Chapter 8 Grow up on time - 2

The conflict escalated at noon.There was good sunshine that noon.For the first time, the school radio station played a popular song, which was Fan Xiaoxuan's "Health Song".Jin Ling and the others started to sing together after listening to it, but changed the lyrics: Three circles left, three circles right Neck twist, butt twist Go to bed early and wake up early, let's do some exercise Shake your hands, shake your feet i am a big witch Witch, witch, big, big, big witch ... They sang and laughed and trembled all over, and even sneaked their eyes towards me.I flushed with anger.If it was in the first day of junior high school, I would definitely run over to grab them and beat them, but I don’t dare now. I finally became normal in the eyes of others. I was afraid that someone would call me crazy again, so I had to swallow my breath and pretend I didn’t hear Continue to do my homework.

Xu Xiaoxiao, who was watching the boys play chess in the back row, ran over, leaned into my ear and said triumphantly: "Don't be afraid of them, just watch my show!" After she finished speaking, she stood up and made command signs with both hands. So I sang "Jingle Bells", but the lyrics were all changed: Jinling, jingling, jingling, jingling, jingling, Neuropathy, neuropathy, God, neuropathy! Jinling, jingling, jingling, jingling, jingling, Neuropathy, neuropathy, God, neuropathy! ... Most of the boys were changing their voices, their voices were rough and weird, and they even slapped the table and kicked the benches. They crowded out of the classroom.

Although we won this battle, I am not happy at all.Xu Xiaoxiao's elation really bothered me.I don't know what's wrong with me, I seem to be very dissatisfied with myself, I seem to be panicked, and I seem to have lost something.The third class in the afternoon was an extracurricular activity. I lied about having a stomachache, asked the teacher for leave, and ran to the "red house". The afternoon session in the ballroom is not over yet.The little girl at the gate knew that I was looking for Meizi, so she didn't stop me.There were not many people in the ballroom, and Meizi was still dressed in black, singing a folk song:

under the golden sand silvery moonlight looking for the past The past is still confused... I am intoxicated. Only plums make me stable and happy. It's just that when she saw me, she was a little displeased, pulled me to the locker room, and said, "At this time, you should be in school." I said, "I miss you, I want to hear you sing." Meizi rubbed my hair and said affectionately, "You look sad, like an old woman." "I don't think I'm likable." I said, "But I don't want Xu Xiaoxiao to stand up for me, as if I'm weak and incompetent."

Meizi didn't have time to ask me what was wrong, she just smiled and hugged me and said, "Come on, let's go sing, and you can sing a song too, and I'm sure you'll feel better." I won't sing.Ever since I sang in class, I have never sung with my mouth.But on the way home, I was in a much better mood. When I got to the door, I found Xu Xiaoxiao waiting for me. She came up to me and asked, "Ah Xuan, don't you have a stomachache? Where did you go?" "I met Meizi," I said, "and chatted for a while." Xu Xiaoxiao looked at me inquiringly, and said after a long time: "You are in a bad mood, so you went to complain to her, right? Axuan, tell the truth, in your heart, is Meizi more important or me?"

"Little," I said puzzled, "what are you doing?" "I know you regret it," Xu Xiaoxiao said. "You regret playing a witch for me. What would you think if you were wronged for Meizi?" "Little." I was speechless. Xu Xiaoxiao looked at me with tears in her eyes. Before I could speak, she turned and ran away.After running for a while, she started to walk, her back like a proud butterfly. Teacher Qiu once introduced us to an essay in which the writer said: When the willows are withered, there is a time to be green again; when the peach blossoms are withered, there is a time to bloom again; , what I want to know is, if the friendship is lost, will it slowly come back to us?

In May, we ushered in the annual campus culture and art festival. The grade recommended the English fairy tale "Snow White" in our class to participate in the performance at the opening ceremony. Xu Xiaoxiao was the first to know the news, she was very excited.When the excitement was over, Xu Xiaoxiao said to me solemnly: "Ah Xuan, if you don't want to play a witch, I won't force you. Anyway, this is something to show your face in the whole school, so you don't have to worry about finding someone who is willing." I don't know from which day, Xu Xiaoxiao always had a bit of yin and yang when talking to me. I didn't want to argue with her, so I said nonchalantly: "You are the director, you have made the decision."

A few days later, Jinling's best friend Ye Huan said to me during class break: "Xie Xuan, Xie Xuan, Xu Xiaoxiao is in Teacher Xiao's office. Guess what she said? She said that two boys will play the role of the Queen Mother and the witch." Teacher Qiu is gone, it's normal to find someone to replace him, and it doesn't make sense to replace you." "It's because I don't want to." I said, "Don't pick apart people." "Hi!" Ye Huan leaned into my ear and said mysteriously, "Jin Ling heard with her own ears that Xu Xiaoxiao said in front of Teacher Xiao that you can't let go of acting, and that you can't distinguish the long and short English pronunciation, and you still treat her so hard. land."

I'm skeptical. When school was over, Xu Xiaoxiao really said to me: "Ah Xuan, Teacher Xiao said that in order to increase the comedy effect, two boys should play the role of the witch and the queen mother in reverse. I recommended Su Houzi to play the witch, and let him have another foreigner in the future." No." "Suboken?" I asked. "I have my own way." Xu Xiaoxiao said confidently. Performing at school is naturally different from being in class.Costumes and props must be well thought out.Xu Xiaoxiao has so many supernatural powers that she even borrowed a wig.After school is over every afternoon, after everyone has left, it is time for them to rehearse.I wanted to go home first, but Xu Xiaoxiao begged me to accompany her, and even called me "assistant director" in an euphemistic name.As the "assistant director", I had to sit in the front row, with my back to them doing my homework, and listening to Su Bo speak those sentences that I used to be familiar with in smooth English, there was a burst of sour hatred and saying no in my heart. sorry.

The official performance was on a Saturday afternoon.The stage was set directly above the school's large playground, and the classroom of Class 1 (2) of junior high school was requisitioned as a temporary backstage and dressing room. "Snow White" Xu Xiaoxiao threw a large pile of costumes and props in front of me, and asked me to distribute them to the careless boys. "My makeup is done, I don't want to move around." Xu Xiaoxiao is really beautiful, she said to me coquettishly: "I have to trouble you to do the drama, my dear Axuan." When I handed Su Bo his "witch costume" and black long hair cover, he stared at me strangely and asked, "What are you doing?"

"Changing clothes, I'm about to go on stage, and I'm still putting on makeup." I said. Su Bo made an expression of "you scared me to death" to me.Zhang Yuanyuan, who played the queen mother, was much more generous. He took my clothes and said, "I brought my mother's cosmetics. Don't worry, Su Bo's makeup bag is on me!" But Su Bo didn't want to put on makeup. Xu Xiaoxiao was anxious to find Teacher Xiao. Teacher Xiao picked up Su Bo from his seat and said, "When is it, you're still here! Come, come, come, I'll do your makeup for you." Su Bo threw away Teacher Xiao, blushing and said, "I only talked about acting as a witch, but I didn't talk about wearing women's clothes, wearing women's hair, and turning into a woman's face." Teacher Xiao stared: "Su Bo, how dare you!" "I won't do something so complicated." Su Bo made up his mind: "Mr. Xiao, kill me." Seeing Su Bo's determination, Teacher Xiao had no choice but to compromise: "Okay, okay, you don't need to wear a wig, you should quickly change into your clothes. Keep your makeup simple." "That can't be done," Xu Xiaoxiao jumped anxiously, "it will affect the effect of the whole drama." Teacher Xiao stopped her with his eyes. It's a pity that Su Bo didn't appreciate it: "I won't act." He huddled on the stool: "Wearing women's clothes, you kill me." "Kill, kill, kill!" Teacher Xiao was incoherent with anger: "What time is it, you guys, make trouble, and lose the face of the class..." "If you don't act, you won't act!" Xu Xiaoxiao said bitterly to Su Bo.He grabbed me and stood in front of Teacher Xiao: "Mr. Xiao, let Xie Xuan come on, Xie Xuan has also acted! I don't believe that no one can turn without the earth." Teacher Xiao looked at us helplessly, and shook his head desperately regardless of me, and ordered: "Xie Xuan puts on makeup immediately, and Su Bo will follow me to the office." The big playground is densely packed with people.The program in front of us was a small chorus of boys in the first year of high school. Looking at the back of their heads bit by bit, I was so nervous that my hands were full of sweat, and my legs were shaking so that I couldn't stand up straight.Xu Xiaoxiao kept cheering me up: "Xuan, don't be afraid, you will do it." Zhang Yuanyuan also came over and said, "You performed pretty well in class, nothing special." The strange thing is that once I played, I didn't feel so scared.A line of lines slipped to my lips familiarly, and the rare desire to be the protagonist beat my heart like a drum of joy.As a result, my classmates and I performed exceptionally well.The performance was as Xu Xiaoxiao expected, and it was a success again!Many senior students laughed so hard that they couldn't straighten their backs, and the applause resounded like spring thunder.Teacher Xiao also showed a sincere smile on his face. It was only after the show that I saw Su Bo, carrying a big schoolbag, stomping in front of Xu Xiaoxiao and me. Xu Xiaoxiao spat forward in disdain and said, "A turtle with a shrunken head." That night Xu Xiaoxiao called me again, and her voice on the phone was uncontrollably happy: "This time, the art department of the school will not underestimate me anymore. Axuan, thank you, your acting is really good. I said a long time ago You are the best candidate, but what Teacher Xiao wants to play back, almost suffered a big loss from Su Houzi." Xu Xiaoxiao's last sentence always makes me feel a bit like "there is no silver here".But I am still very happy, happy for myself, it turns out that I am also a person who can be on stage. Because I was happy, I got up very early the next day and went to school very early.There were not many people in the classroom, and there was a huge vivid turtle drawn on the blackboard, and a line of small characters was written next to it: "A monkey turned into a turtle." There is no doubt that Xu Xiaoxiao must have ordered the boys to do it. In twos and threes, the students began to enter the classroom.Looking at the blackboard, most of them giggled, but no one wiped it.Class monitor Mao Wei thought about it, but was stopped by her deskmate Xu Yang in a low voice: "What's the hurry, it's still early for class." Su Bo buried his head and sat firmly in his seat, his shoulders slanted with a kind of aggrieved stubbornness, just like the time in the first grade of junior high school, I filled the classroom with his nickname.Boys should also have a lot of self-esteem. Boys' self-esteem must be hurt more than girls.Thinking about it this way, I don't know where the courage came from. I rushed to the podium and wiped away the big tortoise that made this supposedly tense morning extraordinarily colorful. At that time, Xu Xiaoxiao was happily walking in with her schoolbag on her back.Watching my movements, the smile suddenly froze on her face. I like the sunshine in June, not in a hurry.It's like I have something on my mind.Su Bo walked under the green grape arbor on campus, and he said, "Thank you, Xie Xuan." Su Bo's eyes were really small, squinting under the sun, like Lin Yilian.I just laughed. Everything is like the song of Meizi: "The story of running water taking away the time has changed us, in that sentimental youth that shed tears for the first time..." When Xu Xiaoxiao strayed into the vortex of love, the friendship between me and her had faded into paleness. Walking beside Xu Xiaoxiao instead of me on the way home from school was a boy named Zhou Ming in the second year of high school, the director of the school's literature and art department.Xu Xiaoxiao started to speak in a terrible voice again, as if she hadn't developed yet.I once witnessed their date inadvertently, just by the garden of our community, the two whispered with their heads down, holding hands for a while and loosening them, just like underground parties on TV.At that time, Xu Xiaoxiao and I had nothing to say, and our friendship was as caught off guard when it left as when it came.Everyone said: Xu Xiaoxiao values ​​sex and despises friends.I just feel that I have weak bones, and I would rather be in love and abandon Xu Xiaoxiao. But I don’t like boys like Zhou Ming. They are glib all day long. Last time I wrote “God bless you!” to “God bless you!” I despise you for believing in God.As for the image I like in my heart, it is a little vague, I can't say it, maybe I haven't met it yet.Even if we meet, I think I will never be like Xu Xiaoxiao and make troubles all over the school. I keep it quietly in my heart, it should be very beautiful. Teacher Xiao was so angry about Xu Xiaoxiao, but she couldn't persuade Xu Xiaoxiao, and no one could persuade Xu Xiaoxiao.Because of her, our class has not received the mobile red flag for a long time. It is said that Teacher Xiao lost the title of excellent head teacher. Everyone said angrily: Xu Xiaoxiao has lost his head. It was a Chinese class that day, and Xu Xiaoxiao forgot to bring her Chinese documents. Teacher Xiao was very unhappy and told her to go home to get them. Xu Xiaoxiao forgot to bring the key, so Teacher Xiao sneered and said Xu Xiaoxiao, you forget this and that, forget it anyway. Can't fall in love. Xu Xiaoxiao was taken aback for a moment, and then gave a short laugh as a protest. Teacher Xiao was so angry that he threw the chalk stub in his hand and said, "Why are you laughing? You are a big girl, do you know how to be ashamed?" "Of course I know!" Xu Xiaoxiao retorted sharply: "Isn't it just that he forgot to take the book? There were other students who forgot to take the book before. Why don't you let him go back and get it?" Teacher Xiao slapped the lesson plan violently, causing chalk dust to splash everywhere: "Xu Xiaoxiao, I have been a teacher for more than 20 years. I don't need you to teach me how to do it. You just go out immediately and don't call your parents. Don't come into my classroom again!" Xu Xiaoxiao and Teacher Xiao confronted each other for a few seconds. Everyone thought she would pack her schoolbag and rush out of the classroom, but she swayed her body and slowly sat back on her seat with an expression of "you can't help me". The whole class did not dare to breathe. Teacher Xiao was much calmer now, and she also took a stool and sat down and said slowly: "If you don't go out, Xu Xiaoxiao, I won't give a lecture today. How can you compensate me for wasting everyone's time?" "Hmph." Now that things have come to an end, Xu Xiaoxiao is also willing to go all out, lowering his head and muttering, "It's you who don't give lectures, who's to blame?" Teacher Xiao stood up abruptly, rushed to Xu Xiaoxiao's side, and lifted her from the seat: "Follow me to the principal's office. I will expel you from this class. If you don't learn well at a young age, I can't cure you. What a joke! Wei takes everyone to study by themselves, and anyone who doesn't seriously write down their names and give them to me." Xu Xiaoxiao was finally wrenched out of the classroom by Teacher Xiao.As soon as they left, the whole class was in an uproar. "Xu Xiaoxiao must have taken the wrong medicine," Zhang Yuanyuan said. Jin Ling said: "No, no, it's a broken relationship. Some people say that Zhou Ming is a playboy, and only when he loses his love will he be insane, right?" The whole class laughed out of control. After class, I was lying on the railing to bask in the sun. Su Bo passed by me, pretending to talk to me casually: "Are you worried about Xu Xiaoxiao?" "Her business has nothing to do with me." I said. "You won't be so ruthless." Su Bo understood clearly, "You used to be good friends, you will never forget." Su Bo's words warmed my heart suddenly, and I knew he was praising me around the corner, saying that I was a kind girl.Boys are all like this, and they don't want to say who is better.Su Bo was also leaning against the railing, at a certain distance from me, squinting at the past, I found that he had grown a lot taller, and he was no longer so dark, and the sneakers on his feet were like a boat. A very sharp tooth. Xu Xiaoxiao lay on my shoulder, crying so much that she was about to pass out.I patted her on the back like a mother, a little at a loss and a little self-righteous.I didn't expect that I could be the backbone of another person. "I don't want to go home, my dad will break my leg," Xu Xiaoxiaoming said with a sob, "he's not as talkative as my mom." "Soldiers come to block, water comes to cover." I comforted her.But I don't know if I should take care of Xu Xiaoxiao's affairs, because Xu Xiaoxiao's affairs are one after another, and they are not ordinary things. According to Xu Xiaoxiao's request, I stopped Zhou Ming on the way from school. "Xiaoxiao was beaten, and the teacher asked her to do an examination in front of the whole class." I said, "She told you to make up your mind." Zhou Ming flicked the hair on his forehead and said with a smile: "You are Xie Xuan, the one who plays the witch?" "It's business." I'm not happy. "Xu Xiaoxiao?" Zhou Ming sighed: "A little girl is a little girl, and a little bit of trouble will make a mess." God!When I realized that Zhou Ming was swearing, he wanted to run away in a panic, but Zhou Ming laughed strangely: "You are so thin-skinned, why are you Xu Xiaoxiao's friend?" I said bitterly: "Xiao Xiao is blind." "Hey, I hate evil like hatred, why don't you come and give her advice." "How could it be the same?" "Why is it different, we are all friends." "friend?" "Friends." Zhou Ming said urgently, "Can't boys and girls be friends?" I turned around and left. When I went to Xiaoxiao's house and told Zhou Ming's words, she screamed when she heard the word "friend", and said again and again: "I killed him, killed him!" I was so panicked that I quickly blocked her mouth : "Be careful, let your mother hear." "I heard it when I heard it," Xu Xiaoxiao wiped her tears sadly, "I don't want to live anymore, what are you afraid of." While crying, he took out a small knife from the drawer and said, "This is the Swiss Army knife my father gave me. It can kill people." easy." "Little girl, don't talk nonsense." I snatched her knife and said, "There is nothing in this world that cannot be solved. Besides, I will not leave you alone." Xu Xiaoxiao looked at me with tears in her eyes.After a while, he asked, "Ah Xuan, how much money do you have?" "Twenty yuan, what do you do?" I asked. Xu Xiaoxiao leaned over and said mysteriously, "I want to run away from home." "That can't be done!" I waved my hands again and again: "There is a mistake." "Hush! Don't yell." Xu Xiaoxiao explained to me a little proudly, "It's not that I really ran away from home, I just hid nearby to make them anxious, and I will go home after a certain level. It's time to pass. Ask me to check the whole class, and Jinling can't do anything if she hasn't laughed off all her front teeth." "But where are you hiding?" "It's better not to know. When the time comes, your position will not be firm, and you may confess me. But I will contact you from time to time." Xu Xiaoxiao put his hand on my shoulder and said with confidence, "When will the game end?" , It depends on your grasp of the situation, my mother is too timid to let her get sick from fright, in short, if you say it, I will come back." The sum of Xu Xiaoxiao's money and mine is enough for her to wander outside for three days at most. Xu Xiaoxiao sadly said that if she ate noodles for meals, it might be enough for five days. Help to the end." I had no choice but to ask Meizi to borrow money. Stuttering to explain why she came, Meizi asked, "What are you borrowing money for?" I don't want to betray Xiaoxiao, and I don't want to deceive Meizi.I had no choice but to keep silent.Fortunately, Meizi said bluntly: "Okay, okay, it's okay if you don't say anything! I believe you are not doing bad things." "It's really not a bad thing." I promised. But after I borrowed the money, I hesitated. Is it right to help Xu Xiaoxiao like this?Is this what real friendship is like?If Teacher Xiao knew about it, she would definitely use a common phrase: "Being a minion for a tiger." But what can I do, I am "difficult to ride a tiger"! It's funny to say that Xu Xiaoxiao's thoughtful and seamless arrangement can be concluded with four words, that is: Attempted to leave home. The night before she left home, her parents found a "going away arrangement form" from her schoolbag.On the form, Xu Xiaoxiao made a detailed arrangement of what she would do while away from home, including when to listen to the Walkman and when to recite English words.This action was carried out after Xu Xiaoxiao was in a deep sleep. In fact, her parents wanted to find out one or two love letters written by Zhou Ming to their daughter, and see how far they "had developed", but they did not expect such an accident. harvest. Frustrated by the strict monitoring, Xu Xiaoxiao had no choice but to stand on the podium for inspection.The inspection draft was completed with my assistance, and I even copied it for her in the end. "Looking at my handwriting, you may feel better," I said, "just take it as a self-criticism for me." At that time, "Water Margin" was playing on TV, and Xu Xiaoxiao said gratefully: "Ah Xuan, you really are more Song Gongming than Timely Rain Song Gongming." "But," I said, "you have to promise me that you won't mess around again." "Okay, okay." Xu Xiaoxiao answered me frantically. A few days later, Xu Xiaoxiao applied to leave the school's literature and art department. She forced a smile on her face and said to me: "I will make a comeback when I am in high school. At that time, I will be a minister." I like the pronunciation of the word "tomorrow" in English: "TOMORROW", which sounds catchy and full of imagination.Tomorrow, tomorrow, who knows what my tomorrow will be like, what will I do, will I look more beautiful, will I be rich, will anyone like me, dare to sing loudly? For a long time I was afraid of eating. Because my parents will discuss where I will go after graduation as soon as I eat.My father hoped that I would continue to study in Pugao. He said that as long as there is money, anyone can go to college. It is better for children to study more. Aren’t adults working hard all their lives for children?My mother wants me to go to a vocational high school. She thinks that with so many people laid off now, it will become more and more difficult to find a job in the future, so it is better to cut the mess quickly.The two fought back and forth like this, which made me upset, I couldn't get enough for every meal, and I was looking for snacks everywhere before ten o'clock in the evening.But my mother also said: "Look at this child, when he grows up, he can't feed enough." It made me blush and thick neck. I also know that my parents didn't have much hope for me.Unlike Xu Yang's parents who want her to go to Peking University, Xu Xiaoxiao's mother who expects her to study abroad, Zhang Yuanyuan's father longs for him to become a Ph. It seems that it should be very good to have a job that can support yourself. I'm quite sad, it's my mediocrity that makes them forget the idiom "Looking for a girl to become a phoenix". I took the time to return the money I borrowed last time to Meizi, and Meizi asked me, "Is the third year of junior high school very hard?" I shook my head and said, "I can't tell, I'm not a good student." "Xiaoxuan," Meizi encouraged me, "You have to show some energy. Your school is famous for its focus. If you can stay in your school and study in high school, what university will you fail to pass?" "My family may want me to go to vocational high school." "What about yourself?" "I can't tell." Meizi said gently: "It's better to study more, or I can't even start a letter when I pick up a pen, it's poor." "But," I looked at Meizi, "you sing so well." "What's the use of that, you can't sing until you're eighty years old." Meizi took my hand, "Okay, okay, I've known you for so long, and I haven't heard you sing before, come on, I'll accompany you, you Sing a song for me." While speaking, he pulled me to the front of the stage. "Can't sing." I said. Meizi was upset: "It's not interesting enough." "Really not." I cursed and swore, my face flushed from holding back. "I'm a bookworm." Meizi smiled, pushed me away, and gestured to the guitar player, and the singing burst forth: sing for me again Let's have another beautiful smile waiting for you to step on step on a soft and wet witch hazel shoe the moon has sunk dewdrops hanging in hair Little raindrops are waiting... I walked out of the "red house" amidst Meizi's singing. I was really afraid that one day, Meizi and Meizi's song would suddenly disappear, like those colorful dreams I had in my childhood, red dragonflies and yellow balloons, too. Like my once touching singing voice, just because of a small accident, it left and flew away, and it will never come back, and there will be no news from it. Meizi chased me out and blew a naughty kiss to me: "Xiaoxuan, work hard, if you don't get good grades in the exam, don't come to see me." However, I have never seen plums. It's not that I can't get good grades in the exam, but: Meizi is missing. The disappearance of Meizi made my last winter vacation in junior high school very difficult.The long-haired guitarist refused to tell me where Meizi had gone, but said that Meizi left a message, no matter when she came back, she would definitely go to our school to find me. Xu Xiaoxiao analyzed: "Meizi must have been spotted by the record company and is undergoing training. Before the record company trains a newcomer, they must keep it absolutely secret. This is called "beware of poaching." "Is it that serious?" I didn't believe it, "You can't just leave." "Why can't you, you haven't seen those singers, they are famous when they say they are famous, who knows what she was doing the day before?" Xu Xiaoxiao's words reassured me a little. If Meizi really became a famous singer, I would be a good friend of the singer. Wow, that would be amazing. "So you must be admitted to our high school, or Meizi will find you somewhere." Xu Xiaoxiao reminded me. "That's true," I said. "Don't be complacent," she hit me again, "Meizi may not remember you by then." I'm not worried about this, because I know that Meizi is not the kind of flirtatious person. spring is coming.My body has undergone many changes this spring.I am afraid of it, but also happy about it.In my longing and pursuit of the unknown, I began to experience the sweet meaning of the word "girl".Watching the cold coat falling gently in the city, the depression that has been stored for a whole winter is also dissipated like smoke.I feel like a bird with full wings, longing for the day when I can fly. When the third grade of junior high school was at its darkest, Teacher Qiu came back to visit us suddenly. After graduation, Teacher Qiu did not become a teacher, but went to work as a secretary in a large company.Her hair has been permed, and her clothes are much brighter than before.But people are still as friendly as before.Everyone was very happy to see her, especially some thick-skinned boys, desperately rubbing against Teacher Qiu, asking questions, and the last self-study class in the afternoon existed in name only.Teacher Qiu said that she was here to inspire the morale of the army, and hoped that our class would win a big victory. It would be best if all of them stayed in the high school of the school.After the exam, she took our whole class to climb the mountain, and she paid for the bus.Many people shouted excitedly, and many people took out the graduation message book and asked Teacher Qiu to write a few words.Xu Xiaoxiao pulled me and said, "Let's go, let's go too." I was a little embarrassed, and Xu Xiaoxiao pulled down her face and criticized me, saying, "You are like this, you can't get on the stage at all!" Unexpectedly, this was overheard by Teacher Qiu. She called out and said, "Who said that, Xie Xuan's witch performance is amazing." Teacher Qiu looked at me with big eyes and a smile, and I missed Meizi more and more. I really wanted to tell her that in the last mock test, I scored an unprecedented 95 points in mathematics, and even Teacher Xiao praised me .But Meizi, where are you, will you also appear in front of me with a "wow" like Teacher Qiu, it doesn't matter if there are some small changes, the key is that we are still so familiar, as if we have never been separated . When we went home that day, Teacher Qiu walked with us for a long distance.Teacher Qiu said that he really missed our class and regretted that he did not choose the profession of teaching after graduation. Xu Xiaoxiao said old-fashionedly: "This is a society where the economy determines everything. Now you earn much more money a month than being a teacher, so you can realize your own value better than being a teacher. There is no regret." I said: "Mr. Qiu, if you are a teacher, you must be a good teacher. If you are willing, come back and teach us. Who would dare not welcome you." "It's really that easy." Mr. Qiu supported my shoulders and walked forward. "There are some roads that cannot and are not easy to turn back. You will know when you grow up." We broke up with Mr. Qiu at the crossroads, and Mr. Qiu quickly joined the crowd and disappeared.Xu Xiaoxiao said emotionally: "Mr. Qiu really misses us. Her eyes turned red several times today." Turning another corner is the "Red House".I subconsciously quickened my pace as I walked past it.Xu Xiaoxiao followed up from behind and said, "You miss Meizi when you see Teacher Qiu, don't you?" "What's the use of thinking about it," I said, "Meizi has long forgotten about me, and she just left as soon as she said it, without any human touch." Xu Xiaoxiao asked inquiringly, "Do you really want to know where Meizi is?" "Know?" He jumped up anxiously. "At the drug rehabilitation center." Xu Xiaoxiao said calmly: "Meizi has been taking drugs for a long time, and she can't quit." "How do you know?" "When the police car came," Xu Xiaoxiao said, "I was passing by here. They said that someone was jealous of Meizi, so they reported her." "You're crazy," I yelled, "Mei Zi wouldn't be that kind of person." "Know people, know faces, but don't know your heart." Xu Xiaoxiao also yelled at me, "Didn't you also say that to Zhou Ming? I didn't say it because I was afraid that you would be sad." "Xiao Xiao," I said, "it's okay, don't joke around." "I'm joking." Xu Xiaoxiao said with a smile, "Really, I just want to scare you." But this time I believed it.My sixth sense told me Xu Xiaoxiao's words were true, just like it once told me that plums would disappear suddenly, but unfortunately I didn't pay attention at that time. Xu Xiaoxiao took me, who was feeling lost, and said, "Okay, go home and study hard. When Meizi becomes a singer in the future, she won't recognize a good-for-nothing younger sister." When I got home that day, I didn’t eat any food, and I desperately worked on a physics test paper. When I encountered a question that I couldn’t solve, I desperately pulled my hair.It's a bit of a "break the cauldron" flavor.My mother asked me to eat, and seeing that I didn't answer for a long time, she came into the room to drag me.After a while, my tears were dragged out. My mother was so shocked that she quickly hugged me and asked if something happened. My father also came in, looking at me crying helplessly with two faces that worried about the country and the people.I really couldn't help crying, and it took me a long time to utter a word.It was quite a long speech, and I said it fluently. I said: "Please don't let me go to vocational high school. I will go to work during the summer vacation, selling ㄖswords, magnetic overprinting, N, V, locusts, and cavities. Change it to 攵嗄罴=吹拉结装Let's leave the yellow pelican back, do you agree? Mom and Dad looked at each other, and even though I was still in tears, they laughed happily together. No matter where we come from, whether we like it or not, whether it is sad or happy, whether it is spring or autumn.We can't stop the footsteps of youth, and we can't escape the sunshine and wind and rain along the way.We always have to tell ourselves quietly in this blooming season: I have grown up, how good it is, growing up on time. Three days before the exam, classes were suspended. Teacher Xiao walked onto the podium with big strides.She said: "To be honest, I am more nervous than you. The test papers you hand in are also the test papers that I, the class teacher, will hand in. Whether you can meet people or not will be decided soon. Only the last three days are left. It’s sharpening the gun in front of the battle, and it’s bright when it’s not bright, but I still want to remind everyone to pay attention to the combination of work and rest, and don’t mess with your body.” Speaking of this, she said: “This is probably the most humane thing I have said as a class teacher for three years. Just a word." The whole class roared with laughter. In our laughter, Teacher Xiao said: "There is nothing too much to say. I wish you all the best results." The whole class was a little reluctant to leave that day.Everyone passed the message book that had been hidden for a long time, and Teacher Xiao didn't stop it.Jin Ling's notebook was accidentally passed on to Xu Xiaoxiao's desk. Xu Xiaoxiao thought about it and wrote five words on it: "I wish you a bright future." Afterwards, Xu Xiaoxiao said to me: "What I wrote is the truth. Every student has something to offer. To be honest, it’s not easy for Mr. Xiao.” While I was talking, someone called my name from behind me. When I looked back, it was Su Bo. "Xie Xuan," he called me, "won't you come here for a while?" As he approached, Su Bo said shyly, "What do you want to do the most after the exam?" I wondered: "Why do you ask this?" "It's fine if you don't say anything," Su Bo said magnanimously, "Let's talk about what I want to do the most. I want to invite you to watch a movie, Jackie Chan's blockbuster, will you agree?" I didn't know how to answer, Su Bo quickly said: "I have no other intentions, I just want to thank you. I have thought about it for a long time, and I think this is the best way to thank you." Su Bo has grown a lot, and his clothes are very clean shirt, standing in front of me, bowing his head to talk to me, my face turned red. "You can come with Xu Xiaoxiao." Su Bo said, "After the exam, you should go crazy. The three years of junior high school are not in vain." "Thank you," I said, "I'll definitely come." Su Bo left happily.Xu Xiaoxiao dragged me excitedly and said, "What did Su Bo tell you? Does he have evil intentions?" "Where," I said, "he asked me what I want to do after the exam?" When Xu Xiaoxiao heard this, she gritted her teeth and said, "The thing I want to do the most is to tear up books. It must be very enjoyable to tear the textbooks that I don't need any more page by page!" Finally, I remembered to ask me: " And you?" "I haven't figured it out yet," I said. "Lie." Xu Xiaoxiao exposed me: "I want to see Meizi, right?" I nodded, put my arms around her and said, "There is no one who knows me like a little girl." 路过“红房子”，发现有一批工人拿着各种工具三三两两地进进出出，徐小小跑过去问道：“怎么了怎么了怎么回事？” 有人说：“关门了，改建电子娱乐场。” 我一听，急得不由分说地往里冲。里面一片狼藉，那个小小的舞台还在，只是不见了各种乐器，不见了梅子，也再也寻不到梅子的歌声。长发的吉它手拎着满手的东西从后台走出来，见了我，很高兴的说：“梅子说你会来，没想到你真的来了。” “梅子呢，梅子在哪里？” 他笑笑，递给我一盘录音带说：“这里面都是梅子唱的歌，她说她信写不好，就不写信了，要我告诉你，有一本作文本她会一直收藏，做一个小女孩的偶像，可不是一件容易的事。” 泪水慢慢地溢出我的眼眶：“还有吗，”我问，“梅子还有没有说什么？” 吉它手看着我，笑容竟和梅子一模一样：“她让我问你，下次见面，愿不愿意唱首歌给她听？” 徐小小从后面凑过来，声音很小地说：“对不起，有一次梅子问我你是不是真不喜欢唱歌，我就讲了你上课唱歌的事跟她听。其实阿萱，初中就快过去了，你难道还没有忘记那些不愉快的事？我都忘得一干二净了，真的，包括周鸣。忘光了。”徐小小一面说一面做着夸张的手势，生怕我不相信。 这时，吉它手的背影就快在门口消失，我冲着他没命地大喊：“告诉梅子，我会等她回来，我要和她进行歌唱比赛，我不一定会输给她。” 那晚，我做了一个很美的梦，我梦见我乐此不疲地唱啊唱，梅子从我身边走过，她有黑色的短发和灿灿的笑容，她用温暖的掌心握住我，说：“来，阿萱，我带你去一个好地方。” 我知道，梅子要带我去的是一个崭新的世界，在那里我将拥有更成熟的头脑和更勇敢的心，并靠它们去选择每一条通向未来的路径，不说后悔，不再犹豫。 因为，我已长大，多好，按时长大。