Chapter 29 Postscript Dunhuang

Postscript Dunhuang (1) God please wash off the cheap powder on my face Buddha please give me a face carved by wind and frost please allow me Wave the strings for all that cannot be resurrected The aching soul sings every night Leave me in Dunhuang, bury me in yellow sand The country is far away, and the lover is also far away The soul wanders and cannot return Buddha you have fallen asleep you fell asleep how can you just sleep like this Buddha, I walked for countless days and nights Through countless gates just walked into your palace I don't have naan no water to drink

The strings are already broken I'm exhausted God you can't sleep I come from afar please save me keep me with a name say it's mine my mine no one is allowed to let him go My lover is in Jinghua can not see me Postscript Dunhuang (2) Buddha, I am just a humble woman in the world All I can have is the blurred face of my lover Buddha please save me wildflowers for decoration lead me to my love so that he may see my beauty and my faithfulness heaven and hell please save me Buddha allowed me to return to Dunhuang every night I want to stay with a name say it's mine my mine

no one is allowed to let him go God you don't understand Inside those huge dark grottoes thousands of years ago Those humble craftsmen spent Geng Geng's life Repeatedly traced just love buddha smile Nirvana Buddha is dead there's only love left base and free love humble and free life When the peach blossoms bloom, I will look for you through the rainy city A rainbow appeared in the midnight city I always feel like I'm dying Are the legends about the afterlife just fiction? I want to wait for you here unchanged after a thousand years Waving a peach blossom, I smiled and said

here here Thousands of years ago and after the year before last are still similar year-year-phase-similar Flick the sword and make a song for the king I want to get to know you You come, you come, you must come as scheduled When I look back shyly like all the beautiful lovers in the world you will recognize me you will know I am the person you have been waiting for for thousands of years You will take me back to the south where the songs of Chu are singing fall in love with me from now on Life after life never separate in those old nights I lie in a small coffin Black lips quietly open into flowers

Love flows like blood through my body i hear you coming Clothed in the black garment of death, you come like the wind through the desert You kneel down and pat my coffin you whisper to me wake up wake up wildflowers for decoration you will be my bride tonight spring is coming I wear a gorgeous gown leaning on a peach tree to vomit in the wind I am innocent with a woman Sing night and night with a voice that flows like honey why don't you bear me why don't you bear me Where is this life who will bury me Postscript Dunhuang (3) on the city bus show monthly pass i saw you

(I know it is you In that great dark grotto The beautiful face I painted with tears Life is like a lamp that goes out for a thousand years Finally in all my songs and dreams All the colors that were once bright and wet It's all mottled, blurred and unrecognizable Where are all my carving knives and brushes) I'm wearing wide and big plaid standing by the road in the sun I know you will never recognize me Would you like a girl who writes poetry write if you like me if you don't like I won't write The air is cool after the night rain if you come to me I'll be your little girl

At last after burying my love I suddenly remembered I've never loved anyone then just now I buried it with my own hands who is it