Chapter 30 [Third Topics] Terminator and Mendelssohn's new love affair

"Terminator Xiaolei" - this is her new phone screensaver.She read this sentence repeatedly, pondered it in her heart, and felt full of pleasure, she wanted to be his final fantasy. Her car looks very ordinary, with four wheels, a steering wheel, and a lot of cigarette smell in the car, mixed with the smell of perfume.She sat in the small space, listening to Mendelssohn on the record player. In fact, she doesn't understand classical music at all, and has always wanted to get started, but later recalled that she distinguishes classical music from different scenes of sexual intercourse.For example, this professor is Mendelssohn.

Before that she had let go of rock and roll.She likes radio heads, and she likes REM. Mendelssohn excited her more and more. And the source of her strength comes from Professor Feng's tenderness.She fell in love with him.Just like the little prince fell in love with that bouquet of roses. The image of the professor in her memory was repeatedly recalled and praised.For example, when she praised his hair, he didn’t mean to wither in his forties. It was full of vitality. The year-old has not been blackened by the smoke oil, and is as bright as new; another example is that she praised his professor's figure with infinite style and convincing inner strength.

That thin and long professor gave her endless beauty.Let her not stop her happiness and excitement on the highway back.She suddenly felt that such a long search was finally coming to an end.It can be regarded as complete and satisfying. She thought that when she returned to F City, she would go shopping in the shopping malls, and in the spring when the winter had receded, she had to dress up decently without losing her style, so that she could match him. The weather is getting warmer, and unknowingly, girls with bare calves and kilts appear in the market. Lesbian parked the car, sat on a high step near the hospital, and smoked a cigarette.Sent a text to my husband.The reply was quick, saying that there was no operation and that he was preparing to go home from the hospital.They agreed to have lunch together.

The husband is very nice, but not good at expressing.Some people think that men who are not good at expressing are more romantic, but lesbian's experience is just the opposite. She thinks that if he is too gentle, he will be too neglectful. She felt that her wonderful emotions were wasted by his meekness, especially her passion. All kinds of women need a man to pet them.Whether it is true love or not, petting is the most flattering thing.Is not it? Lesbian knew that what she wanted was the passion in marriage. Although the two words "marriage" and "passion" sounded incompatible, and even somewhat contradictory, she still decided not to turn back.

What encourages her is the letter that is always with her today, as well as those pictures full of beautiful memories. Sitting in the dining room waiting for her husband, Lesbian recalled the minutiae of their time together.In her place, he is not a familiar person, that kind of breath is very old, like the kind of wind that blows in childhood, gentle and ironic but not always there. His skin is very fair, and it looks like the kind of unreal whiteness caused by working in the hospital for a long time.I like to wear trench coats in winter, which are double-breasted khaki woolen ones.He is picky and a bit of a clean freak.The taste of food is relatively light, and I like to drink milk.His clothes are very expensive, but they have been worn for a long time, and they never seem to be out of date.

His hands are always cold, he has single eyelids, small eyes, and the bridge of his nose looks like a European, tall and bulging.He was still very young, only twenty-seven. When they were together, they seldom made out, even when they were just married.They rarely talk about sex. The two met and felt suitable, so they decided to get married. Before getting married, they didn't know each other too much. A few potlucks, a few movies, a few kisses. Being able to get married is actually not surprising.He is a family-oriented person, hoping to have a wife and children, looking forward to the beauty of his old age, no more endless knives, and the smell of Lysol all over his body.The lace edge is romantic in a mess.Marriage is just a way of falling in love with her.Since marriage is the way to get all of this man, then marriage is a part of the formality.

A man has very little desire, and sometimes she suspects that he has a woman outside.And every time he called his hospital, he was indeed at work.She once asked Ai Chengge to help her investigate in the hospital, all the patients in their department, especially the chronic patients, were there any women who might hook up with him. Her high school classmate Ai Chengge is her husband's colleague and best friend with her. He will not deceive her on such a big issue. According to Ai Chengge's observation, Fang Shizi, the husband of Lesbian, has no problems.People are born and people die every day, and it is extremely busy.Treating patients, he is a good doctor who loves to talk and laugh.Many female patients fell in love with him, nurses and so on, so many fell in love with him, there must be someone with good conditions, but he didn't move.

Lesbian thinks that men are made up of desires, and she doesn't believe that there are such pure-hearted people. Their acquaintance was interesting and, in her opinion, deeply romantic. A long time ago, she published a novel. In that novel, she made an infinite variety of guesses about the whereabouts of the soul after death, and listed them one by one, thinking jumping without losing order.The book was serious and funny, but definitely not a bestseller. Fang Shizi is her reader, and even participated in the only book signing held by her.That day, the gate of the book city was full of people, because a pop singer's signing event was held at the same time in front of the audio counter next to it.

No one patronizes her here.She was lying on the table, such a thing was too embarrassing and helpless. I thought that if I was idle, I would be idle, so I might as well sneak in and see the female singer who signed the sale next to me.I heard that who is that guy and who's Xiao Ping is totally tone deaf, and with his extraordinary skills in bed, he's become popular in the media. Her gossip spirit can no longer let her sit in a corner.She got up from the table and walked towards the group of people.When she was about to see Xiao Ping, someone patted her on the shoulder from behind.Looking back, it was Ai Chengge.

Ai Chengge is accompanied by a little boy, his eyes are full of tenderness, his crew cut, shirt, and jeans are impeccable. Ai Chengge introduced that this is Fang Shizi, your loyal reader, and also my colleague, a senior doctor, who is the same age as me, but a few worlds better than me... Ai Chengge is a talker. Fang Shizi took out the unpopular book she wrote from his backpack, and offered her to sign it with both hands. Lesbian: "Are you serious?!" Fang Shizi: "I like your book. I read it many times." Lesbian blushed: "Oh? Then do you see anything special?"

Fang Shizi: "You should be a person full of infinite possibilities, and you are very positive, and you write death so that people are full of expectations." Lesbian: "Thank you!" Fang Shizi: "Let's sign it." Lesbian held the book handed over by Fang Shizi in her arms, kissed it, and handed it to him again: "Here, if the autograph is boring, let me give you this!" Ai Chengge, who was on the sidelines, was about to faint and die for a while, thinking: A writer is a writer, with strange shapes everywhere, and not taking the usual path. And Fang Shizi was Fang Shizi, he didn't make a fuss, and he didn't faint to death in disappointment.Instead, he put away the book she handed over and muttered, "Death is really worth looking forward to more and more." Lesbian: "You're a doctor, it's better not to expect death." Fang Shizi: "Then I'll look forward to other things instead!" Lesbian: "Like?" Fang Shizi: "Like looking forward to having lunch together." Ai Chengge saw the unexpected development of the situation, and hurriedly shot the arrow: "Hey, you can't be ungrateful. I'm Yuelao. It's a bit unreasonable not to take me with you today. When you go out alone in the future, leave me alone, and I will take care of you." When it's gone." The three laughed and had lunch together. The food that day was delicious. They were married shortly thereafter, but not to anyone's surprise.For example, Ai Chengge thinks this is surprisingly normal.It's just that he is also worried about the quality of their marriage.After all, they are very busy at work, and Lesbian is a big idler. Although Ai Chengge hadn't consulted Fang Shizi's opinion on his concerns, the facts proved that he was extremely correct. Because of the busy schedule, it would be nice if Lesbian and Fang Shizi could share the same bed twice a week. And their eroticism is very different, which is only discovered after marriage. She likes to be intense, and foreplays that are too lengthy make her almost out of breath. Fang Shizi likes to touch, and uses the small elbow of his arm to gently walk around her whole body, from top to bottom, from left to right.Slowly he can get excited.When we first got together, Lesbian was still willing to wait.But each time was so long apart, and she was so hungry, she was fed up with his slow heat. So in order to annoy him, she pretended to be asleep while he was touching her.She closed her eyes and listened to Fang Shizi's movements.He would look down at her in the dim light, and then give her a little push.When he found out that he was really asleep, he would go down to the ground and pour a glass of water to moisten his throat, then change into a pair of clean underwear, and finally climbed into bed, put her arm on his belly, and fell asleep peacefully in a short while. So she knows, he doesn't like sex.Or maybe he has a completely different style of sex than she does. At the beginning of the elopement, she felt guilty. But she met more and more men, and heard more and more sweet talk.She gradually lost herself in those sweet words.Although she clearly knew that those men were bad and mean, she still wanted to be a princess and a queen. No woman would want to be spoiled by men. After disappearing for several days, Fang Shizi had already noticed her problem.He secretly felt that he didn't take good care of her enough, and that he neglected her because of his busy schedule, so she went out to find a man.He's not afraid, he can wait until she gets bored of playing. But the situation got worse and worse, and she spent more and more time away from home.Fang Shizi is also a man, and there will be times when he can't bear it.The first is to reject her physically and not want to make out with her anymore.Secondly, spiritually, I feel that this writer's wife has returned to the nature of a writer.In his view, a writer is someone who is particularly attached to the world of mortals. In fact, Fang Shizi is a strange person.Isn't it? He loves lesbians. It can also be said that he is a nostalgic person. He fell in love with lesbians on the day of the signing. He got married just because of that encounter and expected her to change her mind. Now Fang Shizi is waiting, the prodigal son will turn around or... Lao Yan split up?