Chapter 6 A Dream Three or Four Years (6)

Whenever the school is on a long holiday and we don’t go home, Ah K and I like to take out this map of China, and then point out where we are going. spend money.And when the holidays do come, they sleep away from morning till night to pass the time.I pretended to be an elder and said how can a girl be so lazy.She said it's nothing, it's not a girl, it's a woman anyway, look at Shanghai, there are sleepy women running around the streets in pajamas everywhere, I just started working early. The carving knife of time still carves marks on my body. A K said that as we get older, the carving knife will carve marks from our hearts to our faces, and then the tortuous scars in our hearts will change when we suddenly get old. Indelible wrinkles on our face.

Sometimes I would suddenly feel depressed and look at Ah K speechless.Ah K and I started to develop a habit in the third year of junior high school, walking from the north gate to the south gate and back again in the middle of the night when there were few people.Sometimes the wind will be very strong, I will not take off my clothes to her like those boys because I think it is contrived, but I will consciously walk in front of her quietly to block the black wind in those dark nights. At the beginning of winter, I was busy writing and didn't have time to take care of my hair, so my hair became very long and tangled, and when there was wind, it would fly up like a hero in a martial arts movie.

During the period when my hair was growing wildly, a guy in our dormitory with curly hair who could be a lawyer crazily played Romance Breaking, and falling in love three times a week made me extremely disdainful of his view of love. His name is Ning VAN. VAN's family is very rich. I don't know what movable or real estate his family owns. I only know that wherever he wants to go, a car will stop in front of him after a phone call, and a driver in a black suit will open the door for him.But that kid is kind-hearted and doesn't have the arrogance of other dandies who treat the buddies in our dormitory as brothers.But other than that he has all the faults of other dudes.

During that time, what I wrote most was my new novel and the love letter I wrote for VAN. After I wrote it, I felt that I was a lover. One day, as usual, VAN took me to see a girl he had just spotted and was about to act. I slowly swayed behind his buttocks. Looking at the girl in front, she told me that it was her.When I saw the girl clearly, I stood on the spot in a daze for a minute, and then told him it was okay as if my soul was out of my body. That girl is Ah K. I think the love letter I wrote to Ah K is the most painful one I have ever written.It is impossible for me to write that I met you on a morning when you left behind the fragrance of cherry blossoms, and I would die laughing like that.

Later, I also forgot what the love letter looked like. I only remember that I finally finished it one night when I drank all the coffee, and fell asleep on the bed.Then I got up, brushed my teeth, washed my face and toilet, and went to class with my schoolbag on my back.