Chapter 2 Flower Season and Rainy Season - Chapter 2 Special Meeting Ceremony

Xiaoxu's diary X month X day Amidst the speculations of the students, the new teacher came. "Let me introduce myself first, my name is Jiang Nan, and I will learn Chinese with everyone from today on." Teacher Jiang is not like other teachers. When meeting someone for the first time, they must be recognized by name.Teacher Jiang told us a riddle as a greeting: "There is a strange bank in the world. It opens an account for everyone, and deposits the same amount of funds into everyone's account every day, so that you can use it up on the day, and you are not allowed to record the balance. Advances and payments are not allowed. Overspending. If it is not used up, it will be voided the next day. Excuse me, what exactly does this bank deposit for us every day?"

turn out to be.It's time! !Teacher Jiang also said: "Imagine a person's life span is 65 years. Sleeping takes up 20 years, and growth takes more than 10 years. Think about how much time a person really has in his life? Your greatest capital is your age. . Cherish youth! Cherish time! This is all I hope for you!" This is really exciting.I immediately had a good impression of Mr. Jiang. Later, another "big event" happened: Yu Fa rushed to write last week's diary homework.After Teacher Jiang found out, he told us not to hand it in in the future. He said: "Most of the diaries you handed in are to deal with the teacher. Don't tell the truth, and lie. It's okay if you don't write. I hope you will consciously keep a diary. Write down your true feelings and understanding of life, and experience the truth. joy and sorrow. And these things belong to personal privacy, how can I have the right to accept them for review!"

This really speaks to my heart! I don't know when, I feel that I have grown up, and I can't speak freely in front of my mother like before. I like to be alone, and I hope to have a space of my own, whether at home or in my mind.I always like to think about many things alone.I am a girl who loves fantasy. If I think too much, I will have the desire to write it down.A Japanese writer said that "literature is a symbol of depression".I think it makes sense.A writer, sometimes his pain is also his wealth.In fact, no matter what my mood is, I will keep a diary, just like talking to a most intimate close friend.In front of this friend, I opened my heart without shyness and told her the confusion, confusion, joy and joy of a girl.When I am happy, I will write a lot in one go, and when I am not happy, I will write a few strokes.Of course, these contents are only recorded in my diary, and the one I handed to the teacher is just to write about my reading experience or something.

My mother's point of view is different from mine. Even though she is an editor and hosts a column of "Intimate Sister", she said that keeping a diary is a game that little girls often play.What a girl of fifteen or sixteen can write is nothing but worthless whispers.And I said that I wrote it when I was young, but when I look at it now, I can't read it after only a dozen pages. If mother heard Mr. Jiang's words, how would she feel?Teacher Jiang is different from other teachers.I always felt like he was a person, a distant yet close person.See where I'm going, anyway.I have a special fondness for Mr. Jiang.

The little Beibei from the next door is playing the violin again.The ugly sound of sawing wood was mixed with her mother's scolding, "Why are you so stupid! Do you know how much we spent on learning the piano for you?" Little Beibei's cry.The sound of piano, scolding, and crying is an inevitable ensemble. Emerald Cafe The setting sun shyly kisses the earth, dyeing everything golden.After the last bell rang, the students of each class burst out from the doorway and rushed to all the streets and alleys and fashionable shophouses. "Giordano", "Parknya", "Huanzi", "Guomao", and "McDonald's" all have their presence.They skillfully selected their favorite imported snacks, bought all kinds of expensive brand-name goods, whispered the news that a certain singer came to Shenzhen to hold a concert, and commented loudly on Sino-British relations.After a while, he cursed the damn textbooks and endless exams again through gnashing of teeth.

They were like a flock of pigeons just released, chirping and chattering. "Let's go, today I'll pay the bill (pay) and go to the Emerald Coffee House." Yu Fa said while waving. "What's the matter, so happy?" Someone teased him. "There is no need to write or hand in the diary, do you think you have developed this time?" "Okay, let's all go, if you don't eat for nothing!" Wang Xiaotian said. Xiao Yao asked Chen Ming: "Are you going?" "No, I have something to do, so I won't go." The tall and thin man tugged at his schoolbag.Go in the other direction.

"Hmph. He's running away!" Yu Fa pouted at Chen Ming's back.Cantonese use "Chan" to describe a person's arrogance and air.Yu Fa, like many students, looks down on students with particularly good grades, thinking that they are just endorsers. Emerald Coffee House is small but elegant.Gray and white tones are a popular color in recent years.The teak floor is shining brightly, reflecting the shadows of people.It can be seen that the owner has put a lot of thought into the decoration.He made up for the narrowness of the space with a very large mirror. Yu Fa and the others found a place against the wall to sit down.Although they knew that the teacher would never come to this place, but because they were carrying schoolbags, the logo of the middle school students was almost engraved on their foreheads, so they thought it was better not to make a big show of it.

Liu Xia focused on admiring the chandelier. The crystal stones on it were so beautiful that the colors reflected were hard to describe. "This must be authentic Austrian crystal." Liu Xia guessed.She felt that sitting in such a place was a kind of enjoyment.A kind of satisfaction. Suddenly a familiar figure appeared in the mirror, "Dad." Liu Xia almost called out.Dad walked to the private seat with a woman. That person was not mother, but Ren Na.Liu Xia was a little scared.Dad said yesterday that he has a social event today.Here comes the entertainment. Liu Xia's father was a music conductor, and Liu Xia was named after him.When she was in elementary school, her classmates often yelled "Liu Xia (stay) Xia Liu (dirty)" at her.Liu Xia cried and ran back to tell her father.Dad said, this name is so artistic, Liu is my father's surname, Xia is my mother's surname, leaving good memories, such a good name, I will never forget it.

Once upon a time, Dad never said such things again.Liu Xia vaguely sensed that the situation was not good.Not long after I came to Shenzhen, the conflict between my parents became more and more serious.My mother said that my father "can't stand the 'sugar-coated cannonball' attack and is corrupt."When Liu Xia was in junior high school.Dad is going to divorce.Liu Xia wrote a letter to her aunt, claiming that if her parents divorced, she would jump off the building.After that, the family was peaceful for a long time.Later, my father became famous and was hired by another theater troupe as a part-time conductor.Dad spends less and less time at home, sometimes not going back once a month.Mom is nervous.Ask Liu Xia to visit the troupe.What exactly is Dad doing, and who is he with.

Liu Xia anticipated something sensitively and went to the troupe with a sense of mission.Saw Dad with a woman around 30 years old.Extramarital affairs are no longer unfamiliar to Liu Xia's generation of children, but the third party in Liu Xia's impression is a sexy woman with heavy makeup, blood red, and a cigarette in her mouth, but this woman is not.When Dad saw her, he felt very unnatural: "Liu Xia, sit down for a while, I'll buy you some drinks." Dad is gone.The woman and Liu Xia were left. "Liu Xia, you're in the third year of junior high school, and you're about to take the high school entrance exam, so you must have a lot of homework!"

"how do you know?" "I'm from the Central Intelligence Agency. I also know that Liu Xiala is good at the violin. Liu Xia wants to be an artist in the future." "I know enough, but I don't know you!" "Now we know each other. Your father and I work in the same unit. We are dancers. Our name is Ren Na. You can call me Aunt Ren." "How can there be such a young aunt. Last time, a child called my mother grandma. My mother is not happy, but you want to be old, so funny." Both of them laughed. "I think you should still call me Aunt Ren. I hear it well." "Success. Aunt Ren." Liu Xia called out sweetly.She thinks Ren Na is good.Lively, enthusiastic, and individual, she is not at all the same as her mother.Ren Na's clothes are also well-dressed, simple and elegant, not too vulgar but not gaudy, her hair is just tied with a ribbon casually, exuding youthful vitality all over her body. "I'm leaving." "What's the matter with you?" "Just now, but not now." Liu Xia said, "I like you very much." "real?" "real." I didn't say anything when I went home.Mom asked her, "Is your dad with other women?" "No." When Liu Xia answered "No", she didn't intend to cover up for her father, but she didn't classify Ren Na as "other women".Instead, she blamed her mother for being suspicious. " Mom didn't believe it, and finally blocked Dad and Ren Na in one place.From now on, the house will be like a landmine that will explode if you accidentally step on it.Mom also asked uncle to teach dad a lesson.Even so, no one dared to mention the word "divorce". The students have already talked about the construction of the new airport in Hong Kong from the arrival of the new teacher. "Liu Xia. Go up and sing a song." Someone suggested. Liu Xia is very talented in music, probably inherited his father's genes.When she was in elementary school, she was the famous "golden voice" in the school. No matter what kind of performances the city's primary and middle school students participated in, her singing would be the finale; she was also good at playing the violin.At the beginning, my father asked Liu Xia to practice for an hour and a half every day, which was really difficult and a suffering.Those four strings were boring, she really hated why there was such a thing as a violin in the world.As soon as the violin was on her shoulders, she looked at the clock worryingly, wishing to make it faster.Now I want to practice the piano, and I am so overwhelmed by homework that I have no time to play it.People are so weird, they always do things they don't want to do, but they can't do what they really want to do; if they can't do it, they want to do it more and more, so Mozart, Chopin, Schumann, and Verdi talk all day , the girls in the class said that she loves to show off and brag. "Liu Xia. Sing a song!" Karaoke is all the rage these days, and Liu Xia is willing to show off her skills in front of her classmates, but today... Liu Xia didn't expect that the woman who called herself "Aunt Ren" was the "bad woman" who snatched her father away. "Liu Xia, what are you afraid of?" Wang Xiaotian said. That is, what are you afraid of!Liu Xia stood up and went on stage to sing.Get mad at them! Yes, sing Pan Meichen's "I Want to Have a Home": "I want to have a home, a place that doesn't need to be too big..." It was deeply touching. Amid the applause of everyone, Liu Xia clearly felt the complicated and awkward gazes of her father and Ren Na. After creating embarrassment and leaving quietly, Liu Xia didn't think about whether this was clever or stupid.But after she finished singing, she left there without hesitation. "Liu Xia, I actually saw it too." At some point, Wang Xiaotian followed. "Don't think you're smart." Liu Xia yelled at Wang Xiaotian with wide eyes, "What did you see? It's normal for colleagues to come out for a cup of coffee. Make a fuss, feudal bastard!" Liu Xia suddenly became conflicted, did he love or hate him?Indistinct.For Ren Na, do you hate, envy or like it? "I'm sorry." Liu Xia shrugged, "It's so annoying!" a lonely bird Liu Qing was across the road, saw Liu Xia and Wang Xiaotian, wanted to say hello, but opened his mouth, but didn't shout, so he gave up. It has become a common practice for middle school students to hold parties nowadays. It is often a group of people go to a classmate's house to cook, or go to a park to play, or go to a restaurant to have a big food meeting.In this kind of thing, there are two students in class one (4) of senior high school who generally do not participate, one is Chen Ming, and the other is Liu Qing.If Chen Ming was the least willing to talk to people, then Liu Qing was the least caring. Like today, when a few students came out to eat, no one thought of calling Liu Qing. Liu Qing knew that her classmates called her "E·T" behind her back. She was very sad, but Ah Q was very energetic: "ET is the acronym for English Teacher (English teacher). Who told me that I am good at English?" She tried every means Trying to get close to others always backfires.Once, we were chatting together, a classmate played a riddle, and a question came up: "There are 4 hens, one is called 'WO', the other is called 'WO', the other is called 'WO', and the other is called 'WO'. 'WO', there is an egg, it was not laid by 'WO', it was not laid by 'WO', and it was not laid by 'WO', which hen laid it?" As soon as this question was finished, some people immediately asked laugh it out.The classmate asked Liu Qing: "Guess which hen laid it? Liu Qing." Liu Qing knew that as soon as she said the answer, she would burst into laughter, but in order to get close to everyone, she still gave up the dignity of a girl , pretending to be silly and said: "Isn't that what WO (me) ordered?" As soon as Liu Qing finished speaking, the whole room roared with laughter. "Haha, Liu Qing can still lay eggs!" "Shhhhhhhhh" Liu Qing originally wanted to reconcile the atmosphere, and also wanted to make everyone happy.Unexpectedly, the situation got worse. She was regarded as a joke by others, and no one wanted to play with her.This matter was brought up on many occasions later, Liu Qing didn't know what to do, she felt that getting along with people was very difficult. There are three sisters in Liu Qing's family.When the elder sister Liu Ye married to Hong Kong, her parents were happy; the second sister Liu Mei married to Australia, and her parents praised her; when it came to the third Liu Qing, her parents had higher expectations of her and wished she could marry into heaven.Cheng Tian said: "It doesn't matter if you can't learn well in other things. You need to learn English well, and you need to find a husband well." Unfortunately, Liu Qing does not have the beauty of her sisters, and of course she does not have the "blessing" of her sisters. Liu Qing is short. And fat. This is the most taboo for girls. But she has a beautiful and Qiongyao-like name: Liu Qing. At first, many people thought she must be a slim and charming girl. After meeting, they were greatly disappointed. . Liu Qing herself was also very distressed.What to do if you are so fat?She wants to go on a diet.But fat people grow meat when they drink water.When she was in junior high school, Liu Qing heard people say that running can lose weight, so she ran for three months.I thought that the runners were all fat people, but unexpectedly, the runners on the road were all "smooth" people, in Liu Qing's words.They are some very "jade" people, and they really want to be good.Liu Qing felt that it was shabby to be with them, so she didn't run away.Unexpectedly, she gained another 2 catties in such a short period of time, so that when she was weighed in the physical examination, Liu Qing was very humble. The last scale, I don’t know if I don’t know it, but I was shocked when I weighed it: 120 catties.Liu Qing hurriedly grabbed the head teacher: "Absolutely keep it secret!" In the first year of high school, physical education is divided into classes, including volleyball, basketball, and art and sports.Liu Qing really wanted to enter the art and sports class, but she was too embarrassed to sign up for fear of being laughed at by her classmates.I had to sign up for basketball. She has no interest in basketball, she doesn't understand the fun of so many people fighting for a ball, and she is not used to grabbing a meaningless ball amidst the boos of the audience.No partner passed the ball to her, and she never took a shot.She just ran around with everyone.She felt that she looked embarrassed in that fierce arena.And the most embarrassing thing is the moment of the competition team.No partner wants her.The captains of both sides will "hammer paper scissors" for several rounds, and the winner will choose the team first.At this time, Liu Qing's heart was particularly heavy.Because the victory or defeat of "Hammer Paper Scissors" only means whether Liu Qing can not join the team.In the end, the captain of the losing team was helpless.He nodded to Liu Qing, meaning to call her over, and at the same time the captain added a gesture of curling his lips.This action made Liu Qing, who was already sad, even more depressed. Liu Qing was fascinated by the training of the art and sports class.She secretly went to watch the art and sports class.The girls in the art class wear tight gym suits.In the melodious and lingering music, the unique pure and soft youthful atmosphere of campus girls flows from every gesture.Liu Qing looked at it, as if she had become one of them... Liu Qing has no friends. It turned out that Liu Qing and Liu Xia were on good terms and were often together.Later, once, Liu Xia went to the chorus team to rehearse, and Liu Qing was waiting outside. It was six o'clock when Liu Xia came out. Liu Qing said impatiently: "It's so annoying, it's so late." I didn't tell you to wait for me." After finishing speaking, he left with the chorus team.Liu Qing felt so wronged, thinking about Liu Xia, the National People's Congress is so eye-catching.Being with her has become a reference point.then.The relationship with Liu Xia also weakened. Liu Qing longed for a friend.She felt that the classmates around her were either in a group of their own.Or someone she doesn't want to talk to.Sometimes even though we are together, we can only be regarded as friends of friends. "I am a lonely little bird." Liu Qing once wrote. Liu Qing was very envious of Liu Xia, she was so pretty, played the piano well, and sang well, many boys liked her; if she wasn't like Xinran, her classmates and teachers liked her very much.She is popular, has good grades, and has a good personality... I am useless, I can't do anything, I don't have talent, I don't have good looks.