Chapter 21 2003 Summer Solstice Vortex Doomsday Light

those separated years, back to side. those dark days, Entangled in the heart. The once dead past is re-harvested in the wheat field. Resentment that grows out of joints against the sun's wrath, The same thrives. Those unknown hatreds, those ambiguous loves, All awakened in this long-awaited but finally arrived summer. When the light of the sky clears, the floating clouds come and go silently, bringing the news of the return of the monsoon. And who silently kissed his face many years ago. The broken lanterns in the wind, the yellowed white paper cannot provide the light needed in the darkness.

Who can lend me a pair of sharp eyes, Light up the dark and long road ahead. Who can lend me wings, Who can take me soaring. There are always so many people at Beijing International Airport.Tsukuru, with blurred faces, hurried on his itinerary.A look of tiredness and numbness.Mostly men in black suits and women in business suits.They are always the busiest group in the world. Fu Xiaosi and Lixia sat in the CAFE directly opposite the exit of the international arrivals.Fu Xiaosi kept raising his wrist to look at his watch, and there were three minutes, three o'clock, three forty, three fifty-seven, and Fu Xiaosi became more and more restless.

Lixia teased him from time to time beside him, saying that it felt like welcoming a long-lost lover, which made him almost jealous. Fu Xiaosi raised his head and stared at Li Xia many times, but his eyes were still foggy, which hadn't changed for so many years. Li Xia looked at Fu Xiaosi, and began to recall his high school days in his heart.Whether it was Lu Zhiang who was like a wild child in the first year of high school, or him who became more and more silent after that, the memories are all so clear.At the very beginning, it was Lu Zhiang who brought him into Fu Xiaosi's world, and his life started a completely different journey from then on.Afterwards, no one thought that fate would make Lu Zhiang leave Fu Xiaosi's world, leaving only himself.Many times Li Xia felt that Lu Zhiang was a bit cruel, because everyone could see Fu Xiaosi's changes after Lu Zhiang left.He who doesn't like to talk has become even more taciturn, and it's rare for him to see a smile because of his expressionless face. Even when he hears any news about Japan, he will unconsciously slow down and pay attention. Walking on the street, he would stop and raise his head to look at the electronic screen on the outer wall of the building, or in a very high place, whether it was on a skyscraper or a tall mountain peak, he would stare eastward in a daze.And now, Lu Zhiang, who had been away for so many years, finally returned to this world, Li Xia thought, what kind of mood should Xiao Si feel?

Will it be like when I came to Beijing when I was enrolled in university, I saw Yu Yu again and cried? Li Xia, who was in the memory, suddenly saw the rapidly changing expression on Xiao Si's face and a pair of eyes that were as clear as stars. Li Xia followed his gaze and saw Lu Zhiang, who came out of the gate, wearing a dark suit. On the plane, Lu Zhiang has been chatting with a child sitting next to him, that is a little boy from China, who came back from a trip to Japan.Because Lu Zhiang didn't speak Chinese for a long time, he chatted with him very vigorously. When I got off the plane, I was surrounded by almost all Chinese-speaking people, shuttling back and forth. That kind of feeling cannot be felt in the crowded streets of Tokyo anyway.

After picking up the luggage at the luggage claim area, he walked out from the passageway, raised his head, and saw Li Xia waving his hands in front of him, and Fu Xiaosi standing quietly beside Li Xia with a blank expression. Looking at Xiao Si in front of me, I actually had a momentary illusion, as if time was quickly going back to the years under the camphor in Asakawa.I stretched out my arms and hugged him. Four years have passed, and even though he has a slightly manly frame, he is still extremely thin.Amidst the noisy voices of people around and the huge roar of planes taking off and landing, the words that Xiao Si choked up in his ears, I miss you so much.

——2002 Lu Zhiang When the car got out of the airport, Lu Zhiang looked at the bustling streets of Beijing and the dazzling summer sun very freshly. "By the way," Fu Xiaosi asked him, "Have you returned to China to contact work?" "Well, I've already found it." "So fast?" Fu Xiaosi couldn't believe it. Lu Zhiang grinned and said "Oh" as if he suddenly remembered something, then took out a business card from his bag and handed it to Fu Xiaosi. Fu Xiaosi rolled his eyes at him, didn't answer, and said, I don't know Japanese, so I can't understand even if you give me it.

It was Lixia who took it, but after a glance, she screamed like seeing a ghost, which startled Fu Xiaosi next to her. "What's your name?" Fu Xiaosi rubbed his humming ears, and said angrily, "There is no Japanese Prime Minister Lu Zhiang printed on the business card." "No...it's..." Li Xia stammered a bit, so he handed the business card to Fu Xiaosi, "I...see it myself." Fu Xiaosi took it over full of doubts, but after taking a look at his mouth, he couldn't close it anymore.He raised his head to look at Lu Zhiang with a stinking face, and then looked at his business card, making sure he read it right, it was printed in Chinese:

Litong Media, Deputy Manager of Publicity and Marketing Department, Lu Zhiang. What kind of plane... Fu Xiaosi still didn't understand. Lu Zhiang sighed and said, I had already contacted them before returning to China, and sent all my resume and so on.It just so happens that a Chinese teacher in our school has some friendship with Litong Media. I know this is the company you work for, and they are treated well, so I decided to come here.This business card is a sample they sent me. After finishing speaking, he continued to look at the scenery outside the car window, and the woods along the road retreated rapidly.The carriage was quiet for a few minutes, then Lu Zhiang said slowly, Xiao Si, when I was in high school, I said that one day we must fight the world side by side and start a business together, do you remember?

Do you remember? you still remember. And the unspoken words are, those words you once said, I remember all of them. The car drove directly back to Litong Media Building. Lixia called a bar they often went to book the largest private room, and then called and met Qiqi. The two girls screamed on the phone and yelled loudly. Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah back! !Kill me at night! Lixia was called upstairs by the company's phone, Fu Xiaosi said that he would take a shower first, and then went into the bedroom. Sitting in the studio, Lu Zhiang looked at the messy things around him, picked up the original paintings scattered on the floor, and couldn't help but admire Xiao Si's painting progress again.

I was bored and played with Xiaosi's computer for a while. There was a folder on the desktop called "Xiao Ang's Letter". When I opened it, it turned out that Xiaosi organized every [Email] he wrote back into a document, one by one. The fiefs are arranged by date.Lu Zhiang opened them one by one, and he had forgotten many contents, but Xiao Si kept them all, even "It rained heavily in Tokyo today, I just stayed in the room all day and had nothing to do". down.All the words in those letters came back to life, bringing back the cherry blossoms and falling snow in Tokyo, and bringing back four years in Tokyo.

Lu Yangang put his feet up on the table, crossed his hands behind his head, and listened to the sound of splashing water when Fu Xiaosi was taking a bath in the room, and a bright smile appeared on his mouth, like the transparent water sprinkled in summer. Sunlight. Well, great, I'm back. I don't know how much I drank. The air conditioner is fully turned on, and the cool wind blows fine particles on the skin.Large and small wine bottles are placed on the coffee table.Some stood upright and some staggered.There was also a lot of wine spilled on the table, dripping along the edge of the table and hitting the ground to form a puddle of water.The windows cut off the scorching heat outside, as well as the constant hustle and bustle. Fortunately, I drank a little tonight.Xiao Siyu and Qiqi were already drunk and staggered on the sofa. Li Xia leaned on the armchair of the sofa, looking at these friends in front of him, his eyes were slightly swollen. Lu Zhiang took off his coat and put it on the sleeping Fu Xiaosi, gently supported Xiaosi's head with his hand, then took a sofa cushion and put it under his neck.Looking back at Li Xia, he whispered, Hey, are you okay? "Well, I'm fine, but..." His throat was choked up, and the voice came out intermittently from his chest, "I feel like crying." Before finishing speaking, two lines of tears flowed down. Hey, Zhiang, are you asleep? Not yet. do you want to cry Ha, I actually cried quietly before you.It's just that you didn't find it. Me too, I haven't been this happy in a long time.I think Xiao Si is the same, I haven't seen him making a fuss like a child like today for many years, drinking heavily, squinting his eyes with a smile, showing his neat teeth.I've seen too much of his perfect standard smile at announcements, but his real smile from the heart in life has become so blurred in my memory. Well, it's been four years.When I was in Japan, I would miss you very much on special days, such as the Spring Festival, Xiao Si’s birthday, or school celebrations.Because I grew up, I don't cry and cry casually like before, so I can only hide my emotions, I just want to finish my studies quickly, and then return to the previous world... In the past few years, Xiao Si should Very hard, right? Very... hard work.You don't know that when you are abroad, every time I see Xiao Si who works so hard, I feel like crying. Fart.You think I don’t surf the Internet, and I also search for news about Xiaosi every day, watching him step by step from an unknown little painter to the author of a popular and fashionable best-selling album, the album sells so well, It’s just a few meters in Taiwan. In the mainland, there are really very few.People in the world always think that other people's status or achievements are luck, but in my heart, everyone always thinks that other people's status or achievements are luck, but in my heart, everyone who stands People who are taller than others must have endured more pain and worked harder than others. However, in everyone's eyes, Xiao Si is Xing Yuan'er, with smooth sailing, successful career and sought after by countless people.But in my eyes, he is a harder-working person than anyone else. He endured too many grievances, difficulties, and schemes. ……Is it…… Ok.When you have a fever, you also need to sit on the stage with a smile on your face to sign the sale, and it takes two to three hours to sign.When there are many announcements, there is no time to eat, so I can only bite two bites of bread and drink some pure water in the car on the way from one place to another.People who can't understand him being outstanding among his peers always make up news about him, spread rumors, and slander him.Sometimes the book signing scene can't be controlled, and the bookstore will forcibly terminate it, but readers don't know why, so they think that Xiao Si is playing big cards, and sometimes they will rush to him with Xiao Si's book and tear it up in front of him. .Xiaosi usually doesn't say anything at this time, just picks up the book, then walks backstage with his head down... In short... he doesn't talk much about many grievances, and when he has many announcements or programs, he just likes to talk The fun and fun things in life... He has really grown up.When I left, I was still wondering when Xiao Si could become brave and strong.Because when we were together before, although he looked calm, he actually only had a cold appearance, but his heart was as soft as a baby.So I was very worried that he would suffer a lot of harm in society.Now it seems that he is much stronger than I imagined. Those who are jealous of Xiao Si always say that he was packaged by others, that he was lucky, and that his things are worthless, but I can swear to God, Xiao Si is the hardest worker I have ever seen. people.Those half-red but not purple painters who make sarcastic remarks, deserve no one to like them! Ha, your temper still hasn't changed, you brat. Li Xia didn't know when he fell asleep. Lu Zhiang stood in front of the window, opened the window slightly, and the sultry air outside rushed in violently.Close the windows.Looking back at the people sleeping on the sofa, Lixia, Qiqi, Yuyu, and Xiaosi who grew up with him, he felt countless unspeakable emotions.These emotions are brewing and fermenting slightly in the hot summer air, and then spread to more distant places. In the darkness of the room, everyone's breathing became slow and heavy.Everyone has everyone's dreams.In the dream, crying, laughing, or silent. Lu Zhiang sat down beside Xiao Si's head, stretched out his hand to help him straighten his messy hair.I feel that Xiao Si is like his younger brother.In the dream, Fu Xiaosi turned over and uttered some dreams in a vague way, one of which Lu Zhiang heard clearly was "I thought you weren't coming back". Lu Zhiang's heart sank panicked into the unfathomable night, with a slightly surging feeling of sadness. abada.cn(txt share) next page back to directory back to home page