Chapter 16 [Shilu] No effort, beyond recognition

During the days when Sai Ning was not around, Yang Zuoluo watched one foreign movie after another. This morning, after waking up, he watched a movie about a love story between a robot and a human.He was completely moved, and suddenly a kind of power sprouted in his chest, that is, the power of love.He thought: Even robots can fall in love with humans, and they are extremely steadfast, so how can the love between me and Sai Ning fall by the wayside without any effort?Absolutely not like this, everything is changing and changing, and it depends on human effort. He watched a movie and smoked a cigarette.At this time, he felt a person standing beside him, the breath was familiar to him, and the person himself lit a cigarette.Yang Zuoluo turned his face to look at the people around him.

It's Senin. His blood stasis.Only then did I realize how much I missed her.Pulling Senin violently into his arms, he put his nose against her neck and gently smelled her breath.Senin was motionless in his arms, like a dying rabbit being held in the mouth of an eagle. Soon, Yang Zuoluo found that she was still having a fever and her body was boiling hot. He held her face with his hands and looked at her.He saw that she was thinner again, but her eyes were still so piercing.He kissed her lips frantically and sucked her tongue.Senin was limp and powerless, just letting him comfort and attack.

"You still have a fever! You promised me to take good care of yourself!" "It's too cold and I haven't slept well." "It's all my fault for not going back with you." "Oh, no, I don't blame you, it's because I am too weak, and I can't help but love viruses." "Then..." Of course he wanted her to stay at the Pearl Hotel, but he felt that their relationship had become very strange now, and he didn't know what she was thinking. It was unwise to ask her to stay overnight, so he continued: "Then I'll take you home, you need a good rest!"

Senin paused, her head was heavy, but her body was light: "Well, I just wanted to talk to you." After she finished speaking, Yang Zuoluo realized that the conversation he had waited for so many days was nothing but a sentence.In front of Ser Nin, he completely lost the right to take the initiative, appearing passive and innocent. He was suddenly afraid of talking to Sai Ning, but he was worried about her, and he had thousands of feelings in his heart, which he held in his chest, but he still suppressed it. What kind of person is Yang Zuoluo in Senin's eyes?He is the kind of person who is easily moved by anything, whether it is a scene, a word, a person, an event, a song or a pure coincidence, he can be so moved that he forgets the old pain and starts to worship new pain.

In fact, people with such a personality are easy to be happy and grateful, and will not feel dissatisfied and unhappy.Senin also thought secretly that his personality is invincible, and no matter how big the pain is, it can be easily resolved. Actually, is Senin right? They took a car back to Senin's residence.There were some clothes and daily necessities strewn about in the room, and there were a few dark sweaters on the checked suitcases, which were obviously not finished. Turn on the electric heater and adjust it to 29 degrees.After a while the small room warmed up. Yang Zuoluo poured warm water for Sai Ning, found antipyretic medicine, and fed her.She was too weak to talk, and he just didn't want to hear her.

If you are unfeeling and say something that is not acceptable, that would be bad!This is Yang Zuoluo's mentality. His spirit of muddling along is like a primary school student who is afraid of exams.As everyone knows, exams are unavoidable, and what should come will always come by appointment.Escape is always temporary. Yang Zuoluo suppressed the desire all over his body, and watched Sai Ning fall asleep.I just kissed her warm neck and her increasingly thinning collarbone. Senin fell asleep after a while.He got up and tidied up the room.Throwing all the dirty clothes in the suitcase into the washing machine, and a coat that smelled heavily of cigarettes and perfume, he was about to take it downstairs and take it to the dry cleaners.

He went downstairs to the dry cleaner to deliver the clothes, and bought a bunch of gerbera along the way and put them in a vase.Then call someone to bring a bucket of mineralized water to the water dispenser.I washed the clothes in the washing machine, removed the floating soil in the room, wiped the floor, and changed the curtains... It was getting dark when we were busy.After drying the clean curtains, she walked into the room and found that Sai Ning had already woken up. She looked at Yang Zuoluo with a helpless expression, and Yang Zuoluo found out after observing that it was the loud noise from the next door that woke her up.

She straightened up and sat on the bed, listening to the chase on the other side of the wall with some frustration. Sai Ning: "Block D is always like this. It always changes patterns. In the past, it played loud rock and roll, but now it's symphony and chasing and playing!" She stared at the wall haggardly, and then stroked herself back with her hands to suppress the chaos. s hair. Yang Zuoluo: "Does this kind of sound last for a long time?" Sai Ning: "Probably not, everyone will be tired after such a toss, and they are not too young. It's time to go to bed after a while."

Yang Zuoluo: "Then let's not disturb other people's happiness. You just take advantage of this time to eat something and then go to bed." Senin smiled: "Have you prepared something delicious for me?" Yang Zuoluo: "Egg soup. I bought sesame oil, raw eggs, and ham. Do you want to try it?" He took the custard sprinkled with diced ham to the head of the bed, and there was still loud chasing and classical music from Mendelssohn, Bach, or Charlotte from the next door, coming fiercely.But the custard is so soft, like a sweetheart, like a love in memory. While eating the custard, Senin's tears fell.Thinking back to the old days again.

The boy, dressed in neat clothes and a white shirt, sat across from her.They are used to sitting in the most inconspicuous seats at the end of the cafeteria. Lunch is eaten in exchange, and grabbing the other party's lunch box is a daily compulsory homework.Boys know that girls love egg custard, and a thick layer of ham sausage is sprinkled on top.Girls will ask their skillful mothers to make fried chicken with celery and broccoli, which are boys' favorite food. The taste has never been missed, and happiness has never changed its taste... The tears shed because of memories made Yang Zuoluo misunderstand.He thought it was his custard that moved Senin, or that Senin had renewed his nostalgia for him because of his meticulous care...Anyway, this optimist accepted Senin's tears with a good feeling.

Whenever he is touched, he thinks of dedicating. Once he dedicates, he doesn’t ask for anything in return. If he doesn’t ask for anything in return, he’s lying. Once the nonsense is shattered, he starts to hate the risks of the past. Once he hates the memory, he starts to destroy the memory. Once he forgets the old things that move him I began to blame myself for not being strong enough... He understands that he has such a mood, so when doing things, he is more willing to give a lot of emotion and energy, so as not to increase his self-blame in the future. Regret knows no bounds.How necessary it is to minimize endless regrets in a limited life! Block D. Lesbian with a college professor. When Yang Zuoluo went to the laundry to deliver the laundry in the afternoon, he saw the two of them. He was shocked that this guy actually changed men again, and his gaudy smile remained the same. Seeing that there was nothing wrong or embarrassing about him, he graciously introduced the university professor next to him as her new boyfriend. Yang Zuoluo was annoyed by her, and couldn't accept such an open and even dissolute life.But he did feel that she herself was very involved in Lesbian.Every move of hand, every shot of foot, has a good appearance. She had dedicated her love sincerely, he felt a little sad when he saw her like this, the professor's expression was weakened to the point of negligibility in his memory.Why!Or colorful love, how can it last? The two greeted each other politely and invited him to come and play at home.The professor must be in his 40s, with a refined manner.The lace side also wore a cheongsam to match his elegance. Miraculously, there was no fat on her lower abdomen, and her legs were also good-looking. She held his arm, and from a distance, she looked like a man and woman married by intellectuals, quiet and romantic. But at this moment in seat D, they played the symphony, just to cover up their passion.He started chasing her from the middle hall, she ran ahead, was chased to the bedroom, pushed open the balcony door to escape, and ran back to the middle hall through the balconies of the two rooms... Their voices are loud, mixed in with the symphony.Joyful and obscene laughter floated among the buildings.The women were eventually caught on the sofa, and they were all fine and not panting.The chase stops, and only the sound of the symphony echoes abruptly. The professor skillfully unbuttoned her and took off her tight grape purple cheongsam.The lace is not beautiful but beautiful. She has straight bangs. She is wearing a bra, black fishnet socks, and black leather boots that reach her knees. Every man who sees such a body will not abandon her, just like This professor, besides, he is about to get to know her. He kissed her mouth, a little messy, very hard, kissed her ears, neck, collarbone... and then took off her boots, and kissed her feet.Her socks were torn, the lipstick on her lips stained the collar of his shirt, her bangs were messed up, and her eyes were blurred.She began to laugh, and the laughter echoed through the symphony. The laughter made Yang Zuoluo next door feel elated, and he didn't even care about the hungry Sai Ning. He hugged her to the bed, but Sai Ning didn't resist.