Chapter 6 Chapter Four Ten Years

Dear I started listening to music day and night again I can only cross the road alone again when i think of you I have learned not to cry my hair is growing I threw away my old t-shirt I'm living a new life When the last pimple on the tip of the nose disappears I know I finally gave you the love you gave me back to memory (1) I had two piercings in my left ear, and it was slightly red and swollen.I was wearing a short skirt from a Miao girl from Lijiang, with sequins adorned by hand one by one.I woke up early in the morning and listened to Wang Zheng's song, she sang: We are all good children, whimsical children, believe in love, so brilliant that it can last forever...

I left Mumu for forty-eight hours. He didn't call me or text me.When I left, he was fast asleep, and I left him a note with five words written on it: Let's break up.Then I walked out of his room with my head held high.It was around six o'clock in the morning, and the summer sun was overwhelming. I hailed a taxi and told the driver, "I'm going to the Yangtze River Bridge." I have told Mu Mu many times before: "One day you don't want me, I will jump off the Yangtze River Bridge." But when the car drove halfway, I changed my words, I asked the driver to stop in front of a McDonald's, I went in, and asked for a lot of things, but in fact I couldn't eat, I just kept drinking that one A large glass of coke, while drinking, thought: Should I go back when Mumu wakes up, tear off that note, and pretend nothing happened?

Don't scold me, actually since I met Mumu, I have always been such a worthless girl. But I didn't go back in the end. I drank the big glass of Coke in despair, went back to the dormitory in despair, lay on the bed and cried in despair.It is undeniable that we had a very turbulent love. When he spoiled me, even my roommate couldn't stand it.For example, he would detour to visit me at school every day after get off work, for example, he would give me slices of peeled apples, for example, he would call me for more than an hour every night when he was on a business trip and bring back a large Heaps of presents dazzled me, I was his sky, his land, his treasure and the whole world.But suddenly one day I was nothing, and he fell in love with another girl.The world is turned upside down, in one thought.

What's more, my rival in love is not an ordinary person.She's a celebrity, an anchorwoman.There is a stage name that makes people think: Niu Niu. I just saw Niuniu on TV.I don't know how she and Mu Mu knew each other. All I know is a cruel fact, that is, I was knocked out by this beauty called Niuniu without knowing it.My roommate met them when he was a cosmetics salesman in the mall. He bought her more than 1,000 yuan of cosmetics and carried her LV bag for her without complaint.When my roommate described all this to me, although she looked angry for me, she couldn't hide her inner joy.

Everyone will be jealous of Mumu and me.Definitely. But now everything has changed, and the word "failure" is written on the forehead, which is a shame. seventy - seven What's even more humiliating is that I begged Mumu to think about his future with the hostess, it will be better than being with me.Mumu didn't express his opinion, he just looked at me with a blank face.It breaks my heart. It was only when I was leaving that Mumu said, "I'll see you off. It's getting dark." I tried to smile, hoping my last impression of him wasn't a failure. I knew that I had been replaced, and what Mumu left for me was no longer love, but gentle compassion.When love becomes water that cannot be grasped, leaving becomes its only expression.

In this way, when July came, I had no choice but to become a lovelorn woman.What followed was a long summer vacation, without Mumu, I would have no reason to stay in this city.I packed up my bags and prepared to go on vacation. Holding my train ticket, I thought unwillingly, is that all it is?Are you willing to quit like this?Just let him welcome the new happiness without guilt?Should I do something? Yes, do something. All of this is like Mumu's catchphrase, if the head falls off, why protect the ears?Anyway, I have nothing, so what am I afraid to do? I called Mumu's phone.I didn't answer it the first time, but I quickly picked it up the second time, in a businesslike tone: "Hello?"

"I'm Xu Qiaoqiao." I said. "Oh," he said, "I know." "I'm going on a trip. Tonight's train has too much luggage. Can you give me a ride?" "What time is the car at night?" "Nine forty." He hesitated for a moment: "I have something to do tonight, try my best." "I'll wait for you in the dormitory." After I finished speaking, I quickly hung up the phone without giving him any reason to evade. I still know Mumu. Although he is heartless, he still likes to show his face.At eight o'clock, Mumu really came.Instead of going to my dormitory, he called me and told me he was waiting downstairs.I dragged my big bag downstairs, and he came up to me, took it for me, and asked me, "Why are you carrying so many things?"

"It's been a long time." I replied as lightly as possible, as if nothing had happened. "Then let's go." He said, "The car is parked at the school gate." He didn't ask me where I was going. He actually drove a new car, a blue Maliu. I don't know if it was sponsored by the female anchor.Mumu threw the luggage into the trunk for me, opened the car door for me, and said to me: "Come on, get in the car." I put my head down and got into the car.Seeing the small bottle of perfume in front of the car, Mumu never uses perfume, he is allergic to perfume.So I conclude that the perfume is not his.

"My friend's car." Mu Mu said, "I borrowed it to drive for two days." "Is it Niuniu's?" I asked. Mumu didn't make a sound and started the car. I said defiantly, "Does she know that you used her car to drive your ex-girlfriend to the train station?" Mumu still tolerated it and didn't speak. I smiled and said, "I'm sorry, can I borrow your mobile phone for a while? My mobile phone is out of battery. I need to make a call and ask my friend to pick me up at the station." He took the phone out of his pocket and handed it to me.

I buried my head and quickly found the phone I was looking for inside.Then I dialed it.A sweet voice quickly came from the phone: "My dear..." "Screaming so affectionately, tell me, who are you from Lin Mumu!" After asking, I hung up the phone, handed it back to Mumu, and said with a smile, "Look, I was so careless. Wrong dial." Mu Mu looked shocked, he grabbed the phone and parked the car on the side of the road. The female anchor called back quickly. Mu Mu hesitated for a long time before he dared to answer, and stammered: "It's okay, it's okay, how about it, I'll call you later."

After speaking, he hung up the phone and looked at me with a scary look.A picture of I'm going to die. The hostess called again. seventy eight Lin Mumu gritted his teeth: "Xu Qiaoqiao, is it interesting for you to look like this? Do you find it very exciting?" "Yes." I laughed. "Pervert." He scolded me. I went all out: "Lin Mumu, listen up, I know it's boring to do this, and I know it's boring to do this. I'm just having fun and having fun. What I want to tell you is that I'm so lucky to be You abandon it. Because you are such a bad person, you really don't deserve to spend the rest of your life with me!" After finishing speaking, I got out of the car without hesitation, dragged out my luggage from the trunk, stopped a taxi in high spirits, and walked away. Lin Mumu's dark face was perfectly frozen in my memory. Let him explain to the hostess slowly. It was he who failed me first, and I was just retaliating with an eye.There's nothing wrong with that. But I didn't have the feeling of victory. I lay on the train bunk and cried all the time. Leaving was a bit of parting, and the pain was inevitable. And Mumu, you should know that I am such a girl who is afraid of pain, do you really trust me? (2) The place I want to go is Chengdu. I have never been there, but I have heard of it countless times, because it is Mumu's hometown. It took me a day's train to arrive in Chengdu. That night, I went to Uncle Qiao's house with my luggage.He is the only friend I know in Sichuan, my former classmate, who is studying in Chengdu, but has already graduated. But when I saw Uncle Joe again, I almost didn't recognize him. He has a beard and looks like an ancient chivalrous man.His eyes seemed to have grown smaller, narrowed into slits.There is a small scar on the face, and it is unclear why it was left.In short, Uncle Joe is no longer the Uncle Joe of the past. I stood in front of him dumbfounded, thinking of the old days when he was wearing a clean white shirt and cropped hair, reading aloud next to me. "Have I changed?" He spit out a nonsense. "Oh yes." I said, "Congratulations." He put his hands on my shoulders casually, and said in a half-toned Sichuan dialect: "Welcome to the beautiful paradise on earth, Chengdu, let's go, my brother invites you to drink." I didn't shake him off.Uncle Qiao's palm pressed against my shoulder with warmth, which made me a little dizzy and drunk.But swear to God I wasn't thinking about it, Uncle Joe and I were childhood sweethearts, if we had anything, when we were fourteen, everything that was supposed to happen happened. But that night, I actually invited Uncle Qiao to drink. He told me that he spent all his money on a painting he liked, and he only had one dollar coin on him.I took out all my money and bought him a drink. Uncle Qiao said while drinking, "Xu Qiaoqiao, after all these years, you are still the best buddy!" Uncle Qiao likes painting, but he is studying a very promising major that has nothing to do with painting. He graduated a year earlier than me and has already left school.I asked him, "Have you found a job yet?" He blew his beard and stared at me: "You are not allowed to say unhappy things while drinking!" In fact, we don't know where to go.When I thought of this, my tears suddenly fell. I thought of my Mumu, the sweet days we had together, and his saying that he would buy me a house with a big terrace in Nanjing, and the last thing he promised me. Good promise, but he said he didn't want me, so he didn't want me. He said he didn't want me and he didn't want me. Apart from coming to his hometown and looking for traces of his growth, I haven't figured out where I should go. "Are you crying?" Uncle Qiao patted my face with the empty wine glass in his hand, "Xu Qiaoqiao won't, are you really crying?" When the jar was broken, I burst into tears. Uncle Qiao quickly put down his wine glass, sat down next to me, and asked me, "Xu Qiaoqiao, why are you crying? Do you blame me for drinking too much? Do you feel sorry for money?" seventy-nine I grabbed Uncle Qiao's sleeve to wipe my tears, Cheng Yaojin came out at this moment, a little shrew, pulled Uncle Qiao forcefully and said: "Qiao Liangliang, tell me, who is she?" Uncle Qiao collected himself, put his arm around my shoulder and said, "My wife." The little shrew suddenly stopped being aggressive, and stood there quietly, looking at us with tears in her eyes, motionless. "Stop joking." I took Uncle Joe's arm off my shoulders and said to the girl, "Sit down, my sister buys you a drink." The girl actually sat down across from us. "Why are you crying?" the girl said, "Did Joe bully you?" "Yes." Uncle Qiao said nonsense, "Look at her crying like pear blossoms and rain, her heart is broken, life is worse than death, and she is in pain. No, this is a living lesson from the past, so, classmate Koukou, you'd better stay away from me point." "I didn't see it." The girl said, "Who can pretend to cry." Depend on. "What to drink?" I greeted her politely. "Bai Wei, some more ice cubes." She said. "Then you drink." Uncle Qiao said, "I'll withdraw!" "Qiao Liangliang, sit down for me." I yelled at him, "If you have anything to say, just explain it clearly, you don't look like a man." "I'm going to take a shit." After Uncle Qiao said this with an innocent face, he flew to the toilet like a cannonball.Leave me and the little shrew, oh no, it should be called a hot girl, sitting face to face. Ten seconds later, the interrogation began. "What's your name?" she asked me. "Xu Quietly." "Quietly, do you mean sneaky?" "Almost." I said. "Do you know that it's shameful to snatch someone's boyfriend secretly?" Her big eyes looked at me, as persuasive as a policeman's uncle is to a prisoner. This... of course I know. "Your name is Koukou?" "Yes," she said, "button buttons." "Good name." I said, "You should buckle up Qiao Liangliang." "I love him very much," she said emphatically, "I can't live without him." "How old are you?" I asked her. "Seventeen," she said. "Haha." I laughed, Uncle Qiao really has his way. "What are you laughing at?" she said, "He's only three and a half years older than me." I couldn't help gossiping: "What do you like about him?" "Handsome." She said, "Don't you think he looks like someone from South Korea? One time he was at the gate of our school, and all the girls in our school screamed! That scene was really..." "Sister." I said, "You can't eat being handsome." What's more, the strokes of Uncle Qiao and Shuai are not close. "Why not?" She glared at me, "The celebrity shouldn't have too much money." Well, it's not too much to speculate.I got up, packed my things, paid the bill, and prepared to leave first.Uncle Qiao is probably hiding in the bathroom, smoking a cigarette and thinking of countermeasures. I have a little sympathy for him. I don’t know how he provoked this seventeen-year-old young man. If the little girl gets entangled, she will die. As it rained during the day, this summer night was not as disturbing as usual. I walked slowly along the street and passed a bridal shop, which was closed. The models in the glass windows smiled noblely, The white wedding dress stings my eyes.I graduated in only one year. Mumu once said that he would take me to Tibet to get married and give me the most special wedding. Mumu is a full-time planner. I have no doubts about his planning ability, even when we broke up. , He also planned it well, he was the one who cheated, and I was the one who left, how can it make people unconvinced. eighty I saw my own slightly haggard face in the window, I couldn't sleep well for a long time, my skin was dark, I had acne on my nose, and I had obvious acne on my chin.Then I suddenly saw her, wearing a green skirt, with a popsicle in her mouth, standing looking at me from a distance. I kept walking, and after about five minutes, I was sure she was following me. I stopped at the corner of the street.She also stopped, the popsicle had been eaten, the wooden stick was thrown into the air, drew an arc, and disappeared. I looked at her, but she pretended not to see me and turned her face away.When she turned around again, I waved to her, and she ran over immediately, tilted her head, and looked at me with a smile.Ask me: "Where is Old Joe?" I shrugged: "Why don't you guard the bathroom door?" "He jumped out of the window." I laughed. I never thought that Uncle Qiao, who has always been upright and upright, would end up in such an embarrassing situation with his little sister, reduced to the point of fleeing through the window.After laughing, I said to her, "Sister Koukou, it's useless for you to follow me, and I don't know where Old Joe will be." "You can call him," she reminded me. "But why should I call him?" "Because I want to find him." It's impossible to talk to her.I had to say: "Have you finished your homework?" "Sister," she said, "I beg you, I must see him the next minute, or I shall die." Scaring people is not this kind of scaring method, I patted her on the shoulder: "Hey, go home first, you have to believe that when it should appear, he will naturally appear." "What are you talking about!" she said angrily, "I'm not a three-year-old child!" I made up my mind not to talk to her anymore.When I turned to leave, I saw her squatting down, hugging her knees, and began to cry bitterly. "Hello." I patted her on the shoulder, "Are you okay? You don't need to be like this?" She cried more and more sadly, and it took a long time to raise her head and look at me with red and swollen eyes: "Sister, please tell me, what should I do?" "What are you trying to do?" I asked her impatiently. She stood up, bit the fingers of her left hand, put her right hand lightly on her stomach, and said softly to me, "I'm thinking, should I abort this child?" I looked at her in surprise: "What did you say?" "I'm pregnant with old Joe's baby," she said. My God, the goddamn old Joe! (3) Although it is difficult to protect myself, but out of hatred for irresponsible men, I decided to accompany Koukou to find Old Qiao for an explanation. Buckle up and take me on the bus.On the bus, she tilted her neck and asked me, "Why haven't you told me that you like Old Joe?" "We're just old classmates." "I don't believe it," she said, "I saw you crying on top of him with my own eyes." Heh, even jumping into the Funan River can't wash it off. "You are beautiful." Koukou said, "You are the kind of girl that boys like." "Shut up." I yelled at her. She shut up aggrievedly and turned her head out of the window.The No. 17 car was swaying, I looked at the young and invincible button of the seventeen-year-old, and missed my own seventeen-year-old.At that time, I hadn’t met Mumu, and I often fantasized about what my boyfriend would be like. Later, Mumu appeared, and he fit perfectly with the man in my dream. That time he came to our school to organize a dubbing competition for us. The piece of Jane Eyre won the first place.After the event, he invited me to drink coffee, but we drank red wine. After drinking the red wine, he kissed me. We fell in love without even having an affair.I grabbed a photo of me and Mu Mu on QQ and showed it to Lao Qiao. At that time, Lao Qiao only said one sentence: "Congratulations, your dream has come true." Old Joe knew me.Just like I know him, the mistake he made against Koukou should have been unintentional, so the best way is to solve the problem properly. After getting off the bus, Koukou led me all the way, and when I arrived at Old Qiao's rental house, the door couldn't be knocked open. "Grandma's!" Koukou scolded recklessly and kicked the door: "Qiao Liangliang, come out, don't hide from me, Qiao Liangliang, come out, let's settle the score!" A hot girl is a hot girl, she really has two tricks! I tried my best to hold on to Koukou, she finally calmed down, looked at me with despairing eyes, covered her face and said to herself: "Why doesn't he like me so much? I saw tears trickle from her fingers. I took out the key and opened the door. eighty-one She stopped crying, looked at me with wide eyes, and yelled loudly as I entered the room: "You, you, are you living together so soon?" I'm really curious, "How did Old Joe get attached to you?" "He is a good friend of our trainee teacher. Once I wanted to draw a picture and asked me to be a model. Later I invited him to drink coffee..." Also drink coffee. "Who's buying whom for coffee?" I asked. "Please." Koukou said, "I also paid the rent and phone bill for him, and almost all of my monthly pocket money of 1,000 yuan was spent on him." "Your father is really rich." I hummed. "I stole it." Koukou said, "Believe it or not, once when I was cornered, I went to sit on stage." I was shocked: "What is urgency?" "He wanted two thousand yuan for a painting. If he didn't buy it, someone would buy it the next day." I dragged the button and left: "Such a man, you should stay away from him as soon as possible. Let's go, I'll take you to the hospital." "I don't." Koukou said, "I want to wait here for him to come back." I pointed to the room and said, "What's the use of waiting for him? Now maybe someone else will steal, rob, or sit on the platform for him. It's the best policy for you to get away as soon as possible." "But I must see him." Koukou said, "When I see him, I will give up." "Okay then." I said, "You wait here, I'll go." "Are you coming back?" she asked. "Why am I coming back?" "Oh," she said, "you left me like this." I hit her: "If you continue like this, the whole world will abandon you." She stared at me with wide eyes.I finally made up my mind and turned to leave. (4) I was wandering in the streets of Chengdu. I think I still can't forget Mumu. It was a warm summer night at the end of July. At this time last year, Mumu also said that when he had time, he would take me back to his hometown and let his parents see their daughter-in-law.All his vows were not fulfilled, and I was still standing where I couldn't bear to leave, I was so stupid. When I stood on the street and looked at the stars alone, my heart, which had been mended with great difficulty, broke without hesitation.I picked up my mobile phone and wanted to make a call with Mumu. I hesitated, but when the call failed, Old Qiao's call came in. "Quietly," he said, "Where have you been?" "Strolling around." "Oh, I'm so anxious." He said, "Let's go to karaoke later. Someone treats me today." "You have a little girl waiting to kill you, are you still in the mood to sing?" I said. "Hey!" he shouted, "Do you really believe that I have nothing to do with that little girl? If you have been stalked by her, you will run away too. She is a spider spirit, the kind that kills people." I smile. "Where are you, I'll pick you up." Old Qiao shouted over there, "I'll play with you. Instead of crying silently, it's better to indulge and get drunk." I think Old Qiao's words are right, I don't have to call Mumu to make a fool of myself if I mess up tonight.I sat at the door of a small shop in Shuangnan and waited for Old Qiao. Fifteen minutes later, he had already appeared in front of me. He asked me: "Really broken in love?" I said nothing. He said: "Alright, we can find countless more handsome guys." After he finished speaking, he turned around and I followed him.When crossing the road, he reached out to hold me.I let him lead.After crossing the road, he looked at the sky and asked me, "Do you want to sing?" "General." I said. "Or I can walk with you." He said, "It's just a little hot." eighty two "I want to call him, I don't think I can take it anymore." I said anxiously, "Old Joe, give me a cigarette." "No," he said. "What should I do?" "Quit." Old Joe said, "Quit love, quit smoking, that's the only way." "I'll still fight," I said. "Give me the phone," he said, "I'll call for you." I actually handed him the phone, and he took it, removed the battery for me, and returned the phone to me. "Give it back to me." I said. "No." "Give me back." "No." "What the hell are you doing?" He blinked: "I want to do something that I didn't dare to do ten years ago." "What's up?" "I want to pursue you." Uncle Qiao said, "I swore to my mother that if you fall out of love, I will pursue you." I laughed: "How old were you ten years ago?" "Under eleven years old." Old Qiao said, "You sat next to me with a little red schoolbag on your back, looked at me sullenly, your ears were very white and transparent, and your voice was sweet as hell. I want to pursue you." I don't believe him. "I'm real," he said. "Tomorrow I'll work hard." "Old Qiao, I won't fall in love with you." I said, "I am Xu Qiaoqiao who is twenty years old, not Koukou who is seventeen years old." "Fuck," he said, "I thought you'd be moved and forget about him." I looked at Old Joe, and I knew he was trying to comfort me.I put out a smiling face to him: "Don't worry, although I am no longer a young girl, I can still find a man who is willing to support me in this life." "Then let's go." He patted my head, "Let's go to karaoke." Old Joe and I walked all the way to Melody, and found Kou Kou craned his neck at the door, looking around.Seeing us, he rushed over, pulled Old Qiao and said, "You're finally here, you're finally here!" Treat me like air. Old Qiao hugged me: "It's agreed that I will bring my girlfriend here." "Okay." Koukou winked at me and stretched out his hand, "Where's the gift?" I shrugged. It turned out that it was Koukou's seventeenth birthday, and he had invited a large group of boys and girls.When Lao Qiao and I went in, a girl whistled at him, and Lao Qiao felt somewhat uncomfortable.I am more relaxed than him. When they are noisy, I order a song and sing: I think of him in the dead of night/the flowers I sent/I also said some heart-rending love words/gamble on happiness chips/ Thinking of him on the street where people come and go / How is he now / But I can’t give you / the answer you want / But you must be happy... A new song, put it in my IPOD before boarding the train, just learned it.I was singing with real emotion.Too bad no one was listening except myself. But I didn't expect that just after singing, someone brought me a cup of tea and said to me: "Fatty Hai, you moisten your throat." In a blink of an eye, I saw a handsome man smiling at me. "Thank you." I said. He complimented me: "You sing very well, you should go to Supergirl." "Super Granny can consider it," I said. "You're not old," he said. "My name is Ricky. How about you?" Even the name is so girly. I teased him and said, "My name is Martin." He smiled: "Then we are a match made in heaven." eighty three It turns out that boys and girls nowadays are so fierce.I took a sip of the tea he handed me, and I didn't know how to answer, he suddenly asked me again: "What does it feel like to be broken in love?" I was surprised: "How do you know I'm broken in love?" "Your song," he said, "I recognize it." I laughed and turned to look at Old Qiao who was among the girls. He was also eyeing me. I made a face at him. He suddenly stood up, picked up the microphone, and said affectionately: "I want to announce something. All right, listen up." A girl got up and turned off the sound of the stereo.The box fell silent, and everyone listened to Old Qiao speak. Old Qiao said: "I declare that I don't like Koukou, I like Xu Quietly." The box continued to be silent for three seconds, and then there was a continuous scream of the button.The screaming was interspersed with crying, which lasted for more than a minute, lingering endlessly, shocking heaven and man.Until Ricky couldn't bear it anymore, he got up and covered her mouth. (5) At twelve o'clock at night, Old Joe was drunk. Drunk, he began to sing, from "Thirty Thousand Feet" to "Nothing", each one is more classic than the other.I stole the cell phone battery out of his pocket, put it in, and finally couldn't resist calling Mumu. Mumu didn't answer my phone. I texted again: What are you doing?I miss you. Of course he won't come back. I was not reconciled, so I called one by one. Now, even if he doesn't answer, it's good to quarrel with him. Someone sat next to me and said, "Stop calling, if he doesn't answer, he won't answer." Ricky again! I put the phone away, looked at him and said, "It's none of your business." He shrugged and suddenly asked me, "Do you want to go out and play?" I asked cautiously, "Where are you going?" "Are you afraid?" He raised his eyebrows. Hey, a little furry boy, what am I afraid of. "I'll go out first." He said, "I'll wait for you at the gate." After speaking, he got up and quickly disappeared.Old Qiao was still hoarse, this time he switched to a power train: "Impulse, my heart is trembling..." Like a ghost, I followed Ricky out. At least, he is a beautiful BOY, I think so in my heart. I went to Melody's gate and saw Ricky, leaning against the door, smoking.Seeing me, he waved to me, and as I approached, he asked me, "How about we move to a quiet place?" "Okay." I said. "OK." He stretched out his hand to hold me, and walked to the side of the road with me to stop the car.Ricky's hands were clean and soft, and it was strange to be held by a strange man, but I didn't push him away.I would rather be dreaming these days, when I wake up, Mumu is still by my side, and will say to me affectionately: "Quietly, I will spoil you for the rest of my life." We got in the taxi, the taxi driver in Chengdu drove the taxi like a racing car, and Karen Mok’s song was playing on the radio, with a sexy voice, singing flickeringly: “If it’s not because I love you, how can I not sleep late at night… ..." The night is really late, I am in a strange city, and I am going to a strange place with a strange man.It's not a dream, what is it? Forty minutes later, we arrived at a community full of garden houses. Ricky took out the key and opened the door, then turned to me and said, "Please come in." I went in and changed my shoes. Looking around, I am more convinced that I have fallen into a dream. He asked me: "Would you like to go to the second floor and have a look, my bedroom." Everything happened too fast, my facial expression became stiff, he saw my thoughts, cocked his mouth, and smiled badly: "I just want to show you something, if you are interested, please follow me." I followed Ricky upstairs. As soon as he pushed the door open, I was taken aback. There was actually a picture of me hanging on the wall. "I bought it from Old Joe at a high price." Ricky said, "This painting has been hanging in my room for more than half a year. I didn't expect that there is really someone exactly like her." It turned out that it was not a photo, it was a painting that Uncle Qiao drew for me. It should be my seventeen years old, with tight lips, and I have never understood the ups and downs of love. My eyes are clear and transparent, and the whole world is not a problem. Eighty-four "Who are you?" I asked him. He said, "I was going to ask you." "I'm Xu Qiaoqiao." I said. "I'm Ricky," he said. "I grew up abroad and only returned to China a year ago. Koukou is my half-sister, three years younger than me." I didn't believe his words and stared at him, I have never seen a boy with such long eyelashes, such good skin, such quiet breathing.It looks like it came out of a Japanese and Korean comic book.I'm wondering, is he biracial? He smiled and asked, "Are you looking at me?" I smile. "You have to be careful," he said. "Why?" "Women will fall in love with me if they look at me three times." When he said this, he didn't smile at all, he looked cool, I stretched out my hand, and patted his forehead lightly, this kid really came out of the same family as Koukou. He turned his head to look at the painting and said, "When I saw you in real life, I realized that you were even more beautiful than in the painting." "Then you have to be careful." I said. "It's too late," he said, "I'm already in love with you." I laughed. I like children with intelligence, and it is also a pleasure to bicker with them. He breathed a sigh of relief and said, "I finally saw you smiling. I've been guessing, I don't know what you look like when you smile." I changed the subject: "Are you back from America?" He didn't accept the move, but continued: "I've been guessing too, I don't know what kind of man can make you lovelorn and make you so sad." I went to the window and the phone rang at that moment.I was a little panicked, the phone fell to the ground when I took it out of my pocket, Ricky stepped forward and picked it up for me, I saw the word Mu Mu flashing on the screen. Ricky walked out of the room understandingly and closed the door for me. I picked up the phone with trembling hands, but a strange woman's voice came over there: "Who are you?" I don't know how to answer. She began to scold: "Why do you call him again and again? If you do this again, I will sue you for harassment!" I forced myself to calm down: "You ask Mumu to answer the phone." "Go to hell!" she said, "He will never answer your calls, the farther you go, the better!" She rants and hangs up the phone. I knelt down and hugged myself, this is Mumu's new girlfriend, look, Mumu abandoned me for such a woman, I couldn't hold back the sadness in my heart, sobbed. Until Ricky entered the door, he walked to me gently, I saw his feet, wearing a pair of white slippers, Mumu also had a pair of similar slippers, but he was not Mumu, he was a strange Ricky. The strange Ricky squatted down and hugged me gently. He's had a shower and I smell faint cologne on him.Mumu also has a bottle of this perfume, but he is not Mumu, he is a strange Ricky. The strange Ricky hugged me gently. (6) I stayed at Ricky's that night. Don't think about it, nothing happened between us.Just drank some red wine, I fell on the sofa, he leaned against the wall, and I listened to him. He told me the story of his father and mother. He was indeed of mixed race. His father was Chinese and his mother was Japanese.It was only two years ago that they found out that their father had another woman in China, and that woman died of illness, so they left her behind and no one cared about them, so they had to come to his father. "It's more like a TV show." I shush. "Many times, life is like a drama." Ricky said, "My mother couldn't accept it, so she divorced her father and returned to Japan. A year later, she committed suicide and died of depression." "What about your father?" Eighty-five Ricky laughs: "He's never short of new excitements in his life. No time for us." This quirky home! I couldn't help talking too much: "You guys are too indulgent." Ricky sighed: "If you have a chance in the future, you will understand Koukou. In fact, the biggest reason I stayed was because I wanted to take care of her. She was lonely, and so was I." "Oh." I sighed, not knowing what to say. "What about you?" he asked me. "Why are you sad?" "My boyfriend is in love with another woman," I said. He smiled: "Then do you still love him?" "I don't know." I said. I really don't know whether I am unwilling to lose or continue to love. "Let's listen to some music." He got up and turned on the small mini stereo in his room. It turned out to be Lisa Ono's song, "The Incredible Blue Umbrella". "My mother's favorite music." He said, "I'll tell you something that you may not believe. Your eyebrows and eyes are very similar to her. I bought this painting for this reason. She is beautiful, but it's a pity..." I hugged my knees and patiently listened to him continue.It seemed that he hadn't talked to anyone for a long time, and he was eloquent when he opened his mouth.He was indeed a lonely child. Later, I fell asleep on the sofa, and woke up in the middle of the night. I didn’t see Ricky, but I saw Koukou, who was looking at me with interest while holding my leftover glass of red wine.房间里只着一盏小灯，她的眼眸好似有些微蓝，像一只疲倦但依然充满斗志的猫，我吓得一激灵，人完全清醒过来。 见我醒了，她蹲到我面前来，眯起眼低声对我说：“许悄悄，你这个属狐狸精的，你说，你把瑞奇怎么样了？” 我惊讶地环顾四周。 “哈哈哈。”扣扣笑，“你一定吓着他了，把他吓跑了，是不是？” 我摸摸我的后颈：“我怎么睡着了？” 扣扣把左手举起来，手掌在脖子上一抹说：“我劝你，别喝瑞奇的红酒，要小心啦。” 我吓得从沙发上跳起来，拿了我的小包就往外走。身后传来扣扣夸张的笑声。天，我到底怎么了，吃了什么迷魂药，竟然做出这种扉夷所思的事情，跑到一个陌生人家里的沙发上睡了大半夜！ 我怀着满心的恐惧急匆匆地下楼，没想到忽然撞到一个人身上，吓得我失声大叫。 “叫什么？”一个沉稳的声音在我耳边响起。 我抬头，看到他。 那是我第一次看到他。 我想我永远都会记得那一刻，他站在楼梯的拐角，用凛烈的探询的眼光看着我，然后问道：“你从哪里冒出来？” 有人在楼梯上面替我答话：“她是瑞奇的朋友。” 是扣扣。 “哦。”他说，“好。”然后，他绕过我往楼梯上走去。 “我昨天十七岁。”扣扣对他说。 他没有说话，继续往上走。 “我昨天十七岁！”扣扣大声喊。忽然就扑向他：“我恨你，我恨你把我带到这个世界上，我恨你，我恨你！” 扣扣像是疯了，连抓带踢，还一口咬向他的手臂。 他用力抓住扣扣的手，皱着眉头，转身对我说：“去，帮忙拿绳子。” 我迟疑着。 “我让你去！”他大声喊，“就在客厅的茶几下面。” “不……”我被眼前的景象吓住，人不停地往后退。却见瑞奇不知道从哪里冒了出来，他手里拿着绳子，冲上楼去，和那个男人一起，合力绑住了扣扣。 “针。”他叫道。 eighty-six 我惊讶地看着他们往扣扣的手臂上打了一针。 扣扣还在叫：“我恨你我恨你，我恨你们！”声音却越来越小，终于慢慢听不见。倒在瑞奇的怀里。 他们把扣扣抬回了房间，我觉得我应该走，可是我受到惊吓，已经挪不动我的步子。 瑞奇很快下来，对我说：“对不起，悄悄，吓到你了，是吗？” “我……我该走了。”我语无伦次地说，“天快亮了。” “扣扣就是这样。”瑞奇沉重地说，“她的病，时好时坏，我们只能这样，你知道吗？” “你不用跟我解释。”我说。 “希望没吓到你。”他说，“我见你睡着了，在楼下看电视来着。” “再见。”我说。 “我送你。” “不。”我迅速说完，转身拉开大门，逃离了瑞奇的家。 清晨五点的成都雾蒙蒙的，我觉得我应该赶快去找老乔，我觉得我应该赶快从这场梦境中醒过来。 我的生活怎么了？怎么这么乱七八糟莫名其妙。 又或许，我该去庙里烧烧香，阿门！ (7) 老乔听完的的故事后哈哈大笑，他摸了我额头一下说：“许悄悄你是不是失恋后变傻了，你肯定是在做梦，我从来就没听说过扣扣有哥哥和爸爸，我只见过她妈妈。” “她妈妈死了。”我抓狂，“她哥哥昨晚有和我们一起唱歌！” “好吧。”老乔说，“就算是吧，她有无数的哥哥，我也不知道你说的是哪一个。” 我不行了，我觉得我真的要神经错乱了。