Chapter 7 [VII] Singing is the real thing

The Pearl Hotel is closed on Wednesday, and some people who like movies get together to hold a party.Let's talk about some topics related to movies, such as the unsatisfactory ending of a certain movie, such as opening a special topic about a certain movie star's gossip, or doing poster appreciation... This Wednesday, Yang Zuoluo was still in a depressed mood, he didn't show any signs of color, and he didn't expect to be infected by someone on Par.He was dressed in smoky gray clothes, half reclining on the reclining chair, it seemed that all the visitors were very excited, but he was the only one.

It looks like no one can save it.He heard a few people in the back row talking about the strange dream he had last night, and he was about to fall asleep when he heard it, and had an equally strange dream. Now it seems that only through dreams can he have some unexpected surprises.As if dreaming was the real thing. The theme of today's party is "Film Music".I called early to invite a little singer.It is rumored in the circle that this little singer can sing many movie theme songs. The party has started, and the little singer is late.Everyone sat in their seats and waited while watching a movie.The sound of gnawing popcorn and swallowing beer came and went, with a strong human touch.

A girl appeared at the entrance with a guitar on her back, wearing jeans, a T-shirt, and canvas shoes, and holding a black woolen trench coat in her arms.In the dark light, it can be seen that her figure is well-proportioned and her hair looks very short. She walked in from the entrance, walking very fast, and the guitar in the strap bumped into the chairs of the audience from time to time, making a thick sound.After a while, everyone's attention was focused on her, and she was still walking briskly.Yang Zuoluo was woken up by the people in the back row, pointing at the girl who entered later, he slouched over to ask about the situation.

"I'm the shopkeeper here. Excuse me, miss, are you..." "My name is Sai Ning. Sai is a loss, Ning is peaceful. Today is the movie par, right? Someone asked me to sing, ah... Am I ridiculously late?? I got up late, I was on the alarm clock, But they didn't call me... Ah, is Par already over?? Why is everyone watching a movie? Do you know about this?" Yang Zuoluo could see her face clearly. Her nose was straight and straight, her lips were a little thick, her eyes were wet and black, and there was a mole below her. She was not tall and had a thin body.She even had a black crew cut.Yang Zuoluo thought: Girls in such clothes like to make mistakes.They are always very simple, but also very confused.Confused people are usually confused, and confused people are usually prone to making mistakes.

"Ah... I know about this, I called you. Don't worry, our movie par here is to watch the movie first and then do activities. You can sit here and smoke a cigarette. This movie is almost over. Later you can sing any movie theme song you like." Senin sat beside him, staring at the screen intently.He offers cigarettes, but she refuses.Today is "Swallowtail Butterfly", the movie ended, Sai Ning stepped forward, and the lights were brightly lit.She sat in a chair and sang "The South Sea Girl" by Charago in "Swallowtail Butterfly."Although this is not her favorite song, she chose to sing it to match the theme of the movie.

Sitting, playing guitar, eyes slightly closed.The voice is like a girl, the shape of the lips changes very little, so lazy and innocent girl from the South China Sea.Yang Zuoluo felt that her voice seemed to come out of a certain corner of her body.All eyes were on her short hair and special voice.Just like a wronged child who stubbornly chooses to leave because he is not used to a certain way of an adult, he will only sing the song on the road. Yang Zuoluo didn't expect this weird girl to know how to sing so well, Wei Wei and Margaret also stopped talking and stared at Senin. At the end of the song, the audience applauded enthusiastically.Yang Zuoluo fell into the obsession with the voice, and secretly speculated: She must be the kind of woman who wants to dye her hair black until it is unreal.Because when she walked, her eyes didn't move, her expression was firm... Thinking about it, she even forgot to go on stage to host the party.Sai Ning waited for a while, then stood up again, looked around, and found that no one answered her, but calmly and calmly, he announced the scene and acted as the host.

Senin: "When the store owner called me, he asked me to sing two songs. The second song has nothing to do with the movie. It is called "Rada". It is what I want to say to a friend, and I hope everyone like." Yang Zuoluo felt that Sai Ning's song was sung for Lada, as if to comfort her and tell her not to be sad. Life is bright, so springtime should not be wasted. At the end of the song, her radiance and comfort were all over, and there was a drop of tear on her face, and her heart must have collapsed.Yang Zuoluo stared intently, dumbfounded. Wei Wei noticed that Yang Zuoluo was motionless and was left cold, so he went up to make up for the stage.She stood next to Senin.

Wei Wei: "Your song is so beautiful. Thank you for coming today and moving us." Senin: "You're welcome." Everyone applauded again. After the party was over, Senin chewed bubble gum, put on his coat, and left with his guitar on his back. Yang Zuoluo wrapped himself in a cotton padded jacket, mustered up his courage, and finally walked over. "Senin, can we talk?" "What are you talking about?" "Well... I hope you can come to play often in the future." "it is good." Yang Zuoluo is always shy.Over the years, only met little Mag, he is mature and stable.In addition, he became more and more confused and couldn't grasp the proportions, but he had never been in a mess.He also doesn't fully comprehend what he's doing.So the problem comes down to this era and girls.

He lamented that girls nowadays are getting more and more troublesome, and they seem to never return to the era when Mag was still called Mag.Girls in that era were as shy and lovable as Mag.They will watch a fish with relish until they are sure that the fish is too tired to swim and can't bear to watch any more.Only then will the attention be shifted to some smaller links.They usually dress well, don’t like pretending to be monsters and eating bubble gum, and they all have the concept of obedience to their husbands, and they believe that the indoctrination of grandma and many old people is better than the truth.It's hard to resist a tall, dark-skinned man like Zoro Yang.Will take hints and give hints from the first meeting.

Yang Zuoluo feels that women in this era, when they are still girls, cultivate and hope to become women.He thought it was just too bad!For so many years, he has lived too closed to change, and the man in the woman's world view has been replaced several times, and he seems to be unable to catch up no matter how hard he tries.Sometimes he secretly cursed that he deserved not being able to find a wife; sometimes he hoped that all the girls would go back to Mag's age, so that he could continue to stand so cool on the street corner, buy them a small fish, and they would be very happy. satisfy.

He stood there sighing for a while, and Senin had already disappeared from the theater. When we walked out of the Pearl Hotel, the weather outside was very comfortable. Sai Ning is thin but has a big frame, and he looks really good-looking when he props up his clothes. The workmanship of the clothes is exquisite.By this time she had put on a wire hat over her crew cut head.Her guitar should have been to many places with her, and there are many stickers on it at the airport check-in station. She looked up to the sky and let out a sigh of relief.With his hands in his pockets, he took a few steps forward and saw Wei Wei and Margaret.greet. Slight: "We're researching where to go for lunch, you go together." Sai Ning: "I eat a lot, how about you?" Everyone laughed and walked towards a restaurant together. After walking a long distance, passing by the square, there are old men flying kites, men selling windmills, and boring women blowing bubble gum and swinging back and forth to the rhythm in the earphones. Passing through another high-end residence, they saw exhibitionists enjoying themselves, company employees posting second-hand house listing advertisements, and elementary school students returning home for lunch. After walking a few steps, they unexpectedly met slight friends Gesang. Gesang came out of a building, the hem of her skirt was wrinkled, it was deep winter, but she was wearing so little, her legs were exposed, and the glass stockings she was wearing were shining in the sun.She walked very fast, I don't know if she saw slight. Slightly called her: "Gesang!" The woman who was running forward stopped, and her face was swollen, which should be caused by insomnia and long sleep after taking medicine. Gesang: "Hey, it's you!" Wei Wei: "Where are you coming from and where are you going?" Gesang's expression was uncomfortable: "I... came from a friend... a friend, and now I'm going to the coffee shop." Wei Wei: "This is a few of my friends, she is Marguerite, I told you. This is Senin. Let's go to lunch, are you going?" Gesang's expression was urgent, as if he wished he could disappear immediately or never met them before.she says: "Oh, no, there are still a lot of things going on in the store. It's been cold these days, and the business is very good. If you have time, you can also bring your friends over, and I'll make milk tea for you to drink." All three girls smiled at her. Gesang's hurried back disappeared into the chill of winter.Her shoulders go up and down a bit.It was like a face that had just been raped, with a damaged lip. Wei Wei stood there blankly for a while, Margaret knew that Wei Wei didn't want to see Gesang who was in such a mess, so she changed the subject wisely. Margaret: "What do we call you?" Sai Ning: "Sai Ning, Sai Weng lost his horse, peaceful Ning." Wei Wei: "It's a blessing in disguise...Are you from Huancheng?" Sai Ning: "I've been walking around. I wasn't born here. When I'm not performing, I stay in Huancheng. I'm half of Huancheng, although I don't like it here..." Hesitating to talk is a woman's specialty. Marguerite: "Your profession is a singer?" Sai Ning: "Sometimes I participate in some performances, but it's always half popular, ha ha." Slight: "You will become a big star. Your voice is beautiful, the key is that you know the language of singing, and you know how to express to move people." Sai Ning: "It's very contradictory. Sometimes I want to sing a lot of songs for everyone to listen to, and sometimes I'm afraid of trouble and want to live a simple life. After thinking about it, choosing and choosing, it's annoying. Now I think about it and let it be." Margaret: "It seems that people in Huancheng especially like to let nature take its course." Sai Ning: "Haha, you must not be from Huancheng, or you are laughing at yourself. The people from Huancheng were actually forced by themselves, but they couldn't control the development of this city, so they were very twisted, and finally twisted and twisted Go, it’s better to stay here. This is heaven, and no matter how much you can go, it’s all downgraded. Probably because of this, they seem so peaceful and serene.” Margaret: "Then you often go out to play, right? But you can't get enough of this city? Why do you want to come back?" Sai Ning: "Because... because I'm lazy, I don't have any other skills except writing and singing. But writing and singing need people with money and leisure to do it. Only by staying in Huancheng, Only I can live a life like this. So I walk around, and I have to come back in the end, besides, there are still people who care about it." Senin pondered for a while when he said the last sentence, Margaret and Weiwei knew She has very deep feelings here. Wei Wei: "You still see a better place than Huancheng, right?" Sai Ning: "You must be from Huancheng. You can ask me that, and you must be from Huancheng." Wei Wei: "Well... So, there must be a more joyful city in the world than Huancheng." Sai Ning: "Everywhere, everywhere!" Both Margaret and Wei Wei were taken aback.In their hearts, this is an extremely interesting girl, because she has seen the outside world, only those who have seen the outside world can look at Huancheng objectively, only they can really understand this city, and Senin finally chose Staying here, then she must have been between here and the outside world... The restaurant where you eat is clean.Everyone laughed when they ordered the food. In fact, the serving size is terribly small. Almost three people can be so full that they don’t want to move with a salad.They laughed at each other and called each other Catwoman. After the meal, Margaret smoked a cigarette, slightly blowing bigger bubbles than Senin.The three women had a great time meeting each other. Wei Wei: "Do you have a long love? Have you ever met?" Senin: "Yes." Wei Wei: "What about now?" Senin: "He's dead." Both Margaret and Wei Wei comforted her, and came to shake her hand.Senin shook his head to indicate that she was fine. Wei Wei: "Let me introduce formally, my name is Wei Wei, and her name is Margaret. I'm a movie buff, and she's a screenwriter." Senin picked up the drink cup and touched them. Margarita: "Your name is Senin, is there any relationship with Yesenin?" Senin: "Yes, I like his poetry." Marguerite: "And do you like his character?" Sai Ning: "No, he doesn't know how to love too much. He longs for fame, is too arrogant to himself, and can't restrain his passion." Margarita: "Yeah, look where we're going. I wanted to say that Yesenin's poems are sad... Let's talk about you. You are also so sad when you sing." Senin: "I love his poetry, and I love Duncan, but I don't love their love." Slightly interjected: "Yessenin's sadness, in the historical track, he was several centuries earlier than Serinin, and in the life track, Serinin is still so young, probably a few life stages earlier than Yesenin's sadness. So The life I met was different. Yesenin stayed in the situation of mourning for himself for too long, and he couldn't calm down the passion all over his body. Where the passion is, where the trauma is. I think Senin is very different from that Russian poet. Serinin sees It looks very emotional, not so fragile... Is it true that when a person grows up, sadness is a necessary stage?" Wei Wei is always confused like this, and only those who know her can understand her words.Margaret could do it, but Senin couldn't grasp the essentials, but he was still touched for a while, thinking that people who like poetry and music should be beautiful. Margaret: "I don't know, but I think it's like childhood, everyone's version is different, most people are happy, only a few people are unhappy. I guess the same is true for growing up, most people are depressed, but definitely There are a few who enjoy it." Slightly reaffirms Marguerite's childhood misfortune. Senin: "Yes, everyone's version is different." When Margaret heard her sigh, she immediately asked, "What was your childhood like?" Senin: "My childhood... seems to be nothing special... If there is anything, it is... a little weird." Margaret looked at the two of them: "It seems that the word 'weird' is popular now." She pointed and said slightly, she used the word 'weird' when she told me about her girlfriend's childhood a few days ago . Sai Ning: "Hehe, slightly, then there is a chance to tell me the story of that girl." Seeing that Senin was prevaricating, Margaret didn't ask any more questions. Senin became good friends with Marguerite and Slight.He often appears in the Pearl Hotel wearing a windbreaker with a guitar on his back. She has espadrilles and wool hats in different colors, T-shirts and jeans in various styles.She likes listening to the black box recorder and Mavis Fan the most. These hobbies are very similar to Weiwei.Sometimes, the two of them sang together, and Marguerite sat eating nuts and smoking a cigarette and watched them sing quietly. When everyone was sitting together watching Mavis Fan's concert, Margaret also sang a few lines with the subtitles.Slightly pointing to the slightly chubby Fan Xiaoxuan on the screen, she said: "This is the most charming girl. Look at her, she is never pretentious. Her mouth and breasts, her dress and singing, her demeanor and expression are all unique. Her jazz Style, her styles are affectionate, her eyes are bright. You can see the most self-growth process from Mavis Fan." Sai Ning: "She worked very hard. Those lyrics were written so hard and courageously." Margaret: "Growing up is hard work." Serin has a habit of playing a favorite song for a whole day and listening to it countless times.Margaret heard a song in the CD player she carried with her. She couldn't catch the lyrics, so she slightly translated it for her. Girl Singing In The Wreckage Written by Haines & Moore Its my primary instinct to protect the child Girl singing in the wreckage My dress is torn, my hair is wild Girl singing in the wreckage My first car, my early boyfriends Girl singing in the wreckage Wet weekends, new years eve parties Girl singing in the wreckage Hour after hour after hour Hour after hour after hour My 18th birthday, Ill die of boredom Girl singing in the wreckage My private world is smashed right open Girl singing in the wreckage My 1st trip, my expectations I had a dream that it would end like this No destination, No destination You hit the ground and then it stops Hour after hour after hour I miss my hometown, its nothing special Call my parents let them know Ive arrived My primary instinct is to protect the child Send the postcard from the airport ... Margaret was infatuated with many Irish orchestras.Ireland, Dublin became golden and immortal names in her heart.There, people can dance and sing at any time. When Wei Wei sang Frente's famous "bizarre love triangle" that day, Serning was also very excited. She asked her for the lyrics and learned to sing. Sai Ning also likes a slight singing voice, which is transparent and bright, and even the weirdest love triangle can be sung comfortably by her. Her voice is a little hoarse and very listenable. Slight still likes to envy others.She envied Sai Ning, asked her all kinds of things, she wanted to know the outside world.Usually at this time, Margaret was very worried.Her memory of her hometown is becoming clearer and clearer... Grandma and she carried a lot of quilts out of one house after another. The streets were crowded with people, and it was windy, raining or snowing.They have moved house many times.Grandma is very strong, don't let her cry.Live in a unit or a bungalow with others. She hated going home to face the scrutiny of strangers, so she stayed in the library and read books one by one.Sometimes she has a few dollars in her pocket, but she can't buy her favorite books, because she knows that each house will not live for too long, and there are very few things that can be taken away when moving.Because of this, she has never had any clothes, and she is all dressed in shabby clothes. In winter, grandma choked on the smoke from the stove, she couldn't carry grandma on her back, so she called the only uncle in the yard who liked to get along with them, and he walked a long way to the hospital with grandma on his back.She was very ill, so she called her mother. As soon as grandma woke up, her mother gave her some money, and turned around to go to her career.Grandma was so angry that she threw the money in her face.After mother left, grandma slapped Little Mag and told her: "Even if I die, don't call her here." During the Chinese New Year, grandma likes to braid her hair and tie new red-headed ropes.Grandma has never bought any new clothes herself, but will prepare them for her in advance.She mends the old cotton-padded clothes and trousers stitch by stitch, and she also gives long-year money. In Margaret's gradually emerging memories, there is still some happiness, which is wrapped in grandma's aging skin, sunken eyes, unusually tough character, and complicated feelings for her... Ma Gerrit wanted to recall the past very much, because she found that people are especially able to forgive the past, and also treasure the part that can be remembered.She just wondered why everyone who appeared beside her in her memory was so strong, even a little hard-hearted? Senin told her later: You can try to attribute the past to a dream.