Chapter 5 the fifth part

Part V: Section 25: Don't think I'll be fooled Ning Yao laughed heartily, but still didn't loosen his hands: "Don't think I'll be fooled by this." "It's really boring." Wang Ziyang bent his mouth, and after a few seconds, "Then Ning Yao, do you like me?" It's just that time flows through a gap as short as a gap, but it is deeply cracked in the skull, and blood of unknown color is shed. Ning Yao's hand drooped slightly, but Wang Ziyang seized the opportunity, and she pulled the grass stem in her hand, and quickly tore Ning Yao's hand into two pieces.

I don't know where I lost.It's like standing in the field and not knowing why the fire light will disappear, like not knowing why some poems can fly into the wind, like not knowing why some things can't change notes, can't change colors, and can only become one or two pieces in the end Leaves rotting in the mud. I don't know where to lose.All unfounded doubts.But it doesn't stop me from asking myself. From the time she said "Come and play" and she said "OK", she lost. She still lost since she gave up her own grass. In the end, the meaning of the sentence was ambiguous, and he asked, "Then do you like me?" in a playful and honest manner, and there was a rush of blankness in his mind, and he was completely lost.

But these are not the real reasons. The real reason, as early as a long time ago, has grown roots under the ground, overturned layer by layer, and interlaced influence.When I can't see those reasons, I can still see the lush trees on the ground, and the older the tree, the bigger the shadow of the crown—— Because I've always hated you.Because you can't say it.Because of the hatred that has been multiplying in my heart forever, crawling at every entrance of the soul, filtering out some originally simple substances. So in this kind of competition, from the moment I hate you, I lose.Lost without a chance to look up.Lie in a very low place and barely breathe.I think I've been under a malevolent spell, and there are plenty of moments where it commands me.Let me place myself outside your space, carefully maintaining the web of peace.

This is a competition between our "friends", but I hate you first, and I don't even qualify for the competition, let alone win. Not a friend, not an enemy, just a humble loser, with indelible bad deeds and regrets, anxiously trying to plug the gap that may have cracked. "Then do you like me?" I have no idea. I have no idea.but. But I hope so much that no matter whether I hate you or like you, you will always be able to call my name again and again, with a kind and charming tone. Always hope you can like me. After the physical education class, Ning Yao found Yiran first, asked Xie Junrui's phone number again, and then asked Xie Junrui for Chen Mi's number.Although being teased kindly by the two girls, Ning Yao still said "Thank you" cheekily.After taking a deep breath, he dialed the number in his hand.

"Which one?" After two beeps, a male voice sounded. Ning Yao hung up the phone with a snap. I was so nervous that my hands were shaking. Not mentally prepared.There were so many things that made me unprepared - I answered the phone so quickly, the voice reproduced by the microphone was mixed with vague familiarity and clear strangeness, and the amplified snort was blown straight to myself. Ning Yao turned around on the phone several times before taking the receiver again. "Hello? Who is it?" The tone was slightly different.But there is only a slight difference between very peaceful and very peaceful.

"Ah, hello, that, is that Chen, Chen Mi?" The name couldn't be pronounced smoothly. "Yes, it's me, you?" It seemed that he didn't hear it. "Well, hello, I'm Ning and Yao." It felt even weirder to call himself. "Hmm... is that you? Did you also make the call just now?" "What? No, no, I haven't called before." The palms of my hands became wet, "What happened to that phone call just now?" "It's nothing, it's just that I just hung up on him. Well, what do you want from me then?" "Oh, that's right, I would like to ask, are you free this evening?" Unknowingly, the honorific was used.

"There is time. But, how?" Some doubts. "Well, I have something to do after school, maybe I can't take Wang Ziyang back, so I want to ask you..." "Shall I pick her up? Well, I'll go." When school was over, Ning Yao picked the right time, and when Wang Ziyang limped after packing his schoolbag and approached him, Ning Yao said: "Well, sorry, I just remembered that my mother asked me to go to my uncle's house to get something later, so maybe I can't..." "Eh?!!!—" Wang Ziyang shouted anxiously and exaggeratedly, causing other people to look over, "Then what should I do?!"

"This—I'll think of a way..." Ning Yao looked apologetic. Part Five: Section 26: Tenderness Dissolves Quickly in the Collapse "Why did you just remember now, really." Wang Ziyang put the schoolbag in front of Ning Yao dissatisfied. "What's the matter?" someone else asked. "It's nothing! It's just that Ning Yao suddenly said that he can't send me back." "Ah, Ning Yao, what's the matter?" "Hmm... just remembered..." "Then what should we do?" the girls said in one voice, "find a boy to take you back."

"I don't want it!" Wang Ziyang looked sullen. Just when Ning Yao was a little anxious, he finally heard someone shouting: "Wang Ziyang, don't worry, your boyfriend is here to pick you up—" "Huh?" Ning Yao showed the same astonishment as Prince Yang. "I'll be waiting for you downstairs!" The voice came all the way from outside the door. A girl ran into the classroom excitedly and pointed downstairs, "Where are you going?" Crowds of people ran up the hallway.Ning Yao also supported Prince Yang and followed inside. From the second floor, you can see the not-so-luxury canopy of the ginkgo trees that have just entered autumn, most of which are still green, with only sporadic yellow, dazzling at a few corners.And the boy who was parked under the tree and pushing the bicycle raised his head, and a layer of gentle and faint twilight fell on his face, like an infinitely beautiful close-up in any movie.The slow camera panned from him.

The girls joked presumptuously at Wang Ziyang, and the chirping sound quickly spread in the air.Ning Yao tried his best to support Wang Ziyang to prevent her from falling in the tension of joy and anger, while looking at Chen Mi. The boy nodded slightly to her. At that moment, a mountain in my heart suddenly disappeared. The endless sadness was quickly dissolved by the gentleness in the collapse, and it kept rushing out of the eye sockets... "Don't worry about it now. Take Chen Mi's car back." Ning Yao grabbed Wang Ziyang's schoolbag. "Ah, that's all."

"That's all. I think he is Wang Ziyang, you called him." The people on the side continued to joke. "Nonsense. I don't." "What's that? What's that?" The girl turned her head behind her, gesturing for others' agreement, "Could it be telepathy?" Ning Yao also laughed: "It's really like telepathy." "Why do you say that?" Wang Ziyang twisted Ning Yao's arm. "Okay, let's go." Rubbed the girl's hair. Although I know best it's not telepathy. but. After Ning Yao pushed out the bicycle from the shed, he watched Chen Mi carry Wang Ziyang through the crowd to the school gate.When they passed by him, the two nodded to him very unanimously, but Wang Ziyang shouted again: "I will call you tonight." "Row--" Two figures who were gradually engulfed in the crowd. but.I, who want to hate you so much, still so, so so expect to be liked by you.As paradoxical as it may sound, I was the point of contact when the spear and the shield came together at full force. So hopeless. And the pain was unstoppable. Xiao Yiqi still didn't go to play basketball today, and there will be a political test tomorrow, so he probably won't be able to pass it by a dangerous cheating.Just in case, all kinds of measures must be fully prepared.The first thing to bear the brunt is the cheat sheet. If you don't go home and prepare for a few hours, it may not be smooth.So when he took a turn around the basketball court and ordered himself to leave with unprecedented will, he felt a little more self-admiring. Just after leaving school, there was a girl from class six who wanted to hitchhike, and the boy patted the back seat and said, of course I can give you a ride, but I have to help you. I copied a 1000-word cheat sheet.The leg that the girl had already stepped on immediately retracted, and then thumped him on the back and called him wicked. "It's only 1,000 words. I originally wanted to say 2,000 words." He looked infinitely wronged. "You are so welcome." The voice suddenly appeared in the back of his head, with a completely mocking tone. "Ah?" Xiao Yiqi turned around, saw Ning Yao's indifferent face, and laughed, "Jealous?" "Jealous that you want to copy the cheat sheet?" "Ha, that's right, help me." "Help you? You'd better count the ferris wheels and copy the cheat sheet." The girl walked straight past her pushing the cart. "Why bother—" retracted his legs, and took two steps to catch up, "Anyway, your class will also take the exam, and I will give it to you when I run out. It is mutually beneficial." "Who wants it?" He didn't look back. "Aren't you going with your friends today?" The boy was a little puzzled, looking at Ning Yao's tires, "Ah, so it's because of this?" "...Well." In fact, the tire blowout was a sudden incident that happened later, and it was not in my plan, but what can I do.People are unlucky, and car tires can explode. "What about you?" "What should I do? Push it, and let's talk about where there is a car repairer." Part V: Section 27: Sooner or later, I will be killed by a crash "If not?" The boy sat on the car, half riding and half walking along. "Then push it home." "I'll take you." "No. I don't want to copy someone's cheat sheet." "You don't have to help me. You've got a flat tire. You're not like them." "Come on." "Come on." He reached out and grabbed Ning Yao's bridle. "Say no more!" Ning Yao glared at him, "And you send me back, how can I come to study tomorrow?" "Too." "Let's go." Ning Yao pouted, "I'll find a place to repair the car myself." The boy looked at her thoughtfully, then grinned: "Okay, then I'll go first." "Get out, get out, chirping and talking so much." "Bye bye." He patted Ning Yao on the shoulder, rode the bike, and ran a long way after a few strokes. "Ride so fast, sooner or later you will be hit to death." Ning Yao cursed secretly. Although I was talking badly before, in fact, I still have a little longing in my heart. It would be nice if I could find someone to take me home.After all, I don't know where there is a place to repair the car. Maybe I have to push it all the way home. If I get home, how much will I get?Have to resist the car and cross the two overpasses?Think about it and feel powerless. But in this way, it seemed more natural for Prince Yang to be picked up by Chen Mi. You see, you even have a flat tire. It should be almost half past five.Seeing that the sky over there is as thick as half-frozen.I didn't realize until I was pushing the cart that the bicycle was also a very fast tool.Compared to walking slowly on the sidewalk like this, it seems that every passerby who rides a bicycle has enough Part Five: Section 28: Rubbing warm water out of the eyes The speed I envy.Thinking of my past complaints about cycling being tired and slow, I thought it was really naive. Going away, maybe 1/4 of the way is not enough. Where are the car repair shops? It seems that I haven't seen that thing appear in the vicinity. I am so miserable. For some reason, it seems that every bad thing is always afraid that one's own strength is not enough to shock a person, and every time it brings three or five companions to come together. Flat tire, lost the race. and also. That innocent and gentle face looking at him from the lower building.Nod calmly.What a subtle movement, but it can be magnified into a picture that can be captured at a glance in the rapidly cooling heart.Then it disappeared quickly, leaving only the air around him at that time.Inhale and exhale, swallowed into the lungs. Is that a bad thing. what a bad thing.What did you lose?What did you miss?What was destroyed? Ning Yao stopped. It was as if the eyelashes had fallen into the eyes.It won't come out even after a few blinks.uncomfortable. She raised her hands to knead.Quickly, rub warm water from your eyes. Wrap fingertips little by little. sudden tears. As a result, at this time, the people who came to Ning Yao against the flow of people made her unable to see clearly for a long time after she raised her head. "...What's wrong with you?" Xiao Yiqi became nervous, "Have you been bullied?" "..." Ning Yao desperately lowered his head and wiped his face. "I told you earlier that I would take you. Oh, really...don't cry." In the past, it had become a habit to grab her arm and pat her shoulder, but now he suddenly didn't know which part of his body to hold down. "It's not this—" he wailed. "Okay, okay, it's not this. Then don't cry." "It's up to you—why are you back—" "On Jinlin Road, there is a car repair booth. I found it." "...huh?" Just for this? "You've gone too far, you have to go back a little bit." "...Why didn't you just say that, idiot!" "I didn't know just now, didn't I just find this?" "What?" Looking for what? "I'll take you there." "...Did you go to the car repair shop just now?" "That's right. Oh," the boy stretched his legs to support the bicycle, took out something from his bag and threw it at Ning Yao, "Go on." hot. Ning Yao saw clearly that it was a piece of bread. "……what is this?" "You hungry?" "..." I was already hungry, but, "...what is this?" "What, what. Let you eat. But don't cry anymore. Scares the living." "……I'll help you." "what?" "I said I'll copy the cheat sheet for you!" After a moment of surprise, the boy laughed loudly: "Forget it. Your handwriting is so beautiful. If you really help me write it, I feel guilty." "... How have you ever seen my handwriting!" "That line of chalk writing. The chalk writing on the wall." Xiao Yiqi turned his head, "Okay, let's go to repair the car first." (full text)