Chapter 7 Chapter Seven Depressed B Minor After the Rain

"Qiqi, I have never seen a child who is more lonely than you." Yuno patted me on the shoulder and said softly after finishing English for me one evening. I don't like English, but I like watching Yuno read English, I like listening to her tell me about the English version, I like her flying and sweet smile, I like it to the point of jealousy, but I still like it the same. "Your sympathy is my greatest comfort." I sat on the floor hugging my knees and said to her with a silly smile. "You're a kid who needs a lot of love, and it's a pity your father doesn't quite understand that."

I am very grateful to Yuno for saying this. You must know that countless people who know the truth will think that I don't know what to do, and I am acting like a good guy. "But you have to understand him. He may be too busy with business, so he doesn't care about your feelings." I said coldly: "His affairs have nothing to do with me, there is a generation gap between us." "More than that." Yuno said, "There is a cosmic black hole between you." "He will definitely jump up when you say that." I laughed. "Hehe, did you finish the math homework assigned yesterday?" Yuno asked.

"No." I shook my head and said, "Not at all." She looked at me reproachfully. "No way." I pulled out those books and test papers from under the desk and said, "I'm insulated from these things. I feel dizzy when I look at them. Really, I won't lie to you." "But when you were in elementary school, you were the first in the whole grade!" "Who told you?" I asked warily. "Lin Huanzhi." Yuno said. "Have you ever talked about me?" "Yes." Yuno said, "We talked about your situation on the phone."

"Cut!" I gritted my teeth. "Unhappy?" Yuno said sensitively, "Don't you like us talking about you behind your back?" "You don't understand." I said. "I understand." Yuno said stubbornly looking into my eyes, "I know you love him too, but you didn't choose the right way for each other." "Okay, Yuno." I turned my head, "You know we don't know each other very well." "The little hedgehog's quills stand up again?" Yuno was not angry, but said to me in a good-tempered manner: "If you don't know how to do these questions, I'll explain them to you one by one."

I pushed the book to the ground.Yes, yes, she was right, I hate her contacting Lin Huanzhi, hate that they do this and that without telling me, hate that they always speak with sincerity when they talk to me! "Qiqi." Yuno picked up the book and said, "If you want to change your current situation, you can't be so willful." I said stiffly: "I'm fine like this." "Come on!" Yuno said mercilessly, "You simply don't understand how beautiful and rich the world a seventeen-year-old girl can have!" "I don't care!" I yelled loudly.

"You don't know how rare it is!" Yuno's voice was louder than mine. "Get out!" I pointed to the door. "I can go." Yuno looked at me and said, "But you have to think carefully, if I leave, I won't come back." "Who cares!" I gasped. However, before Yuno reached the door, I surrendered, and I rushed over to stop her: "If you leave now, you don't even want to get a penny." "Who cares." She mocked me. I snorted at her itch, but she tried her best to hide, cursing bitterly: "Qiqi, you are such a little fairy."

Afterwards, I asked her if she would really leave, and if she really left and would never come back.She smiled slyly and said, "I don't know that you don't want me? It's just a show for you. Haha." "I can't beat Yunuo. I'm convinced." When Bao Baolan said this, she was very serious. She thought about it and answered me seriously: "Yes, Qiqi, Yuno is really beautiful to envy." Baobaolan was not in a good mood, she failed her college entrance examination, and her novel had come to a dead end recently. She asked me persistently whether I wanted a tragedy or a comedy, and I simply chose the former.Bao Baolan said: "Hey, why are you like those ignorant editors? If it were Yuno, I guarantee that she would like it to be a comedy, believe it or not?"

Of course I do. This is the difference between me and Yuno. "But no matter what, we will always reach the same goal by different routes." Baobaolan comforted me with her literary language. I told her I was going offline and I was going to get a haircut.Summer has come, and my hair is getting longer and longer, which is already inconvenient. "Go." Baobaolan said, "I'm going to sleep." I kissed this girl who always turned her life upside down like me, and got off the assembly line. The little sister in the hairdressing salon is very good at lobbying. I just want to cut my hair shorter, but she suggested that I dye my hair and then suggest that I have an ion perm.After I spent four hundred oceans and four hours, she praised me in the mirror as she wished and said, "Look, how beautiful you are now."

beautiful, hehe.Who is it beautiful for? However, it is always willing to be praised by others, so although the money is spent, the mood is not bad. I walked out of the hair salon, the sun has gone, and the night is coming.I fumbled for the last fifty yuan in my pocket, and suddenly wanted to go to University City to drink some cold beer, so I went. The proprietress in the university town is called Qingmei, and she seems to be Yuno's old classmate.When she saw me, she said happily, "How is it? You don't have to choose now, do you?" "You said Yuno," I said, "it's not bad, but this guy can't find anyone these two days, and he said he can come to make up for me tomorrow."

"It's time to fall in love." Qing Mei winked at me and said, "Is love bigger than heaven?" "No way, she told me she didn't have a boyfriend." "When love comes, it's overwhelming. Who can predict it?" Qingmei handed me a large glass of cold beer and said, "Take it easy, don't drink too much, Yuno will settle the score with me, ha ha." "She acts like my manager now." I was dissatisfied in my mouth, but I was still happy in my heart.After saying this, I found that the female college student who was kicked out of the house by me that day was sitting not far from me. She saw me almost at the same time, and she was getting up and walking towards me.

"Hair done?" she said, sitting down next to me. "It doesn't look so corny now." I give her a back view. She said behind me: "I heard that you are just his adopted daughter. I don't know what you are proud of?" "I'm proud that I was adopted by him and I'm about to inherit his wealth, isn't it?" I turned around and said, "Aren't you envious?" "Cai Jiajia." Qingmei came out to smooth things over: "Don't make things difficult for my little sister." Cai Jiajia said, "Where is it, I just want to chat with my little sister." "Fuck you!" I said rudely. Cai Jiajia suddenly smiled, and asked me: "There is one thing I have never been able to figure out. He is so gentle, how could he adopt such an uneducated person like you?" "Ask him." I said, "Find a reason to meet him again, maybe you can cheat a fortune after meeting." "Are you insulting me or him?" Cai Jiajia said, "I'm not afraid that you will be sad, but I can tell you that I really have a date with him tonight, hehehe." "That's up to you two." I paid the bill and left, and the little bit of interest I had was finally ruined by this shameless girl named Cai Jiajia. When I got home, Mama Wu had already left work, and as usual, my food was on the dinner table.Next to it is Mama Wu's crooked words: "When it's cold, use the microwave to warm it up yourself." No appetite. The whole house is a lonely empty city. I called Yuno and told her that I had cut my hair, and she laughed like crazy: "Miss me? I'll be back tomorrow." "Are you with your boyfriend?" I asked her. "Maybe...it counts." She laughed, "while it's going on." "Where are you?" I asked her. She named a small town more than 50 kilometers away from the city, and I immediately gave up the idea of ​​asking her to come and accompany me. In this world, there is actually no one you can really rely on, isn't it? I said goodbye to her and lay down on the sofa in a daze.I really want to find someone to accompany me, even Zeng Wei, commoner, in short, just talk to me. I called Zeng Wei, but a girl answered.It took him a long time to take it, and asked me in a disbelieving tone, "Are you really Ye Xiaoji?" "Who am I?" "Is there anything you can do for me?" I don't know if there are other girls around him, but he is as polite as if we have never met. "It's okay, greetings to your mother." I slammed the phone hard. I don't know how I fell asleep on the sofa. I was woken up by Lin Huanzhi at twelve o'clock in the night: "Qiqi, go to bed and sleep!" "Where have you been?" I didn't know what was wrong with me, but I opened my mouth with these words.Maybe it's because I've always wanted to ask this question, so I asked it without thinking. "Entertainment." He may also think that I asked strangely, because I never asked about his personal affairs, but he still answered me with these short three words.After answering, he looked straight at me and said, "What's wrong with your hair, who made you dye this messy color?" "What entertainment?" I ignored his question and continued to ask. "Business matters." His tolerance can be seen. "It's to accompany the beautiful woman." I said coldly, "Aren't you afraid that you won't be able to bear it if you sing and sing every night?" "Qiqi!" he said angrily, "Listen to what you are talking about! Go to bed for me! Also, go and dye your hair back to black tomorrow!" "No!" I jumped up and down the house, turned on all the lights, turned on the TV to the loudest, and then I said to him: "If you want to sleep, go to sleep, I want to enjoy my own nightlife! " He silently turned off the TV, turned off the headlights in the living room, and then he walked up to me and said, "I warn you, you'd better not stop." I said sarcastically, "What about your taste! Why do you even have eyes for someone like Cai Jiajia?" "What Cai Jiajia?" He pretended to be confused with me. Damn, I really convinced him. "You have only one choice now, and that is to go upstairs to sleep!" he said sternly, "I don't want to tell you any more!" "What if I don't?" I stubbornly raised my head. He swung his arms up, but in the end he didn't come down. A trace of inexplicable pleasure passed through my heart. Even if I have never won the war between the two of us for so many years, it can always exhaust him, so that I won't lose too badly, right? I was right, he was really exhausted, he ignored me, and walked upstairs feebly.His steps up the stairs were really slow, and his back looked old.There was a sour ripple in my heart, and then I started to cry. He didn't look back, and he didn't come down to comfort me. Twenty minutes later came wheat.She opened the door with her own key. It seems that I have underestimated her status.She walked in and said to me who was still sobbing: "Don't you feel tired after making trouble every day?" I ignore her. She added: "I have to go see him, he's complaining of a stomachache again." I still ignore her.Think bitterly in your heart, you, don't you just like him acting like a baby? "You haven't eaten yet." Maizi patted me and said, "Hey, go to the hot food and eat by yourself." After finishing speaking, she went upstairs, and within ten minutes, she came down again, looked at me who was motionless, bent down and said to me: "Qiqi, why are you unhappy, can you tell me?" I whispered: "I'm sick." "Don't talk nonsense." Maizi said: "Tomorrow I will take you to meet a friend, maybe he will help you." "Okay, Maizi." I was more obedient than ever, "You take me to the doctor, okay." Maizi hugged me: "It's okay, Qiqi. As long as you are obedient, you will be fine." I was so tired that I had no energy at all, like drowning in the deep sea, unable to save myself. That night, I ate something indiscriminately.Slept overnight on the sofa in the living room.Maizi didn't leave, and stayed with me all the time, sleeping on another sofa. I woke up once at night and found that there was an extra quilt on my body.Maizi was lying there, and the faint light of the night lamp hit her face. For the first time, I found that she was such a beautiful woman, with long hair, long eyelashes and even breathing after falling asleep.She is nothing to me, she has no obligation to guard me.But she is willing to lie on the sofa all night wronged like this, with someone she has never liked who never looks at her. For love, can a woman really do anything? The next day, I was woken up by the fussy Mama Wu: "Qiqi, why are you sleeping here? Dr. Mai, why are you here?" Sleepy-eyed, I pushed her away and ran upstairs, just as Lin Huanzhi came downstairs, he grabbed my wrist and said: "Listen well, you are not allowed to go anywhere today, just stay at home on." "Don't force me." I shook him off, "But let me tell you, I won't run away from home, I don't want to play that old-fashioned trick again!" "That's the best." He said, "I'm sorry to tell you that I'm going to discipline you starting today. I'll call Yuno and ask for an increase in your extra lessons. Besides, you can't spend time online every day More than two hours. If you don’t listen, I’ll shut down the internet and move the computer away, so think about it yourself!” "Don't you think it's a little late?" I asked him. "What?" He didn't understand. "Your discipline!" I said, "Unfortunately, I'm not afraid at all!" After I finished speaking, I thumped upstairs.The first thing I did when I entered the room was to turn on my computer in a fit of anger. If anyone dares to remove my computer, he will try it out? After a while, Mama Wu came in, and she said to me: "Dr. Mai said that she has a meeting in the morning and will pick you up in the afternoon." "Go, go, don't bother me." I stinked Mama Wu far away. "Qiqi." Mama Wu acted as if she was upholding justice, "You have become more and more troublesome in the past two years." Without saying a word, I stood up and pushed her out the door.The moment the door closed, Mama Wu pointed at me and cursed unwillingly: "If you make trouble again, I will really be rude to you!" I sat back on the chair, turned my eyes back to the computer, and saw Baobaolan again. When she saw me, she said to me: "Morning, Qiqi, I haven't slept all night." "Are you writing novels again?" "Otherwise what else can I do? Hehe." I went to the forum, and sure enough, I saw that she had posted a new chapter. The "Qiqi" she wrote had an argument with her boyfriend again, and she said to him viciously: "If you don't apologize to me again, I will kill you with a knife." !” Then she really chased after him with a knife, and chased that boy from the sixth floor to the sixth floor... It was so enjoyable, I laughed until my stomach knotted up.So I posted a post praising her as a genius.She said happily, so that I have the confidence to continue writing. I have never seen such a desperate person for writing, hanging on the Internet all day and night to write, as if desperate. Only I have no ideals and no pursuits. If he had to say yes, he would try every means to anger Lin Huanzhi. This seems to be the most painstaking and desperate career I have worked on in the past few years. Early in the morning, the day was maddeningly stuffy and breathless, and around ten o'clock, it began to rain.As if in just a second, it got dark, the clouds gathered, and the rain poured down.I panicked and said to Bao Baolan: "I won't hang up with you, I have to rain, it's raining." "You child, what does rain have to do with getting off the net?" Bao Baolan laughed at me: "You are afraid of thunder and you want to hide under the blanket. Hahaha." I hurriedly got off the line, Baobaolan is really a smart girl, she was at least half right, I was really scared by the rain, it made me irresistible to recall that I have never been I would like to recall the rainy day when I was six years old that changed my life. I did not expect that one day, I would suddenly meet such a rain that was exactly the same. Before that, I had always doubted that rain. I thought it was my memory that exaggerated it infinitely. I didn’t know until today that there really was such a rain. It came quickly and fiercely. Overwhelming, as if desperate to destroy the world. I sat in the armchair, staring blankly at the rain hitting the terrace and the wind blowing the curtains high, and I couldn't move for a while.I heard Wu's mother swearing and running hurriedly at home, she must be busy taking back the quilts, clothes and towels that were drying on the terrace.After a while she came into my room and yelled at me: "Stupid, why don't you close the window?" After finishing speaking, she put down the things in her hands and ran to the terrace, opened the window with a bang, and took back my shoes that were already drenched in the rain.Turned on the light in the room for me again.The sound of the rain suddenly became quieter, and the lights gave people the illusion that the night was coming early.Mama Wu walked towards me, and I closed my eyes and said, "Don't be so wordy, please." "Staying at home every day, refusing to move even a bit, it's no wonder if something goes wrong if you're lazy!" She spread out the clean sheets on my bed. The sheets are pure white that I like, with a big golden sunflower in the middle.Many times I like to lie on my back and sleep or think wildly, which makes me feel peaceful.Wu's mother patted the bed sheet vigorously, turned her head and said to me loudly: "Are you uncomfortable or something, your face is so ugly?" "Yes, I have a headache." Mama Wu hurriedly put down her work and came over to touch my forehead, but I blocked her hand impatiently. She went to the side to make a phone call, looking for Dr. Mai, I rushed over and tore off the phone from her hand and said, "Aren't you crazy, why are you calling her!" "Dr. Mai said when he left that if you feel unwell, you must inform her." Wu's mother is a very stubborn old lady. She pushed me aside and said, "Every day is either a headache or insomnia, or a dead sleep. , how can I make people feel at ease!" I pressed down on the phone to prevent her from calling, but she continued to push me and was in a stalemate with me. Soon I couldn't hold on anymore, I ran to the terrace in three steps and two steps, pushed the window open, let the wind and rain rush in again, and I shouted at Mama Wu in the sound of the huge rain: "Hit and hit, if you dare to hit, I'll jump from here right away, you let them collect the body!" Wu's mother was frightened by me, she dropped the phone and ran towards me, hugged me tightly and said, "This girl is going to die, that's not the way to die! You go in for me, go in!" The rain was beating on us, the goddamn endless rain.I insist on my posture, no one knows, I really don't want to live at that moment, or I don't want to live for a long time, I really have lived enough long ago. These hopeless and endless days, let it end. I pushed Mama Wu away with all my strength, and stepped onto the terrace with my long legs. Mother Wu screamed and came to drag me.I couldn't control myself anymore, and kicked and kicked her desperately. At this critical moment, the doorbell rang.Mama Wu stuck her head out and shouted downstairs: "Hurry up, call Qiqi's father!" I turned my head away, and saw Yuno, it was raining so heavily, she didn't bring an umbrella, she was standing there completely soaked and shouted in doubt, "Qiqi, what are you doing?" At that moment, all my strength was gone, and I slumped down on the rain-soaked floor tiles of the terrace.Wu's mother pulled the window glass hard.She was frightened by me, and she had no strength in her hands, and she didn't pull me up from the ground after pulling for a long time.In the end, I stood up by myself, sat on the armchair in the room, waved to her and said, "Go and open the door for Yuno." collapse. I finally broke myself. Moreover, he was quite frightened by the collapsed self. I don't know how long it took before I heard someone coming in. She walked up to me and wiped my hair with a dry towel. Then she giggled and said, "Look at us two soaked chickens, let's go Take a shower, or you'll catch a cold." Yuno carefully showered me with the lotus head. She stroked my long hair and said, "Qiqi, your hair is really nice. I had such nice long hair when I was seventeen, but it's a pity that I'm old now. The hair was getting softer and softer, so I had to cut it short." I said with some fear, "Yuno, I almost died today." "Okay, if you survive a catastrophe, you will be blessed." "Yunuo, I'm so scared, why can't I control myself?" "Don't be afraid, am I here?" "Has the rain stopped?" I asked her. "Stop it!" Yuno said, "I like the weather after the rain the most. We'll go for a walk together when we're clean and smelling good! Okay?" I nod. "Let me sing for you," Yuno said, "I like singing in the bath the most." After speaking, she sang the song "After the Rain in B Minor" melodiously amidst the sound of splashing water: After Yuno finished singing, I made up my mind and said to her, "Will you accompany me to find Maizi? I also want to know what's wrong with me." "Okay." Yuno pondered for a moment, and then said briskly, "Put on your most beautiful clothes, and we——set off!"