Chapter 2 The reprint sequence is awakening, but also pain

The heroine in a book mentioned a question: If you had the chance to go back in time, which year would you go back to? which year? ? ? I think it will be... Back then, would she still remember me, would she remember what she had said to me.And this sentence made me decide my choice. Is that sentence true? I want to prove it to her. Thinking back to those scenes, those happy experiences again and again, my heart ached, my throat was choked and I was suffocating, I wanted to remember these beautiful moments forever, but I knew I had to work hard to forget, because every time I thought about it, , My heart will be hurt once.

Others sprinkle salt in their own wounds, it is the cruelty of others, and their own weakness. How about rubbing salt in your own wounds? I know I am an ugly duckling, an ugly duckling that will never become a swan. Five years, I did it, but I ended up with nothing, I don't understand. When we meet now, we are like strangers.No!A stranger than a stranger. I know that from the beginning to the end, she didn't feel what my ugly duckling did. Maybe in her eyes, everything went with the flow, as it should be. Maybe, maybe I valued my sacrifice too much, maybe if I said it, they would laugh at me because I was a coward at the time.

But my sacrifice did not bring any ultimate happiness, and I think I am powerless to add salt to my wounds. I suddenly understood that I had to go through another choice five years ago to make up for the regrets of the past—two endings, as if this was perfect enough to draw a full stop. It's awakening, it's also hurt, it's smiling, it's also crying.This is life, the moment of crying, you have to understand that there are always times in life where you cannot stop crying, only those who can awaken will understand the meaning of this.