Chapter 114 Chapter 114: Forgot to remember

Standing on the top of the snow-capped mountain, I was on the phone with A Liang, who was so trembling that I couldn't speak.Because I am used to wearing casual shoes and no socks in summer, I went on the glacier with bare feet.We all looked at each other as I stood in my shirt jacket among a group of people wrapped in down jackets.I stood on the top of the mountain for a while, then hurried down the mountain.I feel like I'm going to die if I don't go down.Some shards of ice fell from the sky. I touched my hair and it froze into one piece. I knocked it and it shattered.I was taken aback.It felt like being headshot.

In those few days, I walked in a hurry, looking at the things that appeared in front of me, the old houses, the silent running water, the soft tall grass and the free-running wind.In fact, I really want to stay in that old street along the river and go to different bars every night.Then drink coffee and count the memories. But I am a person who is afraid of memories.I suddenly realized that I hadn’t stood on the empty playground to watch the sunset for a long time. The university’s stadiums became more and more luxurious than the last, but I missed the dilapidated playground in my high school. There were no stands around and the track was dirt.Outside the runway is a circle of deep tall grass, and every spring when you walk in, you can't see people. XJ's favorite saying is that we don't know when, we grew up quietly in the wind.I feel sad every time I hear her say that.And many years later, when I stood on the magnificent sports field of Shanghai University, I could no longer be like before, with Wei Wei and Xiao Bei, domineering and willful running through countless crowds under every sunset, crossing Those running are like walking through countless stories, with smiles falling behind us, and the setting sun opening up in front of us.I remember Wei Wei's face, wearing glasses, love is sad, love is sad.

But now, I have long been used to watching the sunset alone on the grass alone.The people who used to accompany me to watch the sunset were scattered all over the world, and they all seemed to be shouting loudly to see who could be the farthest from me.When I put my hands in my pockets, I always think, after walking for so long and running so far, don’t you miss me at all?Every time I think of this, I feel lonely like the setting sun, running endlessly, and finally filling the gap between the sky and the earth. XJ said, birds in the sky, are you more lonely than me, or am I more lonely than you.For the rest of the time, you stay with me, okay?This way you are not lonely, and neither am I.

And I want to say, the silent cloud, is it because you are more sad than me, or because I have more forbearance than you.In the future journey, forget me, okay?This way you won't be sad, and I also forget the memories.