Chapter 10 "Warm" 10

The days to start work are regular and normal. The days when I was a graduate student were also called regularity, but they were not normal. The reason why it is called regularity is because it is always dawn to say good night and eat breakfast at noon; but that kind of day cannot be called normal. I now have two roommates—Xiao Cao and Xiao He, both male. One room per person, shared living room, kitchen and bathroom. The nature of their work is similar to mine, we all work in Zhuke. People like us get to know each other quickly, as long as we play online video games together. The three of us have similar professional backgrounds, talk speculatively, and even laugh like monkeys who have been electrocuted suddenly.

On the day I moved in, I reassembled the computer, connected to the Internet, and sent an E-mail to Nuan Nuan. Then I started unpacking the luggage and tidying up the room. There is nothing that cannot be adapted. Wherever you land alone, you will naturally take root. I go out at 7:30 every day and enter the company at 8:00. In principle, I leave work at 5:30, but I always stay until 8:00. Anyway, when I go home, I usually sit in front of the computer. It is better to sit in front of the faster computer in the company. The trial period was three months, but I was on track after two weeks.

Colleagues also get along very well, and there will be no intrigue in the office that often appears in TV dramas. Engineers don't rely on their mouths to make their way around the rivers and lakes. Everyone knows whether you have any information in your stomach; and usually the particularly powerful engineers are not very good at speaking or socializing. Occasionally there are a few people who compare motorcycles, but the proportion is lower than that in the school. If you are studying in university, you should be able to deeply understand that there are quite a lot of locomotive teachers in the university.

Most of the colleagues in the company are male colleagues, and the rare female colleagues are usually responsible for accounting and administrative work. The appearance of the female colleagues looks... Well, to put it mildly, it's the kind that doesn't distract you. It may even force you to focus more on your work. The companies of Xiao Cao and Xiao He have a similar situation. Xiao Cao even said that his company will strictly screen. "If you hire a prettier girl, how can so many male engineers in the company concentrate?" Xiao Cao said, "So during the interview, the company will strictly select dinosaurs." I think it makes sense.

For people like us, the computer is our lover; and the Internet is the soul of the lover. It's easy to make us crazy, the Internet is disconnected. We fantasize about what our future partner will look like all day long, but we don't know where we will meet her? I only know that it will not be in the company. We can't and don't know how to strike up a conversation because we are not good at words; we are clumsy at expressing because we use words instead of programming language to express. We are naive, because the world of computer 0 and 1 is black and white, unlike the real society where the colors are chaotic.

We are often deceived on the Internet, not because we are stupid, nor because we are too easy to trust people; but because our desire for the opposite sex is so hot that we are willing to take the risk of being deceived, even if the risk is as high as 99%. But deceiving our feelings is like deceiving a little girl who sells flowers in an alley on a winter night when her parents died, it is called inhuman. But I'm a little different from them. That is the beautiful girl I once met, her name is Nuan Nuan, she makes my life shine. I don't have to fantasize about my future partner because I already know what she looks like.

Although I don't know if we can be together, and I'm afraid the probability of not being together is much higher, but at least I don't need to imagine. From this point of view, my heart is full, and it is difficult to be stuffed into any girl's beautiful image. Even if a five-star beauty with a babbling voice, sparkling eyes, and a charming smile on her face said to me, "Handsome, help me fix my computer. Are you okay, are you okay..." I can stay calm, and then Said in a tone of ten degrees below zero: "No time." 』So although I can’t see Nuan Nuan or hear Nuan Nuan’s voice, Nuan Nuan is always in my heart.

I occasionally send E-mails to Nuan Nuan, talking about trivial matters in life. However, for people like me who always walk on the right side whenever and wherever, the so-called trivial matters are neither trivial nor many. Once I really wanted to send an e-mail to Nuan Nuan, but I couldn’t find any trivial matters, so I had to write: Today is the seventh consecutive day when the sun rises. Nuan Nuan wrote back and said: Thank you for your hard work.Just talk about your roommate. My roommates didn't have much to say either, they were just as dull as I was. And some special or interesting things, it's not convenient for me to tell Nuan Nuan.

For example, Xiao Cao, who can't live without playing video games for a day, suddenly reads famous literary works one day. And still. Xiao He and I were shocked, because this is a typical symptom of a broken relationship. "I browsed a website today, and there were all kinds of information about Japanese AV actresses. I didn't expect that most of their interests were filled with reading." Xiao Cao said, "Reading! AV actresses! How could a bloody man like me not be motivated? Xiao He and I turned around and left, completely ignoring Xiao Cao. Another time, Xiao He came out of the bathroom with his hair neatly combed.

He approached the desk drawer with slow and cautious steps, gently opened it, and took out a CD. Wei Wei nodded to the CD, then put it into the CD player with trembling hands, with a very solemn expression. "What are you doing?" Xiao Cao and I said in unison. "My goddess." Xiao He said in a pious tone, "Mary Tall Tree." "As your roommate, I have the obligation to correct your wrong behavior." Xiao Cao said loudly. "Oh?" Xiao He turned his head. "The so-called goddess..." Xiao Cao knelt on one knee, clasped his hands together, raised his head to the sky, and said, "Only Kawashima and Tsumi." Then the two of them quarreled.

My roommates are such people, how can I talk to Nuan Nuan? So I still can only try to find out the trivial things in life and tell Nuan Nuan. And these trivial matters had better have nothing to do with Xiao Cao and Xiao He. As my workload increased, the time to go home became later. At this time, I began to try to mention some feelings to Nuan Nuan. warm. I was called to the company to change the program at ten o'clock last night, and came back at two o'clock in the morning. Suddenly, I felt that the street scene in the middle of the night was very strange. A little flustered and tired. Cool in Taiwan. Unexpectedly, ten minutes later, I received a warm reply. Cool. People are floating in the rivers and lakes, how can they not be knifed. The work pressure is high, and it is inevitable to feel emotional. The sun this morning will always illuminate the darkness of last night. Nuannuan is in Suihua. Suihua? I immediately wrote back and asked Nuannuan, where is Suihua? Nuan Nuan also wrote back immediately, saying that Suihua is her hometown. She went home yesterday, and returned to Beijing after school started. I imagined Suihua's appearance in my mind. Thinking of being by the Shichahai, Nuan Nuan asked me if she was working in my hometown, would I go to see her? At that time, I didn't know which impulse it was, but I actually said yes. Suihua sounds like it should be a big city. If you really want to go to Heilongjiang to find Nuannuan, it shouldn't be difficult. I also communicated with Xu Chi and Gao Liang several times. They have just graduated from university and have successfully found a job. Gao Liang didn’t forget that he said he would take me to climb the Simatai Great Wall; Xu Chi kept telling him that he must be notified when he comes to Beijing. Believing that this was not a formality, I made a note of it. The younger brother is still studying, and we occasionally talk on the phone. "Senior. Let me tell you something." Once a junior called. "What's up? "I called Wang Ke today." The junior's voice was very excited. "Oh.Is she okay? ’ ‘Not good.’ ‘What’s wrong with her? ""She was crying with joy when she received my call." "..." "Senior, do you know what it means to cry with joy?" "Yes. ""Happy-very-and-cry!" "Are you calling to show off?" "It's not to show off to you, but to stimulate you. I know you must not dare to call Nuan Nuan." "You don't care about me." ""Happy--very--and-crying!" "Hi your mother!" 』I hung up the phone and didn't want to talk to him. After the probationary period, the salary was raised a bit, and I began to feel a sense of stability. Sometimes I even have the feeling that I am about to die of old age, and I can't help breaking out in cold sweat. warm. I have a stable job. But I am afraid that I will lose my vitality because of stability, and become a withering image after a long time. And it's still a deadpan statue. Cool in Taiwan. Cool. I have never heard of anyone complaining about stability. Could it be that you want to wander around? The rivers and lakes seek stability, and it is easy to be stabbed when floating in disorder. And before you come to Beijing to find me, you won't change into a shadow. Nuan Nuan is in Beijing. Time sequence entered autumn, Xiao Cao, Xiao He and I drove to Guguan to take a hot spring bath. After the cold weather on the way, we stopped the car to buy popsicles to eat. At that time, I suddenly remembered He Nuannuan eating popsicles outside the Shenwu Gate of the Forbidden City. Then I remembered that Nuan Nuan asked me when I would take her to Nuan Nuan, and I replied that it was about winter. Finally, I remembered the conversation between Nuan Nuan and I outside the classroom on the eve of leaving Beijing in the winter. "Ming Dynasty is a long road, cherish this moment." The warm voice seemed to ring in my ears. The memory is still so clear, and has not been blurred by time. Although it was only eight days in Beijing, every day left a deep mark on the axis of time. No matter what moment in your life you look back, you can clearly see those nicks. Nuannuan, I miss you very much. do you know?Popsicles are really delicious when it's cold. Winter is coming quietly, and the first thing you feel is not the drop in temperature, but the increase in wind. It is not for nothing that Hsinchu's strong winds are so famous. When I got home from get off work, I was still swayed by the wind. Opening the mailbox, I found a handwritten letter addressed to me. This is so rare, you can buy a lottery. Since the Internet and mobile phones have developed, I have confiscated handwritten letters for hundreds of years. While waiting for the elevator, I looked at the sender's address - Beijing. The first reaction is to think of Nuan Nuan. I hurriedly left the elevator, walked out the door, laughed wildly at the door, danced and danced, and then walked in the door again to the elevator entrance. If you don't do this, you will be laughed at by Xiao Cao and Xiao He if you are too excited when you go upstairs later. "came back. 』Walking into the house, I said calmly. "The third otaku is finally back." Xiao Cao said. "It's another ordinary day, and there are no girls on the road." "I say. "Wake up, A Zhai." Xiao He said. I suppressed my smile, hid the letter, and walked towards the room step by step. He finally entered the room, closed the door, and flew back onto the bed before he was nearly injured internally. Opening the letter, Nuan Nuan filled two sheets of letter paper. Nuan Nuan said that she has a lot of schoolwork and less sleep time, maybe she will get old soon. Then Nuan Nuan talked about a lot of trivial things in daily life, and also said that she had lost weight. She also said that she bought some fried milk cakes a few days ago, knowing that I like them, but unfortunately I can't eat them. So she put the fried milk cake into a paper bag, wrapped it with letter paper, and after seventy-seven forty-nine hours, she took the letter paper to write a letter. "Do you smell the aroma of fried milk cake?" I sniffed the letter paper, as if I could really smell the aroma. But I believe that this fragrance comes from a warm heart. Seeing this, I suddenly realized that Nuan Nuan wrote in traditional Chinese characters. I remembered that the teacher who taught Chinese characters in Beijing said, from complex to simple, from simple to complex. When Nuan Nuan wrote this letter, she must have spent a lot of effort. At the end of the letter, Nuan Nuan wrote: "It's going to snow in Beijing, when will you take me to Nuan Nuan?" I was a little sad, put down the letter paper, and lay down. Nuannuan, I believe you know that I want to take you there, no matter how difficult it is. I believe you know. If you call for help in the water, my first reaction is to jump into the water immediately; then in the moment of dying, I realize that I can't swim at all. Even if my first reaction before diving is to remember that I can't swim, I still jump; because I believe in the will and the power it brings. But when you said you wanted to go to Nuannuan, my first reaction was the Taiwan Strait, which cannot be crossed by will alone, at least not by my will. So I can't promise you. I lay in bed for a long time, not knowing how to respond to Nuan Nuan. In the end, I bit the bullet, pulled myself together, and walked to the desk to sit down. Take out the comparison table of traditional and simplified characters, and write the characters to be written in simplified characters one by one. This is not like E-mail, just press a code conversion button, no matter how many characters there are, you can convert traditional to simplified in an instant. So the words that can usually be written in less than half an hour now take more than three hours. I told Nuannuan that I wanted to let her eat a popsicle when it was cold a few days ago. But if I wrap the popsicles in letter paper for seventy-seven forty-nine hours, the letter paper will probably be ruined. At the end of the letter, I wrote: No matter how much snow falls in Beijing, Nuan Nuan will never snow. I believe that after Nuan Nuan receives the letter, she will definitely say that I am cheating again. But what if I don't play tricks? Nuan Nuan and I are not the leaders who push the torrent of the times, but ordinary people who are pushed away by the torrent of the times. In the torrent of the times, Nuan Nuan and I neither knew the destination nor could we choose a direction. Can only work hard to live. The new year has come, and half a year has passed since I left Beijing. Time passes far faster than salary numbers increase. Occasionally, you will be surprised by the rapid passage of time, and you will start to think about what is the meaning of life? What is the goal of the struggle? But most of the time I still think of Nuan Nuan. What is Nuan Nuan doing?is it going well? I often look at the photo files sent by Xu Chi, which is a kind of attachment. Whenever I see Nuan Nuan and I drinking yogurt side by side in the sunset, I always think of the word "pure". The next time I see Nuan Nuan, will the innocence I once had deteriorate? How I wish I could sit side by side with Nuannuan for a long time and enjoy the sunset leisurely; but in real life, I often drag my exhausted body home after a day of work under the sunset. Nuannuan, I still have that purity, I think the most important thing is to watch the sunset with you; but even if I cling to that purity desperately and refuse to let go, there will always be a day when I think the most important thing is to make money money, got promoted, bought a house. At that time, it may be the rise and fall of stocks that will affect my heart rate, rather than the joy or sadness in Nuannuan's eyes. Nuan Nuan, please give me the strength to hold on to that purity. Before the next time I see you. Cool. Shichahai is frozen. I made a snowman while skating, just like yours. Just a pair of glasses. You still can't skate?Come, let me teach you. Don't cry if you fall. Cry or have to fall. Nuan Nuan is in Beijing. Cool. Ice waits for no one. Spring came and the ice melted. The flowers are about to bloom, the grass is about to grow, and the trees are about to turn green. Nuan Nuan is going to be one year older. And cool? Nuan Nuan is in Beijing. Cool. Sick of the heat. Yogurt drank a lot. I remember that you also like to drink, but what should I do if I can’t drink? I drink yogurt sour, I can't drink it cool, will I feel sad? I want to send you milk, and it may turn into yogurt after you receive it. Nuan Nuan is in Beijing. Cool. I have a thesis defense next week. Some nervous. What are you talking about. As soon as you talk nonsense, I will be refreshed. But let's not say that a dog wearing a yellow wig becomes a lion or something. Nuan Nuan is in Beijing. Cool. I found a job. Guess how much Mao Zedong's monthly salary is? To be clear, I am working in Beijing. There was no wind when you spoke. Nuan Nuan is in Beijing. In the blink of an eye, it has been a year since I left Beijing. Nuannuan, I said that if you work in Beijing, I will go to Beijing to find you. I remember, never forget. Zhou Xingchi once said: If a person has no dreams, he is no different from a salted fish. The reason why I have not become a salted fish until now is because I have always held the dream of going to Beijing to find Nuan Nuan. In order to realize this dream, I need to save more money and set aside some time. I have saved some money; as for time, people say that time is like cleavage, you can still squeeze it. Theoretically, the dream is not difficult to realize, but as long as I think that Nuan Nuan is also working, I will be deterred. I can't go all the way to Beijing, and Nuan Nuan is working hard to make a living, and I don't have any leisure time. In case Nuan Nuan said something: You are unlucky to come, you are busy. I'm afraid I'm going to collapse in an instant. So I also need an impulse, an impulse not to think too much, just go. Ordinary days will eventually have extraordinary places. "The company wants to send you to Suzhou and stay in the factory there for more than three months." The supervisor said, "You can return to Taiwan at the end of November or early December. Are you okay?" "No problem." ’ I didn’t even think about it, ‘When will I go? ’ ‘Next week,’ said the supervisor. "Isn't it tomorrow? "I say. The supervisor was a little surprised and looked up at me. As long as you can get closer to Nuan Nuan, your dream will be closer, not to mention having crossed the most difficult Taiwan Strait. I packed my bags after get off work for several days in a row. I will be staying for more than three months, so I can't be sloppy. I asked Xiao Cao and Xiao He what gifts they want? "You take your camera to the street, take some pictures of beautiful women in Suzhou and bring them back to me," Xiao He said. "As your roommate, I really despise your behavior." Xiao Cao reprimanded Xiao He loudly. After finishing speaking, Xiao Cao bowed his head and wrote on the paper, and handed it to me after finishing writing, on which it was written: "Cao Dong, you are so handsome, personable, handsome, I admire you so much, can I sing Let me listen to a song. (Any song)" "What is this for?" ’ I pointed to the paper. "Haven't you heard Wu Nong's soft language?" Xiao Cao said, "Find a girl from Suzhou to read it as written on the paper, and then sing a song. You record the voice and song, and bring them back to me." "You It's too perverted!" Xiao He said loudly. Then Xiao Cao and Xiao He quarreled again. I tore up the paper and didn't care about them. Go back to the room, turn on the computer, and connect to the line. warm. Gua Le went to the hospital to see gallstones. Watermelon went to the hospital to see internal bleeding. Banana went to the hospital to see scoliosis. Hey, this is nonsense. People are floating in the rivers and lakes, floating and floating. across the Taiwan Strait. This is called clarification. Liangliang will be in Suzhou tomorrow.