Chapter 22 Flower Season and Rainy Season - Chapter 22 Maybe She Really Is My Sister

As usual, Xiao Yao rode a sports car, passed by the No. 13 bus stop, and saw the girl in class (3) also surnamed Xiao who was wearing a black dress, and felt happy for a while.Xiao Yao smiled at her and walked past her.The girl also smiled shyly and friendly. Xiao Yao wants to see her next time, so he must say hello and talk to her.But every time I saw her, I was always embarrassed to speak and just smiled.So I made another resolution: "Next time I see her, I must say hello to her." Once after school, Xiao Yuan saw a lot of people at the No. 13 station, and guessed it was probably a traffic jam.The car didn't come for a long time, and the girl looked at her watch anxiously.Xiao Yao seems to have heard from class (3) that her home is in Luohu District, far away from the school. Seeing her anxious, he also felt anxious.He rode the bicycle very slowly, "Just take her home. But when he rode to the station, he just wanted to stop. The other foot stepped on the bicycle hard for some reason and passed. He stopped at the door of a shop , quietly waiting for the bus with her. Finally, the No. 13 bus came, the girl got on the bus, and the car started, Xiao Yao sighed.

(3) The experimental class in the class has to pass in front of the door of (4). At this time, the girls will always look around.As soon as Wang Xiaotian saw it, he yelled: "Xiao Yao, your sister is here! This made Xiao Yao very embarrassed. In Wang Xiaotian's eyes, she was Xiao Yao's younger sister, because her parents were also abroad, and her surname was Xiao. As time passed, Xiao Yao also felt that he and her were really related. However, class (4) had to go through class (3) for the pronunciation class, and Xiao Yao couldn't help but stop at the door of class (3). Once, the girl came from (4) ) class passed by, Wang Xiaotian called again: "Xiao Yao, your sister is here!Xiao Yao smiled.Wang Xiaotian sang: "Sister—you go forward boldly—don't look back! Xiao Yao was so embarrassed that he wanted to hit Wang Xiaotian. At this time, the girl turned her head. She didn't look at Wang Xiaotian who was singing, but looked at it very friendly. Xiao Yao. "Maybe she is really my sister.Xiao Yao thought, "The next time I see my sister, I should say hello to her.

There is a distance from the classroom on the fifth floor to the big playground. Every time we do inter-class exercises, students from the whole grade always gather in the big playground like a long queue.On the way, Xiao Yao would occasionally know something about her from the chats of classmates in class (3). "She was very quiet". "Never chew your tongue".Xiao Yao was very happy to hear his classmates commenting on her like this. He didn't like the kind of girl who yelled "Wow" all day long. The queue for doing exercises is one shift after another. Class (3) is adjacent to class (4).Xiao Yao can always spot her in the crowd at a glance.No matter when or where he saw her, Xiao Yao was very happy.

The world is fucked.The students rushed back to the building.Xiao Yao noticed that she was not moving.Involuntarily also stopped. The girl stood in the middle of the lawn.The tender green Taiwan grass makes the girls extraordinarily pure and lovely.The girl stood there, looking at Xiao Yao quietly. It was also the first time for Xiao Yao to look at a girl so boldly.Her eyes were far away, as if she wanted to say something. The sky in April is like a baby's face, which changes as soon as it changes. At this time, the rain fell in a "pop, pop". "It's raining, let's go!" Xiao Yao said.

The two met their eyes again, and then each ran towards the corridor leading to the class. In class, Xiao Yao was uneasy: "What is she going to say? Because her eyes told him that she has something to say." When Xiao Yao wanted to see her at the station after school, he must ask clearly. The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and there were tides everywhere.When the fourth quarter is about to start class.Liu Xia took a small flower umbrella and came in: "Xiao Yao, your sister gave it to you!" Liu Xia also imitated Wang Xiaotian's gossip. Xiao Yao took the umbrella strangely: "What's going on?"

Liu Xia shrugged: "I don't know, she just asked me to give you the umbrella without saying anything else. Xiao Yao really wanted to rush out to ask what happened, but the class bell rang. After school, Xiao Yao immediately ran to the next class, but she was not there; Xiao Yao rushed to the station again, and waited for a long time, but she was not seen.It cleared up in the afternoon.Xiao Yao still held her little umbrella, ready to thank her and return the umbrella to her.But I couldn't see her all afternoon.I haven't seen him for several days.Xiao Yao goes to school with a small umbrella every day.The classmates all laughed at him for being "girly".

She was probably sick, maybe it was raining that day, when she comes, be sure to say hello to her and thank her, definitely! But she still didn't come, Xiao Yao hoped for her to come every time, but was disappointed every time.What's up with her? She went to France suddenly Xiao Yao went to the post office to send a letter.This letter is addressed to my parents.He wrote very clearly his views on going abroad in the letter.He believed his parents would understand.They have always respected his choice. At the post office, Xiao Yao recalled the scene when he saw her here.He hoped for a miracle, he hoped to see her pass him again with the mail from France.It has been several days since I saw her, and Xiao Yao felt a little worried in his nervousness.

Passing by the station after school, Xiao Yao habitually looked there, but she still couldn't be seen.At this time, some students from class (3) passed by, Xiao Yao finally couldn't bear it anymore. "Where's the girl named Xiao in your class?" "Oh, her? She's gone to France, don't you know?" "Really? When?" Xiao Yao was taken aback. "Of course it's true. It was just a few days ago. I heard that her mother has been working in France. Later, she bought a castle where the French nobles used to live, and took her there." Xiao Yao only felt his heart sink in a "choke".He had just sent a letter saying he was "not going out at this time".But she has already left.It is so far away, maybe they will never have a chance to meet again in this life.

The most important thing is that he hasn't said hello to her yet, hasn't said "hello", so why "goodbye".Xiao Yao was very regretful, why didn't he say hello to her?If so, she must have said something, instead of going to France in silence. Xiao Yao suddenly thought of her expression on the big playground that day, and remembered the last glance when they parted.Maybe everything will pass, and I hope this last glance will remain in each other's hearts forever. Early the next morning, Xiao Yao passed the station again by bicycle.In the morning, there is a faint mist between the sky and the earth, and the crowd of trees is looming.Xiao Yao stopped, and vaguely saw the girl in black standing there with a book in her hand, she turned her head suddenly, showing a shy and friendly smile.

Even though they never dated alone.She didn't even speak, but Xiao Yao couldn't forget her shyness, melancholy and friendliness. Now she is gone.Disappeared like morning mist. On the balcony of an ancient castle in France, a little girl from China must often appear, looking at the scenery of the whole city. The sky gradually cleared up, the fog began to disperse, everything became clear, and that hazy and beautiful moment was hidden deep in my heart. last glimpse of forever Grandma wanted to call Xiao Yao's parents, but she was afraid that they would be too worried. Suddenly she remembered that Xiao Yao often talked about their homeroom teacher, so she decided to go to him to discuss it.Grandma came to the school after calling and contacting the teacher in advance.

Teacher Jiang greeted Grandma Xiao Yao in the reception room. Grandma is a well-known lady in the old society. After decades, she still maintains a good demeanor. Her hair is not messy, and her complexion is also good. "Sit here, please. I don't have a class for this session, and we can talk in private. It seems to me that what you want to talk to me about is entirely personal. "Yes, um, um..." Grandma was a little nervous. She regretted it just after calling Teacher Jiang. She was very worried that those "cameras" in movies and TV would appear if she did this. But it would be bad.But besides the teacher, she didn't know who to turn to for help. "Mr. Jiang, please don't let the third person know what I told you. Teacher Jiang nodded. After getting the guarantee, grandma began to talk: "It's like this. Xiao Yao's parents want Xiao Yao to go out. Considering his young age, it is easier for him to adapt to the outside environment, but Xiao Yao himself thinks it is not suitable to go out at present. Listen to him about this matter. , he has talked to you and asked for your opinion. Teacher Jiang nodded again. "His grandfather and I both stayed in France in the early years. We returned to China after liberation. We understand and agree with Xiao Yao's decision." "Speaking of which, you probably know that I should have a 'turning point', right?" Grandma and Mr. Jiang laughed at the same time, and grandma continued, "For Xiao Yao, his parents and I are more at ease. , he is more down-to-earth and motivated. But recently he looked a little dazed, and asked him several times, but he didn't say anything. Once he suddenly asked me: "Grandma, you stayed in France in the early years, what's the situation in France?" I care. Later, I found that there was a painting on his desktop, what, it was this one, and I knew it was a big deal. Teacher Jiang took the painting from grandma: a big lawn, a girl, and a boy standing not far away, nothing else.In the corner of the painting is written "Last Glance - Xiao Zhu".The painting is not good, but at a glance, it can make people feel that it was painted with care.Mrs. Jiang teaches the Chinese lessons of two classes (3) and (4) at the same time.So I know who Xiao Yao painted, but her last name is Xiaoyuexiao. "Oh my god, Mr. Jiang, Xiao Yao..." Teacher Jiang thought of another question: "How did you see this painting?" "Yesterday, I cleaned up the room and found it in Xiao Yao's room. Grandma noticed that the teacher's face became less cheerful while talking, so she stopped. "First of all, what I want to say is don't read his letters behind his back. This will make the children feel wronged. Some things are only for them to read." "But if I don't do this, I don't know anything about him, especially this aspect. His parents are both working abroad. I will take care of Xiao Yao. I must be responsible to him. No, Mr. Jiang. I disagree with your point of view." Teacher Jiang nodded in understanding. "As teachers, we want our students to be successful, but as parents, we also want our children to be happy." "The feelings of boys at this age are very complicated. They are both impulsive and introverted. Girls will tell their feelings to their partners, but boys bury everything in their hearts." Teacher Jiang said, "Middle school In six years, students have changed a lot, both physically and psychologically, it is normal and completely understandable to have a good impression of the opposite sex." "Mr. Jiang, in your opinion, it is right for middle school students to 'date'?" "Although first love is beautiful in the writer's writing, it is not so romantic when it happens to middle school students. I don't approve of middle school students falling in love, including mutual understanding. Like-minded early love. Love must take marriage as the development direction, not marriage as the Ending love is irresponsible. And marriage is too far away for middle school students, how can they shoulder this heavy social responsibility at such a young age." "I agree with this view. I also think it is necessary to talk to this female student." "Xiao Zhu has already gone to France. I think you take this matter seriously. What's more, the teacher's intervention in this kind of emotional matter is easy to be self-defeating and make students feel rebellious. However, if I find it necessary to sound the alarm , I will intervene in this matter through certain channels. At present, I can only observe from the sidelines... You should stop reviewing Xiao Yao's letters, and stop treating your grandson with this attitude, he will feel wronged." After seeing off grandma, Teacher Jiang went back to the office and heard the teacher next door talking about their class, and unintentionally involved puppy love: "Students nowadays mature early and don't understand anything. Children in the Special Economic Zone are also open. As long as this kind of thing is not ostentatious and your academic performance does not drop, you can just turn one eye on and one eye off, not to mention that this kind of thing is also difficult to manage. The matter is not so simple, as Makarenko said, "Modern society has created such a group of big children, although their physical development is close to adults, but they still can't restrain themselves with correct moral concepts."They still need "management" and the help of adults, but the methods and forms are different.They need the kind, honest help of adults who don't let them know it, to help them get out of the slump.We teachers have the responsibility to be a bridge for students to make this transition, so that students do not realize it.Cross the river safely and smoothly.For the feelings of this kind of young men and women, we can only try our best to make them pure, noble and beautiful.We can do this. love seminar Xiaoxu's diary X month X day Today is the weekend, I got up early in the morning, and I washed off that snow-white dress.I never had the heart to subject it to the washing machine.I can't bear to wash it with other clothes.Always rub it with your hands again and again, and rinse it with clean water again and again. This kind of white skirt is very popular this year, and Liu Xia also has one, which is more delicate and luxurious than mine, but I don't think it is necessarily prettier than mine. Take the white skirt to the balcony to dry, singing a song.In fact, you don't have to be like Liu Xia to sing, everyone can sing, sing their own songs.As long as you are happy. There is a beautiful English nursery rhyme, I can't say what's good about it, I just jotted down its lyrics: When I was a little girl, I asked my mother what was going to happen?I will be pretty?i will be richMy mother said that I will be beautiful, I will be rich, and the future is beyond what we can describe. Yeah, what is the future?what is life At this age, I can feel life from other people's instant expressions, a word, a look, a frown, in short, from many places. However, the part of my life that I need to know and understand was prevaricated by my mother with "you will know in the future". I prefer that part of my life, because only it can explain the curiosity, shyness, and surprise in my heart. I also thought of that very pure and childish nursery rhyme: the future is beyond what we can describe. X month X day The discussion held in today's class can be said to be the most enthusiastic ever.Teacher Jiang said that if there was such a discussion meeting in his middle school days, it must be the most silent meeting, and of course it was impossible to hold it at that time. Almost everyone said, "The former middle school students were innocent, but the current students..." After that, they stopped talking and used a few ellipses to make people panic.In the final analysis, isn't it because the word "love" has been added to our life dictionary in the past? Girls now secretly talk about boys a lot, and what about boys, I heard that they also talk about us girls a lot.But like today, it is the first time that boys and girls discuss love together. I think students in Shenzhen receive comprehensive puberty education. When we were in junior high school, we gave lectures on puberty health knowledge. Sometimes we read in newspapers and magazines that middle school students in the Mainland committed suicide, had abortions, and teachers privately opened letters from students. Really lucky for us. At first, the students were a little embarrassed, but gradually, the students became active. Wang Xiaotian took the lead: "A few days ago, the international channel '930' broadcast "Childhood Sweetheart", I think everyone watched it, the little girl asked the little boy: "Will you love me forever?" The little boy said: "Of course, I have already I have loved you for a week. After watching this video, it makes people have endless aftertaste. It is not as 'dirty' as the teachers and parents think. China will not and cannot make such a film. People are actually opposites attract, This phenomenon is very normal, otherwise, it is not normal.” Immediately someone covered his mouth and laughed: "Talk from experience." Yu Fa approached Liu Xia: "Did that dialogue happen between you and Wang Xiaotian?" Wang Xiaotian continued: "Who can really deny in his heart that he has never admired others or had a good impression of the opposite sex? It's just that he is embarrassed to admit it." The classmate who covered his mouth and laughed for Wang Xiaotian's first speech just now fell silent.These words are like a scalpel analyzing everyone's psychology.I admit he was right. Liu Xia said: "Nowadays there are too many 'terms' to describe the dating of middle school students, such as 'forbidden fruit that should not be eaten', 'make a beautiful mistake', 'mistakes that should not be entered', 'green apple that can't be chewed' ’ and so on, there are two meanings, one is its beauty and allure; the other is its prematureness.” Wang Xiaotian and Liu Xia always sang together when they spoke. Although they quarreled because of the portrait, they still talked like a "husband sings and a wife follows".It's all about making fun of, but I still envy this pair of golden boys and girls with pure feelings.A few days ago, my cousin in Hunan asked my mother to introduce someone to her. She didn't have very good qualifications, but she had a lot of demands.One must have a Shenzhen account.Second, you must have an economic foundation. Third, you must have a bachelor’s degree or above. Fourth, you must be over 1.75 meters tall. At this time, Liu Qing said: "I can't say anything. I once read a book about the love between boys and girls. I really didn't like it after reading it. The book said that two students were 'dating' and were later reported to the school by a classmate. The two teachers treated this matter with different attitudes: the secretary of the Youth League Committee first "educated", and then asked the students to explain the process, write a review, and hand in the diary, which made the students disgusted; the head teacher treated this matter with another attitude , she used her own experience to educate the students, and she herself had risked going astray back then, and what happened later, she also held a class meeting and wrote down prophecies such as "future engineer" and "future scientist" on each student's photo, educating the students "Communism is beckoning to you, you have to study hard and make progress every day." Finally, the student knew his mistake. The boy said in the class. "Thanks for the teacher's help. Yes, I almost went astray and lost my way. Now I want to Rein in the precipice. Communism is beckoning to me... After reading it, I was really angry, and I really felt sorry for that girl. How can the sincere love for each other be described as "wrong path"? Later, I looked at the copyright page and found that it was published in 1982 Yes, I was relieved. Things from more than ten years ago, no wonder they are so old-fashioned!" It was the first time that Liu Qing spoke so many words in public, and he spoke so well. The students all spoke very well, me, what can I say?I can't explain how I feel. "Sometimes, sometimes I feel that love is very specific and clear, and sometimes I feel that it is very distant and very hazy. Some people say: Girls at the age of sixteen or seventeen have the most beautiful feelings, and they will grow old after that; people who have no first love before the age of 20 , life is incomplete. But some people say: This glass of wine is mellow and sweet, but it is not time to taste it. All adults say not to fall in love early, it is not good. In fact, this is not a question of whether you want it or not. It's... I, I can't tell..." After I finished speaking, I began to think about what I just said and the feeling that I wanted to say but couldn't express clearly, and I began to recall my feelings during this period. Next, a few classmates spoke, and I didn't have the heart to listen. Teacher Jiang also spoke, and he told a story: "A boy always thinks about her since he doesn't know when. Whenever he doesn't see her, his heart will be empty. When he sees her, he never speaks. The boy wants to attract her attention. As long as she is on the occasion, the boy will be special." Lively. By the day of graduation, neither of them spoke, and then they had their own families, partners and children, and everything in middle school became a permanent and good memory. Kudos to the lad because he took it calmly The way you deal with it is really beautiful. Maybe you will say that this boy should express his feelings, which is the manly spirit, and he should bravely express and pursue whoever he likes, but this is for adults with a high degree of socialization As far as two middle school students are growing and changing, they have to maintain an eternal relationship together. Although they have more than enough heart, they are really not enough! "It's too school tone." Yu Fa said. "Then what do you think?" "Me? I don't have any opinion. Many women in our village don't work when they get married. Doctors start companies and factories outside to make money, and their wives look after houses at home. Now many mainland girls, especially Hunan spiders and Sichuan girls, are greedy for locals. If they have money to marry in, they are of course good-looking, dressed up all day long, and walk around the street with their pug dogs. Many locals dislike them, and I don’t like them too.” Yu Fa said while walking like those rich ladies , made everyone amused, and he himself was also amused, scratching the back of his head, "Hey, let's listen to Chen Ming's opinion." Chen Ming was coaxed by his classmates, I always thought he was weird.It's so cool, it's too cool to be unbearable.But I'd still love to hear what this guy thinks about love. Finally, Chen Ming stood up and spoke: "I don't think I will think about my career until I am 30 years old. I believe in the saying: When the career is successful, so is the happiness." will come." Chen Ming finished speaking.He glanced at me somehow, with his gaze and his words, I believe he will succeed. Chen Ming sat down as soon as he finished speaking, only to hear a girl shout: "Oh my God! I think it was Liu Qing who called." "Some students don't know what love is at all, so they just follow others to date. If no one makes it impossible to catch up, they feel quite humiliated. The times are different." "Actually, some people make friends because they follow the crowd and seek to stimulate others. Some people make friends because others say they are good. Gradually, they themselves feel better. Another kind is to encourage each other and make progress together. of." "My parents have a great relationship and I hope I can be like them in the future." "Mr. Jiang, is dating and studying necessarily contradictory?" Teacher Jiang nodded affirmatively: "Yes. There is no doubt about it." "Mr. Jiang, what age is suitable for taking pictures?" "It can't be completely divided by age. It is more suitable when it is relatively mature. It is not good to be immature or very mature. Cantonese people call dating 'dating'. Do you know why? When I first heard this word, I didn't I couldn't accept it either. I found out the reason and quickly echoed it. It turned out that in the past on the Pearl River, because the wooden boat was unable to sail, it was shot on the steamer and dragged by the steamer; Landing people and goods out and loading them onto steamboats. Helping each other along the way. Finally sailing side by side into the pier. Using 'dating' to describe love is really deep, but it's too early for your age , This is also the reason why parents and teachers object to your dating. You often complain that they don't understand your feelings and interfere with you. In fact, this is a kind of love that adults can't express well. If you can't even understand this, How to understand other emotions?" Hearing this, many students nodded frequently. At this time, I found that Xinran didn't say a word, and her lips were tightly closed.Why doesn't she speak?She will feel it.Her views are always more mature than others. Finally someone nominated: "We welcome Xie Xinran to talk, her insights will definitely be superior to others." Xin Ran smiled: "I do have some opinions. But now I can't say anything. I only have one sentence, 'I believe in love, but I also believe in life and the sun of tomorrow. As long as we love life, life will not treat you badly. our." Although Xinran said very little, it was from her heart, sincerely.I wish her well, we are good friends after all. Xinran finished talking, so what about Xiao Yao, what's his opinion?I am waiting.I used to think that I was very mature, but after listening to their speech today, I realized that I was still very naive.Almost every classmate has his own set of views, including Yu Fa, who also has his own set of views.Everyone expresses their views, and the world seems to be much clearer.Teacher Jiang seemed to be just an ordinary member of our discussion meeting. He did not impose his views on us, but we all understood the teacher's intentions more deeply.Although we may not fully agree with the teacher's point of view, this seminar allowed us to analyze things objectively and calmly, including love.Perhaps that is what this discussion is about. The only regret is that Xiao Yao never spoke.Could it be that he is a "real person who does not show his face"? Oh, I have written six or seven pages, and my arms are sore.But I still can't remember it completely.It would have been nice to have a tape recorder. Finally, let me end this diary with Teacher Jiang's words. "Instead of rushing into love, it's better to wait quietly for growth. Everything should have a high starting point, and love should also have a higher starting point." Today, I was a little excited, as if I sorted out my accumulated thoughts, and seemed to understand something that I had always wanted to understand but failed to understand. Finally, someone answered the question that my mother used to prevaricate with "you will know in the future". All of a sudden, Huo Qubing's "What is a family", Li Qingzhao's "I can't bear many sorrows", Goethe's "Which girl does not cherish spring", these verses contain the yearning and pursuit of noble and beautiful love. .There should be a day in the future, when I read this diary again, I will have a new understanding of this issue, I will correct my views today, and maybe I will find it funny to talk about love when I was sixteen or seventeen!At that time, the tone may be consistent with that of the teachers.But not today, I just seriously recall and record in detail our views on love and family when we were sixteen or seventeen.