Chapter 3 3. Suffering all kinds of humiliation

Since Shanshan was discharged from the hospital, her parents have never given her a one-yuan pocket money. Fortunately, she usually saves a little pocket money, and the bus fare to and from get out of class every day, lunch... all rely on those savings. In the past, she didn't need to ask, her father would take the initiative to give her pocket money every week, and her mother at least once a month. At that time, money was loose, but there was no opportunity to spend money: Zeng Ru drove to and from get out of class, followed by Zeng Ru for lunch, and gave Zeng Ru whatever he wanted.Things like buying reference books are usually handled by Zeng Ru, and she doesn't have to ask any questions.

She only used some money occasionally to support Mingxiang. For example, when she was in a hurry to finish class that day and didn't have enough taxi fare, Shanshan would give her dozens of dollars. Zeng Ru often buys things to send to Ming Xiang. Her savings finally ran out, and the professor asked them to buy another reference book.I went to the bookstore and asked, and it cost more than 600 yuan. Medical reference books are not cheap, they are full of pictures and texts, a large volume, and the paper quality is good. She had no choice but to ask her mother for money for the first time in five years.

"Mom, please give me one thousand yuan." "One thousand yuan? What do you want so much money for?" "Every day's bus fare, lunch, and I have to buy a reference book." "You don't need to buy reference books, you don't need them at all." "It was the head of the department who told us to buy it. It's very important." "You don't have to go to class for the next month!" "What?" She really doubted her ears, maybe she heard it wrong? Mother frowned: "Originally, I wanted to tell you a long time ago, but I didn't have the right opportunity to speak. Your father no longer supports you in college."

"I don't understand. My father didn't know how happy I was when I was admitted to university. He held a celebration party for me and told everyone that he had a doctor's daughter." "Your father also has difficulties. Recently, the business has not been doing well. After the Zeng family fell apart, they lost their backing, and their wish to develop in the United States fell through. Your father was hit hard." The mother said to her tactfully: "His company has been in trouble for a long time. A secretary, during this period, your father is actually required to add labor, your father wants to quit her, and you will fill her job."

"A medical student going to be a secretary of a commercial company? Mom, is there anything more ridiculous?" Shanshan was really angry: "I worked so hard to get into the medical department, and Mingxiang could only enter the biology department. If I miss the medical department, I have to go to Canada. I always Good grades and hard work, what did I do wrong?" "I know you study hard, alas! It's all because of a bad family environment. Many people can't go to college because of a bad family." "If the family environment is not good, I will suspend school. So, what about Lele and Lily?"

"They are different. They have just entered middle school. They have nine years of free education, and they don't have to pay tuition fees at all. Medicine is expensive, and books are too expensive. Your father can't afford it!" "Is Dad really that poor? Strange, he still uses two Mercedes-Benz, and there are servants and drivers at home. How can this be considered poor?" "This... Shanshan, your father is the head of the family, and the whole family is supported by him. It was his idea to ask you to suspend school, and it is useless for you to lose your temper with me."

"Yes, I understand!" Shanshan couldn't believe that her father would care about a little money for her education.Although he lost a big backer, he also made a lot of money in the past five years, Shanshan knew it all. Mr. Yu often has social gatherings. Recently, he finished his homework and went back to his room early in the morning to sleep.Because of rushing to take the public bus, I couldn't see Mr. Yu in his sleep in the morning; therefore, these days, the father and daughter didn't really come down to talk. She sat in the living room and waited for Mr. Yu to come back, even at dawn.

For the sake of her future and her wish, she must fight for it, and she will never compromise. When Mr. Yu came back late at night, he saw the living room was lit and Shanshan was sitting there. "Thinking about things with the lights on? What a waste. It's not what it used to be. Save yourself a little." "Dad, I was waiting for you to come back." "Is there anything wrong?" He sat down and smoked. Shanshan quickly poured him a cup of tea. "My mother told me not to go to school, saying it was my father's idea. I hope this is my mother's joke."

"She just told you now? Really." Mr. Yu complained: "I want you to work in my company." "Really? Dad, you were the one who encouraged me to apply for university and medical school, and now I suddenly drop out. Don't you think it's a pity?" "Of course it's a pity. Who is to blame? You are to blame, your life is not good!" Mr. Yu pointed at her: "I introduced Zeng Ru to you. Our family is just a well-off family. Why should you be worthy of the Zeng family? It's because of how pretty you are." , Yujie Bingqing, so fascinated Zeng Ru, Zeng's family didn't care whether it was the right family, and they still strongly supported me in business. This is good for everyone, you have a good home, and I have a big backer. It's not easy to be poor. You have been raped by others, it has become broken, the Zeng family cannot tolerate you, you have been abandoned by Zeng Ru, and I have also lost my backing."

"Father, how can you say that?" Shanshan called out, "Is that voluntary? I am a victim myself, and you still insult me?" "You insulted yourself. Is it my fault that you are no longer a virgin? The Zeng family doesn't want you. It doesn't matter. There are other famous sons. But the reputation of your insult has been spread by the Zeng family. Famous families do not Will want a woman who has been played by criminals..." "Dirty!" Shanshan stopped him: "You father actually said such dirty words. Bah! I don't like to marry rich people, and I don't like men."

"You don't want me to. The economy is not good, and there is no business to do. Who will be my backer in the future? Where can I start to make money?" "That's your business, I don't know business, I just want to study!" "The family environment is not good. Not only can you no longer go to school, but you also have to go out to earn money to support your family. You are over eighteen years old, even if I am your father, I don't have to support you!" "The environment at home is not necessarily bad. You get in and out of the car, bought a computer for Lele a few days ago, and bought a new piano for Lily. Everything cost over 10,000 yuan." "That's my business, my money." Mr. Yu raised his head and exhaled a smoke ring. "But you are my father, you can't ask me to drop out of school just because your income is a little less than before. Unless I do something wrong, unless I don't want to study, but my grades are very good!" For the first time in Shanshan's life, Treat your father with this disrespect: "You are a father who takes care of your children." "You're not wrong? You're so wrong. You lost your fiancé, you were abandoned before you were twenty, and you're still a lost flower. That's your business. Don't lose your temper. I haven't settled the score with you yet." You made me lose my backing, my dreams come to naught, who prevented me from going to the United States to enjoy happiness? Hey! Responsible? Yes! I am responsible for my children, but are you my daughter? Except you and my surname Yu, I have nothing to do with you You can’t even get close.” Mr. Yu slapped his chest and roared, “I’m rich, but I don’t pay you to go to college. What can you do with me? What responsibility do I have to you? Hmph!” "Ah! Now I understand!" Shanshan nodded, feeling as if she had been stabbed in the heart: "It turns out that you treat me well, love me, care about me, and play the role of a loving father. goals and dreams!" "You can't say that. When your mother married me, you were still very young. I never thought that you would bring me benefits. You were not good-looking when you were young." Mr. Yu disdainfully said, "Since you were fifteen years old , I accidentally let you meet Zeng Ru. Zeng Ru originally had a cousin, but he actually liked you. This proves that you are attractive and capable, and you beat his cousin. After two years, you are finally engaged to Zeng Ru , just happened that the market was not doing well. For the sake of his in-laws, Master Zeng transferred a lot of orders to me. He also asked me to take bonus shares in his organization, and even promised to help me expand my business to the United States... There are so many benefits, money Come from all directions... I am a kind person who repays kindness. You have brought me so many benefits. Of course I treat you like a princess. You can give me whatever you want. Anyway, it’s all Zeng’s money. I encourage you Studying medicine, a female doctor marrying a rich man, you have more face, I am also honored! Now you are depraved, not clear, even if you are a female doctor, no famous man would want you, you still read What medicine?" "You...I finally saw your true colors today, despicable, indecent, shameless...use me to get rich." Shanshan clenched her fists: "You men, Zeng Laogui, Zeng Ru, you... all deserve to die, you guys Damn." "Do you want to hear about Zeng Ru's recent situation?" "Pooh!" "Zeng Ru has already gone to the United States, and her cousin has also gone to the United States. Don't miss Zeng Ru anymore. There is no hope for thinking about it alone. He will marry his cousin next month, and the Zeng family will come to the United States to host the wedding. Don't think about it in the future. If Zeng Ru changes his mind one day, you are no longer attractive and useless!" "Zeng Ru," Shanshan gritted her teeth and said to herself, "See how you die?" "Hey! You are responsible for my losses. You have enjoyed yourself for nearly 20 years. You should earn money to support your family. You are limited to work in my company on the first of next month. The monthly salary is 3,000 yuan, and I will deduct 2,000 yuan. It counts as these years I raised you, and you owe me these days!" "You're dreaming!" Shanshan stared at him. "Don't try to make suggestions with your mother, I won't let her give you another penny, I want to use the money to earn it myself!" Mr. Yu stood up and sprayed her: "You still want to be nasty? Bitch, huh!" Shanshan thumped the table with her fist, and Mr. Yu had gone back to his room to sleep soundly. Shanshan threw all the things in the living room on the floor. Mr. Yu touched it out sleepily, and Mrs. Yu followed behind with a look of panic. "Ah! It's you damn girl, why didn't you go to your own father when you lost your temper, why did you come to my house to throw it? You are a dirty bitch, don't eat mine, don't live in mine, don't use mine; Also, you have to pay me back what you owe me, and I will account for the broken things on the ground." "I'll pay you back, if you owe pigs or dogs, I don't owe you." "Okay! Don't shout about your prestige, embarrass your own father, let's see how you repay..." "Go back to sleep, don't be as savvy as a child." Mrs. Yu persuaded her furious husband nicely. "Children? She would have been a rotten woman a long time ago, if not! Why didn't Zeng Ru want her?" "It's almost dawn! Go back to sleep..." Mrs. Yu begged and said again, pulling her husband back to the room. Shanshan fell to the ground, her eyes were all dazed, but she swallowed and swallowed all her tears back. This place cannot stay any longer. Everything that is broken must be compensated, otherwise even her dead father will lose face. She leaned against the wall, staring at her sore and dry eyes. She heard the clock on the wall: tick, tick. Suddenly someone kicked her. That was her half-brother——Lele. "Hey! It was so noisy last night, bang bang bang... Is it robbery?" Shanshan shook her head. "Why are all the things in the living room broken? Oops! It's terrible! All the antiques on the old racks are broken, and my father must be pissed off. The loss is heavy, who did it? Hello?" Lele came to step on her again: "Who did it? of?" "Me." Shanshan's voice was almost speechless. "You, you are so bold! Good! Dad wakes up, you will definitely die!" "Hey! Brother!" Lily yelled over there: "The flower basket that Uncle Zhang gave me was also smashed. Hey!" "It's a French product, she smashed it, ask her to pay for it!" "You pay." Lily rushed over, hitting, pushing, crying and shouting: "You pay, you go to France to buy." "Don't worry about it," Shanshan made her feel sick, "I'll pay!" "She lied to you!" Lele's eyes were very cunning: "She has no money to pay!" "Brother Zeng is rich, she will take it from Brother Zeng if she doesn't pay me." "Brother Zeng, you idiot!" Lele made a gesture to hit her sister: "Brother Zeng doesn't want her anymore, everyone has run away!" "Why doesn't Brother Zeng want her?" "She's a bad woman, didn't you listen to what Dad said?" "Ah! You lied to me!" Lily quarreled again: "You pay me..." "Go away! It's so annoying!" Shanshan couldn't help but push her away, and stood up with support. "You hit me? You bad woman hit me?" Lily sat on the ground and cried wildly. "Little bastard!" Shanshan walked inward! "You are a bastard. You are not our father's daughter. You were brought back by my mother outside. Lily, get up, don't cry, I will ask my father to drive her away..." Shanshan dragged her feet back to her room. If she would complain to her father in normal times, the boy would definitely be slapped in the face; now it's best not to say anything, because she would be humiliating herself... that's all. " In the afternoon, someone knocked on the door, but I didn't bother to answer... The room belongs to someone else, and so does the door. The door was pushed open, and after a while, my mother came in with a tray with rice and vegetables on it. "Why don't you sleep for a while, your eyes are like pandas, how ugly." Shanshan rolled her eyes and didn't look at her. "You must be blaming me. You had a fight with your dad last night. Why didn't I come to help you. You don't understand your dad's character. If I protect you, he will be even angrier. I'm doing it for your own good." Shanshan looked at her mother, she understood. "Your father is too much to say such nasty words, don't let him go crazy after drinking. Son, you are wrong. You can marry into the Zeng family in one week and enjoy the blessings. You are told not to go to school, but you don't want to go to school." Be willing to listen, stay at home, how could something happen?" She remembered that her mother had persuaded her that she wanted to drop out of school and take a rest, but the department head wanted to do an experiment and needed her help.The head of the department has always treated her like a daughter, and the experiment was done on Wednesday.She has to decide not to go to school on Thursday, who knows... because something happened to her, the head of the department was old, had a heart attack, and has been ill until now. "You shouldn't take that path either. Good girls don't take the dark path, just walk through the gate, and you'll be fine!" It was also a mistake, because at that time, I was afraid that Zeng Ru would be in a hurry, and I wanted to hurry up to please Zeng Ru, but I regretted it for the rest of my life!Zeng Ru also left. Everything is fate! Mingxiang came to see her in the afternoon, because Shanshan didn't go to school today. Ming Xiang had never seen such a haggard look, and Zeng Ru ran away, so she would not be so depressed, which shocked Ming Xiang. Shanshan told her everything. "Your stepfather turned out to be this kind of person. If he didn't see it with his own eyes, how could outsiders believe it? He has always been like a loving father, and he pretended to love you so much." "Hey! Rijiu knows people's hearts, he is poisonous!" "You really don't want to go to school, but to be a secretary?" "Fart! I want to read; but I can't live here any longer." "Don't be afraid, come and live in my house. There are many houses in my house. You can choose what you like." "Why did I move into Sha's house? It's not because of relatives, but because I'm not well-known, so I made your sister-in-law laugh at me." Shanshan shook her head sadly: "How did she scold me that day? Didn't she answer her curse by moving in!" "You still remember what she said." "Remember! She slandered us for homosexuality, and she didn't believe that I was a rich girl, let alone marry a rich young master, and could only be an old man's mistress. She despises me, and I still want to live in the Sha family? How can it be!" "You have done well in your homework, you can apply for a scholarship!" "I think the same way. Studying is not a problem; however, I will pay my stepfather 2,000 a month for housing, food, and use, and I will also pay for the antiques in his living room... Where can I find so much money?" "This kind of bad guy, you don't need to pay attention to him at all, it's not like he has nothing to eat!" "It's unreasonable. I won't forgive him, so I won't accept his favor, and don't owe him." Shanshan's hatred deepened layer by layer: "Otherwise, even my dead father will lose face." "Hey! I have a good idea." Mingxiang clapped his hands: "My father has always had a good impression of you; moreover, he kept saying that he owed you a favor. My father knows your situation and must be very sympathetic to you. I know he I will definitely help you, and you can take care of your tuition, clothing, and housing!" "Your father supports me like a daughter. What are the conditions?" "Of course it is unconditional help!" "Then your father is my benefactor, and I owe him a debt of love. I want to repay you for all the benefits you have done to me, and I want to repay my benefactor's kindness, so don't I want to repay my kindness for the rest of my life!" Shanshan shook her head vigorously: "No! I resolutely refused, and I accepted it." "Then what to do? The homework in medical school is very heavy. You are smart, and you are in the first year, so of course it is easy. The second year is different. Apart from going to school, you have no time to work and earn money. Part-time study is not easy." "As long as you have human self-respect, what's the point of working hard? Tomorrow I'll go find a job first." "What work are you going to do?" "I have to go to school during the day, and go to the clinic at night to work as a night shift nurse and tutor for elementary and middle school students. Try to find as many copies as possible!" Shanshan sighed: "I can delay the rest, but I must buy that reference book!" "Are you going to school tomorrow?" "Going to school, staying at home is even more boring, boring and annoying. I'm just too tired today." Shanshan patted Ming Xiang on the shoulder: "Thank you for coming to see me! It's easier to tell the grievance in your heart. You How is Dad?" "He is very good and works hard. I send him to work every day, and I go to school and pick him up after class. I study at night, and he reads documents. Many things and work have to be reorganized." "Your two precious brothers, didn't the second brother really go to Dominican?" "Then there are fakes? No one dares to disobey my father's order, even my sister-in-law is afraid. Otherwise, my sister-in-law wouldn't ask a special nurse to give my father that kind of medicine. The other day, the second brother asked the friend who sent him off before boarding the plane. , Dominicans really have beauties? Ha! I laughed so hard. Big Brother! He complains every day after get off work, and he said he would gag after passing the frozen meat department. Ha! Ha! That’s enough for him.” "Who will replace your elder brother and second brother's original jobs?" "Father! In fact, the elder brother and the second elder brother are still not dependent on his subordinates. But father is inconvenient to move, and of course there is a lot of inconvenience in re-establishing the banner; so he transferred some old staff who are capable of handling affairs back to him." She said. "Didn't you mention that your sister-in-law is a student of the Department of Economics? Before she got married, she was still the deputy general manager of her mother's company. Now is the time for employing people, why not let her share some work?" "I said that my sister-in-law can only do three things. The first thing is to keep her husband close and never let him get close to other women!" "Hey! Is your eldest brother very masculine?" "It's not just my elder brother. In fact, my three elder brothers are all good-looking. One is better than the other, and the youngest is the best. They all resemble my father. When he was young, my father was really handsome and personable. Or, My 40-year-old father can marry my 20-year-old mother, and my mother is also very beautiful!" "I believe it. Just look at you. You said three brothers just now? But you only have one eldest brother and one second brother. I have never heard you mention the other one." "I have a third brother!" "How did he treat you? Born of the same mother? He must be very fierce, scolding and beating you." "He might bully me now, brotherly love. Because he is fifteen years younger than the elder brother, he was only two or three years old when their mother died; so the elder brother and the second brother love the third brother very much. My mother wants to hug the third brother , They all teamed up to beat my mother. The eldest brother is a few months older than my mother, and the second brother is only five years younger than my mother." "What about your third brother? Is it over?" "No, no, not long after I was born, their grandmother took my third brother to Canada. He lived there for ten years and is now studying for a master's degree." "He didn't come back later?" "No! But the eldest brother, sister-in-law and second brother go to Canada every year, and my father also goes there when there is no accident, and he was with the third brother before the accident." "Hey! The treasure of the Sha family? Fortunately, he was picked up, otherwise you will suffer more. Don't meet each other when you come to Canada, otherwise you can escape here, but you can't escape there." "No! He doesn't know me, and I may not know him either. Vancouver is so big, wow! It's getting late, I'm going to pick up Dad from get off work!" When class was over, Mingxiang handed her a bag of things: "Go home and watch!" Shanshan couldn't wait, so she tore off the wrapping paper on the bus.After seeing it, I was stunned. It turned out to be the reference book of more than 600 yuan. Shanshan held the book in front of her chest, Mingxiang treated her very well.She returned home with a red nose, but her stepfather was in the living room. "Hey! You're going to work with me tomorrow." Shanshan ignores him. "The secretary of the company is really leaving." The mother said softly, "Your father is waiting for someone to use." "My dad is dead!" "You are so rebellious. I have raised you for more than ten years and taught you. I am not worthy to be your father? Do you dare not listen to me? Also, how much will it cost if you break all the things in my living room?" "No matter how much you count, I'll pay you back in installments every month!" Shanshan listened to him say these words almost every day, it annoyed her to death, she couldn't bear it. "Repay? What do you have to pay back? Sell yourself? Pay me three thousand a year, at least twenty years." "Okay!" Shanshan replied in one go: "I will pay you three thousand a month, and you are not allowed to harass me in the future!" "You? Damn girl..." Shanshan ran back to her room and locked the door. However, she calmed down and thought: "Where can I find three thousand yuan a month to return to my stepfather?" She works hard to find a job, and can make full use of Saturdays and Sundays to tutor her children; but children who need tutoring rarely change their tutors at this time.Let's lower the price. Each tutoring fee is four or five hundred. The time is wasted, and the money is useless. Nowadays, many registered doctors immigrate, and the supply of nurses in private clinics is almost in short supply. It is not easy to find a job. It's okay to find a job during the day, but she has to go to class. Unless she suspends school to do something to make money, but she is really reluctant to study. She listened quietly, and her parents went out to socialize again. She walked out of the room and thought of pouring a cup of hot tea in the kitchen. In the corridor, two people suddenly appeared. "Give me back the flower basket!" Lily said ghostly. "Hey, why are you still here?" Lele's attitude is very annoying: "Dad said you are not our sister, you are not from here, you still don't leave, sneak around, what are you doing?" "Go away!" Shanshan didn't even want to drink hot tea, she turned and fled back to her room. She read the reference book Ming Xiang sent, reading it with gusto, until the servant came to ask her to eat. She was hungry and thirsty, and sat down to eat. She held the food with chopsticks, and Lele patted her chopsticks away: "Don't eat!" "What are you doing?" This kid is really annoying. "Father said that you should do things to earn money to support your family. You are lazy, unwilling to work, and have no money to take home, so you are not allowed to eat." Lele pulled all the dishes in front of him and Lily. "Did your father say these words?" "Our father said to our mother, father scolded you for enjoying and not working, bad woman!" "Okay!" Shanshan stopped holding the vegetables, and lowered her head to eat the rice. "Shameless, shameless! Eat plain rice." Lily stuffed a large piece of Chinese-style beef tenderloin into her mouth with a smile. "It's not free rice, it's free food!" Lele is under fourteen years old, but his heart is already rotten. This place cannot last long.well!Rice is like grains of sand, so what if you don't eat it?She just found out today that she has no relatives and no reason, and even her mother remarried, so she is a real orphan. She hates, she hates, hates old man Zeng, Zeng Ru, stepfather, Lele, hate...all the men, those men made her suffer so much today.what!And the pervert who raped her, it was him, he made her life worse than death! Man, I hate you, I hate you, and I want revenge on you.Revenge, revenge... Shanshan was thinking about these two words while eating rice. Shanshan thinks about these two words even when she falls asleep...revenge. When I went home the next day, I found that there was no phone in the bedroom, it was installed by Zeng Ru for her. Mother said: "Your father's business is not good, save some money, and it is convenient to call in the living room." "It should be taken down, I can't afford the phone bill." During the meal, my mother asked kindly: "Why don't you eat vegetables, only rice?" "Mom, I'm losing weight!" The stepfather smiled sinisterly, very proud! Shanshan finds out that Mingxiang is preoccupied today. "Ming Xiang, why don't you seem very happy? Worried about your father? How is he?" "Fortunately, Dad said that your suggestion is good. My sister-in-law has returned to the head office to be the manager of the public relations department since the day before yesterday." "It's best for a woman to do public relations. Besides, your sister-in-law has a sharp tongue, can make gestures, and act. She is a multi-faceted person. She must have contributed in this regard." "It's a good thing that I can reduce my confrontation with her." "What? Your sister-in-law still dares to bully you?" "It's okay to be blatant, and my father is no longer drowsy. How can my father not know when she beats and swears? But my father is not by my side every minute. She speaks sarcasticly, scolds and beats me sometimes, big brother , The second brother had an accident this time, she put all the responsibility on me, I can see that she hates me very much." Mingxiang shook his head: "In the past, they beat me, scolded me, and fought me for more than ten years , In the past few years, I will never forget it no matter what.” "Is that why you're unhappy?" "I don't want to mention them. Alas! Xiefu's going abroad has been completed, and Xiefu's parents forced Xiefu to go abroad. There was a commotion here, and his mother was scared to death. Xiefu didn't want his parents to worry too much, so he came to beg me." "Then you go! You will always go to Canada sooner or later, so why make it difficult for Shef!" "I'm gone, who will take care of Dad?" "The servant hasn't invited you yet?" "If you have money, you can't hire well. A few old servants came back and invited more than a dozen more. Dad is afraid that my sister-in-law will build her own little kingdom. Every new servant, driver, and even guard is selected by me. Now The servants, it can be said that they are all my people, I don’t have to go through the back door for a long time. I have people, but my father passed by last time, except me at home, he doesn’t trust anyone, what should I do?” "Building confidence is not easy." "That's why I'm annoyed. Xiefu is begging so hard, and I must do it to study in Canada to fulfill my mother's will." Mingxiang sighed: "Unless someone replaces me, I don't feel relieved to leave." "Your father has only one daughter, who can replace her?" Even Shanshan felt a headache. "I want to pay a high salary and hire another person to stay with my father all day. This person needs my father's trust; I also need to trust this person." "This is difficult. Your father's trial was difficult. Except for your father and Xie Fu, you have never trusted anyone!" "Why not? I trust you very much!" "Me? I can't. Besides, I still have to go to school." "Ouch! Why can't I think of you? You are the person I trust the most, and I am absolutely assured of handing over my father to you. You are smart, and you can deal with my sister-in-law. You dared to see her last time; you won't be afraid to talk to her in the future She lives in the same house." "No! I told you I couldn't come to your house." "Eat and live for free, I'm afraid my sister-in-law will look down on you; but you go to work, shouldn't you be paid for your labor? Besides, the house belongs to Dad." "Am I still going to school?" "Live and learn. It's not too late for you to study at the age of 30. You can't get in here, and you can go to a foreign country. There is no age limit for studying abroad; moreover, how can you study again in your current situation and environment? You are not Said, don't have to sleep at night, dozing off in class? It's really time-consuming!" "Those two brats made me so angry every night, I saw them kicking me in my dreams." "You eat plain rice every day, you are malnourished, and even running across the playground to catch a ball, you get short of breath halfway, and if you go any further, you will faint one day." "I'm a carnivore, and I can't live without meat." "The most important thing is to pay back your stepfather's money, for yourself and for your own father's dignity!" Shanshan couldn't help but nodded. "accepted?" "No! But I really want to make money and pay him back right away. My status in the family is lower than that of servants and drivers, so how can that be? Besides, I still want to study, and your father may not trust me. There is a brave man under the reward. Ming Xiang, you better hurry up and find it yourself!" Ming Xiang knew he couldn't force her. Shanshan's life became more and more difficult, and the necklace Zeng Ru gave her was also sold. "Stand!" The Empress' father called Shanshan to a stop: "Hurry up and hand over all the things that the Zeng family gave you." "Didn't they all want it when they broke off the engagement? You took it and returned it to them yourself." "I'm talking about those sporadic gifts. I don't want to take advantage of Zeng Ru's family. You have no shame, I want shame!" "Okay, I'll take it out right away!" Shanshan has a fierce temper and strong self-esteem, and her personality has gradually changed.The gentleness and innocence of the past are replaced by the hatred and stubbornness of today.Not only did she dig out the small presents from Zeng's family and Zeng Ru; she even gave her stepfather all the presents from her stepfather and mother. "What about bank deposits? Your money is either from the Zeng family or from my family." "It's all used up, how?" "Dirty goods!" Shanshan clenched her fists and gritted her teeth, suddenly a thought flashed through her mind, and it lasted for a long time. "You owe me so much, what do you use to pay it back? You can make money if you don't rely on me? A ninety-year-old woman gave birth to a fat son." Shanshan's thoughts expanded and gradually expanded.When I close my eyes at night, I just think: men are so fickle, hypocritical, despicable, and vicious. While eating lunch, Ming Xiang tapped his fork: "He dared to come to my father's office building." "what are you saying?" "Thank you!" Ming Xiang pouted, "I beg Dad to keep his promise and let me go to Canada." "How about Uncle Sha?" "Dad is the most important promise; and when he heard that I refused to go to Canada because of him, he was in a hurry. He annoyed me more than a dozen times a day and asked me to leave immediately." "Did you find anyone?" "I found it, and my father was not satisfied. Recently, he was afraid that I would not go to Canada, and he said that he could find anyone. In fact, he shook his head except for you." "What kind of person do you want?" Shanshan herself was also in a very bad mood. Today, she failed the test paper for the first time.And because she couldn't concentrate in class, the head of the department taught her for the first time.well!Regressed! "Trivial and complicated, I send my father to work every day, do this and that for him, send him to various branches and branches, give some useful suggestions, send my father to a meeting, and she has to be on the sidelines, afraid that my father will miss something... " "Isn't that a special female secretary?" "That's right! She will take care of father's health when she goes home and waits for her to change clothes, go to bed, take medicine, and give injections." "Special care." "Well, we have to take care of and decide on family matters, and we can't make Dad worry about housework." "housekeeper!" "Senior steward; but not to do any housework or errands, but to give orders to subordinates." "Several jobs at once!" "Full-time, both inside and outside, is equal to my father's left hand, with heavy responsibilities; that's why I have a monthly salary of 8,000 yuan, food and housing." "It's very generous. Let's try our best to find this person. I'll help you." Shanshan went home, opened the door and looked, wow, it looked like a garbage dump. Her lecture notes are scattered all over the floor, she just opened a notebook, almost all the notes are in the old notebook, the diary is fragmented, the experiment report is very important, the large folder is broken, many reports are gone, obviously The reference book Xiang sent her was missing a few pages of precious pictures. She shouted and rushed out: "Sister Mei!" "What's the matter?" The servant ran out from the kitchen. "What have you done to my room?" "What's it like?" "You clean up the room, don't you know?" "Sir, I don't need to clean up the lady's room. I haven't been in your room for several weeks." "It's not you, who is it? My room was messed up, and I lost a lot of things, which cannot be bought with money." The servant said slowly: "After lunch, the second official and the third girl played inside for a while!" "Scared, two brats?" Shanshan ran out and pushed open the door of Lele and Lili's room. The two siblings covered their mouths and laughed when they saw Shanshan. "Why do you tear up my lecture notes, notes, books...? Can I tear up your homework? Hey!" "Anyway, you don't have to go to school. Those things are useless to you. It's so fierce to play with a few cards, cheapskate." "Who said I don't go to school! Which crow mouth said it? You two brats!" "Dad said, you scold him, ah! Go scold him!" "What? You used the pictures in my reference book to fold boats and lanterns? Tell your father to pay me for the reference book." "Father said that a lowly person like you is not worthy of being a doctor at all..." "Unworthy?" Shanshan's eyes were blazing, she jumped at Lele, rode on him and beat him fiercely, Lily came over and punched her again, she didn't get up until she was tired. Go back to your room and pack your things.However, it was broken and scattered, and she couldn't tidy it up at all, so she simply sat on the ground and panted. Nothing left, no need to go to school.There will be a big exam soon, what should I study for? When the room was dark, she went to turn on the light, and suddenly the door was knocked open with a slap, and a dozen slaps made stars appear before Shanshan's eyes. "You bastard, how dare you beat my children!" Shanshan backed up a few times and leaned against the wall. "You don't even let children go, are you still a human?" The stepfather said, punching and kicking again. "Don't be angry!" Mrs. Yu went to pull him: "Be mad at yourself!" "She is vicious, beat Lele like this, I will kill her!" Mrs. Yu hugged him desperately. Shanshan gathered herself together, held her face together: "It was your son and daughter who came to tear up my books first, and they offended me first!" "You're a mean, filthy, selfish bitch with a vainglory bent on being a doctor. You're in debt! Bitch!" "You're the cheapest." Shanshan wiped the blood from her lips: "Using me to make money, are you worthy of my mother?" "What? You...you...you..." "Back when you married my mother, it was because I grew up that I could make money by attracting men for you. Bitch, bastard..." "I'll beat you to death!" The stepfather opened his wife with a slap, and rushed towards Shanshan. Shanshan rushed out, but the stepfather yelled, "Bitch, you won't be allowed to enter the house even if you don't have money!" , Get out, no one will keep you!" "Shanshan, come back..." Mother cried miserably. Shanshan went out desperately, straight ahead, without stopping for half a step. She ran a lot until she fell down.She sat under the eaves until the light of day. She walked back to school and sat on the grass on the campus waiting for Ming Xiang to come back. There is enough time for her to think, she thinks a lot, thinks far, and overnight, her whole person changes.She seems to have been brainwashed and changed her heart. There are more and more voices, and the students are in class. "Mingxiang!" She called to stop her passing by. "Hey! Why are you sitting here?" Shanshan stood up and smiled: "I don't have class this morning, can you chat with me?" "I don't care, but if you don't go to school for half a day, you will lose a lot. Are you not afraid?" 姗姗摇摇头：“我们去上次的公园，今天暖和多了！” “走吧！谈谈也好，出国的事令我烦。姗姗，你面色好差。” “昨晚和两个小鬼打架，开通宵温书。就快大考了，但我一个字都看不进眼里，脑很乱。” “怎会这样？你一向温书又快又记得牢。” “正如你所说，我现在的情况、环境，怎能安心读书？” “你不是读不下去吧？” “我尽力，一直在努力，没有用，我又再一次不及格。现在连系主任都不喜欢我，我怕回学校，怕见系主任。唉！看样子我做不成医生。” “你既然对念书已经没有兴趣，你来帮我，我把爸爸交给你，我便安心出国念书！” “我不行！我不懂商业，对做生意毫无认识，我不能当秘书！” “做爸爸的私人秘书，不必要商科毕业，爸爸不是请你帮助他做生意。”明湘握住她的手求她：“其实，你是最最理想的人选，你念了一年医科，有医学常识，你一定会把我爸爸的身体调理得很好的。至于高级管家，你一向待人处事，都很讨人喜欢；不像我，铁杆一样，你一定能够把沙家料理得很好。姗姗，求求你，帮我，成全我！” "This……" “谢夫、他父母、我爸爸和我，都会感激你，真的！你是我的恩人！” “傻猪，我救了你的命？” “哈！你学我，你学我！”明湘搔她，两个人笑作一团。 一会儿，姗姗很认真地说：“我是很想为你解决困难，好让你安心去加拿大和谢夫一起念书！但我担心沙伯伯未必真的喜欢我，信任我！” “是真的，爸爸好渴望你代我在他身边，他只信任你。” “话是你说的，沙伯伯可没有对我说过，我不相信！” “那还不简单，今晚你来我家吃饭，你当面问他！” “在未答应到你家工作之前，我是不会进入沙家的。” “我明白，因为我大嫂！”明湘想一下：“下午我带我爸爸出来吃午餐，你们先见见面！” “也好！不过，我对秘书的名衔不满意，我不喜欢做男人的秘书！” “你的工作也不只秘书那么简单。” 明湘把父亲接去CD俱乐部，然后再去约定地点接姗姗。 非会员或非会员亲属是不能单独进入俱乐部，除非在会员或家属陪同下，才能进俱乐部。 一直进法国餐厅，里面一片金黄，餐桌沿着落地玻璃，每张桌面都有一支精美名贵法国花瓶，瓶上一枝法国玫瑰：又大又艳。明湘伸手向右一指，“爸爸就在那里！” 姗姗的视线沿着明湘的手指看过去，一个非常潇洒的男人，面对入口处而坐。姗姗越向前走，越看得清楚；她知道明湘的爸爸已经六十岁，但是，除了两鬓霜白之外，无论皮肤、五官、头发，上半身的身型……完全不像花甲老人。 “爸爸，”明湘走过去：“我把姗姗带来了！” “坐，坐吧！”他微笑着，尊严中一派慈祥。 “沙伯伯！” “沙皇，”明湘扮了个鬼脸：“人人叫我爸爸沙皇！” “啊！对不起！”姗姗连忙鞠躬：“沙皇陛下。” “这孩子，”沙瑞麒指住女儿，好气好笑：“余小姐，请坐，别听她疯！” “哈哈！”明湘因为困难解决，心情十分愉快，她边笑边把姗姗拉下来：“真的，不骗你，人人都叫我爸爸沙皇。不过你是我好朋友，又情同姐妹，你不用多礼，喜欢叫什么就叫什么。” “叫爸爸就不能了。”姗姗笑笑。 “也能呀，你做我爸爸干女儿就行了。”沙明湘今天好俏皮：“是吗？老爸。” “我有这福气吗？”沙瑞麒怎会随便认个女儿，有钱人总是特别敏感，怕任何人对他的家财发生兴趣。 “是我没有福气，还是叫沙伯伯好。” 平静地吃了一个法式午餐，没有谈公事，沙瑞麒倒很关心她的面色。 当然，饿了两顿，又一夜没睡，怎能不憔悴？不苍白？然后，到喝咖啡的时候，入了正题。 “我需要的，和你需要的，明湘已告诉我；而关于你的家庭、困难，明湘也有提起。我不能说完全明白，但我起码了解。我对你，一方面，你是我的雇员；另一方面，你是我女儿的好朋友。啊！我应该感激你平时照顾明湘，在我昏庸时你给她温暖和快乐。因此，我会用两种不同的身份对待你，我绝对不会令你在工作上、生活上感到为难！” “谢谢沙伯伯。先父去世早，自小欠家教，还请沙伯伯多多包涵。” “年轻人俏皮活泼些是被许可的。” “可不能太放肆啊！” “明湘，”沙瑞麒责备女儿：“你今天才放肆呢！” 明湘吐了吐舌头：“开心嘛！” “我每月给你的月薪是一万元整，太少还可以拿零用钱，你是明湘好朋友！” “太多了，”姗姗认真地说：“明湘讲好八千元。” “对陌生人和对你是不同的，你忘了你是双重身份？而且，工作琐碎复杂，时间又长，一万元好像把你买回去！” “爸爸，姗姗的职位是……” “总裁特别助理。” “这名衔好！”明湘握住姗姗的手：“比秘书高级，又不用担任什么部门，又不用懂经济。” “若给我一个部门打理，我才慌呢！我没有生意头脑，又不是外交人才。” “做个经理也不外如此，啊！” “总裁特别助理，职位比一个部门的经理还要高，经理有二、三十个，特别助理只有一个。当然又比不上副总经理。”沙瑞麒向女儿解释。 “我根本没资历也没学历，副总经理那会是我所能望的！” 沙瑞麒一直微微笑：“聪明过人，才智亦有，就是太年轻，慢慢来，兴趣很重要。怎样？姗姗，你本人没意见吧？” “没有意见，沙伯伯，我感激还来不及，谢谢！” “什么时候可以上班？” “爸爸，姗姗的后父和弟妹都对她不好，我不希望她再留在家里。” “我比姗姗还急，第一，我需要个助手；第二，我答应了谢夫，姗姗早点来，你可以早一天去加拿大。”沙瑞麒说：“时间不限，越快越好！” “今天！”明湘提议。 “不知道姗姗是否赶得及？她要收拾东西，和余太太话别……” “我只要拿几件衣服，跟母亲说一声就行了，我不会拿后父家的东西。” “很好，明湘，责任就交给你。我会给你一部车和一个司机，你接姗姗回家，让她选个房间。” “爸爸，你呢？” “今天我会请卢叔叔送我回家，你照顾姗姗就行了。” “卢天贵叔叔是银行总行的总经理，很忠心的。”明湘说：“爸爸，我们先送你回银行……”