Chapter 3 Chapter 2 The Pain of Love

The news of the plane crashing into the mountain spread to Hong Kong immediately, and all passengers on board were killed.Chen Yu was awakened by Ma Le's phone call in her dream, and only then did she know that something happened to Titi. "News reports say no one survived," Marle said. Chen Yu found the remote control on the bed, turned on the TV, and saw that the staff were cleaning up the corpses. The charred corpses were arranged neatly on the ground, most of which were bloody and bloody. One of the corpses was curled up in a ball. He must have struggled when he died. It's very painful, can't it be Titi?Chen Yu hugged the pillow in pain.

"I can't find Weng Xinliang." Ma Le said, "He's not at home. I've called him many times, but he didn't answer the phone. Could it be that he already knows?" "He's probably at Titi's house. He said he's going to feed Gugu every day." Chen Yu and Ma Le rushed to Titi's house. "What if he doesn't know about it yet?" Chen Yu asked Ma Le. Weng Xinliang came to answer the door, he had just woken up, Chen Yu's estimation was correct, he still didn't know that he and Titi had made a farewell forever. "What's the matter?" Weng Xinliang felt strange when he saw the two of them.

"Why didn't you switch back?" "My pager was bitten by Googoo last night, and I fell asleep here. You are so nervous, what's the matter?" "Did you watch TV?" Marle asked him. "I was just woken up by you." Chen Yu couldn't help crying: "Titi, Titi..." "What happened to Titi?" Weng Xinliang asked Chen Yu, he knew it was bad news. Chen Yu couldn't open his mouth. "Titi's plane had an accident." Ma Le said. Weng Xinliang's face became ugly: "What accident?" "The plane crashed into the mountain and was severely burned. No one survived," Ma Le said.

"Where's Titi?" Weng Xinliang asked blankly. "No one survived," Marle said. Weng Xinliang froze, and after three seconds of silence, he let out a loud cry and howled. Titi's parents were in France, so she was buried there.Chen Yu accompanied Weng Xinliang to France to attend the funeral, Weng Xinliang did not say a word on the plane, nor did he eat anything. "At least she was very happy before she died." Chen Yu said, "It's better to die with hope and happiness than to die in despair." "No." Weng Xinliang said: "She never thought of dying like this. She always thought that she would die by the pool when she jumped from a height of 90 meters because of a mistake."

"She jumped from a height of 90 meters, never missed, but died on the plane, in the air, this is what we call life, always caught by surprise." Chen Yu said. At the funeral, Weng Xinliang stood in front of Titi's coffin and refused to leave.Titi's body was severely burned, but her face was intact.She was wearing a white gauze dress, lying peacefully in the coffin, with a bouquet of white daisies on her chest, as long as she opened her eyes, stood up, and held Weng Xinliang's arms, she would be a happy bride . After returning to Hong Kong, Weng Xinliang brought Cuckoo, Acacia Bird and all the things that belonged to Titi to his home.He hides at home, stays at home, sleeps on the ground with Gugu, the dog eats human food, and human eats dog food.

That morning, Chen Yu couldn't take it anymore and went to Weng Xinliang's house to knock on the door. "Open the door, I know you're inside." Weng Xinliang finally opened the door, his whole body seemed to wither, his lips were chapped and bleeding. "You can't be like this, you have to cheer up." "What are you doing cheering up?" Weng Xinliang was lying on the ground. Cuckoo pestered Chen Yu, so tired that Chen Yu sneezed several times in a row, Xiangsi was also shedding her hair, Weng Xinliang lost fighting spirit together with these two animals who lost their owners.

Chen Yu pulled Weng Xinliang up from the ground: "Listen to me, go to work." Weng Xinliang ignored it and wanted to lie on the ground. "Titi is dead." Chen Yu cried. Weng Xinliang fell on Shen Yu's body and burst into tears. "She is dead." Chen Yu said. Weng Xinliang sobbed in pain. "I'm going to take Gugu and Xiangsi away now, you have to go to work tomorrow." Chen Yu put on the collar for Gugu. "No." Weng Xinliang stopped her. Chen Yu pushed him away: "If you want to see them, you have to go to work." Chen Yu brought Gu Gu and Xiangsi home, she had a severe allergy to Gu Gu and kept sneezing, so she locked him in the bathroom.Poor Chow probably knew his owner wasn't coming back, barking non-stop in the bathroom.Chen Yu thought, her sensitivity to Cuckoo will heal one day. People's sensitivity to the same thing will gradually decrease, and finally they will no longer be sensitive. The same is true for love. It used to be impossible to lose someone However, as time goes by, you will gradually be able to bear the loss.

Now she has two lovesick birds at home, one does not sing and the other sheds its hair, they are the incarnation of her and Weng Xinliang.Chen Yu put the two birdcages together, so that the two lovesickness could face each other day and night. Chen Yu called Ma Le. "Can you bring your violin to my house?" Marle came with his violin. "Play a song for me." Chen Yu looked at the two Acacias and said. "Which song do you want to listen to?" "Anything will do." Ma Le put the violin on his shoulder and played the first movement of Bruch's Violin Concerto No. 1.The appearance of Marley playing the violin is handsome and magical. It turns out that as long as a man returns to his workbench, he will shine brightly.

Acacia who was hair-shedding and not singing was drawn by the sound of the piano, Gu Gu suddenly fell silent in the bathroom, and Shen Yu sat on the ground, weeping and sobbing silently. The next morning, Chen Yu saw Weng Xinliang appear in the Ocean Theater. "Morning." Weng Xinliang said.Although there was no expression on his face, Chen Yu was still very happy. Weng Xinliang began to check for Triss. "Triss seems to be a little different from usual recently." Chen Yu wiped off the dead skin on Triss's body with his hands. "I want to take a urine test." Weng Xinliang said.

"Are you okay?" Chen Yu asked him. "How about coo?" "It's very good. I'm not so sensitive to it anymore. Do you want to see it?" Weng Xinliang shook his head, maybe he was about to forget about Titi. After getting off work, Chen Yu ran to Weng Xinliang's workshop. "What did Tris's urine sample find?" "It's pregnant." Weng Xinliang said. "Great! It's the first mother dolphin in Ocean Park." "It was pregnant a month ago." Weng Xinliang looked at the urine sample in a daze, "It was just when Titi died."

"You thought Titi was reincarnated as a little dolphin?" "No." Weng Xinliang stood up, "If you want to change, you will become a bird." "Yes, maybe she is flying in this sky, and she will be very sad to see you like this." Weng Xinliang stood in front of the window, looking at the blue sky, a bird flew over the roof. "Can we eat together?" Chen Yu asked him. "I do not want to go." "Then I'll go first." After Chen Yu left, Weng Xinliang took out three tickets from his pocket. They were opera tickets that Chen Yu bought three months ago. He planned to watch the three of them together. The date was today, but Titi couldn't see the opera. Longer than people. Weng Xinliang went to the opera alone with three tickets, and the whole theater was full, only the two seats next to Weng Xinliang were vacant, originally occupied by Titi and Shen Yu.This night, he wept alone, sobbing in the opera house like a ghost hiding in the theater. He believed more and more that it was Jingoka who snatched Titi from him. When the curtain fell on the stage, Weng Xinliang stood up. The two seats next to him were still empty. Titi would not come. He left the theater sadly.Outside the theater, there is a living woman waiting for him, it is Chen Yu.Chen Yu smiled and stood in front of him. "I knew you would come." Weng Xinliang walked with his head down, and Chen Yu followed behind him. "Why are you following me?" "Are you hungry? I know a good place nearby." Chen Yu took Weng Xinliang to eat roast goose. "This meal will be hosted by me." "Okay, I haven't had a good meal for a long time, can I buy a drink?" "of course can." Weng Xinliang kept drinking. It turned out that his purpose was not to eat, but to drink. "Don't drink anymore." Chen Yu said. "I didn't drink alcohol before, but now I have discovered the benefits of alcohol. If there is no alcohol in the world, how would life be?" "Why don't you die?" Chen Yu scolded him. Chen Yu helped Weng Xinliang back to his home, Gugu saw Weng Xinliang, and immediately jumped on him, Weng Xinliang hugged Gugu, rolled on the ground, treating it as Titi. Chen Yu put a hot towel on Weng Xinliang's face. Weng Xinliang got drunk and vomited on Shen Yu. "What's wrong with you?" Chen Yu wiped Weng Xinliang's face with a towel, Weng Xinliang lay unconscious on the carpet. Chen Yu took off the sweater on his body, Weng Xinliang slept soundly, he has a pretty face.Chen Yu fed him tea, and he drank it obediently.Chen Yu took off her underwear, unbuttoned her bust, took off her socks and pants, and stood in front of Weng Xinliang naked.The man had never seen her naked, never hugged her, she was the second woman he met on the first day, it was her fate.Chen Yu took off the clothes for Weng Xinliang, his body was strong and his muscles were firm, she leaned on him, Weng Xinliang hugged her, pressed on her, passionately kissed her face and body. Weng Xinliang fell asleep tiredly, Shen Yu spread the blanket on him, held his hand, and slept next to him, she gave this lovelorn man a sex, which was the best consolation, if he woke up and wanted to Forget everything, she won't hate him either. Weng Xinliang woke up in the middle of the night, and saw Shen Yu sleeping naked beside him, she held his hand tightly, his throat was hot, and he wanted to drink a glass of water, he found his coat on the ground, put it on Putting it in Shen Yu's hand, Chen Yu held the clothes, thinking he was holding Weng Xinliang's hand, Weng Xinliang stood up, put on his clothes, walked to the kitchen, he found a can of frozen Coke, and swallowed it. Chen Yu stood outside the kitchen door and asked him softly: "you're awake?" "Do you want a drink?" Weng Xinliang asked Chen Yu. "En." Chen Yu took the Coke from Weng Xinliang's hand and took a sip. Chen Yu looked at Weng Xinliang, Weng Xinliang didn't dare to look her in the face, he didn't know what to say. Chen Yu's nose was uncomfortable, and he sneezed twice in a row. "Are you catching a cold?" "No, it's because of Goo Goo." "You also have an Acacia at home?" Weng Xinliang saw two Acacias in the living room. "This lovesickness can't sing." "Impossible, it's impossible for there to be Acacia who can't sing." Weng Xinliang teased Acacia in the cage, but it really didn't sing. "Without love, lovesickness can't sing." "I'll go home." Weng Xinliang put on his clothes. Although Chen Yu was disappointed, why should he keep this man?It was she who fell on him first, a man would never fall in love with a woman because of a foolish sex, let alone another woman, in his heart, there is a deep pain. Chen Yu sent Weng Xinliang away, and the relationship between them suddenly became very strange. "goodbye." "Goodbye." Chen Yu watched him walk into the elevator. Chen Yu stood on the balcony and saw Weng Xinliang leave the building. "Weng Xinliang!" Weng Xinliang raised his head, Chen Yu spread out his palms, Acacia who didn't sing flew over his head.She hoped it would sing in the woods. Weng Xinliang watched Acacia flying overhead, why did Chen Yu also have a Acacia?And she never mentioned it.Weng Xinliang suddenly understood that she also wanted Titi's gift. Lovesick birds flew over his head, Chen Yu watched him leave from the balcony, Weng Xinliang felt his shoulders were heavy, and he wanted to cry. When Ma Le asked him for a drink, he didn't know whether to go or not, but he went anyway. "I'm relieved to see you recovering," the good friend said to him. Weng Xinliang just drinks. "Have you ever seen Chen Yu?" Marle asked him. Weng Xinliang nodded: "You and her—" "It seems that she doesn't love me, she loves someone else." Weng Xinliang lowered his head, even Ma Le knew that she loved him, but Weng Xinliang never knew it. Shen Yu rode on the killer whale and won applause from the audience. Only in this place can she feel loved. In the office, Chen Yu received a call from Weng Xinliang. "Are you free tonight?" "En." Chen Yu replied happily. "we have meal together." Chen Yu rushed home to change clothes, let go of Acacia who had no love, and love came. In the restaurant, Weng Xinliang and Shen Yu ate with their heads down. "Do you want dessert?" Weng Xinliang asked Chen Yu. "No." She skipped dessert when she was in a good mood. Weng Xinliang asked for a sago pudding. He usually doesn't eat desserts, but at this moment, he felt that desserts should be used to ease the atmosphere. "What happened the night before yesterday, can we pretend that it never happened?" Weng Xinliang looked down at Simi Pudian in front of him. Chen Yu looked up at him, too angry to speak, he hated this man. "I don't want to hurt you." Weng Xinliang said sadly.He didn't want to take advantage of a woman because of sadness.However, Chen Yu didn't think so, she thought he repented. Chen Yu rushed out of the restaurant, kept running, and ran back to the Ocean Theater.Triss was quarantined because of her pregnancy, lest Rick accidentally harm the fetus.Rick and former rival Michael play in the pool, and they become good friends again.Shen Yu opened the sluice gate, Rick, Mi Gao and all the dolphins swam to the big pond at the same time, Shen Yu took off his clothes and dived into the water, her self-esteem was greatly insulted, a man who had entered her body said to her: "Just pretend that what happened that night never happened!" She knew that there might not be a result, but she never thought that the man would be so cowardly. Triss was not willing to be lonely, and kept screaming in the pool. Shen Yu opened the sluice gate, allowing Triss to swim to the big pool, and Rick quickly swam close to Triss and wrestled with it.The sunken fish remains at the bottom, and only water can numb her pain.At the bottom of the water, she saw blood, it was Triss' blood.Chen Yu hurriedly drove Rick away, and Triss struggled in the water in pain, the blood flowed from its lower body into the water, and then melted away. Chen Yu could only call Weng Xinliang. Weng Xinliang came to check on Triss. "How could you let Rick get close to it?" Weng Xinliang blamed her. "How's Triss?" "It's a miscarriage." Regarding Triss miscarriage, the chief veterinarian Da Zongmei and the Ocean Park management must be notified. "Tomorrow I will explain to Miss Da Zong." Chen Yu said. "Chen Yu—" Weng Xinliang hesitated to speak. "Needless to say, nothing ever happened between us, I understand that." Weng Xinliang was at a loss for words, he just didn't want to deceive a woman, but he did it clumsily. The next morning, Chen Yu voluntarily surrendered to Da Zongmei, but Weng Xinliang was one step ahead of her. Da Zongmei scolded Weng Xinliang angrily: "How could you let Rick contact Triss just because you were in a bad mood? Do you know the value of a little dolphin?" "Sorry, I am willing to resign." Weng Xinliang bowed deeply to Da Zongmei. "I will consider your request to resign." Da Zongmei said. "Miss Da Zong—" Chen Yu didn't want Weng Xinliang to take the blame for her. Weng Xinliang hurriedly said: "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry." "I want to report this matter to the chairman." Da Zongmei said. Da Zongmei left, Chen Yu looked at Weng Xinliang, wondering if he should thank him, but if it wasn't for him, Chen Yu would not have put Triss in the big pond and made her miscarriage.A young dolphin was sacrificed for his cowardice. "Do you think if you are like this, we can draw a tie?" Chen Yu said stubbornly. "I don't mean that." "Thank you so much." Chen Yu turned around and walked away. Weng Xinliang was helpless, he had never understood women.If he hadn't met Titi, he might have fallen in love with Chen Yu, she is a very special woman. In the evening, Chen Yu feeds Gu Gu Gu, and Xiang Si, who has lost her hair, is cured after treatment by Weng Xin Liang, but she turns day and night upside down and sings happily.Chen Yu hung the washed clothes on the balcony, the sweater Weng Xinliang had vomited on that night, Chen Yu hugged the sweater and sniffed the sweater, there was a smell of fabric softener on the sweater The scent of flowers, but Chen Yu tried to smell the smell in Weng Xinliang's mouth. The doorbell rang, could it be Weng Xinliang?No, it's Marle. "I was just visiting friends nearby to see you." "Why didn't you call first?" "I'm afraid you told me not to come." Ma Le said bluntly. Chen Yu laughed: "How about some tea?" "Ok." Chen Yu made a cup of tea for Ma Le. "Ma Le, do you love me?" Chen Yu asked him. "I don't love you." Marle said. Chen Yu was very surprised, she thought Ma Le would say sadly: "Love." She wanted to get some comfort from him, but she didn't expect that even this man would betray her. "This is not the answer you want to hear, is it?" Ma Le asked her, "If I answered love, would you be happy? I don't think so, because the person you love is not me." Chen Yu felt ashamed and lay down on the railing of the balcony. "I will never be Weng Xinliang, and you will never be Titi." "I never wanted to be Titi." "But you wouldn't refuse to be her substitute." Yes, when Weng Xinliang was in love with her, he regarded her as Titi.To get him, she plays Titi. In front of Ma Le, she firmly denied: "Titi is happier than me. She died when a man loved her the most. I will never be her." "Chen Yu, you are a very good lover, but not a good wife." "why?" "You love someone with everything you have, but living with you is a burden." "So you don't love me either?" "You don't need me to love you at all, you know I like you." Ma Le said softly. Chen Yu watched Ma Le leave from the balcony, it felt different from watching Weng Xinliang leave, there was no love, and the back view was not so moving. She decided to give up Weng Xinliang starting tomorrow.Why start tomorrow?She wanted to spend one night loving him. The next morning, Chen Yu went back to the Ocean Theater in good spirits. Weng Xinliang arrived earlier than her, and he checked for Triss, and her condition has stabilized. "Morning." Weng Xinliang said to Chen Yu gently, "I'm sorry about what happened that night, I don't mean to pretend nothing happened." When she rejected him, he came back. "I can pretend nothing happened." Shen Yu jumped into the pool and swam with Rick. Weng Xinliang stood on the shore, not knowing what to say.Women are stupid when they fall in love with a man, and men are also stupid when they don't know how to comfort a woman. Chen Yu deliberately ignored Weng Xinliang, Weng Xinliang left the Ocean Theater disappointed, Chen Yu kept watching his leaving back in the water, she couldn't hate him anyway, she hated herself for being so weak in front of him.Chen Yu picked up the whistle by the pool and blew a series of sounds vigorously. She vented her love and conflicts on the piercing sounds. The dolphins neighed at the same time when they heard the series of strange sounds. The killer whales also wailed, and they were also beaten Chen Yu's love and conflict make him uneasy.Weng Xinliang heard this group of strange sounds outside the theater, like the cry of a woman. He turned his head and saw that it was Chen Yu, who was blowing his whistle on the bank with emotion.A woman with all her love and passion to make a voice that makes animals grieve for her too.The ten dolphins kept writhing amidst the sound of the whistle, they were the followers of the sinking fish. Shen Yu uses all her strength to continue blowing out her love pain, the killer whale jumps higher and higher, and the dolphins jump from the water to the shore and line up to follow Shen Yu.Weng Xinliang had never seen such a magnificent scene. It was so shocking when a woman declared her love. That night, Weng Xinliang stayed in the workshop to do laboratory work.Since Titi died, he used to use this method to make himself tired, and when he was tired, he would not suffer from insomnia.But this day was different from usual, he missed Shen Yu and wanted to see her very much. Weng Xinliang stood outside Shen Yu's door, hesitating for a while.He suddenly forgot his purpose, to apologize or to continue a relationship?He wanted to apologize, and that thought made him feel comfortable, because even being rejected wouldn't be too embarrassing.He mustered up the courage to knock on the door, and Chen Yu came to open it.Cuckoo threw himself on Weng Xinliang and kissed him fervently. When Chen Yu saw Weng Xinliang, his heart felt sore.Weng Xinliang stared at Chen Yu, speechless, he rarely apologized to women. "I'm sorry." Weng Xinliang wanted to apologize. Chen Yu hugged Weng Xinliang tightly, she needed the warmth of this man. "You let me in first, so that people will be embarrassed to see." Chen Yu refused to let go, and hung on Weng Xinliang's body.Weng Xinliang could only move gradually, and finally entered the house. "I can't forget Titi." Weng Xinliang said. "I know." Chen Yu choked up, "I just want to hug you. Did Titi hug you like this?" "Don't compare yourself to her." "I'm not as good as her." "That was not what I meant." Chen Yu held Weng Xinliang until he couldn't breathe. "Give me some time." Weng Xinliang said. Chen Yu nodded. "How can you make dolphins and whales like this?" "I'm a dolphin trainer." "impossible." "Love can change many things." Chen Yu said, "I didn't expect them to be like this." Although Da Zongmei reported the miscarriage of Triss to the chairman, she tried her best to defend Weng Xinliang, and Weng Xinliang could continue to stay.A good-looking man has a woman to protect him. The new female diver of the Desperate Diving Team is a black man who takes Titi's place.Every time he passed the diving pool, Weng Xinliang deliberately made a detour, which was his most painful memory.But on this day, the applause from the audience was particularly strong, and Weng Xinliang finally approached the place where he and Titi met again.The young black female diver waved to the crowd from ninety meters in the air, she was a lovely black pearl.Titi is also charming standing at a height of ninety meters. She waved to the crowd. Her waving gesture was beautiful, as if it was a happy parting. Then she opened her hands and took a step. Titi came back. The black female diver climbed from the water to the shore, and when she passed Weng Xinliang, she smiled at him, she was not Titi.Weng Xinliang turned and left in disappointment, and Chen Yu stood behind him. At night, they had nothing to say, Weng Xinliang played with Gu Gu, and Chen Yu washed Acacia's cage. "I can also jump into the water from a height of ninety meters." Shen Yu said as he put down the cage. Weng Xinliang remained silent. Chen Yu picked up his backpack, ready to go out. "where are you going?" "I can do it too." "Don't get nervous." Chen Yu ignored Weng Xinliang and left with his backpack.She returned to Ocean Park, changed into a swimsuit, and walked to the diving pool. She looked up at the 90-meter diving platform, which was a frightening distance.Chen Yu climbed up from the lowest level and climbed higher and higher. She didn't dare to look down, the wind was getting stronger and stronger, and she finally climbed to a height of ninety meters.Chen Yu turned around, her feet were trembling constantly, almost slipping off, Titi turned out to be a very brave girl, how can she compare with her?For love, she is willing to jump down, she can do anything for Weng Xinliang, but she is timid, she stands on the 90-meter high platform and weeps, she can't show the courage. "Come down." Weng Xinliang said on the ground. Chen Yu looked at Weng Xinliang who was on the ground, he had shrunk many times from his original size, he waved to her and shouted for her to come down. Weng Xinliang looked up at Chen Yu, he saw her trembling on it, it was a terrible distance, he also began to be timid, he was really afraid that Chen Yu would jump off, he couldn't catch her. Chen Yu is not as great as she imagined, she dare not jump off after all. "I'm afraid." Chen Yu cried and said. "Come down." Chen Yu hoped that for the sake of love, this man would climb up the 90-meter-high platform and personally carry her down, but he was indifferent and just stood on the ground. Chen Yu walked down from the ninety-meter-high platform, shivering from the cold. "I'm still reluctant to die for you." Chen Yu smiled bitterly at Weng Xinliang. "Don't die for me." "Haven't you thought about hugging me down?" Weng Xinliang was silent. "If it's Titi, maybe you will." "Let's go back!" Weng Xinliang sent Chen Yu home.Chen Yu began to regret that he didn't jump from the height of ninety meters just now, jumping may not necessarily lead to death, however, the dead silence between the two of them made one feel uncomfortable. Chen Yu changed into pajamas, Weng Xinliang didn't change clothes, nor took off his shoes. "I'd better move out." Weng Xinliang finally said. "No, don't." Chen Yu hugged him. "Don't do this, we can't be together." "I promise that what happened today will not happen again." Chen Yu begged him. "You don't need to give up your self-esteem for love." "I don't, you are my self-esteem." "You have changed, have your confidence and magic power to call dolphins disappeared?" Weng Xinliang sighed. "I'm still that person—the person who fell in love with you the first day I saw you." Weng Xinliang has softened, and he also needs comfort. On this day, Chen Yu didn't have to go to work, and went to the concert hall to find Ma Le who was rehearsing. "What's up?" "Passing by here, let's chat with you. How are you doing?" "And you?" "I'm with Weng Xinliang." Chen Yu said happily. Marle seemed to have expected it a long time ago. "You seem to already know, did Weng Xinliang tell you?" "He didn't tell me, I could tell from the look on your face that you were in love." "Am I sorry Titi?" "She's dead." "I know, but I really feel sorry for her." "Don't think so." "I know he still misses Titi. That night, when I was standing on the 90-meter diving platform, Weng Xinliang only asked me to come down by myself. If it was Titi, he would definitely climb up the platform to pick her up." "Won't." "why?" "Don't you know that Weng Xinliang is afraid of heights?" "Why didn't you tell me that you have fear of heights?" Chen Yu asked Weng Xinliang. "Who told you that?" "I met Marle today. No wonder you had to close your eyes when you rode the crane." "I just close my eyes and rest my mind." Weng Xinliang said with a smile. "Sophistry! Why are you afraid of heights?" "I was bullied as a kid by someone who was very tall." Chen Yu laughed loudly: "Nonsense." "I plan to resign." Weng Xinliang said. "where are you going?" "I work with a veterinarian who has a clinic in North Point. His immigration application has been approved and he spends half of the year in Canada, so he wants to find a partner." Weng Xinliang resigned from Ocean Park and now works in the North Point Veterinary Clinic. Assistant Zhu Ning looks like a supporting actress in Japanese comics, with a mole on the corner of her mouth, which makes her look very funny. She is a bit nervous Nervous and often doing wrong things, Weng Xinliang didn't understand why the previous veterinarian hired her.Her only advantage may be that she has infinite love for small animals. She even kisses dogs with skin diseases. Chen Yu visited Weng Xinliang once at the clinic, and when she saw Zhu Ning in a white uniform with a ponytail, she began to be wary of her.Chen Yu thought it was ridiculous, she was not like this before, she was very confident in herself, she would never be wary of women around men, but today, she is wary of this seventeen-year-old girl, because she is no longer eighteen, Twenty-two, but twenty-six years old, or because she was nervous about Weng Xinliang? Chen Yu thought of a good way, to prevent a woman from seducing her boyfriend, the best way is to be friends with her.So, one noon, she took the initiative to invite Zhu Ning to have lunch. "How long have you been working at the clinic?" "More than a year." Zhu Ning said. "I also like small animals." "Yes, you look like a dolphin." "Do you have a boyfriend?" Chen Yu entered the topic. Junin nodded sweetly. "Who is it?" Chen Yu was curious. "We have known each other since we were twelve years old. He is my classmate." "Does he like animals too?" "He said his favorite animal was me." "I thought that now there is no such dedicated love." "I want to marry him." Zhu Ning said happily, "What about you, will you marry Dr. Weng?" "I'm the same as your boyfriend." Chen Yu said. Zhu Ning didn't understand. "He is my favorite animal. If he doesn't marry me, I will destroy him humanely." Chen Yu is no longer wary of Zhu Ning, she has witnessed her warm and happy smile when she mentioned her boyfriend, a woman with this kind of smile will not empathize in a short time. On the morning of February 14th, Chen Yu woke up, gave Weng Xinliang a kiss, and then went to work.He goes to work earlier than Weng Xinliang.On this day, an unsatisfactory thing happened. When she came out riding a killer whale, she slipped off the whale and fell into the water, making a fool of herself. The applause of the audience suddenly stopped. When the body of the whale slipped down again. She was depressed all day long, and called Weng Xinliang to the clinic. Zhu Ning said that he was humanely destroying a bitch suffering from bladder cancer.Chen Yu heard a shrill cry from over there on the phone. "It's the bitch's owner who is crying," Zhu Ning said. Chen Yu went to the market to buy vegetables after get off work, she walked three times in a daze, but couldn't think of what to buy.A new pair of canvas shoes has a nasty stain on them.Back home, she dropped the cloth shoes into the washing machine, put in a lot of non-foaming detergent and fabric softener, and pressed the switch.A pair of shoes kept tumbling in the stainless steel drum of the washing machine, making a rumbling sound. Chen Yu stood in front of the washing machine, listening to the hollow sound until the washing machine stopped.She took out the pair of white cloth shoes with red floral patterns from the washing machine, and the black stains were washed off.But the red floral pattern also faded after washing.To get rid of tough dirt, always burn jade and stone. Weng Xinliang is back. "A bitch died today?" Chen Yu asked Weng Xinliang. "yes." Today is a special day when Western Valentine's Day and Chinese Valentine's Day are on the same day. The TV evening news reported that the number of couples who chose to hold their wedding today broke the record for the number of people in the past, and it was the day when the most people got married.Chen Yu turned off the TV.Both she and Weng Xinliang tried not to mention this day.February 14th was originally Weng Xinliang and Titi's wedding date. On the bed, Chen Yu hugged Weng Xinliang and said, "I miss Titi." Weng Xinliang took out a box of gifts from the drawer to Chen Yu: "For you." "Mine?" Chen Yu opened the box and found a very chic watch with a swinging dolphin on the surface. "Where did you find it?" "Found it in a boutique near the clinic. Do you like it? It's waterproof and can be used for diving." Chen Yu hugged Weng Xinliang happily, she did not expect to receive a Valentine's Day gift.Because she was afraid that Weng Xinliang would not like it, she didn't even dare to give him a Valentine's Day gift. Weng Xinliang put on a watch for Chen Yu. This day was supposed to be his and Titi's day, but now it was replaced by another woman. Even so, he didn't want to treat her poorly. On Saturday morning, a woman entered the clinic with a Persian cat in her arms.Weng Xinliang was a little surprised when he saw her. She was Hu Xiaodie, his former girlfriend who worked in the airport control tower. Her appearance hadn't changed at all, and she still had a charming style that shouldn't belong to young women. "It's really you?" Xiaodie was surprised. Weng Xinliang didn't know what to say. "I just moved to live nearby. Ding Dong seemed to have caught a cold. I took it to the doctor and saw your nameplate at the door. I didn't expect it was really you. I thought you were still in Japan." "I came back in the middle of this year." Dingdang the Persian cat seemed to recognize Weng Xinliang, lying lazily on his elbow. "It recognizes you." Ding Dong was given to Xiao Die by Weng Xinliang when he left Hong Kong. Ding Dong was originally his sick cat, which suffered from skin disease and was abandoned by the owner. Weng Xinliang took great care to heal it.Xiao Die fell in love with a pilot, and that night, Weng Xinliang gave her the jingle in his arms, saying goodbye to her sadly.She didn't expect to keep it with her all the time. "It caught a cold." "Let me see." Weng Xinliang checked Dingdang: "I want to give it an injection." Standing by the side, Zhu Ning assisted Weng Xinliang to press Dingdang on the operating bed. Judging from the expressions of Weng Xinliang and Hu Xiaodie, she probably guessed their relationship. "How much does that cost?" "No need." Weng Xinliang was playing with Ding Dong in his arms. The cat originally belonged to him. "Thank you." Watching Xiaodie leave, Weng Xinliang brought back many memories. He once loved this woman deeply, but was replaced by Titi. Titi can defeat all the women in his life because she is no longer alive. When he got off work, Weng Xinliang received a call from Hu Xiaodie: "Are you free to drink tea together?" "Okay." He didn't want to reject her coldly. They made an appointment to meet in a hotel coffee shop in North Point. Hu Xiaodie was waiting for him, smoking a cigarette. She didn't smoke before. "Are you here?" Hu Xiaodie flicked the cigarette ash twice, with a skillful gesture. "How have you been these few years?" Xiaodie asked him.A woman often has a kind of God's mercy for the man she once abandoned. "fine." "Has your fear of heights improved?" "Still the same." Weng Xinliang said with a smile. "I broke up with that pilot." "I thought you two would get married." Weng Xinliang was a little surprised: "You were very close at that time." Hu Xiaodie smiled wryly: "I've been with you for five years, gradually lost my passion, and suddenly met another man, he pursued me crazily, I thought that was the love I hadn't seen for a long time." Weng Xinliang was speechless. "He was very jealous and possessive. In the end, he quit his job and stayed in Hong Kong. He wanted to be with me every day. I couldn't stand it." "He went back to being a pilot again?" Hu Xiaodie shook her head: "He didn't become a pilot anymore." "Oh." "Have you got a girlfriend yet?" "I'm living with a girl now." There was a kind of disappointment in Xiaodie's eyes, she hastily took a deep drag on the cigarette, and exhaled a puff of smoke, so that Weng Xinliang could not see the disappointment on her face.Weng Xinliang still saw that, after all, this was the woman he loved, no matter how she concealed it, she couldn't deceive him. "I live alone now, come visit me when you have time." When Weng Xinliang returned home, Chen Yu hugged him warmly. "You smell of smoke." Chen Yu said. "Oh, really? Today there was a customer who smoked a lot." Weng Xinliang concealed the truth. "Camel brand?" "It seems so." Weng Xinliang pretended to be calm, "How do you know it's a Camel brand?" "I once knew a man who drew camels. Your guest was also a man?" "Ok." “抽骆驼牌的多半是男人，很少女人会抽这么浓的香烟。” 翁信良也不打算去纠正她，女人对于男朋友的旧情人总是很敏感。胡小蝶抽那么浓的烟，她一定很不快乐。 沈鱼把翁信良的外衣挂在阳台上吹风，那股骆驼牌香烟的味道她依然没有忘记，他是她的初恋情人。她邂逅他时，觉得他抽烟的姿态很迷人，他拿火柴点了一根烟，然后放在两片唇之间，深情地啜吸一下，徐徐呼出烟圈，好像跟一根烟恋爱。 三天之后，胡小蝶又抱着波斯猫来求诊。 “它有什么病？” “感冒。”小蝶说。 翁信良检查叮当的口腔，它看来健康活泼：“它不会有感冒。” “是我感冒。”胡小蝶连续打了三个喷嚏，“对不起。” 翁信良递上纸巾给她。 “你要去看医生。”翁信良叮嘱她。 “吃治猫狗感冒的药也可以吧？” “我拿一些给你。”翁信良去配药处拿来一包药丸。 “真的是治猫狗感冒的药？”小蝶有点害怕。 “是人吃的。”翁信良失笑，“如果没有好转，便应该去看医生。” “也许连医生也找不到医我的药。”小蝶苦笑，离开诊所，她的背影很凄凉。 胡小蝶从前不是这样的，她活泼开朗，以为世上没有解决不了的事情。令女人老去的，是男人和爱情。 下班的时候，翁信良打电话给胡小蝶，她令他不放心。 胡小蝶在梦中醒来。 “吵醒你？” "It doesn't matter." “你好点了吗？” “好像好了点，你在什么地方？” “诊所。” “陪我吃饭好吗？我是病人，迁就我一次可以吗？” "Ok." “我等你。”小蝶雀跃地挂了电话。 “我今天晚上不回来吃饭，我约了马乐。”翁信良在电话里告诉沈鱼。在与胡小蝶重逢后，他第二次向沈鱼说慌。 叮当跳到翁信良身上，嗅了一会，又跳到地上。胡小蝶也嗅嗅翁信良的衣服。 “你身上有狗的气味，难怪叮当跑开，你有养狗吗？” "yes." “什么狗？” “松狮。” “你买的。” “是一位已逝世的朋友的。”翁信良难过地说。 “你从前不养狗的，只喜欢猫。” “人会变的。” “你晚上不回家吃饭，你女朋友会不会生气？” 翁信良只是微笑。小蝶看着翁信良微笑，突然有些哽咽，她老了，翁信良却没有老，他依然长得俊俏，笑容依然迷人，当初她为什么会突然不爱他呢？她自己也不知道。 胡小蝶点了一根骆驼牌香烟。 “这只牌子的香烟焦油含量是最高的，不要抽太多。”翁信良说。 “已经不能不抽了。”胡小蝶笑着说。 “那么改抽另外一只牌子吧。” “爱上一种味道，是不容易改变的。即使因为贪求新鲜，去试另一种味道，始终还是觉得原来那种味道最好，最适合自己。”胡小蝶望着翁信良，好像对他暗示。 “你女朋友是干什么的？” “她是海豚训练员。” “好特别的工作。” “你们一起很久了？” “只是这几个月的事。” “如果我早点跟你重逢便好了。” 翁信良回避胡小蝶的温柔说：“那时我刚准备结婚。” “跟另一个人？” 翁信良点头。 “那为什么？” “她死了。”翁信良哀伤地说。 “你一定很爱她。”胡小蝶心里妒忌，她天真地以为翁信良一直怀念的人是她。 胡小蝶又燃点了一根骆驼牌香烟。 “抽烟可以减少一些痛苦。” "No." “你认为抽烟很坏吗？尤其是抽烟的女人。” “你抽烟的姿态很迷人，真的。” “我以前就不迷人？” “我不是这个意思，以前我们都年轻，不了解爱情。” “你是否仍然恨我？”胡小蝶把烟蒂挤熄在烟灰碟上，她的指甲碰到了烟灰。 翁信良摇头。 “因为你已经不爱我？” “只是爱情和伤痛都会败给岁月。”翁信良说。 胡小蝶点了一根香烟，走到雷射唱机前，播放音乐。 “陪我跳舞好吗？”她把香烟放在烟灰碟上，拉着翁信良跳舞。 胡小蝶伏在翁信良的肩膊上，他们曾经有美好的日子，翁信良抱着胡小蝶，许多年后，他再次触碰她的身体，曲线依旧美好，她的长发还是那么柔软，她的乳房贴着他的胸口在磨擦，她有一种难以抗拒的凄美，她代表以往那些没有死亡的日子。 胡小蝶闭上眼睛，吻翁信良的嘴唇，他们接吻，好像从前一样，所不同的，是胡小蝶的吻有骆驼牌香烟的味道。 胡小蝶吻翁信良的耳朵，他痕痒得不停扭动脖子。 “不要。”翁信良轻轻推开她。 胡小蝶尴尬地垂下头。 “我想我应该走了。”翁信良不想辜负沈鱼。 “好吧。”胡小蝶若无其事地说。她拒绝过他，就别再期望他会重新接受她，时间总是愚弄人。 “再见。”翁信良走近门口。 胡小蝶替他开门：“再见。” 翁信良对于自己的定力也感到惊讶，他竟然可以拒绝她，他是几经挣扎才可以拒绝她的，绝对不是报复她离开他，而是想起沈鱼。 翁信良回到家里，沈鱼在吃即食面。 “你回来了？” 翁信良把她抱上床。 “你身上有骆驼牌香烟的味道，马乐也抽骆驼牌吗？”沈鱼问翁信良。 “不，是那个客人，他也是玩音乐的，我介绍他认识马乐，他们很投契。”翁信良撒第三次谎。 "What's his name?" “彼得。”翁信良随口说出一个名字。 沈鱼觉得翁信良的热情有点不寻常，他在外面一定受到了挫折，这是女人的感觉。 翁信良呼呼地睡了，沈鱼用手去拨他的头发，他的头发上有股浓烈的骆驼牌香烟的味道，女人不会抽这么浓烈的香烟。 第二天早上，翁信良回到诊所，看见叮当在诊症室内。 “谁把它带来的。” “胡小姐。”朱宁说，“她说有事要到外地，把它暂时寄养在这儿。” “胡小姐去了哪里？”翁信良心里牵挂，他昨天晚上伤害了她。 "have no idea." 中午，翁信良约马乐吃饭。 他们去吃日本菜。 “为什么对我那么阔绰？”马乐笑着问他。 “我碰到胡小蝶。” “她不是跟那个飞机师一起吗？” “他们分手了，她就住在诊所附近，她变了很多，抽烟抽得很凶。” “沈鱼知道吗？” “没有告诉她，女人对这些事情很敏感的。” “你对胡小蝶还有余情？”马乐看穿他。 “我告诉沈鱼那天晚上跟你一起吃饭，还有彼得。” “彼得？” “就是小蝶，她是抽骆驼牌的彼得。” “胡小蝶抽骆驼牌？”马乐问翁信良。 “是的。沈鱼的鼻子很敏感。” “你打算怎样？”马乐问。 “什么怎样？” “你和小蝶之间。” “很久以前已经完了。” “如果是真的，那就好了。” “你对沈鱼有特殊感情。”翁信良有点妒忌。 “可惜她爱的是你。”马乐含笑说：“一个女孩子，要是同时遇上你和我，都只会看上你。” “这是我的不幸还是你的不幸？”翁信良失笑。 马乐也笑，他也曾钟情于胡小蝶，是他介绍他们认识的，他常常是爱情故事里的男配角。 “你那位客人这几天没有出现？”吃晚饭的时候，沈鱼问翁信良。 “你怎么知道？”翁信良惊讶。 “你身上没有骆驼牌的味道。” “是的，他去外地了。” “我在想，他会不会是我以前认识的那个男人？” “不会的。”翁信良斩钉截铁地说。 “你为什么那么肯定？” “他年纪比较大。”翁信良急忙撒了一个谎。 “而且他也不喜欢小动物，又不是玩音乐的，不可能是他。”沈鱼说，“彼得玩什么音乐的？” “流行音乐。”翁信良随便说。 一个黄昏，沈鱼约了马乐喝茶。 “那个彼得是玩什么音乐的？” “地下音乐。”马乐随便说。 胡小蝶已经离开了七天，音讯全无，叮当没精打采地伏在笼里，翁信良想抱它，它竟然抓伤了他。 “医生，你没事吧？”朱宁替他检查伤口。 “没事，只是抓伤表皮。” “它一定是挂念主人了。”朱宁替翁信良贴上胶布。 翁信良蹲在地上，看着叮当，他本来是它的主人，如今却因为挂念后来的主人而把他抓伤，动物无情，人也不见得比动物好，他不也是为了沈鱼而拒绝胡小蝶吗？他们上床那一夜，他发现胡小蝶是第一次，他心里有些内疚，有些感动，他没想过这个漂亮的女孩是第一次跟男人上床。那一刻，他宣誓永远不会离开，他遵守诺言，但她走了。 翁信良离开诊所。 “医生，你要去哪里？”朱宁问他。 “我很快回来。”翁信良匆匆出去。 朱宁觉得翁信良和胡小蝶之间有些不寻常关系，她不能正确猜到是哪一种关系。她想，胡小蝶可能正在单恋翁信良，女病人单恋英俊的医生，是常有的事。病猫的主人单恋俊俏的兽医也不是没有可能的。许多时候，动物害了感冒或抑郁症，是因为它的主人首先抑郁起来。 翁信良很快回来了。他把叮当从笼里抱出来，放在工作台上，叮当没精打采地垂下眼皮，俯伏在台上。翁信良在口袋里掏出一包骆驼牌香烟，他点了一根烟，深深地吸了一口，向着叮当喷出一团烟雾，叮当立即张开眼睛，望着前面的一团烟雾。翁信良很高兴，点了很多根香烟，每一根香烟以差不多的速度在空气中燃烧，造成一团很浓很浓的烟雾，将叮当包围着。叮当很雀跃，精神抖擞地站起来，不停地在桌上跳动，伸出小爪想抓住烟雾。 “成功了！”翁信良开心地高举两手。 “医生，你干什么，你想它患上肺癌。”朱宁走进来，吓了一跳。 “它以为这是它主人的味道。” 叮当兴奋地扑到翁信良身上，舐他的下巴。朱宁看到，忍不住大笑：“它真蠢。” 翁信良突然领悟到，人在动物心里，留下的不过是味道，而不是样貌。胡小蝶的样貌改变了，他自己的外表也跟以前不同了，但他们却想念从前的味道。