Chapter 7 Chapter VII

He drove back. This time, he didn't go back to his house, the elevator went all the way to the top floor, but the door didn't open, which required a special key to do it. He pressed the intercom, "Look for Zhang Zhide." "who is it?" "Acquaintance, my name is Shi Xiaowen." The other party stopped for a while, but he seemed to be mentally prepared, knowing that the young man would come to the door, he said with a smile: "I have heard the name for a long time, and it is a great honor. It is a great honor to come here." With a snap, the elevator doors opened.

The young man saw a large marble entrance. Then a voice said, "Come in, please." The young man stretched out his hand and opened the door, and what he saw was the scenery of the entire harbor. Ah, this unit is the best one in the whole building, which shows how important Zhang is to her. The decoration is simple and gorgeous, and a person comes out from behind the screen, "Are you a famous Chinese? Famous is not as good as seen, real people are much more beautiful than photos, and the camera is unfair to you." The young man turned his head away calmly. He saw a young man with light brown skin. He was wearing light beige linen trousers. His big eyes were black and white. The corners of his eyes were smeared with dye, and his eyes were bright. Only then did the young man know that he was of Indian descent. Zhang Zhide was a mulatto.

The young man looked at him solemnly without saying a word. Mrs. Zhang exuded a strange smell all over her body.He raised his thin and long eyebrows, "You are finally here." The young man said nothing. He is not big, but he should not be underestimated. This is a powerful foot. He smiled and asked, "Do you want to go far away with Bi Ru?" The young man said, "Please hold your hand high." "Chinese, which line of work do you eat? I should be the one to say that." The young man couldn't help it, "Why did you harm their family of three, please explain what conditions you want, and live separately from then on."

"Are you talking about Xiang on Biru's behalf?" "No, she didn't know I was coming." "You want to monopolize Li Biru?" "No," said the young man, "she and I are just a guest-host relationship, and the service period has expired, and we have nothing to do with each other." Zhang Zhide smiled, "I don't believe it." "Your hatred keeps you from enjoying what you've got, don't you think so?" Zhang Zhide stared at the young man, and suddenly smiled, very charmingly, "But, you don't know my origin with the Li family."

"Appreciate further details." "Do you have the time?" "You can accompany me." "Please sit down and have a cup of tea." Immediately, a servant brought out a thick and rich Indian milk tea. The young man didn't touch the drink. He still remembered that Zhang had murdered him twice. The other party seemed to have regrets, "Oh, be wary." The young man was silent. "I didn't expect that you would be willing to listen to my story." The young man smelled a strange fragrance in his nostrils, and recognized that it was a kind of incense sticks that Indians were used to lighting.

The story begins, "My mother is of Chinese-Portuguese descent, and my father is of Anglo-Indian descent. I am a veritable hybrid." The background color is already so rich that young people feel pale. "My surname is not actually Zhang. The name Zhang Zhide was chosen by Bi Ru for me." She always likes this kind of majestic double name, Zhide and Weixing. The person involved doesn't know how to fulfill such a huge expectation, so she can only let people down. "My original surname is Shimifu, and my English name is Chales. Well, let me make a long story short. Many years ago, my mother was Biru's father's secretary. At that time, Li Yaoxiong had already made his mark."

The young man was taken aback for a moment, he really didn't expect the relationship between them to be complicated. "My mother was born in a poor family and struggled from childhood. When she married my father, she was only nineteen years old. He was not responsible for her. They broke up when I was two years old. At this time, Li Yaoxiong expressed his affection for her." Zhang Zhide's hatred gradually rose in his eyes, the more he hated, the brighter his eyes became, and the young man felt a little uneasy. "From the beginning to the end!" He gritted his teeth, "Cheat her, and then abandon her."

The young man lamented that, in fact, it is the person who deceives a person in the end. "Although I was young, I still remember the scene of my mother crying bitterly. Since then, she was extremely depressed, never got up again, and died of illness soon." The young man bowed sympathetically. "She went very ambiguously, she was only twenty-four years old, come, take a look at her picture, this is the only person in the world who loves me." The young man followed him into the study room, and saw that the silver photo frame was full of life photos, and there was a commemorative photo taken by his mother with his arms around him. She was really a beautiful young woman with infinitely glamorous brows and a good figure. Zhang Zhide's eyes were inherited from her .

"Think about it, only twenty-four years old." So, he put the entire account on Li Yaoxiong's head. "The Chinese have a saying," he suddenly chuckled, "it's called repaying the father's debt, isn't it?" The young man saw the life photos of him and Li Biru's family together again. It was strange. They were like a family, embracing each other happily. "Look, how happy Bi Ru is with me." He turned his head and stared at the young man, "Until you show up." He approached him, grabbed the collar of the young man's coat with both hands, and stroked it gently, "It was you who broke the relationship between us."

The young man pushed his hand away, and said flatly: "Maybe she is beginning to realize that this kind of promiscuous relationship is not suitable for her." Zhang Zhide laughed loudly, "So she went to a travel agency, paid the price, and found you who is pure and lovely." The young man said coldly, "I won't touch her children." "Ah, you thought they were angels." Young people are poor at words, and they are not. He deserved to be ridiculed by Zhang Zhide. "Chinese, leave Li Biru." "The same to you." "I am with her, it is a matter of a lifetime."

"I don't think so, Zhang Zhide, you are confused." "Really," he was unmoved, "Mother's tears are still very clear to me. I remember who is Li Yaoxiong. Finally, I met Li Biru. Do you think I will leave easily?" The young man asked, "Does she know this history?" "I never hid anything from her, Chinese, get out of the way quickly." "I will instruct her to call the police to deal with the matter." "Ah, good," Zhang Zhide said in a ghostly voice, "In court, the judge asked: Who is Zhang Zhide?" Who? Hahahahaha, a playmate who pays by the hour, so funny, Chinese, call the police? You think she will listen to you, why do you worry about her, she is not the character you imagined, you misunderstood, she will know what to do." The young man was very sad, and somehow he knew it was all true. He is an outsider, and Zhang Zhide is a member of their family. He looked at Lin Lang's photo on the shelf again. He has a long history with them. "You," Zhang Zhide pointed at the young man, "it's just an episode between us. Also, remember, only I can satisfy her. Don't forget the relationship between her father and my mother." At this time, someone played the lingering sound of the Indian Shita piano, accompanied by the bang bang bang bang of the tambourine, which disturbed his mind and made him feel dizzy. "Chinese," he approached him, "look at me, watch me carefully." The young man turned around and left, strode out of the luxury house, and took the elevator back downstairs. Instead of going back to his residence, he found a hotel and booked a long room. That night, he got very drunk. But the next morning, he kept his promise and went to the hospital to pick her up. He described it as a little haggard. She is more than him. "You know all about it." "yes." "Xiaowen, it's really rare that you haven't said a word of anger so far, thank you." The young man said, "I'll take you home first." He gently put the veil back on her, and as he got closer, he could see that the wound was still bruised and ugly. He sent her back to Tranquility Road. She said softly: "It's really a good road name, but the most important thing in life is to live peacefully." The young man sighed, "It's better if someone fights outside, so that we can live a happy life." She smiled, and her breath lifted the veil, which was very beautiful. "Come in and have a cup of tea." There were only the two of them in the house, and the young man sat with her in the private reception room on the second floor. She opened the drawer and took out a deck of cards. Behind the card is a nude painted by Seiko. The young man smiled, he had seen this deck before, the nude woman had a very clever distinction, every time it was an Ace card, her left eye was closed, as if signaling, of course it was not really used to cheat, but just to watch interesting. "I never gamble, I know nothing," she said. All gambling is for profit, if you succeed, you can have more money, so why should she do that. Li's father wins every bet, and she already has an inheritance that can't be spent. She took a card from the deck and turned it over on the table. "Ah, a two, really not good-natured." The young man laughed, "One two is nothing, but if you get a pair of twos, it's pretty good. Three twos, you are sure to win. Four twos, you are invincible. So twos are not bad. Let's see what comes next." .” She smiled, "That makes sense." The young man looked at her and suddenly asked, "What do you want to say?" "I want to see your cards." "Are we playing a gambling game?" asked the young man. "Every decision and every step in life is a gamble. You gamble with your time and feelings on whether your marriage will be happy, and you gamble on your career success with your energy and effort..." The young man spread his hands, "I don't have any cards in my hand." "I send it to you." "I don't like gambling." She smiled, "This two means that you have a poor background and must struggle alone." "Yes." She opened another foot, "Oh, it's amazing, a red-heart ace." The young man made a pot of coffee, felt that this way of chatting was unique, and continued with her. "Xiaowen, you are beautiful and considerate, which is a good card." He said, "Wait a minute, it's my turn to smoke." She shuffled the cards clumsily, and he took them angrily, shuffled them several times like lightning, handed them back to her hand, and took out a card to open. She was surprised, "Sure enough, there is a pair of two." "What does that mean?" he asked. "This means that you use your own conditions to struggle and succeed." Then she put out another card, "Look, a ten, what's the use of it, I don't think it will talk." The young man looked at her and said softly, "If you have anything to say, please say it." "You still have a chance to draw the last card." "yes. "Xiaowen, renew your contract with me for one year, and I'll give you another Aisi." "Otherwise?" "You are still living in the rivers and lakes, at most one-on-two." The young man smiled, "If I decide to quit, at least I can get a pair of ten." "Are you willing to be mediocre? Xiaowen, your girlfriends have been older than you for many years. Our skin and eyes may not be as bright as girls, but our mature temperament, wisdom, and ability are not comparable to young girls. More or less, you already feel that they are naive and superficial, not only can they not help you, but they also want to find people everywhere to sponsor living expenses and luxuries, you will not find them attractive." The young man was silent for a while, it was her good temper. "You're right, I only like people of the opposite sex who are older than me, and I appreciate capable people." She smiled, "I guessed it right," with a sigh in her tone, "You are impatient and coaxing ignorant girls all day long." He smiled softly, "True ignorance is cute, but it's a pity that it's just pretending to be naive, but it doesn't want to use men in exchange for a better quality of life all the time. It seems that there are no real good women in this society." She smiled. "I don't want to pay, but I want huge profits." "Beware of women's rights activists settling accounts with you." The young man smiled and said nothing. After serving her boyfriend, she asked for diamonds and a car. How is this different from An Qi and the others? No matter how realistic sheepskins are put on with a humble mentality, it doesn’t work. She let out a sigh, "This is a barter society." The young man bowed his head. Unless he was born with it, otherwise, a person has to exchange what he has for what he doesn't have. "Xiaowen, stay with me, you will not be disappointed." The young man finally spoke his terms: "Then, leave that man." She raised her head, her voice was as soft as silk, as if she couldn't hear it, but it was still clear: "That man is like a sore on my face." "Is what he said about his life experience true?" She sneered, "Who will study that." "His grief is very real, not like a play." "Life is alive, who doesn't have one or two sad episodes, speaking of it, the pain makes us cry, naturally it is not artificial." "So you don't believe him." "No, I don't doubt him either." "But you still can't do without him." "Xiaowen, if you reach my age, you will naturally believe in fate. When fate is exhausted, it must be broken. Now is not the time." The young man was silent. He took the deck of cards, turned them all over, and picked a ten. He said: "This is not a good deck of cards, but it is not as good as the top, but it is more than the bottom. I was born in poverty, and I am content with where I am today." She raised her head, her dignified face was filled with nameless sadness, which was what he thought she was very different from ordinary guests. "Xiaowen," her voice trembled, "don't leave me." "You don't have to worry about having no one to accompany you." She looks down. "You are used to this kind of life, and you need someone who can be used at all times. In this city where there is nothing that cannot be sold, you will definitely buy the people and things you want." "I don't agree with you?" She took his hand. "You don't really need to convince anyone." "Xiaowen—" He said softly: "There are many practitioners who are younger, better looking and more sensible than me." She stared at him, "Is there no affection between us?" "It's such an easy feeling to cultivate." She was silent. The young man said in a low voice: "What I want is a simple and innocent love life between a man and a woman." She shook her hands hesitantly. "You are right, fate will come to an end." He stood up, opened the door, and walked out. But he looked back again, and he said: "Take care of your body, this is the best moment of your life." She came over gently, "You still care about me." She shed tears. Finally cried, strange, the relationship between them should not involve tears. The young man remained silent. She suddenly smiled and lifted the veil, "Then, why not say this, let's get together and have fun." The young man stood up and bowed, "That's not my hobby." "Xiaowen, everyone has the ability to adapt." "I don't have to bend and stretch." "Xiaowen," she tugged on his sleeve, "I thought we were very happy together." The young man said politely, "My job is to make you happy." She was silent, and the black veil fell again over her face, like a widow. "I will miss you." "thanks." "Xiaowen, there are many things you don't understand." "Maybe, but let me say goodbye to Cherish." He gently exited the mansion. Someone sitting on the head of his sports car chewing gum, what a nightmare, it was Xie Weixing back, the vest that couldn't be smaller, the pants that couldn't be shorter. "Tsk tsk tsk, finally see the ferocious face of the lady clearly?" "Go away!" "Disappointed? Sad? Or, I said too seriously, you are Chinese, red, yellow, blue, white and black, you have never seen anything." Haha laughed. At this time, she appeared in a veil and whispered to her daughter: "Get out of the way!" Xie Weixing would not listen. But the young man had already gotten into the car and started the car, and the sports car rushed forward, shaking her from the front of the car to the ground. He backed up again, turned a corner, and drove out of Tranquility Road. The car was running all the way, he didn't speed up, but he definitely didn't slow down either. He went back downtown. He who always thought he was living in a nightmare has only now known what a nightmare is. He parked the car on the corner of the street, and the sun was hot, but nothing seemed real. He put his head on the steering wheel. Someone knocked on his car window. "Sir, are you okay?" It was a policewoman, and he quickly pressed the window. "I feel a little dizzy." "But drunk?" "No." He looked up at her. The policewoman suddenly saw a handsome and melancholy face, she was stunned, and after a while she said: "Sir, if there is nothing wrong, please drive the car away." She has been patrolling the streets all morning, and all she sees are ugly people and dirty things: an old beggar in ragged clothes begging for food at the entrance of the market, two unlicensed peddlers fighting for territory, and they are all covered in paint, and there is a woman in a public toilet. Teenager dies from heroin overdose... She encountered this kind of nausea every day, but only today, she saw such a handsome face. The young man has already driven away. In the rear-view mirror, the reflection of the woman in uniform that I met by chance shrinks and shrinks, and finally disappears in a corner. He went back to the hotel and went to the coffee shop for a beer. It was not yet lunch time, the crowd had not yet arrived, and the coffee room was very quiet, so he sat down and meditated alone. It wasn't long before someone came to say hello. The young man has a lot of new knowledge and old knowledge. After all these years, some people naturally know him. Moreover, his face is so eye-catching that you can't hide your eyes. To avoid it, the only way to avoid it is to go to a foreign country. The certificate that Biru applied for for him was about to come out, and he was willing to seize this opportunity to start from scratch. It's good to get a pair of ten, and the chances of winning are higher than expected. It's time to retreat quickly. Let Mingzhu go, he decided his future in an instant. For that second he was at peace. The wish for many years can be fulfilled, and he finally redeemed himself. Turning around, I saw a young woman with loose hair sitting at the next table. I don't know if that is the most popular hairstyle now, or she just came down from the hotel room downstairs, making her look very delicate, wearing tights, On the feet are a pair of high-heeled slippers. Such a beautiful woman, in the eyes of young people, is like a grieving ghost under the sea, who does not know when she will be saved. He closed his eyes, he knew that he was completely tired of the environment, no, no, he is also a human being, there was never a day when he didn't hate this thing, but he suppressed it desperately. The disgust caused the rubella, and the whole body swelled up, and the swelling did not go away for several days, and the pain was extremely itchy, and the subconscious played a role in venting. He was also told to have nosebleeds for no reason, which often lasted for half a day. These were messages of extreme dissatisfaction from the flesh, warning the soul: it cannot go on any longer! But he must make some sacrifices if his mother and sister are to be saved. There will be no next time, a gleam of joy flashed in his heart, if he doesn't save himself, no one will save him forever. A foreigner went over to strike up a conversation with that beautiful woman. The woman had a pair of pretty and ecstatic red phoenix eyes, with purple eye lids, which opened and closed, and were extraordinarily gorgeous. The foreigner was fascinated. The young man said in his heart: The sea of ​​resentful souls under the sea must be the sea of ​​desire. He let out a breath, stood up, and left the coffee room. Walking to the door, a hand reached out to wrap his shoulders. The young man was very vigilant, he immediately got rid of the hand, took a few steps forward, dodged to a safe place, and then turned his head. What he saw was Zhang Zhide. Seeing this man suddenly in the sun made him startled. Zhang Zhide was wearing an off-white suit, matched with his brown skin, it was indeed exotic. The young man stared at him intently, fearing that he might do something wrong. He came here with him, there must be a purpose. The young man's hair stood on end like a cat about to fight. He said, "Shi Xiaowen, I mean no harm." It's ridiculous for someone who can almost represent evil to say that he has no malicious intentions. "Shi Xiaowen, in fact, I and you are on the same path." "No," the young man finally said, "I'm no match for you." "Then, you think too highly of yourself." The young man sneered. "How about a place to talk?" "I have nothing to say to you." "Yes, our common topic is Li Biru." The young man's voice was unexpectedly gentle and calm, "No, this is not a topic anymore." Zhang Zhide took a step forward, "What did you say?" He kept one hand in the pocket of his suit jacket, which made the young man suspicious. Although there were people coming and going outside the hotel, if he wanted to hurt him, it would only take a second or two. The young man continued: "I have decided to leave her, the matter between you two will have nothing to do with me in the future." Hearing this, Zhang Zhide was stunned, the light in his eyes froze at first, and then gradually faded away. "Chinese, are you serious?" The young man replied in a deep voice, "Why should I lie to you?" "Are you really willing to leave Li Biru?" "I have terminated my relationship with her." He relaxed, and slowly stretched out his right hand from his suit pocket. Whether it was a pistol in the pocket, the young man will never know. "Why?" he asked in disbelief. "Our contract is only for three months." "Are you willing to go?" "There are wealthy clients everywhere." "Is she just an ordinary guest?" The young man looked at him, "I have many special ordinary guests." Zhang Zhide laughed hahaha. Under the sun, he looked very much like a yellow race. He praised: "Well said, well said." The young man said peacefully: "Ms. Zhang, you are pushing me so hard, and I will give in every step of the way. This is the end. I don't want to see you again. Otherwise, I have a way to protect myself." Zhang Zhide replied: "I have never peeped at you." The young man took two steps back and did not relax. That Zhang Zhide suddenly said: "You are really smart." The young man took two steps back. "She's all mine now." The young man was silent. "But, no one is fighting, what kind of spoils of war is it?" The young man bowed, "Then, see what you should do." "As you said, there are many lonely and rich middle-aged women out there, and they all yearn for love. I will definitely find someone who is willing to take the bait." The young man looked at him quietly. "Then, why should I continue to confront Li Biru? Throw away this bitter gourd as soon as possible." The young man was about to turn around and leave. "However, you don't want to pick up this rotten toy I threw into the trash can," Zhang Zhide suddenly smiled, the smile was mysteriously beautiful, but it made the young man's hair stand on end, "Otherwise, Shi Xiaowen, if you go to the ends of the world, I will have it too." way to find you." A young man is still a young man after all, he finally smiled and said: "You are not a character worth hiding." He pointed out that his weight is not enough. Zhang Zhide looked at the young man, "Shi Xiaowen," he sighed, "you are smarter than me." The young man nahan he said this sentence so many times. "You not only know how to advance, but also know how to retreat. You can afford it and let it go. No wonder you are the leader in this industry." The young man lowered his head and laughed at himself wretchedly. Zhang Zhide suddenly took a few steps forward. The young man almost vomited, and immediately backed away, his back touching the stone pillar. Zhang Zhide said with a smile: "You are so handsome, you and I are like twins." The young man galloped, running and running, and barely ran ten kilometers away. Tired, he fell by the sea and vomited profusely. He wiped the corners of his mouth with a handkerchief, sat down, and asked the vendor to buy a bottle of mineral water. After resting on the stone bench for a while, he walked back to the hotel. All the filth and humiliation I have suffered since I was eighteen turned into tears. He has never cried, in fact he doesn't know how to cry at all, what a big deal, he only knows how to sleep, hoping to wake up the next day and it will be a new day, with new strength to deal with troubles. Now that he knew that he didn't need to endure the humiliation any longer, suddenly his tears flowed down uncontrollably. Fortunately, no one saw it. He was so tired that he fell asleep. He wishes to dream of his mother. But after tossing and turning, his mother didn't fall asleep, and he finally fell asleep. When I woke up, it was already the morning of the third day. Young people are not going to do anything and see anyone. He swam, played ball, and drove his car like a gust of wind. He has never had a holiday, and only now knows the joy of a big holiday. Now, he is an unemployed youth. One day, on a whim, he parked the car and walked into the familiar billiard room. Whenever someone invites him to compete, he immediately agrees. And keep losing. A girl who was very revealingly dressed said regretfully: "If you are absent-minded and not focused enough, you will definitely lose." He smiled at her. It was the first time she saw him, and she wanted to get close to him very much, but she was afraid that he would be a poor man. She walked a little closer and looked at his clothes carefully. They were also white shirts and jeans, but they definitely looked good or bad. Also, the shoes on the feet. A man's shoes can betray his identity the most. Many people have brilliant suits, but the shoes are worn out, the toe caps are worn out and discolored, and there are mud spots that don't know how to clean them. Some people never wear leather shoes, and always wear a pair of rotten sneakers, with gray and black shoelaces, like pickles. She noticed that the young man wore plaid socks and a pair of loafers, which were very neat and to her liking. With such shoes, it was obvious that he was not a road biker. When it comes to road cars, she's decided she'll never go back, she wants to be picked up, and she'll never use public transport again. During the break, she went to strike up a conversation with the young man. He was not in the mood at all, just bowed his head and said nothing, besides, he never flirted with girls of his age. She will date, and so will he. She has only one handbag that is more stylish, and the rest are cheap goods, which is all, but not After learning well, I ran to the billiard room to find a partner, not thinking about making progress. He didn't look at her. Gradually, the mood calmed down and began to turn defeat into victory. The girl applauded. She has no intention of leaving. Neither did he, and he was going to spend a few hours here. At this moment, someone put a hand on his shoulder, which is really taboo, and he looked up. That hand belongs to the Doctor. The young man was very surprised. The doctor spoke first: "I'm so excited, why did you come here?" The young man also said: "How could I see you in this kind of place." The Doctor dislikes crowded places the least. "I've come to talk to you." "You have to wait a while." "no problem." The girl saw the young woman in beautiful clothes talking affectionately to the young man, and she was very envious. He murmured in his heart that he liked old women. It's no wonder that most of them have a financial foundation, don't worry about clothing and food, and have spare energy to take care of others. Her whole body is full of signature products from famous stores. It seems that she has got everything that others yearn for. The girl is sour. He suddenly waved to the girl. The girl walked over unexpectedly. He stuffed a stack of bills into her hand, and his advice was: "Go home." girl surprise. But then, he left with the young woman. The doctor said with a smile: "What kind of stimulation came here to distribute banknotes." "If she does good deeds and she is willing to go home, maybe she won't have to fall." The doctor staggered with a smile, "Not everyone who wants to degenerate is eligible to degenerate." Young people are very stubborn, "There must be some, the price is high or low." The doctor replied: "You should take advantage of your youth, after 212, it will be even less expensive." Her tone was so impartial and objective that the young man laughed. "What are you looking for?" "Xiaowen, you are free now." "correct." "Come and return to my command, I will never treat you badly." The young man shook his head. "Business is not doing well after I broke up with the director." The young man said: "You have already landed, so you don't have to worry about food." "Just kidding, if it's not done well, it's not uncommon to live to be ninety years old, who will support me." The young man teased her: "Sure enough, I know how to plan for a rainy day." "It's easy to say." The doctor was proud. The young man shook his head, "I've lost interest and decided to quit." "What a pity, to retire at the age of twenty-five?" The young man smiled, "Our industry is about youthful vitality." "Don't be so talkative." The doctor was a little annoyed, "Why are you just prevaricating?" "Doctor, it's better to discover rookies." "Hey, I need you to remind me, all of them are rough and grassy, ​​unbearable." "It must have been rough at the beginning, but it will be fine in the future, give them more opportunities." The doctor sighed, "Somehow, my stamina is gone." She went to chat with him in his hotel room. Seeing that he lived in the suite, he persuaded him: "One day, you have to think about it all the time. This kind of place is too expensive. It's better to save some. We are not stingy, Xiaowen, but don't waste it, don't you think so?" "Well said." "Earlier, I heard that you planned to immigrate." "The plan has not been cancelled." "It's for my sister." "You know me best." "I heard from the director that you are in love." "Nothing." "Ah, it's over." The doctor teased him. The young man smiled and poured out champagne. "It's a strange thing to be in love," the doctor lamented. "Almost everyone loves the wrong person." The young man laughed and said, "A doctor is a doctor after all, with so many theories." "You can test me." "Doctor, tell me, is it right or wrong for us to do this?" The doctor restrained his smile, and replied solemnly: "I don't know what others think, but I think it's worth it." "Dream back at midnight, no regrets?" "I never wake up in the middle of the night." "When it's raining heavily, in the morning of early winter, in the evening of Xiao Sa, you never feel moved?" The doctor pressed the young man's hand, "Xiaowen, you are entitled to regret if you have a choice. You and I have only one way to go." "I can be my office assistant." "You now have houses in Singapore and Vancouver, what regrets do you have?" The young man was silent. The doctor's voice became softer, "Although I have been bullied by clients, I don't know how many good women have been cheated and abandoned by their partners. Once they break up, I wish they would disappear on the surface of the earth and pretend not to know them. Xiaowen, I like having money around me. This feeling makes me happy, no, I have never regretted it, I think all the sacrifices are worth it." The young man lowered his head and had nothing to say. "You and I have both been poor and lived worse than a dog. Instead of spending the rest of our lives in the gutter, it is better to jump out and fight." The young man let out a breath. "Nine thousand nine hundred and ninety-eight out of ten thousand people are not as lucky as you and me. How many people can go ashore to bask in the sun, Xiaowen, what complaints do you have?" The young man put his forehead on his hands. "Be careful with everything, you are determined to retire, I force you not to, but don't look back after you go." "That's what the director said." "Someone went there for ten years and finally came back to be Mrs. Feng again. She is old and in disarray, and her income is only enough to make ends meet, like a beggar." The young man smiled, "You scare me." "I'm just telling the truth." "Thank you for your advice." "Are you planning to get married and have children?" "The great thing about me as a person is that I never expected anything." "That's good, then you'll never be disappointed." She asked him for a drink, and chatted everywhere. The young man was understanding, and found that the doctor was also extremely lonely. He kept talking nonsense with her, from snoring that can now be treated with lasers, to how crowded teahouses in Vancouver are like Hong Kong during holidays. The doctor sighed, "Xiaowen, you are so interesting, with you, we will always be happy and at ease." The young man smiles. The doctor finally stood up and said goodbye. At the door she said, "Xiaowen, you can contact me anytime." The young man watched her get into the car before going back to the room. After that day, no one in this circle saw him again, he disappeared without a trace, and no one knew where he was hiding. If you really want to fade out, you can still do it. He didn't hang out in the usual places, and he didn't see anyone except Mingzhu. He concentrated on waiting for the immigration documents to come out. Going for a run in the morning, asking Mingzhu to have a simple dinner in the evening, and doing some private affairs at noon, this is already a good day. In the vast sea of ​​people, if you are willing to disappear, they will definitely fulfill you. He's lost a little weight and is in better spirits than before. Sell ​​the car and house, cash out, and remit all the money. Everything is ready. One morning, the hotel courier knocked on the door and delivered a thick white envelope. When he saw it, he knew it was the document he was waiting for. He was very happy, opened it carefully, and then rushed to the school to inform Mingzhu. Mingzhu heaved a sigh of relief, "The dormitory warden is about to drive me away, and I almost have to stay in a hotel." "Let's go at once." "You have to tidy up." The young man was surprised, "Do you have many external objects?" Mingzhu replied: "One piece of luggage, how about you?" "It's less than you, and I'll buy it when I get there." The siblings laughed. They hadn't smiled so much since their mother died. No matter where I live, I have never felt at home. It's always good to start from scratch. The plane spun in the air, and finally flew away from the familiar harbor completely.