Chapter 9 Topic: Gravity

[one] The things that make you sad in your age.like-- There are no drawers for Doraemon.My out-of-print limited edition dad.All function theorems are entangled with each other.Some people and things are scattered with the wind and clouds, and there is no reason to remember them again.Chilblains are red and itchy.Summer sneakers smell like bioweapons.Accidentally spit in front of handsome guy.A secret love ends here.In the 800-meter sports test, I ran until I saw my late grandfather waving at me on the other side of the Wangchuan River, "Come here, come here, Luozi".Went to a restaurant to eat but couldn't wait for a table to be available.On the road, he encountered the God of Plague who was in charge of "getting fat". ...God of plague go away!

Or, look back today and find that there are no other great feats that can be recalled except eating eleven loaves in one sitting.And the past is submerged in these trivial and ordinary things, only the warm sunlight stretching in the horizon, like a ball of cotton wool swells with water in the chest cavity.I was dozing off on the balcony full of brains, and a line of ants passed the corner of the wall, and then disappeared. As small as a drop of foam, the long pile is piled up in the wind.Half were blown away.There is still half.Landing on the folds of the skin, we are at last small and ordinary beings, affected by the slight wind, fluttering our feathered wings.Our insignificance is the insignificance that my father couldn't see when he waved the handkerchief vigorously when the plane passed overhead.A drop of dew in the forest, a grain of powder on the scales of a butterfly.

Or like the earth suspended in the universe, engulfed in huge darkness and sporadic light spots.Except for ourselves, perhaps no one has ever known that there is such a slowly turning planet, the waves are blue, and the land is brown.Aliens driving a flying saucer just turn around and talk to their companions, and they will miss it. [two] After Baby Annie completely rectified the name of Cancer, this unlucky constellation ranked last in "Saint Seiya" has since become a fierce, gloomy and seductive endorsement.From then on, Dismatic could hold his head upright and be a man, without foaming at the mouth as a gesture of grievance.

Divinating various types of people with horoscopes, birthdays, and blood types may never get a strong theoretical support.However, people are still willing to entrust part of their lives to everything that cannot be said in the dark.Divide the crowd one by one and mark the characteristics of their group.Just as with the small familiarity of the sky and the confusion of the vastness, he firmly said that "Taurus is characterized by stubbornness, motherhood and greed"! ... slander, utter slander!Taurus is completely the embodiment of beauty, the spokesperson of wisdom, the symbol of wealth!

Debates go on all the time.My unlucky Cancer friend and I turned on each other with ice cream in our hands.When they stopped, the two had already walked three or four roads, the shade of the trees spread out to both sides, and the lights of the city ended behind them like a flood.A few construction trucks dragging lime cement slammed past with a loud bang.The air is filled with the smell of dust, which is absorbed by the fishy smell of plants. look up.clean day.You need to squint your eyes to tell.One of the most prominent constellations in the northern hemisphere winter night sky.Taurus. On the sky, there were just a few silver-white nails knocked in casually.Yet we play the game of connecting strokes with an infinite romantic spirit.So it is nothing more than a few stars or nebulae of different distances, or it can also be said that it is a white bull that Zeus turned into to seduce the Phoenician princess.

its horns. its eyes. hooves. A distant distant planet. The famous Pleiades star cluster.The first-magnitude star named Aldebaran is its angry right eye.It is said that it can be seen directly with the naked eye.Orange.It is a rare bright star in the sky.And despite being rare, it's 68 light-years away.The eye of Taurus 68 light years away.If it can see me.Too bad it's only seen by me.I am the little man on the earth that runs between its plans. What stubbornness, what motherhood and greedy desires.You can see it all.Although light doesn't travel that fast, because it can't travel in such a cosmic space, and its journey is too long, so what you can see is me hundreds of millions of billions of years later.

Hundreds of millions, billions of years later, I am aimless and aimless, and I firmly don't believe in the so-called astrology, but I can't help but test the fortune-telling questions behind the magazine on the tram.Chattering in the face of depression.Dormant in a corner with a philosophy of ordinary people.Thinking I could do better, only to be helplessly angry.Every little thing is in the heart, and the big things have to be chopped up like winter into fine flakes to accumulate.The air at night seems to have toxins invading the lung cavity, and there are blurred lights on the side of the road that cast shadows.

Pretend to look around with irritable eyes as if nothing had happened.Left and right, the end of the ground.And heaven. Aldebaran and Pleiades star cluster, M1 Crab Nebula.They are 65 light-years, 400 light-years, and 6500 light-years away from themselves. "Hello. How are you-" [three] The universe is like a hoax. I learned for the first time from books a long time ago that the stars we see are already what they looked like billions of years ago.At that time, I was shocked for a while based on my shallow scientific foundation. "Nonsense! You lied to me!" I didn't mean to lie to you on purpose.

It’s just that light from each planet takes years, decades, hundreds of thousands of years, billions of years to reach your world.This is what you see.But we can't blame the light.It went straight all the way, neither drinking water nor stopping its eyes, nor glancing at the nebula around it.Through the vast universe with pen to admirable determination.All "now" becomes "before" after it has passed, a letter has been sent for so many years, until the sender is no longer what it was before, and it has grown until it slowly shrinks and deforms in the cold silence of the universe. light, or explode into fiery fragments.But you can still receive its tender "How are you, I'm fine today" starlight in your hand.

There are still stars in the sky. I can't help but feel that the universe is a hoax.We are whitewashed in a time-displaced peace.This kind of drama may only appear on TV that makes people cry.But it will also exist in the boundless space, infinite and countless. An independent animator named Makoto Xinghai has filmed such overhead works.Although the background is science fiction, the story is still love.Girls and boys are separated into two places.What kind of two places do not meet each other after driving for more than ten hours on the Beijing-Shanghai line, nor do they meet each other after flying over the clouds and then descending.It takes eight years for a mobile phone message to be received by the other party. Of course, we don't need to investigate the setting of this animation, such as "Why can mobile phone messages travel through the universe" and other unrefined questions.It was a mobile phone message she sent when she was 16 years old. It finally reached the boy's mobile phone on a rainy and snowy evening, flashing, playing music, and prompting "You have new news".It was 8 years later, the 24-year-old him and his own planet.

The next one is the reply that the 24-year-old him and the 32-year-old she saw on another planet.Waiting does not exist for the universe. This corner and that corner in the vast darkness. Eight years later, you see what you said eight years ago. 8 years of waiting is so insignificant in the universe.But it was already a long gap between 16, 24, and 32. This is the time that is strongly despised by the universe, and the people who are strongly despised by time, the dialogue between different planets.Too faint to be worth mentioning.Few words can describe such a light weight. The universe is full of tender and cruel lies.And they are just as insignificant as a speck of dust, where the light becomes weak, the sound ceases to exist, and where there is no air, many things will be immortal.Here "forever" is a permanent topic, and "now" is like a joke. [Four] The school removed the last two classes on Wednesday afternoon as popular science education.Students from several classes crowded into the sixth floor of the No. 1 Center Building, which is said to be called the Theater or something.Forget it, there is no need to stick to such details.I caught a glimpse of someone sneaking away when I was queuing to set off. After all, the "science popularization content" filled with a small leg bone of ancient humans is really unattractive to high school students-"Hey, I have leg bones, and what Prettier than him!" After entering the door, I found a circular hall.Perfect circle.it's wired.It turns out that there are really many places in the school that we have never been to... It's scary >0<! Everyone pick a seat and sit down.Then the door closed, and after a second of darkness, lights came on in the hall.Someone joked about "concentration camp execution", the teacher stared, and the surroundings secretly laughed.Only then did I see clearly whether the wall was covered with red velvet or something else, it was dark, completely darkened in the corner.Like an extraordinary theater.Then on the circular zenith, lights were turned on. It is a simulated starry sky.The crowd fell silent. Nah.Hey stars. It's fake. It wasn't until the well-spoken explanation sounded from all around that the previous commotion was slightly suppressed.The sky above the head rotates slowly.sun.moon.Earth.Mars.Mercury.Venus.Saturn... the outermost Pluto is like a lonely child.Outside the atmosphere, the space from blue to black is suspended alone, and the planets will not fall, they rotate freely.lap.two laps.How many years have passed. The figure becomes dizzy below.With the blurred transformation of light and shadow, it tends to a subtle place. Whether it is an optical image or a projected movie, children don’t need to think about these unaesthetic terms.Although everyone knew that this was a rough imitation, they were still quietly suppressed under this narrow sky.The nameless feelings we cherished in our hearts melted quickly here, every cell was soaked in it, and the lingering voice wrote down the testimonials. Does that count as stargazing with you? There are young and slight breaths floating in the air, and they gather together to make a sound.Weave into the texture of your skin and discover those romantic knots that are still intact.Although buried in the depths, there is still a greedy yearning for all this that cannot be stopped.I know your approximate location, three or four rows back, on the right hand side.Like the earth, you don’t need to look at it, but you know where the moon is—tsk tsk.It's not often that you get the chance to look at the stars with you.Maybe it will feel like a somewhat artificial and stupid behavior.But at last we rolled our eyes and parted our lips beneath the galaxies, assuming giant planets were turning overhead.Hope you will remember the moment when its time coincided with ours, when it turned on us with the eye of the great storm. Jupiter is slowly changing. The narration continues. The time is four fifteen in the afternoon. I silently watch you in the universe. [Fives] In addition, the more direct astronomical activities I came into contact with while studying were probably the "Leonid meteor shower" that was the last to release pigeons for two consecutive years. In the first year, the momentum was particularly huge, and the media predicted that this time it would be the largest epidemic rain in history. It is said that there will be as many as one per second during peak hours.And released many simulation effect photos.On the screen, there are shooting stars falling straight down like a torrential rain, which is comparable to the fireworks display during the National Day, occupying most of the field of vision.All expectations rushed to the highest value under the push of each other. --This is the spectacle that can't be asked for.You can make hundreds of wishes in one breath, you are so beautiful! However, the clouds were extremely thick that night, accompanied by a sign of rain tomorrow, and the sky was a vague red bean paste.There were no stars to be seen, not even the moon.Many people secretly imagine that it doesn't matter, the meteor shower is so spectacular, it must pass through the clouds and set off under the curtain like a waterfall. The boarding high school has given a generous relaxation policy. The lights are not turned off that night, and students are allowed to leave the dormitory and go to the rooftop in the middle of the night.So everyone was excited in the cold night, setting the alarm clock in order to wake up at two o'clock in the morning and make a wish on the shooting star.I slept through the covers and my feet were cold.Just lift the quilt and get up. Blurred tree shadows on a winter night.There was a lot of white gas on the window glass.The lights in the dormitory building were brightly lit, and the sound of music playing could be heard from room to room. "Flying light".Or "Mohuraka".On the roof stood a man wrapped in a blanket.It is rare for the canteen to stay open all night, and some boys ate beef brisket noodles.The voice sighed. I can't remember exactly what I was doing at the time.It seems that it is just to put on an excited and busy look, going back and forth between the dormitories, showing a look of joy.Or walking up to the top floor again and again, the tired and excited faces are blurred under the night.The aroma of instant noodles is very direct.I folded my arms and stamped my feet in it to drive away the cold.I saw the same figure on the rooftop of the male dormitory opposite, waving towards this side.We or they are like tiny dots dissolved in red bean sugar water. As for the shooting star, I only heard someone exclaiming "one!"Complete and boundless.Clouds are just a few feet away. In fact, you should see a few meteors at four o'clock.But far from as exciting as imagined.What a bright and fast.It just disappeared as quickly as someone's pencil thin line flicked across.Light to extreme color, short trail.More on the clouds, we are the seeds under the soil Can't break free.Therefore, the wishes made did not come true. It's just that, compared to seeing the heroic meteor shower, it meant more to me at that time, perhaps it was an unusual night.When the fog came down with dawn, hundreds of meteors had burned away and we hadn't woken up yet. [six] The ambition I set up in elementary school was to "be an astronomer". Under the current situation, I can completely beat him with a single sentence: "If you are an astronomer, you may not be able to buy a complete set of Clinique cosmetics"--or maybe I underestimated astronomy too much The economic capacity of the family?In short, when myopia gradually deepens due to busyness, I no longer have the original innocent pride. When I was young, I didn't have to think too much about what to do, and I had no future choices or responsibilities.All it takes is a little imagination, a little excitement, a little theoretical basis, and a little motivation—"Astronomers just look at the stars, and I want to name the one I discovered after my father's name!... For my mother, it depends on the situation!" " Dad may not see his star anymore.And I bring a little bit of redshift knowledge and black hole theory in my head to use it to pretend to be a tiger in front of elementary school students.In fact, because of my slight myopia, even the Big Dipper and Orion in the sky are still indistinguishable.Stars are holes through which light passes.The only difference is whether the branch that pierces it is big or small. But a long time ago, I was so idle that I just fell asleep every day, sitting on a sofa with broken sponges and reading various astronomy-related books.It is often easy to understand, running through the essence similar to "One Hundred Thousand Whys".Surprisingly, he was able to leave a place for Pulsar besides Xiao Huanxiong's crispy noodles and shredded radish snacks.A child's heart is filled with great awe of the universe out of ignorance.And when there is no way to express and implement it, it gradually deposits premature romanticism towards the heart.Then put the plum core after eating to look like the entire solar system.Although it is still a little wet and disgusting, my mother will definitely not admit that this is a type of celestial body, but after all, those substances that exist in distant places and involve the origin and end of everything, for me who commute to school and home every day, There are endless magical fantasies. Of course, I will not fantasize about "discovering an asteroid will hit the earth"; "Let me destroy it"; "Scared, Comrade Luoluo, you still have family members, this mission is too dangerous"; "It's okay, please The organization believes in me"; "This, you..."; "For the beautiful blue homeland, I am willing to sacrifice myself"; "Here we see the last picture of Comrade Luo Luo, who is responsible for the destiny of mankind, setting off to the universe. Her parents Proud of shedding tears, please pray for her, for all of us..." Probably because I watched too many Hollywood movies or Japanese anime. It is said that astronomy can cultivate people's low self-esteem.Maybe.But for me, it is more of a kind of emotion that has no sustenance, just like the famous science writer Sagan once wrote sadly when referring to the "Voyager", maybe one day until all human beings are extinct, This spacecraft is still traveling in the vast space.Or he said in another book that the earth is just a small blue spot almost submerged in the sun's rays in the photos taken by the "Voyager" flying beyond Neptune and looking back, more than a blemish. Be tiny.That's where I am. Hello.I'm serious.Not moaning for nothing.Not unfounded.It's just flying into the vast universe, lost after being continuously torn by fear and shock.Miraculously, this doesn't have any conflict with the loss I feel when I can't buy a McDonald's meal.We have found a balance between big and small. But I didn't think so much about my dream of being an astronomer when I was a child.Full of curiosity, I haven't been able to find a position called "sadness" to check.It just hangs in vain, leaving it to solidify into amber in the future.Maybe a little planet will be wrapped in it.The spiral rotates, surrounded by beautiful purple nebula like cotton wool.But in fact, I have never even been to the nearest Sheshan Observatory, and I will not make up my mind to buy a high-magnification astronomical telescope. Jump down.But in the end, the things I remembered when I was a child are still kept in my heart. Although there is almost no chance to be mentioned again, I can still remember muttering: The universe was formed after a big bang. Saturn is so dense that it can float on water. Sirius is actually a binary star system.The companion star is a white dwarf. There are about seven billion billion billion stars in the universe. I'm on a planet seven billion billion billion billion away.There is only gravity under your feet. Well, maybe this can be regarded as a little sad thing for me.