Chapter 5 Chapter 5 Looking Back

Chapter 5 Review 1 In the next few days, Mo Sheng continued to go out on location, and didn't ask about the interview anymore. She had already agreed with Lao Bai to change the case, so it shouldn't be her business. The filming was completed relatively smoothly on this day, and Mo Sheng returned to the magazine office early.While washing his hands in the bathroom, Amei and a few female colleagues grabbed him to gossip. "A Sheng, maybe you don't want to do the interview with that elite man." "how?" "Tao Yijing was rejected without even seeing her face to face. It's really ridiculous. She was so full of words at the beginning, but now she is ashamed." Amei's tone sounded a little gloating.

"Yeah, I heard that when she called the firm, she was answered by an assistant, with the excuse that Lawyer He was ill." "Sick?" Mo Sheng was about to go out, but stopped when she heard this, "Is it true?" "It must be fake, I saw someone on the show yesterday." Such programs are usually recorded in advance, Yi Chen, could he be really sick? Sitting in the office is still uneasy, and after a while he laughs at himself, Zhao Mosheng, why do you care about him now?It's not your turn anymore. "A Sheng, call!" Lao Bai transferred the phone to her, "It seems that I have already called twice this morning."

"Yes, I answered." Mo Sheng picked up the phone: "Hello, hello." "Zhao Mosheng?" A man's gentle voice came from the other end of the phone, "I'm Xiang Heng." The place where I met Xiang Heng was a cafe called "Silent World" in the east of the city. After exchanging pleasantries, Xiang Heng said, "It's really not easy to find you. Fortunately, Yi Chen mentioned once that you work as a photographer for a magazine." Seeing Mo Sheng looking at him in astonishment, Xiang Heng smiled: "What's your expression? Is it strange that Yi Chen mentioned you?" , You can still dig up some leftovers.

The waiter stepped forward to hand over the menu. After ordering drinks, Xiang Heng got to the point: "You are probably surprised that I asked you to come out." It's really strange, although Mo Sheng knows the handsome and elegant man in front of him, but he doesn't have a close friendship.For a long time, her impression of him was just "one of Yi Chen's roommates", and she couldn't even figure out his name.Until one time she went to eat hotpot with people in their dormitory, and that time it was stipulated to bring a companion to participate, but Xiang Heng was the only one who placed the order, and someone teased him and said: "Xiang Heng, even He Yichen was taken care of by others." , how long will you be a single nobleman?"

Xiang Heng sighed and said: "It's easy for you to say, where do you tell me to find a courageous and indomitable Zhao Mosheng to deal with me?" The words were full of jokes. However, Yi Chen still leaned in and said with a headache, "I'll give you what you want, just let me be quiet and quiet." At that time, she was so innocent on the sidelines. If she didn't say anything, disaster would come from the sky. This group of people in the law school, every word is worse than the other. But remember Xiang Heng from now on. Seeing that Mo Sheng was in a daze, Xiang Heng said abruptly: "Actually, I have never been able to figure out why you became Yi Chen's girlfriend in college. You should know that there were many girls who liked Yi Chen back then, who were prettier, smarter and better than you. There are many people there."

Mo Sheng didn't know why he suddenly brought up the past at this time, but just kept silent and listened to him. He looked reminiscent: "At that time, one of the entertainments in our dormitory was to bet on which girl would be able to handle Yi Chen in the end. One night after the lights were turned off, there was a lot of noise and gambling. Some people bet on the flower of our department, and some bet The talented woman who participated in the debate competition with Yi Chen seems to be a girl from the foreign language department." He smiled, thinking of his youth and frivolity: "Yi Chen has always maintained a 'three no' policy towards our kind of activities, disapproving, ignoring, and not participating, reading his books, sleeping in his sleep and making trouble with us, but that time he was in our After betting one after another, he suddenly said—'I bet on Zhao Mosheng'." Xiang Heng looked at her, "That was the first time I heard your name."

That's why it was rumored later that she was his girlfriend, but Yi Chen never mentioned it. "You can imagine how curious we were about you, and we were even more surprised when we saw you later. Yi Chen has always been calm and calm beyond his age. In our impression, his girlfriend should also be mature and sensible, and You," Xiang Heng said implicitly, "completely exceeded our expectations." "To be honest, I didn't like you at first, but Yi Chen gradually became like a normal twenty-year-old boy. He would often jump up and down when you were angry, and he would let us order us to wash all the clothes in a dormitory when he was happy. .Well, it was his birthday..."

Will this kind of thing happen to Yi Chen?How incredible. On his birthday, she ran all over the city but couldn't find a satisfactory birthday gift, so she could only show up at the downstairs of his dormitory at ten o'clock in the evening, exhausted, and said happy birthday to him empty-handed. Yi Chen asked her with a straight face: "Where did you go today? Where are the presents?" Naturally she couldn't take it out, so Yi Chen stared at her ferociously for a long time, and finally said in frustration: "Forget it! You close your eyes." She closed her eyes, and he leaned down and kissed her, their first kiss.

Chapter 5 Looking Back 2 She still remembered that when she opened her eyes, she foolishly said to him: "Yi Chen, today is not my birthday." The coffee shook slightly in the cup, and returned to the table with a "ding". Why does this person bring up so many past events?Don't say it, okay? "That's all you said I needed to know?" she interrupted him. Xiang Heng stopped, unable to tell what expression was on his face, he looked at her for a long while and slowly shook his head and said, "Zhao Mosheng, you are really cruel." Yes, she is cruel to everyone.

Xiang Heng stopped talking, took out a pen and paper and wrote two lines and handed it to her.Mo Sheng took it, with the name and ward number of a hospital written on it. what is this? "With his way of working, it's not surprising that he died young, let alone a 'little' stomach bleeding." Xiang Heng's always gentle voice condensed, "I'll give you the address of the hospital, whether you go or not is up to you I don't know what happened between you, but Zhao Mosheng!" His tone was full of condemnation, "People can't be too selfish!"

After he finished paying the bill and left, Mo Sheng sat down, stunned by the news.The piece of paper was tightly kneaded into a ball in her hand, and it was extremely painful to pinch the short nails into the flesh, but she didn't realize that she had to let go.Stomach bleeding, hospital, Yi Chen... because of her?Is it because of her? The coffee was already ice-cold, Mo Sheng pushed open the door of the cafe, and at some point it started to rain outside.How can it rain at this time?Especially the rain that never stopped. It was easy to get a taxi. The driver was an over-enthusiastic person, and after hearing her destination, he began to ask questions constantly. "Miss, is your friend sick?" "Miss, are you studying or working?" "Miss……" "Miss……" Mo Sheng replied with "um" and "oh", and looked out of the window.Every word the driver said passed her ears, but she didn't understand a word.All kinds of scenery outside passed her eyes, but she didn't know what she saw.There was no red light along the way, and they arrived at the hospital so quickly, and found Yi Chen's ward so easily.Just standing in front of the door, the hand weighed a thousand catties, and I couldn't lift it up to knock on the door. But do you want to go?That foot also weighed a thousand catties, and I couldn't move a single step. For a moment, she actually felt that it would go on like this forever, she didn't dare to approach, and she was reluctant to leave, so the universe was prehistoric, the sea was dry and rocks were rotten, and she stood outside his door forever. But how can there be forever?What should come will always come, no matter how you hide, you can't hide.The door was pulled open from the inside, she had no time to dodge, and faced the man straight. Yimei. Some people seem to be destined to meet each other, and the reason is always the same, such as Yimei and her. Mo Sheng always thought afterwards, what kind of mood did this girl who was as gentle as water and as beautiful as poetry listen to the man she loved introduce "this is my sister" to others?When she was thick-skinned and introduced herself to her, "I'm your brother's girlfriend" and Yi Chen didn't refute, what kind of pain did she feel? Now when she saw her and smiled gently at her, how much unknown sadness was in that smile? Why!Yimei Yimei, long time no see. "Mo Sheng, I finally see you again." Yeah, finally. "Are you coming to see Yi Chen?" Yi Mei asked, "He just fell asleep, if you have time, can you accompany me to his house? I'm going to help him get some daily necessities." Mo Sheng hesitated for a moment, then nodded: "Okay." "Is he... all right?" "It's okay. The doctor said that you just need to rest more and pay attention to your diet." Chapter 5 Looking Back 3 "That's good." Mo Sheng said in a low voice. The rambling along the way is just some recent developments.Yi Mei said: "I was looking for you a long time ago, but I was suddenly transferred out of the company. I was so busy that I lost my head. I finally came back, but Yi Chen suddenly fell ill. Sigh, I finally understand the pain of a working woman." Mo Sheng said: "I never thought that you would become a strong woman." "Aren't you the same? At that time, I used to use a camera to shoot things randomly. I didn't expect to become a photographer." Mo Sheng laughed: "I'm still shooting randomly." Yi Mei laughed: "Your boss will definitely die of anger when he hears you say that...here we are." She stopped and took out the key to open the door. Mo Sheng paused and followed her in. Yichen's home is located on the twelfth floor of a high-end residential area in the west of the city. The house is huge, but it looks empty, without a single extra thing. Only a few unclosed magazines on the coffee table make the house look like inhabited. "Everyone has been busy in the past few years, and we only get together occasionally." Yimei said while packing her things, and when she opened the refrigerator, she shook her head helplessly, "Sure enough, there is nothing. He is probably the person who can't take care of himself the most in the world. The last time I came here, I saw him eating instant noodles, and I couldn't bear to drag him to the supermarket, but I didn't expect to meet you." Yi Chen has always been like this, how could Mo Sheng not know.He always has more important things than eating, and only the trick of "I won't eat if you don't eat" can deal with this kind of person. "Oh, that's right." Yi Mei said suddenly, "I'm getting married soon, you know? The groom is my immediate boss, it's like a Cinderella story." Mo Sheng looked at her in astonishment: "Are you going to get married?" "Yes, I'm getting married." She nodded with a smile, and sighed a little, "I used to say that kind of thing to you when I was ignorant, but I realized later that there are some things that cannot be won over. I have long since given up on Yi Chen .” "why?" "Probably because I can't wait for him. He can wait year after year with almost no hope, but I can't." Yi Mei said after a moment of silence, "About three or four years ago, Yi Chen won a Big case, I went to celebrate with a few people in their office, he was drunk, I sent him back. He threw up a mess, and when I helped him clean up, he suddenly hugged me and kept asking,' Why don't you come back? I'm ready to give up everything, why don't you come back?'" Yi Mei paused, and smiled wryly: "If these are not enough to make me give up...you come with me." She dragged Mo Sheng to the study room, took out a book, turned to a certain page and handed it to her: "I discovered this by accident, not only in this book..." Mo Sheng stared blankly at the messy verses written on the page, from the scribbled handwriting, one can imagine how irritable and depressed the person who wrote the pen was at that time. She closed the book with a "snap", she couldn't hear what Yimei was still saying. A young girl's clear and laughing voice seemed to come from a distant time and space in my mind. "He Yichen, you don't know my name yet! My name is Zhao Mosheng, Zhao is that Zhao, Mo is silent Mo, Sheng is a musical instrument, my name has an allusion, it comes from Xu Zhimo's poem..." Quietly, it is the farewell shengxiao, and silence is Cambridge tonight. "When I was young, Yi Chen's mother often hugged me and said that it would be great if only she had a daughter, but my mother would be next to me and said that the children of our two families should be exchanged. Yi Chen has been smart and sensible since he was a child. My mother probably likes him. More than me." On the way back to the hospital, Yimei talked about some past events, "I still remember Auntie's appearance clearly, but unfortunately..." "...How did his parents die?" Yi Mei shook her head and said, "I don't know too well. I was only nine years old at the time. It seemed to be an accident. Uncle slipped and fell from the fourth floor. Auntie was not in good health. She passed away after being overwhelmed with grief." Yi Mei As if remembering something, he paused and said, "I heard my mother mention it unintentionally once. After my aunt died, she found that she didn't take the medicine that should be taken in the drawer. Speaking of it, it is considered suicide." "Suicide?!" Mo Sheng was stunned.Yi Chen was only ten years old at that time, how could she bear it! Yimei nodded: "Auntie probably loves uncle very much." She said thoughtfully, "In fact, Yichen is very similar to Auntie..." While talking, the two had already arrived at the hospital. They met a nurse who knew Yimei in the corridor. The nurse said to her kindly: "Your boyfriend just changed his drip, and now he is asleep again." Yimei thanked her and explained with a smile: "He is my brother." Walking to the door, Yi Mei suddenly threw everything in her hand to Mo Sheng: "Take it in. I won't go in." There are not many things, but Mo Sheng feels that these things in her hands are an unbearable burden in her life. "Mo Sheng." Yi Mei said quietly, "I didn't lose to you, I lost to him." Mo Sheng watched her gradually walk away, unable to say anything to persuade her to stay. The door was not locked, and it opened with a push of the hand.This is a double ward, one bed is empty, and Yi Chen's bed is next to the window.The sound of the door opening didn't wake him up, he was still asleep with his drip on. Chapter 5 Looking Back 4 My heart seemed to be entangled by an invisible thread, and as I approached him step by step, the thread tightened inch by inch. He was lying on the bed with a pale and thin face, and he frowned in his sleep.After the reunion, she actually didn't take a good look at him, but now she can finally.His fingers unconsciously stroked his frowning brows, and then brushed his eyelashes, imagining that if the owner is awake, these eyes must be wise and indifferent, sometimes with a slight mockery. Finally, settle on slightly pale lips.It is said that people with such lips are mostly fickle, Yichen Yichen, why don't you?Don't you understand that we can no longer go back to the past, and everything has changed in seven years... Then, before she knew what she was doing, her lips took the place of her fingers.Her lips still carried the coldness outside the house, while his was unexpectedly warm, but this warmth made her feel sad suddenly, tears fell drop by drop for no reason, and could no longer be stopped. Until, her wrist was grabbed severely. Yi Chen! he woke up? Mo Sheng's mind went blank for a moment, his eyes were blurred by the water, and he couldn't see his appearance clearly, but he could hear his angry voice. "What are you doing?" Yi Chen gritted his teeth and said, "Zhao Mosheng, what do you mean!" "I..." She was tongue-tied, and all thoughts flew out of her mind.For a while, she could only look at his vague appearance in such a daze, feeling that the force holding her wrist was getting stronger and stronger, as if she wished to crush her wrist before she was reconciled.She wanted to hold back the tears, but they were out of her control, and they fell more and more urgently. How could this be?She clearly heard that the once solid things in her heart were being shattered, and this shattering sound made her feel frightened and panicked.And Yi Chen's aggressive voice made her timid, and she didn't know what she was doing, didn't she want to completely cut off the past and exclude him?So what was she doing just now?She is totally messed up. run away!As soon as this idea popped up, it immediately dominated her actions.She didn't know where she had such great strength, but she broke free from his grasp and ran to the door. Yi Chen said sharply: "Zhao Mosheng, you dare to leave!" Damn it! Yi Chen watched her open the door, abruptly pulled out the IV infusion in his left hand, and got out of bed to stop her.But he was ill, and he had been lying on the bed for so long, and his steps were so fast that he staggered and fell down beside the bed in embarrassment. And all of this, Mo Sheng naturally doesn't know. She followed a large group of people into the elevator in a daze. The people in the elevator glanced at her and then lowered their heads as usual, thinking about their own thoughts.In this hospital, life and death are staged every day, and it is really not uncommon for one or two people to burst into tears like this. Walking out of the closed elevator, the noisy voices in the hall suddenly filled her ears, and Mo Sheng suddenly didn't know where to go between people coming and going. Where can I go? Didn't they already know that the world is so big that there is no place without Yi Chen.