Chapter 8 Chapter 6 [email protected]
[email protected] 2000.12.1
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Are you really gone?
These few nights I sat on the white sofa, waiting for you to come back.
Do you remember?There have been many quiet nights when I sat and waited for you to come back from get off work.When I hear the ringing of the bunch of keys, I will run to the gate. Before you can insert the key into the keyhole, I can't wait to open the door and show you a warm smile.
However, these days, I waited for a long time, and there was no sound outside the door.
I still put on your big sweater and the pair of soft cotton wool slippers on my feet, holding Bai Guchen in my hand, sitting on the white cloth sofa, feeling your smell and sensing your existence, But I can never see you again.
You said that women who can wait for the man they love to come home are happy. They have expectations and hope in their hearts. When they see the man they love comes back, their hearts are warm and full. The house between you and me is the happiest place in the world. place.
Since this is the happiest place in the world, why do you leave me?Leave me alone waiting for someone who won't come home again.
This is the saddest place in the world without you.
Waiting for your return.
[email protected] 2000.12.2 area: I have been waiting for you for many days, and you haven't come back to find me?Did I piss you off?Or have you not forgiven me yet? It was raining heavily outside today, and the scenery outside became blurred.Whenever it rains heavily, you always love to sit on the easy chair, look at the heavy rain outside the window, and indulge in the rustling rain with the rhythm of the easy chair rising and falling. I ask you why you love to watch the rain. You said that rain can wash away the troubles in your mind and restore your peace of mind.After the rain, everything will be washed clean and shiny. Today I am also sitting in your easy chair, you seem to be beside me, I turned on the radio, and the voice of Xia Xinju came from the radio, that is your favorite program. A girl called the radio station, she asked Xia Xinju: "Do you believe that there will be retribution for love?" Domain, does love have retribution?I believe, if I hadn't fallen in love with Yu Zhixi from the beginning, and loved you with all my heart, you wouldn't have left me today. It is destiny that I cannot have a person who lasts forever. I am not worthy of you. If you betray someone who loves you, you will eventually be betrayed by another person. One day, we will be alone. If I knew the retribution of love earlier, I would love you twice and use up my soul and energy all my life to exchange for the everlasting relationship with you. I miss you very much and I am still waiting for your return.
[email protected] 2000.12.3 area: The weather is a bit cold today, people on the street are wearing thick coats, I am afraid you will catch cold, so I found several woolen coats from the closet. I put the sweater on the bed so you can put it on while you change. I haven't seen you for many days, how are you doing? Are you busy there?I really want to hand over the sweater to you and let me touch your kind hands. I really like the feeling of holding your hands, it is so stable and gentle, I hope your hands can hold my whole body, I really want to hide in your tenderness forever. The cold wind was blowing in from the outside, I hurriedly put my hands by my mouth, and warmed my palms with a mouthful of warm air. Without you, your hands will quickly become cold. Without you, my heart has never been warmer. Without you, the winter was so difficult. I don't like winter, and I don't like the days without you. When you come back, I will definitely catch you and never let you go again. I want you to warm me every winter. I will wait for your return and I will welcome you back with a smile.
[email protected] 2000.12.4 Wei: I am back. I see you, sleeping in my easy chair.I think you must have waited for me for many nights. You must be very tired! How many tears are on your face, have you ever cried?Who are you crying for? I saw the sweater you prepared for me, I will take it away, I hope I can wear it, this is your care and love for me, I will not let it down. Forgive me for not being with you forever, forgive me for not being able to give you warmth.Now I am actually so cold, I really want to feel the warmth of your body, seeping through the pores into the bones. Wei, do you know what love is? These days I figured it out. I haven't been able to see you these days, and my heart is full of missing you, but my heart is surprisingly sweet and satisfied. Because I know you love me and you only have me in your heart.I love you for granted. To love someone is not to see her face every day. Love someone, you have her in your heart, she has you in her heart, two people miss each other, no matter how far apart, as long as there is love in your heart, you will also feel her by your side, her smile, her whispers are like close proximity, everyone No complaints, no jealousy, no betrayal. As long as you still love me, you can feel that I am always by your side. Take care of yourself!my sweetheart.
[email protected] 2000.12.2 area: I have been waiting for you for many days, and you haven't come back to find me?Did I piss you off?Or have you not forgiven me yet? It was raining heavily outside today, and the scenery outside became blurred.Whenever it rains heavily, you always love to sit on the easy chair, look at the heavy rain outside the window, and indulge in the rustling rain with the rhythm of the easy chair rising and falling. I ask you why you love to watch the rain. You said that rain can wash away the troubles in your mind and restore your peace of mind.After the rain, everything will be washed clean and shiny. Today I am also sitting in your easy chair, you seem to be beside me, I turned on the radio, and the voice of Xia Xinju came from the radio, that is your favorite program. A girl called the radio station, she asked Xia Xinju: "Do you believe that there will be retribution for love?" Domain, does love have retribution?I believe, if I hadn't fallen in love with Yu Zhixi from the beginning, and loved you with all my heart, you wouldn't have left me today. It is destiny that I cannot have a person who lasts forever. I am not worthy of you. If you betray someone who loves you, you will eventually be betrayed by another person. One day, we will be alone. If I knew the retribution of love earlier, I would love you twice and use up my soul and energy all my life to exchange for the everlasting relationship with you. I miss you very much and I am still waiting for your return.
[email protected] 2000.12.3 area: The weather is a bit cold today, people on the street are wearing thick coats, I am afraid you will catch cold, so I found several woolen coats from the closet. I put the sweater on the bed so you can put it on while you change. I haven't seen you for many days, how are you doing? Are you busy there?I really want to hand over the sweater to you and let me touch your kind hands. I really like the feeling of holding your hands, it is so stable and gentle, I hope your hands can hold my whole body, I really want to hide in your tenderness forever. The cold wind was blowing in from the outside, I hurriedly put my hands by my mouth, and warmed my palms with a mouthful of warm air. Without you, your hands will quickly become cold. Without you, my heart has never been warmer. Without you, the winter was so difficult. I don't like winter, and I don't like the days without you. When you come back, I will definitely catch you and never let you go again. I want you to warm me every winter. I will wait for your return and I will welcome you back with a smile.
[email protected] 2000.12.4 Wei: I am back. I see you, sleeping in my easy chair.I think you must have waited for me for many nights. You must be very tired! How many tears are on your face, have you ever cried?Who are you crying for? I saw the sweater you prepared for me, I will take it away, I hope I can wear it, this is your care and love for me, I will not let it down. Forgive me for not being with you forever, forgive me for not being able to give you warmth.Now I am actually so cold, I really want to feel the warmth of your body, seeping through the pores into the bones. Wei, do you know what love is? These days I figured it out. I haven't been able to see you these days, and my heart is full of missing you, but my heart is surprisingly sweet and satisfied. Because I know you love me and you only have me in your heart.I love you for granted. To love someone is not to see her face every day. Love someone, you have her in your heart, she has you in her heart, two people miss each other, no matter how far apart, as long as there is love in your heart, you will also feel her by your side, her smile, her whispers are like close proximity, everyone No complaints, no jealousy, no betrayal. As long as you still love me, you can feel that I am always by your side. Take care of yourself!my sweetheart.