Chapter 42 Chapter 42: Just want to cry

This is how I started my new job, learning more than a dozen new software in Shanghai, a place I am not familiar with, and taking a sip of the bad coffee in the company while turning the pages of the book.I suddenly felt that I was far away from the complicated city of Beijing, the city that stored too many of my emotions.Far away from the people who have been turbulent in my life, far away from the soil that I have been living on for more than 20 years.I feel like a tree that I uprooted myself and then trekked a thousand miles to let myself take root.But only I know how much it hurts when I uproot myself.

When I was done with a lot of software that suddenly appeared on my computer, I realized that it was already two o'clock in the afternoon, and I forgot to eat.I was just about to get up for dinner, but Zhang Hao came to inform me of a meeting. I asked him what was going on, and he said to meet the new department manager of the production department.I thought for a while and said no problem, I'll come right away. I'm actually quite hungry. All the people arrived, and then the newly appointed department manager also came from the rest room next to the meeting room. When he came in, he greeted everyone with a very humble look.I spit out a sip of water, what does it feel like to be hit by five thunders!That's what I was like back then!

That afternoon, I watched the manager talk endlessly about his ideals and plans. I watched him roll up his cuffs and wave his slender arms with high spirits. I looked at his clean shirt, his extraordinarily beautiful eyes and Eyelashes, looking at the exceptionally bright look in his eyes, and the treacherous gaze when looking at me. My heart has always been difficult to calm down. I found that after so many things happened, Lu Xu is still the same as when I first met him, as clean as a male model in a print advertisement, looking at me. Time is treacherous.I feel very warm. After the meeting, I went to the lounge to make coffee, and Lu Xu came over.He stood in front of me, looking down at me, as before, with a blank face, staring at me with big eyes.

I looked at him, I wanted to say a lot, but I couldn’t say anything, the atmosphere made me feel a bit hypocritical, like a TV show, so I decided to break the embarrassment, no matter how I say it, I am different from the outside comments What an outstanding young novelist.You can't make it like that aunt in Taiwan. I slapped him on the head, and I said, how is your head? In fact, I know it’s okay, because I can see the scar through his hair, and I can also imagine him lying in the hospital with a white gauze wrapped around his head. To be honest, I feel a little distressed. He still yelled at me, no different from the lion in Beijing, he yelled: Of course it’s not good!You are so ruthless!After speaking, he punched me on the shoulder.It hurts a bit, but I feel very happy. This is the first time I have been so happy since I left Beijing for so long. Although I laughed wildly and played wildly when I was with Match and the others, my heart is hanging Yes, I feel like I'm walking a tightrope, now that I see Lu Xu, hear his voice, and he's hitting me again, I feel peaceful.

I raised my head, and Lu Xu jumped back, like a child, he must have thought that I was going to fight back, according to my previous temper, I would have rushed over.But I didn't, I laughed, I laughed so happily that tears came out of my eyes.Lu Xu suddenly became very gentle, and for a moment I mistakenly thought it was Gu Xiaobei standing in front of me.I pulled his collar and started to cry, but I was not sad, really not sad, I just wanted to cry.I think I am tired, standing for so long, tired. I leaned on Lu Xu's chest and wanted to sleep a little.I closed my eyes, at that moment, how I wished that Lu Xu was my brother, my biological brother!