Chapter 9 Flower Season and Rainy Season - Chapter 9 Teacher-Student Love, Dirty

Xiaoxu's diary X month X day Autumn outing photos came out.Look how stupid I am, I should just smile.My mother said, I look better when I smile than when I don’t.I look much uglier in the photo than in real life. I can't tolerate the image on the photos looking uglier than myself, so I tore out many photos that were not well taken.But this one has Mr. Jiang on it, and Mr. Jiang is pretty good in the photo, but how his hair stands up, so funny!Of course I will not tear this relative.Teacher Jiang and I were next to each other.I used scissors to cut me and Teacher Jiang out.Isn't this a photo of the two of you together?There was this "conspiracy" when I took the photo.It's just that Mr. Jiang and I each have a hand on our shoulders, which are Liu Xia's "claws", which is really unpleasant!But I finally have a "alone" photo with Teacher Jiang, and my wish has finally come true.I put it in the diary and put it together with the sycamore leaves I picked on the day of the autumn outing, which seemed to mean something.

The little Beibei next door was able to play a piece of music today. Although it was ugly, it was no longer a complete "hey hey" sound of sawing wood - she "sawed wood" in a different way. X month X day Today, I borrowed this.The teacher in the library poked his eyes out of the glasses on the bridge of his nose and gave me a hard look.I hate that look in her eyes. It is Qiong Yao's famous work.I have read several Qiong Yao's books, and I feel that they are very ordinary. It's not ordinary, looking at it, I feel that all my emotions have been integrated with it, the love that can only be buried deep in my heart, the sadness that can't cry or talk, I fully understand.

After reading it, I raised my head and looked out of the window. The feeling in my heart was beyond the description of "sadness" and "melancholy".The rain hit the window, and the sky in front of me was a vast expanse of whiteness. I don't know if it was the tears that blurred the vision, or the rain that obscured the world... This feeling can only be had by reading. When Baoyu disappeared, Jia Zheng once saw Baoyu in the snow, accompanied by the same monk, singing away: "Where I live, is the peak of the green ridge; where I travel, the majestic space; whoever dies with me, I will follow. The vastness, the wilderness!"

At that time, after reading this paragraph, I also had the feeling of "I don't know where the clouds are deep". Today, I shed a lot of tears again, and the diary is stained with spots.Men don’t cry easily, but I’m a girl, a sentimental girl, it’s normal for me to cry when I’m sad.However, I never knew what I was crying for or who I was crying for. The book said: "Understand why you cry, no matter how many tears you shed, there is a limit; I don't know why, even a single drop of tears has infinite meaning." What do I mean? Alone obsessed with the wet "words" on the window glass, which records a secret that no one knows.

X month X day Talking to Xinran, she said: "Do you think it looks good?" Her tone made me very strange.Xinran said that she didn't like this kind of books, such as teacher-student romance, dirty ones, Japan has a lot of teacher-student romance, she just disliked these, it was completely abnormal. God, I cried so many tears last night, so much love, I paid for my "dirty" and "abnormal psychology".How can Xinran be described with such words!It pained me to hear her say that.Others say it's okay, but he said it.She is my best friend. But I think my feelings are beautiful and pure.Not at all as Xinran said.

I didn't speak for a while, just walked on the left side silently, it's really weird, Xinran and I are together, why do I always walk on the left side?I politely asked, "What kind of boy do you think is good?" "I like boys with both ability and personality." Xin Ran replied without thinking, and then, she blushed, stuck out her tongue, and smiled at me. I didn't expect her to be so forthright. "And you?" "I don't know." I said, "But I have to be mature. Teacher Jiang is pretty good." As soon as the words came out of my mouth, I regretted it and hurriedly changed my words: "I mean..."

But it was too late, so he said happily: "Mature? It's 'ripe'!" "'It's well done,'" I repeated. When I got home, I picked it up, and my heart was inexplicably swollen. My mother also asked me, is there something uncomfortable, why am I in a trance all day long? X month X day When I returned to the library, the teacher poked her eyes out of the glasses like the bottom of the wine bottle and looked me up and down, trying to remember me. In her eyes, I must be a "bad girl" who was addicted to romance novels. ",exasperating!I deliberately said loudly: "I want to borrow a copy of "Analysis of High School Physics Difficulties"!" Sure enough, she nodded with satisfaction.

My mother told me again today that when I was a child, I would tell her whenever something happened, even if it was a trivial matter. Now... I am also very strange, now for some reason, I have grievances and unhappiness in my heart, and I don’t want to tell my mother, and I always avoid my mother deliberately, as if my mother can no longer comfort me. I suddenly remembered one thing. At that time in Hangzhou, I went to a classmate’s house and saw the cactus, which was very interesting. As a result, my hands were covered with thorns and I ran home crying. My mother helped me pick them out one by one with tweezers.At that time, my mother was my tree and my shore.

When I got home at night, I talked about it at the dinner table, and my mother asked me while putting vegetables in my bowl, "When did it happen?" She has forgotten.Mothers are like this, selflessly giving love to their children without asking for anything in return.But can a child not reciprocate? Little Beibei is really miserable. Since her mother found out when she was playing at our house that day, she has been "strictly disciplined": "If you dare to run around again, I will break your legs!" I saw little Beibei lying on the ground. On the balcony, I called her: "Little Beibei, your mother hit you again?" She blushed and nodded. "Go to my sister's place to play." I waved to her.But she said: "No, my mother will beat me." Now mothers really don't want to, and they carry out endless early education, hoping to cultivate a child prodigy.

X month X day Xing Ran called and said that I will be going to Lingding Island for military training next week, and I am dubious.It was very interesting to hear the previous students talk about military training, and I have admired it for a long time.What a joy to not have to deal with annoying textbooks for a week.In order to prove the reliability, I deliberately said: "Next week I will take physics and mathematics exams! "Now everything has to give way to military training!" Feeling at ease, he asked again: "Will Teacher Jiang go?" "Of course, the head teacher will of course visit his apprentices."

A burst of joy in my heart! X month X day The notice was placed, the notice about military training.Notes are written on it: things that need to be brought, such as bedding, cups, buckets, etc.; things that are not allowed, with special emphasis on snacks and the like. Military uniforms and military caps were issued today.When I got home, I couldn't wait to try it on, and I found that Lin Xiaoxu in military uniform was quite majestic.I saluted her in the mirror. My mother said: "Your middle school students now have to participate in military training, let alone military training. If you still have to go to the mountains and the countryside, I will be the first to sign up and send you there. You need exercise too much." Military Training Lingding Island Military training is a very far-reaching activity for young people. The location of the military training is Lingding Island, which is the Lingding Island in Lingdingyang where Wen Tianxiang wrote the famous sentence "No one in life has died since ancient times, keep his loyalty and history".But Wen Tianxiang was called "Ling Ding Yang" at that time. It takes a long way to go from downtown Shenzhen to Lingding Island and cross a wide sea. When the students got off the boat and boarded the island, the military instructor who came to welcome them glanced at everyone majesticly, and said coldly: "Are you here for sightseeing?" The students couldn't help but look at each other: Although they were wearing military uniforms, they had tilted hats, sunglasses, a Walkman on their waists, cameras hanging around their necks, and bulging backpacks slanted on their shoulders... Everyone was very embarrassed, lowered their heads, and kept silent. "Does this look like a soldier?" The instructor paced back and forth, "Have you brought any snacks?" There was silence. "Take it out! Hand it all over!" Under the majestic gaze of the instructor, the students lined up one by one to take out snacks.Cigarettes and poker. "Hey," the instructor sneered again, "Run around the playground 10 times for me!" "Ah!" There were complaints from the crowd. "Whoever yells again, run 20 laps!" The instructor glanced at the crowd, "Run!" After 10 laps, no one wanted to move, no one wanted to talk, and they scolded the instructor for being a pervert. Was he a sadist?When it was time to eat, the instructor did not relax, and gave a serious lesson to the students: "Don't take it lightly, think it's a trivial matter, anyway, the military training is only a week, and I have been in the military. Since everyone is wearing military uniforms today, You must look like a soldier. The purpose of military training is not only to learn military knowledge and master military skills, but more importantly, to cultivate your strict sense of discipline and strong ideological style. This will benefit you for life, and this is also military training. The fundamental guarantee of whether it can achieve results. Well, let’s shout slogans.” "one two three four!" "No. Do it all over again!" "one two three four!" "No, come again!" "one two three four--" "Shouldn't be allowed to eat!" "one two three four!" "Okay. This is powerful!" But when I entered the dining hall, I was unable to cook anymore. "It's not fun at all." "It's like being in prison." A few girls were feeling sorry for the handed in snacks, but Liu Qing could think about it: "It's time to lose weight." Wang Xiaotian also thought about it: "I don't care, anyway, our things are all given by others." Wang Xiaotian's words startled Xin Ran who was eating, and dropped his chopsticks on the table.Xinran went to look at Wang Xiaotian in a panic, and Wang Xiaotian happened to look at her too, and after meeting her eyes, Xinran felt even more worried. "Don't talk!" At some point, the instructor was already standing behind them. When washing the dishes, Wang Xiaotian stood beside Xinran.Xin Ran was embarrassed for a while. "Xie Xinran, how many members will be approved in our class this time?" Wang Xiaotian asked first. "There are several." "Is there me?" "Have." "Thank you." Xin Ran felt hot, remembering that Wang Xiaotian had protected her and extended a friendly hand to her when climbing a mountain, she felt a little grateful, "Actually, in fact, I should also thank you." "Thank me? Thank me for what?" Smile happily.Once, she really wanted to know how Wang Xiaotian thought of her and missed her?Why did he argue with her about "rectification" in the self-study class?And why did he call her going to give gifts as "homework delivery", and why... Now, Xin Ran seems much calmer and more open-minded.As long as you have a clear conscience, why care about what others think! Xinran washes the dishes and goes first.Looking at her swaying "horse tail" and her receding back, Wang Xiaotian thought to himself, this is a very strong girl, how could someone like her come to give gifts?What are her father's concerns? Wang Xiaotian's house has a constant stream of customers, no matter what the reason is, Wang Xiaotian doesn't bother to give gifts.Seeing the pitiful appearance of people holding gifts respectfully but not achieving their goals in the end, Wang Xiaotian was a little "gloating". That day he saw his classmate and her father, who looked like a standard intellectual, come to send letters and plead for mercy, and he felt a little emotional.He heard from Liu Xia that Xinran did not have a Shenzhen hukou.After graduating from the third year of junior high school, Xinran could have been recommended to go directly to the senior high school of No. 9 Middle School.Because she does not have a Shenzhen hukou, the school hesitated.She was pleased to see the school's concerns and offered to give up. She was unwilling to live under the strange eyes of others.In the application form for the senior high school entrance examination, she only wrote down the middle school: "Ninth Middle School".The first choice is No. 9 Middle School, the second choice is still No. 9 Middle School, and the third choice is still No. 9 Middle School.Even students like Chen Ming dare not be so bold.Teacher Lan looked at the volunteer form, then at Xie Xinran's expressionless face, knowing that she was going to fight to the death, she couldn't bear to say anything more.Xie Xinran knew that if she failed to pass the No. 9 Middle School, she would either suspend school, become a high-priced student, or return to the mainland. She was betting her own future.Her self-respecting and strong personality told her that she had no choice.When a person has only one way out, his fighting spirit is naturally different from ordinary people.Xinran was no exception. Although she was good at studying, she still struggled hard.My mother felt distressed and asked her to rest for a while.Without raising her head, Xin Ran casually said, "I'm also doing this to save you money." Mom was stunned for a moment, originally referring to the fact that she was not admitted to be a high-priced student, followed by a burst of sighs.Xinran is a girl who has no concept of money, never keen to talk about famous brands and consumption with her classmates, just like her father.Such a child would actually worry about tuition fees.Xin Ran has really grown up.Whether this kind of growing up is joy or sorrow, the parents have not had time to think about it, but the mother feels guilty first. Finally, the black three days passed.Many people asked her nervously, "How did you do in the exam, can you pass?" Xin Ran remained expressionless.Everyone thought she was gone.In fact, on the contrary, she did very well and performed above the standard.It's just that she is very tired and has no interest in dealing with people's sincere or false questions.Finally, the acceptance letter came down, and she went to the school and received all kinds of congratulations.Teacher Lan held her hand and wanted to cry. Xie Xinran remained silent.She couldn't squeeze out a smile amidst the laughter of the crowd.She was so tired, she cried several times.Just never in front of other people. Such a stubborn girl, not out of helplessness, how could she send a letter to plead for mercy!It has always been civilized.How can Shenzhen, which is pioneering and innovative, have the heart to let a female middle school student be so helpless.Wang Xiaotian felt wronged for her. As expected of the cutest person This sleep has passed.I'm really tired after a day, and I can sleep well even if I lie on a hard plank.Suddenly, a sharp whistle woke everyone up. They turned over and got up, only to find that their legs were completely stiff.Although I felt hard and not sore after running 10 laps yesterday, today I have to move one leg down with my hands, and then move the other leg to get off the ground. Immediately there was panic and commotion. The students hadn't fully woken up from their dreams. They rubbed their sleepy eyes and disheveled their hair to wash.It only takes 5 minutes to get up from the whistle to go out to exercise.People who move slowly, arrive at the playground with their shoes unlaced.Still holding the military cap in his hand, he couldn't care less about brushing his teeth and washing his face. Soldiers are very fast.After a commotion, there was silence, and the large playground with hundreds of people was silent. It was about half past five, and it was still daylight.First the queue change, then the running.At the beginning, everyone was very happy. "A Sea of ​​Green" followed the majestic order and heard their own footsteps melt into the footsteps of hundreds of people. They couldn't help feeling a sense of pride in their hearts. But after a few laps, I couldn't stand it anymore.Looking at the vast playground, I feel like an open field, my steps are getting slower and slower, and my mouth is getting bigger and bigger.Looking at the instructors leading the team in front, there was no intention of stopping at all.All the people were silently saying: "This is the last lap, this is the last lap." But they kept running, kept running. Finally stopped.At this time, the two legs are almost not his own.I really want to lie down even if I sit, but I have to stand and listen to the instructor explain today's training content. Let's go and have breakfast.Sing before every meal.There is a drum beating in my stomach, probably to accompany the military song.Everyone's appetite is very good today.In order to fight for time, the girl put her reservedness and elegance behind her. "No whispering, no leftovers, no bending over to eat. While the students were eating, the instructor was lecturing. So each of them straightened up, holding the bowl, swallowing big mouthfuls, until they reached the bottom of the bowl I cried in my heart: "Being a soldier is too unfree, and you can't even eat freely. "But soldiers are soldiers after all, and their excellent style is honed in these strict requirements. On the first day, I learned to eat, make quilts, and tidy up the room.Everyone knows these things, but they have to learn from scratch in the army.Seeing the instructor fold the quilt on the bed squarely, with edges and corners, Yu Fa couldn't help but say, "Why are they folded so neatly? Aren't they going to be opened at night?" "Why do you have to wash the dishes after eating? Don't you still have to eat for the second meal!" Everyone laughed. How to fold the quilt, how to arrange the pillows, how to hang the towels, how to put the tooth cups, and which direction the toothbrush should go, etc. are all clearly regulated.After some tossing according to the requirements, it immediately changed drastically, and the appearance of the barracks was completely new. The hardest part was the first two days, when my body felt like it was falling apart.Some students also suffer from "whistle sensitivity", because when the whistle sounds, absolute obedience is required.Everyone lost control over their own time, carefully looking at the tanned and flushed face in the mirror, and taking a serious shower became unreasonable, and when the whistle blew, you had to put down everything at hand.Run around following the sound. Chairman Mao praised the female militiamen in a poem: "The heroic five-foot gun, the first light of dawn shines on the military field, the sons and daughters of the Chinese people are so ambitious, they don't like red clothes, but they are armed." How beautiful!How heroic!It's so exciting.After practice, I realized that practicing the five-foot spear is not as easy and enjoyable as dancing.A gun that weighs 3.85 kilograms is very difficult to hold firmly, and it must be operated freely in the hand, not to mention the delicate girls like Xiaoxu, it is not easy for men like Wang Xiaotian.I really can't stand it without clenching my teeth.The most uncomfortable thing is walking forward and standing in a military posture.Take the right step, break down the exercises one by one, and keep each movement for a long time.First, stretch out the legs stretched out, about 45", and then just hang like this, without changing the password, you must not change the posture. After a long time, the legs tremble, and you can stand on one foot for a few minutes just after training, and the difficulty has increased. Increased, add a brick to the raised leg and continue to practice; Standing in the military posture refers to maintaining a standing posture for a long time in the queue. This is a training program that does not seem difficult to practice, 20 For a few minutes, you have to be as still as a statue. You can’t scratch mosquito bites, scratch your itchy scalp, wipe off your sweat, or even blink your eyes randomly. You have to learn to blink once more than 15 seconds. After a day, your waist is sore and your legs hurt. I didn't even bother to eat. But the students didn't complain as much as they did in the first two days. Everyone knew that the squad leader of the People's Liberation Army taught them a movement, demonstrated and practiced harder than them! When the students get used to it, the one-week military training is over. It's hard to describe how I feel about it. Soldiers always remind people of many tragic, beautiful and emotional words about dignity, life and death, and the motherland, but being a soldier often only means dedication and tempering.They are the cutest people! On the last day of military training, the head teacher came to Lingding Island. "I learned to fold the quilt." "I learned to walk." "I have learnt it……" certainly.These "learned..." must be followed by the crucial attributive "in the army". Teacher Jiang said cheerfully and humorously: "I'm so happy. It's called ordinary surrender. I can't control you, you have to be sent to the army for re-education." Soldiers are all right Xiaoxu's diary X month X day When I came back from the military training, the first thing my mother said to me was: Xiaoxu, your backpack is much more tidy. It seems that the military training is still very useful.On the night before leaving, we had a party with the officers and soldiers stationed on the island and watched a movie, which was the old movie "Railway Guerrillas".Listening to the songs at that time was really moving, but I am still willing to listen to the current golden songs, which shows that I am less strong and more lingering. After watching the movie, we began to sing military songs loudly.At the beginning, Liu Xia led the singing: "I am a soldier—" She raised the key too high, and the beat was too long, without any courage. The company commander said, "Are you bel canto?" Everyone laughed. This is the first time we've heard him joke.He is usually fierce.Later he led the singing, "I am a soldier!" Sure enough, the effect was different. Everyone was crazy tonight. The "Bingge" were more excited than us.What disco, thunderbolt, all good at it.It seems that we advertised them too highly.The neon lights shine on young faces.Vigorous and youthful. At the end of the game, the company commander took out a large tote bag. At first, we thought we were going to distribute some souvenirs.We were all dumbfounded when we opened the pockets—it contained snacks, our confiscated snacks.We once made guesses: Are these snacks eaten by them?How despicable are our conjectures, pure villainy!The company commander said with a smile: "The property has returned to its original owner! At 5:30 a.m. the next day, the whistle blew again.Hundreds of people from our grade came to the playground.Dozens of instructors stood on the playground, and they saluted us solemnly.We also politely returned the gift. "Serve the people!" We all spoke in unison.This saying never goes out of style. We got on the boat.He didn't pass the cabin, and stood on the deck, feeling reluctant to part.The instructor waved to us desperately.We also waved desperately. goodbye!Lingding Island! goodbye!Military training!