Chapter 56 Chapter 56: Yes, Sorrow

There are no roads in the world, and when there are many people walking, there will be roads.Uncle Lu Xun deserves to be a master.When I stood by the sea and saw the black waves coming and going, I felt sad for a moment in the wind.In fact, I have never really liked that petty bourgeois sentiment. I think it is hypocritical. I like to see people's sincere smiles in the sun, and hear people's cries under the covers. I like to sneak around and watch jokes on the Internet. , Posting, smashing bricks, I don’t like to read Starbucks coffee, Xintiandi, Bund, and all the love that is old or far away or fireworks are swaying, I like the truth, I think everyone’s feelings are very real, but there are still too many What a fool to immerse himself in other people's fictional stories, pretending to cry and say that my stomach hurts.You have a stomachache and buy the fourth uncle, why are you pretending to be sister Lin here.I have also cried while reading books and watching movies, but it was all emotional. I saw in the trajectory of others that I was so serious, so pious, but extremely sad. Thinking of my trek all the way, I just want to cry.I remember that when Faye Wong released the album before, I liked to listen to that song very much. Every time I heard her sing "I saw a tsunami, but I haven't seen your smile" in my sleep, I was very sad.I was still with Gu Xiaobei at that time, and I expressed to him the melancholy I felt when listening to this song.At that time, I was quite hypocritical, far from being so free and easy, so realistic and so vulgar, and my mind was still full of romantic things.So I like to pretend to be sad.But Gu Xiaobei always pampered me, I once suspected that he was determined to get used to my bad temper, so that no man could bear me in the future, then he would eat me up.At that time Gu Xiaobei said, it’s okay, I’ll show you my smile every day, actually I look pretty when I smile, my teeth are prettier than yours.I know he doesn't smile often, and when he's not with me, he always has a very calm expression on his face.So when I saw him showing his teeth and smiling at me, I felt very sweet.

Match stood next to me and didn't speak, and I saw the wind blowing her hair to make the demons dance wildly.She suddenly asked me, she said, Lin Lan, how do you feel? I thought about it, and said seriously, sorrow. I remembered reading an article when I was in middle school, which said that when people stand by the sea, they are especially easy to feel nostalgia, and it is easy to think of the past.I think of my freshman and sophomore year in high school. At that time, I was really a dissatisfied woman, who was always in trouble and sad all day long.I asked Match, I said do you think I am worldly now?

Matcha sighed, and the moment she sighed, I felt that Match was a different person.I used to think that she was heartless, living in a world of luxury and money, walking through various fairy caves, watching men's obscene desires with a playful smile, but at this moment, I felt that Match was also quite sad.Yes, sorrow. Match said that everyone will become secular, and there is no way to change it. Those so-called ideal young people who are unwilling to accept social transformation and re-behave are the so-called artists you see now in the warehouses by the Suzhou River. They look awesome. B's, I talked to you about Freud and asked you if you wanted to kill your father and marry your mother, those little fools who killed your mother to marry your father, are they not the same as being ravaged and unable to resist?I have received countless young people like this. They look for girls, pretend to be noble, talk about ideals, life, and oil paintings. Those naked women in oil paintings can't arouse their desires at all. In fact, they are just because they have no money.My sisters took over a small group of angry youths who engaged in performance art. After finishing the work, they talked a lot of life and other nonsense. In the end, my sisters couldn't listen anymore and said that you are not sick. What class are you taking? I can leave after you give me the money.The young man said, do we have no feelings?Don't you appreciate me?Still asking me for money?How boring!Then start talking again.My sisters left without asking him for money. When they left, they said, "I finally know that I am not the most pitiful person in this society."How well said, it made me want to cry when I heard it.

I turned my head sideways, I couldn't see Match's face clearly in the dark night, I had never heard Match speak so seriously, so I was blinded for a moment.