Chapter 8 A Dream Three or Four Years (8)

But the next day began to cool down and cool down.I caught a cold and walked around school for three days in heavy clothes, a hat, and a thick scarf, looking like a fool.During those three days, Ah K asked VAN to give me medicine several times, but I didn't take it there. Then my cold went away suddenly, just as suddenly as I was sick. After I got seriously ill, I rarely saw Ah K, and sometimes I saw her beside VAN in a far away place, wearing a red dress, very red, very red, jumping around in disorder jump to.Occasionally, I would see VAN carrying her on a bicycle.She sat on the front bumper of VAN, her hair was blown up by the wind and brushed against VAN's face.I suddenly remembered that one night VAN dismantled the rear seat of his bicycle downstairs. I asked him why he removed the rear seat and he said that so that K could sit on his front bumper, which is called shortening the distance.I suddenly remembered that there was a time when Ah K always wanted me to use the car to swing her, and I specially went to install a back seat for my car.

Sometimes I would see VAN and Ah K in the cafeteria. When I walked past them, I would hit VAN on the shoulder and then hit Ah K on the head, and Ah K always hit back.Then I said goodbye to them with a big smile.When I turned around, I would think of how Ah K and I ate 100 yuan for a meal and only 3 yuan for a meal in the cafeteria. Later, Ah K and I were so unfamiliar that we only met to say hello, and then hurriedly walked over to each other.Finally one day, when I walked by Ah K, she didn't see me.I think maybe this is forgetting.At the corner of that intersection, ** was speechless on the wall.

Winter is still here. The winter in Shanghai is dry and cold. There are cuts and holes on my lips, and occasionally when I open my mouth to smile, blood will flow out.I also went to the school supermarket to buy men's lipstick, but I couldn't find it.Later I saw VAN using lipstick, his lips are very moist and there is no crack at all. At the beginning of the new semester, I went to choose courses, and then checked my courses by the way.Afterwards, I entered Ah K's student number very bored, and then saw her previous class schedule. It turned out that she didn't have a class in Building E on Thursday afternoon.I suddenly remembered how she was waiting for me at the gate of the gymnasium every Thursday afternoon. The wind blew past her, and her long hair was flying in the wind.I stared at the screen for a long time without making a sound.

I finally put on the gloves that Ah K gave me, and the wind couldn't blow my hands at all when I was riding.This is also my first winter without frostbite on my fingers. It's just that I don't know whether Ah K still wears the bracelet I gave her. I was still wandering around the school alone, looking at the bare tree trunks and the fallen leaves all over the ground.Occasionally look up at the sky with a smile on his face.My hair finally became very long, and girls in the Faculty of Arts continued to write love letters to me. On Christmas night, I saw Ah K at the ball, she was wearing the dress she wore for the first time, every time she looked over, I dared not even look at her, so I left the noisy ball quietly .

In fact, I really want to stay in that place to see if she wears the bracelet I gave her.But I don't even have the courage to look at her. I'm afraid that she will be unhappy, but I will feel sad when she is too happy.I felt disgusted by myself like this, so I walked out of the gate with the collar of my windbreaker turned up.