Chapter 46 Chapter 46: Because I miss you so much

To be honest, I have never lived with others before, except that I was forced to live in a ten-square-meter dormitory with a few sisters at school.And during my three years in college, I took a taxi home every now and then, and as soon as I got home, I plunged into the bathtub like a diving queen. Carrying water from the ground floor to the dormitory made my back hurt.My mother can't bear to see me being so delicate. Every time, she stands outside the bathroom and asks me to listen to my mother's story about the past.My mother always told me that she went to the countryside alone when she was younger than me, that she was swaying her fiery youth in the fields of hope, and how she worked hard and plainly. In a word, she was better than me. up.I wanted to pretend to be a big head, last time my dad told me that you were crying because you couldn't lift a basket of bricks in the countryside.But most of the time I just dare to whisper in my heart.Because I remember the first time I expressed my true thoughts in this way, but my mother broke in, grabbed my head and pressed it into the water. I was choked up several times without paying attention.What were the Japanese devils like back then!When my mother walked out, she turned her head and gave me a wink, and said provocatively, I can't cure you, you little boy!I nearly bang my head on the bathtub.

In fact, living with Lu Xu didn't feel that there was anything particularly serious, but occasionally when I walked into the bathroom in my pajamas in the morning and saw a man shaving in front of the mirror with his upper body bare, I still couldn't help it scream.But after calling out a few times, I didn’t dare to call out anymore, because once I called out to Lu Xu, I pulled a long gash on my chin. Angrily said to me, how can a beautiful woman sound like an animal!I was so frightened by the bloody scene that I forgot to hit him.For the next few days, Lu Xu continued to work with Band-Aids on, and the mock-ups were very funny.

After living with Lu Xu for a long time, I found that I didn't know him well. I always thought that he grew up in a doting environment, without going through storms and setbacks, and he was inhuman and ignorant of sentimentality when he worked.But I found out that I was wrong.When I saw him sitting on the floor with earphones listening to those rock CDs with coquettish covers, with a childlike expression on his face, when I saw him planting sunflowers in the garden with a small shovel, when I When I saw a pot of cactus on his computer desk, when I watched him sitting in the kitchen with a picture book waiting for the soup on the fire to be cooked, I felt like I was watching The former Gu Xiaobei, I suddenly found that they are so similar.

I found that I still couldn't forget Gu Xiaobei.Sometimes when I close my eyes, I see Xiaobei's sad face.In the dream, there are always flowers falling around him, I don't know what that means, I don't want to go to a fortune teller to help me interpret the dream.Since the last time I went to a temple and an old monk told me that I would be lucky, and my wallet dropped the next day, I never believed in people who dreamed for me. I think the reason for dreaming is because I miss it too much.