damn girl." Ye Mei patted Yi Lan heavily, and whispered into her ear, "I'll tell you, I have a new goal." As she spoke, she pointed her hand forward, "Look, isn't it? Enough taste?" "Who?" Yilan asked tremblingly. "His name is Shan Liwei. He started his career in real estate and is now worth over 100 million yuan. He has been divorced once and has a son." Section 33: Be careful not to be heard by reporters "What?" Yi Lan asked, "Do you want to pursue him?" "I still don't know who is chasing whom?" Ye Mei smiled coquettishly, then sighed and said, "I've been in this business for a long time, and I'm tired. Find the right target and get married. The market will leave you like this." It's time for a newcomer like me, an old guy like me, to rest." "Don't mess around, I'm his girlfriend." Yilan said. "Hahaha." Ye Mei laughed loudly, pinched Yi Lan's cheek desperately, and scolded her: "Little girl, don't talk nonsense, be careful not to be heard by reporters, and make random news." "I'm not talking nonsense." Yilan said seriously, "I'm really his girlfriend." Ye Mei didn't know whether to believe it or not, her expression was extremely strange, she looked at Yi Lan, as if she suddenly saw an alien, her facial features were all out of place. Yilan turned her head away as if nothing had happened. Outside the window, the leaves were dazzlingly green, and she suddenly felt that summer was here again.Unexpectedly, the change of seasons is so fast, abrupt and suspicious. happened Yilan finally has her own home. The small apartment with two bedrooms and one living room is in the outskirts of the city, not far from the school, and I bought it with my own money from filming.Only when you become famous do you realize how easy money comes, as if it would automatically fall from the sky.With Sister Wu taking care of everything for her, Yi Lan can easily balance between study and work, and she is at ease. When she was free, she dated him. "You're too perfect and pure." He always said to Elan, "I'm afraid I'll hurt you." "Give it to me." Yilan said, putting his palm against her cheek, "I don't care about the status, as long as we are together, that's fine." "Silly girl, that's not acceptable." He kissed Yilan's forehead.For a long time, this was the most intimate action between him and Yilan.But Yilan doesn't care, she has enough patience to wait.Four years, eight years, sixteen years, thirty-two years, in the long river of love, time becomes the most useless thing. When she wants to be quiet physically and mentally, Yilan likes to go to "Three Cups of Water". Sister Wu always reserves a corner seat for her by the window, and makes her a cup of fragrant coffee with her own hands.Once, when he got excited, he actually sat in the "three glasses of water" and waited for her. With a glass of red wine, the sun shone faintly on the curtains, and he stared out of the window. The scene was as beautiful as a painting to Yilan. They don't spend much time together, he has his busy social life.In order to bring Aunt Zhang to Beijing for treatment as soon as possible, Yilan is already preparing to take on a new play. Although she knows that he is not very happy, Yilan has no choice.Economically, Yilan hopes that she is independent, so that she can feel at ease. On this day, it was Wednesday afternoon, and there were few guests in "Three Glasses of Water". Yilan sat by the window and read the newspaper. The headline on the front page of the entertainment section reads: Two generations of jade girls compete for a rich businessman, whoever loses wins, it's confusing. Next to it are blurred photos secretly taken by reporters: the back view of Yi Lan and Shan Liwei when they walked into his mansion: Ye Mei and Shan Liwei were having a tryst at a bar, talking and laughing happily. Yilan threw the newspaper aside. Sister Ji yawned and picked up the newspaper, smiled and said to her: "Don't mind, it's hype, only in this way, your play will be watched." "Sorry, I'll go first." Yi Lan ran out quickly, hailed a taxi on the street, and ran straight to Shan Liwei's house. When he arrived at his house, Yilan frantically rang the doorbell, and Shan Liwei came to answer the door. He didn't know what time he went to bed last night, but he still hasn't woken up yet. He was wearing pajamas, and his face was deeply tired. The door closed behind them.Yi Lan turned around and hugged Shan Liwei tightly. "What's the matter?" Shan Liwei lost all sleepiness, "What's the matter?" "I'm afraid you're gone." Yilan said. "Hehe, don't get crazy early in the morning." Shan Liwei patted her on the back, coaxing her like a child. "You swear that you will never disappear again, you swear, you swear..." Yilan said one by one. "Okay, I swear." Shan Liwei said gently. At this time, his mobile phone rang, and he turned it off very simply, and said to Yilan: "Today I will concentrate on being with you, okay?" Yi Lan did not show weakness, wiped off the water on her hands, took out her mobile phone from her bag, and turned it off cleanly.Said playfully: "You know, Mr. Shan is not busy alone." Shan Liwei laughed: "You are a quick learner." "It's kind of boring." Elan said, "What should we do?" "Oh, that's right." Shan Liwei patted his forehead, took out a film from the back room and said, "I haven't read it seriously yet as Cheng Fan gave it to me." It was starring Elan. "No, no, absolutely not!" Yi Lan was anxious.She couldn't let him see other men kissing her, or even rolling on the same bed with her, even though those scenes were handled beautifully by Cheng Fan, she couldn't! Chapter 34: The moment she was waiting for finally came "Let me see how your acting skills are. Is it as good as the ones outside!" Shan Liwei held on to the disc, and Yi Lan went to grab it. The two rolled into a ball on the floor, and Shan Liwei He finally managed to hold Yilan down, and put her hands on top of her head, preventing her from moving.The two looked at each other, and the world disappeared in a blink of an eye.Yilan panted and closed her eyes, she knew that the moment she had been waiting for had finally come. But he suddenly turned over and said, "Okay, okay, I won't watch if I don't let you." Yilan pulled him down, and actively pressed her lips on his lips. return The announcement that day was at eight o'clock in the evening, and when Yilan arrived, it was already late. Sister Wu said to her unhappily: "You can't turn off your phone, do you understand? I can't find you if I have anything to do." "Oh." Yilan replied.When she saw Ye Mei, she also played a role in the new play.Ye Mei approached her and said, "Yi Lan, we need to cooperate again." "I still need your advice." Yilan said. "Look at this mouth, it's so good at talking." Ye Mei laughed, "Do you think Director Cheng Da has a vision and insists on letting us film together again? It's hard to think whether this movie will be popular, don't you think?" "Yes." Yilan said with a smile. "Have you slept together?" Ye Mei suddenly asked in a low voice, "Now that you're making sex scenes, won't you be so unfamiliar?" Yilan felt sick, so she could only turn around and walk away.Sister Wu followed and whispered in her ear: "That woman is not balanced, she has always been so nervous, please ignore her." "Less scenes with her opponent." Yi Lan said, "You tell Director Cheng that I asked for it." Sister Wu said, "Be patient, it's all for the box office." "If you don't tell me, I will tell it myself." "Okay, okay." Sister Wu said, "I'll go and talk." At this moment, Yilan's cell phone rang, and Tong Xiaole's voice came from over there: "Where are you, Xiao San, I have something important to tell you." "Xiao Le, just talk on the phone if you have anything to do." Yi Lan said softly, "I can't get away now." "Your mother is dead." Xiao Le said. The surrounding area seemed to be quiet with a bang. Yilan staggered and couldn't stand still. Time went back to the year when Yilan was seven years old. Tong Xiaole came rushing from the other side of the river. Roughly, with eyes wide open, he said to her in a hoarse voice: "Xiao San'er, your mother is dead." "She turned on the gas. She committed suicide." On the other side of the phone, Xiao Le continued. Yilan passed out on the spot.Following the screams from the people around, countless reporters flocked to Yilan, shooting wildly at Yilan.Sister Wu hurriedly blocked the camera, and Brother Xiao Ma carried Yi Lan on his back, rushed out of the encirclement, ran outside, and put Yi Lan into Cheng Fan's car.Yilan woke up in the car, tried her best to stand up and said, "Where's my phone, I'm looking for someone." "Who are you looking for? Let's see a doctor first!" Cheng Fan was also anxious when he heard the situation, so he ran over, "There will be more activities soon, and the body is important!" "I'm not sick!" Yi Lan shouted at Cheng Fan. "Girl, why are you so fierce?" Sister Wu scolded her. "My mother is dead!" Yi Lan yelled at Sister Wu, "My mother is dead, my mother is dead, my mother is dead!" Looking at Yi Lan who was screaming hoarsely and bursting into tears, Cheng Fan, Miss Wu, and Brother Xiao Ma in the car were all stunned.Tong Xiaole called again. Sister Wu finally found the phone in Yilan's bag, answered it for him, and told him it was Xiaole, but Yilan refused to answer it.Sister Wu had no choice but to say to the phone: "Don't worry, she is fine, we will take good care of her." In the early hours of the morning, Yi Lan returned home accompanied by Sister Wu.In the room, there is still a smell of gas that has not dissipated. Teacher Qin hugged the almost collapsed Yilan and said, "I just arrived too. She didn't have a suicide note, but the police concluded that it was suicide in all likelihood." "She doesn't forgive me." Yilan said, "She wants to make me feel uncomfortable for the rest of my life." "Don't say that, everyone is gone." Teacher Qin persuaded her, "She is also sick, there is nothing she can do about it." "I'm going to take her to Beijing, and I'm going to take her to Europe. I've been in touch with Dr. Zhang. Why, why doesn't she give me a chance..." Yi Lan broke down in tears. "She loves you." Teacher Qin said, "She made a will a year ago, and you are her only heir." Yilan walked slowly to the front and pushed open the door of her bedroom. The big bed she slept in was clean and tidy, as if nothing had happened, and she would come back and lie there, reading a book and saying to her: " Girls, studying hard is the most useful thing." Yilan's tears flowed down violently. The door was closed, Teacher Qin walked to Yilan, helped her to sit down and said, "I have something to tell you, do you know why your mother never let you go back to Qingmu River?" Chapter 35: Her first love also happened in Qingmu River Yilan shook her head. What Teacher Qin said was beyond Yi Lan's expectation. She said: "Actually, Teacher Zhang was born in Qingmu River. Her first love also happened in Qingmu River. Later, that man failed her and married another woman. When she was nineteen years old, she left Qingmuhe, and never went back. Moreover, she never married." "She never mentioned it to me," Elan said. "That's because that man is none other than your father." Teacher Qin said, "Do you know why your nickname is Xiaosan'er? Teacher Zhang aborted two children for your father. Because you can't conceive. Your grandma is absolutely against it." Allowing them to marry, Teacher Zhang almost paid the price with his life for this. Later, your father followed the advice of the family and married your mother. Unexpectedly, your mother's health was even worse, and she fell ill every day or two. Your mother When I was pregnant with you, your father was very worried that he would have another miscarriage, so he simply called you Xiaosan'er." "No, no, no." Yilan shook her head and said, "You're making up a story, it's just a story." "I only found out later." Teacher Qin said, "This is the grievance of the previous generation. You don't have to think about him. Just listen to it as a story. You just have to understand that Teacher Zhang doesn't hate your father. The love she has given you over the years speaks for itself, doesn't it?" "She hates me." Yilan said desperately. "No." Teacher Qin shook his head. "Then why?" Yilan didn't understand. "Because, she thinks you don't need her help anymore." "God!" Yi Lan covered her face, and said slowly after a long time, "We will send her back to Qingmu River." "Okay." Teacher Qin said, "I think she wants to go back there." The Qingmu River, which has been away for many years, is no longer what it used to be. Tall buildings have been built everywhere. Yilan first went to the cemetery of her parents with loud voices.Yilan couldn't afford to kneel in front of the tomb.Under the persuasion of Sister Wu and Teacher Qin, she was willing to stand up and leave.Next, Yilan went to the place where her family lived at the beginning. There has been a community built there, with many tall buildings, and it is difficult to distinguish the traces of the past.Teacher Zhang pointed to the last building and told Yilan, "Xiao Le's house is in that building. The house is more than 100 square meters. It's so big. The second building here should be your old house." , but you won't recognize it." "Everything has changed." Yilan said. "Of course. More than ten years have passed, and in another ten years, it will be another scene." Teacher Qin sighed. Brother Xiao Ma hailed a taxi, came over and called Yi Lan and said, "Miss Yi, the room is ready, go and have a rest." Yilan carried simple luggage into the lobby of the hotel. Sister Wu took the luggage for her and told her: "Everything that needs to be arranged has been arranged, and Director Cheng also called. He is very concerned about you, so please rest assured." rest for a bit." In the lobby, a chubby girl was struggling to mop the floor, and a person who looked like a manager in the lobby yelled at her, "Come here, and wipe this side down!" "Come on, come on!" The fat girl hurriedly ran over with a mop.The ground she had just dragged was very slippery. She ran fast and didn't see Yi Lan. She accidentally bumped into her and fell heavily to the ground. She landed on her buttocks and couldn't get up for a long time. Yilan hurried forward to help her. She was so heavy, sister Wu also came to help, the two of them pulled her up for a long time. "Thank you, thank you." The fat girl thanked repeatedly. The lobby manager came over and said with a smile on his face: "It's Ms. Yilan. You are very welcome. I heard that you are coming. We have prepared the best suite for you. I hope you are satisfied." The fat girl looked at Yilan curiously, and smiled foolishly. "Go. Do your work!" The manager yelled at her again. "Oh." The fat girl smiled humbly and walked away with a mop. Sister Wu signaled Yilan to get on the elevator, Yilan turned around and looked at the fat girl again before entering the elevator.Back in the room, Yilan took out a large stack of money from her wallet and said to Sister Wu, "Please go down and find that fat girl just now, and give her the money." "Why?" Sister Wu didn't understand. "I'll give it to her if I say so." Yilan said. "Okay." Sister Wu went down.She came back after a while, still holding the money in her hand, and said helplessly, "She refuses to take it anyway, saying she will be fired." Yilan took the money, didn't take the elevator, but ran downstairs directly from the stairs, and saw her.Shouted loudly: "Luoningzi!" The fat girl raised her head in a daze, and soon she beamed again: "Miss Yilan, how do you know my name?" "Luoningzi, come here." Yi Lan shouted. Luo Ningzi put down the mop in his hand, and walked cautiously to Yilan's side.