Chapter 24 2003 Summer Solstice Vortex Doomsday Light (4)

Qi Qi looked at the judges around her, everyone had a quiet expression on their faces.It is completely impossible to see who just pushed the red light down.His eyes swept over the faces of each of the judges, but there was still no answer.Looking back, what I saw was the audience discussing a lot, and in the crowd, Li Xia, whose hands were held down by Fu Xiaosi, was struggling with tears streaming down his face, and heard that she was blurred because Lu Zhiang covered her mouth, but Still choked up, "Which bastard pressed it, ah! Which bastard!" At that moment, Li Xia's heartbroken magnified infinitely in Qi Qi's sight until it occupied all of her sight.

Li Xia's crying and her choked words are in my ears. Which bastard is it! Which bastard is it... the egg press... ah... When I looked back, I only had time to see the background where Yu met disappeared behind the curtain, and I didn't even have time to see if she was crying. Qiqi's heart sank in panic. Duan Qiao rushed to the front, Li Xia, Fu Xiaosi and Lu Zhiang followed behind, a group of people rushed to the backstage, but they couldn't meet each other.Hearing that the staff said it was a dressing room to remove makeup, so I ran to the dressing room again. The moment I opened the door, I saw an empty room, and the only small light that was not lit enough in front of the mirror in the dark, and Yu, who sat motionless in front of the mirror with her head down.

In my memory, that was the saddest cry I ever met.I have seen Yu Yu shed tears many times before, but they are so stubborn that they have no voice.But that day, she lay on Duan Qiao's shoulders, crying like a child, like so many years of hard work, so many years of grievances, so many years of happiness that she gave up for the sake of music, all turned into her crying . At that moment, I was so sad standing at the door.The people and things around me disappeared, even my favorite Fu Xiaosi standing next to me lost the meaning of existence, and there was only Yumi who was crying as if in a slight twitch.It was as if tens of thousands of sharp steel needles were suddenly inserted into my heart, and it hurt my heart.If I could, I would even wish I wasn't there that day.If I'm not here, I won't be able to forget her hoarse crying and her heartbroken face in the days to come.

That was the saddest encounter in my memory. ——2003 Lixia "Stage of Light" ended in chaos.None of the singers passed all the judges smoothly.The first place can be vacant. After the show ended, Qi Qi came out from the backstage, and Li Xia and the others had already left.The company's car was parked in front of the theater.Qiqi followed the assistant and walked towards the place where the car was parked. After closing the car door, Qiqi didn't speak again.Leaning his head on the glass, he whispered something, take me home. The manager next to him asked the driver to drive, and then he turned around and said to Qiqi, I almost finished singing when we met just now, I was still worried about whether you would change your mind, but luckily you pressed it at the last moment, as expected of Qiqi Seven.Ha ha.

Qiqi, who was leaning against the glass window, had no expression on her face, she just stared blankly at the night in Beijing outside the window.Those lights came in from the car window, reflected in Qi Qi's eyes, reflecting layer upon layer of halos. By the time Lixia looked up from the window again, the whole winter had passed.The wind and sand began to blow outside the window again.The new shoots of the trees have been reduced a lot of green by the sand and dust.The whole of Beijing looks gray.lifeless.Two months passed in a flash. Some time ago, I have been living in a daze, and I want to cry every time I think of meeting.

Meet and go back to work at the convenience store.Because he didn't get the first place in the singing competition, the company asked him to choose whether he should continue to sign with Zhineng Media.Because judging from the current situation, it seems that it is difficult not to use any competition to make her popular.On the last day in Litong Media, Encounter smiled and shook his head, then hugged Lixia, turned and left Litong Daxia. Lixia looked out from the floor-to-ceiling windows, just in time to see Yuyu walking out from the entrance of the building, with a thin body wrapped tightly in a windbreaker in the wind.Li Xia's throat was a little tight again, but there was nothing he could do.

These pains, after all, only time can heal. Seven days later, Fu Xiaosi's fourth painting collection "Winter Solstice" was sent out. I didn't sleep for three or three consecutive days.But Lixia still didn't want to go to sleep.Take the program sheet and check it one by one, for fear that any program will go wrong.This collection of paintings is Xiaosi's first collection of paintings after being criticized by the media as a painter who only knows how to plagiarize without any creativity, so there must be no problems. There must be no problems. The daily work schedule is full.Lu Zhiang was transferred by the company to be in charge of the publicity planning for the first launch ceremony.When working all night, he slept in Fu Xiaosi's bedroom.

Lixia and Lu Zhiang only slept for two hours in the morning for three consecutive days, and then continued to work.The transfer of venues, the arrangement of personnel, the progress of the printing factory, the printing of brochures, the invitation of reporters, and the press releases all made the two extremely busy.Fu Xiaosi watched but couldn't help. It is already the morning of the fourth day.The morning after tomorrow is the opening ceremony. "What can I help with?" Fu Xiaosi sat on the sofa and asked a little frustrated. Lu Zhiang raised his head, his face was tired, his eyes were bloodshot, but he still smiled, which made Xiao Si even more sad.Lu Zhiang said, you don't need to do anything, your work has already been done.Now all you need to do is take a good rest, make a mask or something, haha, just like you have been staying up all night to paint the canvas while we are resting, you don't need to feel any guilt.

Looking at Lu Zhiang's face, Fu Xiaosi felt a lot of emotion in his heart.The concept that he has matured was only vaguely floating in the air before, but now, when watching him work, when watching him plan all the details in an orderly manner, I can deeply feel , he is no longer the impulsive boy who knew nothing before. This also made Fu Xiaosi very excited. Suddenly, the phone rang, and Lixia answered it, and after saying "Hello, Litong Media Yu Studio", there was no sound. The smell of dust floated in the air. Lu Zhiang raised his head and saw Li Xia's bewildered face and the tears sliding down his cheeks.

No one spoke in the entire studio for three minutes, after which Li Xia lowered his head and said in a low voice, Xiao Si lost the lawsuit. A big tear fell and fell on the worksheet in his hand, blurring the two big black characters of "Winter Solstice". I've been calling the lawyer all night, and as a result, they can't explain why the lawsuit was lost.I just kept repeating that I couldn’t speak clearly on the phone, so I will talk to you face to face when I come out another day. "But didn't you always say that the situation is very good and there is no problem at all?!"

fly into a rage.It's not Lu Zhiang who is usually gentle. "Many things cannot be discussed on the phone. It is inconvenient. I have already said that we need to talk in person." The tone of the other party was very helpless. "Inconvenient?! You know it's inconvenient! Xiao Si's new book will be released the day after tomorrow! You tell us that you lost the lawsuit at this time, what do you call Xiao Si's press conference!" "It's no use getting angry at me now." "When will the court's decision be issued?" "tomorrow." "Why did you say that you can't explain many things on the phone, so don't ask." "Okay." Lu Zhiang hung up the phone, and then cursed viciously. Opening the door of Xiaosi, when he went to pour water in the workshop, he heard something in the corner.I was startled at first, but when I looked carefully, I found Xiao Si sitting on the ground, with countless envelopes and letter paper scattered at his feet.Beside him was a big box full of letters.Lu Zhiang remembered that this huge mailbox was used to hold letters from readers. Lu Zhiang had also read many letters in it. The encouragement and support often moved the readers beyond words, but on the surface he insisted on saying, ah, so The girl who likes you so much is half as good as me. Walking over, sat down next to Xiao Si, raised his head and looked into his eyes, which were red and moist.Obviously cried. Lu Zhiang's heart seemed to be stabbed severely by something, and his sadness surged like a tide. "Why don't you go to sleep, go to sleep quickly," he controlled the trembling in his voice, hoping to give him strength, "Raise your spirits." "Well, okay," Fu Xiaosi raised his head, his expression at that moment was like that of a wounded little beast, no more stubborn strength, only pitiful, Lu Zhiang felt his throat was stuck by something , it was a little hard to breathe, "I went to sleep right away, I didn't have time to read these letters written to me by others, and now I want to read them, because I think... no one will write to me again ..." Calm tone.A steady rate of speech.However, deaf people can also hear the intermittent, choked crying in the words. Lu Zhiang hugged Xiao Si's head, tears streaming down his face, "No, those who love you will always love you, Xiao Si, you must believe. You must believe me." You have to believe it. Even if everyone is unwilling to believe it. You also.must.Believe me. First ceremony.At six o'clock in the morning, Li Xia had already arrived at the press conference.Lixia was always worried about what would happen, so he called Yuyu, and Yuyu didn't say anything, just said that you were waiting for me there, and I would come right away. Fu Xiaosi's press conference was held in the hall on the first floor of Guanghua International Convention and Exhibition Center, where almost all important press conferences in the cultural world were held.Li Xia looked at the layout of the scene, it was the same as yesterday.It's just that another stage was built next to Xiaosi's release booth. I asked the staff, but I didn't know very well, it seems to be a new album launch of a record.Li Xia was still not at ease and called back to ask if the company had a press release schedule with other companies today, fearing that some reporters would not be able to come because of the news.Later, the company confirmed that all the reporters who were going to be present would be there, so Li Xia relaxed a little bit. After checking the time, it was past seven o'clock, Li Xia was worried not about the layout of the scene, but about the studio, and he didn't know how Xiao Si was feeling.Because when he left, Xiao Si was still sitting on the sofa with his legs curled up.He has been sitting all night. Li Xia couldn't bear to see Xiao Si's appearance, so he called the company's senior management and said tremblingly, or today's press conference... just cancel it temporarily... As a result, WILL, the company's department manager, came over. NILL stood in the studio and said to Fu Xiaosi, Xiao Si, everyone will have difficult times.Like you are now, if you give up now, then you have failed completely.And if you stand up, you'll get cheers from everyone. Fu Xiaosi raised his head, there were still tears in his eyes.He didn't shake his head or nod, he just stared blankly at a certain place in the air. Li Xia's heart was about to break when he saw it. Li Xia looked at his watch, it was almost eight o'clock, when he heard someone calling his name behind him, he turned around and saw Yu Yu running over.Li Xia suddenly felt very moved.So I hugged Met hard. "Okay, let's go to the dressing room and wait for Xiaosi. He must be in a hurry to put on makeup and style when he comes." Met met and patted Lixia's shoulder, "Now is not the time for us to be weak, let's get through this morning, and then I will let you Cry a lot." The two were waiting in the dressing room.Time ran past me quietly.You can even hear the ticking sound of the second hand turning in the air.Li Xia felt more and more panicked, feeling as if he was standing on a high cliff and being blown back and forth by the strong wind. The phone rang suddenly, Li Xia was startled, saw the words "Lu Zhiang" on the screen and quickly picked it up, then, Lu Zhiang's voice came out from the phone, that kind of voice Li Xia had heard before, full of excitement and joy, he said: Xiao Si has already come in, go to the dressing room immediately, you guys hurry up and get ready! Li Xia hung up the phone and rushed out of the room, turned his head, and saw Fu Xiaosi's majestic face at the end of the corridor. At that moment, I saw Fu Xiaosi wearing a black suit and tie at the end of the corridor, as if I felt that spring was approaching me in an instant.The gleam in his eyes was something I saw when I watched him receive the first art award in my life when I was in Shanghai in my third year of high school.So I knew he didn't let me down. He was no longer that weak little boy.He is the dark god who leads people to break through the tragedy. No matter how painful the pain was, it all calmed down in this moment in his perfect smile and clear and bright eyes. ——2003 Lixia