Chapter 22 "Lamp of the Earth" children have gradually become sensible

The child has gradually become sensible (1) 9 In school, waiting for get out of class, waiting for school, waiting for growing up.Those green days are always passing by quickly, and the days continue so unremarkably, but the three children have gradually become sensible. Ye Lan has extremely strong and independent characteristics in her character.She never seemed unhappy in front of anyone.It doesn't seem to take other people's gossip and rejection behavior seriously.Always happy in exuberance, at least it seems, happy.She is not someone who protects herself with a sleek and sleek appearance, but is only very brave when she is slandered, so she is still so bright and admirably happy in a besieged and lonely situation.And always forgive.

Yijun loves her.The eagerness of love can be seen by others without reason.It's useless to be jealous.For more than two years, he and Ye Lan have maintained a relationship.But Ye Lan always told Kasang that Yijun is too weak and sensitive boy.She didn't know if she really liked him. She said, I only like you, Kassan.Only you are the best. The two girls were lying on their backs together on the wide floor of Ye Lan's house, their long hair spread out.Ye Lan's hair is yellowish, while Kasang's is jet black, intertwined like two vines of different colors.Their hands are held together.When Kasang was about to fall asleep in a daze, she felt Ye Lan kiss her face and hug her.

Ye Lan's voice sounded in the illusion.Kassan, are we going to live like this forever?Will you leave me like those they did. She heard, but did not answer. She likes them both.This kind of liking is based on clear and simple companionship with each other, like a brother and a sister living in harmony with her.In addition to such a pleasant and beautiful coexistence, she has her own inherent world. He has been studying hard and his grades are outstanding.The head teacher once said to her earnestly, don't learn from Ye Lan, you are not on the same road. She replied very calmly, I know, teacher, we have not learned bad things.It's just that Ye Lan needs me.

When the third year of junior high school was about to begin, on a rainy night, Kasang was working on a problem at his desk.Outside the window is a dark and vast rainy night, with thunder and lightning, and the sound is very noisy. The phone rang, and it was Yijun's voice. Kassan, tell me if Ye Lan really likes me.Yijun asked on the phone with a fragile voice close to collapse. She was surprised for a moment, not knowing how to answer. She told me to break up.Kassan, I'm so sad, I don't know why this happened.You tell me, she never liked me. Yijun, Ye Lan likes you. Really.But why did she want to break up with me?

There must be a reason for that.Did you not ask her? I asked her.She just told me that she didn't like me like that.I asked her, who do you like after all.The name she answered was you.She said that she has always only liked you like this.Right, Kassan? No, Yijun, I also like Ye Lan, but that is different.you misunderstood.Ye Lan is just too lonely, the feelings she wants have always been very simple.You may be making it too grand and she doesn't want to be smothered. Really.Yijun asked. That's all.Don't think too much about it. There was silence on the other end of the phone for a long time.Then, Yijun hung up.In this noisy rainy night, she only heard a series of sudden busy tones.

Soon after, the make-up classes for the third grade of junior high school began.They go back to school for lessons.Within a week, Ye Lan's textbooks and review materials were all stolen by others, and they were found sporadically in garbage dumps or toilets, torn into a mess, or covered with obscene and vicious words. When the incident happened, Ye Lan calmly didn't even tell Kasang.They sit at the same table, and Ye Lan borrows her book to read, or the two of them read a book together.Kassan asked her, she just said indifferently, lost. The new young and energetic male teacher scolded her without knowing it. You have an embroidered pillow, but you can't even find a book in the third grade of junior high school. Who can save you when you dawdle like this?Anyway, you have no way to attend the class, so stand up for me.

She didn't speak, but stood up biting her lip.The snickering around was harsh. The principal personally saw Ye Lan being punished to stand in the corridor, so he quickly called Ye Lan to sit in his office, served tea and water, and was extremely attentive.After the incident, the principal reprimanded the male teacher privately in fear, do you know how much of our school's funds were donated by Ye Lan's mother?Your bonuses and allowances are all given by her mother!Ye Lan was ostracized and teased at this school. She is fine without suing her mother to transfer to another school. Her books were thrown away by those who didn't like her. Even I knew that those wild children were torturing her. , you don't know yet?How did you become a teacher?How do you get to know the students?Is this how you treat others with their money?Go back to me, I have to apologize to her in public tomorrow!

The child has gradually become sensible (2) So the next day, the male teacher acted as if he was upholding justice, corrected when he knew his mistakes, and scolded him in class, you guys are too much!How could he bully his classmates like this!Aren't you in a collective together?Could it be that student Ye Lan made mistakes to that extent?I wrongly blamed classmate Ye Lan yesterday, and hereby I sincerely apologize to her!At the same time, on behalf of all my classmates, I apologize to Ye Lan! Hey, hey, why are you all so dumb!Seeing the sudden silence in the class and no one answering him, he immediately said, "Hey, what's the matter, except for Ye Lan, everyone stand up for me, come with me, and apologize!"quick!Whoever doesn't stand up, I will determine who did it today...

His stupidity directly led to what happened to Ye Lan that afternoon. Before the evening self-study, the third-year students had their dinner in the small supermarket and restaurant in front of the school, and Ye Lan and Kasang were also there.A rubbish boy who had been chasing Ye Lan and was poured several scoops of cold water, was instigated by his current girlfriend, rushed into the restaurant, grabbed Ye Lan from his seat, pushed him over, and completely knocked Ye Lan down. on the ground.Before Ye Lan could react, the boy bent down and pulled her hair, and slapped her face twice.After he slapped his face, he yelled, it would be polite if I didn't take your clothes off here, damn it, fuck me if you have money...

There was a complete silence.In full view.Except for everyone who shunned the large open space wisely and watched coldly, only Kasang rushed over to block Ye Lan, biting his lip and looking at him silently. The boy pointed at her naughtily and said, "I'm suing you, it's none of your business here, so I'll give you some face, grandson, stay where you are when you're cool... Before the words finished, Kassan was silent." With a strong hand, he punched the boy on the bridge of the nose.The boy suddenly had a nosebleed. He grinned in pain and howled, and he didn't recover for a long time.He reached out to cover his nose with his hand, only to find a slap of blood—fuck—he cursed, turned around and rushed to find someone like a raging lion, and when he saw the fast food chair lying aside, he picked up a handful with one hand, Cursing and about to smash it over.Kasang stood in front of Ye Lan, and she didn't intend to get out of the way when the boy rushed over, she couldn't help closing her eyes for a moment... At this moment, several security guards at the school gate rushed over, riveting him Drag it aside.

When she opened her eyes again, the crowd had already burst into whispers.After watching the excitement, they all turned and left.Only Ye Lan was left, and fell to the ground in embarrassment. The two children stood there, looking very isolated.Kassan hurriedly helped her up.Ye Lan's white cotton skirt was rubbed dirty on the ground, her hair was also scratched, and there were striking red marks on her face.When she stood up, she suddenly saw Yijun standing in front of her. She was in a state of embarrassment, but she still looked at Yijun coldly, the coldness in her eyes forced Yijun's tears to roll out of shock.She brushed past him without a word.Kassan was beside her supporting her.After walking a long distance, Kassan turned his head and saw Yijun's back, standing there motionless. They didn't attend the evening self-study that day, and Ye Lan was surprisingly calm. She called the driver and prepared to go home. She said to Kassan, Kassan, go back to the classroom for self-study.I am going home. Kasang said worriedly, "Ye Lan, if you feel uncomfortable in your heart, you can cry, you don't have to hold on like this." Ye Lan laughed.She just said, what do you think of me, Ye Lan?Is this shit worth my tears?If I wanted to care about it, I would have beaten all those people into dumb eighteen years earlier, and it's not their turn to mess around. Kassan, I'm going back. Ye Lan came over and hugged her.Today you put such a ruthless hand on me, and you still stand in front of me... She hesitated to speak, and stopped there, not going any further.Then turned around and got into the car. Kasang stood alone in the night when the lights came on, watching Ye Lan's car go away. When Ye Lan returned home, her mother happened to be there.She asked lightly, I heard you were beaten? Yep.Ye Lan agreed in a muffled voice, and walked into the bathroom to wash her face. Do you want me to call some of their bodyguards to help you settle it?Mother's voice sounded in the living room. no need.She answered coldly in the bathroom. I think you should go to England.Don't stay here any longer. After hearing this, Ye Lan straightened up, looked at herself in the mirror, and didn't speak. back home that night 10 Back home that night, she still went to do her homework calmly.When it was time to go to bed at night, Kassan went to his parents' room and said to them, Dad, Mom, I hit a classmate at school today. Jian Sheng frowned.He asked, Kassan, what's going on. She told him the whole story, Jian Sheng fell silent, Xin He pulled her into his arms and stroked her head.Kassan, you did nothing wrong.It's just that in the future, you have to know how to protect yourself.You see, if you were injured by a stool today, how anxious and worried we would be. Kassan nodded, said goodnight to them, and went out in silence. The boy who caused trouble was soon expelled from school.And since that incident happened, Ye Lan never came to school again.Her friends seemed to breathe a sigh of relief as if a thorn in their side had been removed.Without Ye Lan, there seems to be no change in the school. A school spirit rectification meeting was held among the teachers, and the matter passed quickly. Only Yijun's figure still hovered at the door of their class from time to time, and Kasang knew that he wanted to see if Ye Lan had come to school.Because Ye Lan no longer answered his calls.From time to time, Yijun would hesitate to talk and come to Kasang to inquire about Ye Lan's news.He asked her, won't Ye Lan come again?can i go to her This boy used to look like a cheerful, free-spirited, simple boy, but since he was with Ye Lan, he may have liked her too much, his sensitive and fragile personality has been exaggerated sharply, and his whole person has completely changed.Because of his relationship with Ye Lan, many of his good friends in the past left him, and he seemed ashamed to say goodbye to his former friends, even when he met them, he bowed his head and turned a blind eye.Now at school, he is almost alone, his face is full of silent and sad expressions, he is not interested in learning, his grades are getting worse and worse, and he has become the one that teachers like to talk about when they reprimand students. This is a living example of stealing the forbidden fruit of puppy love and destroying one's future.And many people made fun of him behind his back, reaping the fruits of his own will, and it was Ye Lan's hands, he deserved it. But no one knows that the reason why he has changed so much is precisely because he loves Ye Lan from the bottom of his heart, instead of simply using it as capital to show off like other boys who chased her.Like wearing decent clothes: Look, this is my girlfriend. This boy has a sensitive personality and because he is too kind, he hurt himself deeply in the end. On the second weekend, Kasang went to Ye Lan's house to find her.When she saw Ye Lan, she couldn't help stepping up to hug her.How are you?Kassan asked her. Ye Lan still had a relaxed expression, saying, I'm fine, I'm at home, and I don't need to bother with those annoying homework anymore.She asked Ye Lan, will you never come to school again? Ye Lan looked at her and said, my mother has already contacted me with a British middle school.I'm leaving soon.Kassan. When Kassan heard the news, it was a little hard to accept.How fast? she asked. I have no idea. The two children stopped talking.Lie on the floor and look at the intricately decorated ceiling.The long silence made the room return to that kind of cold atmosphere. Their long hair is still intertwined like two vines of different colors, but their posture is lonely. Kasang asked her, Ye Lan, can you really turn a blind eye to what happened in the past three years? Ye Lan seemed to be hitting a soft spot, and didn't say a word.In the end, she just said, you are wrong, you should ask me what happened in the past nine years. Such a lonely and innocent child. Kasang understood that on Ye Lan's body, some injuries were like arrows that could not be pulled out in a festering wound, and it hurt when touched.Even if she can forgive and forget, her growth has been reversed invisibly.Even if she had tried her best to resist. Ye Lan is an indelible afterimage in Kasang's adolescence memory, and only by knowing her can he know Ye Lan's pain.She hugged Ye Lan, as if nothing had happened, the two innocent children snuggled up to each other, sleeping peacefully in the transparent sunlight divided into pieces by the white window lattices.Before the farewell song is sung, after the initial time has become a memory. Ye Lan, will you still remember me? As I said, you are my only friend.How could I forget you.she answered. Kasang told Kang Yijun that Ye Lan was about to go abroad.The boy was so sad that he didn't say a word, his face was full of disappointment. He skipped the last two classes and cycled across the city in the September heat to find her.Sweat drenched his shirt, the setting sun had already set heavily, and the blood-red color blocks were cut into pieces by the city's row upon row of tall buildings, plastering the broken sky.Amidst the huge and turbulent traffic, the boy rode for three hours before arriving at her door.He shouted at the top of the iron fence, Ye Lan.Ye Lan. She went downstairs and saw him.The young man had only one sentence, saying, Ye Lan, don't leave me, please.With a pleading expression on his face, sweat slowly ran down his handsome outline, like a teary face.Ye Lan looked at him in surprise, unable to say anything for a moment. Ye Lan, please don't leave me.He hugged her and begged repeatedly. What's wrong with you?I didn't leave you. I mean, don't go abroad, stay in Beijing, okay? It's not something I can control. Ye Lan, have you never really liked me? Kang Yijun, don't be like this, okay?Do you know that you are just fucking with yourself there, dying.Makes you and others uncomfortable. The boy suddenly knelt down for her.Ye Lan, I beg you, don't go.I like you so much, I don't know what I'll do when you're gone. At a certain moment, there was a huge shock in her heart.In the memory of this night, beside the ivy in the garden, a boy who loved her so much that he was willing to let go of his self-esteem and knelt down for her. This is the first man in his life who knelt down to her. At a dangerously young age, he was a weak boy who fell recklessly because of those turbulent, sincere and vulnerable thoughts in his heart, and was ultimately scarred.He was too brave to be vulnerable. Kang Yijun.I can't promise you, she said, but if you still want to continue to live a good life, promise me that you will never kneel down to other girls in this life.You have to remember that you are a boy, and it will be despised to waste your self-esteem on such things as pleading.If you know you can't keep her, know how to forget, and pleading is never going to work.Sorry, I just don't like you enough. He doesn't speak.After a long time, he stood up and looked at Ye Lan's calm face.In the dark the boy said, maybe you are right.Ye Lan.But one day when you love enough, your feelings will be completely different. Ye Lan, I'm leaving.goodbye.After leaving these words, he turned and left in a sad mood. The young man rode his bicycle, and the back of his white shirt gradually disappeared into the dim street lights, like a choked longing, which was finally forgotten in the depths of the years.