Chapter 24 Flower Season and Rainy Season - Chapter 24 Chinese Parents Are Really Tired

The school art troupe was established. Liu Xia is the chief violinist of the school band. She joined the art troupe as a "veteran".The school invited many famous people at the founding meeting.There are national first-level conductors hired as consultants of the art troupe.singer.dancer.These consultants all mentioned in their congratulatory speeches: "Some people say that Shenzhen is a cultural desert. Don't be unconvinced. Shenzhen is indeed not as good as the big cities in the mainland in terms of cultural life. The establishment of your art troupe is like an oasis in the desert... "

Liu Xia didn't understand.She often hears people say that Shenzhen is a "cultural desert", but Shenzhen's knowledge and talent structure is second only to Beijing. Shenzhen has absorbed one-thirtieth of the country's doctoral graduates, and more doctoral students are tapping Shenzhen's The gate; there is a shortage of translation talents in China, and a single advertisement in Shenzhen can recruit "a lot".Why do some people say that Shenzhen is a "cultural desert"? As a member of the band, Liu Xia knows that there are only a handful of schools in the country that have orchestras, choruses, and dance troupes like Nine Middle School, and there are only a few well-known middle schools in Beijing and Shanghai.Why do some people say that Shenzhen is a "cultural desert"?

Liu Xia doesn't like others to say that Shenzhen is a cultural desert. Liu Xia has her own opinion on the division of arts and sciences into classes.She knows that the selection of essays and theories directly affects the majors of the university.Liu Xia wanted to be admitted to the Conservatory of Music, but she didn't dare to advocate for it, because her life and study were arranged by her parents since she was a child.Since she was in kindergarten, her parents have arranged everything for her: whether to learn violin or piano, which elementary school to go to, which middle school to take, whether to go to technical secondary school or general high school, all are arranged by her parents.Now that the arts and sciences are divided into classes, she naturally has to ask her parents, she doesn't know how long her parents will worry about her.Chinese parents are really tired.

His parents divorced, his father married Ren Na, and bought a house.My mother has always hated it, until she was promoted to an accountant recently, and then she felt that she could not lose to her father.Liu Xia has nothing to do with the two of them, but the mother's house stays for two weeks, and the father's house for two weeks.Liu Xia often asks herself: "Where is my home?" She still doesn't know who to choose. Liu Xia and her mother talked about the division of classes in arts and sciences. As soon as they finished talking, their mother continued: "Study financial trade, and you will be able to enjoy yourself in banks and foreign trade companies in the future."

"But... I want to go to the music academy." "Entry into the Conservatory of Music? What are you doing?" Mom called. "I want to be a musician." "Musician?" Mom was laughing, with a sly smile, "This is really inherited from your father's genes! It's probably a common problem of so-called art people, who can call everything a nice name, obviously they are street sweepers But what do you want to call a city beautician? Musician? I think it’s better to just call it a musician!” "Musician?" Liu Xia was taken aback and repeated subconsciously.

In the evening, Liu Xia went to his father's house.The new suite that Dad and Aunt Ren bought is very beautiful, and there is also one for Liu Xia.Dad looks much younger.Liu Xia really wanted to ask her father's opinion, she thought his father would understand and support her. "Liu Xia, you join a band and an art troupe, and my father agrees. But you want to make art your lifelong career, and my father disagrees." "Why?" Liu Xia was surprised, his father was an artist himself. "Liu Xia, Dad always wanted you to take the road of art. But now..." Dad smiled wryly, "It is difficult for art talents in our country to grow up. It is too difficult to engage in art! Especially in Shenzhen, In such an era of commodities, many people who engage in art have gone into the sea one after another, those who do business, and those who speculate in stocks. Of course, what I mean by art is pure art, serious and elegant art, and the next one is the one who is now wiggling his ass in a dance hall, hysterical The so-called popular singer who roared a lot. Art is not a good meal, you need to endure pain, loneliness, loneliness and poverty. If you have to worry about eating, how can you have the heart to create?"

Liu Xia lowered her head.Not a word. "Dad is an old man who has been engaged in art for most of his life. Now he only has five words. To be a man, you must be realistic. There is a distance between ideals and reality. Of course, this kind of choice is painful." At night, Liu Xia dreamed of the girl wearing magic dancing shoes in the fairy tale, she danced and spun to her heart's content, and couldn't stop anymore. The next morning, my father’s first words were: “People often say that if you work hard, you will gain, but this is not necessarily the case on the road of art. I can only say that there must be hard work in order to gain, but it does not mean that there must be hard work. reward."

Liu Xia saw that her father's eyes were gloomy, it must be because she didn't sleep well last night.She knew that her father's words were both "talks from experience" and "words from the heart".Dad won't lie to her.Dad is more talented than her, that's all, let alone yourself?But what about the girl in the dream wearing magic dancing shoes? Liu Xia can't stop, and she can't stop. Rather than saying that she chooses art, it's better to say that art chooses her.There is no applause or flowers, but she still pursues with enthusiasm and persistence.

"This drama needs several middle school students aged 15 to 17. If you are interested, please go to B303 on the third floor of the TV station building for an interview on June 1." When the "legend" of the past month was finally confirmed by this poster, the hearts of countless boys and girls were touched. The crew of "Hello, Youth" is making a film that reflects contemporary middle school students, and they want to select actors among middle school students. Celebrity has become the dream of countless boys and girls since I don't know when.With the rise of "star chasers" worshiping stars, boys and girls are also eager to become a "star". After the news spread, there was a lot of excitement.

The art teacher told Liu Xia the news, hoping she would try it. "Only girls who love vanity will do that thing! In fact, many students really want to go, but they don't have the confidence and courage, so they show a look of dismissiveness. Liu Qing is like this.She wants to go, and often fantasizes that one day when she is walking on the road, some discerning director finds her, falls in love with her, goes up to take out her business card and says, "I'm from XX Film Studio..." So Years passed, but she walked on the road every day, but the director never showed up.It was an opportunity to choose an actor this time, but she thought that she was so fat and ugly, she would not be able to be chosen, and she was chosen to play some "pistachio" roles - like the fat girl in the movie "Long Live Youth" ——Then it’s better not to act.Liu Qing wanted to play the leading role.She believes that she belongs to the "acting school" and needs to meet Bole.It's useless to go to an open recruitment like this.

Compared with Liu Xia, she is much more determined. She never deliberately thought about being an actress or a star in the past.But under the reminder of the literature and art teacher, she was moved, maybe this is her way of art.Liu Xia decided to fight.She found her mother, and her mother said, don't mess with those messy things.Since divorcing my dad, my mom sees actors, conductors, directors, etc. all as crap.Liu Xia went to look for his father again, and his father thought about it and said, "Okay, young people should move more and make life more fulfilling, maybe the door of luck will open to you. Liu Xia decided to apply for the job.Failure, Liu Xia thought about it.But if you don't dare to try.Wouldn't it be worse than failure. Liu Xia is full of confidence.She wore the white dress her mother had given her for her birthday.feel beautiful.She examines herself in the mirror of the armoire, examining the past from hair to toe.Left photo, right photo, front photo, back photo.She laughed for a while.Annoyed for a while, contemplative for a while, studying various expressions and gestures.It went on like this for a while.Until you get tired of tossing yourself. Junior high school girl's dream of being an actress Liu Xia passed the Hualian Building. There was a human clock on the top of the 30-story building, and half of Shenzhen City could hear the deep and steady sound of the big clock telling the time. Liu Xia looked at the clock and checked the watch. The interview started at 2:30. There are countless high-rise buildings in the Special Economic Zone, but the same can be said to be unique.Liu Xia recognized the distinctive TV station building from afar.At the door, Liu Xia took a few deep breaths, fanned the wind with a paper towel, and walked into the main door. The hall in the center of the body is close to a square, and there is a large mirror on the wall that reaches the ceiling.Liu Xia approached it, examined it as a bystander, and felt that it could be "passed".The building has a long spiral staircase leading from the ground floor to the top floor.Liu Xia looked at the staircase silently, thinking: Can it lead me into the palace of art? Liu Xia went up to the third floor.The lobby on the third floor was already full of people.Today's middle school students all know how to seize the opportunity and seize the opportunity. They are waiting at the door early to welcome the god of luck.The number of girls who participated in the interview was obviously more than that of the boys, and they were all dressed up, looking at their exquisite hair accessories, beautiful clothes, and high-end shoes, they seemed to be attending a fashion show. After receiving a number sheet, Liu Xia sat down quietly.No one paid much attention to her.The children here are more beautiful and more outstanding than the other.Most of them are strangers, but they all have considerable social skills, and they laugh and laugh when they are together.Liu Xia felt a little guilty, silently reading her number: 107, 107, 107... Liu Xia sized up the people on the bench opposite her.You see, that girl is sitting in the middle of the bench, looking at herself in the mirror.Another girl next to her was reciting her speech: "Director... I will add luster to the film. In a few years, there will be another new star in China..." They were all so calm, as if they were not here for an exam, waiting for their Just a light talk.Liu Xia felt that she was at an obvious disadvantage and became even more nervous. "091." The door opened, a voice came out, and at the same time a young man wearing Thunderbolt gloves came out with a sigh.Don't ask him how he did on the exam.Just look at how out of proportion his heavy steps are to his dashing appearance, and one can imagine his result. The girl from "091" went in. Liu Xia leaned her limp body against the wall. "Don't be nervous, be confident, um. Be confident." Liu Xia desperately counseled herself.At this time, she heard the director ask her: "Why do you want to be an actor?" "Because in the world of inspiration and emotion, she can indulge and stretch herself as much as she wants, and experience all kinds of life, which will greatly enrich a person's life." Liu Xia had already thought about the answer, and this sentence did not Know where it came from.She thought it was wonderful, so she copied it in a small notebook, which came in handy today. "107." There was a "bang" on the door. Liu Xia was startled, only to realize that there was no director in front of her at all, and no one asked her "Why do you want to be an actor"—it turned out that she was daydreaming just now.Liu Xia found that the girl looking in the mirror and memorizing the speech on the opposite bench had disappeared, and a new group of people had replaced them.Liu Xia didn't expect that it would be her turn so soon, so she went in without any time to prepare. "Director, I'm really 16 years old, believe me, I'm really 16 years old, it just looks like..." a young man begged. "Okay, don't say any more..." "Director, give me one more try!" "Next, hurry up!" The director waved his hand impatiently. Liu Xia approached cautiously. The young man was at least nineteen or twenty years old. He didn't look like a student at all, but rather like a bad boy in society.He came too, Liu Xia smiled. This examination room was built temporarily.In front were three examiners, all of whom looked serious.There is a triangular sign in front of each person, on which their names and positions are written: in the middle is the director, Shi Junjian; on the left is the assistant director; on the right is the assistant director.Behind are the four assessment teachers, they are much kinder in comparison. Liu Xiaban bowed: "Hi everyone! I am number 107." "Hello, sit down." Liu Xia sat down, staring at her with 14 eyes, Liu Xia got up unnaturally, blushing, shoulders raised.Straighten your legs and rest your hands on them. "what name?" "Liu Xia." "A strange name. How old is this year? What grade?" "16 years old, freshman in high school. Going to No. 9 Middle School." Liu Xia was still blushing, shoulders hunched.Several reviewers looked at each other. "Can you act?" "You can count it. Sometimes I write and act at home, and I feel good." Liu Xia replied very seriously with a bit of foolishness. Those people seemed to like Liu Xia, they looked at each other, their faces were much more kind than before, "You fill out a form." Liu Xia stepped forward to take the form, thinking to herself, why is it so simple, it is too far from the imagined exam, don't act in sketches, and don't ask "Why do you want to be an actor." Liu Xia's answer to the question "Why do you want to be an actor" is too well-prepared and very satisfying, but it's a pity that the director didn't ask.Liu Xia held the form and didn't move. Liu Xia was not as nervous as before.She asked: "Why don't you ask me. Why do you want to come to the actor test?" The reviewers were happy: "Why do you ask?" "Because I've figured out the answer. Just ask me the question." "Oh? What's your answer?" "In the world of inspiration and emotion, I can indulge and stretch myself as much as I want, and experience all kinds of life, which will greatly enrich my life." Liu Xia said proudly, raising her head. Liu Xia's polite words amused all the examiners: "Haha. It's really interesting. Haha, this little girl is really interesting!" "Director, director!" The door opened suddenly, and the gatekeeper shrugged helplessly.At this time a woman came to the director. "I came to apply. The woman pointed to the doll beside her. "This is my son. " "Comrade, I don't understand one by one." The director was confused. "Director, it's like this. I just want to play the parent of a middle school student, and my son plays the younger brother of a middle school student." Everyone present shook their heads and laughed. But the woman still said solemnly: "Although most middle school students are single seedlings now, there are a few..." The director laughed even harder: "Haha! Haha!" Liu Xia was left aside.What's going on now? "Director, what about me?" Liu Xia asked. "Oh, Liu Xia, go back and wait for the notice." When Liu Xia left the examination room, she found that there was still a long line of people at the door. When she saw Liu Xia coming out, she went to learn from him: "What did the director ask you?" "Have you passed the exam?" Liu Xia shook her head all the way, she was not in the mood to answer him. Filming has not yet started In the streets and alleys after school in the evening, students wearing various school uniforms join the huge team of "off-duty people".Because of these students and these young people, the whole street has become younger.A group of students rushed past you chatting enthusiastically, and a pair of young boys and girls brushed past your shoulders, the street scene is full of youthful atmosphere. Director Shi of "Hello, Youth" is worried.The courage and talent of the middle school students who came to apply cannot be underestimated, but some of their methods also made the director.Make the crew unacceptable.Many middle school students wrote to declare: "If you don't admit me, you will regret for the rest of your life, and feel sorry for the loss of a pearl star in the Chinese film industry." Or call: "Director, if I don't see your admission notice again Book, please find me in Nanhai. The director was very worried when he received calls and letters from the class. On the one hand, he actively wrote back letters, advising them to focus on their studies, and on the other hand, contacted their schools and parents. Among the many middle school students, the director selected some actors, but the heroine Tian Ling has never been suitable.There are thousands of applicants, but batch after batch are eliminated.In this way, the shooting work had to be pushed back.At the same time, the director was running around, looking for or asking teachers for recommendations from the literature and art departments of various schools. A week has passed, and Liu Xia has not received the admission notice yet.She went to open the mailbox every day full of hope, but was disappointed every time. "Don't believe it?" Ren Na asked. "No." "Don't worry. Just wait. Maybe, maybe I'll get a letter tomorrow." Ren Na's apple peeling skills are really superb, and the long circle of apple skin will not break, "It's called good things take time!" "Then send it out." The selection may have already been decided.Liu Xia lazily leaned on the sofa, "I didn't play well that day, Director Shi kept laughing, they must have regarded me as a silly girl. "Director Shi, Shi what?" Ren Na handed the apple to Liu Xia. "Shi Junjian." Liu Xia took a bite of the apple. "It's really him, but it's true. Do you know? He used to be the vice president of our dance academy, but later changed careers. I have a very good relationship with him, and I owe him the assignment of work. Otherwise, I would go to him one trip." "Really?" Liu Xia got excited all of a sudden, "Will he definitely help?" "No problem. For my friendship with him, he will definitely help." "This, this embarrasses you so much." "For our Liu Xia, Auntie gave her life to accompany the gentleman." Ren Na never let Liu Xia call her "mother".We are all modern people, it would be great if Liu Xia could get along well with Ren Na as a good aunt, what else do you want?It seems impossible to call "Mom" emotionally like on TV. "Let me think about it." Liu Xia felt that it was inappropriate to do so. After thinking about it carefully, she said, "Auntie, forget it. I didn't pass the exam by myself. Why should I go? Besides, let me make a film. People also look down on me from the bottom of their hearts.” "Promising! This is like my Liu Zongyao's daughter! I don't know when, my father is also standing in front of me, "There is no chance in art. " Liu Xia was distracted a lot in her studies because of the actor test.The final exam was coming soon, and Liu Xia felt that it was necessary to calm down and stop studying, and she began to forget about it. One day, the literature and art teacher came to tell Liu Xia that the production team was coming to the Ninth Middle School to choose the location, "Liu Xia, are you..." The literature and art teacher gave the opportunity face-to-face. good idea!Liu Xia is determined to fight for it again.Now, it's all about seizing the opportunity.When those celebrities talked about their debut, they were either discovered by "Xingshen" while walking on the road, or they accompanied their friends to take the exam, but they themselves were selected, "inadvertently inserting willows and willows into shades"!Liu Xia didn't believe these old-fashioned stories.In her view, everything must be fought for. On the day the crew came to Ninth Middle School, Liu Xia had already "waited" at the stairs of the teaching building. From afar, they saw a young girl in white, with her jet-black hair tied up in front of her chest.She stood against the light, and the red sunset outlined her good figure and pretty face.She looked a little shy and shy, and it was this shyness and shyness that made her more peaceful, beautiful, and charming.The director and the crew suddenly felt brightened, and secretly sighed: "It's really "nowhere to find when you step through the iron shoes, and it doesn't take much effort to get it"! Actors need not only a pretty face, but also acting skills and talents.The director decided to let Liu Xia try, even though he had already brought a very foreign-looking girl to audition for the scene today.It is said that she really came in through the back door. The director wants to test their acting skills, look at their inner qualities, and see who is closer to the heroine in the film, Tianling. The director explained the content of the play: After Tianling's parents divorced, his father remarried.The stepmother didn't like her very much. One day, the stepmother went out with her father and younger brother and left a bucket of dirty clothes for Tianling to wash.In the twelfth lunar month of winter.Tianling was washing clothes with difficulty... Liu Xia played first.Before the director said "shooting has started", Liu Xia had already entered the scene.The performance is real and delicate, especially in the second half, when Liu Xia's tears flowed back and forth in her eyes.The silent cry is very touching and appropriately expresses the oppressed situation of the little girl who lost her mother's love in this family. The director asked: "How do you understand the characters!" "The encounter is similar, but the ending is different. I am much luckier than Tianling." Liu Xia is indeed luckier than Tianling.Liu Xia moved her feelings towards her parents in life into the play. Maybe Liu Xia acted too well and put a lot of pressure on that girl. She couldn't get into the role no matter what. Finally, Liu Xia was admitted and became the heroine of "Hello, Youth". lucky red sail Liu Xia has a passion for art.With the dream of being a star, I went to Shanghai and Beijing to shoot locations.All are happy for her.Although my mother did not agree with Liu Xia to be an actor at first, she was not happy when Liu Xia was not selected.Now that Liu Xia was selected, my mother laughed through tears, after all, it was a kind of success. In the afternoon, Liu Xia will go to Shanghai by ship with the crew.The classmates all came to see her off. Liu Xia tied her hair up high, with an orange ribbon knotted in it, and was wearing an orange lap-top doll dress, orange flat leather shoes, and white socks.Refreshing and pleasant. "Liu Xia, you want to write us a letter when you arrive in Beijing!" He said happily, "Now the mainland doesn't have its own youth idol, you go be it."No, you want to be an idol and a powerful person! "We don't even dare to recognize you when you become a big star!" Yu Fa said. "It's fine. I'll pay respects to the corporal." Liu Xia joked along. At this time, Lin Xiaoxu felt a little crying.Even though Lin Xiaoxu and Liu Xia were always at odds, Lin Xiaoxu was reluctant to part with each other. Liu Xia approached her and took Xiaoxu's arm, as if they were good friends. "Xiaoxu. I'm leaving, no one will argue with you anymore." "I will write a letter to argue with you. Xiaoxu cried while talking. "Liu Xia. Take care! "GOOD LUCK." Liu Xia thanked her classmates for their blessings.At this time, Liu Qing whispered in Liu Xia's ear: "If there is any role missing, you must tell me." Liu Xia held Liu Qing's hand tightly, feeling that he shouldn't have treated Liu Qing that way in the past; and when he heard that Liu Qing was about to drop out of school, he said with great regret: "Liu Qing, I don't like you dropping out of school, you understand me mean?" Liu Qing looked at Liu Xia, her eyes turned red immediately. Xiao Yao said: "Liu Xia, when you come to our Beijing, learn some Beijing movies and come back to change your Sichuan style. Liu Xia smiled: "Xiao Yao, I will vote for you next school year." Someone said, "Why didn't Wang Xiaotian come?" "Stingy." Someone pouted in dissatisfaction. Liu Xia is very sorry.From the beginning to the end, Liu Xia's eyes never stopped watching the door of the waiting room.She hoped for a miracle, hoped that Wang Xiaotian would run towards her with his usual smile.But she was disappointed, she was angry and hated and thought again. Because of the portrait incident, Liu Xia and Wang Xiaotian quarreled.Liu Xia once wanted to ignore Wang Xiaotian anymore, but later Wang Xiaotian took the initiative to explain and apologize, and "peacefully" resolved the portrait incident, which moved Liu Xia very much.It’s easy to correct when you know a mistake, but not many people actually do it. Tu Xiaotian is not bad, very chic.Perhaps this is the most shining part of Wang Xiaotian's character.Liu Xia always regards Wang Xiaotian as her best friend.But no one is willing to say a word first, and no one is willing to make peace first. But now, Liu Xia knows that the person she most wants to see is Wang Xiaotian. The broadcast said: "Please take the bus bound for Shanghai..." Everyone is reluctant to part with it.Liu Xia looked greedily at the gate again, but finally she was still disappointed.Liu Xia turned and walked away. "Look. Who's coming!" someone shouted. Everyone looked around, it was Wang Xiaotian!Everyone went forward: "You came out after a thousand calls! "Ah, it's so romantic. It's like making a movie. It's like this in movies. The male lead always appears at the most critical moment! Yu Fa's words made everyone laugh. Liu Xia and Wang Xiaotian also smiled embarrassedly. "Liu Xia. This red sail is for you. Wang Xiaotian is holding a delicate wooden boat. "It's beautiful, thank you. "A letter from Shanghai! "The first to write to you. Xin Ran joked: "Liu Xia really values ​​love over friends! Liu Xia and Wang Xiaotian looked at each other and smiled. Liu Xia waved to everyone with satisfaction and boarded the boat. Liu Xia stood at the bow of the boat, looking at the South China Sea, feeling emotional.Under the shadow of the setting sun, only the white sails on the sea were dyed red, just like the red sail Wang Xiaotian sent. Chen Xiaoxu, who played Lin Daiyu in the TV series, was also selected from many candidates. She once said: "A red sail is sailing towards me quietly. Oh, Hongfan, lucky Hongfan. Liu Xia seems to have been waiting for such a red sail, a red sail that can only bring happiness and success. does not mean final success Liu Xia's parents also received a letter from Liu Xia with the same content.Mom, Dad, Aunt Ren: Two weeks have passed in a blink of an eye, how are you doing?Now we are busy filming, it is very hard but also very happy.I made a lot of friends, and we got along very well.Filming in Shanghai Girls' High School.Shanghai students are very enthusiastic, and we often sing together.They don't speak Cantonese, but they can sing Cantonese songs very accurately and nicely. Don't you think it's strange? The director treats us very well, just like his sons and daughters.In order to make this youth film.Interviewed many schools and many middle school students, so naturally we made friends.He often told us what he saw and heard in the interviews, and some things were so surprising that even I, a middle school student, couldn't believe it. Filmmaking is also a hard job, unlike what I imagined in the past, stealing the limelight and being rare.Sometimes I have to rush to shoot a scene, and I don’t even have time to eat, so I can only eat cold steamed buns.When it comes to Shenzhen, I am no longer used to eating steamed buns, so I have no choice but to make do with it.There is a scene where Tianling and her classmates are walking and chatting in the snow.But now it's summer, and it's too hot to wear short sleeves, so we had to wear padded jackets and gloves to shoot this scene under artificial snow.After the filming was over, we all ran back to the station at a speed of 100 meters.First occupy the bathroom to take a shower.That was faster than my sprint test at school. In my spare time, I do homework with other actors. We supervise each other, the seniors help the juniors, and the good ones help the poor. The learning atmosphere is very strong, and the director is very satisfied.Everyone wants to go out and can't let the teacher.Parents worry.Dad, Mom, when I finish filming and go back to Shenzhen, I must go to Marunaka next school year and be with my classmates again.For this reason, I have to study hard.During these days, I received many letters from my classmates.I was very moved.They are all very good.I deeply appreciate the preciousness of friendship. During the filming process, many friends told me that if you act well, you will become a professional actor in the future;Mom and Dad, you must find it very strange. At first you didn’t let me engage in art, but I was full of enthusiasm; now that I have the opportunity, why am I not enthusiastic?because I know.The quality of western actors is higher than that in China, and there are often college students among them.Graduate students, like Becher, who won three consecutive Academy Awards in the United States, is a graduate student.The quality of Chinese actors is relatively low, and they are often beautiful, but poor in study.Beautiful people don't work hard, I don't want to be like this.I'm still young, I don't want to be fixed on a certain development path prematurely, I want to try any job, maybe after I try it, if I act again, my acting skills will be greatly improved.I have always believed that personal experience and knowledge are very important, parents, do you agree with me? Among the tens of thousands of students who took the senior high school entrance examination in the city, I was admitted to the ninth middle school; among the thousands of applicants, I was selected as the heroine of "Hello, Youth". achievements, but not success.I used to watch TV and read novels.Speaking of someone's success, it's usually about winning an award or getting a lot of applause.For example, a girl is superimposed on the fashion stage and becomes a model as the finale. Now I think this is really a misunderstanding of success.Temporary success does not mean success.Success is to have a certain certainty about oneself for a long period of time in the future, and everyone is eager for success.Success in life and career requires talent and opportunity.But never without struggle. From this, I thought of the heroine Tianling—a self-improvement girl. Her experience was miserable. Her parents divorced, which cast a shadow on her young heart.She suffers because of it, she pities and hurts herself because of it.But instead of being depressed, she was aggressive.Finally succeeded, and another classmate, Du Qianqian, was born in a high-ranking, pampered family, and was taught by her teacher since she was a child.The favorite of her parents, she was called "the proud daughter of heaven", but she later returned to a small matter, couldn't stand the setbacks, and felt inferior. I think I'm lucky, lucky in every way.I admire Tianling, I am somewhat similar to her, but much luckier.There is a comparison, the deeper the feeling.Especially in this period of time away from you, I miss you very much.Think hard. Don't make me choose!I can never choose!Because I love you.I also want them to love me forever! Dad, mom, you know that I love you the most, love mom and dad, including Aunt Ren, if you want me to stay with mom and leave dad, and follow dad and leave mom, I will do it all. However, you are forcing me to make a choice: who should I choose among the parents I love at the same time? (I hate this question more and more) Now my answer is: I want what is mine.Because the triangle in my mind is the most stable only if it maintains equilateral sides Cheyenne! Daughter: Liu Xiashang X month X day